Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 185}
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Ajay ki najar jaise hi aru par padi. Usne aru ko pakad kar apne bagal me khada karte huye mujhse kaha.
Ajay bola “ye lo, meri maa bhi aa gayi aur ye janne ki koshish kar rahi hai ki, meri aankhon me aansu kyo hai. Ab ise kaun samjhaye ki, jab kisi ko vida karte hai to, apni aankhon me jhooth mooth ke aansu lana hi padte hai.”
Ye kah kar ajay hasne laga. Ajay ki aru ko bahlane wali is harkat ko dekh kar, meri aur aman ki bhi hansi chhut gayi. Magar aru to, ajay ki saari baten pahle hi sun chuki thi. Isliye wo ajay se is baat ko lekar jhagra karne lagi.
Un dono ki ye nok jhok dekh kar, mujhe bhi bahut maja aa raha tha. Lekin ab kisi bhi samay meri flight ki ghoshna ho sakti thi. Isliye mai ajay aur aman se vida lekar nikki ke pas aa gaya.
Nikki aur priya dono hi mohini aunty se, kuch doori par khadi thi aur hum sabka milna julna dekh rahi thi. Lekin mai jaise hi nikki ke samne jakar khada hua to, usne mujhko dekhte hi, seeru didi wali harkat ko dohrate huye, apni aankhon se ganga jamuna bahana suru kar diya.
Nikki ek aisi ladki thi, jiski vajah se, mera mumbai ka mushkil safar bhi, itna aasan ho gaya tha aur mujhe itne saare logon ka pyar mila tha. Wo ek sache dost ki tarah, pahle din se aaj tak, har kadam, har baat par mera sath nibhati chali aa rahi thi.
Wo ek aisi ladki thi, jiske chehre ko dekh kar, mere mumbai me gujare har din ki suruaat hoti thi aur jisko meri is baat ki khabar rahti thi ki, mai kab, kaha, kiske sath hu aur kya kar raha hu.
Ek tarah se wo keerti ki ham-shakal hone ke sath sath, uski tarah hi mera khayal bhi rakh rahi thi. Meri vajah se hi wo apne school ki chhuttiyan khatam hone ke bad bhi wapas nahi gayi thi.
Uska gussa bhi keerti se kuch kam nahi tha. Priya ne mujhe bataya tha ki, nikki bahut gusse wali hai aur mai khud bhi uske is gusse ka do teen baar shikar ban chuka tha. Isliye mai uske gusse wale roop ko bhi ache se janta tha.
Mai ye bhi achi tarah se janta tha ki, mere yaha se jaane par, sabse jyada meri kami, nikki ko hi akhregi. Lekin is baat ka to, mujhe bhi andaja nahi tha ki, mere jaane par wo is tarah se aansu bahayegi.
Priya use khud ko sabhalne ke liye kah rahi thi. Magar wo khud ko sambhal nahi pa rahi thi. Usko is tarah aansu bahate dekh kar, mere liye bhi apne aansu rok pana mushkil sa ho gaya tha.
Magar mai jaane se pahle uski aankhon me aansu nahi, muskurahat dekhna chahta tha. Isliye maine khud ko sambhala aur fir uska hath pakad kar apne hath me lete huye us se kaha.
Mai bola “mai to soch raha tha ki, mere jaane par priya royegi aur tum usko sambhalogi. Lekin yaha to tumne ulti ganga hi baha di.”
Meri ye baat sunte hi, nikki ka rona ruk gaya aur wo hairani se is tarah meri taraf dekhne lagi, jaise uske kaano ne koi galat baat sun li ho. Maine usko apni taraf hairani dekhte dekh kar, muskurate huye us se kaha.
Mai bola “isme hairan hone wali baat nahi hai. Tumne jo suna hai, wo sach hai.”
Meri ye baat sunte hi nikki ke chehre par muskurahat aa gayi. Lekin ab priya hairan hokar gayi. Use samajh nahi aa raha tha ki, maine aisa kya bol diya, jo nikki ka rona ruk gaya aur wo rote rote muskurane lagi.
Idhar priya hairani se hume dekh rahi thi aur udhar maine apni adhuri baat ko pura karte huye nikki se kaha.
Mai bola “tumko rona hai to, mere samne ji bhar ke ro lo. Lekin mere jaane ke bad bilkul mat rona. Kyoki mere jaane ke bad, tumhe uske aansu ponchna padege, jo abhi mujhe muskura kar vida karne wali hai.”
