Fantasy " Girls Hostel " by ~harshit1890~

[Rubal]

Chapter ~~ 2 " The Illusion "
Update ~~ 21

" ye is bhootiya hostel mein kya kar rahi hai? "

" abhi vo yahan kar rahi hai use jada jaruri hai ki ise hosh mein laya jaye.. pani.. kaun laya tha apne sath "

" mere pas hai.. ye lo " usne bottle aage pakdai. Bottle khol kar fauran kuch pani hateli mein liya aur chehre par chidakne laga.

" yar ye to uth hi nahi rahi hai.. mujhe dar lag raha hai.. yahan khade rehna bhi ek ek pal... " usne torch ko piche ki taraf ghumaya aur deewar par jami hui kai aur sadan ko dekhne laga. Dar ke mare uska halak sukh raha tha.

" to kya hum ise yahin chhod kar chale jaye? " jab pani se bhi nahi kuch hua to vo niche baithi aur usne sar utha kar gaal thap-thapana shuru kar diya. " aaruhi... uth... aaruhi... " do teen baar aisa karne par uski ankhein halki-halki khulne lagi aur dhire-dhire uski ankhein khul gayi par chehre ke uppar direct padh rahi torch ki roshni mein uski ankhein chaundiya gayi.

" vishal torch to hata "

" oo sorry.. " vishal ne torch ko side kar diya. Roshni hatte hi usne apna chehra hath ke piche se aage kiya aur pehle uski taraf dekha jo uske sath baithi thi aur fir samne.

" aaurhi... tu theek hai... " awaz par usne koi pratikriya nahi ki. Vo bas yahi soch aur samajhne ki kosish kar rahi thi ki vo kahan hai aur kya ho raha hai. " aaruhi... " usne fir awaz di uske sath is baar vishal bhi bola.

" aaurhi.. are you ok? aaruhi.. "

" bol bhi de yaar aaruhi... varna ye dono mujhe bhi yahin khada rakhenge " vishal ke sath khade ladke ne jab kahi to usi pal ek kida uske per par chadh gaya aur vo chilla utha jiske chillate sath hi uski torch gir kar band ho gayi. " bhoot... bhoot.... bhoot.... bhoot.... " vishal use samjhane laga. Use rokne ki kosish karne laga aur akhir vo kamyab bhi ho gaya.

" kuch nahi hai.. koi bhoot nahi hai gaggan.. tu kyun dara raha hai sabko "

" bhoot? main .. kahan hun... " aaurhi fauran bechaini se bolte hue uth baithi.

" aaruhi.. tu.. is waqt girls hostel mein hai.. "

" girls hostel... to? kahin aur hona chahie tha mujhe.. " aaruhi ne hairani bhari nazron se teeno ko dekha aur tabhi uski nazar ludki hui torch par gayi jo dono ladkon ke tangon ke pass padi thi.

" aaurhi.. " vishal ne awaz di to usne ungli se ishara kiya, ishare ki taraf jab teeno ne nazar dali to vo torch wahan se khud ba khud fisalti hui kamre se bahar jane lagi aur kamre ki dehaliz par jaa ruki. Koi kuch kehta use pehle vo torch jal uthi.

" bhoooottttttttttt..... " gaggan sabse pehle chillaya aur akele hi kamre se bahar bhaga.

" gaggan... gaggan... " shruti ke sath vishal bhi chillaya.

" ma..in usko dekhta hun.. tu aaruhi ko lekar jaldi aa... " panic mein vishal ne kaha aur vo nikla. Shruti ne hami bharte hue aaruhi ko khada kiya jo beusdh thi. Uski taraf se koi bhi pratikriya nahi ho rahi thi. Shruti gagan ko awaz lagate hue aaruhi ko pakdte hue bahar nikli jisme usne pehle us jalti hui torch ko laat mari aur use corridor ke dusre chor ke andhere mein bhej diya wahan pahunchte hi vo torch fir bhuj gayi ye dekh shruti ke andar bhi dar ka ehsas ubhar pada. Use khud ab yahan se jaldi nikalna tha, usne aaruhi ki baju pakdi aur dono chal diye.

" ohh god... ye gaggan .. aaruhi to theek hai.. " shruti ke jawab par aaurhi fir kuch nahi boli. " vishal... " shruti ne awaz di to pure hostel mein uski awaz gunj uthi. Peron se chalte hue vo awaz shruti ko chubh rahi thi. Bar-bar use lag raha tha ki uske piche koi hai, bhale hi vo nidar thi aur ban rahi thi lekin ab uske man mein bhi dar tha.

" shruti niche... gaggan mere sath hai... " vishal ne awaz di to shruti ne chain ki sans li. Shruti aram-aram se hi sahi bich bich mein kabhi aaruhi ko kuch kehti ya vishal se baat kar leti. Aisa karte hue vo akhirkar niche aa hi gayi.

" kya hua tum dono pareshan kyun ho? " niche pahunchte hi shruti ne vishal ki thakawat aur gaggan ke dar ko dekhte hue pucha.

" gate nahi khul raha isliye pareshan hai hum " gaggan ne darwaje ko khinchte hue kaha. " ab hum bahar kaise jayenge... kholo koi hai help.. " gaggan chillaya.

" tu shant ho ja.. shanti se sochne de.. " shruti fauran boli.

" shanti.. kya shanti.. kya shanti se sochun... mana kiya tha mene tum dono ko ki idhar nahi atte.. nahi atte par tum dono ne nahi suni... bola tha na ki ye bhootiya hostel hai yahan par ana mana hai.. ab lo bhugto.... mere baap ko agar pata chala ki main padai ki jagah aise bhootiya ilake mein engineering karte hue mara gaya to vo meri atma ko pakad kar gand todenege... chhodega nahi vo... atmaon ka jallad hai vo.. jallad... " fulti sanson se gaggan ne apni baat khatam ki aur fir puri takat se darwaje ko khinch kar kholne ki kosish karne laga.

" tu thak gaya hai.. mujhe kosish karne de " vishal ne gaggan se kaha to usne darwaja chhod diya lekin apne dil ki baat kehne se piche nahi hatta.

" han khol le... agar khul jaye to.. ye khulega nahi... ye sirf apni mazri se khulta hai.. aur tab khula tha jab hume andar ane diya tha.. ab nahi khulega ye.. mene kaha tha yahan nahi ana " usne fir wahi baat dauhrate hue baat puri ki.

" to aaruhi kaise milti hume? tujhe pata hai na ki.. " shruti bolte hue chup ho gayi. Koi baat vo aaruhi ke samne nahi kehna chahti thi jo bilkul shant khadi thi aur ek hi taraf dekh rahi thi. " ek hi baat dubara mat bol.. tu nahi ata kyun aya fir tu? bahaduri tujhe bhi to dikhani thi.. Manpreet ko.. tabhi aya hai na tu.. "

" manpreet ko bich mein mat le.. shur.... " gaggan bhadakne ki kosish karte hue bola.

" tu chup rahega gaggu.. chup reh.. purana darwaja hai.. fans gaya hoga.. khul jayega.. ruk... main kosish kar raha hun na... " vishal ne fir puri takat lagai lekin nahi khula. Hostel ke andhkar mein sirf ek matr torch ki roshne ke bich in teeno ki awaz pure hostel mein gunj rahi thi. Itni khamoshi thi is jagah ki har harkat ki awaz us jagah mein basti hui mehsus ho sakti thi.

" darwaja purana nahi hai.. hamari zindagi purani hone wali hai... ye darwaja nahi khulega vishal... hum fans gaye hain is hostel mein.. jo bhi jata hai kabhi vapis nahi ata.. tujhe to.. " gaggan bolte hue chup hua, vishal darwaja khinchne se ruka aur shruti jo gaggan ko kuch kehne ke liye muh kholne wali thi vo ruki. Teeno ek hi waqt par jis andaz mein the waise hi khade ho gaye aur jo awaz unhone abhi suni thi use sunne ki kosish karne lage. 'thakk-thakkk' thokar jaisi awaz teeno ko sunai di. Awaz ke ane par gaggan ne uski taraf dekha, ab roshni ka jariya vo torch vishal ne uske hath mein thamai thi to usne hi us taraf roshni dali theek shruti aur aaruhi ke piche. Vishal ne bhi usi taraf dekha aur shruti bhi ghum kar usi taraf dekhne lagi. Roshni sidiyun par thi.. kuch nahi tha wahan.. na hi ab vo awaz thi.. Sabhi ko laga ki vo sirf ek gaaltfemi thi jo is jagah ke vajah se hui lekin jaise hi gagga ne torch wahan se hatane ki sochi usi waqt nazar wahin ruk gayi.

Torch fisalti hui sidiyun tak ayi aur fir 'thakk-thakk' ek-ek paidi girti hui niche ane lagi " bhooottttttttttttttt....aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh... " gaggan ke hath se torch chhut gayi aur vo fir gir kar band ho gayi. Uske band hote hi andhere puri tarah se felh gaya aur is baar dar ke mare shruti bhi chilla uthi. Vishal ka bhi dum nikla aur usne gate ko puri takat se khincha jiske sath hi vo gate khul gaya. Gate khulta dekh gaggan sabse pehle bhaga aur shruti aaruhi ko lekar, vishal ne dono ko bahar kiya aur khud bahar akar hostel ka darwaja yun hi lehrata hua chhod nikal gaya. Kisi ne bhi palat kar nahi dekha aur vo darwaja apne aap dhire-dhire band hota chala gaya.

" bhago... bhago... bhoot pada hai hamare piche.. bhoot... haye.. main marunga... bhoot maar dega ... manpreet main teri bina liye mar jaunga... " gaggan hanfta hua bhag raha tha.

" gaggu ruk.. jaa... koi bhoot nahi hai.. hum bahar nikal chuke hai... " vishal piche se chillaya par gaggan tab tak nahi ruka jab tak vo bhagte hue ek darwaje ke aage nahi jaa ruka.

" ohh shit... vishal.. ye gaggan kya kar raha hai.... isne miss. nandini ke apartment ke samne jakar ruka hai... agar unhe pata chal gaya to gaye sab ke sab.. "

" ab rokne ka koi fayda nahi ... vo dekh.. " vishal ne shruti ko samne ki taraf dekhne ko kaha to gaggan ne jo dhol peeta tha uska shor miss nandini ke kano tak pahunch chuka tha. Miss nandni ko gaggan ek side karke khud andar ghus gaya aur vo vishal, shruti aur aaruhi ko apni taraf ata hua dekhne lagi.

" tum charon is waqt itne tuffan mein kya kar rahe ho.. " sabhi ko towel dete hue miss nandini ne kaha. Gaggan ke bade gungrale gol chatte jaise baal bhigne ki wajah se uski ankhon mein ghus rahe the. Usne baal pochne shuru kiye aur kapkapi mein bhagwan ko yaad karne laga.

" vo actually miss... " vishal ko samajh nahi aya ki kya bole.

" tum log kahin chup kar koi party to nahi kar rahe the? Drugs? "

" nahi nahi miss.. vo hum ye sab nahi kar rahe the.. vo to hum bas yun hi bahar gaye the... " shruti aaurhi ka sar pochne mein lagi hui thi.

" sach bolo.. varna tumhare parents ko bataun "

" aaruhi girls hostel mein chali gayi thi isliye... " gaggan ne turant bol diya. Uske chehre par baap ka kauf ter raha tha.

" girls hostel? " nandini ko samajh nahi aya ki girls hostel mein aaruhi ne jakar kya galti ki " kya tum dono ladke wahan pakde gaye ho? " nandini ne fir vishal aur gaggan ki taraf dekha.

" main... nahi nahi.. " gaggan ko apne uppar ilzam mehsus hota dekh vo bol pada. " miss aaurhi apne girls hostel mein nahi balki vo walle girls hostel mein gayi thi... " ajeeb se ishare karte hue vo bola.

" wo walle.. " nandini ne naak sikodi use gaggan ke expression kuch theek nahi lag rahe the. Nandini soch mein dubi par agle hi pal use jawab mil gaya.. " aaurhi girls hostel mein gayi thi? " ab nandini ke chehre par ghabrahat hadh se jada thi. Koi kuch kehta use pehle aaurhi ko zor-zor se hichkiya ane lagi.

" aaruhi.. are you ok ? " shruti ne uska chehra upar uthane ki kosish ki lekin vo hichkiya lete hue baithe-baithe niche farsh par gir kar behosh ho gayi. Sabhi ghabra gaye vishal aur nandini uske kareeb aye aur use uthane ki kosish karne lagi.

" ohh shit..t..... isme us girls hostel ka bhoot aa gaya hai .... ab ye nahi bachegi... ab vo hume bhi nahi chhodegi... "

" gaggan please shut up.. " shruti fauran boli. Jiske baad vishal ki madad se shruti ne aaruhi ko uthaya aur andar kamre mein le gaye. Vishal bahar nikal aya aur andar shruti aur nandini ne aaurhi ke gile kapde utar kar use dusre kapde pehna diye aur thodi der baad bahar aa gaye. Ek pal shanti chai rahi, jo nandini ne suna tha vo use abhi bhi yakeen nahi ho raha tha.

" don't tell me ki tum koi kahani bana rahe ho varna ye tum sab par bahut bhari padega " nandini ke jawab mein gaggan kuch bolna chahta tha lekin shruti ne use rok diya.

" nahi miss.. hum koi kahani nahi bana rahe hain... balki jo gaggan ne kaha vo sach tha.. aaruhi ko abhi hum usi girls hostel se lekar aye hain jo pichle 8 salon se band hai.. jahan koi nahi jata.. jiske bare mein campus ke andar kaha jata hai ki wo girls hostel ek bhootiya ghar hai.. jiske bare mein hostel ke pas tarah tarah ki kahaniyan hai.. aaruhi hume usi girls hostel mein mili hai.. "

" ohh god.. par aaurhi wahan pahunchi kaise? pahunchi chhodo vo wahan gayi hi kyun? "

" hume bhi nahi pata miss.. ye jawab to bas aaruhi hi de sakti hai.. " vishal ne nandini ke sawal ka jawab dete hue kaha.

" par tumhe kaise malum hua ki aaruhi wahan hai " nandini ne kuch sochne ke baad sawal kiya.

" shruti ne humse kaha ki aaruhi girls hostel ki taraf gayi hai.. bas usi se.. " jawab fir vishal ne diya.

" aur tum logon ko vo girls hostel mein mili "

" room ke andar miss... " gaggan bola " vo jagah bahut bhayanak hai... .bahut jada miss... andhere mein har pal aisa lag raha tha koi mujhe dekh raha hai.. chuu raha hai... vo khauf .... " gaggan ki kap-kapi abhi bhi chhut rahi thi.

" shruti " nandini ne uski taraf nazar modi " tum aaruhi ki room partner ho na? "

" ji.. mis.. ss.. "

" tumne jab aaruhi ko jatte hue dekha to use roka kyun nahi? aur apne doston ko batane hi kyun ayi? " nandini ke sawal par shruti kuch nahi boli. Visha aur gaggan ki nazar bhi usi par thi.

" kosish ki thi.. miss... "

" nahi.. mujhe tumhari is baat mein sach nazar nahi aa raha hai. Itni raat ko tumne aaruhi ko girls hostel jatte hue dekha lekin tumne use roka nahi.. tumne apne doston ko bataya aur unhe lekar gayi.. aisa kyun? tum jakar use rokti samjhati to vo nahi jati.. aur bhala wahan kyun koi jayega... college ne sabhi ko inform kar rakha hai ki wahan jana mana hai.. to fir.. "

" college ne un bachon ko mana kiya hai miss jo yahan aye hain.... unhe to mana nahi kiya na jo yahan ab nahi hai.. " shruti ne nandini ko bich mein rokte hue kaha.

" matlab? "

" vo aaruhi nahi thi miss.. aur vo pehli baar nahi tha jab aaurhi girls hostel mein gayi thi... vo pichle kai dino se wahan jaa rahi hai aur har raat ko wahin soti aa rahi hai.. " shruti ki baat sunte hi sabhi ke chehron ka rang ud gaya.

 

[Rubal]

Update ~~ 22

" aaruhi nahi thi? Har raat jati thi? shruti kya bol rahi ho tum? Tumhe pata hai ki udhar jana mana hai aur tumne jante hue bhi hostel ki warden ko kuch nahi bataya? You guys are in serious trouble, mujhe abhi bhi lag raha hai tum sab ek kahani bana rahe ho, kuch jarur galat kar rahe ho. Main abhi bhi keh rahi hun bata do jo bhi tumne kiya, maybe kuch help kar dun... " nandini ne final warning dete hue baat khatam ki aur nazre gaggan ki taraf modh li.

" mera to koi role hi nahi hai miss... main to acha bhala manpreet ki photo's par like kar raha tha utne mein is ladke ne apni mehbuba ke chakar mein mujhe utha diya aur us bhootiya jagah mein ghusa diya. Miss, wahan koi bahut creepy bhoot hai.. sach mein ... vo torch... apne.. aaap... dhire-dhire niche aa rahi thi..." gaggan ka bolte hue muh khula hua tha. Nandini sun kar hi ghabra uthi.

" tum log wahan gaye kyun? aise hi nahi band kiya hua vo... wahan jana bilkul mana hai aur raat hone ke baad to bilkul mana hai... " nandini ne gaggan ke batane par jo dar tha vo fir zahir kiya.

" miss mujhe shruti ka call aya ki aaruhi musibat mein hai to mujhe shruti ki madad karne ke liye jana pada par us waqt mujhe nahi pata tha ki madad us girls hostel mein jakar karni hogi.. "

" har baat shruti par khatam ho rahi hai aur vo chup khadi hai. Shruti now you have to speak up warna mujhe kal tumhari mumy ko bulana padega.. specially for this only... aur agar tumne mujhse kuch jhooth kaha to main unhe tumhare aur vishal ke bare mein bhi bata dungi.. and vishal agar principal tak baat gayi to soch lo tumhari captaincy to dur ki baat hai football bhi nahi khel paoge " nandini ne shruti aur vishal dono ko gher liya tha. Vishal ne gaggan ki taraf gusse se dekha kyun ki ye sab uski wajah se hi ho raha tha.

" bolo shruti.. " nandini ne dusri baar pucha to shruti jo kuch pal se soch mein khoi hui thi usne pani ka glass utha kar adha glass pani piya aur fir wahin rakhi kursi par baith gayi.

" kahan se bataun... shuru karun to kaise kuch samajh nahi aa raha. Aap log meri adhi baton par vishwas nahi karoge aur adhi mujhe khud samajh nahi aa rahi hai. Apko bataun to kaise. Apko us bathroom ke cubicle ki kahani to pata hai na miss.. " shruti ne jab sawal kiya to nandini ko ek pal laga par vo samajh gayi.

" 'Ravina' wala cubicle? " nandini ek baar bol kar chup hui " uska girls hostel se kya matlab? "

" usi kahani se shuruwat hui thi hamari dosti ki vo pehli raat... jab mene hostel ke kamre mein uske sath bitai thi. Aaruhi ko aye hue do din ho chuke the lekin mumy ki tabiyat kuch kharab ho gayi to mujhe ghar jana pada tha aur main do din baad ghar se laut rahi thi isliye meri uske sath mulakat do din baad hui. Vo hamari pehli raat thi aur na jane baton hi baton mein kaise baat us cubicle tak pahunch gayi aur use mene ravina wala kissa sunaya. Mujhe laga vo sirf us pal ke liye dari hogi lekin main galat thi. Vo pehle se hi kisi baat se dari hui thi, jiske bare mein usne mujhe us raat to nahi bataya aur kabhi batati nahi agar us raat use sapna nahi aya hota "

" kaisa sapna? " gaggan bich mein bol pada.

" Agli raat hi thi shayad... hum dono ka college jane ka pehla din tha... yani freshers ka first day.. main uth chuki thi lekin aaruhi ki nind abhi tak tuti nahi thi "

" uth jao madam, pehle din hi late ho jaogi varna.. " mene aaruhi ko uthane lagi lekin vo bar-bar mera hath chatak deti. " chal main naha kar ati hun fir uth jaio... " mere uthane par bhi nahi uthi to main nahane chali gayi. Mujhe laga tab tak jaag hi jayegi lekin jab naha kar ayi to vo tab bhi soi padi thi. Mene towel balon mein lapet liya, " aaj first day hai.. kal raat decide karke soye the ki ban than kar jayenge lekin iska sona hi khatam nahi ho raha.. " mene almari se crop-top nikal kar apne sine par rakhte hue kaha aur dekhne lagi ki vo mere badan par achi lagegi ya nahi " aaruhi.. uth jaa.. late ho jayega.. " mene fir use awaz di par usne jawab nahi diya lekin jab vo uthi hi nahi to mene top wahin fenka aur use uthane gayi.

" aaurhi dekh tu uth jaa warna tere kapde utar kar teri photo khinch lungi... " mene uske kaan mein kaha.

" hmmm "

" matlab utar dun.. soch le " mene uski pajami ke andar hath dala to uski fauran nind khul gayi aur usne ek jhatke mein mujhe khinch kar apne sath palang par gira liya. Jiski wajah se mene niche jo towel pehen rakha tha vo utar gaya aur mein sirf bra penty mein uske sath palang par gir gayi. Balon ka towel bhi dhilla ho gaya aur uski wajah se mere gille baal aaruhi ke chehre par ja chipke. Main adhi aaruhi ke uppar tha, adhi palang par aur chehra uske chehre ke theek samne.

