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mey aik mashraqqi lerki hon..humaari iqdaar humain ijazaat nahi deti key mey lerki ho ker apney saath chand nehayat hi nijji aur khofnaak halat bayan karon who bhi pori duniya key samney laikin merey chand bhut hi qareebi doston aur azeezon key kehney sey mey apni hi jasi chand massom lerkiyon ki zindagi aur un ki izaat bachaney key liye yeh sab aap sey share ker rahi hon..ho sakta hey merey yeh sab bayan kerney sey kuch massom lerkiyan humarey mashrey key darindoon key haath khilona banney sey bach sakain jo hum massom lerkiyon key jisam ko nasirf apni ayyashi bulkey apni kammai ka zerya jantey hoye hum sey her jayez aur na jayez kaam kerwatey hain aur hum sab jantey hoye bhi majbour hotey hain waja humara mashraa hi hoyta hey jo key baja tour per sirf mardoon ka mashraa hey..hum laakh apney aap ko behla lain key aaj mard aur aurat mey koi farq nahi mard aur aurat baraber key haqoq rakhtey hain laikin yeh kitaabi batain sirf kitabon mey hi achi lagtin hain ya siyasatdanoon key monh sey…haqeqat kiya hey yeh hum jaisi lerkiyan jo hallat ki bhent cherhti hain to pata chalti hey…mey bhi apni university key zamaney mey aurton key hqoq key liye bhut hi active khayal ki jati thi…aisi tamam ter sergermiyon mey khob berh charh ker hissa leti…kiya maloom tha key aik din jeeti jagtii ibraat ka nishaan bana di jaon gi…aap yeh kahani perhtey waqt khayal na kerye ga meri zaban sey adaa hotey staight sentences ya language sey kion key mey ney apney saath beetey hoye waqiyat hurf ba hurf naqal kiye hain to zaban per janey key bajaye is kahani mey chuppey hoye jazboon aur khayalat ko janye ga…yeh un dino ki baat hey jab auraat per jawani aati hey mujh per bhi jawani aai thi..umangain jawan thin khuwaab in ankhon mey bhi sajtey they..khawaab jo kabhi porey nahi hotey..khuwaab jo insaan ko andekhi duniyaaon mey ley jatey hain..jawani key khuwaab jo rangeen aur sangeen hotey hain…meri ankhhain bhi khuwab dekhtin thin…merey dil mey bhi aik gher aik shoher bachey in sab ka armaan tha…mey ummer ki us dehleez per thi jahan duniya bhut hi haseen dikhti hey..jawani bhi tout ker aai thi..meri dostain aksaar merey allher jisam ko shararat sey chertin aur fiqrey kastin..kiya hi kassa hua aur mast jisam tha…chehra bilkul kittabi..hansta hua…ankhain jaisey jheel ki andekhi gehraiyan…khobsorat lehratey baal…khobsorat gora rang…aur ander ka haal to mey hi jaanti thi…khobsorat gori uthhan liye hoye chaatiyan jin ki bulandi himaliya ko bhi sherma dey aur jis ki nermi makhmal ko bhi maat dey..us per laggi gullabi butniya…neechey patli kamar jo zara sea zor perney per bal kha jaye..bhaari kolhey…aur sehatmand jisam….merey pass who sab kuch tha jis ki mard tammna kerta hey..aik haseen dil…jazbey ..kis chez ki kammi thi..aur yehi baat thi mey universiry mey herdil azeez thi…kiya larkey aur kiya larkiyan..sab hi dost they…bhut khobsorat din they…
Ab behad zarori hey mey apna taruuf bhi kerwti chalon takey meri is dataan ka tasulsul na kharab ho sakey..mera naam Aashi hey…Apney maa baap ki bahad laadli aur chaheti beti hon..aur akloti bhi..merey papa aik kamyaab business man hain..jin ka busnies duniya key kai mulkon mey phela hua hey…laikin merey papa ney mujhey bhut pyar diya…unhoon ney duniya key serd-o-garam sey hamseha bacha ker rakha..mujh sey kehtey they "Beta aashi tum ko jo perhna hey who apney hi mulk mey reh ker perh lo baher universities hum muslims key liye nahi hain wahan ka mahol bhut hi kharab hey" itney paisey aur itni daulat honey key bawajod merey papa bhut hi seedhey saadhey insaan they..hum Lahore key aik posh ilaqey mey rehtey they..merey papa ney humain pori duniya ghumai ..mujhey aur mama ko laikin hum hamesha laut ker apney Pakistan hi aaye..yehi humara watan tha..yehi humara gher tha..papa kaha kertey they…"Admi ki thakkan hamesha us key gher aa ker hi uterti hey.." aur un ki baat sahi thi…hum duniya key haseen taren mulkon mey bhi ghomey…five star hotels key nehayyat hi shanddaar rooms mey rahey laikin aik zehni asoudgi na thi…aur who humain apney watan mey aa ker hi milli…
To mey bata rahi thi Papa ziada ter apney busnies tours per hotey they..gher per mey aur mama rehtin thin…waisey to servents bhut they gher mey laikin hum maa beti aik dosrey sey hi dil ki batain kiya kertey they..meri mama meri behtreeen dost thin mey hamesha university sey a ker apni mama key saath lunch kerti aur din bher ki batain un sey discus kerti aur who meri her baat suntan..mujhey mashwarey detin ..kabhi papa hotey to hum teeno khob batain kiya kertey..yunhi zindagi key shab-o-roz guzer rahey they…waqt ka chakker chal raha tha…sab kuch haseen tha..bhut haseen…aur yeh haseen ehsaas tab tak qayyam raha jab tak meri zindagi mey "Mohabbat " ka ehsaas nahi aa gaya..Aur yeh ehsaas peda kerney wala tha "FARAZ" …Who "Economics" mey masters ker raha tha aur mey "Mass Communications" mey humarey department alag alag they..laikin kabhi canteen mey to kabhi library mey aamna saman ho hi jata tha..aur na janey kab mey "FARAZ" ki mohabbat mey gireftaar ho gai pata hi na chala..woh merey dil per hukumrani kerney laga..wohi merey khuwabon mey aaney laga..mey kahin bhi hoti us hi key barey mey sochti…us ka khayyal merey charsou phel jata..aur mey pareshan ho gai..mey abhi apna career banana chahti thi…laikn kiya karon yeh dil manta hi na tha..woh to bus aik hi naam janta tha.."FARAZ" us key siwa ussey kuch sojhta hi na tha…who din ba din merey qareeb hota chala gaya…ab hum ziada ter time saath guzartey…khob ghomtey ..ghanton bethey aik dosrey ki ankhon mey dekha kertey batain kiya kertey..mey khud ko us key pyar ki ghanni chaoun mey bhut hi purskoon mehsoos kerti aur jab who mujh sey juda hota to aisa lagta jaisey zindagi hi juda hoi ja rahi hey..woh meri kamzori ban gaya tha… Mera koi qasour na tha bhala dil per bhi kisi ka zor chalta hey…mohabbat ka jadoo sir cherh ker bol raha tha..aksar hum sar-e-shaam Ravi kinarey bethey Aik dosrey ko takka kertey, mey us key kandhey sey sir tikaye kisi dour anjaani andekhi duniya mey pohnchi hoti..kab time guzer jata pata hi na chalta tha..mey apney aap sey bhi beperwah hoti ja rahi thi..meri mama ney mujh mey honey wali tabdeliyon ko note to kiya laikin mujh sey pocha nahi..shayyad who intezaar mey thin key hamesha ki tarrah mey hi unhain bataon gi aur mey ney apni zindagi ki bhut bari ghalti yeh ki key apni mama jo meri her baat ki raazdar thin..jinhon ney bchpan sey hamesha her tarah key hallaat mey mujhey sambhala tha…sahara diya tha..un sey hi yeh itni bari baat chuppa li…Kash mey aisa na kerti…mey faraz ki mohabbat mey doobti challi gai aur who bhi mujhey is key moqey deta raha Isi tarah din guzertey rahey…mey faraz per zour deti key who apney waldain ko merey gher rishtey key liye bhejey laikin who apney career ko ley ker bhut hi jazbaati tha..us ka keha n tha key who abhi merey qabil nahi hey…mey aik ameer baap ki akloti aulaad thi aur who aik middle class family sey tha….aur yehi cheez humarey dermiyan dewar ban rahi thi..mujhey apni daulat sey apney baap key naam sey nafraat si mehsoos honey lagi..mey sochney lagti key kash mey bhi aik ghareeb baap ki beti hoti..us baap key liye mey soch rahi thi jis ney bachpan sey khud sey ziada mujh ko chaha tha meri zara si takleef per pori pori raat merey sirhaney betha rehta tha..merey papa ney mujh ko jitni mohabbat di thi bhut hi kam baap apni betiyon sey ker patey hain…who mujhey dekh dekh ker jeetey they…aur apney unhi papa ki beti honey per aaj mujhey afsous ho raha tha….aap andaaza ker hi saktey hain key mohabbat kitna monh zor jazba hota hey..mey faraz ki mohabbat mey andhi ho gait hi….apney papa ka shafqat bhara chehra bhi mujhey dikhai na deta tha..apni mama ki mohabbat nazer na aati thi…na janey kiya ho gaya tha mujhey ab sochti hon to heart hoti hey key mujh jaisi mazbout perhi likhi lrki ka mohabbat ney yeh hallat ker di to aik aam larki key dil-o-dimaagh per yeh kiya bijliyan giraati ho gi aur shayyad yehi aik ehsaas hey jo mujhey meri dastaan aap tak pohnchaney per majbour ker rahi hey…
University ki picnic ho ya koi party mey faraz ki pasand key kaprey pehnti usey dikhaney key liye sajti sanwartius ki ankhon mey pasandedgi dekh ker meri khud per ki gai saari mehnat wasoul ho jati..mey ney ab tak apney gher per kuch nahi bataya tha..mey intezar ker rahi thi key faraz kab apney waldain sey meri baat kerta hey to mey bhi apni mama ko faraz key barey mey bataoon..
