Doston, Meriaiza ne ek english mein kahani shuru kari hai - Vendetta . ussi ko hindi mein translate kar ke main yahan likh raha hoon. Yeh ek bahut hi nayi storyline ki kahani hai. shayad exbii pe aisi kahani pehle kabhi nahi likhi gayi hai. hum (main aur meriaiza) nahi chahte ke koi bhi iss kahani ka mazze lene se mehroom rahe bhasha achchi tarah se na samajh paane ke karan. umeed karta hoon yeh kahani aapko meri aur meriaiza ki baaki kahaniyon ki tarah hi pasand aayegi.
"tu itna bekaar hai ke tujhe dekh ke hi mujhe ghinn aati hai. tu apna sab kuch kho chuka hai. apni izzat se le kar apni zindagi ke pyar tak - sab kuch. agar tere paas kuch bacha hai, to wo hai teri saansein jo ki maine gini hui hain. tu kyun inko bhi khona chahta hai? apni haar maan le aur main ho sakta hai ke main teri yeh ghatiya zindagi tujhe daan mein de dun aur teri jaan baksh doon"
"tu pagal hai agar tujhe lagta hai ke humaari dushmani ab khatam ho chuki hai. iss ki shuruaat tune kari thhi lekin isska ant tab hoga jab main tera dil bahar nikal kar usmein base khoon ka har ek katra nichod dunga"
"jab shikaar ladne ki koshish kare to usse maarne mein aur bhi mazaa aata hai. tere se jo bhi banta hai, tu kar. hum dono mein se sirf ek hi yeh khel jeet sakta hai aur tere paas jeetne ki koi wajah nahi hai. doosri taraf, mere jeetne ki wajah bhi hai aur guarantee bhi"
"kya hai wo wajah !!!" ussne chinghaadte hue kaha, "tujhe maarne se pehle main jaan lena chaahta hoon ke wo kaun si wajah hai jiss ke karan tune mere saath aisa kiya. kya bigaada thha maine tera"
"yeh laakh rupaye ka sawaal hai.. nahi? par tumhein iss sawaal ka hall khood hi dhoondhna padega. tum mujhe abhi maar sakte ho par fir tumhein wo wajah koi nahi bata payega jisske karan tumhaari zindagi ke cheethde ho gaye. wo wajah mere saath hi dafan ho jayegi"
"bahut ho gaya yeh khel. mujhe bata haraamzaade tune aisa kyun kiya? jo tune kiya hai usski safai kaise pesh karega?"
"safai? apne gunaahon ki safaai koi nahi de sakta. par mera yakeen karo, tum mere jitne hi paapi ho. hum dono narak ki aag mein aaj nahi to kal jalne hi waale hain. kam se kam mere paas yeh sab karne ki wajah hai, par tumne jo bhi kiya tha bewajah hi kiya thha. main tumhein fir wohi hint deta hoon jo maine tumhein pehle di thhi. iss baar tum mujhe dhoondhne ki koshish karne ki bajaye, iss hint par kaam karna to shayad tumhaara kuch bhala ho paye. yaad rakhna, chahe wo mitti ka zarra ho ya chattan ka tukdaa, paani mein dono samaan roop se hi doobte hain. aur ek baat aur, agar tumne mere badle ka karan pata laga bhi liya, to main tumhein aashwaasan deta hoon ke tumhaari zindagi abhi se zyaada dayneey ho jayegi. shayad tumhaare liye zyaada achcha hai ke tum mujhe abhi hi maar do aur apne badle ki aag ko bujha do. kya pata, tum fir se ek aam zindagi jeene ke kabil ban jao..."
aur usske baad thhi ek lambi khaamoshi... ek aisi khamoshi, jo aate hue toofan ka sanket de rahi thhi.....
Ek police inspector ki naukari aasan nahi hoti. Samaaj ki gandgi se din raat ru-ba-ru hona kisi bhi aam insaan ko pagal banane ke liye kaafi hota hai. Fir bhi Rahul puri koshish karta thha ke ek aam zindagi jiye. Kothon pe chaapon, smugglers aur baaki ke gundon ko wo ekdum bhula deta thha jab apni biwi kalpana ke saath hota thha. Kalpana ke siwaye usska koi nahi thha. Usska baap bhi police inspector thha jo ke apni duty karte waqt shaheed ho gaya thha. Kuch saal pehle usski maa ne bhi cancer se haar maan ke apne pran tyaag diye thhe. Kalpana usski maa ki saheli ki beti thhi aur inka rishta bhi usski maa ki hi madat se hua thha. Kuch hafte milne ke baad hi wo dono samajh gaye thhe ke iss duniya mein ek doosre ke liye hi aaye hain aur aaj shaadi ke 5 saal baad unka pyaar bilkul kam nahi hua thha, balki har beet te pal ke saath aur mazboot ho gaya thha. Kalpana 28 saal ki ladki thhi. Kale ghane lambe baal, badi baadi neeli aankhein, bhare hue hoth, gora rang, thode bhaari par kasi hui chhati aur ussko match karte hue usske gol gol nitambh yeh sab kalpana ko ek bala ki si khubsurati pradan kiye hue thhe. Kabhi kabhar to rahul ko lagta thha ke kaise ussko itni sundar biwi mil gayi, par issko bhagwaan ki daya samajh kar wo khush thha. Yeh ek kaafi ajeeb baat thhi ke jiss Rahul ke college ke time mein bahut saare dost hua karte thhe, aur jo bahut popular bhi thha, aaj dosti ke saare sukhon se vanchit thha. Usske paas ginti ke kuch hi dost bache thhe, jinmein se adhiktar usske saath kaam karne waale hi thhe. Par jab rahul ke paas kaam ke baad apni biwi ko dene ke liye bhi adhik samay nahi hota thha to wo bhala dosti kaise nibhata? Dheere dheere usske saare dost facebook ki ek profile ban ke reh gaye thhe. Kisi se koi contact nahi hota thha. Sach kahe to sab ek dusre ke liye ab ajnabi hi ho gaye thhe. Par kalpana usske liye biwi se kahin badhkar thhi. Wo usski best friend bhi ban gayi thhi. Kabhi kabhi rahul ko bahut bura lagta thha ke wo usske saath zyaada time nahi bita paata thha aur ussne yeh nishchay kar liya thha ke iss baat ko wo badal dega.
Uss din Rahul kaam se bilkul thakk ke ghar aaya aur usska sar bahut dukh raha thha. Sardard ki dawai lene ke baad wo sofe par baith kar sustaane lag gaya. Kalpana nahane mein vyast thhi jab wo kaam se aaya. Ussko yeh soch kar kaafi taajub hua kyunki jab wo ghar aata thha, to kalpana hamesha tayyar hoti thhi usske swagat ke liye. Kuch hi der baad goliyan asar karna shuru kar di aur wo thhoda relax ho gaya thha ke tabhi do mulayam haath peeche se aa kar usski aankhon ko dhak liye. Ussne bade pyaar se un haathon ko neeche kiya aur apni biwi ko apni ore kheech liya. Jaise hi ussne apni aakhein kholi, kalpana ka muskuraata chehra dekh kar usski thakaan door ho gayi. Wo jitna bhi thaka hua kyun na ho, kalpana ko dekh kar hamesha theek ho jaata thha. Bina kuch kahe hi ussne kalpana ko apne aur paas kheecha aur usske hothon ko choomne laga. Kuch der tak wo dono saari sudh-budh kho kar bas ek doosre ko choomte hi rahe. Jab kalpana ne yeh silsila roka aur khadi hui to rahul ne pehli baar notice kiya ke kalpana ne wo hi saadi pehni hui thhi jo ussne unki shaadi ke din pehni thhi. “shayad sajne sawarne ke karan hi ussko aaj deri ho gayi” ussne mann hi mann socha aur muskurane laga.
“hamesha ki tarah is baar bhi tum humaari shaadi ki salgirah bhool gaye na” kalpana ne muskurate hue kaha
“salgirah mubarak ho janeman. Tum bahut hi sundar lag rahi ho” rahul ne khade hote hue kaha aur usse waapas choome ke liya aage badha par kalpana ne apna chehra doosri ore kar diya.
“pehle mujhe batao ke tum mere liye gift laye ho ya hamesha ki tarah aaj bhi bhool gaye ho?” kalpana ne jhoot mooth ka gussa darshaate hue kaha.
