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Hello, Dosto, yea story ****** per aik writer nay shuru kee hai or mene unse permission lay kar is he story ko ider be post karti rahu gi, apki support chaiea muje. thanks.
Adultery Emperor Rule out Darkness:
- Thread starter Unusual heart
- Start date
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Introduction:
Yea story muje boht he pasand aii thi. to mene writer {Had} se bat kar ke is story ko ider post karne ka socha. To chalae isko shuru karte hai. yea story perfect to nai hoge per its going to be my attempt to match the expectations of the readers. so, hamare yea dunia kya hi? koi kehta hi kay its a solid tropical mass and kuch kehtay hai kay its an amalgamation of various of several known and unknown gases. is dunia kay bahir hame siraf dikhte hi darkness. its an eternal darkness. Here time slows down and without darkness the existence of matter is near to impossible. jis terha such or jhut bohot comman binary hi is modern society me, ise terha the concept and binary reality of light and darkness is everlasting. hum roshni say to bhag saktay hai, per kya andehra hamara picha chorta hi? yea swal bohot complecated hi. andehra kuch aise hi jo na sirf dunia may hi balkay aik human being b andehray may jita or andehra uskay ander shuru say uskay sath sath rehta or chalta be jata hi. insan hamaysha andehray say dar jata hi kiu kay hum kuch daykh nahi patay. kya aj is modern society may her cheez may hum andhaypan ka shikar nahi hai? chahay wo love ho ya law, justice ho ya trust , her cheez ko andha kaha jata hi. however, hum andha usko consider kerte hi jo ankho say dekh nahi pata or without any consideration he/she is titled as a disable. yea title zindagi bher us insan kay sath rehta hi usko haunt kerta hi or log uski kamzori ko exploit kerkay enjoy kertay hai. per kabbi socha hi kay us insan ko kya feel hota hi jab uskay samne hatho kay isharay kiya jatay hai? jab usko bully kia jata hi? jab uski sense of direction ko disturb kerdia jata hi? or hum inhe cheezo ko doosro ko dekha kay entertain hoty hai. yea cheez aik social gossip ban jati hi, log famous ho jatay hai, or us kamzor insan ke sari life spoil ho jati hi, wo zindagi say he ukta jata hi. akhir kiu kertay hai hum yun. kya waja hi iskay piche? kabbi khud say pucho agger apnay kabbi ayse kia hi to. seldom, the weakness of one becomes a curse for others. so, kahani kuch ayse he hone wali hi. andehra aik insan ke kamzori to hoga laykin wo lerka zindagi may aik dominating Emperor ka derja hasil kerne wala hi. is may shaid uskay losses may usko aik blessing mil jai gi. wo har dafa giray ga or khud he uthe b jai ga. uske life a bed of roses to nahi per exciting or adventurous zarur hony wali hi.
to chalay shuru kertay hai is action or fantasy say full travelogue ko.
Lahore city, the city of gardens. yea Pakistan Punjab ka aik mega city hi. Yaha ki population poor or middleclass citizens ki heavy ratio ko carry kerti hi. Yaha ameer log bohet khas hai kiu kay yea siraf khud per or khudkay business per he focus kertay hai only. inhi may say aik well known business-man, (Mr. Khan), {age 44}, aik fit or selfmade determined admi hai. inho nay kuch he sal pehle apne wife ko heart attack kay chalte kho dia tha. magger lagta hi kay waqat nay inke us zakham ko bher dia hi ya shaid inho ne apne ander he kahi apne sare emotions ko dafen kar dala hi. per beghum rehana ko khona aik shakhs kay lia bohot deadly tha. is he trauma kay chaltay is masoom say dil ne apne sab se important cheez, nerve weakness, caused visual impairment, (Apne ankho ko kho dia tha). yea lerka pehle be kuch nahi tha or apne zindagi ko andehray may johnk ker apni image ko totally kho chuka hai. ab yea nothing but a liability for mr. khan. ban chuka, is lerkay ka nam (Sad, khan hi). he is a blind feeble boy. jiske nah school may koi value thi or na he uske family, or uske cousins koi respect kertay hai. only what they care of is usko tang kerna uska mazak uddana or uski blindness ko misuse kerkay problematic situations may phasa dena.
nah to sad ka bachpen worthwhile tha or nah he uske college life ne use kisse kism ke khushi dee thi. yea siraf study and study kay lia jee raha tha or kabbi kabar apnay college mates or apnay nakcharay cousins ka stuff toy banta tha. uske nazer to khatam thi, baycharay nay apni awaz ka confidence b loos ker dia tha. per kya kissy ko be iski thori se be perva thi? the answer is not at all.
chaltay chaltay the cycle of time went on or aj its november 2022. Today, it is the first day of sad for his first class of university. apne dressingtable kay samne khara to hua per uske ankhay jhuki hui thi. akhir dekhta to kya dekhta andehray kay ilava. so its it then sad. aj mera university ka safer start hoga. kya may iske lia ready hun ya nahi?
mama please mujay strength dee jiya ga.
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to be continue-----
Yea story muje boht he pasand aii thi. to mene writer {Had} se bat kar ke is story ko ider post karne ka socha. To chalae isko shuru karte hai. yea story perfect to nai hoge per its going to be my attempt to match the expectations of the readers. so, hamare yea dunia kya hi? koi kehta hi kay its a solid tropical mass and kuch kehtay hai kay its an amalgamation of various of several known and unknown gases. is dunia kay bahir hame siraf dikhte hi darkness. its an eternal darkness. Here time slows down and without darkness the existence of matter is near to impossible. jis terha such or jhut bohot comman binary hi is modern society me, ise terha the concept and binary reality of light and darkness is everlasting. hum roshni say to bhag saktay hai, per kya andehra hamara picha chorta hi? yea swal bohot complecated hi. andehra kuch aise hi jo na sirf dunia may hi balkay aik human being b andehray may jita or andehra uskay ander shuru say uskay sath sath rehta or chalta be jata hi. insan hamaysha andehray say dar jata hi kiu kay hum kuch daykh nahi patay. kya aj is modern society may her cheez may hum andhaypan ka shikar nahi hai? chahay wo love ho ya law, justice ho ya trust , her cheez ko andha kaha jata hi. however, hum andha usko consider kerte hi jo ankho say dekh nahi pata or without any consideration he/she is titled as a disable. yea title zindagi bher us insan kay sath rehta hi usko haunt kerta hi or log uski kamzori ko exploit kerkay enjoy kertay hai. per kabbi socha hi kay us insan ko kya feel hota hi jab uskay samne hatho kay isharay kiya jatay hai? jab usko bully kia jata hi? jab uski sense of direction ko disturb kerdia jata hi? or hum inhe cheezo ko doosro ko dekha kay entertain hoty hai. yea cheez aik social gossip ban jati hi, log famous ho jatay hai, or us kamzor insan ke sari life spoil ho jati hi, wo zindagi say he ukta jata hi. akhir kiu kertay hai hum yun. kya waja hi iskay piche? kabbi khud say pucho agger apnay kabbi ayse kia hi to. seldom, the weakness of one becomes a curse for others. so, kahani kuch ayse he hone wali hi. andehra aik insan ke kamzori to hoga laykin wo lerka zindagi may aik dominating Emperor ka derja hasil kerne wala hi. is may shaid uskay losses may usko aik blessing mil jai gi. wo har dafa giray ga or khud he uthe b jai ga. uske life a bed of roses to nahi per exciting or adventurous zarur hony wali hi.
to chalay shuru kertay hai is action or fantasy say full travelogue ko.
Lahore city, the city of gardens. yea Pakistan Punjab ka aik mega city hi. Yaha ki population poor or middleclass citizens ki heavy ratio ko carry kerti hi. Yaha ameer log bohet khas hai kiu kay yea siraf khud per or khudkay business per he focus kertay hai only. inhi may say aik well known business-man, (Mr. Khan), {age 44}, aik fit or selfmade determined admi hai. inho nay kuch he sal pehle apne wife ko heart attack kay chalte kho dia tha. magger lagta hi kay waqat nay inke us zakham ko bher dia hi ya shaid inho ne apne ander he kahi apne sare emotions ko dafen kar dala hi. per beghum rehana ko khona aik shakhs kay lia bohot deadly tha. is he trauma kay chaltay is masoom say dil ne apne sab se important cheez, nerve weakness, caused visual impairment, (Apne ankho ko kho dia tha). yea lerka pehle be kuch nahi tha or apne zindagi ko andehray may johnk ker apni image ko totally kho chuka hai. ab yea nothing but a liability for mr. khan. ban chuka, is lerkay ka nam (Sad, khan hi). he is a blind feeble boy. jiske nah school may koi value thi or na he uske family, or uske cousins koi respect kertay hai. only what they care of is usko tang kerna uska mazak uddana or uski blindness ko misuse kerkay problematic situations may phasa dena.
nah to sad ka bachpen worthwhile tha or nah he uske college life ne use kisse kism ke khushi dee thi. yea siraf study and study kay lia jee raha tha or kabbi kabar apnay college mates or apnay nakcharay cousins ka stuff toy banta tha. uske nazer to khatam thi, baycharay nay apni awaz ka confidence b loos ker dia tha. per kya kissy ko be iski thori se be perva thi? the answer is not at all.
chaltay chaltay the cycle of time went on or aj its november 2022. Today, it is the first day of sad for his first class of university. apne dressingtable kay samne khara to hua per uske ankhay jhuki hui thi. akhir dekhta to kya dekhta andehray kay ilava. so its it then sad. aj mera university ka safer start hoga. kya may iske lia ready hun ya nahi?
mama please mujay strength dee jiya ga.
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to be continue-----
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response achah raha to update post karun gi.
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Update-1:
The first day:
Morning 7:30 am:
Sad hamara hero apnay room jo first floor per hi dressing table kay samne khada ho kar apne kampte hatho se apne blue lining shirt ko button kar raha tha.
Today my new life is about to begin. Xxxx university is a dream for a student. Muje ab apne is miserable life ko improve kerna hoga and I have to prove myself a valiant asset for baba.
Humph!, shirt to hoge ab kya reh gaya hi?
Oh ha, my bag and my cane. Dressing table say sad eik table kay pass aya or usne apna black bag or white cane uthai.
chalo bai!,
Its time to step out sad.
But, kya yea experience normal hoga?
I have to try and make it a normal life for me.
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Sad apni age kay 19th year may ah chuka hi per still uskay ander wo teenager wali flare nahi pai jati.
He thinks and acts just like a little boy. Har time kuch nah kuch galat he hota hi jab b he tries to make it right and useful. Per he is still in the struggle. Dekhna to yea hi kay akhir kab tak he can stay like this?
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Thuck, apne room ko derwazay kay Pichay chore kar sad ahista ahista staircase ke terf apne shoes ko floor per ghaseethta hua badh raha tha.
Hmmm, kya me apna yea first day special bana pao ga?
Obviously, university is an institution of moral values. I will be fine yar.
Achanek say uska thought bubble aik tayz derd say toota, urg, ouch,
uske hath staircase ke gril say unintentionally kafi zor say he laga. First, pain of the day.
Shaid its part of my dum fate.
Jaise taise kar kay usne yea lamba staircase step down kia or uske kano may awaz padi!--
Hmmm, meeting Aj he hoge. Tum mr. wakar say bat kar kay venue decide kerlo.
Hmmm, or us report ka kya bana?
Oh ok!, that’s good.
I will be in office in half an hour.
hmmm,
Yeah sure, thanks.
Sad, staircase kay pass he bilkul chupchap khada hua tha.
yea uske roz ka he tha.
Kiu kay wo koi disturbance nahi chata apnay baba ke official call may.
Kya ab sara din udar he khade raho gay?
is awaz se sad ka dehan toota!,
Sad: ah g, wo, no, baba.