(note: dear friends yeh mohabbat ki dastaan kaafi taweel aur yaksaniyat per mushtamil hey dastaan key tasalsul key liye mey kaafi ghair zarori waqiyat hazaf ker key asal mattan aap tak pohncha raha hon..)
Akhir university sey juda honey key din qareeb aa gaye..mera israar bertha ja raha tha..key faraz ab humari baat ker ley takey hum zindagi key saathi ban jayen laikin faraz tha key ab tak talley jar aha tha..Na janey who kis cheez ka intezaar ker raha tha..udher merey rishtey aaney shroo ho gaye they..papa key dostoon key gharanoon sey …laikin mey thi key faraz key ishq mey pagal hoi ja rahi thi..akhir aik roz merey israar sey mutasir ho ker faraz ney mujh sey kaha.."Aashi kiya tum merey saath merey gher challo gi mey tumhain apni maa sey milwana chahta hon…"
Mey to khushi key ehsaas sey shershaar ho gai..mey foran hi raazi ho gai aur agley roz ka program bana..us din mey ney apney aap ko khoob ajaya..sanwara mey apney honey waley gher mey pehli baar ja rahi thi..apney honey waley humsafer key gher..jo meri jannat tha..jahan mey ney aik nai zindagi shroo kerni thi aur jin logon key saath shroo kerni thin aaj mujhey un sey milna tha..mey ney apna behtreen suit pehna halka makeup kiya..us key baad ghantoon aainey mey kharri apney sirapey mey koi kammi dhondhti rahi..mama ney kai baar pocha aaj koi khaas din hey laikin mey ney un ko yeh keh ker mutmayin ker diya key mey university mey honey wali aik party key liye ja rahi hon..mama khamosh to ho gain laikin un ki nigahain bata rahin thin key who mutmaion nahi thin..shayyad maa honey ki waja sey unhain apni beti per lehratey ghanney saaye nazer aa gaye they..laikin na janey kion who chup hi rahin…aur mey tayyar ho ker tey shudda program key mutabiq sahi time per university pohnch gain..university key baher Faraz aik dost ki gaari mey mera muntazir tha…mey jaldi sey us key saath beth gai aur us ney gaari apney gher ki janib dora di…us ka gher Lahore key us ilaqey mey tha jahan mey kabhi nahi gai thi..woh aik middle class area tha..yahan mera kabhi guzer nahi hua tha..mey tezi sey guzertey manazir dilchaspi sey dekh rahi thi..faraz koi baat nahi ker raha tha..woh ghair mamoli tour per khamosh tha..
Faraz na janey kin galiyon mey ghumaata hua mujhey aik alag thalg sey banney aik tareek aur tang sey makkan per ley aaya..mey us ka gher dekh ker jhijhak gai..mey khud sey ziada faraz per aitmaad kerti thi..woh kai baar merey saath tanha bhi raha tha..laikin kahi aik haad sey aagey nahi gaya tha..woh mujhey dewanoon ki tarah chomta tha…merey hont chusta tha..laikin bus is sey ziada kuch nahi jab key mey un kamzour lamhon mey shayyad khod per qabo kho bethti thi aur dil ki anjaan gehriyon sey awaz aati key faraz aur bhi aagey berhey laikin who is sey aagey kabhi nahi berha …mujh ko faraz per aitmaad tha laikin mey jhijki is liye thi key us ka gher merey khayalon sey bhi kahin bedter tha..aap khud sochain mera gher 5000 yds per tha mera akela kamra hi us key porey gher sey bara tha..us per na rang-oroghan..ajeb wehshat si baras rahi thi us makkan per…to yeh sab dekh ker mera jhijkna qudratti tha..Faraz muskura ker bola.."kion kiya hua aashi..meri maa sey nahi milna..?"
Mey sab kuch zehen sey jhatak ker muskurati hoi car sey utter gai..aur Faraz key saath gher key derwazey per pohnchi…derwazey per dastak di faraz ney ander kuch lamhey khamoshi rahi phir aik borhi si aurat ney derwaza khola..shakkal per hi phitkaar pari thi us key…Faraz bola."Yeh humarey gher per kam kerti hey."
Mey andar aai us ney mujhey aik kamrey mey bitha diya..ajeeb boseeda sa sofa tha..woh ander chala gaya mujhey wahan bitha ker…kuch dair baad ander sey kisi key bolney ki awazian aaney lagin aur abhi mey is per ghour hi ker rahi thi key ander sey teen ghundey qisam key aadmi ander aa gaye..mey apney aap mey simat si gai…faraz un key peechey hi tha..Aik udhair umer aadmi merey jisam key paar uter janey wali nigahon sey mujhey dekhta hua bola.."Fajji beta..tou ney apna kaam sahi tarah kiya ab tou ja aur is ki kisi dost sey is key gher phone kerwa dey key yeh aaj raat nahi aaye gi baaqi sara kaam yeh bacha log ker lain gey.."
Mey hakka bakka faraz ko dekh rahi thi..woh mujh sey nazrain nahi milla raha tha..woh us aadmi sey bola.."Boss kuch paisey mil jatey to..woh kiya hey naa aaj kal jaib bilkul khali hey…"
Boss bola."abhi to tou maal laya hey zara is ko test ker leney dey terey paisey tujhey mil jayen gey ab tou ja yahan sey.."
Mey jaldi sey uth ker faraz sey ja laggi aur phaat phatti awaz sey us sey boli."Yeh sab kiya hey faraz?"
Faraz kuch na bola..us aadmi sey bola."Boss ab is churiya ko pakro mujhey abhi aik aur maal ki taraf jana hey.."
Do admi meri taraf lapkey aur mujhey bazoo sey jaker liya..Faraz baher ki taraf janey laga..mey cheekh cheekh ker faraz k0o apni mohabbat key wastey deney laggi us ki minatain kerney laggi key who mujhey in derindoon key paas na chour ker jaye..laikin us ney jaisey kaan band ker liye they..meri cheekh-o-pukaar sun ker woh udhair umer aadmi jis ko Boss key naam sey pukara gaya tha aagey berha aur merey phool jaisey galoon per aik zordaar hath mara..meri awaz aik dam ruk gai mey heart sey but bani re gai in galoon ko hamesha pyar milla tha aaj tak merey baap ney bhi mujh per haath na uthaya tha..merey aansoo behney lagey..woh apni khoni awaz mey bola..
"sun churiya..Woh tera aashiq humara aadmi tha hum ney tujh jaisi ameer baap ki auladon ko ghairney key liye paala hey ussey ab terey baap sey paisey nikalwayengey jab tak tujhey yahan rehna ho ga aur hum jo kahain who kerna ho ga..issi mey teri bhalai hey…ab terey halaq sey awaz nikli to gala daba ker yahin gaar dain gey tujhey.."
Aur mey ander tak sehem gai..
Unhoon ney mujhey ander aik kamrey mey band ker diya….mey bethi apni qismat ko kosti rahi aur faraz key is tarah badal janey per heraan hoti rahi..Shaam mey Boss phir ander aaya…aur ghour se merey nazdeek beth ker merey jisam ko ghorta raha aur mey simtti bethi rahi..woh challa gaya..Kuch dair baad wohi dono us key chamchey ander aaye aur High resolution camera's fit kerney lagey..,meri samjh nahi aa raha tha key yeh sab kiya ho raha tha…who kiya kerna chah rahey they…Kuch dair baad boss aaya aur bola..
"Dekh lerki hum ney socha hey key kal hum tujhey chour dain gay..ab gher ja ker tou kiya bahana banati hey yeh tou khoud soh ley.."
Mey us key paon per gir parri.."aap mujh per rehem karain.aap jo mangain gey mey aap ko don gi "''Boss kameeni hansi hans ker bola.."To tou ney yeh kaisey soch liya key hum kuch liye baghair tujhey yahan sey janey dain gey.."
Mey boli.."aap mujhey gher janey dain.mey wada kerti hon key aap jitney pasiey bolain gey mey aap ko dongi.."