“Kya zamaana aa gaya hai yaar. Pati jaldi ghar aa gaya hai aur apni biwi ko pyaar de raha hai, lekin isse bhi aajkal ki biwiyon ko khushi nahi milti. Kahan gaye wo din jab har baar patni apne pati ke ghar jaldi aane se hi khush thhi” rahul bola
“ bas bas.. faaltu ki baatein karwa lo tumhaare se jitni bhi” kalpana ne jaise hi yeh kaha aur rahul ki taraf apna chehra kiya, Rahul ne muskurate hue ek sone ka bracelet apni upar waali jeb se nikal kar usske saamne rakh diya. Uss bracelet ko dekh kar kalpana ki aankhein jagmagane lagi. Shayad wo iss baat se zyaada khush thhi ke usska pati itne important din ko bhula nahi. Rahul ne ussko kamar se pakaad kar apne paas kheech liya aur bola
“umeed karta hoon ke tumko yeh tohfa pasand aaya hoga meri jaan”
“haan jaanu. Tohfa to bahut sundar hai aur mehenga bhi lag raha hai. Par mujh pura yakeen hai ke meri khushi ke saamne isski keemat kuch bhi nahi hogi”
“ha ha ha... khud hi mere mann ki baat bhi samajh gayi tum. Issliye main tumhein itna pyaar karta hoon.” Rahul ne kaha aur usski kalai par wo bracelet baandh kar usko choomne laga. Wo bracelet sach much bahut hi sundar lag raha thha. “waise yeh aaj ka aakhri tohfa nahi hai. Mere paas tumhaare liye ek aur bhi surprise hai. Pehle main tumhein dinner par le kar jaunga aur wahan hi yeh surprise bhi dunga”
“achcha..” apni badi badi aankhein dikhaate hue kalpana ne kaha. “waise mere paas bhi tumhaare liye ek surprise gift hai jo ke main tumhein baad mein dungi. Pehle tumhein mujhe wo dinner karwana padega jisska tumne waada kiya hai” usski muskurahat se lag raha thha ke ussne sach much kuch bada plan kiya hua hai.
“jaise tum chaaho jaan. Ab main bhi nahaa ke jaldi se tayaar ho jaata hoon aur fir hum chalenge” ussne kaha aur bedroom ki taraf jaane laga. Tabhi ghar ki ghanti baji.
“tum tayaar ho jao rahul, main dekhti hoon ke darwaaze pe kaun hai” kalpana ne bola aur darwaaze ki taraf chal di. Rahul muskuraate hue bedroom mein gaya aur apni shirt utaar raha thha jab usse ek dardanak cheekh sunayi di jo ke kalpana ki thhi. Dhadakte dil se wo daudta hua drawing room mein aaya. Jaise hi wo room mein enter hua, usske sar par ek zor ka vaar hua aur usski aankhon ke aage andhera chaa gaya. Behosh ho kar wo zameen par gir gaya. ______________________________
Usski neend khuli jab thanda pani usske muh par fenka gaya. pehle to ussko kuch samajh nahi aaya ke aas paas kya ho raha hai par kalpana ki cheeko ne ussko vaapas vartman mein la patka. ussko ek kursi se bandha hua thha aur packing waale tape se usska muh cover kiya hua thha. usski khoobsurat biwi zameen par padi to tahi thhi. usske neeche waale hoth se khoon aa raha thha jisko dekhte hi usska khoon kholne laga. ussko itna gussa aa raha thha ke wo betahasha un bandhi hui rassiyon se joojhne laga par usska koi parinam nahi nikla kyunki ussko bahut hi zor se bandha gaya thha.
"mmmmmmm.... mmmmmmm" yeh eklaute lafz thhe jo usske muh se bahar nikal rahe thhe. jab ussne chillane ki koshis kari to ek nakabposh aadmi ne usske muh par ek zor ka tamacha dhar diya jisse usska sar aur zor se ghoomne laga. kuch pal ke liye wo shaant ho gaya. ussne dekha ke ek naujawan aadmi ne uss nakabposh ke muh par ek tamaachamaara. pehli baar ussne apni nazarein chaaro taraf daudayi to paya ke uss kamre mein usske aur usski biwi ke alawa ke 3 nakabposh thhe aur wo naujawan thha jissne koi bhi nakab pehen lene ki zehmat nahi uthhayi thhi.
"kya maine tumhein usse maarne ke liye bola thha" wo naujawan uss nakabposh ko bola. usski aawaz mein ek ajeeb si shaanti thhi jaise usske upar iss mahaul ka koi asar hi nahi ho raha thha
"maaf kijiye boss. main behek gaya thha" wo nakabposh uss naujawan ko bola.
"haan. aise hi sahi hai. jab tak main na kahu, tum kuch nahi kar sakte." ussne bola aur fir Rahul ki taraf dekha. "main iss aadmi ki taraf se maafi maangta hoon. main ek sabhya nagrik hoon, par main apne aadmiyon ke liye yeh nahi keh sakta. yeh hasi ki baat hai ke tumhaare jaisa ek sabhya aur kanoon ko maan ne waale insaan ke liye bhi wohi baat laagu hoti hai. tum bhi kuch nahi sochte ke tumhaare karyon ka parinaam kya hoga. par shayad yeh tumhaari galti nahi hai. hum sab ke andar ek jaanwat hota hai aur yeh bahut hi zaruri hota hai ke hum uss jaanwar ko control karna seekhein. humein apni har kriya ka dhyaan rakhna hota hai kyunki jaisa kehte hain-jaise tum karoge, waisa hi tum bharoge." usski awaaz mein bahut hi sthirta thhi aur usski barf si thandi awaaz Rahul ke kaleje ko cheer rahi thhi. usse pata thha ke wo apne aur apni biwi ke liye kuch bhi karne ki halat mein nahi hai. aur yehi vichar ussko bahut hi zyaada darr se bhare jaa raha thha. dheere dheere wo naujawaan kalpana ki taraf badha jo ki zameen par leti dard se karah rahi thhi. wo kalpana ki jaanghon par haath ferte hue Rahul ko dekhne laga jaise usse nimantran de raha ho ke wo aaye aur kuch kare. rahul ki aankhon meun uss aadmi ko apni biwi ki jaangho pe haath ferte dekh aur apni ashayta ke karan aasoo bhar aaye.
"tu itni jaldi rone laga... main to abhi shuru bhi nahij hua. kyun... sahi bola na yaaron.." usne un nakaabposhon ko dekhkar bola aur sab hasne lage. rahul uss naujawan se aankhon hi aankhon mein daya ki bheekh maang raha thha par apne dil mein usse pata thha ke yeh hone nahi wala. apni biwi ke darr se thiturte jism ko dekhkar usske andar daya,gussa aur darr ka ek ajeeb sa emotion janml le raga thha. " darr mat. main teri biwi ka rape nahi karunga. jaisa ke maine kaha, main ek sabhya nagrik hoon. main kisi abla nari ka rape karne yahan nahi aaya hon. teri biwi bahut hi sexy hai par main ussmein zarada bhi intereated nahi hoon.main yahan sirf tere karan hoon.mera yakeen kar,maine iss pal ka barson se intezaar kiya hai aur hamesha apne khayalon mein issko aisa hi paya hai. tum bilkul bandhe hue aadmi ki tarah kone mein tadapte hue, aur apne sabse pyaari biwi ke dard ko mehsoos karte hue, jo ki tumhaari aankhon ke saamne tadap rahi hai. mujhe pata hai ke meri soch bahut hi strong rahi hai par fir bhi aaj tumko iss halqt mein dekh kar jo thandak mere dil ko pahunch rahi hai wo kisi bhi cheez ke saath tulna karne ke yogya nahi hai." fir ussne apna dhyaan kalpana pe kendrit karte hue kaha " to mrs.rahul, mujhe pqkka yajeen hai ke aap apne pati ke saath beintehaa mohabbat karti hain. aapke liye wo ek asoolo waala aadmi hai jo hamesha apne gar aur apni duty ko zyqada mahatva deta hai. sahi bol raha hoon na main" kalpana ne haan mein apna sar hilaya . "to fir batao aapko kaisa lagega agar main kahun ke yeh aadmi yahan kqmre mein maujood baaki gundon se kahin zyada ghatiya hai????yeh log to baaaki logon par apne paison ke laalach mein zulm karte hain par tumhaara pati bina kisi laalach aur karan ke karan bahut saari zindagiyan barbaad kar chuka hai. ussne yeh sab issi liye kiya kyunki apni power ke zariye wo yeh sab kar sakta thha. ussne yeh sab kiya kyunki ussko koi farak nahi padta ke usski harkaton ka doosron par kya asar padh raha hai. ek tarah se mujhe daya aa rahi hai ke apne pati ki harkaton ke karan tumhein zulm sehne padh rahe hain par kya karun,gehu ke saath ghunn bhi piss jaata hai. tymhaari pati ke khilaaf jitni nafrat mujhe hai usse kahin zyaada kam tumhaare upar mujhe daya aa rahi hai. issliye main tumhein pehle hi sory bolna cgahta hoon. " kalpana ka darr use bandhe hue thha nahi to wo apni aur rahul ki zindagi ki bheekh iss pagal se maangne lag jaati. wo kitna bhi koshish kare,uske muh se ek shabd bhi nahin nikal raha thha. ussne soch ke rakha thha ke yeh usski zindagi ka sabse achcha din hoga par dheere dheere yeh usske sabse gande khwaab mein tabdeel ho raha tha. naunawan ab seedha rahul ki aankhon mein dekh raha tha. gusse ke shole usski aankhon mein sulag rahe thhe aur rahul gehri soch mein dooba hua thha yeh sochkar ke kaise ussne aadmi ka bura kiya thha. ussbne bahut socha lekn yeh baat ussko yaad nahi aa rahi thhi. wo soch raha thha ke kya karan hai ke wo naujwaan uski biwi ke saath aisa kar raha thha aur usne uss naujwan ka kya bigaada thha. ussko yaad blnahi aa raha thha ke kab aur kaise usne iss aadmi se dushmani mol le li thhi. abhi wo yeh sab soch hi raha thha ke uss naujawan ne jaise usska dimag hi padh liya thha.