Mr. khan: come here and sit. pehle he tum late ho chuke ho.
ao!,
Take your breakfast.
Sad: yes, i know baba, and I I am sorry for being late.
Khan: akhir kab tum is sorry ko apne word dictionary se nikal do gay?
Its high time to be mature sad.
Sad: yes, baba.
Khan: come now.
jaldi ao,
Sad nay kadam table ke teraf bhadaya he tha kay uska hath Ghulam baksh (khan kay kai salo say wafadar butler), ne pakad lia tha.
Ai baba may baytha du apko.
Khan: baksh chore do isko, kab tak yea sahara he lay kay chalta rahay ga. Let him come and find his place.
Ghulam baksh ko feel to bura hua per wo mr. khan ke nature say bakhoobi wakif tha. Sad nay apnay baba ke yea bat sun ker Ghulam baksh kay hath ko chortay huay kaha. Koi bat nahi gb g may beth jau ga. Apka thank you.
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Sad apnay shivering heart or crumbling thoughts kay sath mr. khan kay samnay chair per aa kay beta.
Khan: hmmm, is bag ne be breakfast kerna hi kia? Next chair par rakho isko or easy ho kar nashta karo. Tumay Yasir drop kar day ga.
Sad: g.
Khan: university koi Mazak nahi hi sad. Yea eik prestige hoti hi for an individual. Tumay pata hi kay mujay kitni mushkil hui hi tumay is university may admit kerwanay kay lia.
Sad: yes baba.
Khan: make sure that you will get the most out of it. Don’t waste this opportunity. Yea her dafa nahi milti. Meri sari image b dao per lagi hui hi. Waise muje tumse koi khas Umeed to nahi hi, but little optimism is better then complete dejectedness.
Sad: dil may (mujse behter konh jan sakta hi is bat ko baba),.
Khan: are you listening to me??
Sad: yes I I am baba.
Khan: I mean it sad jo karnamay tum school or college may kerte ai ho I don’t want to have a bit of it here.
Understand!?
sad: hadbada kar,
ye, yes baba!,
I do,
Khan: jaldi karo don’t b late on your first day. Me ready hone ja raha hun. Jab me apne room se niklu tum uni kay lia nikel chukay ho.
Sad: g ok. Apni nervousness ko twiddling thumbs may cover kerta sad slow slow apna breakfast khatam kar raha. Mr. khan usko akayla chore kay apnay room ke teraf chalay gay.
Sad ko unka derwaza *thuck!* band hota sunai dia. Pata nahi kab yea gap khatam hoga baba. I will try to reach out to you.
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Eik Suhani subha halki miti thandi hawa kay sath Lahore may start hui thi. Har teraf birds or traffic ke constant buzzing or blear chal rahi thi. Apna bag or apni stick ko hath may lia sad apnay gher ke lobby say bahir kadam rakhta hi. Hmmm, so now its me and this society. Lets go sad. You can live normal. Ghulam baksh sad kay Pichay Pichay chaltay huay. Baba enjoy kee jia ga apna pehla din.
Sad: hmmm, gb koshish karu ga.
Ghulam baksh: hmmm, app ziada socha nah karo. Sub normal he hoga.
Sad: andehra kuch bright thoughts lata he nahi hi gb. But I will try to.
Ghulam baksh: tension na lay bus easy ho ker jai baki apni kismet per chore day.
Sad: dil may (phir to ho gaya kam).
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kuch he dare bad:
Lahore kay aik main road per sad apni silver Honda Civic - Great Sedan! May apnay driver kay sath apni university ke teraf bhadta ja raha tha,
Yasir: baba?
Sad: hmmm?
Yasir: app kab tak free ho jai gay?
Sad: umm I guess 3:30 pm tak classes hongi.
Yasir: hmmm, teek hogaya may appko laynay aah jau ga. Agger app jaldi free hogy to Ghulam chachu ko call ker dee jia ga.
Sad: g teek hi.
Yasir: waise app konsay subject may ab study kernay lagay ho?
Sad: shaid Bio technology (BT) may admission kerwaya hi baba nay.
Yasir: hmmm, wah g wah. To kia yea sub apko b pasand hi?
Sad: hmmm, dil may (pasand ho ya nah ho ab perhna to hoga, baba told me,---- meri image b dao per lagi hui hi sad, Tumay pata hi kay mujay kitni mushkil hui hi tumay is university may admit kerwanay kay lia, Don’t waste this opportunity), don’t waste this opportunity sad, baba, don’t waste this opportunity sad, baba, baba app teek hin?
Sad: hmmm, g im ok. App kia kehray thay. Sorry mene suna nahi.
Yasir: oh, chalay koi bat nahi. May kehra tha kay app kabbi yea xxxx mall ai hin? Hum abi iskay samnay say guzer ray hin.
Sad: shaid bachpen may aya hua hu eik do dafa cousins kay sath. Fooo fooo. That hits me all the time jab b bachpen ka sochta hu.
Yasir: hmmm, acha to kafi enjoy kertay hin app apnay cousins kay sath. Waysay ajkal sub busy hin kafi kay kissy nay chaker nahi lagaya.
Sad: acha he hi, dil may. Hmm, bohot enjoy kia hi unkay sath. All that pain comes back.
Yasir: bus hum aagay hin apki manzil tak. Yea appki xxx university to bohot badi hi baba.
Sad: hmmmm,
Yasir: bus iska main gate hum cross ker rahay hin abi.
Sad: kya car ander ja sakti hi kia?
Yasir: smile, g g ander agay hin hum.
Sad: gari ahista ahista slow hoti hui. Come on sad time to b a mature man. Independency expect your tread.
Yasir: baba hum pohnch to gay hin. Kia may apko class tak chornay ao?
Sad: oh, nahi nahi I can manage app gher jai baba ka b time ho raha hi office ka me class tak pohnch he jau ga.
Yasir: hmmm, dekhlay baba kehtay hin to may aa jata hun class tak.
Sad: smile, trust me may manage ker sakta hu.
Yasir: gg janta hu may. Haha chalay may chalta hu chuti time mulakat hogi ab. Yasir gari ko gear may dalta hua bola.
Sad: um, sure dehan say jaia ga Yasir bahi.
Yasir: ap b dehan se rehna.
Or boom swish kerti hui gari sad say dure or gate say bahir jati hui.
Sad: fooo, so now bus may or yea open campus hi. Where do I have my first class. Should I ask around?
I hope yaha per log mujay aik normal human consider karay gay. Will they? Or not? Hmmmm. Mmm my college has no good flashbacks on me though.
Sad nay jaysay he kadam bharaya usko kai logo ke awazay ana start hui. Kuch hastay, kuch batay kertay, hmmm, come on sad time to move yar.
Voice in mind, oy bhondu kider ja raha hi abay. Class may ha? Hahaha hahhaaha tujay konsa koi samaj ani hi. Oy bata na kal board copy kia tha ha. Huuuuhuuu oy ider dayk na. bolna hahahaha kia hua aray bol.
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Flashback:
Aik lerka apnay weak say body structure kay sath xxxx college Lahore kay xxx block may kuch lerko kay bich may phasa hua tha. Wo lerko ka group nah to usko Janay dayra tha or na he uski baybasi per aas pas kay logo ko koi b ferk per raha tha.
Lerka1: bol sir kay chamchay. Huh bohot smart banta hi tu.
Lerka2: aray chamcha nahi gandu hi yea sir ka yar.
Hahahaha
Ganduu oh ha yea to socha he nahi.
Lerka1: oy gandu aj say tera naya nam gandu, ok? Pasand aya tujay?
Lerka2: bolna gandu zuban pay tala kiu lag gaya teri huh? Lerkay ke bazu pakertay huay.
Lerka1: aj to teri class se pehle class hogi janu, oh sorry, gandu g.
Hahaha hahahah hahahahaha.
Lerka1: dikha nah kitni heavy class layra hi sir teri. Chal pant nikal.
Sub lerkay ajj to public show hoga bai log. Her koi us baycharay ka Mazak bnata ja raha hi.
Tab he aik lerkay nay bher kay uski stick cheen lee. O ho ab class tak kaysay jai ga ganduu.
Hahaha
Pant b utaray ga yea phir to sir paka iska tokhu ban jai ga.
Hahahah hahahahaha. Chal nah chamayli utar zara apni penty. Hahahahah. Jaldi kern a. hahaahahaha.
Boy: please stop, mujay Janay day, pleeez pleeez stooooop.
High heart rate or tayz sanso kay sath sad apni yado say bahir aya, huh huh fffff. Its its just a dark past now. Ab muje yea nahi sochna at all.
Kadam campus floor per drag kerte huay sad nay eik teraf ko chalna shuru kia.
Tab he achanek---------
Aj kay lia itna he.
sath bane rehn friends.
The first day:
Morning 7:30 am:
Sad hamara hero apnay room jo first floor per hi dressing table kay samne khada ho kar apne kampte hatho se apne blue lining shirt ko button kar raha tha.
Today my new life is about to begin. Xxxx university is a dream for a student. Muje ab apne is miserable life ko improve kerna hoga and I have to prove myself a valiant asset for baba.
Humph!, shirt to hoge ab kya reh gaya hi?
Oh ha, my bag and my cane. Dressing table say sad eik table kay pass aya or usne apna black bag or white cane uthai.
chalo bai!,
Its time to step out sad.
But, kya yea experience normal hoga?
I have to try and make it a normal life for me.
---
Sad apni age kay 19th year may ah chuka hi per still uskay ander wo teenager wali flare nahi pai jati.
He thinks and acts just like a little boy. Har time kuch nah kuch galat he hota hi jab b he tries to make it right and useful. Per he is still in the struggle. Dekhna to yea hi kay akhir kab tak he can stay like this?
****
Thuck, apne room ko derwazay kay Pichay chore kar sad ahista ahista staircase ke terf apne shoes ko floor per ghaseethta hua badh raha tha.
Hmmm, kya me apna yea first day special bana pao ga?
Obviously, university is an institution of moral values. I will be fine yar.
Achanek say uska thought bubble aik tayz derd say toota, urg, ouch,
uske hath staircase ke gril say unintentionally kafi zor say he laga. First, pain of the day.
Shaid its part of my dum fate.
Jaise taise kar kay usne yea lamba staircase step down kia or uske kano may awaz padi!--
Hmmm, meeting Aj he hoge. Tum mr. wakar say bat kar kay venue decide kerlo.
Hmmm, or us report ka kya bana?
Oh ok!, that’s good.
I will be in office in half an hour.
hmmm,
Yeah sure, thanks.
Sad, staircase kay pass he bilkul chupchap khada hua tha.
yea uske roz ka he tha.
Kiu kay wo koi disturbance nahi chata apnay baba ke official call may.
Kya ab sara din udar he khade raho gay?
is awaz se sad ka dehan toota!,
Sad: ah g, wo, no, baba.
Mr. khan: come here and sit. pehle he tum late ho chuke ho.
ao!,
Take your breakfast.
Sad: yes, i know baba, and I I am sorry for being late.
Khan: akhir kab tum is sorry ko apne word dictionary se nikal do gay?
Its high time to be mature sad.
Sad: yes, baba.
Khan: come now.
jaldi ao,
Sad nay kadam table ke teraf bhadaya he tha kay uska hath Ghulam baksh (khan kay kai salo say wafadar butler), ne pakad lia tha.
Ai baba may baytha du apko.
Khan: baksh chore do isko, kab tak yea sahara he lay kay chalta rahay ga. Let him come and find his place.
Ghulam baksh ko feel to bura hua per wo mr. khan ke nature say bakhoobi wakif tha. Sad nay apnay baba ke yea bat sun ker Ghulam baksh kay hath ko chortay huay kaha. Koi bat nahi gb g may beth jau ga. Apka thank you.