" aaruhi kya kar rahi hai... "

" teri jawani dekh rahi hun... is gille badan mein kitna mehak raha hai.. aja.. zara chipak to ja.. " aaurhi ne mujhe apni bahon mein kasne ki kosish ki.

" tu pagal ho gayi hai... subah subah ... jaldi kar.. der ho rahi hai... " mene use apne aap ko chhudane ki kosish ki lekin usne mujhe chhoda nahi balki mujhe aur kas liya. " aaruhi kya kar rahi hai.. teri harkkatein mujhe kuch theek nahi lag rahi.... main koi ladka nahi hun.. "

" mere liye toh tu hi ladka hai.. kya khusbu aa rahi hai tere badan se " aaurhi uske sharir ko dabate hue kasmasate hue boli.

" khatarnak ladki hai tu ... room change karana padega, ek raat ke baad aisi harkat.. mujhe ladkiyun mein interest nahi hai.. "

" to mujhe kaun sa hai.. main kya tujhe lesbian dikhti hun... chal khadi ho.... apne gile baal lekar.. pura muh bhiga dia " aaurhi ne mujhe dhakka dete hue kaha aur uth baithi.

" achaji.. lapeton tum aur ilzam hum par.. bahut sahi "

" ched rahi thi, tu to pura hi gir gayi... aur ye nangi kyun ghum rahi hai.. kapde pehen le... " aaruhi ke kehte hi samajh aya ki main sirf bra aur penty mein khadi hun.

" ye sab teri karamat hai.. chal jaldi jaa naha kar aa.. late ho raha hai.. first day hai aaj bhul mat... " main tayar hone ke liye mudi aur aaruhi angdaiyan lete hue palang se khadi hui aur tabhi meri nazar uske bistar par padi. " aaruhi tera palang " meri hairani dekh vo palang ki taarf dekhne lagi. Use pehle main hi palang ke najdeek ayi " aaurhi.. ye tere baal " mene balon ka gucha uthaya jo sirf wahi ek gucha nahi tha balki palang balon se bhara hua tha. " itne jhadte hain kya ? " main aaruhi ki taraf ghumi to vo apne balon ke andar hath daal kar dekhne lagi ki vo ek hi raat mein kahan se ganji ho gayi.

" kahan se jhade.. samajh nahi aa raha... ye mere baal hai ya tune koi raat mein shaitani ki hai .. jaldi bata.. " aaurhi ne ghurte hue kaha.

" main kya raat mein apne baal kaat kar tere bistar par dalungi? tujhe kya lagta hai ek raat mein mere pas itne baal kahan se ayenge.. "

" kya malum kahan-kahan chupa rakhe ho tune.. " aaruhi ne nazre niche ki aaur ghumai. Ek pal laga mujhe samjhne mein, lekin jab uska ishara meri penty ki tarf gaya tab samajh aya ki vo kya kehna cha rahi hai.

" aap zara bakwas kam kare.. aur inka soche.. warna ganja-pan dekh ladke tere bare mein soch kar muth bhi nahi marenge... " mene balon ka gucha uske muh par mara aur wahan se tayar hone ke liye aage badhi aur aaruhi ne mujhse is harkat ka badla lete hue meri meri nangi ubharo par piche se ek chapat laga di.

" haramzadi .... " main gali dene ke sivai kuch nahi kar payi waise bhi der ho rahi thi.

" tujhe meri khubsurti ke bare mein nahi malum. Ganji hone ke baad bhi ras nikalwa sakti hun... aur vo bhi kewal ladke ka nahi... samjhi... haramzadi... " aaruhi ne fir mere piche se ubharon par chamat lagai aur nahane chali gayi.

Hum dono college ke liye hostel se nikle, kuch to baat thi aaruhi mein, na jada makeup, na hi usne kuch aise revealing pehna tha jise sab use ghure lekin main bhi use ghur rahi thi. Us waqt mujhe samajh aya ki ye ladki college ke ladkon ka haal bura karne wali hai, jis tarah se ang hai use kahin jada iske alag dhang hain. Balon ko jhatkarte hue usne piche kiya aur ek pal kiya kash ladka hoti to abhi isko galle laga kar chumte hue le gayi hoti, ankhein aur hoth uske khubsurat chehre ke major factor the, har bar rang gora hone se nahi hota, chehre par nain-naksh mayine rakhte hain aur vo bharpur ladki thi, sala ab un ladkon ke liye dukh ho raha hai jo ise school mein pata nahi paye. Varna aisa maal school mein sabse pehle pada jata hai aur written exam bhi isi ka hota hai.Matlab mujhe jealous hona chahie tha lekin nahi hui bhale hi mene thoda makeup kiya ho, top thoda sa reavling aur jeans thodi si tight kyun na ho par kaatil main bhi kam nahi thi. Aaruhi khubsurat thi to mein hot.. Khud ki tarif mein apna hi maza hai.

" kab tak sochti rahegi " aaruhi ne mujhe meri soch se bahar nikala.

" bas yahi soch rahi thi ki mere bare mein jada batein hongi ya tere bare mein "

" kidhar? "

" ladkon ke bich, offcourse... are han tujhe kaise pata hoga tu to laundiyun ke bich padi hai "

" abhi bhi laundi ke bich hi hun bhool mat "

" mere kehne ka matlab ye hai ki tu girls school mein kyun padi? tune bataya tha aunty nahi maan rahi thi, aisa kyun? " mene kal raat ki hui baton ko yaad karte hue pucha.

" abhi ye time hai in sab baton ka? class kahan hai kuch pata hai? "

" tu itna ghabra kyun rahi hai? hostel mein to badi tezz ban rahi thi ab kya hua? "

" bhool mat first day hai hamara aur first day seniors khule sand ki tarah ghumte hain, jahan mauka milta hai wahi de marte hain "

" singghh "

" chauka.. duffer.. "

" tu darti bahut hai... ladke hain sambhal lenge.. humne school mein bahut sambhala hai.. tum girls school mein padi ho isliye nahi malum, just follow me.. " mene use kaha aur aage badhi. Is waqt hum college ke ground mein enter hone wali jagah par khade the piche hamare hostel tha. Hostel college ke backside mein tha aur college tak ki duri mein ground bana tha jahan sports activity ki jaa sake aur dusri taraf baithne ke liye ek jagah bani thi aur usi hisse mein basketball court tha. Panch se che minute ka rasta tha college ki building tak ka. Abhi hum hostel se bahar nikal kar bas wahin bich majdar jaisi halat mein khade the. Hum dono late the isliye jada-tar ladkiyan nikal chuki thi, ground mein bhi kam hi bache dikh rahe the, subah ke time hote bhi kahan the isliye main sure thi ki is samay koi bhi senior nahi takryega aur ladkon se niaptna mujhe ache se ata tha.

" par main ladkon ki baat nahi kar rahi.. " aaruhi ne mere aage badne par mera hath pakad liya.

" to fir? "

" main us senior ki baat kar rahi hun.. "

" kiski baat kar rahi hai "

" jo hamare hi hostel mein rehti hai " uske khubsurat chehre par ek baat ki chinta dekhi mene aur sochne lagi ki vo kiski baat kar rahi hai.

" Lavanya? " mene sahi naam liya tha isliye usne kuch nahi kaha. " kuch nahi hoga, tu chal.. piche ke raste se le chalti hun tujhe " usko pareshan dekhte hue mene kaha.

" piche ka rasta? "

" han tu chal.. wahan se jada aana jana nahi hota.. main itne din se hun... ye sab pata kar rakha hai mene, aja chal " mene uska hath pakda aur hum dono pehle din ki kwashein lekar aage chal diye lekin mujhe sirf pehle din ki fikar thi jise mein waste nahi karna chahti thi. Naye dost aur ek group bana kar canteen mein mauj masti karne mein beetana chahti thi par aaruhi ke man mein jo dar tha uske bare mein mujhe koi andaza nahi tha. Main use lekar wahan se gayi aur dono ground ke bich mein se bane raste ki bajaye basket ball court ke piche se le gayi. Building tak pahunchne par wahan kuch bikes khadi thi jo shayad teachers aur students dono ki rahi hogi.

" aur kitna chalna padega? "

" bas.. yahin hoga rasta "

" hoga matlab tujhe nahi pata? "

" matlab aage hai.. chal to.. " main aage badi aur tabhi mujhe ek galyara dikha " dekh vo raha... main keh rahi hun na yahi hai chal aja... " hum dono us tarf bade aur galyare par kuch sidiyan se jise chadte hue hum aage nikle ki tabhi piche se awaz lagi jo hamare liye hi lagai gayi thi aur hume rukna pada.

" you both... ruko " awaz sunte hi hum ruke aur palat gaye. Piche hamare ek ladki khadi thi chasma laga kar, baal thode boys aur girlish tarike se katte hue the aur aage hairband laga rakha tha. " idhar aao "

" ye kaun hai.. aur hume kyun bula rahi hai " aaruhi fusfusai.

" kya malum, hogi koi chal dekhte hain "

" kaha jaa rahi thi aap dono? "

" ji.. vo class.. " jawab mene diya.

" kaun sa branch? "

" CS-IT "

" first year? "

" yes.. "

" par first year ki to is waqt class nahi hai " unhone hath mein pakde register ko khol kar check karte hue kaha.

" class nahi hai matlab? "

" matlab ki abhi do period tak seminar mein session hai, tumhe nahi pata? "

" ji nahi... "

" orientation attend nahi kiya tha "

" ji nahi.. "

" dono ne? " unhone aaurhi ki taraf dekha.

" no mam " aaurhi ko laga ki vo mam hai to uske muh se wahi nikla.

" ok.. no problem, seminar hall yahin hai aao " itna keh kar vo wahan se aage badi aur hum dono uske piche. Rasta lamba nahi tha par jitna bhi tha utne mein hum dono bas yahi baat kar rahe the ki ye mam kahan se lag rahi hai, kapde to ek dum hamare jaise pehen rakhe hain uppar se umar bhi badi nahi lag rahi Par aaruhi ki baat bhi sahi thi, jis tarah uski personality thi, hath mein watch, baal ka style aur ek register vo mam hi lag rahi thi bhale hi vo koi timepass wali teacher ho. Mere lehaze mein time-pas vo hoti thi jo sirf event, seminas ki anchoring, sports ya cultural activity mein paisa ya donation ikhata karna unhi kaamo ke liye rakhi jati thi, jo thodi sakht bhi rahe aur khubsurat bhi taki unhe rizhana aa sake, overall vo ek time-pas girlfriend ki tarah hi hoti thi college ke liye taki jab marzi in aur use karke out kar sako.

" seminar hall " mene board par pada lekin hum us board ke niche lage darwaje se nahi ghuse, balki uske bahar baithe peon ne ek smile hamare aage chal rahi 'mam' ko pass ki aur aage badh gayi.

" darwaja to piche gaya ye kaun se seminar mein lee ja rahi hai " mene aaruhi ke kaan mein dhire se kaha.

" mujhe kya malum.. "

" nikal jate hain piche se, kya pata chalega ise, naam thodi janti hai "

" pagal hai.. branch to janti hi hai, khma-kha pehle din principal ke samne khadi hongi hum "

" tum girls school wali darti bahut ho, tu sirf hostel mein hi sahi rehti hai bahar to fattu hai "

" meri maa hostel mein rehne ke liye nahi college mein padne bhejti hai, ek bhi khabar galat ayi na to sidha ghar, isliye abhi thoda time beet jane de, fir dekhio "

" tum dono kya khusar-pusar kar rahi ho "

" kuch nahi mam... bas vo seminar hall piche gaya to wahi ... " maine fir bhi puch hi liya.

" sabke samne jaogi to kya impression padega? disturb karna hai sabko? main gate ki timing kab ki nikal gayi, tum dono late ho.. isliye second gate se jana padh raha hai.. now come on " uske kehne par main kuch nahi bol payi aur aaruhi pehle se hi chup thi isliye hum dono uske piche ho liye. Thodi dur aur chalne par gate aa gaya, jada nahi chale the bas peon ki shakal wahan se ab dikhai nahi de rahi thi, baitha tha ye malum ho raha tha. Unhone gate khola aur hume andar ghusne ko kaha. Main aur aaruhi sath hi andar aye, andhera tha andar, kyun pata nahi, jaise koi cinema dikhai jaa rahi ho lekin koi shor bhi nahi tha aur jaise hi humne vo chota galyara cross kiya to halke ujale mein koi dikha bhi nahi, sari seat khali padi thi.

" ye seat khali " aaruhi ki nazar seat par hi thi.

" wo chhod wahan dekh... " meri nazar khali seat ki jagah us podiyum par thi jahan dekh kar mujhe pura mamla samajh aa gaya tha. Aaurhi ne meri baat par gaur diya aur mudh kar usi taraf dekhne lagi. " tujhe kaha tha na ki kuch gadbad hai.. "

" lavanya... " aaurhi jis naam se dar rahi thi vahi naam samne podiyum par ek kursi par baitha tha jiske samne takreeban 15-16 ladkiyan khadi thi.

" tum bhi jud jao in sabhi ke sath... " piche se hamari wahi 'mam' aage ayi aur hamare samne unhone chasma utarte hue register ko ek taraf fainka aur shirt ke uppar ke do button khol diye aur aaruhi ke chehre par hath ferti hui use aur mujhe dhakka dete hue un sabhi ladkiyun ke sath laa khada kiya. Hum dono sabse piche khade the, " shukr hai piche hai.. " aaurhi ne apni nazar chupa rakhi thi.

" lekin kab tak... " mere muh se uski baat par yahi jawab nikla.

 

[Rubal]

Update ~~ 23

" layi to tu thi na piche ke raste se ab aur mat dara " aaruhi ko gussa aa raha tha aur usne apni narajgi dabi awaz mein dikhai.

" latth lekar baad mein ladh lio abhi shant reh, lavanya kuch bol rahi hai sunne de "

" tujhe bade dhayan se sunna hai... aisi kya aag lagi hai tere andar " mene aaurhi ki baat sun jab uski taraf dekha to uske chehre par ajeeb si bechaini thi. Vo apni nazar uthana hi nahi cha rahi thi aur ghabrai hui thi vo alag. Mene koi jawab nahi diya kyun ki agar samne koi sun leta to piche ki jagah sabse aage hum hi khade hote aur vo ho raha hota jo abhi us ladki ke sath ho raha tha.

" kya naam hai tera " lavanya ne kursi par baithte hi kaha. Vo dekhne mein simple si hi dikhti thi isliye aksar dhoka kha jate hain uski asliyat janne mein. Sundarta mein vo itni khas nahi thi, halka sanwla rang aur boy cut baal rakhti thi lekin uska badan bhara hua tha. Agar ladke uski shakal dekhna nahi pasand karte the to uski chatiyun ko dekh kar hi muth maar liya karte. Itna hi nahi balki college ke kuch teachron ka bhi yahi haal tha. Unhi mein se ek professor 'Sushil sharma' jinhone lavanya ke chehre ko ignore karke apni tharak mitane ki sochi aur us kaand ke baad jo lavanya ayi vo hamare samne thi. Professor ki kahani kuch hi logon mein felhi thi aur un kuch mein main ab shamil thi. Par us wakye ke baad lavanya badal gayi, usne apna roop hi badal liya, mardon se shayad use kuch jada hi khafa ho gayi thi isliye college ke har budhe professor ki vo band bajaye rakhti thi yahan tak ke hamare college ke principal 'R.Madhuban' ki bhi. Jis lavanya ki chati ke uppar log dekhte nahi the usne usi chatiyun ko apni deewar bana kar college mein charche kara diye the. College ke election mein jeetne wali vo is college ki pehli ladki thi. Akhri saal tak atte-atte college ab uska adda tha, koi padne ki jagah nahi. Lavanya ko ab college se koi khas lagav nahi tha vo sirf ek hi wajah se college ati thi, freshers ki ragging? nahi.. balki uska dil second year ke ek ladke par aa gaya tha.. naam to nahi malum lekin vo uske liye hi college aya karti thi. Use apne choti umar ke ladkon mein dilchaspi shayad professor wale kand ke baad hi ayi hogi, mene yahi mana aur shayad sab yahi mante the. Ragging karne mein to use sukun milta tha aisa mene hostel mein hi sun liya tha. Aur ye bhi janti thi ki vo kisi ladki ko nahi chhodti thi bhale hi college ke ho ya hostel mein ek baar to vo unse mulakat karti hi hai vo bhi apne tarike se. Hostel mein dab-daba tha uska har kaam uske jariye karaya jaa sakta tha par fees deni padti thi. Fees sirf us dene wale ko pata hoti thi ya lavanya ko ab aisa vo kya karti thi ye to kabhi kisi ko malum nahi hua aur na kabhi kisi ki himmat hui use puchne ki.

" aaj ye nahi chhodegi.. teri wajah se ho raha hai sun rahi hai tu " aaurhi ne mera hath khincha jiske jhatke ke baad main apni soch se bahar ayi jo pehle se hi dagamgai thi. Samay nahi tha jada sochne ka lavanya ke bare mein vaise bhi kabhi mulakat kahan hui thi meri use, aaj pehla mauka tha par batein mujhe sari malum thi.

" han ukhad kar rakh lio aur apni ungli ke sath meri bhi ungliyun ka istemal kar lio... behenchod itni zor se koi khinchta hai kya " mene apna kandha sehlaya.

" dhire bol haramzadi.. " aaurhi ne gusse bhari ankhon se mujhe ghura aur fir hum dono ki nazare samne chali gayi.

" tu suit wali kya naam hai tera.. " lavanya ne cigratte muh mein thuste hue pucha. " betichodon marbolo mint le ayi.. galla thanda karne ke liye sutte hi jarurat kab se padne lagi? "

" charsi ke pass thi nahi "

" is sonu charsi ka kuch karna padega.. har baar ka rona hai uska.. ab machis de ya fir iska mint muh se hi chus lun.. lawde ki tarah.. " lavanya ke kehte hi usne machis fenki aur tilli jala kar cigrate ko aage kar di aur muh se sans khinch lagi aur agle hi pal cigratte sulagne lagi jiska dhuain uske muh se nikal raha tha " mint chod diya galle ki " lavanya ne muh se cigratte hatai aur usi ladki ki taraf dekha " tujhe bhi pini hai? " us ladki ne fauran na mein sar hilaya " to fir apni chut ki laar tapkate hue aisi nazron se kyun dekh rahi hai..? naam pucha tha na vo bata.. "

" ji.. vo ... resma "

" hain? kya boli? " lavanya ne cigrrate ki rakh jhadi aur muskurate hue boli.

" resma " dubara sun kar lavanya hans padi.

" are saloni kahan se atti hai aisi... " lavanya ke sath teeno ladki bhi hans padi jisme se ek saloni thi, ek madhu aur vo tisri jo hume teacher ke bhesh mein mili thi uska naam nahi malum tha. Shayad vo college ki thi jise humne kabhi dekha nahi tha. Madhu aur saloni isliye jani pehchani thi kyun ki vo hostel mein hi rehti thi aur jitne din mene dekha aye din ladkiyun ka saman manga karti thi.

" agar ye resma hai to iske pass cut hogi cut..... LOL " lavanya uska mazak banate hue hasne lagi. " tum jaise log kis tarah atte hi sab malum hai mujhe "

" hume ache marks mile hai isliye aye hain hum yahan " kuch pal se chup khadi reshma ne kaha.

" acha? " lavanya uske tanv dekh hasna band karte hue boli.

" pure adsat pratisat aye hai..hamare isliye mila hai.. " reshma ne jis lehaze mein kaha vo lavanya ko shayad samajh nahi aya.

" 68% " saloni ne fauran lavanya ko bataya.

" tabhi kaha tha ki tu kaise hai idhar.. tum jaison ki wajah se hume apni chut malni padti hai din raat ek karne ke baad bhi gand nahi tikane milti idhar.. ayi badi resmaa... " lavanya bol kar hans padi aur cigrate ka kasht lete hue piche ki taraf baithi. Abhi vo chup hui thi ki main aur aaruhi bhi yahi soch rahe the ki ab kya? sabke sath aisa karegi kya ye? Par utne mein na jane hamare hi ladkiyun ke group mein kisi ke andar himmat ayi aur vo bol padi.

" look ye jo tum kar rahi ho vo bahut galat hai.. Main tumhari complain karungi.. Ragging is not allowed " hum dono ne awaz suni lekin piche se samajh nahi aa raha tha kaun si ladki hai.

" kaun hai ye ... kahan se ati hai itni chut mein itni daring.. dikhai kyun nahi de rahi ... " mene uchak kar dekhne ki kosish ki jispar aaruhi ne fir mera kandha usi tarah se khincha. Sach mein agar vo room partner nahi hoti to use main khud aage chhod kar ati.

" tujhe itna hi shauk hai to aage jakar dekh le... tere chakar mein fir main fasungi.. sidhi khadi reh na... " aaruhi ne mere dard ki parwah nahi ki aur mene uski baat ki. Par mujhe jada der intezar nahi karna pada us ladki ka didar karne se.

" ragging.. complain.. bahut bhari sahdon ka istemal kiya hai apne.. miss.. " lavanya ne cigrate wahin fenkte hue kaha.

" Piku " usne attitude se jawab diya jise sun lavanya ek pal use ghurti rahi fir zor zor se hasne lagi.