Meri is baat ka matlab priya aur nikki dono samajh gayi thi. Isliye meri is baat par nikki ki muskurahat gahri ho gayi aur priya ne mujh par jhutha gussa dikhate huye kaha.
Priya boli “hey, mai koi natak nahi kar rahi hu. Jab mere aansu aa hi nahi rahe hai to, mai sabki tarah aansu bahane ka natak kyo karu.”
Priya ki baat sunkar, maine bholepan ka natak karte huye kaha.
Mai bola “tum kahna kya chahti ho. Kahi tum ye to nahi kah rahi ho ki, nikki aansu bahane ka natak kar rahi thi.”
Meri ye baat sunte hi, nikki priya ki taraf dekhne lagi aur priya ne mujh par bhadakte huye kaha.
Priya boli “hey, tum hum dono ke bich me jhagra lagane ki koshish mat karo aur sidhe tarah se ye batao ki, tumne nikki se aisa kya kaha tha, jis se iska rona ruk gaya aur ye rote rote muskurane lagi.”
Priya ki is baat par maine muskurate huye us se kaha.
Mai bola “maine to jo kuch bhi kaha, tumhare samne hi kaha hai. Ab mujhe kya pata ki, nikki meri baat sunkar, rote rote kyo muskurane lagi.”
Priya boli “jyada bhole banne ki koshish mat karo. Tumne muskurane wali koi baat nahi ki thi. Lekin tumhari baat ko sunkar, nikki ka rona ruk gaya aur usne tumhari taraf dekha. Jiske bad tumne us se kaha ki, tumne jo suna hai, wo sach hai.”
“Is baat ka saaf matlab hai ki, tum dono ne kisi code word me baat ki hai aur mai tumhari us baat ko samajh nahi payi hu. Ab sidhe tarah se mujhe ye batao ki, tum dono me code woord me kya baat huyi hai.”
Mai bola “are tum to bekar me shaq kar rahi ho. Meri baat ka matlab wo hi tha, jo tumne suna hai. Hum dono ke bich me kisi code word me koi baat nahi huyi hai. Tum chaho to, nikki se puchh kar dekh lo.”
Lekin priya ne meri is baat par apna muh fula kar, mujhse kaha.
Priya boli “nahi, ab mujhe kisi se kuch nahi puchhna. Tum dono mujhe gair samajhte ho to, mai kyo tumhari baton ke bich me apni taang adau.”
Ye kah kar priya humhari taraf pith kar ke khadi ho gayi. Priya ko is tarah naraj hote dekh kar, nikki ne apna chehra saaf kiya aur fir priya ka muh wapas humari taraf ghuma kar us se kaha.
Nikki boli “tu jaisa soch rahi hai. Aisi koi baat nahi hai. Inki baat ka matlab sach me wo hi tha, jo in ne kaha tha. Mera rona to inke us baat ko bolne ke tarike ko sunkar ruk gaya tha.”
Priya abhi bhi nikki ki is baat ka matlab nahi samajh payi thi. Lekin is se pahle ki wo kuch bol pati, maine nikki ko tokte huye kaha.
Mai bola “ab ye to tum galat kar rahi ho. Tumne kaha tha ki, mai jis din aisa karna band kar dunga, tum bhi us din se aisa karna band kar dogi.”
Is se pahle ki nikki meri is baat ke jabab me mujhse kuch bol pati, priya ne hum dono par hi bhadakte huye kaha.
Priya boli “tum dono mil kar, mujhe bevkuf bana rahe ho. Mere samne hi code word me baat kar rahe ho aur mujhse kahte ho ki, aisa kuch nahi hai.”
Priya ki is baat par nikki ne muskura kar us se lipatte huye kaha.
Nikki boli “are tu abhi bhi galat soch rahi hai. Asal me baat ye hai ki, hum dono ek dusre ko abhi tak aap kah kar baat karte the. Lekin abhi inke muh se mere liye tum sunkar, mai chauk gayi aur mera rona ruk gaya tha. Ab to teri samajh me inki baat aa gayi na.”
Nikki ki ye baat sunte hi priya ka gussa shant ho gaya aur wo bhi muskurane lagi. Lekin maine apni shikayat ko fir se nikki ke samne dohrate huye kaha.