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Sad apnay shivering heart or crumbling thoughts kay sath mr. khan kay samnay chair per aa kay beta.
Khan: hmmm, is bag ne be breakfast kerna hi kia? Next chair par rakho isko or easy ho kar nashta karo. Tumay Yasir drop kar day ga.
Sad: g.
Khan: university koi Mazak nahi hi sad. Yea eik prestige hoti hi for an individual. Tumay pata hi kay mujay kitni mushkil hui hi tumay is university may admit kerwanay kay lia.
Sad: yes baba.
Khan: make sure that you will get the most out of it. Don’t waste this opportunity. Yea her dafa nahi milti. Meri sari image b dao per lagi hui hi. Waise muje tumse koi khas Umeed to nahi hi, but little optimism is better then complete dejectedness.
Sad: dil may (mujse behter konh jan sakta hi is bat ko baba),.
Khan: are you listening to me??
Sad: yes I I am baba.
Khan: I mean it sad jo karnamay tum school or college may kerte ai ho I don’t want to have a bit of it here.
Understand!?
sad: hadbada kar,
ye, yes baba!,
I do,
Khan: jaldi karo don’t b late on your first day. Me ready hone ja raha hun. Jab me apne room se niklu tum uni kay lia nikel chukay ho.
Sad: g ok. Apni nervousness ko twiddling thumbs may cover kerta sad slow slow apna breakfast khatam kar raha. Mr. khan usko akayla chore kay apnay room ke teraf chalay gay.
Sad ko unka derwaza *thuck!* band hota sunai dia. Pata nahi kab yea gap khatam hoga baba. I will try to reach out to you.
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Eik Suhani subha halki miti thandi hawa kay sath Lahore may start hui thi. Har teraf birds or traffic ke constant buzzing or blear chal rahi thi. Apna bag or apni stick ko hath may lia sad apnay gher ke lobby say bahir kadam rakhta hi. Hmmm, so now its me and this society. Lets go sad. You can live normal. Ghulam baksh sad kay Pichay Pichay chaltay huay. Baba enjoy kee jia ga apna pehla din.
Sad: hmmm, gb koshish karu ga.
Ghulam baksh: hmmm, app ziada socha nah karo. Sub normal he hoga.
Sad: andehra kuch bright thoughts lata he nahi hi gb. But I will try to.
Ghulam baksh: tension na lay bus easy ho ker jai baki apni kismet per chore day.
Sad: dil may (phir to ho gaya kam).
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kuch he dare bad:
Lahore kay aik main road per sad apni silver Honda Civic - Great Sedan! May apnay driver kay sath apni university ke teraf bhadta ja raha tha,
Yasir: baba?
Sad: hmmm?
Yasir: app kab tak free ho jai gay?
Sad: umm I guess 3:30 pm tak classes hongi.
Yasir: hmmm, teek hogaya may appko laynay aah jau ga. Agger app jaldi free hogy to Ghulam chachu ko call ker dee jia ga.
Sad: g teek hi.
Yasir: waise app konsay subject may ab study kernay lagay ho?
Sad: shaid Bio technology (BT) may admission kerwaya hi baba nay.
Yasir: hmmm, wah g wah. To kia yea sub apko b pasand hi?
Sad: hmmm, dil may (pasand ho ya nah ho ab perhna to hoga, baba told me,---- meri image b dao per lagi hui hi sad, Tumay pata hi kay mujay kitni mushkil hui hi tumay is university may admit kerwanay kay lia, Don’t waste this opportunity), don’t waste this opportunity sad, baba, don’t waste this opportunity sad, baba, baba app teek hin?
Sad: hmmm, g im ok. App kia kehray thay. Sorry mene suna nahi.
Yasir: oh, chalay koi bat nahi. May kehra tha kay app kabbi yea xxxx mall ai hin? Hum abi iskay samnay say guzer ray hin.
Sad: shaid bachpen may aya hua hu eik do dafa cousins kay sath. Fooo fooo. That hits me all the time jab b bachpen ka sochta hu.
Yasir: hmmm, acha to kafi enjoy kertay hin app apnay cousins kay sath. Waysay ajkal sub busy hin kafi kay kissy nay chaker nahi lagaya.
Sad: acha he hi, dil may. Hmm, bohot enjoy kia hi unkay sath. All that pain comes back.
Yasir: bus hum aagay hin apki manzil tak. Yea appki xxx university to bohot badi hi baba.
Sad: hmmmm,
Yasir: bus iska main gate hum cross ker rahay hin abi.
Sad: kya car ander ja sakti hi kia?
Yasir: smile, g g ander agay hin hum.
Sad: gari ahista ahista slow hoti hui. Come on sad time to b a mature man. Independency expect your tread.
Yasir: baba hum pohnch to gay hin. Kia may apko class tak chornay ao?
Sad: oh, nahi nahi I can manage app gher jai baba ka b time ho raha hi office ka me class tak pohnch he jau ga.
Yasir: hmmm, dekhlay baba kehtay hin to may aa jata hun class tak.
Sad: smile, trust me may manage ker sakta hu.
Yasir: gg janta hu may. Haha chalay may chalta hu chuti time mulakat hogi ab. Yasir gari ko gear may dalta hua bola.
Sad: um, sure dehan say jaia ga Yasir bahi.
Yasir: ap b dehan se rehna.
Or boom swish kerti hui gari sad say dure or gate say bahir jati hui.
Sad: fooo, so now bus may or yea open campus hi. Where do I have my first class. Should I ask around?
I hope yaha per log mujay aik normal human consider karay gay. Will they? Or not? Hmmmm. Mmm my college has no good flashbacks on me though.
Sad nay jaysay he kadam bharaya usko kai logo ke awazay ana start hui. Kuch hastay, kuch batay kertay, hmmm, come on sad time to move yar.
Voice in mind, oy bhondu kider ja raha hi abay. Class may ha? Hahaha hahhaaha tujay konsa koi samaj ani hi. Oy bata na kal board copy kia tha ha. Huuuuhuuu oy ider dayk na. bolna hahahaha kia hua aray bol.
*****
Flashback:
Aik lerka apnay weak say body structure kay sath xxxx college Lahore kay xxx block may kuch lerko kay bich may phasa hua tha. Wo lerko ka group nah to usko Janay dayra tha or na he uski baybasi per aas pas kay logo ko koi b ferk per raha tha.
Lerka1: bol sir kay chamchay. Huh bohot smart banta hi tu.
Lerka2: aray chamcha nahi gandu hi yea sir ka yar.
Hahahaha
Ganduu oh ha yea to socha he nahi.
Lerka1: oy gandu aj say tera naya nam gandu, ok? Pasand aya tujay?
Lerka2: bolna gandu zuban pay tala kiu lag gaya teri huh? Lerkay ke bazu pakertay huay.
Lerka1: aj to teri class se pehle class hogi janu, oh sorry, gandu g.
Hahaha hahahah hahahahaha.
Lerka1: dikha nah kitni heavy class layra hi sir teri. Chal pant nikal.
Sub lerkay ajj to public show hoga bai log. Her koi us baycharay ka Mazak bnata ja raha hi.
Tab he aik lerkay nay bher kay uski stick cheen lee. O ho ab class tak kaysay jai ga ganduu.
Hahaha
Pant b utaray ga yea phir to sir paka iska tokhu ban jai ga.
Hahahah hahahahaha. Chal nah chamayli utar zara apni penty. Hahahahah. Jaldi kern a. hahaahahaha.
Boy: please stop, mujay Janay day, pleeez pleeez stooooop.
High heart rate or tayz sanso kay sath sad apni yado say bahir aya, huh huh fffff. Its its just a dark past now. Ab muje yea nahi sochna at all.
Kadam campus floor per drag kerte huay sad nay eik teraf ko chalna shuru kia.
Tab he achanek---------
Aj kay lia itna he.
sath bane rehn friends.
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Update-2:
The jolt of a new shame:
Sad apne pichlie buri or dardnak yado ko jhatka day kar apne kadmo ko campus ki us zamin par ghaseethta hua eik teraf ko abi kuch kadam he chala tha.
kay us he time,eik khamoshi ko cheerte huay eik mithi se awaz ne uske uthtay huay kadmo ko eikdum se rok dia tha.
{Um excuse me}?
Sad: awaz ke terf jhatkay se mud kar us awaz ko ahista se he jawab dia- Ah yes?
sad jaise yea bola to,
Voice:where are you going beta? Are you new here?
is bar yea awaz us mithi se awaz kay jaise to bilkul be nahi thi,
Sad: ye yes sir I am admitted recently, my name is sad kh khan,
uske dil zor zor se dharak raha tha.
tab he phir se us payari se awaz ne sad se poocha: nice name mr. sad. Hmmm, so konsay department may admit huay hai app?
Sad: khud ko sambhal kar, mam its bio tech department.
Girl voice: oh, interesting Mr. sad. Your subject is just like your name. strong and deep ha?
kafi impress kia hi muje apne.
Sad: yea sun kar khud be muskura utha, thank you mam. Please, can you tell me where is the department?
Male voice: ah sure sure, kiu nahi, ai hamre sath, is teraf to app galat side pe ja rahay ho bayta!, come let us show you your department and your class.
Sad: unki bat sun kar bohot he khush ho raha tha, ah, thanks I can follow you guys. You can lead the way.
Girl voice: koi bat nahi yar, come; why don’t you hold my hand?
yea sab sad jaise ladkay kay lia bohot he bold tha,
to wo siraf chup chap he khada raha,
Male voice: don’t you treat him like others zanny.
Zanny: huh, I'm just trying to be polite to a new student Ali. Tum b nah. Humm. Just a big jealous.
Can’t you see he needs help. We can have some good fame points on helping him nah.
bechare ki help se kuch to acha kam kar he sakte hai hum.
Ali: oh, to points kay lia kerna hi. Huh?
Zanny: oh ho just example day rahi thi. Mujay points kiu chaia hon gay. Im a star already.
Ali: yeah yeah, sweet dreams.
Zanny: youuu, snake, don’t you dare mauk me up.
Ali: hahaha, aray hold karo khud ko, hum is par bad may bat kartay hai mr. sad is getting late nah yar. Dekho you are wasting his noble time.
Hena sad beta?
Sad: sir app dono kia yaha teach kartay hai? I can manage myself agger app engage hai to.
Zanny: oh no no, hum bilkul engage nahi hai. By the way nice bag.
Ali: hmmm, hum yaha kay teachers kay mentors’ hai my dear. Come follow our voice.
Sad: unke piche ahista ahista chaltae huay, that’s really great sir and mam.
Zanny: hath say ali ko salute kartay huay bich bich may hasti ja rahi thi.
Ali: smiles, which class you have in your first hour?
Sad: ah sir its basic bio tech lecture.
Ali: ah, I see.
Sad: unke sath chal he raha tha kay tab he aikdum se uske kadam ladkadai,, or wo apne balance khota chala gaya!, {skuash!}, ki awaz kay sath wo niche gir gaya, , urg, aouh.
Zanny: hay, smiles, are you ok? kahi ziada to nahi lagi nah? Sorry hame laga you will judge it. So sorry yar.
Ali: So sad you ok na? huh.
Sad: ye yes, I am just fine. Please don’t say sorry. Muje is cheez ko khud he judge karna chaia tha it was my fault. Thank you for the hand.
Ali: hay, no worries beta. Bus move carefully. Ok?
Zanny: hath pakad lo if you are facing problem walking like this..
Sad: uh, no im fine. It was just a minor push.
khud se kehte huay sad ne phir chalna start kia;
Hmm, see sad all are not that bad boy. This world is with good souls too.
Ali: steps are coming now. Step up ok?