" lagta hai is baar ke fresher ek dum kalakar chutiye bhare hain college wallon ne "

" dekho tum hadh se jada mat bolo.. senior ho to dadagiri thodi chalegi tumhari... ek complain krungi abhi tumhari and you will be finished.. tumhe pata nahi hai tum kitna bada illegal kaam kar rahi ho. Ragging ka time gaya ... ye 2012 hai.. " vo ladki matlab ki piku ne ek andaz mein lavanya ko chamkaya. Mujhe pasand aya par lavanya kya karne wali thi ye kisi ko malum nahi tha.

" manna padega, jitna dum teri gand mein dikh raha hai utni hi awaz mein hai.. party join karayenge tujhe par filal.. teri bhari awaz to sun li .. lekin... " lavanya ne ishare se madhu ki taraf dekha jo vo fauran samajh gayi aur saloni ke sath auditorium ke unchai se utari jiske theek samne unse thode niche hum khade the. Andaz bilkul aisa tha ki ek taraf bada politician aur dusri taraf aam janta.. Filal yahan mudda us ladki ka tha jiski taraf madhu aur saloni badhe the par kya karne ye bas pata hi chalne wala tha.

" kya kar rahe ho.. hath chhodo mera... " piku chillai aur uske chillane ki wajah thi madhu aur saloni ka uska hath pakad kar khinchte hue aage le jana " tum sab madad karo.. help me please..chup kyun khde ho hum 15-16 hai vo sirf teen.. help.. " piku piche ghum kar hum logon se madad magne lagi lekin kisi ne nahi ki. Ek to hum sab freshers uppar se pehla din aur samne senior aur dusri taraf hum mein se to kisi ne nahi kaha tha bahaduri dikhane ko.. mana bhari gand di hai lekin kai baar usko hilane ki jagah tikana sahi mana jata hai... Piku kosish karti rahi lekin vo dono use uppar le hi gayi.. Lavanya ne kuch pehle se hi socha hua tha isliye jis table ke samne khadi thi madhu aur saloni ne piku ko ulta table par ek jhatke mein patak diya.

" let me go... main tum sabki complain karungi.. let me go.. " piku chhudane ki kosish karti rahi lekin madhu aur saloni ki majbuti dekh mujhe bhi ascharya hua. Ab us ladki yani ki piku ko hum piche se dekh sakte the. Sabhi aise dekh rahe the jaise samne mela laga ho aur abhi jadugar koi karshma karke dikhayega jise hum sab chaunk uthenge. Hone bhi kuch aisa hi wala tha bas jadugar ki jagah samne lavanya thi.

" tum logon ko pata hai mera aur freshers ka hamesha se tie-up raha hai.. matlab hum log jodi mein kaam karte hai.. bhale hi kisi ko samjhana ho ya sabak sikhana ho aur aaj main wahi kar rahi hun. Dosti badha rahi hun.... tum logon ke sath aur dosti mein ek rule hai.. janti ho kaun sa.. " koi nahi bola lavanya ne khud hi aage bataya " dosti mein ek rule hota hai ki kabhi bhi apne doston ko attitude mat dikhao kuch bhi dikhao.. itna saman mila hai hum ladkiyun ko.. bas attitude mat dikhao.. " lavanya ghumi aur usne piku ki jeans niche khinch di aur jeans khinchte hi piku jo gusse ki awaz mein ladne ko tayar thi vo mimyane lagi, matlab ruansi ho gayi.

" dekho to.. ye sehzadi to uppar ke sath niche se bhi laal hai " madhu ne muskurate hue kaha. Lavanya ki bhi nazar madhu ke kahe anusar uski baat par pada to vo fauran piku ke samne se hath gayi.

" ohhh... ohooo.. maaf karna memsabhiba.. hume nahi pata tha aap apne moods spring mein latkate hue ayi hai.. " lavanya ne hath jodte hue kaha " sorry this is my fault... aaj ke din apko bakshna padega kyun ki main bhi ek aurat hun aur is chiz ka bahut samman karti hun.. madhu.. sonal.. memsab ko tarike se khada karo, inki jeans uppar karo taki inke pad ki adjustment bigad na jaye warna jeans lal ho gayi to pehle din queen ki jagah blood queen mein tabdeel ho jayegi. Respect.. do madam ko aaj ke din.. " lavanya ne thodi garv wali awaz mein kaha. Piku ki ankhon mein ansu the aur vo abhi tak sisak rahi thi. Madhu ne uski jeans uppar kar di jiske baad lavanya ne use jane ka ishara kiya. Izzat ka jo khilwad usne piku ke sath kiya tha use sehne ke baad vo bina kuch bole aise subakte hue wapis ayi jaise mumy ne boyfriend ke sath chudai mein pakad liya ho. Lavanya ne piku ko bina mare utna toda jitna ladki ka baap us ladke ko todta hai jo uski beti ko apni bahon mein bhara baitha hota hai.

" shit..kahin lavanya ne hamare sath bhi aisa kiya to? kahin mera uske samne hi periods shuru ho gaye to.. main to pad bhi nahi layi " main aaurhi ki baat sun kar what the fuck wali position mein apna chehra bana kar use ghurne lagi. Aur is vishay par use kuch kehti use pehle vo fir bol padi " tu pad layi hai? tere pas to hoga na.... "

" mere pas kyun hoga? " main usi andaz mein boli jo mera ek pal pehle tha.

" kyun ki tujhe bhi periods hote hai isliye " aaruhi dar kar aisi ho jayegi ye mene nahi socha tha.

" mujhe kya roz periods hote hain jo pad laga-kar ghumun aur extra tujhe deti firun? "

" tu kisi kaam ki nahi hai.. pata nahi kaise tujhe mere sath room diya.. kaam ke time tere pas ek chiz nahi hoti "

" oo heloo.. kal hi mile hai hum.. tu aise bol rahi hai jaise kitne salon se tu ye sab karti aa rahi hai "

" karti? main kya karti aa rahi hun.. tu ek pad nahi rakh sakti apne pass "

" fir se pad.. tu kya holi ki pichkari ki tarah hai ki jahan teri kisi ne utari wahin tera period shuru ho gaya? " mujhe ab uski baton se chid hone lagi thi.

" mujhe pata hai mere periods kab hote hain lekin gabrahat mein kahin nikal gaya to... " aaurhi ki baat par main dhayan deti ya vo pura bolti use pehle usne mere chehre ko dekha jo khud hairaini mein samne dekh raha tha aur samne se lavanya hamari taraf dekh rahi thi. Kuch pal pehle hum sabse piche khade the lekin samne wali tukdi do bhag mein bant gayi thi jise hum sabhi ki nazron ke samne khade the, mujhe us waqt ye pata chal gaya tha jab mene apni baat kahi thi aur aaruhi ko tab chala jab usne meri nighaon ka picha kiya. All in all.. jaisa mene kaha tha ki kab tak khade rahenge..

 

[Rubal]

Update ~~ 24

" idhar aa aage... " lavanya ne hath se ishara kiya. Mene sabhi ladkiyun ki taraf na dekh lavanya ke bolne par aage baddi. Ab jo hona tha vo hona hi tha par jaise hi main do kadam aage ayi usne rok dia. " tu nahi, tere bagal wali.. " dhatt teri ye to aaruhi ko bula rahi hai. Ab ye mera hath raat bhar khinchegi aur royegi ki meri vajah se fansi hai. Mene ruk kar aaruhi ki taraf dekha vo ghabrai si meri hi taraf dekh rahi thi.

" boyfriend ki permission mang rahi hai kya jo uski taraf dekh rahi hai? " lavanya ke bolne par aaruhi ko mene hi samne dekhne ka ishara kiya aur fir usne vaisa hi kiya. Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki vo itna khauf main ragging ki wajah se hai ya fir iske piche koi dusri wajah chupi hai. Aaruhi do kadam aage badi aur mene lavanya ke chehre par raunak dekhi.

" tu to wahi maal hai jise hostel jana tha... hostel mil gaya tha na .... " lavanya muskura di. Aaruhi ki nazrein niche jhuki thi aur kal raat se lekar abhi tak gaur karne wali baat thi ki jab bhi vo jada ghabrai hui hoti hai to nazre jhuka kar apne kapdon ko kas kar pakad leti hai ab vo aisa kyun karti hai samajh nahi aya lekin bahut hi wierd tha uska aisa karna. Pata nahi girls school wali ladkiyun ke funde hi alag hote hai...

" yaad hai ya bhool gayi bata.. bata... abe piche kya dekh rahi hai.. " lavanya jab use puch rahi thi to vo piche mud kar meri taraf dekhne lagi thi. Ye ladki mujhe bhi marwayegi, abhi focus usi par tha wahin rehne dene ka tha bar-bar meri taraf dekh kar mujhe kyun gher rahi hai? Mene ishare se aage dekhne ke liye kaha aur uske chehre ke piche chupe dar ko dekhne ki kosish tak nahi ki. Aaruhi ne mere naakarne par lavanya ki taraf nazar kar li. Lavanya aage akar ukhdu hokar baith gayi, uske aur aaruhi ke bich ab bas kuch hi fasla tha isliye lavanya uske dar ko saaf dekh paa rahi thi. " lagta hai abhi tak vo raat yaad hai.. kyun... " lavanya ke kehte hi aaruhi aise vichar mein kho gayi jaise vo lavanya ki baat ko soch rahi ho. Ab mujhe nahi samajh aya ki kya hua tha us raat? jo ki ab janna aur jaruri ho gaya tha..

Aaruhi kuch nahi boli " dekh iski shakal dekh us din to chup-chup kar apni chut masal rahi thi aaj aise darne ka natak karti hai " lavanya ne aaruhi ke gaal khinche jaise kisi bache ki khinchte hain lekin pyar se nahi balki halke tez hath se.

" ye to apne hi hostel ki hai .. 407 wali.. " madhu boli.

" tere liye hogi.. mere liye to ye Aaruhi the scared pussy hai... " lavanya muskura di. Aaruhi ki nazrein jhuki hui thi aur main ye soch samajhne ki kosish mein thi ki chal kya raha hai?

" scared pussy? " saloni ne apne bag se cream nikalte hue pucha.

" tune kabhi dar kar apni chut masli hai? " lavanya ne uski taraf dekha.

" dar kar? " vo sochne lagi " dar kar to kai baar.. tujhe to mere bhai ka pata hi hai.. sala sautela hai par hai to bhai.. hamesha jhank tank karta rehta hai... behen ka lawda ek dum fit baithta hai uspar "

" tujhse mene tera randi rona pucha tha? " lavanya ne use ajeeb nazron se uski taraf dekha.

" main to sirf apna dar bata rahi thi " saloni ne hath aur gardan par cream lagai " oo vanya zara pith par laga de " apne piche khadi vanya ki taraf cream fenkte hue kaha jiske baad mujhe samajh aya ki jo ladki hume teacher ban kar yahan layi thi uska naam vanya tha.

" main tere tharki sautele cum bhai wale dar ki baat nahi kar rahi, main to us dar ki baat kar rahi hun jo andhere mein lagta hai.. awaz to ati hai lekin koi dikhai nahi deta us andhere mein aur fir.. achanak se do per dikhai dete hai... " lavanya ne aaruhi ki taraf dekh kar kaha to aaruhi ke chehre par dar aur jada badh gaya. Lavanya keh to mazak mein rahi thi lekin aaruhi ko dekh kar aisa lag raha tha jaise ye mazak na ho.

" tu us dar ki baat kar rahi hai jo us bhootiya hostel mein lagta hai logon ko " saloni ka top uppar tha aur vanya se apni pith par cream lagwa rahi thi.

" hostel nahi... wo bangla.. " lavanya iske aage kuch kehti use pehle phone baj pada. Usne piche ki pocket se phone nikala jo aaj kal ke trend mein tha phone smart ke sath bade ho gaye the aur style dikhane ke tarike bhi badal gaye the. " han bol.. han.. abhi? isi waqt? tujhse ek kaam nahi hota bhatrichod.. han theek hai.. is baar tera katega paisa.. chal rakh " lavanya ne phone cut krke wapis piche wali pocket mein dala aur apni jagah se khadi ho gayi. " suhagraat ke sez par sajne nahi jaa rahi hai tu, college ke baad chudne jaa rahi hai aur agar chudna ho na to saman lapet le.. principal aa raha hai 2 minute mein "
lavanya ke bolte hi saloni ne vanya ko roka aur top niche kiya aur failaya saman batorne lagi.

" aur tum sab.. apne apne padhai ke karyale mein chup chaap pravesh kar le aur kisi ko bhi apna gyaan na bantte kyun ki jisne bhi aisa karne ki kosish ki vo bhale hi hostel wali ho ya bahar wali aisi gaand todi jayegi ki bistar par garam hone ke baad kabhi thandi nahi ho paogi.. " madhu ki baat sun kar man to kiya hasne ka kyun ki vo bikul bhi lavanya ke tone se match nahi kar rahi thi par kisi tarah mene apne aap ko roka. Madhu to bol kar nikli aur us gate se jiske bahar vo peon baitha tha jo bahar se band pada tha. Madhu ne wahan do baar hath mara aur bahar se khulne ki awaz ayi. Andar ghuste hi malum tha ki vo mila hua hai lekin abhi samajh aya ki phone bhi usi ka tha.

" itne short notice mein bataoge to kaise chalegaa.. bhatyacharyaaaji... " madhu ne khinchte hue kaha to vo apne dant dikhane laga. Mujhe ye sab dekhne mein takleef ho rahi thi kyun ki meri nazre tedi thi aur meri nazar aaruhi ki taraf nahi thi jabki uski taraf honi chahie thi. Main us peon ke expression ko dekhna mein itna tedi hui ki mera balance bigda vo to acha hua bagal se ek ladki nikal kar bahar ki taraf jaa rahi thi mera sharir par uspar gira aur use bach gayi aur tab dhayan aaruhi par gaya.

" ek mukalat dubara banti hai... sehgalji.. jaldi milenge.. " lavanya ne aaruhi ki kamar ko kas kar pakda hua tha. Aaruhi ko dard ho raha hoga ye main dekh paa rahi thi aur is baar mujhe bilkul acha nahi laga. Abhi tak jo hua tha uske bare mein mujhe malum nahi tha lekin lavanya ne ye acha nahi kiya tha. Uske baad vo charon to chale gaye aur hume dusre gate se bahar jane ko keh diya. Sari ladkiyan usi se jane ko ho li par aaruhi wahi khadi lavanya ko jatte dekhti rahi aur jaise hi vo gayi usne gehri sans chhodi.

" ye acha nahi kiya usne " maine aaurhi ke pas ate hi kaha.

" tujhe mene pehle hi kaha tha vpar aaj teri wajah se fanse hai hum.. " aaruhi iske baad bina bole wahan se nikal gayi. Mene use rokne ki kosish ki par vo nahi ruki aur na hi usne meri awaz ka koi response diya. Maine kuch bolna sahi nahi samjha, pehle din ki shuruwat itni hassen tarike se hone wali thi koi nahi janta tha.

Aaruhi theek mere samne hi baithi thi, aage wali bench par aur main piche ek ladki ke sath. Vo bhi baithi thi par koi launda tha jiski shakal se dikh raha tha vo kitna khush hai ki pehle din koi ladki baithi hai uske sath. Shakal se itna bada chomu lag raha tha ki aaruhi ko kahun ki dhayan se dekh ek baar taki vo seat exchange kar le lekin usne mere ishare sune hi nahi aur cheekh kar kehti ki ladke tu chomu hai to vo bura maan jata vaise bhi hum dono late aye the jis wajah se class mein jagah aur bachi bhi nahi thi. Halka shor tha abhi class mein shayad kuch anjan log dost ban kar apas mein baat cheet karne lage the aur kuch bhole bane baithe the hamari tarah bhale hi andar se kitne hi bade rakshas-roopi muthbaaz ho, dusri taraf vo chup rehne wali ladkiyan jo kitni hi badi rijhate hue chutiya banane wali ho. Par abhi sab ache the, ek dusre ke chehre par.. bahar se mukhda kala ho ya gora, rang to baad mein hi bikhare jane the inhone. Abhi main soch rahi thi ki class mein kaun hai jise main baat cheet karke dekh sakti hun ki yahi launda acha hai ya ye laundiya chugal baaz nahi hai utne mein class shant ho gayi. Nazar ghumai to samne ek sahab andar aye. Pet matke jaisa gol aur bahar ki taraf nikla hua, chehre par safed dadhi ke sath safed baal jo gunghrale aur behad kam the. Ankhon par chasma lagaye hath mein register liye, pent aur shirt pehne andar dakhil hui aur samne rakhe podiyum par apna register rakh usme dekhne lage. Chasma itna mota tha mano utar gaya to kuch dikhne wala na ho unhe. Mujhe laga ab sabka introduction hoga kyun ki aaj ka din pehla tha aur hum sab ka parichay abhi hona baki tha aur college ka pehla din to aisa hi beeta hai .. aur mujhe ye bhi janna tha ki kaun ki meri class mein baithe kis-kis ka kya naam hai. Meri soch ke according yahi sab hona chahie tha aur meri hi nahi baki sab ki bhi yahi soch hoti hai aur hua bhi introduction se shuruwat lekin hamare namo se nahi balki board par likhe topic se.

" What is C ? "

 

[Rubal]

Update ~~ 25

" Ye atte hi padane laga, aise kaun se teacher hote hain? " mere alawa bahut se bachon ke man mein yahi prashan uth raha hoga lekin samne khade teacher ko hamare man ke bhavnaon ki nahi padi thi. Na to hum unhe jante the aur na vo hume par phir bhi vo humse sawal kar rahe the.

" kauno hath uthayega ya pirr sab aise hi bhoot bane baithe hume ghurte rahenge " mathe par bal dalte hue vo bole. Unke bolne par bhi koi nahi bola, jaise sabko sanp sungh gaya ho. Sab kaun se armaan lekar aye the aur kya mil raha tha isi sadme mein thi " ye college ya fir gurukul.. atte hi sawal " mene piche dhire se jhuk kar aaruhi se kaha jo usne sun liya tha. " ye matka mujhe khisekela lagta hai agli baar se iski class nahi lenge " meri awaz to bahut dhimi thi lekin itni shanti mein vo class ke andar halka shor de gayi.

" khud se baat kar rahe ho tanik humse hi kar lo... kaun hai jo ye fusfus kar raha hai.. " unhone itna kaha aur main shant ho gayi aur na hi apni jagah se hilli. Aaruhi bhi ghabra gayi thi isliye usne meri baat sunne ke baad bhoot ban kar baithe rehna sahi samjha. " nahi bologe.e.. theek hai.. tum sabko kya lagta hai ... " unhone apni pent sahi karte hue uppar ki aur podiyum ke samne aa kahde hue " hum us shaks ko khoj nahi sakte jo fus-fus kar raha tha... galat femi hai ... " chasma ko thoda ankhon se niche karke sabhi ko dekhne lage jisme ye pehchana mushkil ho raha tha ki vo kiski taraf ghur rahe hain. Mujhe bas yahi lag raha tha ki mere bagal wala na keh de ki main thi. " meri chokri jab tum logon ke umar ki thi tab usne phonewa ki zid ki.. ab hum tehre strict adhaypak humne mana kar diya lekin pirr vo barvvi mein avaal ayi to uski mang par hume usko phonewa dilana pada... Ab usko laga ki kamre mein phonewa ke sath vo kuch bhi karegi aur humko malum nahi hoga bas yahin vo fans gayi.. usko lagta tha ki apne phonwa par fusfusayegi to humka malum nahi chalega lekin hum har raat uski fusfusane ki awaz ko kewal pakadte hi nahi the balki sunte bhi the.. man to pehle hi din kiya tha ki phonwa lekar kamre mein band karke kundi laga de par agar hum aisa karte to hum pirr kahe ke adhyapak... adhyapak ka to kaam hi hota hai bachon ko shiksha dekar unhe aage badana bas humne pirr wahi kiya.. aur us din ke baad jab tak hamari chokri ne vo leemit ciross nahi kar di aur jis din usne aisa kiya itna toda na humne usko.. ki aaj bhi vo callage jati hai par nazre sirf kitab par hoti hai... sali chokron ke chakar mein aa gayi thi " apne zeevan ki kahani batate hue vo podiyum par gaye aur wahan jhanka " sala ee callage mein kisi ko kadar nahi hai... aee chokri.. pani ki bottle de " unhone pehli seat par baithi ladki ki taraf dekhte hue kaha.

" bottle carry nahi karti sir " us ladki ka jawab sun matku adhyapak apni pent uppar karte hue ek kadam aage aye. " apne thobde par maa baap ke paison ka maal potte hue tujhe sharam nahi ati yahan kya chal raha hai? ye callage hai ya dalla ghar padne atti ho na.. to in sabka ka jarurat hai.. ye lali.. ye ankhon ke niche kala pan... kapdon se koi ang jhank raha hai to kahin se koi... teri maa bhi aisi besharam rahi hogi tabhi tujhe bheja hai.. panni nahi caary karti.. " unhone ek hi jhatke mein us ladki ki izat ko jale hue panne ki tarah rakh kar diya aur tab mujhe samajh aya ki unhone apni kahani kyun sunai thi. Par uske aage kuch kehte uske sath wali ladki ne pani ki bottle turant nikal kar de di varna to vo apni tipadiyan chalu rakhte. Pani pite hue unhone bottle ko apne pass hi rakh liya. " tum mujhe is class ke baad mere kamre mein milna.. " unhone itna hi kaha ki kuch bachon ka dimag ka ghoda kahin aur dauda aur hans diye, jisme mein bhi shamil thi aur bhari matra mein ladke the. Us ladki ki izat jo rakh bani thi ab vo mitti mein tabdeel kar di gayi.