" mujhe pata hai ke tunhaare paas bahut hi zyaada sawaal hain. jaise ke main kaun hoon
..kya chahta hoon... tumhaare saath aisa kyun kar raha hoon... aur sabse bada, mujhe aasha hai ke tum aone aap se soch rahe hoge ke kya yeh sab kuch tum sqch mein deserve kqrte ho
..... baaki saare prashnon ke sawaal tumhein khud hi dhondhne honge lekin ek baat kain spasht keh deta hhon ke tum deserve to zarur karte ho. asal meun tum isse kabin ztada ada torture ke haqdaar hom main kaun hoon, yeh zaruri nahin hai. main aisa kyun ban gaya hoon, yeh important hai aur isska jawaab seedha sa hai - tumhaare karan. haan.. tumhaare hi karan maine har wo cheez kho di jo mere dil ke paas thhi aur har shaks kho diya jisse main pyaar karta thha. agar tum na hote, to shayad main bhi ek normal life ji raha hota .. khush aur ek aadarsh nagrik ki tarah...par tumhaare karan pyaar naam ka shabd meri zindagi mein koi maayne nahi rakhta. aane wale kal ke liye mere paas na hi koi umeed hai aur na hi koi hope. le de ke jo bhi mere paas bachta hai, wo hai aaj ka din aur aaj main tumhein tadapte hue dekhna chqhta hoon. bilkul waisi hi tadap jo tumhaare karan melyjhe sehni padi. mujhe pata hai ke badlaa meri koi madat nahi karega aur kuch hi ghanton mein wo dqrd waapas mujhe satane lagega, par fir bhi main tumhe tadapte hue dekhne ka ek ek pal enjoy karungn rahul, tumhaara paap tumhaare abhi ki haalat se bahut hi ghinona hai.jahan tak yeh baat hai ke tumne kiya kya thha, ek baat hamesha yaad rakhna - chaahe wo ek mitti ka zarra ho ya chattan ka tukdaa, paani mein dono hi samaan roop se doobte hain" yeh kehte hue wo kalpana se thodi door ho gaya aur room ke kone mein padi ek kursi pe baith gaya jahan se ussko kalpana aur rahul saaf dikhayi de rahe thhe. "ab meri baat dhyaan se suno rahul, agar tumne apni aankhein band kari to mere aadmi tumhaari biwi ke chhote chhote tukre karke unhein kutton ko khila denge. tumhein usspar se aankhein nahi hataani...kya tum samajh rahe ho jo main keh raha hoon..." rahul ne haar maan kar apna sar haan mein hilaaya...usski aisi haalat dekh kar wo naujawaan muskuraya aur apne aadmiyon ki taraf muh kar kebola,"shuru ho jao aur iss kutiya ko itna dard do ke yeh bas tadapti rahe" ______________________________
“Nahin... plz mujhe jaane do.. chhod do mujhe...mmmm mmmm” kalpana ke muh pe tape baandh kar un nakaabposhon ne ussko shaant kar diya. Gusse mein tamtamaata Rahul abhi tak apne bandhanon se mukt hone ki purzor koshish kar raha thha par usska koi asar nahi ho raha thha. gusse se usska chehra laal ho gaya thha aur usske mann mein sirf ek hi khayal aa raha thha – in sab ko kutte ki maut maarna, par kya kare wo to ek asahay aadmi ki tarah kursi se bandha pada thha. un logon ne kalpana ke haath aapas mein baandh diye. ek nakaabposh ne chaaku nikaala aur kalpana ki saree ko cheerne laga. baaki dono logo ne kalpana ke kandhe pakkad kar ussko zameen pe litaaya hua thha aur paglon ki tarah haste hue dheere dheere kalpana ke badan se utarte kapdon ko dekh rahe thhe. halanki chaaku bahut sambhal ke chalaya jaa raha thha, lekin kalpana ke bahut zyaada hilne-dulne ke karan usske shareer ke kayi hisson pe chaku se kharonche aa gayi aur khoon behne laga.
“mmmmmm...mmmmmmm” apni biwi ki yeh halat dekh kar Rahul ka gussa aur bhi khol raha thha. pagalon ki tarah wo apne bandhanon ko todne ki koshish karne lag gaya. usska sar ab dard ke maare phata jaa raha thha. apni aansuon se sarobaar aankhon ko jhuka kar wo bhagwaan se dua karne lag gaya. bas wo yeh hi maang raha thha ke ek baar kisi tarah se wo khul jaye, taaki in sab kameenon ko dikha de ke wo bhi kya cheez hai. Wo naujwan usse aise tadapta dekh raha thha aur usske chehre par Rahul ki yeh halat dekh kar ek ajeeb se haiwaani hasi chaa rahi thhi.
Saadi ko puri tarah se phaad ke fenk dene ke baad, un logon ne kalpana ke blouse ko pakkad kar kheenchna shuru kar diya. charrrrrrrr ki awaaz ke saath kalpana ke baaki kapde bhi phat-te chale gaye. un teenon ne wohi paglon waali hasi haste hue wo phate hue kapde uchaal ke Rahul ki taraf phenk diye. Rahul bas yeh hi chaah raha thha ke koi usske dil mein chaaku ghused de taaki wo iss torture se azaad ho jaye. Ab kalpana ke shareer par bas usske undergarments hi bache thhe. apni wedding anniversary ki raat ko rangeen banane ke liye Kalpana ne Rahul ke liye ek surprise tayyaar kiya thha jisske chalte ussne saadi ke neeche sirf ek sexy bra aur chhoti si g-string pehne hue thhe jo ki ab sabki nazaron ke saamne thhe. ussko iss halat mein dekh kar usske upar chadhe teeno nakaposhon ki laar tapakne lag gayi.
“waah... lagta hai yeh kutiya chudne ke liye bilkul hi tayyaar hai” pehle waale ne apne lund ko masalte hue bola
“ha ha ha.. jo ussne socha thha, usse to kahin zyaada milne laga hai ussko. aaj to chod chod kar isski halat kharab kar dunga main” doosre ne kaha aur teenon fir se wo paglon waali hasi hasne lage. Sharm aur darr ke karan kalpana ne apni aankhein band kar li. bas wo yeh chaah rahi thhi ke kisi tarah se usski zindagi bas khatam ho jaye taaki ussko yeh daag le kar zindagi bhar na jeena pade. ek nakabposh ne usski bra ko bina khole kheencha taani shuru kar di jisse usski unn saari jagahon mein dard hone lag gaya jahan pe usski bra ke straps thhe. usske urozon par bhi iss gharshan ke karan laali aane lagi. kuch hi palon mein usski bra utar kar usske baaki kapdon ke saath padi thhi. usski doodhiya chaati ko dekh kar teeno nakabposh aur kaamum ho gaye. apne shareer ki saari takat lagate hue kalpana ne aakhri baar unnke chungal se nikalne ki koshish shuru kar di aur betahasha apne paaon chalane lagi. usska paaon ek nakabposh ke muh se takraya aur usski naak se khoon behne laga. apne khoon ko dekh kar usska gussa saatve aasman par pahunch gaya.