Mai bola “priya to ab baat ko samajh gayi hai. Lekin lagta hai ki, abhi tak tumhari samajh me meri baat nahi aayi hai. Tabhi tum abhi tak inke inke kar rahi ho.”
Meri is baat par nikki ne muskurate huye kaha.
Nikki boli “meri samajh me bhi baat aa gayi hai. Lekin ab mere muh se ye hi nikal raha hai to, mai kya kar sakti hu.”
Mai bola “ye to galat baat hai. Tumne kaha tha ki, jis din mai tumko tum kahne laguga, tum bhi mujhe us din se tum kahna suru kar dogi.”
Meri baat sunkar, nikki kuch uljhan si mehsus kar rahi thi. Use uljhan me pade dekh kar, priya ne muskurate huye kaha.
Priya boli “ab dosti ki hai to, nibhani hi padegi.”
Priya ki baat sunkar, nikki ne uski pith par pyar se ek mukka maara aur fir muskurate huye mujhse kaha.
Nikki boli “ok ok, aaj se mai tumko, tum hi bolugi. Ab to khush ho na.”
Mai bola “haan, ab mai khush hu. Aisa lag raha hai, jaise aaj dil se koi bojh utar gaya ho.”
Meri baat sunkar priya aur nikki dono hasne lagi. Iske bad nikki ne time dekha to 5 bajne wala tha. Isliye wo hum logon ko baat karta hua chhod kar, flight ka pata karne chali gayi. Nikki ke jaane ke bad priya ne mujhse kaha.
Priya boli “tumne apne jaane ke pahle, nikki ke sath apne is fasle ko khatam karke bahut acha kiya hai. Mujhe bhi ye dekh kar bahut khushi ho rahi hai. Nikki jaisi dost bade kismat walo ko hi milti hai.”
Priya ki ye baat sunkar, maine bhi muskurate huye us se kaha.
Mai bola “tumhari ye baat to sahi hai. Lekin tumhara khud ke baare me kya khayal hai.”
Meri ye baat sunkar, priya ne feeki si mukan ke sath kaha.
Priya boli “Koi To Rok Lo Usko, Kisi Bahane Se.
Nikal Na Jaye Meri Jaan, Uske Jaane Se.
Bada Nadan Hai Wo, Usko To Ye Khabar Hi Nahi.
Ki Uske Bin Meri, Jindgi Ka Koi Safar Hi Nahi.
Bhatak Na Jau Kahin Mai, Uske Hath Chhudane Se.
Koi To Rok Lo Usko, Kisi Bahane Se.
Ye Manti hu Ki, Usko Mujhse Pyar Nahi.
Lekin Bin Uske, Mere Dil Ko Kahin Karar Nahi.
Chalti Hai Saans Meri, Uske Muskurane Se.
Koi To Rok Lo Usko, Kisi Bahane Se.
Chala Gaya To, Wo Fir Laut Kar Na Aayega.
Ki Mujhko Bhool Kar Wo, Kisi Aur Ka Ho Jayega.
Mai Mit Jaugi Uske, Is Tarah Bhulane Se.
Koi To Rok Lo Usko, Kisi Bahane Se.
Koi To Rok Lo Usko, Kisi Bahane Se.
Nikal Na Jaye Meri Jaan, Uske Jaane Se.”
Itna bol kar priya chup ho gayi aur mai uski is rachna ko sun kar gahri soch me pad gaya. Uski is rachna ki har ek pankti me, uske dil ka dard, uski bebasi saaf najar aa raha thi aur uski is bebasi ne mujhe bhi bebas karke rakh diya tha.
Mai uske is dard ko mehsus to kar sakta tha. Lekin uske is dard ko door karne ke liye kuch kar nahi sakta tha. Mujhse to, usko dilasa tak dete nahi ban raha tha. Mai khamoshi se uske pas khada rah gaya.
Lekin ab mere chehre ki muskurahat gayab ho chuki thi aur uski jagah mere chehre par meri bebasi saaf jhalak rahi thi. Mujhe is tarah mayus dekh kar, priya ne thoda sanjida hote huye mujhse kaha.
Priya boli “kya hua, kya ye rachna tumko pasand nahi aayi.”
Priya ki is baat par maine hansne ki naakam koshish karte huye kaha.
Mai bola “nahi, aisi baat nahi hai. Lekin wo kya hai ki, mujhe ye sher aur shayari bilkul bhi samajh me nahi aati hai.”
Meri is baat par priya ne muskurate huye mujhse kaha.
