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Pagli Ladki
" Aap ab tak soye nahin.. Kab tak jaagoge.. "
" Bas darling.. thoda sa kaam bacha hai... Tum so jaao main thodi der or jagunga.. " Apni biwi ko pyaar bhari ek nazar dekh main wapas apni table ki or mud gaya..
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《《 2nd January 2012 》》
NH - 7, Itawa, Uttarpradesh
" Sir.. Sirr.. Aap thik to hain.."
" Haan main thik hun.. Wo bas thodi mitli si aa gayi.. "
Maine ek najar dubara us taraf modi jiski wajah se mujhe ulti ki ikshayein ho rahi thi.. par najrein aisi drishye ko dekhne se parhej kar rahi thi.. par un sab ke beech kuch aisa bhi tha.. jo baar baar mera dhyaan apni taraf khinch raha tha.. Badi pash-o-pash ke saath maine khud ka dhandhas badhaya uske sameep badh chala...
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《《 27 May 2011 》》
" Maaiii... O.. Maaii... Dekh na ye sab hamka pagal kahte hain.. Aaj to Bapu ne bhi bola ki main pagal hun.. Kya sachi me main pagal hun.. or to or aaj se College jana bhi band kara diya Bapu ne.. Tu to inko kuchh kahti bhi nahi.. bas chup chap har baat maan leti ho.. Jao tohse ham baat nahi karenge aaj se... "
" Par maaii.. tohse na batiyayenge to kis se baat karein.. aur kono baat karne wala bhi to na hai.. Achha chalo thik hai... Na jayenge ham college.. Jaisa tum aur Bapu kahoge.. waise hi karenge.. "
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《《 2nd June 2011 》》
" Maii... O... Maii.. aaj tohse hamka ek jarrori baat karni hai.. Dekh tu risiyaa mat jana.. aur maarne mat lagiyo hamka.. Pahle meri baat sun liyo.. Fir jaisa tu kahegi wahi karnenge..
Aaj na hamka wo Ravi hai na.. aree.. wo.. jo.. Mukhiya ji ke yaha kaam karta hai.. u na aaj hamko.. " I love you " bola.. Hamne usko saaf saaf bol diya pahle ham apni Maaii se puchhenge fir jawaab denge.. Hamka bhi wo pasand hai.. agar tu haan kahegi tabhi ham oh se haan kahenge.. waise bhi Bapu to aajkal bas Sharab peene mein hi rahte hain.. unhe to hamari chinta rahti nahi to hamare byaah ki kya chinta rahegi.. Ab to tujhe hi sab kuchh karna padega.."
" Bol na.. Maaii... hamahu haan kar de na.. Maan ja na Maii.. Maan ja na.. Achha koi na aaj nahi to kya 1-2 din me to tu maan hi jayegi.. ham bhi dekhat hain kab tak risiyaa ke baithat rahti ho.. "
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《《 3rd January 2012 》》
" Sir ji...O.. Sir ji.. Kaha khoyein hue hain.."
" Aree.. Dinesh.. tum kab aaye.. Aao baitho.."
" Aree waah.. aise kiske khyaal mein khoye hain jo mere aane ki bhi sudhh nahi hai.."
" Abe tu apni bhabhi se pitwaega kya.. Bas kuchh kaam kar raha tha.. Tu suna.. yaha kaise.."
" Ab to sach me lagta hai aapko kuchh ho gaya hai..
" Ye lijiye aapki file jo aap ghar pe bhool aaye the or bhabhi ji ne ye kuchh khane ko bheja hai..
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《《 3rd August 2011 》》
" Maaiii...O...Maaii.. Maine tujhse kuchh chupaya hai.. par ab ghutan si ho rahi hai.. tujhse kuchh chhupa nahi sakti na sayad isliye.. wo kya hai na.. kal Main aur Ravi sahar gaye the ghumne.. Unhone hamka filam bhi dikhaya hall me... or aaj pahli baar kisi ne hame chuma bhi bada ajeeb mehshoos kiya maine.. Ishhh.. is se jyada nahi bataungi.. uff main bhi na tujhse kya kya bol deti hun.. Or haan.. ye Bapu ko tu samjha de.. Ab to 3-4 din tak ghar se gayab rahte hain.. aate hain to bas raat ko sone ke waqt wo bhi bahar wale dalan me so jaate hain.. or phir agli subah gayab.. "
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《《 3rd January 2012 》》
Dinesh file de kar ja chuka tha.. Maine use khola.. Kay saari reports aur kaagazon ke upar ek tasveer padi thi.. Wahi tasveer jo kal hi mujhe mili thi.. Ek gazab ka aakarshan tha us tasveer wali ladki mein.. Bade jatan se usne khud ko taiyaar kar ke khinchwayi hogi ye tasveer..