“saali kuttiya...” ussne bola aur usske muh par ek kass kar chaanta mara. chaanta itni zor ka pada thha ke kalpana ki aankhon ke saamne taare naachne lag gaye. usske gaal surkh laal ho gaye aur usski naak se bhi khoon behne laga. yeh dekh rahul gusse mein aur zyaada tamtamane laga. cheekhne aur apne bandhan todne ki usski koshish abhi tak jaari thhi. usske dil mein bas yehi baat aa rahi thhi ke kisi tarah se yeh rassiyaan toote aur wo in haramzaadon ko unki asli aukaat dikhaye.
Doosri taraf wo naujwan bina chehre par koi shikan laye sab kuch dekhe jaa raha thha. itne ghinone kaam ko itni aaram se usske dekhne se do hi baatein saaf ho rahi thhi – ek to yeh ke shayad wo pagal thha aur doosra yeh ke usske dil mein Rahul ke liye nafrat ka wo gubaar bhara thha jissne usski aankhon pe ek aisi patti daal thhi jo usse sahi/galat aur achche/bure ka ehsaas nahi hone de rahi thhi. Usske dimag mein kya chal raha thha, wo bahar prakat nahi hone de raha thha. maano ek chaadar usske chehre par lipti ho jo usske andar ke armaan bahar nahi jaane de rahi thhi. sach to yeh thha ke usske dil ko badi thandak mil rahi thhi yeh sab kuch hote dekh. usse lag raha thha ke jiss ghadi ko wo besabri se intezaar kar raha thha, aaj wo ghadi aa hi gayi hai, isliye aaram se usska lutf le raha thha. Rahul ke har ek pal ki tadap, uss naujawan ke jism mein umang ki ek nayi leher chhod rahi thhi.
Doosri ore ek sansanaata tamaacha khaa ke kalpana ka sar abhi tak ghoom raha thha. ab ussmein se ladne aur virodh karne ki saari shakti chali gayi thhi. wo kisi murde ki tarah wahan padi hui bas aage ke hashra ka intezaar kar rahi thhi. usspe chadhe gundon ki to jaise lottery lagiu hui thhi. itna kasa hua aur sundar badan unhone aaj tak nahi chooa thha. josh mein bhar kar 2 log ussko urojon ko choos rahe thhe. wo kabhi unhein dabate, kabhi kaat-te aur kabhi zor laga ke chooste rehte kisi jungali ki tarah. kalpana ko dard to bahut ho raha thha lekin iss halat mein uss dard ka asar kuch nahi ho raha thha. usska poora shareer jaise sunn hi ho gaya thha. teesre nakabposh ne kheech kar usski chaddi utaari aur rahul ke paas jaa kar usske muh par fenk di. Sharam, frustration aur gusse se rahul ki aankhon se bhi ashruon ki dhaara behne lagi. kone mein baithe uss naujawan ko rahul ko yun rota dekh aur bhi mzaa a raha thha. rahul ke muh par fenkne ke baad wo aadmi waapas muda aur kalpana ki taraf chalne laga. wahan jaa kar aur neeche jhuk kar ussne kalpana ki taangein alag alag kar di. usski chikni choot dekh kar, usska lund aur bhi zyada kadak ho gaya.
“mujhe pura yakeen hai ke jitni achchi teri choot dikhti hai, usse kahin achcha usska swaad hoga” ussne kaha aur apna chehra usski choot mein daal kar usse jaanwaron ki tarah chaatne laga.
“boss.. main kya isske muh se tape nikal doon? mujhe apne laude se issko datun karte hue dekhne chahta hoon”
:”hataa do” wo naujawaan bola aur aaram se peeche ho kar tamasha dekhne laga.
Ab wo teeno nakabposh ekdum nange ho gaye thhe aur unke shastra paththar ki tarah sakht ho gaye thhe. ek ne aage jaa kar kalpana ke muh se tape nikala. kalpana lambi lambi saansein lekar apne aap ko sambhalne ki koshish karti rahi par jaise hi ussne muh khola, ek bande ne apna garam lund usske mu mein daal diya. doosre ne usske baal pakkad liye aur dono log zor laga ke kalpana ko wo louda choosne par majboor kar rahe thhe. pehle waale ne apni speed badha di aur apna louda jaldi jaldi kalpana ke gale ke andar tak le kar jaane lag gaya. kalpana ki halat kharab ho gayi aur usska saas thoda aur ukhad gaya. jab tak wo do log usske muh ke saath busy thhe, teesre waale ne apna lund usski yoni ki diwaar pe rakha aur ek bahut hi tez dhakke se andar daal diya. aadha lund andar ghus chuka thha aur aadha bahar thha. kalpana ko aisa lag raha thha jaise ab kisi bhi pal usski maut aa sakti hai. kalpana ko asahniya dard ho raha thha aur teeno log jaanwaron ki bhaati ussko chod rahe thhe. jiss gunde ne usske baal pakde hue thhe, ussne jhuk kar apne doosre haath ki ek ungali zabardasti kalpana ki gaand mein ghused di. aaj tak usne apni gaand mein kabhi nahi liya thha aur ussko itna dard ho raha tha jaise kisi ne pighalta hua loha usski gaand mein daal diya ho. Usski aankhon se aansu beh rahe thhe jo ke un haiwaanon ko aur uttejit kar rahe thhe. jo gunda usski choot maar raha thha ab zameen par seedha let gaya apna lund upar ki taraf kar ke. baaki donon ne kalpana ko uthaya aur usske lund par baitha diya. uska mota aur garam lund jaise hi kalpana ki choot mein ghusa to kalpana ki dard ke maare cheekh nikalne lagi par jaise hi ussne muh khola, paas khade ek bande ne apna lund usske muh mein ghusa diya. issi beech bache hue ne apne lund pe apna thook masla aur ussko kaafi geela karne ke baad kalpana ki gaand mein ghused diya. Kalpana ko aisa laga maano usski gaand phatt hi jayegi. usski gaand maximum stretch ho chuki thhi aur kalpana dard se karah rahi thhi. ussko fir se aisa lag raha thha maano wo dard ke maare mar hi jayegi. haiwaniyat ka yeh nanga naach kuch minute chalta raha par yeh kuch pal kalpana ke liye sadiyon ke barabar guzre. thodi der mein wo teeno baari baari se kalpana ke kisi na kisi khadde mein jhadd gaye. kuch samay baad jab unka ang shithil pad gaya, to unhone ussko kalpana mein se bahar nikal diya. “To Rahul babu.. mazaa aaya yeh natak dekh kar?? mujhe pakka yakeen hai ke tumhein bahut mazaa aaya hoga. ek baat to main kehni bhool hi gaya – Happy Anniversary. ab jab badhaiyan de hi di hain to gift bhi de hi deta hoon. bina gift ke mazaa nahi aayega” aisa uss naujawan ne kaha aur paas pade apne bag mein se ek kasaiyon waala chaaku nikal liya ______________________________
Rahul ko kuch kuch shanka ho gayi ke aage kya hone waala hai. wo apni kursi pe hilta julta raha aur fir koshish karne laga ke wo bandhan toot jayein. lekin na to aisa hua aur na hi aise hota prateet ho raha thha. wo naujawaan jaa ke kalpana ke paas baith gaya. usske sar ke paas chaukadi maar ke wo kalpana ko kuch bolne laga jo ke bahut hi dheemi awaaz mein hone ke karan na hi kalpana ko suna aur na hi rahul ko. dheere dheere uss naujawan ne apna haath kalpana ke baalon mein ferna shuru kar diya. kalpana darr se sehme hue usse dekhne lag gayi. “afsos hai ke kisi aur ke kiye ki sazaa tumhein mil rahi hai. par kya karein, jo karna hai, wo to karna hi padega” ussne kaha aur uss chaaku ko hawaa mein uthaa liya. ussne aankhein band kar li jaise kisi ko yaad kar raha ho. tabhi usske kaano mein ek awaaz goonji.