Priya boli “lekin tum to kahte the ki, tumhe Tripti ki har rachna samajh me aa jati hai. Isiliye to maine tumhe Tripti ki hi rachna pad kar sunayi thi.”
Priya ki is baat ko sunkar, mai hairani se priya ki taraf dekhne laga. Mujhe samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki, priya mujhse sach kah rahi hai ya fir meri udasi ko dekh kar, mera dil bahane ke liye, ab baat ko badalne ki koshish kar rahi hai.
Mujhe is tarah soch me pada dekh kar, priya ne muskurate huye, mere hath me aaj ka akhbar thama diya. Maine akhbar ko dekha to, ye sach me hi tripti ki taaji rachna thi. Jo aaj ke akhbar me chhapi thi.
Tripti ki is rachna ka shirshak “Koi To Rok Lo” Tha. Mai ek baar fir tripti ki is rachna ko padne laga aur mujhe uski rachna me ek baar fir se priya ka chehra najar aane laga.
Uski is rachna me priya ke dil ki, wo baat chhupi huyi thi. Jo priya chah kar bhi mujhse kah nahi sakti thi. Tripti ki rachnaon se mera ek rishta sa judne laga tha. Uski rachnaon me mujhe kabhi keerti to, kabhi priya ka chehra najar aata tha.
Na jaane wo kaun thi, kaisi thi. Magar wo jo bhi thi, uske dil me pyar ki ek gahri tadap thi. Jo uski rachnaon me saaf najar aati thi. Mai abhi tripti ki rachna me khoya hua tha ki, tabhi priya ne mujhe tokte huye kaha.
Priya boli “ab jyada socho mat, tumhe iski rachna pasand thi aur aaj tum jaldi jaldi me akhbar pad nahi paye the. Isliye mai ise tumhare liye le aayi thi. Lekin mujhe to ye tripti koi pagal hi lagti hai. Pata nahi, kya kya, likhti rahti hai.”
Priya ki is baat ko sunkar, mai hairani se uski taraf dekhne laga. Mai ye samajhne ki koshish kar raha tha ki, kya priya ko sach me tripti ka rachna samajh me nahi aayi hai, jo wo mujhse tripti ke baare me is tarah se bol rahi hai.
Mujhe is taraf se khud ko ghurta dekh kar, priya ne apni kahi baat par, mujhe safayi huye kaha.
Priya bolii “ab tum mujhe aisa kyo dekh rahe ho. Mai tumhari tripti ko nahi, balki is akhbar wali tripti ko pagal kah rahi hu. Tum apni tripti ke upar is baat ko mat le jana.”
Priya ki is baat ko sunkar, mere chehre par muskurahat aa gayi aur maine us se kaha.
Mai bola “nahi, mai aisa kuch nahi samajh raha hu. Mai to ye soch raha tha ki, tumhe itna acha likhne wali ladki pagal kyo lagti hai.”
Priya boli “usko pagal nahi to kya bolu. Tumne dekha nahi hai, kisi bhi baat par kitna lamba likh deti hai. Jo bhi kahna ho, do char line ki shayari me bhi to kah sakti thi.”
Priya ki is baat par maine muskurate huye us se kaha.
Mai bola “acha chalo, mai maan leta hu ki, tripti pagal hai. Lekin yadi tumko apni baat shayari me kahna hoti to, tum bhi to aise hi kahti na.”
Priya boli “na, mujhe itni lambi sher shayari pasand nahi hai aur rone dhone wali shayari to bilkul bhi pasand nahi hai. Yadi mujhe shayari me rone dhone wali baat bhi kahna hoti to, mai kuch aise kahti.”
“Toot Kar Chaha Jise, Wo Mera Ban Paya Nahi.
Dil Ko Mere, Uske Siwa, Koi Dusra Bhaya Nahi.
Pyar Ke Is Saude Me, Hum Dono Barabar Hi Rahe.
Usne Kuch Khoya Nahi Aur Maine Kuch Paya Nahi.”
Ye kah kar, priya mujhe dekh kar muskurane lagi. Usne ek baar fir baat hi baat me apne dil ki baat kah di thi. Lekin apni kahi baat par muskura kar, wo khud apne dard ka majak bana rahi thi.
Na jaane wo kis mitti ki bani ladki thi. Jiske andar itna dard hone ke bad bhi, wo is tarah se muskura leti thi. Lekin mai uski tarah ka nahi tha aur uski is baat ko sunne ke bad, na chahte huye bhi meri aankhen aansuon se bheeg gayi.