" Uske wo nain.. wo kaali julfein.. gore chehre ki laalima ko chunauti deti uski hoonthon ki laali.. Kapde bade sahej ke pahnaa tha.. sayad koi khaas mauke par khinchwayi thi ye tasveer.."
Kafi der tak us tasveer ko ghurte hue main us ki kalpana mein khoya pada tha.. maine yun hi tasveer ko wapas mej par rakha.. ki achanak meri najar tasveer ke us kone par gayi.. jise main tab se najarandaaz kar gaya tha..
" Bareily house of Photos & Printers. "
Waise to ye bas kisi dukaan ka naam tha.. par mere liye ye us tasveer ke rahshya se parda hatane ka ek matrr awsar.. Turant hi main daud pada apni gaadi ki or...
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《《 31 December 2011 》》
" Maaiii...O...Maaiii.. Dekh na.. main kaisi lag rahi hun.. Aaj Ravi ji ke saath ghumne jaana hai.. Naye saal ka jash manayenge.. Par jane kyun aaj mann bechain hai.. aur haan Bapu 4 roz se ghar na aaya hai.. main akeli akeli ubb gayi thi kal to hamne.. matlab maine or Ravi ne kal pura din apne bagiche mein bitaye.. Khub baatein ki... par jab unhone mujhe chhua to bada ajeeb sa laga.. jane kyun aisa laga.. jaisa ye galat hai.. Par wo hamse pyaar bhi to karte hain na.. Unka haq bhi to hai.. Pata nahi aaj ka hoga.. par ham unko saaf saaf kah denge.. ye sab Shaadi ke baad hi chalega.. Maaii.. ye sab thk to ho raha hai na.. kuchh galat to nahi.. Tu to kuchh bolti bhi to na hai.. Ja mat bol.. ab ham hu bada ho gail hain.. Tu na bolegi to ka hua.. jaise apna pet ham paal rahe hain na khud hi.. waise ho apna biyaah bhi ham khud hi kar lenge.. Ravi bahut achha hai... " Ham ohka tohra baare me bataye the ki shaadi ke baad tu bhi hamre saath hi rahegi.. pahle to wo hasne lage.. fir bole main jo kahungi wahi kaenge.. Bas kuchh din baad tu bhi hamre sasural me rahegi.. Mainn to bahut khus hun.. Achha chal hamka jaye la hai.. Aaj naya saal ka jashn manye la hai.. pahila baar hai jab ham naya saal manawat hain.. warna tu or Bapu to rukhe sukhe hi har din kaat dete ho sab... Chal ham baad me batiyaeb tohse.. Ham jaat hain...."
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《《 4th January 2012 》》
Bareily Town,
Badi jad-o-jahad ke baad or Bariely ke Police ki madad se mujhe akhir kaar wo dukan mil hi gayi.. Puchh taach aur chhan-bin se pata chal ki ye 31 December 2011 ko khinchi gayi thi.. Aksar sabhi photos wale computer me ek copy rakh lete hain date wise.. Jis wajah se sahi tarikh ka aur ye bhi pata chal gaya ki Photo khinchwane wala kon tha..
Mere maathe ki sikan ab or badhne lagi thi.. Jis aashanka ne mujhe grasit kar rakha tha.. jane kyun ab wo sach sa pratit ho raha tha.. Par is sikan ne ek aakrosh bhi bhar diya tha mere bhitar..
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《《 15th February 2012 》》
Ye yatarth hai.. Ji haan ye koi kahani nahi... ye mera jeevan Anubhav hai..
Naye saal ki dusri tareekh.. meri Duty join karne ka din..
Bada unmaad me tha mein.. pahli naukri.. Training ke duauraan ka josh.. Sabhi tarah se labreej.. Maa or Baba ke aashirvaad ke saath main Apne Sahar Delhi se durr yaha Itawa mein joining karne aaya tha... Par is naukri se pahla anubhav hi aisa milega iski ummid nahi thi..
Sadak par truck or baki pariwahan se kuchli hui us laash ko dekh mujhe mitli si aa gayi.. par us diary ne mera dhyaan khinch liya.. Jiske bas kuchh panne hi sesh rah gaye the.. or bas ek tasveer jo un panno ke saath hi khoon se rangi hui thi..