“main tumse daya ki bheekh maangti hoon. please please aisa mat karo” rote hue kalpana ne bola, “tum na sirf meri jaan le rahe ho, balki mere pet mein pal rahe Rahul ki nishani ko bhi khatam kar rahe ho” usne kaha aur uss naujawan ke chehre par daya ka koi bhaav dhoondhne lagi. sar par latak raha butcher’s knife ussko thoda hilta hua prateet hua, usski saans mein saans aayi ke shayad wo bach gayi hai. uss aadmi ka haath thoda sa ladkhadaya. lekin tabhi uss ne apni aakhein khol di. un aankhon mein bhare gusse ko dekh kar kalpana ko yakeen ho gaya ke usska ant nazdeek aa gaya hai.. ussne Rahul ki taraf dekha aur boli, “i lov....” aur isse pehle usski baat khatam ho paati, ek tez jhatke ke saath wo butcher’s knife usske gale ke aar paar ho gayi.
Gusse mein Rahul fir tilmila utha aur apne haath pair chalane laga. par bandha hua hone ke karan usski mehnat ka koi nateeja nahi nikal raha. Kalpana ka khoon chaaron ore bikhra pada thha. usski gardan se abhi bhi favvare ki tarah khoon nikal raha thha. kuch cheente uss naujawaan ke muh par bhi pad gayi thhi. khoon ka jaise ek dariya uss kamre mein beh raha thha. par fir bhi darindgi se bhare uss naujawan ko chain nahi aaya. ussne fir se apna haath upar kiya aur ek aur vaar kalpana ki gardan par kiya. Iss baar kalpana ka sar usske dhad se alag ho gaya aur side mein ludak gaya. ludakti gardan aur khoon ko dekh kar wo naujawan hasne lag gaya. usski hasi kaafi der tak chalti rahi. jo nakabposh gunde yeh nazara dekh rahe thhe, itni kroorta dekh kar unki rooh bhi kaanp utthi.
“Tum log kya khade hue mere husn ka deedar hi karte rahoge ya koi kaam bhi karoge?” wo un logon ki taraf dekh kar chinghaada
“zaroor boss. aap batayein ke hum kya karein.” pehle aadmi ne bola. wo itna dara hua thha ke ussko pata nahi thha ke apni taango ke beech mein jo nami wo mehsoos kar raha hai wo paseena hai ya kuch aur.
“maine tumhein jo samaan laane ko kaha thha wo tum le aaye ho?” uss naujawaan ne bola
“ji boss. hum wo sab le aaye hain.”
“to yahan khade hue kya kar rahe ho? lekar kyun nahi aate wo chaaku?” thoda khij ke wo bola. ussko bilkul bhi pasand nahi thha ke zara sa bhi samay faltu ki baaton mein zaaya kiya jaaye. karne ko kaam kaafi thha aur samay bahut kam.
wo teeno sakpaka gaye aur jaldi se jaa kar bahar car mein se wo churriyan le aaye. aur kalpana ke mrit shareer ke paas pahunch gaye. Rahul ko pata thha ke aage kya hone waala hai aur dil ki peeda ko thhoda bachane ke liye ussne apni aankhein bahut hi zor se bandh kar li.
“tum teeno ne maze le liye hai na?? fir kis cheez ka intezaar kar rahe ho? lag jao kaam pe” ussne kaha aur wo teeno kalpana ke shareer ke chhote chhote tukde karne lage. bandh aankhon mein bhi churriyon ki awaaz rahul ke shareer mein ek sihran paida kar rahi thhi. jo insaan ussko duniya mein sabse pyaara thha, aur shaayad usske jeene ka sahara thha, usski aisi durgati ho rahi thhi jissko sochne ke liye hi dil mein kisi nirdayi shaitaan jaisi kroorta chahiye hoti hai. Reh reh kar rahul ko apne upar bhi gussa aa raha thha ke yeh sab usske saamne hi ho raha thha aur wo kuch bhi kar nahi paa raha thha. Jo Rahul saari duniya ko bachane ke liye din bhar daudta firta hai, aaj usski aankhon ke saamne usski duniya ujad gayi aur wo kuch nahi kar paa raha thha. aisa sochte hi usse ghrina aane lagi aur wo phoot phoot ke rone laga. tabhi usske kaano mein ek cheekh padi aur achaanak se usski aankhein khuli aur ek gunde pe gayi. churri se usski ungali kat gayi thhi aur uss gunde ne apna nakab upar kar ke ungali ko choosna shuru kar diya thha. Usske chehre ko dekh kar Rahul ko laga jaise usse kahin dekha hua hai. wo theek se samajh nahi paa raha thha ke kahan dekha hai... lekin yeh pakka thha ke kahin to dekha hai.
“Pagal ho gaya hai kya?? apna nakab kyun utaara?” naujawaan ne usse bola
“sorry boss.. dard itna ho raha thha ke bhool gaya.. waise bhi koi farak to padhega nahi .. hum to isse maarne hi waale hai na...”
“Ab tu mujhe batayega ke hum kya karne waale hai aur humein kya karna chahiye? hum isse nahin maarenge. yeh khel itni aasani se khatam ho gaya to mazaa kahan aayega” yeh sunkar uss aadmi ki phatt gayi aur ussne apna nakab waapas neeche kar liya. “ab kya faayda hai murakh? yahan se nikal jaa isse pehle ki main tera hi antim sanskar kar doon. yeh do bahut hain yeh kaam karne ko”
wo aadmi jaldi se wahan se chala gaya aur baaki ke dono waapas se kalpana ke shareer ko kaatne lage. jab kalpana ke saare shareer ke chhote chhote tukde ho gaye to wo ek suitcase le kar aaye aur dheere dheere saare tukde usskmein bhar diye. iss poore karya mein unhein lagbhag ek ghanta laga. Fir unhone suitcase pack kar ke ek jagah rakh diya aur uss naujawan ke kehne par pure ghar ki safayi karne lage. unhone uss ghar ko pehle jaisa saaf kar diya. saara khoon aur daag dho daale aur suitcase le kar bahar chale gaye. yeh sab Rahul ko ajeeb sa lag raha thha. ek to uss naujwan ne apna chehra bilkul nahi chupaya – jisse saaf thha ke ussko pakde jaane ka koi darr nahi hai. doosra unhone saare ghar ki safai kar di taaki koi saboot na choote... Rahul ko lag raha thha ke ab wo usse maarenge lekin wo naujawan pehle hi keh chuka thha ke ussko nahin maarenge. to fir yeh sab kuch kis liye??? aur teesra aur sab se bada sawaal – ussne aisa kiya kya thha jiss ke karan yeh naujawan usse itni badi sazaa de raha thha... in sawaalon ka jawaab ussko jald hi mila jab muskuraate hue uss naujawaan ne Rahul ki taraf dekha aur bola shuru kiya
“tum ek bade police officer ho aur chaaho to police ki madat se aaram se mujhe pakkad sakte ho. lekin ek baat yaad rakhna, mujhe zinda pakadna namumkin hai. agar tumhaari kismat tumhaara saath de deti hai aur tum mujhe zinda pakkad bhi lete ho, to main apni zabaan pe taala laga dunga. tum mujhe jitna bhi torture karo, tumhein kuch nahi bataunga ke maine yeh sab kyun kiya aur tumhaare saath hi kyun kiya. tum mujhe sazaa dila ke insaaf to paa loge par usse kya faayda hoga? har ek sawaal tumhein andar hi andar khaata jayega aur tum kuch bhi nahi kar paoge. issliye mein chahta hoon.... nahin jaanta hoon.... ke tum police ko kuch nahi bataoge. kisi na kisi tarah se aaj nahi to kal tum mere tak pahunch hi jaoge. main uss din ka besabri se intezaar karunga. aage ki baat ussi din hogi. ab mujhe jaane ki agyaa dijiye. aapne apni saalgirah par mera khoob satkaar kiya aur isske liye main aapka tahe dil se shukriya karta hoon. main yehi prarthana karta hoon ke aise athitya ka samman duniya mein har kisi ko mile” ussne haste hue kaha aur wahan se chala gaya. Rahul apni geeli aankhon se bas usski ore dekhta raha jab tak wo bahar nahi chala gaya aur ussne darwaaza band nahi kar diya. Rahul ko aise lag raha thha ke yeh darwaaza uss ke ghar ka nahi balki usski zindagi ka thha jisne saari khushiyan uss taraf rakh di aur Rahul ko gham ke katghare mein band kar diya.
Ruk gayi hain sans par maut nahi aayi hai,
Zindgani se hamne jaane kyun yeh maat khayi hai.