Zanny: dehan se ok?
Sad: yes yes I will. (yea meri help karne kay lia apna kam chore kar ai hai), im really greatful to them. Aj ke is busy society may shaid insaniet abi be zinda hi. I guess, me aise he itni tension lay raha tha about people of university. They are well mannered and good people. Sad bechara apne app may he tha kay he didn’t knew that their voices are gone, after few steps, wo unko awaz dene laga!, sir, mam? Are you their? I can’t hear you.
Tab he, achanek, (bam!) uske piche derwaza zorse band hone ki awaz aii.
is cheez se sad aikdum bohot he ziada ghabra chuka tha,
bahir se kuch awazey uske kano me padi!;
Hahahaha hahahahaahaha enjoy the class bonehead. Hahahahaahhaha kia innocent fool hi yea uff yar. Itna easy tha isko prank karna. Uhhhh too much fun. Kia kamal ke acting kea li tumnay yar. Sad beta? Hahahahaha.
bolte huay wo awazey sad se dur chalti ja rahi thi!
Ali: or jo tum kehri thi. Come let me hold your hand, um. Itna romantic zanni. Uff made for each other.
Zanny: come on yar, yuck usko daykha b hi, he is just like a weak worm, mera taste itna b buran ahi. Pleeez.
Hahahaha, come lets go yeah hahahaha bye bye sad, do enjoy the class, hahahahaha hahahaha uuuuu hahhaahaah.
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Bechara sad. aj phir dhoka kha chuka tha, uske sare intuition’s about good people of university were washed away. Eik he jaga per jam sa ho chuka tha wo. His mind was stuck. Even his voice was gone. He just wanted kay bus koi ho uske pass jis say kuss kay wo liptay or cheek cheek ker roi.
Itna baybus wo her dafa he ho jata hi per kabbi b usko wo relief nahi mil para kahi say b. now, what I am going to do, me hu kaha per abi. I even don’t know that. Kiu aya may yaha, why I trusted those people. Kia me such may aik bonehead fool he hu? Maybe they are right. I am good for nothing. All are right. Then what I am living for. Kiu may apni mama kay pass nahi chala jata. Akhir kiu itna baybus hu may?
At that time, click slish, uske samne se wo derwaza khula, uske kano me aik admi ki awaz aii, oy tum yaha kia kar ray ho bayta?
Sad: please muje chore day muje please class may jana hi. Please, please, snif, Janay day muje.
Admi: kia hua bayta, kia tum teek ho? Kissy nay kuch kaha tumsay?
Tum yaha class may nahi washroom may kharay ho abi. Jana kidar hi tumay?
Batao muje?
Sad: geee wo bio, bio tech department snif may sis.
Admi: oh shaid kissy nay tumay dhokay say yaha pohncha dia hi. Chalo koi bat nahi ao may chore du apko class may.
Sad: ah ap paka class may lay kay jao gay na? Promise?
Admi: haha, ha bayta, may yaha kay ameer bigray bacho jaysa nahi hu. Hum to yaha noker admi hai. Doosro ka dard samaj sakte hai. Fikar nahi karo bus yea chera saf karo or rona band kro yea lo tissue or phir class may chaltay hai, hmmm?
Sad: gee geee thank you sir.
****
bio tech department classroom may,,eik cute see young teacher students kay samne white-board per points mark kerti hui, dekhi ja sakti thi,
teacher kafi khoobsuret thi or uske cheray per bohot he masoomiet thi.
we will go like this. Sab note kar layn please.
At that time,
May I come in? class kay derwazay may aik normal sa weak structured boy hath may bag or aik white cane lay kay khada hua tha.
teacher ne bina mude usko bol dala!
Teacher: you are late mister.
Boy: yes mam I am sorry. I won’t b excusing next time.
Teacher: better for you. Come in.
Sad: ahista ahista apni cane ko tightly hold ker kay ander aya..
jaise he teacher ki nazar us per padi!
Teacher: oh shit, are youuu.
Sad: yes mam I am.
Teacher: I I am really really sorry. Boys give him a seat.
Please help him out.
teacher ki itne fikar dekh kar class may se he eik ladka achanek se bol pada,
Boy1: miss yea to koi bat nah hui. Itna protocol toxic ho jata hi aysay logo kay lia. Har dafa phir yea haq say is terha ke demand kia kare ga.
Others: hmm, right yar, sahi kehra hi yea, hmmm aise nahi hona chahia, yeah right, itna konsa koi high figh hi yea lerka, why he is, he shouldn’t be given, not fair yar, its really waste of time, what he thinks of himself?
Sad ka yea sub sun ker bus dil ker raha tha kay abi zameen khul jai or wo us may kahi chup jai. Again those words (don’t waste this opportunity) do you understand? Do you understand sad. Do you.
Teacher: guys please silence. That’s really not nice. You are treating your classmate. Yea socho kay he is a part of this class. Kindly show some support for him. Jo aisa nahi sochta can leave my class. Because I am here to teach humans not wild proud creatures.
Boy kya nam hi apka?
Sad: mam its sad khan.
Teacher: hmmm, welcome, sad, I am tanya khalid your basic bio teacher and instructer. Ap easy ho kar betho or class attend karo ok?
Sad: hmm, thank you mam. I will.
Tanya: good, smile, so guys I was telling you the outline of our corse.
Ladka: manners, or wo b is chirkut kay sath, my foot, isko to may sahi say millta hun bus bachu wait and watch. You haven’t seen zan Sikander yet. Huh.
*****
classes kay bad sad apni gari may bet chuka tha,
Afternoon, after classes, in his car,
Yasir: baba kaysa raha aj apka pehla din?
Sad: hmmm? Mera din? Wo kafi acha he tha shaid? Dil may, (I don’t know what it was. but I did survived it , I guess).
To be continued………….
aj kay lia yaha tak he.
story kay sath bane rahay please.
The jolt of a new shame:
Sad apne pichlie buri or dardnak yado ko jhatka day kar apne kadmo ko campus ki us zamin par ghaseethta hua eik teraf ko abi kuch kadam he chala tha.
kay us he time,eik khamoshi ko cheerte huay eik mithi se awaz ne uske uthtay huay kadmo ko eikdum se rok dia tha.
{Um excuse me}?
Sad: awaz ke terf jhatkay se mud kar us awaz ko ahista se he jawab dia- Ah yes?
sad jaise yea bola to,
Voice:where are you going beta? Are you new here?
is bar yea awaz us mithi se awaz kay jaise to bilkul be nahi thi,
Sad: ye yes sir I am admitted recently, my name is sad kh khan,
uske dil zor zor se dharak raha tha.
tab he phir se us payari se awaz ne sad se poocha: nice name mr. sad. Hmmm, so konsay department may admit huay hai app?
Sad: khud ko sambhal kar, mam its bio tech department.
Girl voice: oh, interesting Mr. sad. Your subject is just like your name. strong and deep ha?
kafi impress kia hi muje apne.
Sad: yea sun kar khud be muskura utha, thank you mam. Please, can you tell me where is the department?
Male voice: ah sure sure, kiu nahi, ai hamre sath, is teraf to app galat side pe ja rahay ho bayta!, come let us show you your department and your class.
Sad: unki bat sun kar bohot he khush ho raha tha, ah, thanks I can follow you guys. You can lead the way.
Girl voice: koi bat nahi yar, come; why don’t you hold my hand?
yea sab sad jaise ladkay kay lia bohot he bold tha,
to wo siraf chup chap he khada raha,
Male voice: don’t you treat him like others zanny.
Zanny: huh, I'm just trying to be polite to a new student Ali. Tum b nah. Humm. Just a big jealous.
Can’t you see he needs help. We can have some good fame points on helping him nah.
bechare ki help se kuch to acha kam kar he sakte hai hum.
Ali: oh, to points kay lia kerna hi. Huh?
Zanny: oh ho just example day rahi thi. Mujay points kiu chaia hon gay. Im a star already.
Ali: yeah yeah, sweet dreams.
Zanny: youuu, snake, don’t you dare mauk me up.
Ali: hahaha, aray hold karo khud ko, hum is par bad may bat kartay hai mr. sad is getting late nah yar. Dekho you are wasting his noble time.
Hena sad beta?
Sad: sir app dono kia yaha teach kartay hai? I can manage myself agger app engage hai to.
Zanny: oh no no, hum bilkul engage nahi hai. By the way nice bag.
Ali: hmmm, hum yaha kay teachers kay mentors’ hai my dear. Come follow our voice.
Sad: unke piche ahista ahista chaltae huay, that’s really great sir and mam.
Zanny: hath say ali ko salute kartay huay bich bich may hasti ja rahi thi.
Ali: smiles, which class you have in your first hour?
Sad: ah sir its basic bio tech lecture.
Ali: ah, I see.
Sad: unke sath chal he raha tha kay tab he aikdum se uske kadam ladkadai,, or wo apne balance khota chala gaya!, {skuash!}, ki awaz kay sath wo niche gir gaya, , urg, aouh.
Zanny: hay, smiles, are you ok? kahi ziada to nahi lagi nah? Sorry hame laga you will judge it. So sorry yar.
Ali: So sad you ok na? huh.
Sad: ye yes, I am just fine. Please don’t say sorry. Muje is cheez ko khud he judge karna chaia tha it was my fault. Thank you for the hand.
Ali: hay, no worries beta. Bus move carefully. Ok?
Zanny: hath pakad lo if you are facing problem walking like this..
Sad: uh, no im fine. It was just a minor push.
khud se kehte huay sad ne phir chalna start kia;
Hmm, see sad all are not that bad boy. This world is with good souls too.
Ali: steps are coming now. Step up ok?
Zanny: dehan se ok?
Sad: yes yes I will. (yea meri help karne kay lia apna kam chore kar ai hai), im really greatful to them. Aj ke is busy society may shaid insaniet abi be zinda hi. I guess, me aise he itni tension lay raha tha about people of university. They are well mannered and good people. Sad bechara apne app may he tha kay he didn’t knew that their voices are gone, after few steps, wo unko awaz dene laga!, sir, mam? Are you their? I can’t hear you.
Tab he, achanek, (bam!) uske piche derwaza zorse band hone ki awaz aii.
is cheez se sad aikdum bohot he ziada ghabra chuka tha,
bahir se kuch awazey uske kano me padi!;
Hahahaha hahahahaahaha enjoy the class bonehead. Hahahahaahhaha kia innocent fool hi yea uff yar. Itna easy tha isko prank karna. Uhhhh too much fun. Kia kamal ke acting kea li tumnay yar. Sad beta? Hahahahaha.
bolte huay wo awazey sad se dur chalti ja rahi thi!
Ali: or jo tum kehri thi. Come let me hold your hand, um. Itna romantic zanni. Uff made for each other.
Zanny: come on yar, yuck usko daykha b hi, he is just like a weak worm, mera taste itna b buran ahi. Pleeez.
Hahahaha, come lets go yeah hahahaha bye bye sad, do enjoy the class, hahahahaha hahahaha uuuuu hahhaahaah.
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Bechara sad. aj phir dhoka kha chuka tha, uske sare intuition’s about good people of university were washed away. Eik he jaga per jam sa ho chuka tha wo. His mind was stuck. Even his voice was gone. He just wanted kay bus koi ho uske pass jis say kuss kay wo liptay or cheek cheek ker roi.
Itna baybus wo her dafa he ho jata hi per kabbi b usko wo relief nahi mil para kahi say b. now, what I am going to do, me hu kaha per abi. I even don’t know that. Kiu aya may yaha, why I trusted those people. Kia me such may aik bonehead fool he hu? Maybe they are right. I am good for nothing. All are right. Then what I am living for. Kiu may apni mama kay pass nahi chala jata. Akhir kiu itna baybus hu may?