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Par Aaj bada sukun sa hai mere bhitar.. Par ye kis wajah se hai ye meri bhi samajh me na aa raha.. Apni Police ki naukri ka pahla case solve karne ki khusi ya fir us tasveer ke saath nyaay karne ki khusi.. jis par ab bhi khoon ki boondon ke nishaan lage hue hain.. lekin parinaam to dono ka ek hi hua na.. Apna pahla case solve kar ke hi to ye nyaay dilwa paya main us diary ke pannon me simti Swati ki pukaar ko..
Jisne apni har pukaar me Apni maa se guhaar lagayi thi.. us maa se jo use uske baalpan mein hi chhor ke chali gayi thi.. or Baap ke saaye ka abhaav ne use or uski Maa ki yaadon ko bas un chand pannon me samet diya tha..
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Abhi kuchh ghante pahle.. wo Ravi meri aankhon ke saamne tha.. jisne khud mein simti Swati ka bas ek sharir ke roop me istamal kiya tha.. na sirf khud ke liye balki apne un aawara Dostoon ke saath mil kar Pyaar ke rishte ko matmaila kar diya..
Ek or Swati thi jo us se jaane kya kya ummid lagaye baithi thi.. Kya dosh tha us bechari ka.. jisne apni bhaavnayein un chand pannon or apne pyaar ke saath baanti thi.. Par pyaar ne kya diya use.. Sadak ke kinare aati jaati gaadiyon ke pahiye se kuchal kar maut ke siwa..
Ek ghrina se maine us Ravi or uske un dostoon ko dekha aur ghasit kar Police Van me baithaya.. Is ummid ke saath ki jis nyaaypalika ke prangan mein inhe le ja raha hun.. waha us Sadak ke kinare dam tod dene wali us ladki ke saath nyaay jaroor hoga..
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Apni Diary ke panno par maine un khoon ke dhabbe se sane pannon aur us tasveer ko staple kar ek najar apni is 1 mahine ki nayi naukri par hue pure ghatna kram par daali.. aur saath hi ek najar us tasveer par bhi daali.. jis par ab bhi ek muskaan khili thi.. par ab ye muskaan inhi pannon me simat ke rahne wali thi..
Diary ko apne bed ke paas ki table par rakh ek najar aasman ki or dekha.. Ab waqt ho chala tha ek chain ki nind ke aagosh me dubne ka..
" Aap ab tak soye nahin.. Kab tak jaagoge.. "
" Bas darling.. thoda sa kaam bacha hai... Tum so jaao main thodi der or jagunga.. " Apni biwi ko pyaar bhari ek nazar dekh main wapas apni table ki or mud gaya..
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《《 2nd January 2012 》》
NH - 7, Itawa, Uttarpradesh
" Sir.. Sirr.. Aap thik to hain.."
" Haan main thik hun.. Wo bas thodi mitli si aa gayi.. "
Maine ek najar dubara us taraf modi jiski wajah se mujhe ulti ki ikshayein ho rahi thi.. par najrein aisi drishye ko dekhne se parhej kar rahi thi.. par un sab ke beech kuch aisa bhi tha.. jo baar baar mera dhyaan apni taraf khinch raha tha.. Badi pash-o-pash ke saath maine khud ka dhandhas badhaya uske sameep badh chala...
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《《 27 May 2011 》》
" Maaiii... O.. Maaii... Dekh na ye sab hamka pagal kahte hain.. Aaj to Bapu ne bhi bola ki main pagal hun.. Kya sachi me main pagal hun.. or to or aaj se College jana bhi band kara diya Bapu ne.. Tu to inko kuchh kahti bhi nahi.. bas chup chap har baat maan leti ho.. Jao tohse ham baat nahi karenge aaj se... "
" Par maaii.. tohse na batiyayenge to kis se baat karein.. aur kono baat karne wala bhi to na hai.. Achha chalo thik hai... Na jayenge ham college.. Jaisa tum aur Bapu kahoge.. waise hi karenge.. "
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《《 2nd June 2011 》》
" Maii... O... Maii.. aaj tohse hamka ek jarrori baat karni hai.. Dekh tu risiyaa mat jana.. aur maarne mat lagiyo hamka.. Pahle meri baat sun liyo.. Fir jaisa tu kahegi wahi karnenge..
Aaj na hamka wo Ravi hai na.. aree.. wo.. jo.. Mukhiya ji ke yaha kaam karta hai.. u na aaj hamko.. " I love you " bola.. Hamne usko saaf saaf bol diya pahle ham apni Maaii se puchhenge fir jawaab denge.. Hamka bhi wo pasand hai.. agar tu haan kahegi tabhi ham oh se haan kahenge.. waise bhi Bapu to aajkal bas Sharab peene mein hi rahte hain.. unhe to hamari chinta rahti nahi to hamare byaah ki kya chinta rahegi.. Ab to tujhe hi sab kuchh karna padega.."