Tere hi naam par fareb mile,
Mere malik ab bas teri hi duhai hai… ______________________________
Raghu kisi olympic runner ki tarah tezi se bhaag raha thha. usski saansein ukhadne lag gayi thhi aur paseena paani ki tarah beh raha thha. wo bhaagte hue baar baar peeche dekh raha thha uss aadmi ki taraf jo usska peecha kar raha thha. kabhi kabhar wo ladkhada kar to kabhi kisi cheez se takra kar neeche girta. par sar par mandraati maut ke darr se wo waapis uth khada hota aur fir bhaagne lag jaata. usski iss haalat ke bilkul vipreet usske peeche bhaagne waala vyakti chehre par shaanti liye aaram se usske peeche bhaag raha thha. ussko pura yakeen thha ke raghu kuch hi palon mein usske chungal mein hoga aur issliye wo zyaada mehnat usse pakadne mein na karke, pakkadne ke baad karna chahta thha. Dheere dheere raghu ki paaon ki tezi kam hone lagi aur saason ki tezi badhne lagi. Saamne sadak ka ant dekh kar usske hosh udd gaye. usske dheere hote hi usska peecha karne waale ne apni tezi badha di aur dono ke beech ka faasla nirantar kam hone laga. Raghu ne idhar udhar dekha to ek sunsaan building dikhi. bina soche samjhe wo uss building mein ghus gaya. andar se wo building poori tarah se ujadi padi thhi jaise barson se khaali padi hai. chaaron taraf bas kachra hi thha. raghu bhaag ke seediyon ke paas pahuncha to paaya ke seediyan tooti hui hain. wo bahar nikalne ka darwaza khojne laga. tabhi usse ek darwaaza band hone ki awaaz aayi jisse usska dil doob gaya. wo samajh gaya thha ke bahar nikalne ka aur koi raasta nahi hai aur jiss raaste se wo andar ghusa thha, wahan “wo” khada hua hai. kuch hi kshanon mein uss aadmi ki dhoondhli aakriti raghu ko dikhne lagi aur wo uss se chupne ke liye idhar udhar bhagne laga. tabhi usska paaon fisal gaya aur usska sar jaa kar deewar par laga. wo apna sar pakkad ke zameen par let gaya aur dard se karahne laga. jab ussne aankhein kholi to ussko ek lohe ki rod apne upar aati hui dikhi. dard se usska sar phatne laga aur chaaron ore andhera chaa gaya.
Pata nahi wo kitne samay tak behosh raha. ussko hosh aaya jab usske badan par ekdum thanda paani phenka gaya. kuch pal tak wo sochta raha ke kahan hai aur uss ke aas paas ki cheezein itni ajeeb si kyun dikh rahi hai. jab usska dimag thoda theek hua to ussko pata chala ke wo chhat se ulta latka hua hai aur usske badan se kapde ka har ek tukda hataa ke usse nirvastra kiya hua hai. Usske muh par bhi tape baandha hua thha jisse usski koi bhi awaaz kisi ke kaano mein na pade.
“ab dhyaan se sun Raghu. main tere muh par se yeh tape hataane laga hoon. cheekhne ya chillaane ki koshish bilkul mat karna. yeh bilkul hi sunsaan ilaaka hai. jo bhi main poochun, usska bilkul sahi tarah se jawaab dena. Jitna tu jhooth bolega, utni hi tujhe sazaa milegi. Main tab tak tujhe pratadit karunga jab tu har ek shabd mujhe sach sach nahi bata deta. issliye achcha hoga ke tu jaldi se jaldi meri baaton ka sahi jawaab de de. Yeh mat sochna ke tu kisi bhi tarah se bach jayega. tu yahan khud nahi aaya, balki mere dwara laya gaya hai. jaisa main kehta hoon, waise hi karega to thoda kam kasht bhogega. samajh mein aa raha hai na ke main kya keh raha hoon?” rahul ne raghu se bola to ussne haami mein sar hilaya. Rahul ne ek jhatke mein wo tape Raghu ke muh se kheench diya. Raghu ko aisa laga maano usski chamdi bhi tape ke saath kheech di ho aur wo dard mein kulbulane laga. “to raghu... mujhe batao ke uss din tumhaare saath aur kaun kaun thha” Rahul ne sawaal kiya
“sahab mujhe kuch nahi pata ke aap kya keh rahe ho. kiss din ki baat kar rahe ho aap? shayad aapko koi galatfehmli ho rahi hai.. please mujhe chhod...” usska itna hi kehna thha ke rahul ka ghutna aa ke seedha usske muh pe laga. dard se usska maatha chakrane laga aur aankhon ke saamne taare naachne lage. usski naak bhi shaayd toot gayi thhi aur ussmein se khoon beh raha thha.
“tum jaise gali ke kutte kabhi kuch aasani se samajh hi nahi sakte ho. lagta hai mujhe doosra tareeka hi apnana padega” yeh kehte hue Rahul ne paas mein rakha aur ussko khol kar usmein se kuch nikalne laga. raghu ne dekha ke Rahul ke haath mein aaloo cheelne waala peeler hai. Wo Raghu ke paas gaya aur dheere dheere usski chmdi ko uss chaaku se peel karne laga.Dard ke maare raghu cheekhe jaa raha thha lekin Rahul pe isska koi asar nahi pad raha thha. Poore vatavaran mein bas raghu ki cheekhon ki awaaz goonj rahi thhi. thodi si chamdi utaarne ke baad Rahul ne fir se apne bag mein haath daala aur iss baar deodrant ki ek bottal nikali aur chilli hui chamdi pe spray karne laga. Dard ke maare Raghu ka bahut hi bura haal ho gaya thha.
“basss..... basss... karo... main sab kuch batane ko tayaar hoon... aur nahi sehen hota mujhse” wo bola aur thodi der aur dard mein chatpatata raha.
“Ab bhonkna shuru kar nahi to main tere jism ke ang kaatne shuru kar dunga.” rahul thodi der baad bola. usski ankhon mein bhare gusse ko dekh kar koi bhi andaaza laga sakta thha ke wo jhooth nahi bol raha hai.
“Saleem Hatkela aur Manoj Patel. yeh do log thhe mere saath uss din. jiss aadmi ne humein paise diye thhe, usske baare mein main kuch nahi jaanta. Ussne Salim ko yeh jimmedaari saunpi thhi jisne mujhe aur manoj ko bulaya. Hum dono ko 5 lakh rupaye mil rahe thhe. itna paisa dekh kar main na nahin keh saka. bas usski ek hi farmaish thhi aur wo bhi yeh ke jo bhi wo kahe, hum usska paalan karein” Rahul Saleem aur Manoj ko jaanta thha. dono hi bahut puraane paapi thhe. Darjanon choron se ‘pooch-taach’ kar chuke Rahul ko yeh samajhne mein mushkil nahi hui ke Raghu sach bol raha hai.
“Abhi wo aadmi kahan hai? kuch pata hai tumhein?” gussebhari awaaz mein Rahul ne kaha.
“Sahab main usske baare mein kuch nahi jaanta. uss din to maine ussko dekha bhi pehli baari thha. hum log Salim ke ghar par mile aur fir aapke ghar pe aaye jahan wo humaara intezaar kar raha thha. wahin ussne humein plan bataya thha. maine bahut bola ke police inspector ke ghar aisa kaam nahi karte, danger hai, lekin wo nahi maana. ant mein mujhe hi maan na pada kyunki mujhe paison ki bahut zarurat thhi”
“Itni kya zarurat aa gayi tumhein paison ki tumne zara si hichak nahi dikhayi ek nihathhi aurat ka rape karne mein aur fir ussko ek nirdayi maut dene mein” rahul ne bola aur raghu ko chup dekh kar cheekha “bo.. ab kyun muh band kiya hua hai”
“mera beta hospital mein bharti thha sarkar. usske ilaaj ke liye bahut paison ki zarurat thhi. issiliye aisa kiya. mujhe maaf kar dijiye sahab.. mujhe maaf kar dijiye.. mere paas koi doosra raasta nahi thha”
“doosra raasta hamesha hota hai raghu. jaise dekh abhi mujhe pata hai ke teri biwi aur bachcha kahan rehte hain. main chahoon to jaa kar teri biwi ka rape kar sakta hoon aur tere bachche ka khoon. lekin main aisa nahi karunga. main doosra raasta apnaunga. Dekh aaj nahi to kal hum sab ko apne paapon ki sazaa milti hai. galtiyan fir bhi maaf kari jaa sakti hain lekin paapon ki sazaa to mil ke hi rehti hai.. isse pehchaante ho?” ussne kaha aur paas mein pade bag se kasaiyon waala chaaku nikaal liya. uss chaaku ko dekh kar raghu ke chehre se hawaiyaan udd gayi aur usski susu nikal gayi. “itni jaldi darr gaya tu raghu? abhi to main shuru bhi nahi hua. tumne mujhe aur meri biwi ko daya ki bheek bhi nahi maangne di thhi. par main chahta hoon ke tum cheekho aur mere saamne gidgidaoo. tumhari bheek maangti awaaz ko sunkar hi mujhe sukoon milega. bahut aadat hai na tujhe doosron ko dard pahunchaane ki... ab teri baari aa gayi hai” rahul ne kaha. gussa aur ghrina usski awaaz aur aankhon mein saaf jhalak rahe thhe.