Boss bola.."Laikin jan-e-man tumhara kiya bharosa key yahan sey tum seedhi police key pass nahi jati ya apney wadey sey mukker nahi jaatin.."
Mey us ko yaqeen dilate rahi aur who hansta raha..Akhir bola…"Tum fikar na karo kal subah hum tumhain chour dain gey aur paisey bhi tum hi la ker do gi.."
Mey khamosh ho gai..Meri samjh mey kuch nahi aa raha tha key yeh log mujhey abhi kion nahi chour rahey subah ka intezaar kion ker rahey hain..Apni mama ka khayyal alag pareshan ker raha tha who kitni pareshan hongi mey ab tak gher nahi pohnchi thi…aur raat key saaye gehrey hotey ja rahey they…akhir raat ko derwaza khulla wohi makrooh shakkal aurat merey liye khana lai..mey ney zeher maar ker liya thora bhut..Kuch hi dair guzri thi key boss aur us key cheeley is halat mey ander aaye key un key hathon mey sharab ki bottles latki hoi thin aur un ki ankhon mey shetaniyat saaf dekhi ja sakti thi..mey anjaney lamhon ki khofnakiyon ko mehsos ker key sehem gai aur bister per aik taraf simaat ker beth gai..na janey kiya honey wala tha..yeh log to mujhey rehaa kerney waley they..to ab yeh kis iradey sey yahan aaye they..dono cheeley ja ker camera waghera sahi kerney lagey aur boss merey bed key qareeb aik chair per beth gayaa aur meri taraf gehri aur hawas bhari nazroon sey dekhtey hoye sharaab peeney laga…
Insaan jab chotta hota hey..to chaand ki taraf bari hasraat sey dekhta hey us ki khobsorti us ki kashish ussey khenchti hey ussey who bhut hi pyaara lagati hey..us ki masoom ankhon mey us chaand ki khobsorti ko hasil kerney ussey apna bananey ki hasrat hoti hey laikin jaisey jaisey who bara hota hey ya yun keh lain jaisey jaisey bashaour hota hey to ussey pata chalta hey key yeh chaand jo ussey bhut khobsorat laga kerta tha jis ko who her aib sey paak samjhta tha..us mey to hazaron daagh hain…qareeb sey dekhney per chaand ki asal soraat nazer aati hey us key daagh nazer aatey hain..kuch aisa hi merey saath hua tha..mey apni na samjhi ki waja sey Faraz ki zahri khobsorti sey dhokka kha gai thi…us key dil ki kallak us key dil ki badsortti ab merey samney haqeqat bani bethi thi…Aur yeh to aik aafaqi usool hey duniya ka jab sey yeh duniya wajoud mey aai hey.."Aap is duniya ko jo bhi detey hain wohi yeh aap ko wapis kerti hey"…mey ney bhi to apney maa bap key andhey aitmaad apni mama ki purkholous mohabbat key badley un ko kiya diya tha..aik ajnabi key saath challi aai thi..aik ajnabi ko apney maa baap per foqiyat di thi aur us ka phal us ka silla us anjaam ab mey bhugatney wali thi…Who makrooh sorat aadmi nihayyat hi gehri .gandi nazroon sey merey badan key ang ang ka nazara ker raha tha us ki nazrain jaisey merey badan key kapron key aar paar utri ja rahin thin…us key dono chamchey apna camera set kerney mey masroof they…Boss ki umer jis ka naam baad mey mujhey maloom hua..(Pervaiz LALA tha aur who apney halqey mey LALA key naam sey jana jata tha) Lala ki umer taaqreban 45 saal thi..sir key aur chehrey per uggi gandi si daarhi key beshter baal sufaid ho challey they..kaala rang..makrooh ankhain bhaari papotey jo us key aadi sharabi honey ki gawahi dey rahey they..berha hua cherbi zada pait…nehayat hi ganda aur bedboo daar jisam liye merey samney betha hawaas bhari ankhon sey mujhey ghour raha tha…aur mey itney sey bed per aik koney mey simty apney korey aur bedagh jisam ko us ki nazroon sey bachaney ki Nakaam koshish ker rahi thi…
Akhir camera's on ho gaye…aur us room mey lagey hoye high power mercury bulbs on ker diye gaye ..merey charoon taraf aik chakka chound roshni phel gai..aik larkey ney aagey berh ker room mey aik taraf rakha hua stereo on ker diya jis ki taiz aur behangum music sey merey kaan phatney lagey..merey charoon taraf roshni thi..mouseeqi thi…laikin aisa lag raha tha jaisey meri rooh key ander aik ghour andhera hey ..chaar sou tareeki ka raaj hey..music ki awaz aisi lag rahi thi jaisey mataam ho nohaa ho meri berbaadi ka …meri nazroon key samney merey papa ka muskurata hua chehra tha..un ki ankhon sey photti apni laadli beti key liye mohabbat ki roshni thi..meri maa ki muskuraati mamta thi…laikin yeh sab to mey peechey chour aai thi..na janey kahan reh gaye they yeh sab..merey papa tak un ki laadli beti ki dard bhari awaz nahi pohnch sakti thi..na janey kiya haal ho ga merey mama papa ka ,,kahan kahan pareshaan ho ker mujhey dhoundh rahey hongey…apni laadli beti per guzerney waali qayamat ka un ko andaaza bhi nahi ho ga…Lala ney sharaab khattam ki aur uth khara hua..mey apney aap mey aur simmat gai..woh aa ker bed per beth gaya aur mujh sey bola."Dekh churiya..tera jisam to aaj kanwara nahi rahey ga..araam sey dey gi to jisam per kam nishaan baney gain werna soch ley choot ko khonaam khoon ker key bhut maza aata hey mujhey.."
Mey us key monh sey yeh gandey alfaaz sun ker saktey mey reh gai aur ghutti ghutti awaz mey boli.."janey do mujhey ..tum jo bolo gey mey utney rupiye dongi tumhain..mujhey janey do merey maa baap meri raah dekhtey hongey.."
Who teeno zor zor sey hansney lagey.."Tou kal subah challi jana..Aaj apni jawani ka rus pilla humain ..fikaar na ker teri jawani ka madh bhara rus kam nahi parey ga aur bhi nikher jaye ga..aur paisy to humain dena hi parega tujhey.."