At that time, click slish, uske samne se wo derwaza khula, uske kano me aik admi ki awaz aii, oy tum yaha kia kar ray ho bayta?
Sad: please muje chore day muje please class may jana hi. Please, please, snif, Janay day muje.
Admi: kia hua bayta, kia tum teek ho? Kissy nay kuch kaha tumsay?
Tum yaha class may nahi washroom may kharay ho abi. Jana kidar hi tumay?
Batao muje?
Sad: geee wo bio, bio tech department snif may sis.
Admi: oh shaid kissy nay tumay dhokay say yaha pohncha dia hi. Chalo koi bat nahi ao may chore du apko class may.
Sad: ah ap paka class may lay kay jao gay na? Promise?
Admi: haha, ha bayta, may yaha kay ameer bigray bacho jaysa nahi hu. Hum to yaha noker admi hai. Doosro ka dard samaj sakte hai. Fikar nahi karo bus yea chera saf karo or rona band kro yea lo tissue or phir class may chaltay hai, hmmm?
Sad: gee geee thank you sir.
****
bio tech department classroom may,,eik cute see young teacher students kay samne white-board per points mark kerti hui, dekhi ja sakti thi,
teacher kafi khoobsuret thi or uske cheray per bohot he masoomiet thi.
we will go like this. Sab note kar layn please.
At that time,
May I come in? class kay derwazay may aik normal sa weak structured boy hath may bag or aik white cane lay kay khada hua tha.
teacher ne bina mude usko bol dala!
Teacher: you are late mister.
Boy: yes mam I am sorry. I won’t b excusing next time.
Teacher: better for you. Come in.
Sad: ahista ahista apni cane ko tightly hold ker kay ander aya..
jaise he teacher ki nazar us per padi!
Teacher: oh shit, are youuu.
Sad: yes mam I am.
Teacher: I I am really really sorry. Boys give him a seat.
Please help him out.
teacher ki itne fikar dekh kar class may se he eik ladka achanek se bol pada,
Boy1: miss yea to koi bat nah hui. Itna protocol toxic ho jata hi aysay logo kay lia. Har dafa phir yea haq say is terha ke demand kia kare ga.
Others: hmm, right yar, sahi kehra hi yea, hmmm aise nahi hona chahia, yeah right, itna konsa koi high figh hi yea lerka, why he is, he shouldn’t be given, not fair yar, its really waste of time, what he thinks of himself?
Sad ka yea sub sun ker bus dil ker raha tha kay abi zameen khul jai or wo us may kahi chup jai. Again those words (don’t waste this opportunity) do you understand? Do you understand sad. Do you.
Teacher: guys please silence. That’s really not nice. You are treating your classmate. Yea socho kay he is a part of this class. Kindly show some support for him. Jo aisa nahi sochta can leave my class. Because I am here to teach humans not wild proud creatures.
Boy kya nam hi apka?
Sad: mam its sad khan.
Teacher: hmmm, welcome, sad, I am tanya khalid your basic bio teacher and instructer. Ap easy ho kar betho or class attend karo ok?
Sad: hmm, thank you mam. I will.
Tanya: good, smile, so guys I was telling you the outline of our corse.
Ladka: manners, or wo b is chirkut kay sath, my foot, isko to may sahi say millta hun bus bachu wait and watch. You haven’t seen zan Sikander yet. Huh.
*****
classes kay bad sad apni gari may bet chuka tha,
Afternoon, after classes, in his car,
Yasir: baba kaysa raha aj apka pehla din?
Sad: hmmm? Mera din? Wo kafi acha he tha shaid? Dil may, (I don’t know what it was. but I did survived it , I guess).
To be continued………….
aj kay lia yaha tak he.
story kay sath bane rahay please.
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Nice update and awesome writing skillsUpdate-2:
The jolt of a new shame:
Sad apne pichlie buri or dardnak yado ko jhatka day kar apne kadmo ko campus ki us zamin par ghaseethta hua eik teraf ko abi kuch kadam he chala tha.
kay us he time,eik khamoshi ko cheerte huay eik mithi se awaz ne uske uthtay huay kadmo ko eikdum se rok dia tha.
{Um excuse me}?
Sad: awaz ke terf jhatkay se mud kar us awaz ko ahista se he jawab dia- Ah yes?
sad jaise yea bola to,
Voice:where are you going beta? Are you new here?
is bar yea awaz us mithi se awaz kay jaise to bilkul be nahi thi,
Sad: ye yes sir I am admitted recently, my name is sad kh khan,
uske dil zor zor se dharak raha tha.
tab he phir se us payari se awaz ne sad se poocha: nice name mr. sad. Hmmm, so konsay department may admit huay hai app?
Sad: khud ko sambhal kar, mam its bio tech department.
Girl voice: oh, interesting Mr. sad. Your subject is just like your name. strong and deep ha?
kafi impress kia hi muje apne.
Sad: yea sun kar khud be muskura utha, thank you mam. Please, can you tell me where is the department?
Male voice: ah sure sure, kiu nahi, ai hamre sath, is teraf to app galat side pe ja rahay ho bayta!, come let us show you your department and your class.
Sad: unki bat sun kar bohot he khush ho raha tha, ah, thanks I can follow you guys. You can lead the way.
Girl voice: koi bat nahi yar, come; why don’t you hold my hand?
yea sab sad jaise ladkay kay lia bohot he bold tha,
to wo siraf chup chap he khada raha,
Male voice: don’t you treat him like others zanny.
Zanny: huh, I'm just trying to be polite to a new student Ali. Tum b nah. Humm. Just a big jealous.
Can’t you see he needs help. We can have some good fame points on helping him nah.
bechare ki help se kuch to acha kam kar he sakte hai hum.
Ali: oh, to points kay lia kerna hi. Huh?
Zanny: oh ho just example day rahi thi. Mujay points kiu chaia hon gay. Im a star already.
Ali: yeah yeah, sweet dreams.
Zanny: youuu, snake, don’t you dare mauk me up.
Ali: hahaha, aray hold karo khud ko, hum is par bad may bat kartay hai mr. sad is getting late nah yar. Dekho you are wasting his noble time.
Hena sad beta?
Sad: sir app dono kia yaha teach kartay hai? I can manage myself agger app engage hai to.
Zanny: oh no no, hum bilkul engage nahi hai. By the way nice bag.
Ali: hmmm, hum yaha kay teachers kay mentors’ hai my dear. Come follow our voice.
Sad: unke piche ahista ahista chaltae huay, that’s really great sir and mam.
Zanny: hath say ali ko salute kartay huay bich bich may hasti ja rahi thi.
Ali: smiles, which class you have in your first hour?
Sad: ah sir its basic bio tech lecture.
Ali: ah, I see.
Sad: unke sath chal he raha tha kay tab he aikdum se uske kadam ladkadai,, or wo apne balance khota chala gaya!, {skuash!}, ki awaz kay sath wo niche gir gaya, , urg, aouh.
Zanny: hay, smiles, are you ok? kahi ziada to nahi lagi nah? Sorry hame laga you will judge it. So sorry yar.
Ali: So sad you ok na? huh.
Sad: ye yes, I am just fine. Please don’t say sorry. Muje is cheez ko khud he judge karna chaia tha it was my fault. Thank you for the hand.
Ali: hay, no worries beta. Bus move carefully. Ok?
Zanny: hath pakad lo if you are facing problem walking like this..
Sad: uh, no im fine. It was just a minor push.
khud se kehte huay sad ne phir chalna start kia;
Hmm, see sad all are not that bad boy. This world is with good souls too.
Ali: steps are coming now. Step up ok?
Zanny: dehan se ok?
Sad: yes yes I will. (yea meri help karne kay lia apna kam chore kar ai hai), im really greatful to them. Aj ke is busy society may shaid insaniet abi be zinda hi. I guess, me aise he itni tension lay raha tha about people of university. They are well mannered and good people. Sad bechara apne app may he tha kay he didn’t knew that their voices are gone, after few steps, wo unko awaz dene laga!, sir, mam? Are you their? I can’t hear you.
Tab he, achanek, (bam!) uske piche derwaza zorse band hone ki awaz aii.
is cheez se sad aikdum bohot he ziada ghabra chuka tha,
bahir se kuch awazey uske kano me padi!;
Hahahaha hahahahaahaha enjoy the class bonehead. Hahahahaahhaha kia innocent fool hi yea uff yar. Itna easy tha isko prank karna. Uhhhh too much fun. Kia kamal ke acting kea li tumnay yar. Sad beta? Hahahahaha.
bolte huay wo awazey sad se dur chalti ja rahi thi!
Ali: or jo tum kehri thi. Come let me hold your hand, um. Itna romantic zanni. Uff made for each other.
Zanny: come on yar, yuck usko daykha b hi, he is just like a weak worm, mera taste itna b buran ahi. Pleeez.
Hahahaha, come lets go yeah hahahaha bye bye sad, do enjoy the class, hahahahaha hahahaha uuuuu hahhaahaah.
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Bechara sad. aj phir dhoka kha chuka tha, uske sare intuition’s about good people of university were washed away. Eik he jaga per jam sa ho chuka tha wo. His mind was stuck. Even his voice was gone. He just wanted kay bus koi ho uske pass jis say kuss kay wo liptay or cheek cheek ker roi.
Itna baybus wo her dafa he ho jata hi per kabbi b usko wo relief nahi mil para kahi say b. now, what I am going to do, me hu kaha per abi. I even don’t know that. Kiu aya may yaha, why I trusted those people. Kia me such may aik bonehead fool he hu? Maybe they are right. I am good for nothing. All are right. Then what I am living for. Kiu may apni mama kay pass nahi chala jata. Akhir kiu itna baybus hu may?
At that time, click slish, uske samne se wo derwaza khula, uske kano me aik admi ki awaz aii, oy tum yaha kia kar ray ho bayta?
Sad: please muje chore day muje please class may jana hi. Please, please, snif, Janay day muje.
Admi: kia hua bayta, kia tum teek ho? Kissy nay kuch kaha tumsay?
Tum yaha class may nahi washroom may kharay ho abi. Jana kidar hi tumay?
Batao muje?
Sad: geee wo bio, bio tech department snif may sis.
Admi: oh shaid kissy nay tumay dhokay say yaha pohncha dia hi. Chalo koi bat nahi ao may chore du apko class may.
Sad: ah ap paka class may lay kay jao gay na? Promise?
Admi: haha, ha bayta, may yaha kay ameer bigray bacho jaysa nahi hu. Hum to yaha noker admi hai. Doosro ka dard samaj sakte hai. Fikar nahi karo bus yea chera saf karo or rona band kro yea lo tissue or phir class may chaltay hai, hmmm?
Sad: gee geee thank you sir.
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bio tech department classroom may,,eik cute see young teacher students kay samne white-board per points mark kerti hui, dekhi ja sakti thi,
teacher kafi khoobsuret thi or uske cheray per bohot he masoomiet thi.
we will go like this. Sab note kar layn please.
At that time,
May I come in? class kay derwazay may aik normal sa weak structured boy hath may bag or aik white cane lay kay khada hua tha.
teacher ne bina mude usko bol dala!
Teacher: you are late mister.
Boy: yes mam I am sorry. I won’t b excusing next time.
Teacher: better for you. Come in.
Sad: ahista ahista apni cane ko tightly hold ker kay ander aya..
jaise he teacher ki nazar us per padi!
Teacher: oh shit, are youuu.
Sad: yes mam I am.
Teacher: I I am really really sorry. Boys give him a seat.
Please help him out.
teacher ki itne fikar dekh kar class may se he eik ladka achanek se bol pada,
Boy1: miss yea to koi bat nah hui. Itna protocol toxic ho jata hi aysay logo kay lia. Har dafa phir yea haq say is terha ke demand kia kare ga.