Fir Rahul ne chaaku wala haath upar kiya aur ek jhatke se usse neeche laya. rakhu ka daya haath kat ke zameen par pada thha aur wo dard se chinghaadne laga thha. wo aur zor se cheekhne laga jab agle hi pal Rahul ne usska bayan haath bhi kaat ke zameen pe gira diya. jahan usske haath hua karte thhe, wahan ab sirf khoon ka jharna thha. tezi se behte khoon ke karan raghu adhmara ho chuka thha aur usse yakeen thha ke wo bhi jaldi hi iss duniya se uth jayega. wo cheekh chilla raha thha par usski guhaar Rahul ko aur josh ke saath maarne par majboor kar rahi thhi. Haath kaatne ke baad Rahul ka agla nishaana Raghu ki taang bani jo ke 2 praharon ke saath hi usske dhad se alag ho gayi thhi. Ab Raghu sirf apni ek taang ke bal par chhat se latak raha thha.
“daya karo mujhpe. mujhe mat maaro. mere biwi-bachche ka to socho.. unka kya hoga” apni aakhri bachi saanson mein bhi ussne madat ki bheekh maangna band nahi kiya thha.
“Tere biwi bachche?? to meri biwi nahi thhi kya? mere bachche ka kya jissne iss duniya mein kadam bhi nahi rakha thha aur tum haiwanon ka shikaar ho gaya? unka kya Raghu?” Rahul pagalon ki tarah cheekhte hue bola aur poore gusse mein bhar kar uss chaaku ka ek vaar raghu ki gardan pe kiya jo kat ke door ja giri. kuch pal Rahul uss laash ko aur usske tukdon ko dekhta raha aur fir un sab ke chhote chhote tukde kar ke ek bori mein bhare aur pehle se khode hue gadhdhe mein gaad diya. Jab yeh kaam ho gaya to ussne uss kabar par thookha aur ek paththar usspar laga diya jisspar likha thha “4 – 1 = 3” ______________________________
Ek raat jab Rahul bistar par leta hua thha to soch raha thha ke kaise usski zindagi pichle kuch hafton mein bilkul hi badal gayi hai. Raat mein aankhein band karne ke baad neend uss se koson door hoti thhi. agar neend aa bhi jaati thhi to ‘uss’ raat ki saari ghatnayein kisi film ki reel ki tarah usske sapnon mein aate aur ussko uss darindgi ko waapas jeene mein majboor kar dete. Yeh bure sapne itne din tak roz ussko tadpane ke bawajood uska peecha nahi chhod rahe thhe aur wohi dard ussko roz raat mehsoos hota thha. ussne socha thha ke samay ke saath saath usska dard kam hota jayega lekin aisa hua nahi. halat yeh ho gayi thhi ke ab ussko sone mein bhi darr lagta thha. bistar par pada hua wo kalpana ki maut ke baad hui ghatnaon ke baare mein soch raha thha. usski soch ka kendra thhi Lavanya
Lavanya Kalpana ki chhoti behen thhi. Kalpana ki shaadi ke 2 saal baad hi usski bhi shaadi ho gayi thhi. par shaadi ka safar usske liye dayneey raha thha. America mein reh rahe ek bhartiya businessman se ussne shaadi kari thhi aur aankhon mein sunehre sapne le kar vo videsh chali gayi thhi. wahan ke taur tareeke, pati ka bartaw aur uske kaam mein uljhe rehne ke karan wo dono zyaada samay saath nahi bita paate thhe. halat badd se baddtar hoti chali gayi har guzarte din ke saath. hadh to tab ho gayi jab ek din ussne apne pati ko secretary ke saath sambhog karte hue pakkad liya. agle din hi ussne talaak ki arzi daal di aur kuch hi dinon mein unko talaakh mil bhi gaya. iss talaakh ke baad ussko apne pati se kaafi paise mile thhe. in paison ke saath ussne naa chahte hue bhi america mein hi rehne ka faisla kiya kyunki wo jaanti thhi ke agar waapas gayi to usske gharwaale fir se ussko kisi ke saath shaadi karne par majboor kar denge. usske liye shaadi jaise ek dukhon ki zindagi ban gayi thhi aur wo yeh dukh waapas nahi bhogna chahti thhi. kuch hi dinon mein ussne bachon ko padhane ka job le liya. zindagi theek chal rahi thhi jab ussko ek din kalpana ki maut ki khabar mili. Wo bachpan se hi kalpana ke bahut kareeb rahi thhi aur usski maut ki khabar sun kar usske pairon ke neeche se zameen khisak gayi. Ussko rahul ke liye bhi bahut bura lag raha thha. Ussko wo din yaad aa raha thha jab wo Rahul se pehli baar mili thhi. dekhte hi usse ehsaas ho gaya thha ke Rahul aur Kalpana ek dusre ke hi liye bane hain. Kuch hi dinon mein Lavanya Rahul ke saath achchi tarah se ghul mil gayi thhi. usski taang kheechna, usske saath mazaak karna, Rahul aur Kalpana ke saath timepass karna – yeh sab reh reh ke usske dimag mein aa raha thha. yeh hi wo sab cheezein thhi jinke karan Rahul aur usske beech mein rishtedaaron waale nahin, doston waale sambandh thhe. Ussko reh reh kar apne upar bhi ghrina aa rahi thhi ke pichle 2 saalon mein ussne Rahul aur Kalpana se ek bhi baar mulaqat nahi kari. ussne jaldi se chutti ki arzi di aur agli flight pakkad kar india aa gayi.
Usske rishtedaar ussko airport pe lene aa gaye thhe aur jald hi wo apne ghar pahunch gayi. Usske pitaji ki lavanya ki shaadi ke baad hui akasmaat maut ne ghar ko bada khali kar diya thha. lavanya ki maa unki yaadon ko chhod kar videsh nahi jaana chaah rahi thhi aur yahin rehti thhi – akeli. apni maa ko dekh kar usse aisa laga jaise duniya bhar ki vipdayein uss bechari ek abla par hi aa giri hain. pichle 2 saalon mein usski maa lagbhag 10 saal buddhi hui lagti thhi. apni maa ke saath thoda samay bita kar wo rahul ke yahan chali gayi. Rahul ki haalat bhi dayneey ho chuki thhi. jo rahul poora waqt josh aur umange se bhara rehta thha, aaj aise lag raha thha jaise usski zindagi ki har ek chaah kahin kho gayi ho aur wo usse dhoondhne ka prayas bhi na kar raha ho. shayad wo issi umeed mein jee raha thha ke ek din kalpana waapas aa jayegi aur sab kuch theek ho jayega. lekin Lavanya ussko iss halat mein chhodna nahi chahti thhi. Wo chahti thhi ke Rahul apne zakhmon pe marham laga kar apni zindagi waapas shuru kare. Wo chai bana kar le aayi aur rahul ke saath baith kar baatein karne lagi.
