Update 9
“Nik… Why ? Tumne usey kiss kyu kiya ?” Suzy ne pehli bar mujhe mere naam se pukara tha. Halaanke ye koi badi baat nahi thi. Mein usse sirf 2 saal hi bada tha mujhe naam se pukarna ghalat nahi tha. But usne pehle kabhi pukara nahi tha. Aur dusri baat is waqt uske aankho se aansu beh rahe the.
“Kisko ?” Mujhe pta tha k wohh natasha ki baat kar rhi hai phir bhi meine anjaan bante hue poocha.
“Nik anjaan mat bano. Tumhein bhi pata hai mein kiski baat kar rha hu. Agar mere moun se hi sunna hai to suno. Mein Natasha ki baat kar rhi hu” Suzy ne rote rote mujhse kaha. Uska yu rona mujhse bardaasht nahi ho rha tha.
“Suzy meri gudiya.. Pehle rona band karo plz.. Aur dusri baat yar I was drunk nashe mein samajh nahi aya and we kissed. Jaise hi mujhe ehsaas hua mein peeche hat gya aur tumhare paas aa ke beth gya”
“Nahi nahi aap jhoot bol rahe ho” Suzy ne is bar aur zor se rote hue kaha “ Din ko bhi aap uske sath hi lage hue the.”
“Suzy pehli baat mein sach keh rha hu. I don’t like her that way. Wohh khud hi bar bar mujhse chipak rhi thi. Din ko bhi aur abhi pub mein bhi.” Mein thoda frustrate bhi ho gaya tha so meine poocha “Per agar mein usey pasand karta bhi to tumhein kyu farq parh rha hai. Tum kya chaahti ho k mein kisi ko gf na banau ?”
Mera sawal sun k wohh bilkul khamosh ho gayi per uska rona ab bhi jari tha. Mujhe samajh nahi aa rha tha k meine ye sawal pooch k sahi kiya ya ghalat. But mein bhi majboor tha uska behavior mere samajh mein nahi aa rha tha.K wohh aise ro rhi thi jaise meine usko cheat kiya ho. Tabhi mere zehen mein sham ko jo humare beech hua wohh aya aur mein samajh gaya saara maajra.
“Batao na suzy kis baat pe ro rhi ho tum ?” Meine aik bar phir bola.
Suzy ab bhi sar jhukaye mere se thode distance pe khadi ro rhi thi. Achanak hi wohh tezi se meri taraf aayi aur mere seene se lag gayi aur bilakh bilakh k rone lagi. Meri gudiya ka yu rona mujhe bhi acha nahi lag rha tha.
“bhaiya mujhse ab bardaasht nahi hota. Mein mar jaaungi aise. Mujhse bardaasht nahi hota” Suzy zor zor se rote hue keh rhi thi.
“Kya hua hai gudiya ? Khul k bolo tumhein pata hai na mein hamesha tumhare sath tha aur aage bhi sath hi hounga/ Batao mujhe kya bardaasht nahi hota?” Meine pyar se uske sar pe haath pherte hue kaha.
“Bhaiya I love u. I love you so much. Mein nahi dekh sakti aap ko kisi aur k sath. I fucking cant see you with someone else. Aap jab wapas aaye to thought k ab aap mere sath time spent karoge but aap Natasha k sath close hone lage. Ye mein kaise dekh sakti hu. “ Suzy ne rote rote kaha.
Suzy ki baat sun k mere khushi ka thikana nahi tha. Yani meri suzy meri gudiya bhi mujhse pyar karti hai jaise mein usse pyar karta hu. Abhi mein ye soch rha tha k suzy ne dubara bolna shuru kiya.
“I know meri baat sunne k baad aap mujhe hate karoge aur sochoge k mein kaisi ladki hu jo apne hi bade bhai se pyar karti hai. But mein kya karu mere dil pe to mera control nahi hai na. Papa k baad you were the one jisne hamesha mera khayal rakha. You were my bestfriend from my childhood. Hamesha aap mere sath hote the mere chhoti se chhoti aur badi se badi zarurat ko aap pura karte the. Har waqt har situation mein aap mere sath khade hote the. Aise mein me kaise na karti aap se pyar batao ?”