" battisi fadna band karo warna denge ek kantal par tumhe " unhone ek ladke ki taraf dekh kar kaha jo kuch jada hi hans diya tha. Dant khate hi usne usne fauran apne dant andar khinch liye. " bahinchod chutiya samjhte hain, tumhari umar se jada tajurba hai hume " fuli hui sanson se vo bole aur pani ka ek ghunt kulla karta hue galle se niche utarte hue bole " ab mujhe koi is prashan ka uttar dega ya khin-khin karne ke liye lakhon rupiyah diya hai tum sab kacharon ke maa baap ne, paysa ko barbar mat karo.. uska istemal karo.. aur apne tan ki jagah budhi ka karo.. " akhri baat unhone usi ladki ki taraf dekhte hue kahi. Sahi lapeta gayi jiske chakar mein main bach gayi thi. Khair kisi ne " what is c? " ka jawab diya par vo kya bola na to kisi bache ko samajh aya aur na hi sir ko.. Jiske baad unhone bas itna kaha ki pehle ke 3 chapter isi par hai jo humne 11-12 mein pade hai unhe revise kar lo. Kuch doubt ho to internet ka sahara le lena. Iske alawa practical ke kuch sawal vo kal denge jo practical room mein karne honge aur uske basis par hi first interim ke marks ke kuch marks add honge. Unke jatte hi jaise class ke sabhi bachon ne sans mein sans li lekin us ladki ki sansein abhi bhi ukhdi hui thi. Vo is asmanjas mein jaye ya nahi.. kyun ki aksar aisa hota hai ki aise teacher keh kar chale jate hain aur baad mein bhool jate hai, yahi sochte hue usne wahin baithne ka naki kiya.

" kamal ka teacher tha... na hi naam bataya aur na hi tarike se baat ki.. pata nahi kaise ye college mashur hai.. na hi bache ache hain na teacher na hi mahol " aaruhi ki baat mere kano mein padi to mene us ladki se nazar ghumai.

" ye college hai darling.. yahan soch ke hissab se insan nahi atte... yahan ane ke baad soch insan ko dekh kar badalni padti hai samjhi? "

" tu to rehne hi de.. mujhse baat mat kar.. teri wajah se fansi hun aaj bekar teri suni mene "

" fans gayi lekin nikal bhi to gayi na.. kuch hua to nahi na aur meri ek baat samajh nahi aa rahi ... ye lavanya tere bare mein aisa kyun bol rahi thi? " jab mene aaruhi se puchne ki kosish kari to usne baat ko ghuma diya.

" mujhe use bare mein nahi baat karni.. maa sahi keh rahi thi hostel mein nahi rehna chahie... Pg/flat hi le leti hun.. "

" i am in "

" no you are not allowed "

" abe tu bahut jada roti hai.. girls school mein ladkiyan aisi hi rondu hoti hai kya.. thoda bold ban.... tu bhi raaj karegi college mein fir "

" acha.. vo kaise... " baal jhatakte hue aaruhi boli.

" bas aise hi... " maine apni baat khatam ki aur class mein entry hui next teacher ki. Uske enter hone ke baad mujhe ye to samajh aya ki yahan ke ladkon ke jeans mein baval uth raha hoga. Slevless green blouse aur uske uppar usi rang ki sarre, khule baal ke sath hamari agli adhyapak class mein ghusi. Khubsurat aur aurjaron se bhari.. yani uppar se lekar niche tak perfect asset.. unki chatiyan ho ya fir unki piche ki golai.. aaruhi ki golai ko wahi takkar de rahi thi. Ab mujhe jalan hone lagi reason tha ki ye salle class ke ladke adhe time isi ki baat karte.. ya fir khayalon mein rehte.. aur jis ladke ko meri leni hoti vo jaan kar mere samne nahi karta tarif.. par akele mein muth jarur marta..

" helo everyone.. My name is Nandini Mehta... I am your Physics teacher... you all can call me nandini miss or miss whichever you prefer " bas jaise hi unhone bataya ladkon ke man mein laddu fut gaya.. Physics... vo bhi female teacher.. ab to ana jana laga rahega. Mene kuch ladkon ki taraf dekha abhi se man hi man nandini mam nahi-nahi miss ko bina sarre ke dekhne mein jut gaye the. Maza ana wala tha.. inko chedne mein... Ek taraf nandini miss class mein famous hone wali thi dusri taraf main.. Physics ki class bore ho sakti thi lekin interesting rahi kyun ki us class mein padai nahi hui, wo hua jo hona tha.. Introduction.. kuch ladko ne apna parichay dete hue miss ki tarrif tak kar dali.

Vaise to nandini miss ki umar theek thak lag rahi thi, sundarta ko judge karke mana jaye to 29-30 ke bich aur isi bich ek ladki aurat ka sabse khubsurat period hota hai. Sabse bhari jawani isi umar mein hoti hai, ladke bhi kachi kaliyun ki jagah is age ki ladkiyun par kudne ko daudte hai hai. Pata nahi kyun, dimagi kida tha ya fir kache ke andar wala. Nandini miss ke jane ke baad thoda josh class mein dikha aisa laga jaise vo physics mein gravity ka matlab bistar par hi batane wali hai... ye ladke inki jaat aur inka nunu kabhi nahi sudhar sakta.

" tu aage aa rahi hai? " aaurhi ki awaz sunte hi main apni soch se bahar ayi. Jo ladka uske sath baitha tha vo uth gaya tha aur baju vale ladke se baat kar raha tha.

" ye baitha hua hai.. i don't like threesome "

" tu aa rahi hai ya nahi " usne gussa dikhate hue mujhse kaha jispar main bina bole wahan jaa baithi.

" kaha tha na mere bina nahi reh sakti tu.. "

" uska dhayan meri chatiyun par jada tha bar-bar ghure ja raha tha, sala apni maa behen ke bhi dekhta hoga aur jab se nandini miss ayi hai tab se uska vo aur jada khada ho raha tha isliye bulaya hai tujhe... ye galat femi mein mat reh ki tere bina mera kuch nahi ho sakta " aaruhi ne tevar ke sath jawab diya.

" ohoo... to ye baat hai... atte hi tune apne dore dalne shuru kar diye "

" main aur in par dore? tu mat bol "

" to teri nazar uske nunu par kyun thi? "

" nunu? " aaruhi ne ajeeb sa chehra banaya, mujhe use chedne mein maza aa raha tha, subah usne mujhe jada tang kiya tha badla to lena hi tha. " han han bata "

" ab main use gusse se dekhna cha rahi thi ki nazar hataye bas usi mein chali gayi nazar ... aur tu aise sawal mat kar... "

" kyun... andar ka mal garam ho raha hai kya " main aur vo fusfusate hue baat kar rahe the baki class mein shor tha kyun ki koi next teacher aya nahi tha isliye kisi ko sunai nahi de raha tha.

" haramkhor aurat chup kar.. mera koi interest nahi hai "

" han han.. sab malum hai... tujhe vo kone wala ladka pasand aa gaya hai "

" kone wala? kaun se kone wala? " aaruhi ne class ke ek taraf nighaein dalte hue kaha.

" tadap to dekho inki.. bas mil jaye.. isliye pg/flat lena cha rahi hai taki usi flat par dhaka-dhak..dhaka-dhak.. leti jaaye leti jaye.. " meri baat sunte hi aaruhi ne fir mera hath khinch dala.

" oii maa.. bitiyaachod di hath ki... aaruhi teri main kisi din bahut buri marungi... hath nikal gaya mera to koi ladka dekhega nahi meri taraf... yahi chahti hai tu.. taki sare launde lapet le par teri is chalaki par tujhe kamyab nahi.. unhoo aahuhuuu ... " main kuch aur kehti use pehle aaurhi ne muh par hath rakh diya aur tabhi kisi ke ahat se class shant hui. Class ka next teacher aa chuka tha, jab yahi baat us ladke ko malum hui jiski seat par main aa baithi thi vo palta aur usne mujhe baitha dekha to vo meri taraf aya mujhe uthane ke liye. Mene utne mein aaruhi ka hath apne muh se hataya.

" kya dekh raha hai... "

" main baitha tha yahan "

" han to ab main baithi hu... piche chal " mere bolne par vo tewar mein mujhe ghurne laga " abe oo nakli picture ke side villan ... piche chal warna jahan tu abhi ghur raha tha na uski complain kar di na to tera nunu fantasies mein kuch lene layak nahi bachega.. chal piche.. " mene jaise hi use kaha to vo ladka to aise muh fade dekh raha tha jaise mene uski fantasies ki hatya kar di ho sath hi mein aaruhi meri daring dekh kar hairan thi.

 

[Rubal]

Update ~~ 26
" tumhe punishment mili hai? " adhedh umar ki aurat thi hamari agli adhyapak jisne puri class mein ek laute ladke ko khade dekh kaha, jise sunte hi vo meri wali jagah par jaa baitha jahan main pehli baithi thi. Class mathematics ki thi, mera sabse boring subject aur uppar se padane wala mahan. Usne atte hi padana shuru kara aur sirf wahin tak uski awaz sunai de rahi thi jahan vo khadi thi. Pata nahi us ladke ko itni unchi awaz mein kaise dant diya.

" ye takat teri lavanya ke time kahan gayi thi? " aaurhi ne board se copy karte hue pucha. " aur ye kya kar rahi hai? " jab usne mujhe dekha to ek aur prashan daag dia. Main board par chappe jaa rahe integration ko avoid karke naam likh rahi thi. " kiske naam likh rahi hai? " usne mere se fir pucha.

" class ke kaun se launde ache hain unke.. "

" tu kya chiz hai... " aaruhi meri taraf dekh rahi thi.

" inse achi hun.. pehle din kaun class mein padata hai.. kaise teacher diye hain hume.. uppar se yahan ladkon ke naam dekh.. adhe to main naam dekh kar reject karungi... tu ye naam dekh.. raju, navin, mohan, ajit, tanmay.... aur han ek aur yaad aya... ishu.. LOL ... aise naam jo ladki aur ladke dono ke hote hain mujhe unka version alag lagta hai "

" version? "

" han.. version.. male aur female.. humare human beings ka version "

" use sex kehte hai "

" vo to chutiap hai.. sex to karne wala hota hai.. right word is version " mene ek aur naam likh kar kaata, kata isliye taki ladkon ke naamo mein koi confusion na rahe aur ye apne aap ko yaad dilati rahun ki agar koi nahi mila to bhi inko laar tapkane nahi deni. Khauf hona chahie mera inhe..

" tu ye sab kyun kar rahi hai kaun batayega? "

" abhi to bataya "

" kab bataya "

" tune nahi suna? "

" tune bola hi nahi " aaruhi ke kehne par samajh aya ki main man mein kaha tha na ki use.

" vo chhod.. ye bata.. tujhe kaun sa pasand hai "

" koi nahi "

" ek bhi nahi? " maine hairani mein pucha.

" han.. ek bhi nahi... "

" wah bhai.. tere to nakhre hi kamal hai.. aise nakhre karegi to teri lene ke liye kisi ko swarg se hi bulana padega fir " meri is baat ka usne koi reaction nahi diya balki sawal rakha.

" tujhe koi pasand hai? "

" meri pasand to pehle se hi hai "

" itni jaldi? "

" aisi chizon mein samay kharab karna matlab sukha rehna "

" sukha vo kaise? "

" ye gyan tujhe baad mein dungi... tere girls school mein kuch nahi sikhaya.... aisa kaun sa school hai jahan sirf padai hoti hai? "

" school mein padne hi jate hai na? "

" vo sirf tab tak jab tak susu karne ke liye ladka maa ka sahara leta hai aur ladki chaityun par pehli baar bra pehne ke liye maa ka.. uske baad school ki padai khatam.. uske baad sirf dunia dari sikhi jati hai "

" aur us dunia dari mein kya hota hai? "

" us gyan ke liye aap 407 number mein roz raat 10 baje se 12 baje tak ka pravachan le sakti hai wahan apko pura gyan choda jayega i mean diya jayega "

" dramebaaz haramzadi hai tu.. " aaruhi ke honton par halki muskan thi. " ab bata kaun hai vo ladka? "

" vishal " mene turant jawab diya.

" vishal? par aisa ladka to hamari class mein nahi hai.. ya mene dhayan nahi diya.. kaun sa hai inme se " aaurhi ne nighaein ladkon par fenki.

" yahan nahi hai vo.. aur tu bade dhayan se naam sun rahi thi "

" ab vo chutiya ka pilla meri chatiyan dekh raha tha to dhayan bantne ke liye naam sunne lagi, tu ye bata vishal kahan se aya bich mein? "

" bich mein kahan.. vo to starting se hai.. usi ke niche laitna hai ab bas.. hayee... tune sochne ka mauka de diya to aisa lag raha hai bas lait rahi hun aur vo uppar aa raha hai.. " mene madhoshi mein ankhein band ki to aaruhi ne chapat meri chatiyun par dhar di. " haramkhor.. size kam hua na to tere kaat dungi .. " mene turant ankhein kholte hue kaha.

" mere marne se kam ho jayenge.. LOL "

" to dabane se badh bhi to jate hain na LOL " itna keh kar meri aur uski hansi chhut gayi par jaldi control karni padi kyun ki hamari adhyapika piche ghum kar dekhne ki kosish kar rahi thi.

" bata kahan hai vishal aur kaise hui mulakat "

" vo baad mein bataungi.. par vo hai.. hamare batch ka hi.. Mechinical mein hai "

" mechinical... wahi na jahan par ladkiyun ka akal hota hai "

" han exactly wahi mechinical jahan par ladke ek time par akar apne hath se bhi thak jatte hain aur ant mein .. sales job kar rahe hote hai.. wahi mechinical.. jahan par pani ki bund bhi hoti hai to sabhi mechinical wasi us taraf jhund ke jhund bhag nikalte hai... biryani CS IT mei hoti hai aur khusbu mechinical tak felti hai... usi mein hai mera vishal " mere lambe dialog ke baad aaruhi ek pal chup rahi.

" par mechinical hi kyun? "

" tujhe na har chiz ka gyan dena padta hai.. ek baat bata.. jahan supply jada ho wahan chizon ke bekadari hoti hai? " usne han mein sar hilaya " aur jahan demand kam hoti hai wahin supplies ki izat hoti hai barabar? " usne fir han mein sar hilaya " han to bas.. soch.. jo insan pani ki bund muh mein bharne ke liye zindagi bhar mehnat karta hai use ek balti pani mil jaye to vo kitni mehfus se rakhega "

" yani.. " vo kuch kehti use pehle main boli.

" yani.. vo mujh par lattu rahega... aur meri kadar karega... lega to sirf meri aur ... isi dream ko lekar mene use chuna.. vaise naam mein vishal hai.. umeed hai ki uska vishaal hoga.a.. haha.. maza aayega.. " aaruhi mujhe ek pal aise dekhti rahi jaise mer greh dusra ho.

" tune itni badi planing ki ? "

" college ane se pehle vo bhi.. tujhe kya lagta hai main itni jaldi kyun aa gayi thi vo bhi garmiyun ki chuttiyun mein.. " mere kehte hi aaruhi ko samajh aa gaya hoga ki main kya cheez hun, school mein kabhi bhi kuch nahi kar payi, kaise karti.. maa ka hold jo tha wahan par... ek to school ki principal thi vo, ana-jana bhi unke sath hota tha. Uppar se kuch kar du aur teacher dekh le to unhe bata diya jata tha. School ke sapne aur tangon ke bich ke apne khawab ko pura karne ke liye hi to yahan ayi thi. Ab har ladki ke apne sapne hote hai.. jo vo college ki padai mein ya jeevan sathi mein khojte hain par asliyat to ladkon ki ek hoti hai aur main wahi chiz ka sapna lekar ayi thi. " Chudo chudao baki sab bhad mein jao. Na shadi ka moh na hi jeevan ke future ka... zindagi ka sukh na mile to sharir ka hi bhog jao.. " meri is baat par mujhe shabashi milni chahie thi lekin aaruhi ka alag hi scene tha.

" chutiya aurat hai tu.. meri or dunia ki bhasha mein aisi ladkiyun ko randi kehte hai "

" girl school ki padi hui tum kya jano sukh.... kya hota hai "

" tu hi le ye sukh mujhe bakshh de "

" to mene pehle hi kaha hai i don't like threesome "

" i am not interested also... par mujhe abhi tak ek baat samajh nahi ayi. Jab tune pehle se hi ladke ka chunav kar rakha hai to fir class ke ladkon ke naam kyun likh rahi hai "

" are meri dimagi piditaa... vo kisi aur par dore nahi dal sakta.. par main to daal sakti hun na.. because i have more supplies than i demand " mene apne baal jhatakte hue kaha. Public place mein ise jada aur hum jhatak nahi sakte na LOL

" dhanye hai aap .. aur apke vichar... physics ke gyani hokar apne economics ki jo maa hi chodi hai na uska kya kehna "

" isi ko talent kehte hain meri khubsurat bed partner "

" oo helo i am not your bed partner "

" room partner.. slip of jazbat.. " mene hanste hue kaha to vo mujhe ghurne lagi. Dono ki baat cheet mein do lecture kab pure kar diye un mahan vakytitv ki adhyapka ne ki hume khub malum chala. Kuch bache piche wale so gaye the.. batao pehle din ka ye haal tha to pura semester kaisa jane wala tha ye apne aap mein ek bahut dilchasp kahani banne wali thi.

Break mein main aaruhi ke sath canteen pahunchi, labalab bhari padi thi, first year se lekar akhri year tak ke bache wahan maujud the. Aaruhi ko lavanya ka dar tha isliye vo jana nahi chahti thi lekin ab dar kar kitna chup sakta tha banda aur kaun sa vo sabke samne izat lut leti waise bhi hostel ki ladkiyun ke sath vo aisa nahi karegi. Hostel ki pratha hoti hai ek.. jise langna sakht mana hota hai aur uska palan use bhi karna padega bhale hi vo khud us jagah ki rani kyun na ho.

" queen nahi hai vo witch hai.. "

" tujhe bada gussa hai use.. abhi tak ye baat nahi samajh ayi kyun? " mene samosa khate hue use jawab bhi diya aur sawal bhi kiya.

" adhe se jada ladke is taraf kyun dekh rahe hain bar bar "

" ab do-do maal baithi hai.. dekhnge hi.. mujhe to abhi tak samajh nahi aya ki tu abhi tak chudi kyun nahi hai "

" dhire bol le.. meri izat ki gand na maar "

" izat ka kya hai.. vo to ati jati rehti hai aaj rahegi, kal ko pati ko malum hoga ki vo pehla launda nahi hai jisne tere black hole mein entry kar rakhi hai to izat khatam.. " mere itna bolte hi uska phone bajne laga.

" mom ka phone.. ab do minute chup rahio " aaruhi ne phone uthaya " han mom.. "

" speaker par daal na.. main bhi baat karungi.. "

" nahi.. " usne phone par hath rakhte hue kaha.

" kar na.. varna mein chilla dungi aaruhi kaun hai ye ladka soch le.. " meri dhamkhate hi usne phone speaker par dala.

" aaruhi.. are you there? "

" yes mom.. bolo "

" bolo? call kyun nahi kiya, matlab hostel kya gayi bhool gayi hume "

" mom.. ye sab bolne ke liye phone kiya "

" nahi.. but tumhe call to karna chahie na.. kaisa hai sab aur ye shor itna kyun hai? "

" canteen mein hun.. kha rahi thi isliye speaker par rakha hai apko.. aur main ek dum achi hun abhi ek hi din to hua hai "

" do din ho gaye hai.. tumhe gaye hue.. meri maan lo abhi bhi.. flat ya PG le lo.. kyun hostel ke chakar mein padi ho "

" mom mujhe koi dikkat nahi hai.. hogi to bata dungi na.. ek hi baat baar baar kyun bolti ho aap "

" aunty khud chahti hai tu laundo ko lekar jaye.. aur wahan dhaka-dhaak kare.. " mene kaha to aaruh ne gusse se mujhe ghura aur meri hansi chhut gayi LOL uski aisi shakal dekhna bada pasnd tha mujhe.

" kya kaha "

" kuch nahi mom.. vo bas meri friend thi.. "

" friend kaun hai kya naam hai ? "

" namastey aunty.. main Shruti.. aaruhi ki friend aur uski room partner... "

" namastey beta... kaise ho aap? "

" i am good aunty.. and aaruhi bhi good hai.. uski fikar mat karo aap "

" kam bol " aaurhi ne dabi awaz mein kaha.

" nahi beta.. fikar to rehti hai na.. hostel mein rehna khana kaisa hota hai sabko pata hai... ye to zid kar ke wahan chali gayi warna main to ise kabhi nahi jane dete. Main to abhi bhi kehti hun pg/flat le le aur tumhe bhi kahungi.. dono sath reh lo "

" aunty chahti hai ki tu mere sath hi rahe.. meri bed partner ban kar LOL "

" chup reh.. " aaruhi fir gusse bhari dabi awaz mein boli.

" kuch kaha beta? " phone se awaz ayi.

