Update 1
Mera naam Nikhil hai aur mein 20 saal ka hu. Mein pichle 2 saalo se ghar nahi gaya tha. College k liye jis din ghar chorh k is city aya tha uske baad kabhi murh kar nahi gaya. Ghar na jaane k peeche aik boht badi reason hai aur wohh reason ye hai k mere dil mein meri apni chhoti behan k liye feelings paida ho rahe the. Ye feelings normal bilkul bhi nahi the. Ye wahi feelings the jo aik ladke k dil mein dusri ladki k liye hote hai. Aik mard k dil mein apne biwi k liye hote hain.
Halanke in do saalo mein meri mom se bhi baat hoti rahi phone pe aur apni behan se bhi. Dono har bar mujhe kehte the k mein ghar aa jaau. Magar mein koi na koi bahana bana k taal deta tha. Mom se to mein video call pe bhi baatein karta tha per apni behan se ye bhi nahi karta tha. Mujhe dar tha k aisa karunga to mere feelings aur strong ho jaayenge.
Mere in do saalo mein ghar na jaane ki wajah se mujhe andaza bhi nahi thak meri mom kis haal mein hai ya meri behan kis haal mein hai. Wahi behan jo hamesha mere se chipki rehti thi aur mera dumchhalla ban k ghoomti rehti thi. Mujhe andaza nahi tha k meri ghair haazri mein uska kya haal hoga.
Mein jo 2 saal ghar se aur khaas kar apni behan se door raha iski yehi wajah hai. K mein chaahta tha meri behan khushi khushi apni zindagi jiye. Usey har din dekhna usse baatein karna ye janne k bawjood k wohh kabhi bhi meri nahi ho sakti, mere liye kisi azaab se kam nahi tha. Isi liye mein ghar chorh k dusri city shift ho gaya ye soch kar ke usse door rahunga to shayad usey bhool jaaunga aur aage barh jaaunga. Magar mein buri tarah se nakaam ho chuka tha. Aaj bhi mere dil pe wahi raaj kar rhi thi aur mere khwaabo ki Malika wohi thi.
Itna kuch apne feelings to bata diya meine per apni behan k bare mein to bataya hi nahi. Meri pyari chanchal aur chhoti behan ka naam hai Suzane, jisey hum sab pyar se Suzy kehte hai. Suzy boht hi cute, chanchal, chulbuli kisam ki ladki thi. Hum dono hamesha se close rahe the. Humare dad ki death jab huyi thi tab suzy boht chhoti thi, us waqt meine hi Suzy ko sambhala tha aur isi wajah se hum dono had se ziada close ho gaye the.
Khair jitna meine Mom se aur Suzy se suna tha wohh ye tha, k Suzy ne Highschool complete kar liya tha aur ab wahi college mein admission le chuki hai aur college mein parhti hai. Ye baat sochti hi mere dil mein aik dard uthta hai hamesha k agar Suzy college mein hai to uska koi boyfriend bhi hoga. Halanke Suzy ne kabhi bataya nahi mujhe k uski koi boyfriend hai per mujhe yaqeen hai k uske jaise khubsurat ladki ko proposals to boht aate honge.
Suzy khud aksar mujhse poochti thi k mere girlfriends hain k nahi hai. In 2 saalo mein me sirf 2 hi relationship mein gaya but dono buri tarah se nakaam hue. Mere girlfriends hamesha yehi kehte the k sex mein to mein acha hu, per emotional bond nahi banta mere sath. Kaise banega mera emotuional bond kisi aur k sath ? Jab k pehle se hi kisi aur ko jo dil de chuka hu.
Is waqt mein apne ghar k gate pe khada tha. Ye wahi ghar tha jahan mera aur suzy ka bachpan guzra tha. 2 saal baad is ghar se door rehne k baad aaj mein wapas aaya tha summer vocations k liye. Mein aana to nahi chaahta tha per raat ko mere mom ki call ayi thi aur unhone aisi baat ki k mujhe na chaahte hue bhi ghar aana parha.
“Nikhil summer vocations mein tumhein ghar aana parhega. Pichle 2 saal se tum ghar nahi aaye ho. Tumhein andaza bhi hai k hum kitna miss karte hain tumhein ? Tumhein samajhna chahiye k tum is ghar k eklaute bete ho. Tumhein andaza bhi hai k tumhari behan ka kya haal ho gaya hai ? Bechari na theek se kahana khaati hai na baat karti hai, college k ilawa apne room se bahar nahi jaati. Mujhe samajh nahi aa rha hai k usko hua kya hai. Poocho to batati nahi hai. Tum aao aur poocho shayad tumhein bata de who”
Meine jaise hi Mom ki ye baat suni, to mujhe boht bura laga. K mein kaise itna khudgharz ban gaya k apne ghar walo ko hi bhool gaya. Meri behan ko kya problem hai ye tak mujhe pata nahi hai. Mujhe samajhna chaahiye tha k Dad k jaane k baad mujhe hi apni behan aur mom ka khayal rakhna chahiye tha. Per mein 2 saal se bilkul hi ignore kar rha inko. Yehi sab soch kar meine faisla kiya k mein kal hi ghar jaaunga aur aaj mein apne ghar k gate pe tha.
Jaise hi main ghar mein ghusa, wapas unhi feelings aur haalat mein aa gaya jisse main itni koshish kar raha tha bachne ki. Jaise hi main darwaze ke andar gaya, meri maa ne aak mujhe seene se lagaya aur kuch dair baad alag huyi aur mera haal chaal poochne lagi. Jab mein Suzy ka poocha k usey kya hua hai to unhone kaha.
"Please Suzy se baat karo, woh bohot time se apne aap mein nahi lag rahi. Dekho agar tum jaan sakte ho uska problem kya hai. Yeh bohot serious lagta hai, lekin main usse kuch bhi nahi jaan paayi hoon."
Mom ki baat sunte hi mere zehen mein aik baat ayi k kahi kisi ladkay ka chakkar to nahi hai ? Kisi kisi ladkay ne Suzy ka dil to nahi torha jis wajah se uska ye haal hua hai ? yehi soch k meine mom se poocha.
“Mom Suzy ka koi boyfriend tha ya hai ? Kahi breakup waghera ki wajah se to aisa nahi ho gayi hai ?
“Pata nahi, agar aisa kuch hota to wohh mujhe zarur batati. But phir bhi tum usse baat kar lo shayad tumhein bataye wohh”
Hum baatein hi kar rahe the k tabhi Suzy main door se enter huyi, mujhe dekh kar pehle to wohh hairan pareshan khadi dekhti rahi. Phir aik dum se “Bhaiyaaaa” cheekh k daurhte hue aayi aur mere gale lag gayi. Mein bhi usko apne seene se bheench liya aur tab mujhe ehsaas hua k meri behan ab badi ho gayi hai. Dusri taraf meri behan bas subak rahi rhi thi.
“Bhaiyyyaa I missed you soo much” Wohh bas rote hue yehi keh rhi thi.
“I miss you too gudiya” Meine uske sar pe haath pherte hue kaha.
Khair Nathan Suzy se alag ho jata hai ye soch kar ke shayad uske dil mein jo feelings Suzy k liye hai wohh khatm ho jaaye. Per usko andaza nahi hota k iska Suzy pe kya asar parhega. Khair yehi kuch dekhne ko milega story mein aap sab ko. Umeed hai story aap ko pasand ayegi aur aap response dete rahenge. 
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