Yeh kehtey hoye lala ney aik dam hath berha key meey seeny per lipta hua dopatta khench liya..mey zor sey chekhi laikin room mey bajtey music ki kaan phaar awaz mey meri awaz dab ker reh gai…mey ney dono haath apney nokheaiz seeney per rakh diye merey dono haath merey bhaari seeney ki golaiyon ko chuppaney sey qadir they..lala ney aik dam merey dono haath zor sey paker ker mujhey apni taraf khench liya aur mey us ki merdana taqat key samney bebas ho gai…merey kanoon mey apney nazuk hathon mey pehni choriyan tootney ki awaz gonj gai aur saath hi kallaiyon mey aik chubban ka ehsaas jaga..laikin yeh chubban ka ehsaas to kuch bhi nahi tha us chubban key ehsaas key samney jo merey dil mey hoi thi..yeh choriyan mey ney :Faraz" key liye subah barey armaan ley ker pehni thi..us makkar key liye jis ney mujhey yahan in derindon key beech aisey chor diya tha..jaisey mera jisam nahi ghoust ka koi tukraa hey aur bhokey kutton key samney daal diya gaya tha aur yeh log merey jisam ka wohi hasher kerney waley they jo kai din key bhokey kuttey taaza aur naram ghoust ke kertey hain…Aur woh kuta merey jisam per tout para merey laakh jidojuhed kerney key bawajoud bhi un teeno ney mil ker merey jisam sey kaprey ki aik aik dhajji bhi utaar li ab Lala merey komal naram jawan seeney per cherha betha tha..meri bhaari chatiya us key neechey dabi hoin thin aur meri cherti sansoon key saath opper neechey ho rahin thin…merey dono haath us ney paker rakhey they..aur meri dono tangain us key dono chamchon ney paker ker khol rahin thin..Meri chekahin gonj rahin thin..laikin un per koi asaar na tha..bulkey Lala ka zaberdast haath kai baar merey gaal per surkh nishaan chor chukka tha…mera jisam pora nanga para tha..lala ab utter aaya tha merey jisam per aur us ney camera meri tangon ki taraf laney ko kaha..aik banda camera kareeb ley aaya.aur merey nangey jisam ki her angle sey movie bananey laga..meri dono tangain khulli hoin thin..jis sey meri choot ka androoni gulaabi hissa bhi camera key samney tha..merey mammey lala key mazbout hathon mey they aur who unhain daba raha tha..movie bananey wala apna kaam ker raha tha…aik banda jo meri tangon ko cheerey betha tha..moqa dekh ker meri choot apni ungliyon sey sehlaney laga..mey idher uddher apna sir patak rahi thi..laikin nijaat ka rasta nahi tha..baar baar lala key bedboo dar lab merey laboon per chippak jatey aur who kafi dair tak merey raseley honton ko chusta rehta is doraan us key barey barey haath merey mammon ko bedardi sey masal rahey they..merey mammey tantey ja rahey they aur baar baar us key hathon sey phisal rahey they..woh kabhi merey gulabbi nipples chosney lagta to kabhi merey lab chosney lagata..movie mustaqil ban rhai thi..merey khazaney ley lutney ki jis ko mey ney apney piya ko suhaag raat mey deeney key najaney kitney khuwwab saja rakhey they..laikin who khazana is tarah batey gay yeh kabhi na socha tha mey ney..ab jo banda movie bana raha tha who bhi camera set ker key aa gaya,,,aur meri choot per haath pherney laga..us ko dekh ker lala bola k "Oye sheedey chal is ka haath paker mey zara mallu baher nikaal lon.."us ney merey haath paker liye mey ney dekha key lala ney apna kurta aur phir apni dhouti bhi utaar di ..dhouti key neechey us ka lamba aur mota lund bilkul seedha khara tha.mey ney zindagi mey pehli baar mard key jisam key is hissey ko dekha tha…ab who meri khulli hoi tangon key dermiyan aa gaya..mey yeh to janti thi key who meri choot mey yeh cheez daley ga apni friends sey sun rakha tha mey ney laikin itna motta hota ho ga yeh nahi socha tha..me heraat sey ye dekh rahi thi..us ney meri dono tangain pakrin unahin ghotnoo sey opper uthaya..aur apney lund ki toppi meri choot key gulaabi hissey per rakhi aur ahista ahista ussey wahan malney laga..merey jisam mey germi ki aik leher si peda hoi mey ney laakh apney aap ko sambhalana chaha..laikin merey jisam ka rouan rouan tak khara ho gaya..aur dil ki gehraiyon sey aik halki si awaz si aai..ab to hona tha who ho chukka ab yeh issey ander ker dey aur phir lala ney aik zaberdast jhatka diya aur us ka lund meri gulaabbi choot ko cheerta pharta meri choot ki gehraiyon mey utter gaya..meri awaz halaq mey phans gai..mey burri tarah terpney laggi..mera jisam laraz raha tha..takleef ki shiddat itni thi key mey bayyan nahi ker sakti ..laikin un ko meri hallat per rehem nahi aaya..woh apney lund ko kabhi baher nikalta aur kabhi ander kerta ..merey dono haath us key chamchey ney paker rakhey they..lala ney haath berha ker merey mammey apney hathon mey daba liye aur meri choot ko chodta raha..mey ab bilkul besudh thi..lala ney apney chamchey sey bola "la bhi yeh camera is ki choot per la..Dekh churiya ki choot sey kitna khoon nikla hey..barey paisey milen gey is video ki..saali kanwaari thi abhi..Us saley faaji ney bara lambaa hath mara hey.."
Mey yeh sab sun to rahi thi..laikin bus yun samjhain key hosh aur behoshi ki serhadon per kahin thi mey..mujhey apney badan ka koi hosh nahi tha..tangoon sey beech ki jaga sun ho chukki thi..dard ka ehsaas nahi tha..bus pora jisam lala key jhatkon key sath jhatkey kha raha tha..udher aik banda merey jisam key aik aik ang ki video bana raha tha…Kuch dair baad aisa laga meri choot bherney laggi ho..mey samjhi shayyad mera peeshab khtta ho gaya hey..laikin who lala ki mani thi jo meri choot ko bherney key baad meri choot key khoon sey mil ker ab baher beh rahi thi..lala mery seeney per hi gir para…bola"Bari jaandar choot hey saali ki..maza aa gaya saali ko chod ker.."
Us key hattey hi us key dono chamchey zaban baher nikaley hoye aa gaye..ab mey besudh pari thi…ab kisi bhi mazahimat ka koi faida nahi tha..meri choot sey ab tak khoon beh raha tha..mammey laal ho rahey they porey jisam per katney key aur marney key nishaan they..woh dono aik saath hi mujh per tout parey aik ney apna lund merey monh mey zaberdasti daal diya aur aik merey mammey chosney laga..woh kai baar meri nipple ko zor sey katta..mera jisam aik dam takleef sey jhatka khata..phir us ney apni do ungliya meri choot mey ghussa din..jo abhi tak lala ki mani sey geeeli thi..woh meri choot mey ungliya ander baher kerta raha phir us ney apni ungliya jo meri aur lala ki mani sey luthri hoi thin merey monh mey daal din..aur zaber dasti mujh sey saaf kerwaiyn..merey monh mey aik lund tha..dosra lund us ney meri choot mey daal diya…thori dair baad dono key lund farigh hoye..aik ney apni mani merey monh mey chori aur dosrey ney meri choot key ander..aur us ney mera munh is tarah sakhti sey paker rakha tha key mey majboran us ki mani ka aik aik qatra peeti gai…mera dil ulaat raha tha..laikin kiya kerti..movie ban rahi thi…ab unhoon ney mujhey ulta kiya..aur meri gaand per zor zor sey haath marney lagey ..Takleef bhut ho rahi thi..bhut jald meri gaand sun ho gai..laal laal nishaan meri gori gaand per ubher aaye..ab ustaad apna lund sehlatey aagey aaya..bola.."Saali choot khultey itna cheeki thi gaand phatey gi to pagal ho jaye gi sakhti sey pakroo.."
Aik meri kamar per merey baal paker ker beth gaya..aur dosrey ney meri tangain khol ker gaand key dono hisson ko bedardi sey alag kiya..lala ney apna lund meri gaand key chottey sey sooraakh per rakha..aur phir mujhey aisa laga..jaisey aik aag si merey jisam mey lag gai ho..dard ki aik tez bhut tez leher merey jisam mey jaisey naizey ki tarah uterti challi gai..meri gaand phut chukki thi.meri chekahin chat ko phaar rahin thin.jab key lala ka lund meri gaand key ander tha..aik burri tarah sey mujhey maar raha tha..dosra mera monh band kerney ki koshish ker raha tha..laikin dard sey burri tarah tarap rahi thi mey ..lala apna lund meri gaand mey challata raha aur kuch hi dair baad us key admiyon ney mujhey utha ker bitha diya..meri ankhin band thin..mey neem behoshi ki kefiyat mey thi..unhon ney mujhey pakraa aur ustaad ka lund halaq tak merey monh mey ghussa diya..aur merey monh mey ussey aagey peechey kerney laga aur phir mey ney lala ki garam garam mani apney monh sey halaq mey uterti mehsous ki..lala ney saari mani mujhey pilai aur bed per besudh gir para..
Mey lut chukki thi..ab kuch baaqi nahi raha tha…baaqi raat un teeno ney mujhey khoob chooda..meri kai baar gaand chodi gai..aik sath agey peechey sey dono ney choda..her her angle sey mujhey chodtey hoye video banai gai…mujhey to kuch hosh hi nahi tha..mey to aik laash thi..us key saath kon kaisa salook ker raha hey laash ko is sey kiya sarokaar…na janey kab who challey gaye room sey…subah na janey kitney din cherney per meri aankh khulli..mey room mey akeeli pari thi…kuch nahi tha room mey..bus merey nangey jisam per parey mani key sookhey hoye daagh..meri choot sey nikley khoon sey surkh hoti bed ki chader..aur merey jisam per neel key aur katney sey banney waley nishaan raat ki siyah kariyon key gawah they..mey ney uthney ki koshish ki laikin dard ki is qader tez leher uthi key mey dobara bed per gir pari…meri choot bilkul sooj chukki thi..us key dono gullabi lab..jo gullabi aur patley patley hua kertey they..phol ker motey aur siyahi mile neeley ho rahey they…gaand ka soorakh nazer nahi aa raha tha..laikin who bhi sooja hua tha is ka yaqeen tha mujh ko haath nahi lagya jar aha tha..mamon per barey barey surkh nishaan parey they..aur who bhi soojh ker motey ho rahey they..nipples neeli ho gain thin…jisam jaisey phora bana hua tha..merey kaprey wahin neechey parey they..pora gher sayen sayen ker raha tha..na janey kitni dair mey wahin pari roti rahi..dard sey cheekhti rahi laikin koi nahi aaya..khud hi na janey kis dil sey uth ker room mey mojoud bathroom mey gai aur shower khol ker apna dukhta jisam paani key nechey rakh diya..thanda paani jaisey aag si laga gaya merey jisam per laikin ahista ahista sukoon milta gaya…mey na janey kab tak wahin farash per pari thandey paani sey nahati rahi..phir ghistatti hoi room mey aai aur apney kaprey pehney mat pochain kitni takleef berdhast ki mey ne kaprey pehntey hoye..phir isis tarah rager rager ker porey gher ko chaan mara kahin koi nahi tha..koi samaan na tha…aisa lagta tha..raat koi bhayanaak khuwaab dekha ho mey ney laikin meri khulli hoi choot aur merey kanwarey jisam sey nikla khoon is baat ki gawahi deta tha key mey who nahi rahi jo pichli raat sey pehli thi..mey ab larki nahi rahi..mey ab kanwari nahi rahi..dil kerta tha apney aap ko khattam ker lon..baher ka derwaza khulla hua tha..mey jaatti to kahan jatti..kaisey samna kerti apney mama papa ka..kiya kehti un ko kaisey sunaati apni berbaadi ki dastaan..woh to jeetey jhi mer jayen gey…kiya karon kahan jaon kuch samjh nahi aa raha tha..jaisey aik hi raat mey pori duniya badal chukki thi merey liye..sab kuch badal chukka tha..Faraz badal chukka tha..Faraz ka naam zehen mey aatey hi jaisey chingariyan si uthney lagin mery dimagh mey..Wohi to tha meri berbadiyon ka zimedaar..Mey us ko nahi chour sakti..mey police mey jaon gi..sab ko bata dongi us ki asliyat..laikin police kiya kerti..mera naam akhbaroon mey aata…tv channels per aata..merey maa baap kisi ko monh nahi dikha saktey..woh to mer jayen gey..nahi mey unhain nahi maar sakti..mey chup rahon gi..kuch nahi ..namaloom logon key aghwah ki kahani sunna dongi…kam sey kam who bednaami sey to bach jayen gey…yehi sochti mey ney apna huliya durust kiya…gher sey baher aai..bhut koshish ker rahi thi key meri chaal sahi reh sakey laikin mey apni ranain khol ker chalney per majbour thi..choot soojh ker itni phool gai thi key raanain mil hi nahi paa rahin thin…ittefaaq sey qareeb sey hi aik taxi mil gai driver ko mey apney gher ka pata bata ker pichli seat per gir gai aur ankhain band ker lin..