Others: hmm, right yar, sahi kehra hi yea, hmmm aise nahi hona chahia, yeah right, itna konsa koi high figh hi yea lerka, why he is, he shouldn’t be given, not fair yar, its really waste of time, what he thinks of himself?
Sad ka yea sub sun ker bus dil ker raha tha kay abi zameen khul jai or wo us may kahi chup jai. Again those words (don’t waste this opportunity) do you understand? Do you understand sad. Do you.
Teacher: guys please silence. That’s really not nice. You are treating your classmate. Yea socho kay he is a part of this class. Kindly show some support for him. Jo aisa nahi sochta can leave my class. Because I am here to teach humans not wild proud creatures.
Boy kya nam hi apka?
Sad: mam its sad khan.
Teacher: hmmm, welcome, sad, I am tanya khalid your basic bio teacher and instructer. Ap easy ho kar betho or class attend karo ok?
Sad: hmm, thank you mam. I will.
Tanya: good, smile, so guys I was telling you the outline of our corse.
Ladka: manners, or wo b is chirkut kay sath, my foot, isko to may sahi say millta hun bus bachu wait and watch. You haven’t seen zan Sikander yet. Huh.
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classes kay bad sad apni gari may bet chuka tha,
Afternoon, after classes, in his car,
Yasir: baba kaysa raha aj apka pehla din?
Sad: hmmm? Mera din? Wo kafi acha he tha shaid? Dil may, (I don’t know what it was. but I did survived it , I guess).
To be continued………….
aj kay lia yaha tak he.
story kay sath bane rahay please.
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Update-3:
The Echo of terror:
Abi tak Emperor ke kahani may:
Sad apna pehla din university may jaise taise guzer kar university kay bad, 3:45pm per apne car may tha. Jisko Yasir nami driver drive kar raha hi. Aj jo kuch b hua un sub cheezo nay kafi deep aser chora hi baycharay sad per, wo chah kay b kuch bhool he nahi pa raha.End pay wo yea he Yasir ko kehta hi kay, “hmmm? Mera din? Wo kafi acha he tha shaid? Dil may, (I don’t know what it was. but I did survived it , I guess”,
Now next:
Lahore ke aik busy dupehair apni akhri sanso per thi or halka halka suraj baki reh gaya tha jisne abi tak Roshni pehla ker rakhi hui thi. Is he big jam city kay College-road per sad ki Honda Civic car kabbi tayzi say or kabbi ahista ahista rush ke waja say apni manzil, (sad kay gher ke terf Bhadti chali ja rahi thi). Per is bat ka sad kay dil-o-dimag per koi b aser nahi tha. Wo to aj jo kuch hua us per kafi tense tha kiu kay jaisa usne socha tha waisa to aj kuch b nahi hua. Maybe the tides are against me, har dafa jab b me positive sochta hun waisa kabbi b nahi hota shaid hona b nahi chata, huh, im a loser for sure.
Yasir apni ankho ko road per rakhtay huay. Baba waysay aj kay din may kitnay dost banai apnay?
Sad: hmmm, bus abi to pehla din tha abi dost kaha. Dil may, (or muj jaise loser se akhir kiu koi b dosti kare ga?), kiu hi meri life itni abnormal. Eik b cheez fit nahi. Kya ab meri yea andehri zindagi aise he chalti jai gi? Kon day ga mujay is bat ka sahi jawab? Fil hal to agay andehra or khamoshi he hi meray is rastay may. fuu, time badla calender badla per me, meri yea darkness, or uske surprises nah rukay or shaid nah he rukay gay.
Ab to aadat dal leni chahia muje be. huh!,
yea sochte sochte sad bilkul kho chuka tha,
uske dil or dimag me siraf yea he bate bar bar ghoomti ja rahi thi,
jis ki waja se usko yasir ki awaz be nahi pohnch rahi thi-
Baba, a loser, babaa, you are a loser hahaha, baba kia hua hi?
aikdum hadbada kar sad wapis reality may aya,
Sad: um, g g, nahi kuch b nahi bus kuch soch raha tha. Kya hua app kuch kehray thay?
Yasir: gee wo me kehra tha kay gher aa chuka hi app uter saktay hai ab.
Sad: oh, gher itni jaldi aa b gaya. Wow, may or meray yea thoughts. Kaha say kaha lay jatay hin mujay. Hum, great.Jaise he usne kadam car say baher Rakha,
O ho, baba b aa gay. Ghulam baksh ke awaz sad kay kano may padi. To kaysa raha appka pehla din college ka baba hmmm? Smile.
Sad: gb college nahi university hi or teek raha first day jaisa subka hota hi.
Ghulam baksh: hahaha, oh acha acha hmm baba to yea universitee kaysi rahi pehle din may? Or kissy nay kuch kaha to nahi apko. Aray may b nah, app thak gai hogy ai ander to chalay. Sir b gher aa chukay hai.
Sad: lo bai baba b aa chukay hai. To unkay samne b jana hoga. Bohot bharya sad. Chalay gb baba ko b mil laytay hai.
Sad Ghulam baksh kay sath chaltay huay lobby say thora ander aya he tha kay achanek se uske kano may awaz padi, aray chachu dekhay nah api kiss terha patients ko treat karti hai. Hahah.
Huh huh, ffffff,
yea sunte he sad ka dil zor zor se bhagna shuru ho chuka tha,
not them toooo. Uf or kuch be reh gaya hi hona baki?
Yar ya yea meri life ka sub say bura or miserable din hi. may aj utha he kiu tha. sochtay sochtay sad kay kadam mano tham say gay. Shit why me?
Ghulam baksh: Piche khaday sad ko dekh kay, baba kia hua? Chalay ai nah? ap aikdum ruk kiu gay?
Sad: gb? Kia koi or b aya hi baba kay pass?
Ghulam baksh: gg wo Tarik sahab or bibi anum or bibi haya aii hai itnay dino kay bad.
Introduction:
Mr Tarik khan: age 50, nature say kafi serious hai, import export ka business kertay hai. Mr. khan kay bhaday bahi sahab hai.
Shazia beghum: age 48: heart specialist hin, hin or USA kay aik hospital may practice kar rahi hai or apne parents kay sath rehty hai, Pakistan time to time chaker lagta hi inka.
Tarik khan kay teen bachay hin, Daniyal khan, age 29, aik MNC may HR department may hota hi, single, per bohot misty.
Daughter anum khan: age 26, single, a deadly beauty, strict and bold, practice as a doctor in xxxxx hospital of Lahore, anum ka aik he moto hi, stay single, life is a jingle.
Last but not the least, second daughter, haya khan: age 24, xxxx university say apna masters in foreign affairs kar rahi, she is cute but toxic. Iskay thoughts anum say b ziada fatal hai. Her status is single too.
In dono dangerous beauties ka sad ke life may aik bohot significant role raha hi bachpen say he.
Sad: dil may, (hmmm, baba ke ladly bachia aii hui hin. God I hate them so much. Laykin jo b wo kerti hin uska to kissy ko b nahi pata chalta. Sirf blame ata hi to mujpay. Kiu kay me hun he isy layak. Per one day me inko zarur zameen per uteru ga.
Apne hatho ke fingers ko ghusay may unki hasi suntay huay sad clutch raha.
Hahahaha hahahahaha, oh no chachu, aisa to nahiii hi, hahahhaahaha hahahahaah, hahhahaahah,
great, they are enjoying). Mera kia kam unki happy gathering may?
Phir kuch nah kuch ho jana hi.
Gb? Me kehra tha kay, me apnay kamre may jata hun. Baba log busy lag rahay hai to.
Ghulam baksh: aray baba apko milna chaia sub say. Ayse to bura lagay ga subko. Please app mil kay phir chalay jana room may. Eik minute ki to bat hi baba, ai chalay shabash.
Majbur sad merta kia nah karta. Becharay ko apni tayz dherken or khushk galay kay sath jana he para us hall may. Jaysay he usne click ke awaz kay sath door knob ko turn kia or derwazay kay sath he ander enter hua, gulp usnay khudko stable karne ke koshish ke. Usko samnay daykh ker sub aikdum aik gheri khamoshi may doob gay. Sirf sad apni tayz sanso ko he sun para tha. Usko aysa laga kay jaysay yaha jo b log thay wo sub aikdum say gayab ho gay hai.
Ya shaid wo khud he kahi or kissy or he jaga per aa chuka hi.
yea behavior daykh or feel kerkay Jaise he usnay bahir nikelnay ka socha to aik bahiri awaz uskay kano may pary.
Ah gay tum sad? Come in. daykho taya jan ai huay hai. Come milo inko jaldi.
Sad: umm, ahista ahista kadam floor per mazbuti say jama ker agay bhd raha tha. Tab he haya ne ahista se guzerte huay sad kay hath per eik bareek se chutki kat dali, twinch, urg, sssssss, usko aysa laga jaysay aik bohot he tayz dard usko uske left bazu may hua.
She again. Kiu yea her bar karti hi yea? Ah, it hurts umm, sad aikdum ruk gaya or apnay bazu ko swing kia or pain digest kernay laga.
Mr khan herani se bol paday, kya hua kia sochnay lag jatay ho tum b sad. agay he hin taya chalo b, apni sanso ko control or koi b galti na kernay ke koshish kay sath sad thora agay hua or Tarik khan kay samnay jhuka, sa salam or good evening taya jan.
Tarik khan: aray jawan kaise ho? Or university ka din kaisa raha tumhara?
Sad: gee acha tha.
Is he waqat, aham, baba siraf app he nahi hum b hai iderh. Yea naraz hi kya humse?
Khan: oh ho aysa kuch ho he nahi sakta meri shehzadio. Tum dono ho he itni payari kiu naraz hoga koi tum dono se? Huh?
Sad baki sub se b milo chalo.
Sad Tarik ke teraf se jhatkay se jaise he muda or , abi usne eik kadam he badaya tha kay phir haya ne uske pair may apna pair phasaya or sad achanek se samne table per slash, ki awaz kay sath girta chala gaya, table per rakhi hui cheezayn sari floor per ja giri, tak thrish, uske dil may aik dhamaka hua. Fffffff phir say nahi.
Mr. khan, ghusay say garajtay huay, youu ediot. Tum kuch b sahi say ker saktay ho kia? her dafa you disappoint me. Ruk jao ab wahi per, sara glass bilkul nichay hi tumharay just don’t move. Kabbi b aik minute b sakoon ka nahi hota jab tum hoty ho samne.
Tarik khan: acha acha bahi ab bus b karo. Bachay ko pata nahi chala. Tum nay to tape he shuru ker dee hi isko insult kernay ke. Bayta kuch nahi hua relax ok?
Anum: apni shaytani hasi dabatay huay: g chachu sad ko thori pata tha kay samnay glass hi table per. App chil karay please.
Anum ke yea bat sun ker, Sad ke berdasht ke akhri line b cross hogi or, aik shock wave ke terha. Just stoppp iiiiiiit. Bus kerday app sub. May ja he raha hu. Sorry and enjoy karay. Yeah keh kay sad nay tayzi say khud ko in sub say door kerna chaha or gb gb awaz daytay huay bahir ke terf nikel gaya.
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Haya: ahista boltay huay, bara aya enjoy karay kehne wala, sara mood off kar kay.
Anum: shush dumbo baba ya chachu sunlay gay paggel. Isko bad may dekhte hai nah?
Haya: hmmm, lagta hi isko aj phir doze ke zaruret hi.
Anum: yeah right:
Haya: hmmm, bohot maza ai ga api. Humhum, smiles.
Anum, hmmmmm, smiles. wo to ai ga surely.