Suzy ne saans lene k liye break li aur phir bolna start kiya.
“Aapko andaza bhi nahi hai 2 saal pehle aap jab gaye the to mera kya haal hua tha. Meri dunya ujarh gayi thi. Na mujhe raato ko neend aa rhi thi na khana khane ka dil karta tha. Mere zindagi se sukoon khatm ho gaya tha tab mujhe ehsaas hua k ye aap ki wajah se hai aur mujhe aap se pyar ho chuka hai.
Mujhe laga tha aap jaldi wapas aaoge but aap to 2 saal mein aik bar bhi wapas nahi aaye. Wahan jaane k baad mujhse baat karna bhi kam kar diya. Aap ko pata hai tab mera kya haal hota tha ? Mein ghut ghut k jee rhi thi. Mera dil karta tha apni jaan le lu aur is aziyat se chhutkara paa lu.”
Suzy ab khamosh ho gayi thi. Wohh bas ro rhi thi. Mere bhi aankho mein aansu the aur mujhe andaza ho rha tha k meine kitni badi ghalti ki thi. Meri wajah se meri gudiya kitni tadpi hai. Yehi soch k meine apne baaho ka ghera uske ird gird aur tang kiya aur dheere se kaha.
“Gudiya tumhein pata hai meine 2 saal pehle ghar kyu chorha tha aur 2 saal se ghar wapas kyu nahi aa rha tha ?”
Meri baat sun k suzy ne bola to kuch nahi bas naa mein gardan hilaya.
“Mujhe tumse pyar ho gaya tha. Mere dil mein tumhare liye feelings aa gye the. Mujhe pta tha k ye ghalat hai isliye meine boht koshish kiya in feelings ko dabaane ki per mein nakaam hua. Isliye meine socha k tumhein pata chalega to tum hurt ho jaaogi isliye behtar hai tumse door chala jaau”
“What ? Iska matlab aap bhi mujhse pyar karte ho ?” Suzy ka rona achanak band ho gaya tha aur usne sar utha k meri taraf dekhte hue poocha.
Wohh is waqt boht cute lag rhi thi aankho mein aansu the aur chehre pe hairaangi. Meine muskurate hue haan mein sar hilaya. Suzy k aankho mein chamak aa gyi.
“Kiss me” Aur usne achanak bola
“What ?”
“Kiss me. Taa ke mujhe yaqeen aaye k ye sapna nahi hai” Suzy ne dubara bola
Meine apne honth aage barhaye aur dheere se uske hontho pe rakha. Is lamhe ko mein lafzo mein bayaan nahi kar sakta. Meri jan meri suzy meri gudiya is waqt mere baaho mein thi aur usne apne muhabbat ka izhar ro ro kar kiya tha. Aur uske aankho ka namkeen pani kiss k dauran mere moun mein aa rha tha. Hum dono is waqt paaglo ki tarah aik dusre ko kiss kar rhe the.
Thodi dair mein hum dono ka saaans jab phoolne laga to aik dusre se alag hue. Ab suzy nayi naveli dulhan ki tarah sharmaa rhi thi sar jhukaye. Tab meine dheere se uske chehre ko uper kiya aur uske maathe pe kiss kar ke kaha.
“Chalo ab jaao change kar ke aao sote hain dono”
Suzy meri baat sun k jaane lagi tabhi wapas murh k meri taraf dekh kar thoda sharmaate hue kaha.
“Bhaiya kya hum phir kisi din kar sakte hai ? Actually mein thoda slow le k chalna chaahti hu is relation ko”
Mein samajah gya wohh kya kehna chaahti hai. WOhh sex ki baat kar rhi thi. Meine muskura k jawab diya.
“Tension na lo mein sirf sone ki baat kar rha tha. Jab tum chaahoge aur jaise tum chaahoge tab hi hum karenge.”
Suzy ne ye sunte hi khushi se uchal k mere gale lagi aur mere gaal pe kiss kar ek thank u bol k apne room mein chali gayi. Mein ye dekh kar muskurate hue sochne laga k kabhi kabhi to meri gudiya bilkul bachi ban jaati hai.
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