Ab behad zarori hey mey apna taruuf bhi kerwti chalon takey meri is dataan ka tasulsul na kharab ho sakey..mera naam Aashi hey…Apney maa baap ki bahad laadli aur chaheti beti hon..aur akloti bhi..merey papa aik kamyaab business man hain..jin ka busnies duniya key kai mulkon mey phela hua hey…laikin merey papa ney mujhey bhut pyar diya…unhoon ney duniya key serd-o-garam sey hamseha bacha ker rakha..mujh sey kehtey they "Beta aashi tum ko jo perhna hey who apney hi mulk mey reh ker perh lo baher universities hum muslims key liye nahi hain wahan ka mahol bhut hi kharab hey" itney paisey aur itni daulat honey key bawajod merey papa bhut hi seedhey saadhey insaan they..hum Lahore key aik posh ilaqey mey rehtey they..merey papa ney humain pori duniya ghumai ..mujhey aur mama ko laikin hum hamesha laut ker apney Pakistan hi aaye..yehi humara watan tha..yehi humara gher tha..papa kaha kertey they…"Admi ki thakkan hamesha us key gher aa ker hi uterti hey.." aur un ki baat sahi thi…hum duniya key haseen taren mulkon mey bhi ghomey…five star hotels key nehayyat hi shanddaar rooms mey rahey laikin aik zehni asoudgi na thi…aur who humain apney watan mey aa ker hi milli…
To mey bata rahi thi Papa ziada ter apney busnies tours per hotey they..gher per mey aur mama rehtin thin…waisey to servents bhut they gher mey laikin hum maa beti aik dosrey sey hi dil ki batain kiya kertey they..meri mama meri behtreeen dost thin mey hamesha university sey a ker apni mama key saath lunch kerti aur din bher ki batain un sey discus kerti aur who meri her baat suntan..mujhey mashwarey detin ..kabhi papa hotey to hum teeno khob batain kiya kertey..yunhi zindagi key shab-o-roz guzer rahey they…waqt ka chakker chal raha tha…sab kuch haseen tha..bhut haseen…aur yeh haseen ehsaas tab tak qayyam raha jab tak meri zindagi mey "Mohabbat " ka ehsaas nahi aa gaya..Aur yeh ehsaas peda kerney wala tha "FARAZ" …Who "Economics" mey masters ker raha tha aur mey "Mass Communications" mey humarey department alag alag they..laikin kabhi canteen mey to kabhi library mey aamna saman ho hi jata tha..aur na janey kab mey "FARAZ" ki mohabbat mey gireftaar ho gai pata hi na chala..woh merey dil per hukumrani kerney laga..wohi merey khuwabon mey aaney laga..mey kahin bhi hoti us hi key barey mey sochti…us ka khayyal merey charsou phel jata..aur mey pareshan ho gai..mey abhi apna career banana chahti thi…laikn kiya karon yeh dil manta hi na tha..woh to bus aik hi naam janta tha.."FARAZ" us key siwa ussey kuch sojhta hi na tha…who din ba din merey qareeb hota chala gaya…ab hum ziada ter time saath guzartey…khob ghomtey ..ghanton bethey aik dosrey ki ankhon mey dekha kertey batain kiya kertey..mey khud ko us key pyar ki ghanni chaoun mey bhut hi purskoon mehsoos kerti aur jab who mujh sey juda hota to aisa lagta jaisey zindagi hi juda hoi ja rahi hey..woh meri kamzori ban gaya tha… Mera koi qasour na tha bhala dil per bhi kisi ka zor chalta hey…mohabbat ka jadoo sir cherh ker bol raha tha..aksar hum sar-e-shaam Ravi kinarey bethey Aik dosrey ko takka kertey, mey us key kandhey sey sir tikaye kisi dour anjaani andekhi duniya mey pohnchi hoti..kab time guzer jata pata hi na chalta tha..mey apney aap sey bhi beperwah hoti ja rahi thi..meri mama ney mujh mey honey wali tabdeliyon ko note to kiya laikin mujh sey pocha nahi..shayyad who intezaar mey thin key hamesha ki tarrah mey hi unhain bataon gi aur mey ney apni zindagi ki bhut bari ghalti yeh ki key apni mama jo meri her baat ki raazdar thin..jinhon ney bchpan sey hamesha her tarah key hallaat mey mujhey sambhala tha…sahara diya tha..un sey hi yeh itni bari baat chuppa li…Kash mey aisa na kerti…mey faraz ki mohabbat mey doobti challi gai aur who bhi mujhey is key moqey deta raha Isi tarah din guzertey rahey…mey faraz per zour deti key who apney waldain ko merey gher rishtey key liye bhejey laikin who apney career ko ley ker bhut hi jazbaati tha..us ka keha n tha key who abhi merey qabil nahi hey…mey aik ameer baap ki akloti aulaad thi aur who aik middle class family sey tha….aur yehi cheez humarey dermiyan dewar ban rahi thi..mujhey apni daulat sey apney baap key naam sey nafraat si mehsoos honey lagi..mey sochney lagti key kash mey bhi aik ghareeb baap ki beti hoti..us baap key liye mey soch rahi thi jis ney bachpan sey khud sey ziada mujh ko chaha tha meri zara si takleef per pori pori raat merey sirhaney betha rehta tha..merey papa ney mujh ko jitni mohabbat di thi bhut hi kam baap apni betiyon sey ker patey hain…who mujhey dekh dekh ker jeetey they…aur apney unhi papa ki beti honey per aaj mujhey afsous ho raha tha….aap andaaza ker hi saktey hain key mohabbat kitna monh zor jazba hota hey..mey faraz ki mohabbat mey andhi ho gait hi….apney papa ka shafqat bhara chehra bhi mujhey dikhai na deta tha..apni mama ki mohabbat nazer na aati thi…na janey kiya ho gaya tha mujhey ab sochti hon to heart hoti hey key mujh jaisi mazbout perhi likhi lrki ka mohabbat ney yeh hallat ker di to aik aam larki key dil-o-dimaagh per yeh kiya bijliyan giraati ho gi aur shayyad yehi aik ehsaas hey jo mujhey meri dastaan aap tak pohnchaney per majbour ker rahi hey…
University ki picnic ho ya koi party mey faraz ki pasand key kaprey pehnti usey dikhaney key liye sajti sanwartius ki ankhon mey pasandedgi dekh ker meri khud per ki gai saari mehnat wasoul ho jati..mey ney ab tak apney gher per kuch nahi bataya tha..mey intezar ker rahi thi key faraz kab apney waldain sey meri baat kerta hey to mey bhi apni mama ko faraz key barey mey bataoon..
(note: dear friends yeh mohabbat ki dastaan kaafi taweel aur yaksaniyat per mushtamil hey dastaan key tasalsul key liye mey kaafi ghair zarori waqiyat hazaf ker key asal mattan aap tak pohncha raha hon..)