" mom baad mein baat karti hun yahan shor hai aur mujhe khana bhi hai.. disturb mat karo "

" acha ab mom disturb karne lagi.. abhi tumahre dad se kehti hun ise wapis bulao "

" ok bye.. " aaurhi ne phone cut kiya aur mujhe gusse bhari nazron se dekhne lagi jahan meri hansi nahi ruk rahi thi.

" vaise aunty karti kya hai? "

" doctor hai.. aur khud bhi hostel mein reh chuki hai isliye muje mana karti hai "

" ooooo yani aunty ko pura exprience hai... "

" chup kar haramazadi.. har koi teri tarah nahi hota "

" main to hostel ki baat kar rahi thi.. gandi soch wali ladki hai tu... tere dimag mein bas.. dhakka-dhakk bhara hai "

" jada mat bol "

" sahi to keh rahi hun... ab aunty medical college mein padi hui.. hostel mein reh chuki hai vo bhi panch saal.. unhone to pura exprirence hoga har ek chiz ka.. "

" dekh shruti bas.. aur mat bol "

" main sirf bata rahi hun ki unhe exprience hoga na.. to unse baat khul kar karni padegi " main aaruhi ko ched rahi thi par nahi janti thi ki vo itna chid jayegi. " bass.. tu aur teri gandi soch.. " vo itni tez chillai ki canteen ke kuch log hamari taraf hi dekhne lage. Usne apna samosa wahin fenka aur uth kar chali gayi " aaurhi.. sun to.. " mene awaz lagai lekin vo nahi ruki. Mene use jata hua dekha aur fir samose ki taraf dekha, ajeeb stithi thi, ye ladki to badi bachi nikli.. mazak ko mazak na liya.. khair.. mene soch vichar karke samosa khane ka nakki kiya aur usko khane ke baad hi canteen se bahar nikli aaruhi ko khojne ki vo akele is dunia mein kahan gayi jahan main swayam use bachane ke liye nahi thi.

 

[Rubal]

Update ~~ 27

Mene aaurhi ko kayi phone lagaye par usne nahi uthaya, class mein vo gayi nahi thi aur koi adhyapak class le raha tha jise mein dekh kar bahar se hi bahar ho gayi thi. Garmi puri thi badan pura ka pura pasine se bhar gaya tha use khojte hue. Jab vo mujhe building mein kahin nahi mili to socha hostel chali gayi hogi to mene bhi hostel jane ka faisla kiya. Ek hi to bed partner thi meri ab uska muh fulha tha to suljhana bhi mujhe hi tha. Main hostel ki taraf badhi aur tabhi meri nazar ek jagah jaa ruki. Kahan main aaruhi ko khojne mein vyast thi aur kahan vo alag hi zone mein thi. Mene bataya tha na hostel ke raste ke dayein aur bayein taraf ground hai jahan ek taraf football khela jata hai bas wahin aaurhi khadi thi ya pahunchi thi keh nahi sakti lekin uske pas ball ayi aur usne itni badia.. matlab itni zordar kick mari ball ko jaise koi bahut badi professional ho. Dil hi jeet liya ladki ne mera... main uski taraf daudi... " kya kick mari hai... " mene piche se atte hi use kaha. Samne khade ladkon ka chehra bhi dekhne layak tha.

" player reh chuki hun main... usi girls school mein jisko to gali deti hai " attitude jhalkate hue usne mujhse kaha.

" kya baat kar rahi hai.. tune ye to bataya hi nahi "

" abhi tujhe bahut kuch nahi pata.. football mera favorite sport nahi tha lekin apni friend ke chalte sikhne lagi aur fir dhire-dhire ruchi ane lagi game mein "

" yani tu aur teri friend champion the.. usne admission kyun nahi liya " mere sawal karte hi aaruhi ke chehre par attitude ki jagah dukh aa gaya.

" she is no more.. "

" oooh... sad.. kya naam tha uska "

" kyun? tujhe kyun janna hai? "

" for her memory... "

" Nimi" aaurhi ke sath main bhi kuch der yun hi khadi rahi. Mujhe aisa laga jaise khas saheli thi vo uski school ke dauran aur uppar se football mein ruchi lane wali saheli bhi " Nimisha tha pura naam uska "

" death reason? " maine pucha par aaruhi ne koi jawab nahi diya aur vo hostel ki taraf chali gayi. Mene use nahi roka aur khud college aa gayi, baki class lene. Aaruhi meri room partner thi jada jana nahi tha use, vo kuch alag thi ya aisi hi thi abhi samjhne mein time lagne wala tha, kabhi vo bahut jada bold ho jati thi aur kabhi itni sidhi ki samajh nahi ata ki wahi hai. Samajh pana use mushkil tha, ye mujhe pehle din hi malum ho gaya tha isliye mujhe uske alawa kuch aur logon ko apni life mein dalna jaruri tha.. isi liye mene us din wo bhi kiya. Class lena bahana tha, bich mein vishal ko tadne ka kaam bhi karna tha taki use aabhas bhi rahe aur sath hi sath confuse bhi, jise uska dimag kisi aur ladki par bhi na jaye aur mujhse baat karne ki himmat bhi na ho. Yahi to hum ladkiyun ka prakop tha is dharti par ki hum ladkon ko kisi bhi tarah majbur karke use deliberately confuse kar sakte the. Mujhe wahi karna tha vishal ke sath jisme mujhe kamyambi milni hi thi. Par in sab ke bich bhi aaruhi mujhse dur nahi ho rahi thi aur na hi main use dur kar paa rahi thi. Par us pehle din ke baad takreeban do din tak uske aur mere bich na ke barabar hi baat hui. Aisa lagne laga tha ki vo mujhse baat nahi karna chahti lekin vajah kuch aur thi jise janne mein mujhe kafi samay lag gaya.

Shruti ko rukna pada kyun ki jis kamre mein aaruhi thi wahan se kuch awaz aa rahi thi. Uske sath sath sabhi ki nazre kamre ki taraf mudi jiske bheetar aaruhi ko sulaya gaya tha. " lagta hai aaruhi ko hosh aa gaya hai " nandini sabse pehle kamre ki taraf badhi, shruti mana karti use pehle usne gate khol diya. Nandini ke piche vishal aur shruti aa khade hue, gaggan dur se hi dekhna pasand kar raha tha. Par andar se aa rahe shor ki koi bhi wajah unhe kamre mein nahi dikhai de rahi thi. Aaruhi abhi bhi bistar par hi laiti hui thi aur behosh thi.

" awaz kaise aa rahi thi andar se vo bhi aisi "

" jaise koi chal raha ho.. " shruti ne baat puri ki.

" han.. lekin yahan to aaurhi to uthi hi nahi hai. Hume doctor ko bulana chahie, kab tak aise behosh rahegi ye, kuch ho gaya to musibat tum sab ke sath mujhpar bhi ayegi, akkhir is waqt responsible person main hi hun.. mujhe Dr Guzral ko phone karna chahie " nandini bol kar wahan se nikalti shruti ne use rok liya.

" miss.. meri baat suniye.. uski koi jarurat nahi hai.. "

" shruti main tum logon par trust nahi kar sakti. Aaruhi ko kuch ho gaya to samsya badh jayegi.. tum log baarish mein bhige ho... kahin fever badh gaya ya nimonia ho gaya to, i can't risk her life "

" miss aisa kuch nahi hoga "

" tum itna sure kaise ho? "

" kyun ki miss aaruhi behosh nahi hui hai vo soo rahi hai.. vo nahi uthegi.. "

" nahi uthegi? kyun.. aur tumhe kaise pata nahi uthegi "

" kyun ki vo nahi uthti.. mene apko bataya ki pehle din kaise mene use uthaya itna hi nahi jo main apko abhi batane jaa rahi thi uske piche ki wajah bhi yahi hai. Jo awazein apne suni vo main bhi raat mein suna karti thi lekin kamre mein aaruhi soyi milti thi aur wahan koi nahi hota tha "

" mene kaha tha.. aaurhi mein koi bhoot pret atma chipki hai... " gaggan fauran bol pada.

" gaggan please stop.. tum mere sath bahar aao.. " nandini kamre se bahar nikli aur darwaja laga diya. Bahar abhi bhi bizli kadak rahi thi aur baarish ki gatti utni hi tez thi. Lub jub karti light ye bata rahi thi ki voltage ki gadbadi se kabhi bhi vo band ho sakti hai.

" shruti tum ye kehna cha rahi ho ki aaruhi jabse tumhare sath ayi hai use nind jada ati hai jiski wajah se tumne abhi kaha ki vo behosh nahi hui hai? "

" ji miss "

" aur agar tum galat hui to? "

" ho sakti thi, par miss jab se mene use purane hostel mein ate jate dekha hai tabse main apko jo bata rahi ho wo ek dum sahi hai.. Aaruhi vo nahi hoti jo dikhti hai... aur iske piche meri bhi jimmewari hai. Lekin main nahi janti thi ki aisa kuch hoga.. "

" aisa kya hua tha shruti.. mujhe abhi bhi tumhari kahani se kuch samajh nahi aya hai "

" nahi ayega miss.. kyun ki kahani abhi shuru hui hai.. vaise to college mein bahut si chizen hui aur hoti hai, par ye vakya shayad har college mein nahi ghatta. Takreeban hafta beet gaya, aaruhi se is dauran baat cheet kam hui. Vo college se hostel jaldi chali jati aur pure din college mein bhi chup-chup si rehti. Mene baat karne ki kayi dafa kosish ki lekin usne dhang se response nahi diya. Mujhe laga ki vo mere uski mom ke uppar kiye gaye mazak se naraz hai lekin aisa hota to vo kuch kehti, bolti bhi.. aur us din football ground ke pas mujhe jawab bhi nahi deti. Par sochti thi ki college na sahi hostel mein use baat kar lun lekin jab bhi jati vo sirf soti hi milti, usne ek hafte se raat ka khana tak nahi khaya tha. Situation mere control mein nahi thi aur mujhe laga ki vo apni hi dunia mein rehne wali ladki hai shayad girls school mein padne wale bache aise hi hote hai lekin dusri taraf mujhe aisa lagne laga ki uske past mein kuch chizen achi nahi hui hai jiski wajah se vo ghar se itni dur ayi aur shayad usi ka asar uske dimag par padh raha hai. Hafta guzar gaya, mujhe laga har din ki tarah aaruhi aaj bhi jaldi jakar so rahi hogi lekin aisa nahi tha, us din vo soyi nahi thi balki naha rahi thi aur ye baat mujhe tab pata chali jab mein apne floor par pahunchi "

" Corridor mein itna pani ? koi hai nahi kya.. " pani dhire-dhire aage badh raha tha jaise mene titanic movie mein dekha tha. " kisi ka leak ho gaya lagta hai.. " aage badh kar mene apna kamra khola tab samajh aya ki leakage apne hi kamre ke bathroom se hi tha. Peron mein pani ki chinta aur kamre ka saman jo zameen par pada tha sab pani se gila ho gaya tha. " aaruhi kamre mein nahi dikh rahi, kahin usne bathroom mein suicide to nahi kar liya... are aaruhi... " mene darwaje par dhakka mara aur vo khula nahi " kundi laga kar mar gayi... " mene zor se darwaje par dhakka mara aur andazan choti si jo kundi lagi thi jo ki already itni dhili padi thi ki vo asasni se tut gayi aur darwaja khul gaya. Darwaja khulte hi jo socha tha uska ulat hua, aaruhi samne nangi khadi thi aur shower se pani uske uppar gir raha tha.

" aaruhi... " mene awaz lagai lekin usne koi response nahi diya. Pani bharne ka karan aaruhi thi ye baat tab samajh ayi jab dekha ki nali mein pani jaa nahi raha hai aur uski wajah se pure floor par pani bhar gaya. Mene turant shower band kiya, aaruhi abhi bhi waisi hi khadi thi. Baal bhig kar uske chehre ko dhak rahe the lekin uske baal itne lambe the ki uske sine se lekar niche pet ke niche tak aa rahe the. Ek pal khamoshi mein main usko dekhti rahi, shower se band pani ki bundon ka shor mehsus karti rahi. Aisa laga jaise aaruhi sans hi nahi le rahi hai. " aaruhi.. " mene uske kandhe par hath rakha aur jaise hi use mere hathon ka sparsh hua vaise hi uske sharir mein harkat hui aur usne apni ankhein kholi jo ki mujhe nahi dikh rahi thi. Usne fauran mera hath pakda jiske pakadne ke baad mujhe abhas hua ki vo puri tarah se hosh mein aa chuki hai.

" shruti tu... yahan kaise " aaruhi ke honth jo bich ka hissa hi dekh paa rahi thi usme se awaz nikli to apni mumy ki kasam ek ajeeb si sirhan daudh gayi.

" main kya.. thodi der baad har koi aa jata "

" matlab "

" aaruhi pani nali mein nahi jaa rha aur pure hostel mein bhar gaya "

" pani ? " vo abhi tak confuse sound ho rahi thi.

" han ... tu naha rahi hai na " mere kehte hi usne mera hath chhoda aur apne chehre se baal hataye aur idhar udhar dekha. Jaise janne ki kosish kar rahi ho ki vo kahan hai. " main naha rahi hun... " vo kuch soch mein padi " fuckk... yani mene kapde nahi pehne... tu mujhe kab se nanga hi ghur rahi hai... tu kitni jadi haramzadi hai " usne fauran apna sharir chupane ki kosish ki.

" wah kya zamana hai, abhi agar main nahi ayi hoti to tujhe hostel ki sari ladkiyan aisi nangi dekh rahi hoti... neki kar aur bhosde mein maal wali baat hai ye to "

" kya? "

" pura pani pani kar diya ab kya karein... "

" tu pehle mera towel de "

" kya karegi janeman aise hi reh le " main use chedne ke liye aage badi to vo wahan se bhagi. Use bhagta dekh mera dhayan pehli dafa uske jism par gaya, apni chupati chatiyan jo hilte hue dikh rhi thi aur fir piche se uske nitamb... sahi mein mere se jada sundar hai ye ladki.. gori chitti fluffy si... jo bhi ladka lega ... kya lega vo... wah.. Main bahar nikli aaruhi apna badan chupate hue kapde pehnne lagi thi. Main wahin bistar par jaa baithi, pani farsh par abhi bhi maujud tha bas ab badh nahi raha tha.

" warden hostel se nikal degi ... shit.. main to gayi... ab nahi chhodegi vo... " main use baithe dekh rahi thi aur vo bad-badh kiye jaa rahi thi. Kapde pehne ke baad usne farsh par pade pani ko dekhti aur fir mujhe dekhti. " tune mujhe bataya kyun nahi "

" kya nahi bataya? "

" yahi ki pani nahi jaa raha shower band kar "

" kamal hai.. mujhe kya sapne aa rahe the ki tu naha rahi hai aur nali mein pani nahi jaa raha hai. Main to ayi college se tab dekha ki tu kamre mein nahi hai bathroom ka darwaja band hai. Mujhe to laga tu gayi "

" gayi kahan ? "

" vo sab chhod.. tu itna naha kyun rahi thi ye bata.. koi purani hindi movie dekhi kya? "

" purani hindi movie kahan se ayi.. "

" are isliye kyun ki jis tarah un movies mein dikhate the ki jab-jab ladkiyan muh kala karti thi to jakar nahati thi.. aur nahati hi jati thi... isliye pucha... kahin tera bhi to? " mene apni baat bich mein roki aur kisi tarah hansi rok kar rakhi.

" tera dimag theek hai... main yahan musibat mein hun aur tujhe mast sujh rahi hai " usne jaise hi meri masti pakdi meri hansi nahi ruki. " kutiya.. haramzadi.. kamini.. tujhe to maa behen ki galiyan dene ka man karta hai... pata nahi kis manhus ghadi mein tujhse pala pada... " aaruhi pareshan hote hue boli. " tujhse to baat karna bekar hai tum jaisi ladkiyan sirf apne liye hoti ho.. school ki bhi aisi hi thi tu bhi wahi hai... " bol kar vo khud se baat karne lagi " pani kaise nikalun... koi kapda leti hun usme pani bhar kar nichod kar washbasin mein dalti hun.. han ye sahi rahega.. "

" sun.. " vo itni mehnat karti mene awaz mari.

" dekh shruti mere pas time pass ka bilkul bhi time nahi hai sach keh rahi hun.. "

" tu yahan kamre mein nahi thi aur tujhe nahi pata kisne nal khula chhoda tu sahi samay par ayi aur tune nal band kiya... warna pani niche floors tak pahunch jata, tujhe kuch pata hi nahi " ek minute vo mujhe ghurti rahi.

" kehna kya chahti hai? "

" Yahi tujhe warden se kehna hai, waise bhi kamre thodi na lock hote hain aur uppar koi cctv bhi nahi hai... kisi ko kya pata kisne khola... hum to college mein padh rahe the na... " mene muskurate hue jawab diya. Ek pal vo sochti rahi aur usne meri baat ko dimag mein repeat kiya hoga jo ki karte hi vo samajh gayi.

" lekin agar warden ko ye pata chala ki main class mein nahi thi balki yahan thi fir... unhone attendance check kara li to "

" proxy meri janeman.. proxy.. pichle hafte bhar se main tumhari proxy hi lagwa rahi hun " main aram se piche laitte hue boli. Vo mujhe khadi dekhti rahi.

" to fir ab? "

" Ab bas 5 minute baad wahi karna hai jo mene abhi kaha.... "

Warden ko batai hui kahani sahi lagni hi thi uske pas hamare khilaf koi sabut thodi tha jo hum par action karti. Pani ruk jana hamare hath mein nahi tha aur itna pani bhar kar kaun nahata hai. Warden ne kaam hostel ke peon ko de diya tha jo uska behad khas tha. Ek number ka ladkibaaz, kamina admi tha jo hostel ki sari batein warden ko jakar batata tha aur ladkiyun se batein chupane ke liye unse kuch na kuch manga karta tha. Itna tak suna hai mene ki usme vo ladkiyun ki chadiyan, unki bra... aur kayi baar to vo unke live show bhi dekha karta tha.. ab ye usne kis kis ke sath kiya tha abhi tak uski khabar nahi hui thi. Hum dono warden ke room mein uske samne khade the.

" debu... pani saaf ho gaya.. "

" ji madam "

" pani kyun ruka hai? "

" abhi nahi pata madam.. par bathroom band kar diya hai kuch din ke liye jab tak theek nahi hota "

" acha.. theek hai tu jaa.. " warden ne debu ko jane ka ishara kiya. Sala bangali jatte-jatte meri aur aaruhi ki gand ko tadta hua gaya... iski harampanti ki bitte dino bahut kahani suni thi mene.

" aur tum dono.. " mene apni nazre samne ki. Warden jitni khatarnak sunai gayi thi vo utni hi thi, pehle din hi dekh kar pata lag gaya tha use. Hasth pusht to nahi thi vo lekin thi to vo bhi bangali hi full tez thi chaal bazz aurat thi. Pati se divorce karne ke baad uska adha maal andar kiya aur yahin college ke pas apartment lekar rehne lagi. Dikhne mein theek thaak thi, umar bhi 42-43 ki thi lekin jallad jaise swaroop iski kundli bana kar gaya ho aise sabhav ki thi. Bolti kam apni baton se marti jada thi. Pura hostel kabza rakha tha aur har koi darta tha sivai ek ke... lavanya.. uska bol-bala yahan bhi tha aur usi ke chalte uski chamchiyan bhi bachi rehti thi varna ye aur iska debu.. dono akele mein kya karte the nahi malum lekin hostel ki ladkiyun ke liye kafi the.

" tum dono complaint box mein koi complain mat dalna.. main bathroom sahi kara dungi.. "

" ji madadm " aaruhi ne bas itna hi kaha aur hum dono wahan khade rahe. Ab kya karein jab tak jane ke liye nahi kahegi jaye kaise.. mene to ishare se aaruhi ko kaha bhi par vo nahi hili.

" machii khayegi? " warden ne apni nazar uppar uthate hue kaha. Humne fauran na mein sar hilaya " to jao yahan kyun khade ho.. bola to ho jayega kaam.. ab kya mein nalli mein hath dalun? niklo " usne itna kaha aur hum bahar ki taraf nikal aye.

" kitni haramkhor warden hai.. non-veg hostel mein allowed nahi hai par khud machhii kha rahi hai.. matlab uske dharam mein hai to bhale hi vo machi tang kar nangi pure hostel mein ghume usko allowed hai par hume nahi.. "

" tu dhire bol sun liya kisi ne to bawal ho jayega "

" bawal se yaad aya.. aaj ke khane mein kya bana hoga.. bas kal ki tarah panner ki sabzi na ho "

" kyun panner ki sabzi mein aisa kya tha "

" are puch mat.. lambi kahani hai.. tu chal tujhe uppar pahunchte pahunchte batati hun..

 

[Rubal]

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" mujhe abhi tak ek baat samajh nahi aa rahi ki pani jana ruka kaise ? " kamre mein andar atte hue vo boli. Main apna pet pakad kar palang par jaa baithi. Aisa khana kha kar pet ko jo santushti mil rahi thi bas kisi tarah pacha raha tha vo khana. Samajh nahi ata khane mein kaun si anmol chiz dalte hain jo pehle galle se nahi utarti aur fir pet mein nahi pachti.

" yahan khane ke baad samajh nahi aa raha main apne lattu ke sath kaise baat karungi tujhe abhi bhi pani ki padi hai.. petiyachod... "

" hain..? "

" bittiyaachodd... " mene aaruhi ki taraf chillate hue kaha.