" Bol na.. Maaii... hamahu haan kar de na.. Maan ja na Maii.. Maan ja na.. Achha koi na aaj nahi to kya 1-2 din me to tu maan hi jayegi.. ham bhi dekhat hain kab tak risiyaa ke baithat rahti ho.. "
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《《 3rd January 2012 》》
" Sir ji...O.. Sir ji.. Kaha khoyein hue hain.."
" Aree.. Dinesh.. tum kab aaye.. Aao baitho.."
" Aree waah.. aise kiske khyaal mein khoye hain jo mere aane ki bhi sudhh nahi hai.."
" Abe tu apni bhabhi se pitwaega kya.. Bas kuchh kaam kar raha tha.. Tu suna.. yaha kaise.."
" Ab to sach me lagta hai aapko kuchh ho gaya hai..
" Ye lijiye aapki file jo aap ghar pe bhool aaye the or bhabhi ji ne ye kuchh khane ko bheja hai..
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《《 3rd August 2011 》》
" Maaiii...O...Maaii.. Maine tujhse kuchh chupaya hai.. par ab ghutan si ho rahi hai.. tujhse kuchh chhupa nahi sakti na sayad isliye.. wo kya hai na.. kal Main aur Ravi sahar gaye the ghumne.. Unhone hamka filam bhi dikhaya hall me... or aaj pahli baar kisi ne hame chuma bhi bada ajeeb mehshoos kiya maine.. Ishhh.. is se jyada nahi bataungi.. uff main bhi na tujhse kya kya bol deti hun.. Or haan.. ye Bapu ko tu samjha de.. Ab to 3-4 din tak ghar se gayab rahte hain.. aate hain to bas raat ko sone ke waqt wo bhi bahar wale dalan me so jaate hain.. or phir agli subah gayab.. "
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《《 3rd January 2012 》》
Dinesh file de kar ja chuka tha.. Maine use khola.. Kay saari reports aur kaagazon ke upar ek tasveer padi thi.. Wahi tasveer jo kal hi mujhe mili thi.. Ek gazab ka aakarshan tha us tasveer wali ladki mein.. Bade jatan se usne khud ko taiyaar kar ke khinchwayi hogi ye tasveer..
" Uske wo nain.. wo kaali julfein.. gore chehre ki laalima ko chunauti deti uski hoonthon ki laali.. Kapde bade sahej ke pahnaa tha.. sayad koi khaas mauke par khinchwayi thi ye tasveer.."
Kafi der tak us tasveer ko ghurte hue main us ki kalpana mein khoya pada tha.. maine yun hi tasveer ko wapas mej par rakha.. ki achanak meri najar tasveer ke us kone par gayi.. jise main tab se najarandaaz kar gaya tha..
" Bareily house of Photos & Printers. "
Waise to ye bas kisi dukaan ka naam tha.. par mere liye ye us tasveer ke rahshya se parda hatane ka ek matrr awsar.. Turant hi main daud pada apni gaadi ki or...
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《《 31 December 2011 》》
" Maaiii...O...Maaiii.. Dekh na.. main kaisi lag rahi hun.. Aaj Ravi ji ke saath ghumne jaana hai.. Naye saal ka jash manayenge.. Par jane kyun aaj mann bechain hai.. aur haan Bapu 4 roz se ghar na aaya hai.. main akeli akeli ubb gayi thi kal to hamne.. matlab maine or Ravi ne kal pura din apne bagiche mein bitaye.. Khub baatein ki... par jab unhone mujhe chhua to bada ajeeb sa laga.. jane kyun aisa laga.. jaisa ye galat hai.. Par wo hamse pyaar bhi to karte hain na.. Unka haq bhi to hai.. Pata nahi aaj ka hoga.. par ham unko saaf saaf kah denge.. ye sab Shaadi ke baad hi chalega.. Maaii.. ye sab thk to ho raha hai na.. kuchh galat to nahi.. Tu to kuchh bolti bhi to na hai.. Ja mat bol.. ab ham hu bada ho gail hain.. Tu na bolegi to ka hua.. jaise apna pet ham paal rahe hain na khud hi.. waise ho apna biyaah bhi ham khud hi kar lenge.. Ravi bahut achha hai... " Ham ohka tohra baare me bataye the ki shaadi ke baad tu bhi hamre saath hi rahegi.. pahle to wo hasne lage.. fir bole main jo kahungi wahi kaenge.. Bas kuchh din baad tu bhi hamre sasural me rahegi.. Mainn to bahut khus hun.. Achha chal hamka jaye la hai.. Aaj naya saal ka jashn manye la hai.. pahila baar hai jab ham naya saal manawat hain.. warna tu or Bapu to rukhe sukhe hi har din kaat dete ho sab... Chal ham baad me batiyaeb tohse.. Ham jaat hain...."