Akhir university sey juda honey key din qareeb aa gaye..mera israar bertha ja raha tha..key faraz ab humari baat ker ley takey hum zindagi key saathi ban jayen laikin faraz tha key ab tak talley jar aha tha..Na janey who kis cheez ka intezaar ker raha tha..udher merey rishtey aaney shroo ho gaye they..papa key dostoon key gharanoon sey …laikin mey thi key faraz key ishq mey pagal hoi ja rahi thi..akhir aik roz merey israar sey mutasir ho ker faraz ney mujh sey kaha.."Aashi kiya tum merey saath merey gher challo gi mey tumhain apni maa sey milwana chahta hon…"
Mey to khushi key ehsaas sey shershaar ho gai..mey foran hi raazi ho gai aur agley roz ka program bana..us din mey ney apney aap ko khoob ajaya..sanwara mey apney honey waley gher mey pehli baar ja rahi thi..apney honey waley humsafer key gher..jo meri jannat tha..jahan mey ney aik nai zindagi shroo kerni thi aur jin logon key saath shroo kerni thin aaj mujhey un sey milna tha..mey ney apna behtreen suit pehna halka makeup kiya..us key baad ghantoon aainey mey kharri apney sirapey mey koi kammi dhondhti rahi..mama ney kai baar pocha aaj koi khaas din hey laikin mey ney un ko yeh keh ker mutmayin ker diya key mey university mey honey wali aik party key liye ja rahi hon..mama khamosh to ho gain laikin un ki nigahain bata rahin thin key who mutmaion nahi thin..shayyad maa honey ki waja sey unhain apni beti per lehratey ghanney saaye nazer aa gaye they..laikin na janey kion who chup hi rahin…aur mey tayyar ho ker tey shudda program key mutabiq sahi time per university pohnch gain..university key baher Faraz aik dost ki gaari mey mera muntazir tha…mey jaldi sey us key saath beth gai aur us ney gaari apney gher ki janib dora di…us ka gher Lahore key us ilaqey mey tha jahan mey kabhi nahi gai thi..woh aik middle class area tha..yahan mera kabhi guzer nahi hua tha..mey tezi sey guzertey manazir dilchaspi sey dekh rahi thi..faraz koi baat nahi ker raha tha..woh ghair mamoli tour per khamosh tha..
Faraz na janey kin galiyon mey ghumaata hua mujhey aik alag thalg sey banney aik tareek aur tang sey makkan per ley aaya..mey us ka gher dekh ker jhijhak gai..mey khud sey ziada faraz per aitmaad kerti thi..woh kai baar merey saath tanha bhi raha tha..laikin kahi aik haad sey aagey nahi gaya tha..woh mujhey dewanoon ki tarah chomta tha…merey hont chusta tha..laikin bus is sey ziada kuch nahi jab key mey un kamzour lamhon mey shayyad khod per qabo kho bethti thi aur dil ki anjaan gehriyon sey awaz aati key faraz aur bhi aagey berhey laikin who is sey aagey kabhi nahi berha …mujh ko faraz per aitmaad tha laikin mey jhijki is liye thi key us ka gher merey khayalon sey bhi kahin bedter tha..aap khud sochain mera gher 5000 yds per tha mera akela kamra hi us key porey gher sey bara tha..us per na rang-oroghan..ajeb wehshat si baras rahi thi us makkan per…to yeh sab dekh ker mera jhijkna qudratti tha..Faraz muskura ker bola.."kion kiya hua aashi..meri maa sey nahi milna..?"
Mey sab kuch zehen sey jhatak ker muskurati hoi car sey utter gai..aur Faraz key saath gher key derwazey per pohnchi…derwazey per dastak di faraz ney ander kuch lamhey khamoshi rahi phir aik borhi si aurat ney derwaza khola..shakkal per hi phitkaar pari thi us key…Faraz bola."Yeh humarey gher per kam kerti hey."
Mey andar aai us ney mujhey aik kamrey mey bitha diya..ajeeb boseeda sa sofa tha..woh ander chala gaya mujhey wahan bitha ker…kuch dair baad ander sey kisi key bolney ki awazian aaney lagin aur abhi mey is per ghour hi ker rahi thi key ander sey teen ghundey qisam key aadmi ander aa gaye..mey apney aap mey simat si gai…faraz un key peechey hi tha..Aik udhair umer aadmi merey jisam key paar uter janey wali nigahon sey mujhey dekhta hua bola.."Fajji beta..tou ney apna kaam sahi tarah kiya ab tou ja aur is ki kisi dost sey is key gher phone kerwa dey key yeh aaj raat nahi aaye gi baaqi sara kaam yeh bacha log ker lain gey.."
Mey hakka bakka faraz ko dekh rahi thi..woh mujh sey nazrain nahi milla raha tha..woh us aadmi sey bola.."Boss kuch paisey mil jatey to..woh kiya hey naa aaj kal jaib bilkul khali hey…"
Boss bola."abhi to tou maal laya hey zara is ko test ker leney dey terey paisey tujhey mil jayen gey ab tou ja yahan sey.."
Mey jaldi sey uth ker faraz sey ja laggi aur phaat phatti awaz sey us sey boli."Yeh sab kiya hey faraz?"
Faraz kuch na bola..us aadmi sey bola."Boss ab is churiya ko pakro mujhey abhi aik aur maal ki taraf jana hey.."
Do admi meri taraf lapkey aur mujhey bazoo sey jaker liya..Faraz baher ki taraf janey laga..mey cheekh cheekh ker faraz k0o apni mohabbat key wastey deney laggi us ki minatain kerney laggi key who mujhey in derindoon key paas na chour ker jaye..laikin us ney jaisey kaan band ker liye they..meri cheekh-o-pukaar sun ker woh udhair umer aadmi jis ko Boss key naam sey pukara gaya tha aagey berha aur merey phool jaisey galoon per aik zordaar hath mara..meri awaz aik dam ruk gai mey heart sey but bani re gai in galoon ko hamesha pyar milla tha aaj tak merey baap ney bhi mujh per haath na uthaya tha..merey aansoo behney lagey..woh apni khoni awaz mey bola..
"sun churiya..Woh tera aashiq humara aadmi tha hum ney tujh jaisi ameer baap ki auladon ko ghairney key liye paala hey ussey ab terey baap sey paisey nikalwayengey jab tak tujhey yahan rehna ho ga aur hum jo kahain who kerna ho ga..issi mey teri bhalai hey…ab terey halaq sey awaz nikli to gala daba ker yahin gaar dain gey tujhey.."
Aur mey ander tak sehem gai..
Unhoon ney mujhey ander aik kamrey mey band ker diya….mey bethi apni qismat ko kosti rahi aur faraz key is tarah badal janey per heraan hoti rahi..Shaam mey Boss phir ander aaya…aur ghour se merey nazdeek beth ker merey jisam ko ghorta raha aur mey simtti bethi rahi..woh challa gaya..Kuch dair baad wohi dono us key chamchey ander aaye aur High resolution camera's fit kerney lagey..,meri samjh nahi aa raha tha key yeh sab kiya ho raha tha…who kiya kerna chah rahey they…Kuch dair baad boss aaya aur bola..
"Dekh lerki hum ney socha hey key kal hum tujhey chour dain gay..ab gher ja ker tou kiya bahana banati hey yeh tou khoud soh ley.."
Mey us key paon per gir parri.."aap mujh per rehem karain.aap jo mangain gey mey aap ko don gi "''Boss kameeni hansi hans ker bola.."To tou ney yeh kaisey soch liya key hum kuch liye baghair tujhey yahan sey janey dain gey.."
Mey boli.."aap mujhey gher janey dain.mey wada kerti hon key aap jitney pasiey bolain gey mey aap ko dongi.."
Boss bola.."Laikin jan-e-man tumhara kiya bharosa key yahan sey tum seedhi police key pass nahi jati ya apney wadey sey mukker nahi jaatin.."
Mey us ko yaqeen dilate rahi aur who hansta raha..Akhir bola…"Tum fikar na karo kal subah hum tumhain chour dain gey aur paisey bhi tum hi la ker do gi.."