“Rahul main samajh sakti hoon ke tumpar kya beet rahi hai. main yeh nahi keh sakti ke mere andar bhi wohi dard hai jitna tumhaare andar hai, lekin mujhpe yakeen karo ki hum sab kalpana ki maut ke baad toot chuke hain. lekin isska yeh matlab nahi hai ke hum apni zindagi jeena hi chhod dein. apne aap ko sambhalo rahul. agar aaj kalpana tumhein aise dekhegi to kya sochegi? halaat s haar mat maano. mere saath aa jao kuch din ke liye. thoda change ho jayega tumhaare liye aur shayad samajh bhi aa jaye ke aage kya karna hai. maa bhi tumhein dekh kar bahut khush hogi. Ussko bhi abhi kisi sahare ki zarurat hai. Hum sab toot kar alag alag apna gham jeene ke bajaye saath mein reh kar ek doosre ka sahara kyun nahi ban jaate?” lavanya boli. kuch pal to rahul shaant raha. shayad soch raha thha ke kya kiya jaye. fir bola
“Lavanya tumhaara yahan aane ka bahut shukriya. mujhe pata hai ke tum jo kuch keh rahi ho wo sab ke bhale ke liye hi keh rahi ho. par main tumhaare vichaaron se sehmat nahi hoon. agar kal ko un logon ne tumhaare aur mummy pe attack kar diya to main kya karunga? kalpana ka kam afsos hai mujhe jo tum logon ka bhi afsos le kar jiyun? Main kuch nahi jaanta ke wo aadmi kaun hai aur mere saath aisa kyun kar rahe hain. main tum dono ki jaan khatre mein nahi daalna chahta. meri baat maano to aaje ke baad mujhse milne ki koshish bhi na karna jab tak wo log pakde nahi jaate. balki main to kehta hoon ke tum mummy ko le kar America chali jao. aisa karne se tum dono surakshit rahoge. sach mein lavanya, tum un logon ko nahi jaanti. haiwaan hai wo haiwaan...ek buddhiya ko maarte hue bhi unko zara si daya nahi aayegi.” Lavanya ki aankhon mein yeh sun kar aanso aa gaye aur unse rahul ka haath pakadte hue kaha
“tum bhi humaare saath kyun nahi aa jaate rahul.... kaun hai yahan tumhaara?? wahan aao aur apni zindagi naye sire se shuru karo.. please meri baat maan lo rahul”
“meri zindagi to kalpana ke saath hi khatam ho chuki hai lavanya. main kahin nahi jaa sakta jab tak un aadmiyon ke kiye har ek paap ki sazaa unhe nahi de deta. uss ke baad hi main apni nayi zindagi ke baare mein sochunga”
“aisa karne se kya tumhaari kalpana waapas aa jayegi Rahul? tum bhi unki tarah haiwaan kyun ban rahe ho rahul”
“tumhein samajhne mein mushkil hogi lavanya, lekin mere ko yeh kaam karna hi hai. agar yeh karne ke liye mujhe unke jaisa kasai banna pade, to wo bhi mujhe gawara hai. main ussko waapas nahi laa sakta par mujhe pata hai ke usski aatma tab tak moksha prapt nahi karegi jab tak main usska badla nahi le leta. issliye keh raha hoon, meri baat maano aur tum mummy ko le kar america chali jao”. dono apni aankhon mein aansoo liye bas ek doosre ko ghoorte rahe. fir lavanya boli
“theek hai rahul. main tumhaari baat maan leti hoon. par iss duniya mein kabhi apne ko akela mat samajhna. main hamesha tumhaara intezaar karti rahungi. waada karo ke tum un gundon ko pakadwa ke seedhe mere paas hi aaoge.”
“main aisa koi waada nahi karta jisko nibhana mere liye mushkil ho. fir bhi koshish karunga”... ______________________________
Ussko sach mein Lavanya aur maa ki bahut chinta thhi. ussko apne andar bahut hi ganda lag raha thha ke zarurat ke iss mauke par wo apni saas ke saath nahi hai. usska ek dil yeh thha ke jaa kar apni saas ka sahara bane par usska dimag abhi his haalaat mein thha ke ussko lagta nahi thha ke wo kisi ki bhi madat karne ke layak hai. Wo yehi soch kar apne aap ko dilaasa de raha thha ke lavanya apni maa ki madat karne mein Rahul se zyaada saksham hai. Yeh saare vichaar ussko airport par aa rahe thhe jahan wo apni saas aur lavanya ko vida karne aaya thha. Jaane se pehle lavanya ne ussko ek zor se jahppi di aur yeh kehkar ke wo Rahul ka intezaar karti rahegi, apni maa ko le kar chali gayi.
Unko vida karne ke baad ussne jo sabse pehla kaam kiya wo thha apni naukari se isteefa dena. Usska mann in sab duniyaabi cheezon se hat chuka thha. naukari, paisa, khushi - aisa kuch bhi ab ussko nahi chahiye thha. Kalpana ke saath hi wo sab kuch khatam ho chuka thha. ab usska sirf ek hi lakshya thha - Kalpana ka badla lena. Usske seniors ne ussko khoob samjhane ki koshish kari ke wo apna isteefa waapas le le, lekin wo nahin maana. issi karan se police force ne apna ek bahut hi honhar sewak kho diya. jab wo police station se waapas aaya to ussne ek shapath li, kalpana ke kaatilon ke liye, "mujhe nahi pata ke tum kaun ho aur kahan ho. lekin jahan kahin bhi ho, main aaj shapath leta hoon ke jyaada din tak zinda nahi rahoge. Jaisi bhayanak maut tumne meri biwi ko di hai, usse kahin zyaada badtar maut tumhein naseeb hogi. tumhaari bhi laash kisi ko nahi mil payegi, yeh mera waada hai"
usske baad wo apne ek dost ke yahan gaya jo ke ek chitrakaar thha. usski madat se ussne uss naujawan ki ek tasveer banwayi taaki wo uss tasveer ko baar baar dekh kar apne andar bhadakti badle ki jwaala ko aur agni pradan kare. Ek achcha police inspector kabhi bhi chehre nahi bhoolta. issi liye dimag par thoda zor daalne ke baad ussko raghu ka chehra pehchaan mein aa gaya thha aur ussne raghu ko daboch liya thha. par raghu to ek choti-moti choriyan karne waala chor thha. rahul ko hairat thhi ke uss naujawan ne usska chunaav kyun kiya. Ussko iss baat ki bhi hairat thhi ke ek baar jab ussne apna nakaab utaar ke rahul ko apni shakal dikha hi di thhi to uss naujawaan en ussko jaan se kyun nahi maar diya. Shayad wo naujawaan Rahul ko zinda rakhkar ek mauka de rahe thha ke rahul usske peeche aaye. shayad jitni tadap rahul ko usse dhoondhne ki thhi, utni hi tadap uss aadmi ko bhi rahul ne milne ke liye thhi. iss poore maamle ke baare mein koi to cheez thhi jo rahul ko ajeeb lag rahi thhi par usska dimag badle ki bhawna se itna bhara hua thha ke wo seedhi tarah se kuch soch nahi paa raha thha.
Halanki kalpana ki haalat ka zimmedar wo naujawan hi thha, fir bhi Rahul ne apne badle mein unn sab logon ko bhi shaamil kar liya thha jo aisa ghrinit karya karne ke liye tayaar hue thhe. "wo sab ek ek kar ke kutte ki maut marenge aur uss pal ko royenge jab wo mere ghar mein ghuse thhe”. par wo chahta nahi thha ke uss kaam ke karan wo police ki giraft mein aa jaye. ussko na sirf ek inspector jitna chalak hokar kaam karna thha, balki ek chhor jaisa chaukanna bhi rehna thha. Ussko maut ya sazaa se darr nahi thha par iss baat se darrta thha ke kahin usski kisi galti ke karan aisa na ho ke wo pakda jaye aur un kameenon mein se ek bhi aasani se choot jaye. ussne kuch din intezaar kiya thha taaki saara maamla thanda pad jaye. fir wo apna ghar bech kar ek chhote flat mein chala gaya. wahan wo achchi tarah se plan karne laga ke raghu ka kya hashra karna hai. ussne wo saari cheezein khareed li jinki zarurat usse raghu ko ek dardanak maut dene mein padni thhi. thhoda sa sochne ke baad wo ek mast plan bana diya. ussko ek sunsaan padi factory ke baare mein pata thha jisske aas paas bhi koi fatakta nahi thha kyunki wo sheher se bahut door thhi. ussne uss factory se bahar nikalne ke saare darwazon ko band kar diya aur sirf ek darwaza jo ke aage ki taraf thha, ussko khula rakha. Raghu ko pakadna koi mushkil kaam nahi thha. ussko buri tarah maar kar aur usske haath pair baandh kar ussne raghu ko apni car ki dikki mein band kar diya thha. building ke paas aa kar, ussne raghu ko bahar nikala aur usske bandhan kaat kar ussko ek laat maari. wo kisi darre hue kutte ki tarah bhaagne lag gaya aur Rahul usska peecha karne lag gaya, poori tarah jaante hue ke raghu ant mein factory mein hi ghusega. ______________________________
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