" bhadak kyun rahi hai... main to bas isliye puch rahi thi ki achanak se kaise.. "

" achanak se kuch nahi hota itna jhadegi to yahi hoga " pet se dhayan hatate hue mene phone uthaya. Vishal ka message aya hua tha. " what are you doing? "

" jung ladh kar ayi abhi abhi " mene reply kiya jisko usne turant seen kiya. Yahi to chahie tha mujhe, jhat se mere message dekhne wala.

" matlab? kya hua "

" mess ka khana " mene message send kiya aur dusra likhne lagi " pet ke liye to jung ladne ke barabar hi hai na "

" hahaha.. right.. boys mess is the same. We generally skip " uska message padh rahi thi ki aaurhi ki awaz par dhayan gaya.

" tune abhi tak sahi se jawab nahi diya " aaurhi ki taraf dekha to vo apna top utar kar khadi thi. Purple color ki bra mein uska gora chita sharir, meri nazar uski chatiyun par thi.

" size kya hai tera " mene pucha.

" size? " usne almari se apna night suit wala dheela top nikala aur meri taraf dekhne lagi. Agle pal use samajh aya ki main kiski baat kar rahi hun to usne apna top pehen liya " teri nazar badi gand hai "

" size hi to puch rahi hun... aur main ek ladki hun, ek ladki ka to dekh sakti hun "

" kisne kaha " usne apni jeans utarni shuru ki aur ab meri ankhein fir uski masal jhangein aur side shape ke ubaron par atakne lagi jise vo bhanp gayi aur usne turant mujhe nazar hatane ko kaha lekin mene nahi hatai to chadar mere chehre par fenk di. Mene use turant hata dia, meri besharmi se pareshan hokar usne dant piss liye aur fir mere samne hi jeans badli. Vaise to hu ladkiyan matching hi pehnti hai bra aur penty, par aaruhi ki undi black thi.

" purple black ka combo... han.. " pajama dalte hue jab vo mere bagal wale bistar par baithi to mene use cheda.

" bitch... "

" try me.. "

" what? "

" how bitch can lick "

" eww.... "

" us din subah to bada chadh rahi thi mere sharir par "

" tu vo chhod, aur ye bata ki jhadne wali kya baat ka kya bol rahi thi mujhe "

" tere baal... kitne jhadte hai.. nahate time bhi jhadte the jab bhi main sham ko ati thi to tere baal hi pade hote the usi se andaza lagaya, baal hi fans gaye honge.. par ek baat bata baal sirf uppar ke the ya niche ke bhi "

" tu khud nali main hath daal kar pata laga le. Khali bakwas karwa lo bas sara time "

" hehehehehe main to bakwas karti hun par to tu kand karti hai "

" maine kaun se kaand kiye hai? "

" so-so kar kand hi to karti hai tu sapno mein "

" main koi sapne nahi dekhti "

" acha beta, to itna kyun soti hai ye bata? "

" thak jati hun.. isliye... aur kyun sote hain log "

" are tujhe kya malum.. sone ke liye log tadapte hai... hum to khud sona chahte hain bas koi sath so jaye " mujhe vishal ki yaad ayi uska message aya hua tha. " all well? "

" yes.. "

" cool "

" what are you doing? " uska message aya.

" tere dant kyun fatt rahe hai " aaurhi ne mujhse pucha.

" ladkon ka soch kar "

" matlab? "

" ye ladke ladkiyun ke aage piche hone ke liye, unki lene ke liye kitna decent bante hain. Jahan lund jhadna chahie wahan angrezi jhadte hai LOL "

" tujhe ladkon ke alawa kuch aur nahi sujta kya? "

" ladke ki to dunia hai pagal... vo na ho to hume kya sukh "

" sab sukh hai.. "

" tum girls school mein padhi ho tumhe kya malum kaise ek ladka apni nazar se hi ladki ko uppar se lekar niche tak chod deta hai.. ye kala hai unke pas.. ladkiyun ke pas kya hai.. sirf ek hi kala hai "

" acha vo kya? "

" aaahhhh-uhhhh ohhh yesss baby.. fuckkkk me.... aaaahhhhhhh.. " mene usi andaz mein bataya jaise mere andar vishal ne de diya ho. Meri shakal dekh aaruhi hans padi. Bas yahi to chahie tha, uski hansi ke liye to mene mahol badla tha. Mene apna phone dekha to vishal ne apni photo bheji hui thi. Apne room partner ke sath uske kuch ek aad dost bhi the. Par meri nazar usi par thi, banda sahi tha, body thodi bahut bana rakhi thi ek alag look tha uska. Ek shaped beard aur usi ndaz mein hair cutting, baki sab to salle chikne chut jaise the. Usko dekh kar hi mere sharir ke andar bas dhaka-dhak ki akansha jaggi hui thi. Mene smily bhej diya ankh mein dil, jisko mujhe nahi bhejna tha baad mein realize hua.

" thanks " uska fauran message aya.

" for daru " mene uske armano par danda de diya. Usne confuse wala smily bheja aur itne mein aaurhi ki baton par dhayan chala gaya.

" aaj tune mujhe bacha liya uske liye thanks "

" chal pagli yahan par hum family picture thodi banane aye hai "

" to fir kyun aye ? "

" family badhane aye hai "

" teri suin wahin atkti hai "

" heheheheh ahaa suin to leni hoti hai kyun ki "

" tu aur teri batein.. mujhe kabhi kabhi samajh nahi ata ki tu itni bechain hai to tune kabhi kara kyun nahi "

" maa ki wajah se.. meri maa principal thi college ki.. ek number ki chaukidar thi ... har samay chipki rehti.. phone tak nahi tha school mein.. koi ladke se baat karo to unko pehle pata ho jata tha. Isliye mene ek chiz thani.. padai karo aur sab kuch sikho fir jaise hi mauka mile pel do.. jo bhi sikha ho apply kar do.. like in physics.. apply and get desired result.. Isliye 12vi mein mehnat ki aur ghar se dur ka college dhunda aur tab nazar mein apna college aya aur aa gayi nagpur .. ab yahan mein apne methods apply karungi.. aur meri physics mein ab sirf physical hoga.. no theory.. tu bata.. teri mom keh rahi thi unhone tujhe mana kiya aisa kyun? " mene jawab dete hue ant mein use sawal kar dala.

" mom nahi chahti thi ki mein hostel mein jaun "

" wahi to kyun? " mujhe logon ki kahani janne mein bada interest tha aur vaise bhi apne bed partner ka itihas to janna hi chahie. Mene phone side mein rakha aur aaruhi ko dhayan se sunne lagi.

" Ab unke bahut reasons the.. pehla ki main akele kaise rahungi? dusra vo khud hostel mein rahi hai to unke mutabik hostel mein rehna bada hi mushkil hai, na to khana acha hota aur na hi rehne ka tarika, hygine and all.. doctor hai na.. isliye unko uski jada chinta rehti hai. Uske alawa unka ye manna tha ki hostel mein ladkiyan bigad jati hai.. "

" bigadna as in sense matlab.. thukai.. "

" tere dimag mein thukai hi ati hai sirf, thukai hi karni hai to kahin aur ja yahan kyun mar rahi hai.. mera matlab tha cocktails... drugs and all.. fir ladko ke chakar to rehte hi hai "

" han matlab thukai included tha na.. wahi kahun ki wo kaise reh gaya.. meri maa ko to sabse jada chinta isi baat ki thi ki main khuli sand ho jaungi lekin koi aur chara nahi tha, mere number itne ache aye aur yahan admission lena kaun nahi chahta, Nagpur ka sabse best college tha ye.. isliye majburan unhone ane diya "

" mujhe to vo ane nahi dena chahti thi isliye to unhone aisa kaha tha mujhse... main bhi maan baithi thi lekin meri padosi.. Kalpana didi.. unki baat cheet ke baad samajh aya ki hostel ki life mein azadi hai jiski mujhe jarurat thi.. school mein mili nahi.. papa army mein hai isliye ek rule follow karna padta tha hamesha se.. isliye jab kalpana didi ne bataya to samajh aya ki mom ne sirf mujhse vo sab jaan kar kaha tha. Sirf padai hi ek rasta tha jiske baad mujhe yahan admission mila aur unhe mujhe akela chhodna hi pada par vo abhi tak pg/flat karti rahi taki hostel mein na rahun lekin mera man nahi hai kahin aur jane ka.. "

" teri kahani bhi yahan ane ki kuch kuch mere jaisi hi hai, padai important role tha aur abhi bhi rakhna hai warna wapis bula lengi "

" hammm "

" samajh rahi hai main kya keh rahi hun? " aaruhi kahin khoi hui thi. " aaurhi... aaruhi.. " kuch do-char awaz lagane par vo soch se bahar ayi.

" han "

" meri baat ka matlab hai ki tujhe uske liye class ana padega.. pichle ek hafte se jada ho gaya tune class nahi li jada "

" hamm "

" ye kya bhuji hui aurton ki tarah chut latka rakhi hai.. jawan kali hai tu vo bhi khuli hui nahi hai.. dono sath mein khulenge.. .. "

" ye ladki ... isko itna nahi samajh ata ki ladkon ko sirf dene ki kyun lagi rehti hai... vo ladke hote hain ladke.. unhe bas ek baar dhila karna hota hai uske baad khel khatam.. ab dubara khada karne ke liye dusri ladki chahie, tu itna kyun nahi samjhti " aaruhi ne pura pressure dekar mujhe samjhaya.

" wah.. kya gyan diya hai.. dil jeet liya mera.. le sina chusegi mera.. " mene ghutno ke bal baithte hue apna sina aage ki taraf karte hue baith gayi.

" haramazadi hai tu ek number ki.. " usne meri taraf apna takiya fenka jisko mene single handedly catch kiya aur use piche deewar se laga kar baith gayi.

" tum girls school mein padne walo ko kya yahi sikhaya jata hai ki ladkon se nafrat karo? hain..? kahin tumhe allegdely ladkiyun ke sath to sambhand banane ke liye diya jata... ko bistar par lait kar same wahi chiz karti hai par bechari andar kuch nahi le pati LOL " mujhe kehte hue khud se hi hansi aa rahi thi lekin main kisi tarah use rok kar apni baat kehna cha rahi thi " Tumhare school mein lesbian koi subject to nahi hota tha.. haa...haa bata bata " aaurhi kuch nahi boli... " kahin tu lesbian to nahi.. isliye tujhe lawdo se itni chid hai.. i mean laundon se... bata bata " mene aaurhi se sawal kiya to usne apni nazar mujh se hata li. Mujhe use chedne mein maza aa raha tha isliye mene usko chedna zari rakha " mujhe to tujh par doubt hai.. "

" acha vo kaise ? " aaruhi mobile use karte hue boli.

" teri usi saheli ki wajah se.... kya naam tha.. vimi... nahi nahi.. nimi.. han.. nimi.. uske sath tera tanka tha " mene jaise hi kaha aaruhi ne apni nazre uppar uthai aur mujhe aise dekha jaise mene koi galti kar di ho.

" mujhe us baat ke bare mein koi baat nahi karni.. please .... "

" acha chal theek hai.. ab tu apni gf ki baat share nahi karna chahti vo teri marzi... par kabhi mauka lage to bataio jarur ki tum dono ke bich physical activity kya hoti hai.. warna porn mein to vo log toys ka use karte hai... aur tu manegi nahi.. bilkul lawde jaisa toy hota hai... aur use ek dusre ke chaka-chak andar bahar.. andar bahar.. aur han uske alawa vo vibrator bhi hota hai, matlab sala jhunjha jata hoga.. behenchod, garmi badha di is baat ne to.... vishal se sab karana padega... hamare desh mein to ye chiz milegi hi nahi to tu apni gf ke sath kaise ..... palang todti hai.. oooo sorry tum log to palang todhi nahi sakti.. ek dusre ke uppar kudne ke liye kuch hoga kahan LOL " mane hanste hue aaruhi ko chedne ki puri kosish ki par usne kuch react hi nahi diya. Abhi mujhe nind nahi aa rahi thi aur aaruhi ki boriyat dekh mene phone uthaya aur vishal ke message aya 'what are you doing?' jo usne pehle bhi kiya tha.

" need vibration, bada dhila sa feel ho raha hai " mene message kiya jo turant seen hua aur vo kuch pal likhta aur fir hata deta. Mujhe man hi man uski confusion dekh acha lag raha tha. Akhir mein usne sirf chota sa reply diya.

" ? " reply dekh samajh aya ye dhilla hai ek dum. Mene phone se nazar hatai aur aaruhi ki taraf dekha jo sone ki tayari kar rahi thi.

" badi jaldi hai sapne dekhne ki.... aaj hi raat sab kar dalegi kya... "

" tune hi kaha tha class leni hai varna vapis jana padega uske liye time se sona padega.. "

" han class to leni hai... vaise tu janti hai ki freshers party hone wali hai.. "

" acha to fir? "

" to fir kya.. announcement ke liye ayi thi kal class mein Lavanya aur uski sakhiyan "

" lavanya " aaruhi sote hue ruk kar meri taraf dekhne lagi aur ek pal ke liye dekhti rahi. Main bhi uske chehre ke hav bhav padne ki kosish karne lagi. " tu participate kis chiz ke liye karegi, naam likhwana hoga lavanya ke pas jakar " mene jab aage kaha to vo aise bhauklai jo vo shuru din se hi baukhla rahi thi.

" nahi... mujhe koi shauk nahi hai freshers party mein... naam nahi likhwana " vo sone lagi.

" likhwana padega... lavanya ne har ladki ke liye bola hai.. mandate hai " mere itna kehte hi vo uth baithi aur meri taraf ghurte hue dekhne laga.

" sach? "

" han... bol kar to aise hi gayi hai.. likhwa denge.. naam hi to hai.. aur tu to itni khubsurat hai ki Miss Fresher to tu hi banegi... " aaruhi kuch nahi boli, vo kisi baat se dari hui thi. " aaruhi tu itna kyun sochti hai maza ayega... sab hume dekhnge.. naam hoga.. famous ho jayegi tu.. hume kuch karna thodi hai... bas lavanya ke pas jakar naam likhwana hai aur kuch din uske pas jana padega.. ramp walk ke liye prepare karegi.. aur jo bhi iske alawa program honge.. jaise hi interview round.. etc etc....jo bhi chutiapa hota hai us din uske liye hume preparation karni hai "

" uske pas jana padega... nahi... mujhe uske pas nahi jana... shruti... main.. ghar chali jaungi.. nahi lungi class " vo kafi dari hui thi.

" tu to aaruhi bache jaisa karti hai.. itna kyun darti hai tu use.. vo koi chudail thodi hai.. ragging hi to kari thi ... vo to har kisi ki hoti hai.. jab ho tab tak yaad rakho aur baad mein susu ki dhar mein baha do, chill kuch nahi hoga "

" ragging nahi thi vo shruti.. ragging nahi thi.. vo.. vo... us khandar mein jo mere sath hua vo ragging nahi tha " bingo... aaruhi ke muh se jo niklwana chah rahi thi main usme kamyab ho gayi thi. Main to tabse use ye chahti thi lekin mauka nahi lag paa raha tha. Aaruhi lavanya se kyun darti hai aur us din lavanya ne kyun kaha tha 'chut ragdti hai' kya rishta tha dono ke bich jo mujhe nahi pata tha. Mujhe, mujhe kaise nahi pata tha jisne sab kuch jaan rakha tha....

" khandar.. kaisa khandar .... " mene jaise hi aaruhi se pucha to vo ek dum se shant ho gayi. Dar ek hi pal mein gayab ho gaya, usne mujhse kuch nahi kaha aur fir bistar par laitte hi so gayi.

" behenchod... mazak ho gaya ye to... sari mehnat par isne raiyta kar diya... " mene ek pal phone dekha, " ? " ke baad ek message aur tha " didn't get you " uska message dekh chid gayi main. " ab samajh aya ki ye mechinical walle sirf hath se hi kyun ragadte reh jate hain kyun ki inka dimag wahin khada hota hai aur baithta hai... useless.. lawdee... " mene gusse mein apni ankhein band ki aur malum hi nahi chala kab nind aa gayi.

 

[Rubal]

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" shruti... shruti.... " main itni gehri nind mein thi ki mujhe sapne mein koi awaz laga raho aisa mehsus hone laga. Kuch pal tak nind ne use ignore kiya par jab vo awaz nahi ruki to meri ankh achanak se khuli. Sapne mein kaun awaz laga raha tha? Ye soch hi rahi th ki awaz reality mein bhi ane lagi. " awaz to aaruhi ki hai " mene ankhein malte hue apni nazar aaruhi ki taraf ghumai to paya bistar par koi nahi tha.

" s..hruti...shrutii.. " awaz par fir bhi udhar se hi aa rahi thi. " behnchod.. invisible ho gayi kya.. " mene ankhein malte hue apne sharir ko uthaya.

" aaruhi to hai kidhar.. "

" idhaar... " uski awaz behad dhimi thi.

" idhar...kidhar... " mene dekhne ki kosish ki to mujhe palang ke niche kuch mehsus hua. Aaruhi ke palang ke niche aisa laga kuch hai. Andhera itna tha ki malum nahi chal raha tha ki kya hai. " aaruhi to apne palang ke niche hai kya.. " palag se khada hona jaruri ho gaya tha ab, kyun ki aaruhi palang ke niche kya kar rahi hai ye janna jaruri hai. Main bistar se khadi hui aur farsh par khade hote hi mene palang ke niche jhuk kar dekhne ki kosish ki tabhi mera per kisi ne pakad liya...

" aaah-hhhhh " chilla kar kudte hue main vapis apne palang par aise chad gayi. Aur takreeban 10 second tak chillati reh gayi hongi main kyun ki aise ajeeb se jhunjhun felh gayi thi sharir mein ki us utarne mein samay lag gaya.

" main.. hun. aaruhi.. " main jaise hi chup hui tabhi aaruhi ki awaz ayi.

" aaruhi.. tu.. mere palang ke niche.. hai.. uff.... " mene apne baal piche ki taraf kiye jo uchalne ki wajah se aage aa chuke the. " aaj to tune meri gand hi maar li aise pakad kar... par tu niche kar kya rahi hai " mene niche utarne hi wali thi par fir tabhi abhi jo aaruhi ne per pakada tha vo yaad aya islye uppar reh kar hi mein ghutne ke bal bistar par baithi aur uska kona pakad kar niche ki taraf jhuki. Chadar hata kar uppar ki taraf ki aur abhi niche nazar jati use pehle mein wapis sidhi ho gayi. " mobile...mobile..... " mene andhere mein bistar par idhar udhar hath maara aur ungli mobile se takra gayi. Mene mobile uthaya aur pehle nazar time par gayi... 1 bajne mein panch minute baki the. Mene time dekhte hue uski torch jalai jise thodi roshni ho gayi. Roshni ke hote hi mein usi taraf niche apni nazrein lagai jise niche aaruhi ko dekh saku par meri nazrein pehle andar dekhe use pehle mobile ki roshni andar ki taraf dali. Niche ujala ho chuka tha jo aaruhi par padh raha hoga ye sochte hue mene use awaz di " aaruhi... " aur jab nazar niche gayi to samne roshni mein aaruhi ki ankhein nille kanche jaisi chamak rahi thi jise dekhte sath phone chhut gaya aur uske shor se hi mere sharir mein sirhan daud gayi. Mene fauran uthaya aur aaruhi ki taraf ghumaya.

" aaruhi ...ye... kya halat... banai hui hai... " dubara ankhon ki jagah jab nazre sharir par gayi to hairani mein use tadti rahi. Aaruhi bilkul nangi nivastra halat mein deewar se chipak kar apne sharir ko samete hue laiti hui thi. " aaruhi to is halat mein kya kar rahi hai... "

" m...ere...kapde... " ek pal main uska chehra dekhti rahi jo kafi dara hua tha. Fir jaldi se uske kapde khoj kar use bistar ke niche se bahar nikala.

" ab kuch bolegi ki kya tha ye? " takreeban adha ghanta beet chuka tha hume aise baithe. Aaruhi apne bistar par baithi thi aur main apne.. light jal rahi thi varna mujhe uski shakal par chaye aseem dar ko dekh pana mushkil ho jata. " dekh aaruhi agar tu kuch nahi batayegi to main kal teri mumy ko bata dungi ki tu theek nahi hai yahan " ab sirf yahi dhamki bachi thi jise jawab mil sakta tha.

" mene kaha na sirf ek sapna tha.. aur kuch nahi.. " adhe ghante mein vo ye baat 25 bar bol chuki thi aur mujhe yakeen nahi tha koi sapne se aise darta hai bhala?

" sapne se itna dar gayi thi ki pure kapde hi utar diye? Aisa kya kar rahi thi sapne mein? "

" tujhe har chiz mein ek hi chiz dikhti hai kya shruti... " aaruhi ne mujhe jawab bahut tez awaz mein diya, batmizi se bhi par mujhe is waqt uske dar ki wajah jani thi isliye bura nahi mana. Uski ankhein bhari thi yani baat gehri thi kyun ki ladkiyun ki chut aur ankhein tabhi bhari hoti hai jab baat serious ho..... damn serious ho....