Mey khamosh ho gai..Meri samjh mey kuch nahi aa raha tha key yeh log mujhey abhi kion nahi chour rahey subah ka intezaar kion ker rahey hain..Apni mama ka khayyal alag pareshan ker raha tha who kitni pareshan hongi mey ab tak gher nahi pohnchi thi…aur raat key saaye gehrey hotey ja rahey they…akhir raat ko derwaza khulla wohi makrooh shakkal aurat merey liye khana lai..mey ney zeher maar ker liya thora bhut..Kuch hi dair guzri thi key boss aur us key cheeley is halat mey ander aaye key un key hathon mey sharab ki bottles latki hoi thin aur un ki ankhon mey shetaniyat saaf dekhi ja sakti thi..mey anjaney lamhon ki khofnakiyon ko mehsos ker key sehem gai aur bister per aik taraf simaat ker beth gai..na janey kiya honey wala tha..yeh log to mujhey rehaa kerney waley they..to ab yeh kis iradey sey yahan aaye they..dono cheeley ja ker camera waghera sahi kerney lagey aur boss merey bed key qareeb aik chair per beth gayaa aur meri taraf gehri aur hawas bhari nazroon sey dekhtey hoye sharaab peeney laga…
Insaan jab chotta hota hey..to chaand ki taraf bari hasraat sey dekhta hey us ki khobsorti us ki kashish ussey khenchti hey ussey who bhut hi pyaara lagati hey..us ki masoom ankhon mey us chaand ki khobsorti ko hasil kerney ussey apna bananey ki hasrat hoti hey laikin jaisey jaisey who bara hota hey ya yun keh lain jaisey jaisey bashaour hota hey to ussey pata chalta hey key yeh chaand jo ussey bhut khobsorat laga kerta tha jis ko who her aib sey paak samjhta tha..us mey to hazaron daagh hain…qareeb sey dekhney per chaand ki asal soraat nazer aati hey us key daagh nazer aatey hain..kuch aisa hi merey saath hua tha..mey apni na samjhi ki waja sey Faraz ki zahri khobsorti sey dhokka kha gai thi…us key dil ki kallak us key dil ki badsortti ab merey samney haqeqat bani bethi thi…Aur yeh to aik aafaqi usool hey duniya ka jab sey yeh duniya wajoud mey aai hey.."Aap is duniya ko jo bhi detey hain wohi yeh aap ko wapis kerti hey"…mey ney bhi to apney maa bap key andhey aitmaad apni mama ki purkholous mohabbat key badley un ko kiya diya tha..aik ajnabi key saath challi aai thi..aik ajnabi ko apney maa baap per foqiyat di thi aur us ka phal us ka silla us anjaam ab mey bhugatney wali thi…Who makrooh sorat aadmi nihayyat hi gehri .gandi nazroon sey merey badan key ang ang ka nazara ker raha tha us ki nazrain jaisey merey badan key kapron key aar paar utri ja rahin thin…us key dono chamchey apna camera set kerney mey masroof they…Boss ki umer jis ka naam baad mey mujhey maloom hua..(Pervaiz LALA tha aur who apney halqey mey LALA key naam sey jana jata tha) Lala ki umer taaqreban 45 saal thi..sir key aur chehrey per uggi gandi si daarhi key beshter baal sufaid ho challey they..kaala rang..makrooh ankhain bhaari papotey jo us key aadi sharabi honey ki gawahi dey rahey they..berha hua cherbi zada pait…nehayat hi ganda aur bedboo daar jisam liye merey samney betha hawaas bhari ankhon sey mujhey ghour raha tha…aur mey itney sey bed per aik koney mey simty apney korey aur bedagh jisam ko us ki nazroon sey bachaney ki Nakaam koshish ker rahi thi…
Akhir camera's on ho gaye…aur us room mey lagey hoye high power mercury bulbs on ker diye gaye ..merey charoon taraf aik chakka chound roshni phel gai..aik larkey ney aagey berh ker room mey aik taraf rakha hua stereo on ker diya jis ki taiz aur behangum music sey merey kaan phatney lagey..merey charoon taraf roshni thi..mouseeqi thi…laikin aisa lag raha tha jaisey meri rooh key ander aik ghour andhera hey ..chaar sou tareeki ka raaj hey..music ki awaz aisi lag rahi thi jaisey mataam ho nohaa ho meri berbaadi ka …meri nazroon key samney merey papa ka muskurata hua chehra tha..un ki ankhon sey photti apni laadli beti key liye mohabbat ki roshni thi..meri maa ki muskuraati mamta thi…laikin yeh sab to mey peechey chour aai thi..na janey kahan reh gaye they yeh sab..merey papa tak un ki laadli beti ki dard bhari awaz nahi pohnch sakti thi..na janey kiya haal ho ga merey mama papa ka ,,kahan kahan pareshaan ho ker mujhey dhoundh rahey hongey…apni laadli beti per guzerney waali qayamat ka un ko andaaza bhi nahi ho ga…Lala ney sharaab khattam ki aur uth khara hua..mey apney aap mey aur simmat gai..woh aa ker bed per beth gaya aur mujh sey bola."Dekh churiya..tera jisam to aaj kanwara nahi rahey ga..araam sey dey gi to jisam per kam nishaan baney gain werna soch ley choot ko khonaam khoon ker key bhut maza aata hey mujhey.."
Mey us key monh sey yeh gandey alfaaz sun ker saktey mey reh gai aur ghutti ghutti awaz mey boli.."janey do mujhey ..tum jo bolo gey mey utney rupiye dongi tumhain..mujhey janey do merey maa baap meri raah dekhtey hongey.."
Who teeno zor zor sey hansney lagey.."Tou kal subah challi jana..Aaj apni jawani ka rus pilla humain ..fikaar na ker teri jawani ka madh bhara rus kam nahi parey ga aur bhi nikher jaye ga..aur paisy to humain dena hi parega tujhey.."
Yeh kehtey hoye lala ney aik dam hath berha key meey seeny per lipta hua dopatta khench liya..mey zor sey chekhi laikin room mey bajtey music ki kaan phaar awaz mey meri awaz dab ker reh gai…mey ney dono haath apney nokheaiz seeney per rakh diye merey dono haath merey bhaari seeney ki golaiyon ko chuppaney sey qadir they..lala ney aik dam merey dono haath zor sey paker ker mujhey apni taraf khench liya aur mey us ki merdana taqat key samney bebas ho gai…merey kanoon mey apney nazuk hathon mey pehni choriyan tootney ki awaz gonj gai aur saath hi kallaiyon mey aik chubban ka ehsaas jaga..laikin yeh chubban ka ehsaas to kuch bhi nahi tha us chubban key ehsaas key samney jo merey dil mey hoi thi..yeh choriyan mey ney :Faraz" key liye subah barey armaan ley ker pehni thi..us makkar key liye jis ney mujhey yahan in derindon key beech aisey chor diya tha..jaisey mera jisam nahi ghoust ka koi tukraa hey aur bhokey kutton key samney daal diya gaya tha aur yeh log merey jisam ka wohi hasher kerney waley they jo kai din key bhokey kuttey taaza aur naram ghoust ke kertey hain…Aur woh kuta merey jisam per tout para merey laakh jidojuhed kerney key bawajoud bhi un teeno ney mil ker merey jisam sey kaprey ki aik aik dhajji bhi utaar li ab Lala merey komal naram jawan seeney per cherha betha tha..meri bhaari chatiya us key neechey dabi hoin thin aur meri cherti sansoon key saath opper neechey ho rahin thin…merey dono haath us ney paker rakhey they..aur meri dono tangain us key dono chamchon ney paker ker khol rahin thin..Meri chekahin gonj rahin thin..laikin un per koi asaar na tha..bulkey Lala ka zaberdast haath kai baar merey gaal per surkh nishaan chor chukka tha…mera jisam pora nanga para tha..lala ab utter aaya tha merey jisam per aur us ney camera meri tangon ki taraf laney ko kaha..aik banda camera kareeb ley aaya.aur merey nangey jisam ki her angle sey movie bananey laga..meri dono tangain khulli hoin thin..jis sey meri choot ka androoni gulaabi hissa bhi camera key samney tha..merey mammey lala key mazbout hathon mey they aur who unhain daba raha tha..movie bananey wala apna kaam ker raha tha…aik banda jo meri tangon ko cheerey betha tha..moqa dekh ker meri choot apni ungliyon sey sehlaney laga..mey idher uddher apna sir patak rahi thi..laikin nijaat ka rasta nahi tha..baar baar lala key bedboo dar lab merey laboon per chippak jatey aur who kafi dair tak merey raseley honton ko chusta rehta is doraan us key barey barey haath merey mammon ko bedardi sey masal rahey they..merey mammey tantey ja rahey they aur baar baar us key hathon sey phisal rahey they..woh kabhi merey gulabbi nipples chosney lagta to kabhi merey lab chosney lagata..movie mustaqil ban rhai thi..merey khazaney ley lutney ki jis ko mey ney apney piya ko suhaag raat mey deeney key najaney kitney khuwwab saja rakhey they..laikin who khazana is tarah batey gay yeh kabhi na socha tha mey ney..ab jo banda movie bana raha tha who bhi camera set ker key aa gaya,,,aur meri choot per haath pherney laga..us ko dekh ker lala bola k "Oye sheedey chal is ka haath paker mey zara mallu baher nikaal lon.."us ney merey haath paker liye mey ney dekha key lala ney apna kurta aur phir apni dhouti bhi utaar di ..dhouti key neechey us ka lamba aur mota lund bilkul seedha khara tha.mey ney zindagi mey pehli baar mard key jisam key is hissey ko dekha tha…ab who meri khulli hoi tangon key dermiyan aa gaya..mey yeh to janti thi key who meri choot mey yeh cheez daley ga apni friends sey sun rakha tha mey ney laikin itna motta hota ho ga yeh nahi socha tha..me heraat sey ye dekh rahi thi..us ney meri dono tangain pakrin unahin ghotnoo sey opper uthaya..aur apney lund ki toppi meri choot key gulaabi hissey per rakhi aur ahista ahista ussey wahan malney laga..merey jisam mey germi ki aik leher si peda hoi mey ney laakh apney aap ko sambhalana chaha..laikin merey jisam ka rouan rouan tak khara ho gaya..aur dil ki gehraiyon sey aik halki si awaz si aai..ab to hona tha who ho chukka ab yeh issey ander ker dey aur phir lala ney aik zaberdast jhatka diya aur us ka lund meri gulaabbi choot ko cheerta pharta meri choot ki gehraiyon mey utter gaya..meri awaz halaq mey phans gai..mey burri tarah terpney laggi..mera jisam laraz raha tha..takleef ki shiddat itni thi key mey bayyan nahi ker sakti ..laikin un ko meri hallat per rehem nahi aaya..woh apney lund ko kabhi baher nikalta aur kabhi ander kerta ..merey dono haath us key chamchey ney paker rakhey they..lala ney haath berha ker merey mammey apney hathon mey daba liye aur meri choot ko chodta raha..mey ab bilkul besudh thi..lala ney apney chamchey sey bola "la bhi yeh camera is ki choot per la..Dekh churiya ki choot sey kitna khoon nikla hey..barey paisey milen gey is video ki..saali kanwaari thi abhi..Us saley faaji ney bara lambaa hath mara hey.."