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iskay bad sad ghulam baksh kay sath upper ah chuka tha,
Ghulam baksh sad kay kamray ka derwaza kholtay huay, baba aikdum kia ho gaya tha apko? App is terha kay bachay to nahi hin kay badtameezy karay? Huh?
Sad: ppp please gb jai yaha say may abi kissy say koi b bat nahi kerna chata hu. Please samjay.
Ghulam baksh: hmmm, teek hi. Ap ziada sochna mat or awaaz dayna agger koi bat ya kissy cheez ke zaruret hui to. May nichay he hun.
Sad: hmmmm, Ghulam baksh kay Pichay derwaza band kertay huay, thug. sniff mmmmm,, snif sis, bus ho gaya sub ka yea drama dayk ker ab thak gaya hu is artificiality ko daykhtay daykhtay may. Snif, kia kissy ko b mueri feelings ka ahsas be hi? nahi snif, sis, bilkul b nahi huh. Ansu bhari ankhay lay ker sad apnay bed ta kaya or swish, pillow kay nichay say sad kay kamptay hatho may aik picture aii. Mama, snif, mama, I miss you, huh, aj apka beta bohot akayla per gaya hi. I am really alone mama. App kiu chore gai mujay. Daykhay mama, snif, um, apko yea loser daykh b nahi sakta. Apni fingers picture per pharetay huay sad us he state may late gaya. Snif, mama, I miss you so much.
Please come back to me. Snif huh, mmmmmmm, usnay apni ankhay band ke or ansu patli patli lines ban ker uskay dono sides per slowly pillow ko gila kertay ja rahay thay.
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Xxxx university, xxxx department, room no-23, first floor, time is 5:37 pm. Room may aik saya tayzy say enter hua. Close the door, quick.
Voice: tum her dafa late kiu ho jatay ho?
Ladka: wo bhul gaya tha to bus, smiles.
Second voice: hum b kissy din tumara hisa bhul jai gay.
Ladka: aray, tum log serious he ho jatay ho yar. Hud hi zanny tum b?
Zanny: oh yeah? Chalo sahi hi. Smiles.
Voice: guys please? Meeting start karay?
Ladka: lo bahi ab ali boss gusay may aa gay hai. Meeting shuru kro bus.
Zanny: yar kinz tumnay kam shuru ker dia hi nah hostel may?
Kinza: yup almost.
Ali: hmmm, great, or tumnay wakar?
Wakar: ho to gaya hi per salay dramay b ker rahay hai kuch nai ladkay jo hai.
Ali: unko doze day do. Aysay wo hamara b sara business kharab karay gay.
Coming back to the point: fake identities kal tak aa jai gi. Management may apna banda hoga, tum log apni side say sirf unko he agay kerna jo hamay advance day chukay hai. Baki subko farig ker dayna. Midterm start ho rahay hin next month say seniors kay or 2 months say juniors kay. Sub note kerlo or koi b agger bhula to may b bhul jjao ga kay wo lerka ya lerki meri team ka hisa hi. May aik banday ya bandi kay Pichay baki subki pocket money risk per nahi laga sakta.
Zanny: hmmm, and guys, hamara aik he aim hi. Live free and spend wide. Yani full ayashi, smiles,.
Ali: also, don’teven think to cheat us, kiu kay
Sub: yea hamari families or hamari freedom kay lia bohot buri bat ho jai gi.
Ali: good, dismiss. Dehan say niklo sub or apnay doosre numbers b check out kertay rehna.
Ahista ahista kertay pehlay kinza nikli or baki sub b uske Piche he.
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unkejane kay bad zanni eik lambi sans chore kar boli,
Zanny: feufeu, ali tum to puray leader material ho yar.
Ali: smiles, sirf leader he nahi kuch or b hu.
Zanny: umm, kuch or?
Ali: zanny ka hat pakadtay huay. Im a lover too.
Zanny: auh itna innocent tumay suit nahi kerta.
Ali zanny kay kareeb ata hua. Itna shaid karay?
Zanny: dd daykho mr, ali.
Ali: kk kia daykhu miss, Zainab?
Zanny: you are going wrong. Yea rasta or line dono band hai.
Ali: smiles, hum, acha g. iski payment to kerni paray gi.
Zanny: smiles, blushes, nah karu to?
Ali: umm, to may Janay he nahi duga apko.
Zanny: tum bohot badtameez ho you know.
Ali: ahh, yes yea to pata hi. But ky a tumay mera pata hi?
Zanny:ali ke grip ko feel kerti hui apni kamer per. Ali, koi ah jai ga please nah, Janay do mujay choro, please. Uhm or Kia bat hi batao.
Ali: zanny kay soft pink lips ko aik jhatkay say apnay lips may lock kertay huay us per jhukta chala gaya. Ulmuhl. Is time dono us room ke dim light may bilkul akaylay thay. Dono ke eyes close thi.
Zanny nay b ali ko hold kia or dono kay lips may movement start hui or dono ke tongues aik slow combat may aah gay. Ulmulh slurp slurp, ummm, ulm.
Apni tayz or ukherti sanso ko control kernay kay lia zanny nay kiss churvai. Um uf beast ho puray tum. Sans b nahi laytay.
Ali: Zainab don’t you want to hold me huh?
Zanny: baz nahi ana kia?
Ali: umhum bilkul nahi. Kehtay he ali nay Zainab kay soft long neck pay apnay lips ko rakh dia. Muahlm.
Zanny: uhm, ali what you are doing, stop it. Uh um, stop it uh sssss, ali um please.
Ali ke tongue zanny kay garam kamptay galay ko taste ker rahi. Ulaluhlil. Ulmulalm.
Aikdum zanny nay ali ko dhaka dia or ghusay say sans layti hui uthi. Tum huff tum paggel ho gay ho kia. How dare you cross first base. May nay tumay iski permission kabbi b nahi dee aliii how could you break my trust.
Ali: zanny kia ho gaya hi yar. We are a couple to kia hua agger hum base 2 tak aa gay hin aj to .
Zanny: hum nahi tum ali. Bus hogaya I am leaving. Zanny nay ghusay say room ka derwaza khola or bahir nikelty chali gai.
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Ali: hay, listen to me, tayzi say ali zanny ko roknay kay lia derwazay say bahir aya per tab tak wo staircase uter chuki thi.
Apna hath side pillar pay martay huay, bam. Shit yar, that bitch is so tough to tame. per bano gi to tum meri zainab baby itnay papar aysay to baylay nahi hai mene. huh,
Wo apnay thoughts may he tha kay tab he achanek,
eik awaz usko uske piche se aii!,
Hay buddy? Show khatam hogaya kia?
Yea sun ker ali kay puray jism may aik electro surge hua or awaz ke terf jaise he wo muda to tab he-----------
To be continued…….
aj kay lia itna he.
story kay sath bane rahay please..
The Echo of terror:
Abi tak Emperor ke kahani may:
Sad apna pehla din university may jaise taise guzer kar university kay bad, 3:45pm per apne car may tha. Jisko Yasir nami driver drive kar raha hi. Aj jo kuch b hua un sub cheezo nay kafi deep aser chora hi baycharay sad per, wo chah kay b kuch bhool he nahi pa raha.End pay wo yea he Yasir ko kehta hi kay, “hmmm? Mera din? Wo kafi acha he tha shaid? Dil may, (I don’t know what it was. but I did survived it , I guess”,
Now next:
Lahore ke aik busy dupehair apni akhri sanso per thi or halka halka suraj baki reh gaya tha jisne abi tak Roshni pehla ker rakhi hui thi. Is he big jam city kay College-road per sad ki Honda Civic car kabbi tayzi say or kabbi ahista ahista rush ke waja say apni manzil, (sad kay gher ke terf Bhadti chali ja rahi thi). Per is bat ka sad kay dil-o-dimag per koi b aser nahi tha. Wo to aj jo kuch hua us per kafi tense tha kiu kay jaisa usne socha tha waisa to aj kuch b nahi hua. Maybe the tides are against me, har dafa jab b me positive sochta hun waisa kabbi b nahi hota shaid hona b nahi chata, huh, im a loser for sure.
Yasir apni ankho ko road per rakhtay huay. Baba waysay aj kay din may kitnay dost banai apnay?
Sad: hmmm, bus abi to pehla din tha abi dost kaha. Dil may, (or muj jaise loser se akhir kiu koi b dosti kare ga?), kiu hi meri life itni abnormal. Eik b cheez fit nahi. Kya ab meri yea andehri zindagi aise he chalti jai gi? Kon day ga mujay is bat ka sahi jawab? Fil hal to agay andehra or khamoshi he hi meray is rastay may. fuu, time badla calender badla per me, meri yea darkness, or uske surprises nah rukay or shaid nah he rukay gay.
Ab to aadat dal leni chahia muje be. huh!,
yea sochte sochte sad bilkul kho chuka tha,
uske dil or dimag me siraf yea he bate bar bar ghoomti ja rahi thi,
jis ki waja se usko yasir ki awaz be nahi pohnch rahi thi-
Baba, a loser, babaa, you are a loser hahaha, baba kia hua hi?
aikdum hadbada kar sad wapis reality may aya,
Sad: um, g g, nahi kuch b nahi bus kuch soch raha tha. Kya hua app kuch kehray thay?
Yasir: gee wo me kehra tha kay gher aa chuka hi app uter saktay hai ab.
Sad: oh, gher itni jaldi aa b gaya. Wow, may or meray yea thoughts. Kaha say kaha lay jatay hin mujay. Hum, great.Jaise he usne kadam car say baher Rakha,
O ho, baba b aa gay. Ghulam baksh ke awaz sad kay kano may padi. To kaysa raha appka pehla din college ka baba hmmm? Smile.
Sad: gb college nahi university hi or teek raha first day jaisa subka hota hi.
Ghulam baksh: hahaha, oh acha acha hmm baba to yea universitee kaysi rahi pehle din may? Or kissy nay kuch kaha to nahi apko. Aray may b nah, app thak gai hogy ai ander to chalay. Sir b gher aa chukay hai.
Sad: lo bai baba b aa chukay hai. To unkay samne b jana hoga. Bohot bharya sad. Chalay gb baba ko b mil laytay hai.
Sad Ghulam baksh kay sath chaltay huay lobby say thora ander aya he tha kay achanek se uske kano may awaz padi, aray chachu dekhay nah api kiss terha patients ko treat karti hai. Hahah.
Huh huh, ffffff,
yea sunte he sad ka dil zor zor se bhagna shuru ho chuka tha,
not them toooo. Uf or kuch be reh gaya hi hona baki?
Yar ya yea meri life ka sub say bura or miserable din hi. may aj utha he kiu tha. sochtay sochtay sad kay kadam mano tham say gay. Shit why me?
Ghulam baksh: Piche khaday sad ko dekh kay, baba kia hua? Chalay ai nah? ap aikdum ruk kiu gay?
Sad: gb? Kia koi or b aya hi baba kay pass?
Ghulam baksh: gg wo Tarik sahab or bibi anum or bibi haya aii hai itnay dino kay bad.
Introduction:
Mr Tarik khan: age 50, nature say kafi serious hai, import export ka business kertay hai. Mr. khan kay bhaday bahi sahab hai.
Shazia beghum: age 48: heart specialist hin, hin or USA kay aik hospital may practice kar rahi hai or apne parents kay sath rehty hai, Pakistan time to time chaker lagta hi inka.
Tarik khan kay teen bachay hin, Daniyal khan, age 29, aik MNC may HR department may hota hi, single, per bohot misty.
Daughter anum khan: age 26, single, a deadly beauty, strict and bold, practice as a doctor in xxxxx hospital of Lahore, anum ka aik he moto hi, stay single, life is a jingle.
Last but not the least, second daughter, haya khan: age 24, xxxx university say apna masters in foreign affairs kar rahi, she is cute but toxic. Iskay thoughts anum say b ziada fatal hai. Her status is single too.