" main abhi mazak nahi kar rahi hun aaruhi.. tu jis halat mein thi uske baad koi bhi tere bare mein ulta hi sochega.. aur agar tu kuch nahi batayegi to majburan mujhe tere ghar batana padega. Isliye keh rahi hun agar tu yahan rehna chahti hai to mujhe bata ki kya hua hai tujhe... kis baat se tu itna dari rehti hai aur ye jo abhi tha vo kya tha... " mene is baar sahi nabs pakdi thi. Emotional main bahut kam hoti hun lekin aaruhi ki ye halat dekh kar mujhe apna school ka waqt aa gaya tha jahan tab mene ankhein mund li thi jiska asar mere dimag mein aaj tak hai lekin us galti ko dubara nahi dhaurana chahti thi. Aaruhi ne apni ankhon se chalak aye ansu hataye aur yun hi baithi rahi. Main thak gayi thi lekin vo kuch batane ka naam nahi le rahi thi isliiye mene socha ki kal subah iske ghar par baat karni hi padegi. Main uthi aur light band karne ke liye abhi switch board tak pahunchi hi thi ki aaruhi ki awaz se kadam ruk gaye.

" agar mene tujhe kuch bataya to tu mujhe pagal to nahi samjhegi na? "

" aksar log ye batein tab kehte hain jab unhone kisi bhoot pret ko dekha ho, tune dekha hai? " mene palatte sath hi use pucha.

" nahi.. "

" to fir? "

" par mehsus jarur kiya hai .. aur vo koi sapna nahi tha.. hakikat thi.. hakikat us din ki jab mein hostel mein pehli dafa ayi thi.. Us din atte atte sham ho gayi thi.. college ke entrace par guard se hostel ka rasta puchte hue jab college premisis cross kiya tab hamari mulakat.. " aaurhi ek pal ke liye ruki " lavanya se hui... jo mujhe hostel ka rasta dikhate hue us khandar le gayi "

" khandar? vo jo dusri taraf hai ... hamare hostel ke.... wahan le gayi thi, lekin kyun? " mene us khandar ke bare mein suna tha. Asal vo ek mansion tha, khandar to isliye kaha jane laga kyun ki vo kafi salon se wesa hi tha na wahan koi aya aur na hi usko kabhi tod kar wahan kuch banaya gaya. Jis din main hostel ayi thi us din warden ka chamcha debu hi mujhe laya tha. Uski nazar kitni kamini thi ye to main tabhi samajh gayi thi jab vo meri gand tadte hue man hi man muth mar raha tha. Main samajh gayi thi ki ye sala tharki apne tharak-pan ke chalte kuch bhi kar sakta hai yani main use kuch bhi karwa sakti hun aur hostel mein aise logon ka sath hona behad jaruri tha. Usi se mujhe hostel ki kayi chizen malum hui thi jisme vo khandar yani mansion tha. Usi ne bataya tha ki wahan ek baar college ne ek building khadi karne ki sochi thi lekin abhi project launch hota use pehle college ka trusty nikal liya. Ab ye itefak tha ya us jagah ki manhusiyat ki jab bhi project ki baat hoti koi na koi archan aa jati. Dhire-dhire college ne uspar se interest khatam kar diya aur baat ayi gayi ho gayi. Par debu ne ek baat aur batai thi wahan ke bare mein... jab mene saman nikalne ke bahane apni bra farsh par gira di thi aur uspar dhayan hi nahi diya. Jiske baad uski lap-lapati jaban se vo baat nikli jo shayad sirf warden ko malum thi ya fir uppar ke kuch khas logon ko. Takreeban 7-8 saal pehle wahan par college ke director jo us samay hua karte the Dr. Damodar unki laash mili thi vo bhi ek callgirl ke sath, dono ka murder kab kisne kiya ye kisi ko nahi malum hua, na hi callgirl ki pehchan ki ja saki, ab ye sab kaise hua iske bare mein use jankari nahi thi. Khabar bahut hi jada sansani thi aur college ki izat ki dhajiyan udane wali bhi isliye baat ko bade sahi tarah se daba diya gaya tha. Main apni soch se bahar tab nikli jab usne mere puche gaye sawal ka jawab dena shuru kiya.

" har insan ek tarah nahi hota shruti... lavanya ke liye vo do pal ka mazak tha par mere liye nahi.. vo mujhe us andhere mein khandar ke pas kahin chhod kar gayab ho gayi. Mene use bahut awaz lagai lekin vo nahi ayi. Andhera ho chuka tha, halki hawa ke sath un jhadiyun ke hilne ki awaz mere kano mein gunj rahi thi, samne vo khandar aur aas pass kuch nahi.. Dar se mera sharir puri tarah se kanp raha tha. Khandar ko bar-bar dekh aisa lag raha tha jaise koi mujhe uske andar bula raha hai... mera naam le raha hai ya fir kisi aur ka.. samajh pana mushkil tha.. ya fir vo sirf hawa hi thi.. mene fir awaz lagayi.. lavanya didi.. lavanya didi.. lekin vo nahi ayi.. agar vo as pas bhi thi to usne meri baat ka jawab nahi diya... main vapis jana chahti thi lekin andhere mein mujhe rasta samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kahan se jana hai.. khandar ke charon taraf badi-badi jhadiyan thi aur kuch nahi.. Mene bhagne ki sochi bhale hi kahin bhi nikal jaun par wahan se jana chahti thi isliye mene jaldi se mobile torch jalai aur jis taraf khadi thi usi taraf ghum kar piche ki taraf bhagi. Hath mein bag hone ki wajah se jhadiyun mein use tezi se ghasitna mushkil ho raha tha lekin mene piche mudh kar nahi dekha aur jhadiyun se nikalne lagi lekin jaise hi jhadiyan khatam hui uske samne sirf deewar dikhai di. Lambi khinchi deewar jiske us taraf koi roshni nahi thi. Mere dayein aur bayien aaur kya tha kuch malum nahi, andaza lagate hue mein dayein aur ki taraf jhadiyun se hote hue guzri par jhadiyan jaise koi bhool bhulaiya thi, nahi janti lavanya kis raste se layi thi usne raste mein itni batein ki mene rasta par dhayan hi nahi diya isliye dimag par zor dalne ke bavajud mujhe rasta yaad nahi aa raha tha. Kuch dur aur chalne ke baad main buri tarah se thak gayi thi. Aisa laga aaj zinda nahi bachungi... is bhool bhulaiya aur jhadiyun mein koi janwar hi mujhe kaat lega aur main yahin mar jaungi.. Man mein uth rahe sawalon mein ek ye bhi sawal aya ki kya mujhe wahin khade reh kar lavanya ka intezar karna chahie tha? Kya vo meri sirf ragging lekar mujhe wahan se le jati. Agar ye bhi sach hota to main bach sakti thi.. aur shayad yahi akhri umeed bhi dikh rahi thi mujhe. Par ab us khandar tak ka rasta bhi kahan hi malum tha. Lavanaya didi... mene awaz lagai par anjam wahi jhadiyun ka apas mein takrana aur fir shanti cha jana.. "

" fir? " aaruhi ke chup hote hi mene pucha. " tu vapis aa gayi hostel..yahi hua tha.. " aaruhi ko chup dekh mujhe laga bas itna hi hua hoga.

" nahi..... main us khandar ke andar gayi thi shruti "

" what the fuckkk... " ab mujhe hairani hui aur jigasya hadh se jada badh gayi. " tu andar gayi? kyun.. i mean kais.e.. "

" jhadiyun ke aage jungle tha ya hostel nahi malum tha.. kitni der bhagti nahi malum ... kisi ko phone lagane ke bhi layak nahi thi kyun ki phone mein koi signal nahi the. Fir mene socha ki us raste chalti hun jis taraf singal aye, agar signal ayenge to shayad mein kisi ko madad ke liye bula sakun aur yahan tak ki mujhe ye bhi samajh ayega ki main sahi disha mein badh rahi hun.. "

" smart "

" Yahi ek option soch main thoda dayein bayein hui.. thoda aage badhi par kahin koi signal nahi aa raha tha.. par ek taraf to chalna hi tha isliye dayein aur mudh kar thoda aage chal di.. kuch der tak kuch nahi hua par tabhi signal ka ek bar aya aur fir gayab ho gaya.. Ek umeed jagi aur main usi taraf badh chali.. bich bich mein signal ata aur chala jata.. fir ek jagah thodi dur chalne par jaise chamatkar ho gaya phone par signal aa gaye aur ab main kisi ko madad ke liye bula sakti thi. Mene phone milane ka socha hi tha ki chehre par aisa laga kisi tarah ki roshni padh rahi hai. Roshni ke chalte mene jaise hi nazar uthai to dekh kar main puri tarah se hairan pareshan ho gayi.. samne wahi khandar tha aur ek pili roshni andar se hi aa rahi thi.. jaise koi ho wahan maujud... par sirf wahi roshni nahi thi balki kuch aur bhi tha us roshni ke piche kisi ki shaksiyat dikhai di thi.. main buri tarah se dar gayi aur chilla paddi... "

" kaun tha vo? lavanya.. " main itni utashit ho gayi ki use bich mein puch baithi. Usne mere sawal par na mein sar hilaya " to fir kaun tha? "

" pata nahi... mujhe madad ki jarurt thi isliye mene phone milaya lekin phone laga hi nahi kyun ki phone main ab koi signal nahi tha.. achanak se ye kaise hua.. kuch samajh nahi aya.. andhere se mujhe vaise hi bahut dar lagta hai aur aise mein ye hadsa.. mere hath per sun ho chuke the ... main unhe abhi bhi mehsus kar sakti hun.... tabhi mujhe aisa laga piche se koi aya hai... un jhadiyun mein se koi meri taraf badh raha hai.. achanak pura vatavaran shant ho gaya tha bas mere piche ki jhadiyan hi hil rahi thi... jaise abhi koi usme se bahar nikal kar meri taraf badhega... main itni jada ghabra uthi ki mere hath se phone chhut gaya aur main sidhe bahg nikli.. bhagte hue kab us khandar ke andar ghus gayi malum hi nahi hua... Khandar ka darwaja jaise shayad mere liye hi khula tha.. andar ghuste hi mene darwaja laga diya aur wahin ek kone mein chup kar baith gayi. Sansein chaddi hui thi aur dhayan bas bahar ki hi taraf tha jiske chalte nazre us darwaje par hi tikki hui thi.. har pal aisa lag raha tha darwaje par koi akar hamla karega.. koi ayega.. koi ayega.. koi behad uske karib hai... behad karib... " jaise jaise aaruhi bata rahi thi uski awaz mein dar saaf jhalak raha tha, mera dil bhi zoron se dhadak raha tha. Sach kahun to romanch mere sharir mein har taraf ghum raha tha.

" koi ay.a.. " jigasya purvak mene fir pucha.

" nahi.... koi nahi aya... main kafi der udhar baithi rahi.. par koi nahi aya.. khamoshi ke alawa wahan koi bhi nahi tha... meri sansein mujhi ko sunai de rahi thi. Abhi tak kuch nahi hua tha par bahar jane ki himmat hi nahi ho rahi thi ki bahar nikalun isliye socha andar hi baithi rahun.. bas ye raat wahin baithe nikal lena chahti thi... lekin... " aaruhi ki ankhein kahin aur thi jaise wahan dekhte hue us raat ki batein yaad aa rahi ho.

" lekin.. ? " mujhe pakka lag raha tha ye bhoot ka angle hai.. us director aur call girl ki atma hai wahan aur wahi ane wali hai aaruhi ki kahani mein. Dilchasp hoti jaa rahi thi kahani ab.

" kuch der baithe rehne ke baad mujhe... ek awaz sunai di... . lakdi ke charmane ki jaise koi theek mere uppar chal raha ho.. mene apni nazar uppar ki... to mitti ke chote chote kann mere mathe par bhi gire aur awaz bhi wahi se aa rahi thi. Zee aur ghabra gaya.. ye soch kar ki koi aur bhi hai... Itna andhera tha ki agar koi dur se chal kar meri taraf badhe to bhi na dekh paun, mujhe roshni ki jarurat thi.. isliye apne phone se roshni karne ki sochi lekin usi waqt yaad aya ki vo to mein bahar hi chhod ayi hun. Ye sochte hi main fauran apni jagah se khadi hui aur nikalne ka tay kiya lekin savdhani se... Mene darwaja khola, bahar shanti thi, chand ki puri roshni padh rahi thi jise roshni maujud thi... mene wahan dekha jahan main apna bag aur phone gira ayi thi. Ab wahan khali farsh ke kuch nahi tha.. mera bag wahan maujud nahi tha.. aur jab vo nahi tha to phone ke hone ke chances hi nahi the "

" ye kaise ho sakta hai.. jab wahan koi tha hi nahi to tera bag kahan jayega.. "

" mene bhi yahi socha tha.. par tab yaad aya ki mujhe yahan lane wala jo insan tha wo abhi yahin hai.. aur abhi bhi mere sath khel raha hai.. "

" lavanya.. " mene turant jawab diya.

" han.. "

" fir kya hua? " mujhe laga tha kahani bhoot pret ki hogi.. us tharki director ke uppar ki hogi.... par ye to lavanya nikli... ab kya bacha tha is kahani mein? Romanch bacha tha.. man mein sawal aya.. socha rehne du lekin jab aaruhi ne batana shuru kiya to apne aap romanch badhta chala gaya.

 

[Rubal]

Update ~~ 30

" Bina bag aur phone ke wahan se jana samjhdari nahi thi isliye mene andar hi usi jagah par rehne ka faisla kiya. Samajh nahi aa raha tha ki raat kab khatam hone wali thi, na jane kitni hi der main us jagah par yun hi baithi rahi. Har samay mehsus hota ki wahan koi aur bhi maujud hai. Lavanya itni der tak mere sath yun chupan-chupai kyun khelegi bas yahi samajh nahi aa raha tha. Kuch der baithne ke baad jo sharir ki thakan thi vo sar par havi hone lagi aur meri ankh kab lag gayi malum hi nahi chala. Kuch der ke baad mujhe fir wese hi lakdiyun ke charmane ki ahat hui, nind kachi thi to fauran khul gayi. Awaz theek uppar se aa rahi thi aur us andheri khamoshi mein vo awaz jaise mere dil ki dhadkan badha rahi thi. Koi mano apne sharir ka dabab farsh par daalte hue aage piche ghum raha ho "

" koi tha.. wahan.. " main tapak se boli par aaruhi ne meri baat ansuni kar di.

" Main bahut jada ghabra rahi thi, andhera vaise bhi mere liye sahi nahi hai.. bachpan se hi mujhe andhere se ghabrahat hoti hai ... main isi vichar mein thi ki kya karun tabhi... " aaruhi itne josh se boli ki ek pal ke liye mujhe laga us khandar ki jagah hostel ke apne kamre mein kuch hua hai " tabhi kisi chiz ke girne ki awaz ayi aur mein ghabra kar uth baithi aur anjane mein mere muh se nikal gaya, ' kaun hai? ' Shayad muh se nikalne ke baad is baat ka ehsas hua ki wahan jo koi bhi tha use malum ho chala tha ki uske alawa bhi koi wahan maujud hai isliye lakdi charmane ki awaz bhi band ho gayi thi. Mujhe turant samajh aa gaya ki mene galti kar di hai lekin ab kuch ho nahi sakta tha. Main khud ko samjha rahi thi bar-bar yahi keh rahi thi ki kuch nahi hai, sirf mera weham hai.. par hakikat ye thi nahi.. wahan main akeli nahi thi.. koi aur bhi tha... koi tha.. wahan.... "

" kaun tha? "

" nahi malum... "aaurhi ne jab ye kaha to main samjhne lagi ki vo sirf uska veham tha.. aaruhi ka dar, lavanya ka khel aur us jagah ke haalat ... sab aaruhi ki kahani ke patr banne hue the par abhi aaruhi ko kuch kehna baki reh gaya tha aur mujhe sunne mein koi boriyat nahi ho rahi thi to mene use sunna jari rakha. " koi tha.. wahan... kaun nahi malum.. lekin jab main us ghar ke bheetar dekhti rahi jahan mujhe nazre ghumane par andhera dikhta.. wahan kuch hai.. vo feel to hota lekin kya hai ye samajh nahi ata.. itna bhi dekh pana mere liye mushkil tha ki samne koi chiz rakhi hai koi khada mujhe ghur raha hai.. bar bar jab bhi dimag mein aise khayal atte to samne rakhi table bhi mujhe ghurti hui ankhein lagti. Achanak mujhe aisa laga jaise koi mujhe awaz de raha hai.. uppar se.. mere naam ko pukar raha hai.. ab mujhe aur jada dar lagne laga.. koi mera naam kaise le sakta hai? Dar ne dimag kar kabza karna shuru kiya lekin fir khayal aya ki kya vo lavanya to nahi.. ho sakta hai vo mere sath khel rahi ho.. mazak uska abhi tak khatam na hua ho... isliye mene kisi tarah himmat jutai, man aur dimag ke bich jo jung chhidi thi usme dar ki wajah se vo faisla liya jo sahi nahi tha. ' Lavanya... aap ho.. ' mene awaz lagai aur mere awaz lagate hi jo awaz mere ko sunai padh rahi thi vo shant ho gayi. Mene apne kadam aage badaye.. table ko kas kar pakad rakha tha taki koi ho to khinch na sake... thodi aage jhuk kar mene jab hall ki taraf dekha to ... " aaurhi ne ek pal pause liya.. ye kahani aise suna rahi hi jaise abhi meri utejna badhti jaa rahi thi. " to wahan sirf sanata tha.. pata hi nahi kitna badha hall tha ya kya hi maujud tha bas sidiyan jo theek mujhse thodi dur par hi thi vo dikh rahi thi.. Awaz bhi uppar se hi ayi thi isliye mujhe laga jo bhi koi hai vo uppar hai... Ab mujhe faisla karna tha ki ya to main wahin baithi rahun ya fir uppar jaun dekhun aur man ko tassali dun... Lavanya us waqt agar mujhe jitna marzi pareshan karke dikh jati na to bhi uske galle lag jati lekin aisa nahi ho raha tha. ' Lavanya aap uppar ho... ' mene awaz laga di.. kyun malum nahi akhri umeed ke chalte.. aur fir bina soche apne kadam sidiyun ki taraf badhate hue paidhi par apna paun rakha aur jhuk kar uppar ki taraf dekhne lagi. Aisi ajeeb si vibes aa rahi thi us andhere se ki dil aur sharir mein dar ab tsunami ban chuka tha. Vo kali andheri jagah jaise koi unme se mujhe dekh raha ho.. ya fir koi piche se mujhe pakadna cha raha ho. Dar aur samjhdari mein utna farak hota hai jitna zameen aur asman.. koi mel nahi.. dono hote jarur hai par ek dusre ke as-pas bhi nahi hote.. dono ek dusre ko dekh sakte hain par vo duri tay nahi kar sakte. Mere uppar dar puri tarah se havvi tha. Mene apna dusra kadam uthaya aur pehli paidi par khadi ho gayi.. Pehli ke baad railing pakad kar mene dusre par kadam rakha aur fir tisre par.. behad dhire-dhire aur har paidhi ke sath mujhe aisa lagta jaise main uske changul mein fansti jaa rahi hun tabhi mujhe ehsas hua ki jo lakdi charmane ki awaz mene suni thi vo mere paidhi chadne par bhi ho rahi thi. Mere kadam ruk gaye... agar kisi ko malum na bhi chale ki main wahan hun to is awaz se hi pata lag jane wala tha. Isliye mene apne shoes wahin utare aur nange per uppar chadne lagi "

" par tu uppar jana hi kyun chahti thi? kya chul thi tere andar? " mujhse raha nahi gaya to mene sawal kar diya.

" ajeeb hadson ke waqt koi suj-bhuj nahi hoti.. main bas ye tassali kar lena chahti thi wahan kuch nahi hai.. har khandar mein anhoni ghatnaye nahi ho sakti. Mera dimag bas isi baat ko sabit karne ki hodh mein tha aur main akhir uppar pahunch gayi. Andhere mein kewal khud ko mehsus karte hue mene samne adhe khule darwaje ko dhakka diya aur use khol diya. Kisi ka kamra tha shayad, ek palang samne rakha tha, chand ki roshni halki wahan tak pahunch rahi thi isliye kuch hadh tak andhera kam tha. Usi kamre ke bagal mein ek aur darwaja tha jo ki band pada tha. Band darwaje se dhayan hatate hue jab main andar ghusi to per mein kuch chuba. Kuch garam... Mene turant wahan se per wapis kiya aur niche hath se us chiz ko tatlone lagi.. Utha kar dekha to vo machis ki tilli thi jo ki abhi tak garam thi. Yani kisi ne kuch hi pal pehle ise jalaya tha. Main abhi soch rahi thi ki mujhe aisa laga jaise koi mere piche khada mere balon ko chu raha ho. Ye mehsus karte hi mere pure sharir mein sansani daud gayi. Main chillai aur chillate hue main kamre ke andar ghus gayi aur fauran piche paltti.. lekin wahan kuch nahi tha... Meri sansein itni tez chal rahi thi ki ek pal lene mein dikat bhi hone lagi. Abhi jab samne koi bahar nahi dikha to mene apne kadam aage badaye ye dekhne ke liye ki kaun chup raha hai tabhi mere kano mein awaz padi... koi kisi ka naam pukar raha tha.. Mene awaz ko dhayan se sunne ki kosish kari.. Ek pal laga awaz bahar se hi aa rahi hai lekin jab dhayan se suna to awaz theek mere piche se aa rahi thi.. usi kamre se.. jis kamre ke dehleez par main khadi thi. Mene apni nazre piche ghumai... awaz abhi bhi wahin se aa rahi thi... theek usi tarah jaise main jab niche thi tab mujhe sunai di thi.. vo naam.. "

" kya naam? " ye naam ka jikar bar-bar ho raha tha par naam nahi mil raha tha.