Mey yeh sab sun to rahi thi..laikin bus yun samjhain key hosh aur behoshi ki serhadon per kahin thi mey..mujhey apney badan ka koi hosh nahi tha..tangoon sey beech ki jaga sun ho chukki thi..dard ka ehsaas nahi tha..bus pora jisam lala key jhatkon key sath jhatkey kha raha tha..udher aik banda merey jisam key aik aik ang ki video bana raha tha…Kuch dair baad aisa laga meri choot bherney laggi ho..mey samjhi shayyad mera peeshab khtta ho gaya hey..laikin who lala ki mani thi jo meri choot ko bherney key baad meri choot key khoon sey mil ker ab baher beh rahi thi..lala mery seeney per hi gir para…bola"Bari jaandar choot hey saali ki..maza aa gaya saali ko chod ker.."
Us key hattey hi us key dono chamchey zaban baher nikaley hoye aa gaye..ab mey besudh pari thi…ab kisi bhi mazahimat ka koi faida nahi tha..meri choot sey ab tak khoon beh raha tha..mammey laal ho rahey they porey jisam per katney key aur marney key nishaan they..woh dono aik saath hi mujh per tout parey aik ney apna lund merey monh mey zaberdasti daal diya aur aik merey mammey chosney laga..woh kai baar meri nipple ko zor sey katta..mera jisam aik dam takleef sey jhatka khata..phir us ney apni do ungliya meri choot mey ghussa din..jo abhi tak lala ki mani sey geeeli thi..woh meri choot mey ungliya ander baher kerta raha phir us ney apni ungliya jo meri aur lala ki mani sey luthri hoi thin merey monh mey daal din..aur zaber dasti mujh sey saaf kerwaiyn..merey monh mey aik lund tha..dosra lund us ney meri choot mey daal diya…thori dair baad dono key lund farigh hoye..aik ney apni mani merey monh mey chori aur dosrey ney meri choot key ander..aur us ney mera munh is tarah sakhti sey paker rakha tha key mey majboran us ki mani ka aik aik qatra peeti gai…mera dil ulaat raha tha..laikin kiya kerti..movie ban rahi thi…ab unhoon ney mujhey ulta kiya..aur meri gaand per zor zor sey haath marney lagey ..Takleef bhut ho rahi thi..bhut jald meri gaand sun ho gai..laal laal nishaan meri gori gaand per ubher aaye..ab ustaad apna lund sehlatey aagey aaya..bola.."Saali choot khultey itna cheeki thi gaand phatey gi to pagal ho jaye gi sakhti sey pakroo.."
Aik meri kamar per merey baal paker ker beth gaya..aur dosrey ney meri tangain khol ker gaand key dono hisson ko bedardi sey alag kiya..lala ney apna lund meri gaand key chottey sey sooraakh per rakha..aur phir mujhey aisa laga..jaisey aik aag si merey jisam mey lag gai ho..dard ki aik tez bhut tez leher merey jisam mey jaisey naizey ki tarah uterti challi gai..meri gaand phut chukki thi.meri chekahin chat ko phaar rahin thin.jab key lala ka lund meri gaand key ander tha..aik burri tarah sey mujhey maar raha tha..dosra mera monh band kerney ki koshish ker raha tha..laikin dard sey burri tarah tarap rahi thi mey ..lala apna lund meri gaand mey challata raha aur kuch hi dair baad us key admiyon ney mujhey utha ker bitha diya..meri ankhin band thin..mey neem behoshi ki kefiyat mey thi..unhon ney mujhey pakraa aur ustaad ka lund halaq tak merey monh mey ghussa diya..aur merey monh mey ussey aagey peechey kerney laga aur phir mey ney lala ki garam garam mani apney monh sey halaq mey uterti mehsous ki..lala ney saari mani mujhey pilai aur bed per besudh gir para..
Mey lut chukki thi..ab kuch baaqi nahi raha tha…baaqi raat un teeno ney mujhey khoob chooda..meri kai baar gaand chodi gai..aik sath agey peechey sey dono ney choda..her her angle sey mujhey chodtey hoye video banai gai…mujhey to kuch hosh hi nahi tha..mey to aik laash thi..us key saath kon kaisa salook ker raha hey laash ko is sey kiya sarokaar…na janey kab who challey gaye room sey…subah na janey kitney din cherney per meri aankh khulli..mey room mey akeeli pari thi…kuch nahi tha room mey..bus merey nangey jisam per parey mani key sookhey hoye daagh..meri choot sey nikley khoon sey surkh hoti bed ki chader..aur merey jisam per neel key aur katney sey banney waley nishaan raat ki siyah kariyon key gawah they..mey ney uthney ki koshish ki laikin dard ki is qader tez leher uthi key mey dobara bed per gir pari…meri choot bilkul sooj chukki thi..us key dono gullabi lab..jo gullabi aur patley patley hua kertey they..phol ker motey aur siyahi mile neeley ho rahey they…gaand ka soorakh nazer nahi aa raha tha..laikin who bhi sooja hua tha is ka yaqeen tha mujh ko haath nahi lagya jar aha tha..mamon per barey barey surkh nishaan parey they..aur who bhi soojh ker motey ho rahey they..nipples neeli ho gain thin…jisam jaisey phora bana hua tha..merey kaprey wahin neechey parey they..pora gher sayen sayen ker raha tha..na janey kitni dair mey wahin pari roti rahi..dard sey cheekhti rahi laikin koi nahi aaya..khud hi na janey kis dil sey uth ker room mey mojoud bathroom mey gai aur shower khol ker apna dukhta jisam paani key nechey rakh diya..thanda paani jaisey aag si laga gaya merey jisam per laikin ahista ahista sukoon milta gaya…mey na janey kab tak wahin farash per pari thandey paani sey nahati rahi..phir ghistatti hoi room mey aai aur apney kaprey pehney mat pochain kitni takleef berdhast ki mey ne kaprey pehntey hoye..phir isis tarah rager rager ker porey gher ko chaan mara kahin koi nahi tha..koi samaan na tha…aisa lagta tha..raat koi bhayanaak khuwaab dekha ho mey ney laikin meri khulli hoi choot aur merey kanwarey jisam sey nikla khoon is baat ki gawahi deta tha key mey who nahi rahi jo pichli raat sey pehli thi..mey ab larki nahi rahi..mey ab kanwari nahi rahi..dil kerta tha apney aap ko khattam ker lon..baher ka derwaza khulla hua tha..mey jaatti to kahan jatti..kaisey samna kerti apney mama papa ka..kiya kehti un ko kaisey sunaati apni berbaadi ki dastaan..woh to jeetey jhi mer jayen gey…kiya karon kahan jaon kuch samjh nahi aa raha tha..jaisey aik hi raat mey pori duniya badal chukki thi merey liye..sab kuch badal chukka tha..Faraz badal chukka tha..Faraz ka naam zehen mey aatey hi jaisey chingariyan si uthney lagin mery dimagh mey..Wohi to tha meri berbadiyon ka zimedaar..Mey us ko nahi chour sakti..mey police mey jaon gi..sab ko bata dongi us ki asliyat..laikin police kiya kerti..mera naam akhbaroon mey aata…tv channels per aata..merey maa baap kisi ko monh nahi dikha saktey..woh to mer jayen gey..nahi mey unhain nahi maar sakti..mey chup rahon gi..kuch nahi ..namaloom logon key aghwah ki kahani sunna dongi…kam sey kam who bednaami sey to bach jayen gey…yehi sochti mey ney apna huliya durust kiya…gher sey baher aai..bhut koshish ker rahi thi key meri chaal sahi reh sakey laikin mey apni ranain khol ker chalney per majbour thi..choot soojh ker itni phool gai thi key raanain mil hi nahi paa rahin thin…ittefaaq sey qareeb sey hi aik taxi mil gai driver ko mey apney gher ka pata bata ker pichli seat per gir gai aur ankhain band ker lin..