In dono dangerous beauties ka sad ke life may aik bohot significant role raha hi bachpen say he.
Sad: dil may, (hmmm, baba ke ladly bachia aii hui hin. God I hate them so much. Laykin jo b wo kerti hin uska to kissy ko b nahi pata chalta. Sirf blame ata hi to mujpay. Kiu kay me hun he isy layak. Per one day me inko zarur zameen per uteru ga.
Apne hatho ke fingers ko ghusay may unki hasi suntay huay sad clutch raha.
Hahahaha hahahahaha, oh no chachu, aisa to nahiii hi, hahahhaahaha hahahahaah, hahhahaahah,
great, they are enjoying). Mera kia kam unki happy gathering may?
Phir kuch nah kuch ho jana hi.
Gb? Me kehra tha kay, me apnay kamre may jata hun. Baba log busy lag rahay hai to.
Ghulam baksh: aray baba apko milna chaia sub say. Ayse to bura lagay ga subko. Please app mil kay phir chalay jana room may. Eik minute ki to bat hi baba, ai chalay shabash.
Majbur sad merta kia nah karta. Becharay ko apni tayz dherken or khushk galay kay sath jana he para us hall may. Jaysay he usne click ke awaz kay sath door knob ko turn kia or derwazay kay sath he ander enter hua, gulp usnay khudko stable karne ke koshish ke. Usko samnay daykh ker sub aikdum aik gheri khamoshi may doob gay. Sirf sad apni tayz sanso ko he sun para tha. Usko aysa laga kay jaysay yaha jo b log thay wo sub aikdum say gayab ho gay hai.
Ya shaid wo khud he kahi or kissy or he jaga per aa chuka hi.
yea behavior daykh or feel kerkay Jaise he usnay bahir nikelnay ka socha to aik bahiri awaz uskay kano may pary.
Ah gay tum sad? Come in. daykho taya jan ai huay hai. Come milo inko jaldi.
Sad: umm, ahista ahista kadam floor per mazbuti say jama ker agay bhd raha tha. Tab he haya ne ahista se guzerte huay sad kay hath per eik bareek se chutki kat dali, twinch, urg, sssssss, usko aysa laga jaysay aik bohot he tayz dard usko uske left bazu may hua.
She again. Kiu yea her bar karti hi yea? Ah, it hurts umm, sad aikdum ruk gaya or apnay bazu ko swing kia or pain digest kernay laga.
Mr khan herani se bol paday, kya hua kia sochnay lag jatay ho tum b sad. agay he hin taya chalo b, apni sanso ko control or koi b galti na kernay ke koshish kay sath sad thora agay hua or Tarik khan kay samnay jhuka, sa salam or good evening taya jan.
Tarik khan: aray jawan kaise ho? Or university ka din kaisa raha tumhara?
Sad: gee acha tha.
Is he waqat, aham, baba siraf app he nahi hum b hai iderh. Yea naraz hi kya humse?
Khan: oh ho aysa kuch ho he nahi sakta meri shehzadio. Tum dono ho he itni payari kiu naraz hoga koi tum dono se? Huh?
Sad baki sub se b milo chalo.
Sad Tarik ke teraf se jhatkay se jaise he muda or , abi usne eik kadam he badaya tha kay phir haya ne uske pair may apna pair phasaya or sad achanek se samne table per slash, ki awaz kay sath girta chala gaya, table per rakhi hui cheezayn sari floor per ja giri, tak thrish, uske dil may aik dhamaka hua. Fffffff phir say nahi.
Mr. khan, ghusay say garajtay huay, youu ediot. Tum kuch b sahi say ker saktay ho kia? her dafa you disappoint me. Ruk jao ab wahi per, sara glass bilkul nichay hi tumharay just don’t move. Kabbi b aik minute b sakoon ka nahi hota jab tum hoty ho samne.
Tarik khan: acha acha bahi ab bus b karo. Bachay ko pata nahi chala. Tum nay to tape he shuru ker dee hi isko insult kernay ke. Bayta kuch nahi hua relax ok?
Anum: apni shaytani hasi dabatay huay: g chachu sad ko thori pata tha kay samnay glass hi table per. App chil karay please.
Anum ke yea bat sun ker, Sad ke berdasht ke akhri line b cross hogi or, aik shock wave ke terha. Just stoppp iiiiiiit. Bus kerday app sub. May ja he raha hu. Sorry and enjoy karay. Yeah keh kay sad nay tayzi say khud ko in sub say door kerna chaha or gb gb awaz daytay huay bahir ke terf nikel gaya.
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Haya: ahista boltay huay, bara aya enjoy karay kehne wala, sara mood off kar kay.
Anum: shush dumbo baba ya chachu sunlay gay paggel. Isko bad may dekhte hai nah?
Haya: hmmm, lagta hi isko aj phir doze ke zaruret hi.
Anum: yeah right:
Haya: hmmm, bohot maza ai ga api. Humhum, smiles.
Anum, hmmmmm, smiles. wo to ai ga surely.
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iskay bad sad ghulam baksh kay sath upper ah chuka tha,
Ghulam baksh sad kay kamray ka derwaza kholtay huay, baba aikdum kia ho gaya tha apko? App is terha kay bachay to nahi hin kay badtameezy karay? Huh?
Sad: ppp please gb jai yaha say may abi kissy say koi b bat nahi kerna chata hu. Please samjay.
Ghulam baksh: hmmm, teek hi. Ap ziada sochna mat or awaaz dayna agger koi bat ya kissy cheez ke zaruret hui to. May nichay he hun.
Sad: hmmmm, Ghulam baksh kay Pichay derwaza band kertay huay, thug. sniff mmmmm,, snif sis, bus ho gaya sub ka yea drama dayk ker ab thak gaya hu is artificiality ko daykhtay daykhtay may. Snif, kia kissy ko b mueri feelings ka ahsas be hi? nahi snif, sis, bilkul b nahi huh. Ansu bhari ankhay lay ker sad apnay bed ta kaya or swish, pillow kay nichay say sad kay kamptay hatho may aik picture aii. Mama, snif, mama, I miss you, huh, aj apka beta bohot akayla per gaya hi. I am really alone mama. App kiu chore gai mujay. Daykhay mama, snif, um, apko yea loser daykh b nahi sakta. Apni fingers picture per pharetay huay sad us he state may late gaya. Snif, mama, I miss you so much.
Please come back to me. Snif huh, mmmmmmm, usnay apni ankhay band ke or ansu patli patli lines ban ker uskay dono sides per slowly pillow ko gila kertay ja rahay thay.
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Xxxx university, xxxx department, room no-23, first floor, time is 5:37 pm. Room may aik saya tayzy say enter hua. Close the door, quick.
Voice: tum her dafa late kiu ho jatay ho?
Ladka: wo bhul gaya tha to bus, smiles.
Second voice: hum b kissy din tumara hisa bhul jai gay.
Ladka: aray, tum log serious he ho jatay ho yar. Hud hi zanny tum b?
Zanny: oh yeah? Chalo sahi hi. Smiles.
Voice: guys please? Meeting start karay?
Ladka: lo bahi ab ali boss gusay may aa gay hai. Meeting shuru kro bus.
Zanny: yar kinz tumnay kam shuru ker dia hi nah hostel may?
Kinza: yup almost.
Ali: hmmm, great, or tumnay wakar?
Wakar: ho to gaya hi per salay dramay b ker rahay hai kuch nai ladkay jo hai.
Ali: unko doze day do. Aysay wo hamara b sara business kharab karay gay.
Coming back to the point: fake identities kal tak aa jai gi. Management may apna banda hoga, tum log apni side say sirf unko he agay kerna jo hamay advance day chukay hai. Baki subko farig ker dayna. Midterm start ho rahay hin next month say seniors kay or 2 months say juniors kay. Sub note kerlo or koi b agger bhula to may b bhul jjao ga kay wo lerka ya lerki meri team ka hisa hi. May aik banday ya bandi kay Pichay baki subki pocket money risk per nahi laga sakta.
Zanny: hmmm, and guys, hamara aik he aim hi. Live free and spend wide. Yani full ayashi, smiles,.
Ali: also, don’teven think to cheat us, kiu kay
Sub: yea hamari families or hamari freedom kay lia bohot buri bat ho jai gi.
Ali: good, dismiss. Dehan say niklo sub or apnay doosre numbers b check out kertay rehna.
Ahista ahista kertay pehlay kinza nikli or baki sub b uske Piche he.
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unkejane kay bad zanni eik lambi sans chore kar boli,
Zanny: feufeu, ali tum to puray leader material ho yar.
Ali: smiles, sirf leader he nahi kuch or b hu.
Zanny: umm, kuch or?
Ali: zanny ka hat pakadtay huay. Im a lover too.
Zanny: auh itna innocent tumay suit nahi kerta.
Ali zanny kay kareeb ata hua. Itna shaid karay?
Zanny: dd daykho mr, ali.
Ali: kk kia daykhu miss, Zainab?
Zanny: you are going wrong. Yea rasta or line dono band hai.
Ali: smiles, hum, acha g. iski payment to kerni paray gi.
Zanny: smiles, blushes, nah karu to?
Ali: umm, to may Janay he nahi duga apko.
Zanny: tum bohot badtameez ho you know.
Ali: ahh, yes yea to pata hi. But ky a tumay mera pata hi?
Zanny:ali ke grip ko feel kerti hui apni kamer per. Ali, koi ah jai ga please nah, Janay do mujay choro, please. Uhm or Kia bat hi batao.
Ali: zanny kay soft pink lips ko aik jhatkay say apnay lips may lock kertay huay us per jhukta chala gaya. Ulmuhl. Is time dono us room ke dim light may bilkul akaylay thay. Dono ke eyes close thi.
Zanny nay b ali ko hold kia or dono kay lips may movement start hui or dono ke tongues aik slow combat may aah gay. Ulmulh slurp slurp, ummm, ulm.
Apni tayz or ukherti sanso ko control kernay kay lia zanny nay kiss churvai. Um uf beast ho puray tum. Sans b nahi laytay.
Ali: Zainab don’t you want to hold me huh?
Zanny: baz nahi ana kia?
Ali: umhum bilkul nahi. Kehtay he ali nay Zainab kay soft long neck pay apnay lips ko rakh dia. Muahlm.
Zanny: uhm, ali what you are doing, stop it. Uh um, stop it uh sssss, ali um please.
Ali ke tongue zanny kay garam kamptay galay ko taste ker rahi. Ulaluhlil. Ulmulalm.
Aikdum zanny nay ali ko dhaka dia or ghusay say sans layti hui uthi. Tum huff tum paggel ho gay ho kia. How dare you cross first base. May nay tumay iski permission kabbi b nahi dee aliii how could you break my trust.
Ali: zanny kia ho gaya hi yar. We are a couple to kia hua agger hum base 2 tak aa gay hin aj to .
Zanny: hum nahi tum ali. Bus hogaya I am leaving. Zanny nay ghusay say room ka derwaza khola or bahir nikelty chali gai.
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Ali: hay, listen to me, tayzi say ali zanny ko roknay kay lia derwazay say bahir aya per tab tak wo staircase uter chuki thi.
Apna hath side pillar pay martay huay, bam. Shit yar, that bitch is so tough to tame. per bano gi to tum meri zainab baby itnay papar aysay to baylay nahi hai mene. huh,
Wo apnay thoughts may he tha kay tab he achanek,
eik awaz usko uske piche se aii!,
Hay buddy? Show khatam hogaya kia?
Yea sun ker ali kay puray jism may aik electro surge hua or awaz ke terf jaise he wo muda to tab he-----------
To be continued…….
aj kay lia itna he.
story kay sath bane rahay please..