" vandana... yahi naam tha.. jo vo mujhe sunai de rahi thi. Main nahi janti thi ki ye naam ka koi shaks wahan maujud hai jise bulaya jaa raha hai ya uska is jagah se koi taluk hai lekin meri chinta is baat par thi ki kaun hai jo is naam ko pukar raha hai... 'kaun hai? ' mene pucha... jiske baad vo awaz shant ho gayi jaise mere puchne par ghabra rahi ho. Par ab uske shant hone ke baad jigasya aur badh gayi us awaz ko janne ki.. Main dhire-dhire us palang ki taraf badhi jahan se vo awaz aa rahi thi. Dil itni zoron se dhadak raha tha ki vo keh raha ho kuch theek nahi hai.. niche to bilkul theek nahi hai.. Fir bhi niche jhuki, ghutno ko farsh par dala aur niche jhuki, jaise jaise main niche jhuk rahi thi meri ghabrahat apne charam seema tak badh rahi thi. Sansein itni tez thi ki mere kano mein gunjne lagi, mene apni nazre niche ki aur paya palang ke niche koi nahi tha. Aur jaise hi mujhe ye abhas hua main samajh gayi ki kuch bahut galat hai.. bahut bahut galat. Main uth kar wahan se bhag jana chahti thi par tabhi itni zor se darwaja band hone awaz ne mujhe jhinjhod kar rakh diya. Main cheekhi... jitni tez cheekh sakti thi utni tezz chikhi.. jo darwaja band hua tha vo usi kamre ka tha jisme main maujud thi. Main cheekhte hue us bed se tek lagaye baith gayi. Nazar sirf darwaje ki aaur thi... hath paun kanp rahe the... dar ab mere rom-rom mein bas chuka tha. Main janti thi ki main ab jada der zinda nahi rahungi... ye dar mujhe kha jane ko utawla ho chuka tha... Ab bas.. kuch na ho.. kuch na ho... mere muh se yahi nikal raha tha.. ki tabhi... " aaurhi ek pal saans lene ke liye ruki.. meri jigasya ab apne charam seema par thi .. main baithe hue aaruhi ki kahani ka ant janna chahti thi ... jarur wahan kuch gadbad hai... ab ye baat ki pushti dhire-dhire hoti samajh aa rahi thi.

" tabhi... vo kiwad dhire-dhire khula... itna dhire mano koi meri jaan hi lena chahta ho.. na to mujhe darwaje par kisi ka hath dikh raha tha na hi uske khulne par uske piche koi dikhai de raha tha. Mera sharir dar se thar-thar kaanpne laga tha.. Darwaja apne aap khulne laga... aur tabhi mujhe ek hansi sunai di... bas vo hansi hi ki main dar kar cheekh padi.. bahut zor zor se... cheekhne lagi aur cheekhte hue bachne ke liye palang ke niche chup gayi.. na jane kyun.. par mefus to us jagah bhi nahi thi... Thar-thar kampta mera badan jitna piche ho sakta tha palang ke niche utna piche hua aur deewar se sat kar apne aap ko samet liya. Mere ansu nikal kar chehre se fisalte hue farsh par pade aur tabhi mujhe kisi ke andar ane ki ahat hui, main use dekh nahi sakti thi ki vo kaun hai lekin... vo mehsus ho rahe the.. koi andar aa raha hai.. Main kisi tarah apne aap ko chupane ki kosish karne mein datti hui thi par sab bekar hota jaa raha tha kyun ki vo kadam dhire-dhire meri taraf hi badh rahe the... aur fir theek mere samne aa khade hue "

" per sidhe the ya ulte...? " bachpan se lekar abhi tak mumy aur tv/movies mein yahi suna tha, chudailo ke per ulte hote hai... lekin aaurhi jaise apni kahani mein khoi thi, usne mere sawal ko suna hi nahi. Vo apne sharir ko aise samete baithi thi mano vo usi raat ke usi pal mein ho.

" vo.. per... mere samne the.. main dekh sakti thi... mujhe kuch samajh ata usse pehel vo ek dum se jhuki... aur usne apna chehra mere samne kiya jiske baad mein cheekh padi... aur itni zor se cheekhi ki uske baad mujhe hosh hi nahi raha... dar ke marre mein behosh ho chuki thi... aur jab ankh khuli to main us khandar ke bahar thi... zameen par laiti.. Raat abhi bhi ho rahi thi aur main kabhi use dekhti to kabhi us khandar ko.. ek pal ke liye laga jaise kuch hua hi na ho.. Khandar se jab nazar hata kar meri nazar lavanya par gayi jo meri hi suitcase par baithi thi to main use dekh aur dar gayi... " aaruhi ki sansein abhi bhi tez thi.

" tu lavanya ke chehre se kyun dari? "

" kyun ki ... kyun ki wo wahi thi.. jisne mujhe palang ke niche dekha tha "

" tu uske chehre se isliye dar gayi.. ? "

" han.. kyun ki vo uska chehra nahi tha.. vo chehra nahi tha... jo uska hai... "

" chehra hai par tha nahi? kya bol rahi hai tu? " main ab confuse thi.

" vo jisne jhuk kar meri taraf dekha tha vo lavanya hi thi par vo nahi thi.. uska chehra nahi tha "

" to mask laga hua tha? " mene asmanjas mein fir pucha.

" nahi.. mask nahi tha.. balki kuch nahi tha... " main ek pal aaruhi ko yun hi dekhti rahi aur tab samajh aya ki ye pura mamla tha kya. Na jane main kya kya soch baithi thi lekin wahan kuch tha hi nahi. Wo sirf aaruhi ka ek matr bhram tha iske alawa kuch nahi. Us mahol ne use itna dara dia tha ki har chiz jo hui hi nahi use kuch nazar aa rahi thi. Jabki ye sab sirf lavanya ka mazak tha.. asal mein vo us din us mansion ke andar gayi hi nahi... jabki vo tabhi behosh ho gayi jab jhadiyun ke piche se use laga ki koi hai.. baki sab usne sirf ek khwab dekha jise vo itna dar gayi hai aur vo khwab use bar-bar aa rahe hain isi wajah se vo us raat ki tarah aaj bhi palang ke niche padi thi, bas ek chiz samajh nahi ayi vo ye ki aaruhi ne apne kapde kyun utare? Pura romanch jaise bhakk... ho gaya... ek dum se khallas...

" han sahi kaha vo mask nahi tha.. kyun ki vo kuch tha hi nahi.. "

" tu..tu kehna kya chahti hai.. main juth bol rahi hun "

" nahi "

" mene tujhe kaha tha ki mujhe pagal mat samjhio "

" main aisa kaha hi nahi "

" to fir? " aaurhi ke bechaini dekh main ek pal chup hui.

" main to bas ye keh rahi hun ki agar tu daregi to sach nahi samajh payegi aur nahi daregi.. to sach tere samne hoga bas... " main apne bistar par pasarte hue boli.

" tu keh rahi hai ki main dar rahi thi isliye aisa dekha? " aaurhi ek pal chup hui " mujhe malum hai mene kya dekha hai.. main use samjha nahi sakti.. dar to har kisi mein hota hai tu bhi to darti hai.. yani dar ke mare to kuch bhi dekh kar kuch bhi bolegi ? "

" main..? " mene aaruhi ki taraf dekha.. " main darti hun? main kisi se nahi darti "

" jhooth.. jhooth.. abhi dari thi tu.. jab mene tera per pakda tha "

" oo.. behenji... main islye nahi dari thi ki tune mujhse pakda balki main chaunki aur vo isliye kyun ki tere hath baraf jaise thande ho rahe the.. ye dekh per par nishan bhi ban gaya " mene apne takhne ke uppar dikhaya jahan halka nila nishan ban gaya tha. " aur dekh aaruhi.. mene tujhe galat nahi kaha balki tere sath jo kiya gaya vo galat tha... aur isliye main tujhse bas yahi kahungi.. ki tu us sapne ko ek bura din samajh kar bhool aur aage badh.. " mujhe dhayan aya ki mujhe abhi light band karni hai.. isliye main vapis uthi aur light band karke apni jagah par aa laiti.

" agar tujhe lagta hai vo sirf ek sapna tha to vo.. naam vandana.. vo kaun hai.. vo mujhe kaise malum? " aaruhi sone ka naam nahi le rahi thi.

" abe yaar.... naam hi to hai sirf... vandana naam ki shaksiyat thodi na asliyat mein aa gayi tere pas... main sainkdon ladkon ke naam se sapno mein chudti hun.. tu ek naam ki baat kar rahi hai.. itna naam se pareshan mat ho.. vaise bhi kisi vidhwan chodu ne kaha hai... naam mein kya rakha hai.. maal mein dimag lagao.... wahi tumhe degi.. aur wahi tumhari legi.. ab soo jaa.. good night... " sone se pehle mene time dekha.. 1:30 baj chuke the. " so gayi na? " mene ankhein band kiye kiye awaz di to bagal se koi awaz na pakar mene mana ki vo so chuki hai isliye mene bhi ankhein band ki aur so gayi.

" Us raat aaruhi ke sath reh kar nahi laga ki kuch hua hai, jaisa hafta guzra tha use dekh aur samajh kar yahi laga tha ki aaruhi kisi tarah ke depression mein hai lekin us raat uske sath baat karte waqt nahi laga ki aisa kuch bhi hai. Uski baatein sunne ke baad yahi laga ki lavanya ke kiye mazak ka asar use pada hai aur vo usse hi jada jud gayi hai. Mujhe bas uske us bure sapne ko use dur karna tha lekin main nahi janti thi ki sapna dur karne ki jagah main use aur pass le ja rahi hun ya fir main abhi tak uski baton ko samajh hi nahi payi hun. Vo raat abhi khatam nahi hui thi. Agle din college band tha hum hostel mein hi the aur mene kisi tarah freshers party ke liye aaurhi ko mana liya. Mujhe uska dar kam karna tha jisme pehli shuruwat yahi thi ki vo lavanya se darna band kare. Subh se sham ho gayi aur mess ki jung ladne ke baad hum dono bina jada baat kiye so gaye. Uske sone ke baad main bhi vishal se baat karte karte kab so gayi malum hi nahi chala. " shruti bolte hue ek pal ruki aur khidki par girti tez baarish ko dekhne lagi. " Garmiyun ka mausam tha, us raat behad garmi thi, hostel ka pankha chal to raha tha par hawa na ke barabar hi thi aur uska shor jisne meri kachi nind khol di "

Phone sine par rakha hua tha jo vishal se baat karne ke dauran mere sone ki wajah se gir gaya hoga. Mene phone uthaya aur time dekha takreeban 3 baj ke kuch minute the. Phone ki torch jala kar mene pankhe ki taraf phone ko uthaya rakha ye dekhne ke liye ki pankhe ko kya maut ayi hai. Roshni jaise hi pankhe par padi tab malum hua ki vo sach mein apni akhri sanson mein chal raha hai. Kai baar saamjh nahi ata paise diye hai ya liye hai. " inki maiyat mein bhi itni hi garmi hogi tab malum hoga in hostel walon ko.. " pankhe se roshni hatate hue socha aaruhi ko jaga lun vaise bhi ab nind khul gayi hai aur ab ane vali bhi nahi isliye use jaga kar thoda gapiyane ka ranga-rang karya-karam bana le. Sochte hue main apni jagah par baithne lagi aur phone ko aaruhi ki taraf ghuma diya taki roshni se uski nind tod du par jaise hi mene roshni us taraf ki mere hath se phone gir gaya aur jis position mein main us taraf ghumi thi usi tarah baithi reh gayi. Aaruhi bistar par baithi hui thi baal puri tarah se bikhar kar uske chehre ko dhak chuke the, ek pal laga samjhne mein ki vo kis aaur baithi hai. Mujhe pichli sham ke bathroom wala drishye yaad aa gaya aur yakinan ek ajeeb si bechaini man mein daud padi. Mera phone niche zameen par gira tha lekin uski roshni uppar ki taraf aa rahi thi isliye us madhyam roshni mein aaruhi jis tarah baithi thi use dekh kar mere dil mein ek ajeeb si halchal mehsus hone lagi. Kareeb kuch minute mene aise hi bita diye, aaj se pehle kabhi aisa dar mehsus nahi hua tha. Pasina mathe se fisalta hua mere sine ke andar jata hua mujhe saaf mehsus ho raha tha.

" aaruhi.. " himmat karke mene awaz lagai lekin tab samajh aya ki awaz honton se nikli hi nahi vo galle mein hi fans gayi thi. Main itna kyun dar rahi hun? mene apne man se sawal kiya aur is baar jab awaz lagai to awaz bhi hawa ke sath muh se nikal hi gayi. Awaz laga kar main use ek tuk dekhti rahi, dekhti rahi.. umeed lagaye ki ab uske sharir mein halchal hogi lekin uski sidhi pith kiye hue baithne mein ratti bhar ka farak nahi aya. " aaruhi.. " mene dusri awaz lagai aur awaz lagate hi aaruhi ne gardan modi aur jis tarah usne gardan modi meri fatt ke halat aisi ho gayi mano sara ras paan chut se nikal gaya ho meri. " aa..ruhi... " main fauran uth baithi.

" hmm.. " uski shakal nahi dikh rahi thi balon se dhake hone par aur uske bhetar se ati awaz ne mujhe aur dara diya.

" aaruhi.. kya kar rahi hai.. so jaa... " kuch pal pehle karyakaram karne ka man kar raha tha par ab main chahti thi ki vo so jaye. Ab jab usne koi reaction nahi diya to main apni jagah se khadi hui aur switch ki taraf daudi taki light khol sakun. " khul behenki lodi.. khul kyun nahi rahi.. " mene itni tezi se khatke khol band kiye ki shayad usme se kuch ne to dum hi tod diya. " main itni hadbada kyun rahi hun.. phone.. phone.. hai.. na... " jab kuch nahi hua to mene phone ki roshni se kaam chalana sahi samjha. Mene switch ko man hi man gali di par agla sawal tha phone ko aaruhi ke pas se lena, sawal aya to dar bhi lekin fir khayal aya ki main dar kyun rahi hun. Vo aaruhi hai... bas ek aaruhi.. Apne aap ko samjha kar main jaise hi ghumi meri cheekh nikal gayi. Pehli baar is kadar kisi ne daraya tha vo bhi is tarah.

Samne aaruhi khadi thi bahut jada najdeek, matlab mujhe nahi pata tha vo kab se khadi hai kyun ki pata nahi chala vo kab wahan se uth kar yahan ayi. Uske baal horror filmo ki tarah aage the lekin un movies mein chehra ka chota hissa dikhta tha lekin aaruhi ne apne aap ko baalon ke piche chupa liya tha aur uppar se itne lambe baal samajh nahi aa raha tha ki vo sidhi khadi hai ya ulti. " mumy kehti thi chudail/dayanon ke per ulte hote hai.. aaruhi ke per .. " mene nazar niche kari lekin andhere ke chalte dikhai nahi diye. Bechaini ke chalte socha shor macha du lekin usi duaran peron mein roshni padhi. Ek jadu sa hua, kaise hua nahi malum par us roshni se mujhe aaruhi ke per dikhe jo sidhe the yani aaruhi chudail nahi hai? Ya fir mummy galat thi? Ek minute ye roshni kahan se ayi? sabhi sawalon ko khandit karte hue mene jab ispar vichar kiya tab nazar uthai. Hath mein mobile liye aaurhi khadi thi. Ek pal vo bhi wese hi khadi rahi aur main bhi use khadi dekhti rahi fir vo zor-zor se hasne lagi. " chudail aaurhi.. chudail aaruhi... " mene use dhakka diya aur palang ki taraf daudi. Mujhe ghum kar room se bahar jana chahie tha lekin main room ke andar ghus gayi aur jab samne deewar ayi tab samajh aya ki mene galat decision liya hai.

" chudaill... mumy... chudail... chudail.. mene kuch nahi kiya .. main to abhi sukhi hun bilkul.. mujhe le jaa kar kya karogi.. tum to to pilayi hui ladkiyun ko le jati ho na " mene apna chehra chaddar se dhak liya tha taki us taraf na dekh sakun. Bachpan mein mumy kehti thi jab bhi kahin dekh kar dar lage to muh chupa lena chahie dar apne aap gayab ho jata hai " sorry .. pilai nahi.. shadi sudha wali.. main to abhi kachi kali hun.. nahi nahi fir galat word.. kachi kali nahi.. jawan ladki hun.. " meri awaz mein kap-kapi thi. Mere kehne ke baad kuch hua nahi aur chadar dalne ke baad kuch pata nahi chal raha tha ki bahar kya ho raha hai. " lagta hai mumy ka idea kaam aa gaya.. chadar hataun kya.. khayegi thodi mujhe.. chudailein to khusbhu se chunti hai.. aur mujh mein se to night fall ki badbu hogi... han.. dekh hi leti hun.. " mene apni chadar hatai aur samne dekha. " behenchod... na roshni na aaruhi... " dabi awaz mein jab mene nazar samne se hata kar aaruhi ke palang ki taraf dekha to paya vo aram se so rahi thi. Mene thoda uth kar karib se dekha to vo aram se so rahi thi aur uske chehre par koi baal bhi nahi the. Main confused, ye kaise ho sakta hai, kahin mere sath ye koi game to nahi khel rahi vaise bhi mene ise kal hi kaha tha ki main kisi se nahi darti kahin ye uska badla to nahi le rahi. Abhi pata chal jayega.. mera phone isne daba rakha hoga.. kahan hai.. kahan hai.. mene ache se uske aaju baju dekha aur fir uske top ke andar hath dalne lagi aur mera hath uski chatiyun tak pahunch gaya. " isne andar kuch nahi pehna kya.. nahi nahi pehna hai.. kaise so jati hai ye ladki bra mein.. mujhse to adjust hi nahi hoti, abe nahi hai yaar.. " mene jab uski chatiyun par hath mara to malum chala ki vo vahan nahi tha. " niche to nahi dala hoga.. " meri nazar uske mudi hui tangon ke bich mein gayi " nahi nahi.. itni jaldi wahan kaise daal legi.. fir kahan gaya.. kahan chupa diya isne.. " mene idhar udhar dekha " farsh par gira diya hoga isne, chudail jo thi us time iske andar.. use kya pata phone kitna important hai aaj ke time mein.. " phone khojne se pehle mene aaruhi ki taraf dekha. Mene uska pura tan chu dala par uski nind mein halki si shikan tak nahi ayi. " iski ko le jayega aur ye soti reh jayegi.... mera phone.. " main farsh par dekhna shuru kiya lekin vo kahin nahi dikha.. switch board to mene hi toda tha isliye wahan jana bekar tha.. " kahan gaya.. kahan fenk diya isne.. ye pakka mere se badla le rahi hai kal ki raat ka.. ek to men ise darpok kaha aur khud ko bahadur fir lavanya ke sath meet karne ko bhi kaha.. jisme isne na han kiya na hi na.. bas freshers party mein participate karne ko kaha.. behenchod.. mat kar.. par iska badla mujhse kyun? Main phone khoj rahi thi ki tabhi mujhe ek awaz ayi.. main jahan khadi thi wahin khadi rahi.. aur dhayan se sunte hue pata chala ki ye mere phone ki vibration hai jo 'jurr-jurr' kakre baja hai abhi aur baja bhi mere piche se hai. Main fauran mudi to paya ki uske 'jurr-jurr' bajne ki wajah se jo roshni chamki thi vo mere palang se aa rahi thi. Main turant kudi.. matlab palang par ayi.

" ye behenchod yahan kaise kab kisne dala.. ? " main aaruhi ko dekhti to kabhi phone ko.. " ye to sala rape ho gaya mere sath.. " mene phone unock kiya.. jiski wajah se 'jurr-jurr' ho raha tha vo wajah thi vishal ka message.

" already slept? " nahi nahi bhosdeke raat bhar jagungi.. na.. mujhe aisa lagta hai is mechinical walle ko chance dekar mene galti kar di hai. Ye salle calculation se uppar nahi nikal payenge.

" nahi, nahi abhi so kar kya karungi? raat ke 3 baje jaag kar kya karun? " mene reply bheja. Usne read kiya aur bechara fir type karke mitata aur type karta fir uska reply aya.

" 3? but abhi to 1 bajne mein panch minute hai? "

" fuck... " mene ye man mein kaha kyun ki vo sahi keh raha tha time sach mein wahi ho raha tha jo abhi vishal ne kaha tha. Par aisa kaise ho sakta hai.. abhi jab main uthi thi tab to 3 baj rahe the na? right? galat thodi keh rahi hun main... ? aisa kaise ho sakta hai.. Mene phone wahin rakha aur sochte hue aaruhi ki taraf dekhne lagi. Kuch sahi nahi hai.. na hi kuch sahi lag raha tha... bahut se sawal man mein ghum rahe the aur us sawalon ka jawab mene us raat khoj liya.. ab agar mujhe jawab milne wale the to mene jo socha tha vo karna jaruri tha.. lekin mujhe ye nahi malum tha ki apne aap ko sahi sabit karne ki wajah se main aaurhi ko uske andhere mein aur dakhel rahi hun.