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《《 4th January 2012 》》
Bareily Town,
Badi jad-o-jahad ke baad or Bariely ke Police ki madad se mujhe akhir kaar wo dukan mil hi gayi.. Puchh taach aur chhan-bin se pata chal ki ye 31 December 2011 ko khinchi gayi thi.. Aksar sabhi photos wale computer me ek copy rakh lete hain date wise.. Jis wajah se sahi tarikh ka aur ye bhi pata chal gaya ki Photo khinchwane wala kon tha..
Mere maathe ki sikan ab or badhne lagi thi.. Jis aashanka ne mujhe grasit kar rakha tha.. jane kyun ab wo sach sa pratit ho raha tha.. Par is sikan ne ek aakrosh bhi bhar diya tha mere bhitar..
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《《 15th February 2012 》》
Ye yatarth hai.. Ji haan ye koi kahani nahi... ye mera jeevan Anubhav hai..
Naye saal ki dusri tareekh.. meri Duty join karne ka din..
Bada unmaad me tha mein.. pahli naukri.. Training ke duauraan ka josh.. Sabhi tarah se labreej.. Maa or Baba ke aashirvaad ke saath main Apne Sahar Delhi se durr yaha Itawa mein joining karne aaya tha... Par is naukri se pahla anubhav hi aisa milega iski ummid nahi thi..
Sadak par truck or baki pariwahan se kuchli hui us laash ko dekh mujhe mitli si aa gayi.. par us diary ne mera dhyaan khinch liya.. Jiske bas kuchh panne hi sesh rah gaye the.. or bas ek tasveer jo un panno ke saath hi khoon se rangi hui thi..
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Par Aaj bada sukun sa hai mere bhitar.. Par ye kis wajah se hai ye meri bhi samajh me na aa raha.. Apni Police ki naukri ka pahla case solve karne ki khusi ya fir us tasveer ke saath nyaay karne ki khusi.. jis par ab bhi khoon ki boondon ke nishaan lage hue hain.. lekin parinaam to dono ka ek hi hua na.. Apna pahla case solve kar ke hi to ye nyaay dilwa paya main us diary ke pannon me simti Swati ki pukaar ko..
Jisne apni har pukaar me Apni maa se guhaar lagayi thi.. us maa se jo use uske baalpan mein hi chhor ke chali gayi thi.. or Baap ke saaye ka abhaav ne use or uski Maa ki yaadon ko bas un chand pannon me samet diya tha..
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Abhi kuchh ghante pahle.. wo Ravi meri aankhon ke saamne tha.. jisne khud mein simti Swati ka bas ek sharir ke roop me istamal kiya tha.. na sirf khud ke liye balki apne un aawara Dostoon ke saath mil kar Pyaar ke rishte ko matmaila kar diya..
Ek or Swati thi jo us se jaane kya kya ummid lagaye baithi thi.. Kya dosh tha us bechari ka.. jisne apni bhaavnayein un chand pannon or apne pyaar ke saath baanti thi.. Par pyaar ne kya diya use.. Sadak ke kinare aati jaati gaadiyon ke pahiye se kuchal kar maut ke siwa..
Ek ghrina se maine us Ravi or uske un dostoon ko dekha aur ghasit kar Police Van me baithaya.. Is ummid ke saath ki jis nyaaypalika ke prangan mein inhe le ja raha hun.. waha us Sadak ke kinare dam tod dene wali us ladki ke saath nyaay jaroor hoga..
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Apni Diary ke panno par maine un khoon ke dhabbe se sane pannon aur us tasveer ko staple kar ek najar apni is 1 mahine ki nayi naukri par hue pure ghatna kram par daali.. aur saath hi ek najar us tasveer par bhi daali.. jis par ab bhi ek muskaan khili thi.. par ab ye muskaan inhi pannon me simat ke rahne wali thi..
Diary ko apne bed ke paas ki table par rakh ek najar aasman ki or dekha.. Ab waqt ho chala tha ek chain ki nind ke aagosh me dubne ka..