Meri aankhon me aansu dekhte hi priya ke chehre ki muskurahat gayab ho gayi aur usne mere hath ko thamte huye kaha.
Priya boli “plz apne aansu roko, warna mai khud ko sambhal nahi paungi. Tum mere dard ko tum mehsus karte ho, mere liye is se bad kar duniya ki koi khushi nahi hai. Mai isi khushi ke sath, hanste hanste tumhe yaha se vida karna chahti hu. Meri ye khushi mujhse mat chhino.”
Priya ki ye baat sunkar, mere liye apne aansu rok pana aur bhi jyada mushkil ho gaya tha. Lekin is samay priya ka dard mere dard se kahin jyada tha aur uske is dard ne mujhe apne aapko sambhalne par majbur kar diya tha.
Magar mai jate jate priya ko samjhane ki, ek aakhiri koshish aur karna chahta tha. Isliye maine apne aansuon ko ponchh kar, priya par jhutha gussa dikhate huye kaha
Mai bola “tum meri baat ko samajhti kyo nahi ho. Mai tumhari koi khushi, nahi chheen raha hu aur na hi mera tumse koi rishta hai, jo mai tumhare liye aansu bahauga. Mai khushi khushi apni duniya me wapas ja raha hu aur ab kabhi yaha wapas nahi aauga.”
“Isliye tumhare liye behatar ye hi hoga ki, tum bhi apne is pyar ke pagalpan ko bhool kar, apni nayi jindagi suru karo aur mujhko hamehsa hamesha ke liye bhool jao. Isi me tumhari bhalai hai.”
Ye baat kahte kahte ek baar fir meri aankhen chhalak gayi aur mai apne chehre ko saaf karne laga. Meri is baat ke jabab me priya ne fir ek baar feeki si muskurahat ke sath kaha.
Priya boli “Meri Rooh Me Na Samaye Hote, To Bhool Jati Tumhe.
Itna Kareeb Na Aaye Hote, To Bhool Jati Tumhe.
Ye Kehte Huye Ki Mera, Talluq Nahi Tumse Koi.
Tumhari Aankh Me Aansu Na Aaye Hote, To Bhool Jati Tumhe.”
Uske is pagalpan ko dekh kar, meri aankhen puri tarah aansuon se bheeg chuki thi. Mai ab apne aapko na rok saka aur maine aage bad kar priya ko apne gale se laga liya. Shayad use bhi isi pal ka intejar tha aur mere use gale lagate hi, usne bhi mujhe apni bahon me jakad liya.
Is samay mujhe kisi ki kisi baat ki koi parwah nahi thi aur mai bas priya se lipat kar ji bhar kar rona chahta tha. Mujhe is baat tak ka khayal nahi tha ki, is samay mai kaha hu aur mere sath yaha par kaun kaun hai.
Lekin shayad, nikki ki najar hum par hi tiki huyi thi. Isliye jaise hi maine priya ko gale lagaya. Waise hi thodi der bad, nikki humare pas aa gayi aur mere kandhe par hath rakhte huye kaha.
Nikki boli “bas, ab bahut gale milna ho gaya hai. Yaha hum logon ke alawa aur bhi bahut se log hai.”
Nikki ki baat sunte hi, maine priya ko chhoda aur apne chehre ko saaf karte huye nikki se kaha.
Mai bola “ab tum hi isko kuch samjhao. Ye to meri koi baat samajhne ko taiyar hi nahi hai.”
Meri is baat ke jabab me nikki ne badi hi sanjidgi se kaha.
Nikki boli “kuch baten wakt ke hathon par hi chhod dena sahi rahta hai. Jab sahi samay aayega to, ye khud hi sab kuch samajh jayegi. Isliye tum is baat ki jara bhi fikar mat karo. Yaha par iska khayal rakhne ke liye mai iske sath hu.”
Abhi meri nikki se baat chal hi rahi thi ki, tabhi humari flight ki ghoshna ho gayi. Maine pichhe palat kar sabki taraf dekha to, mujhe koi bhi najar nahi aaya. Maine hairan hote huye, nikki se kaha.
Mai bola “ye sab achanak kaha gayab ho gaye hai.”
Meri baat sunkar, nikki ne muskurate huye kaha.
Nikki boli “seeru didi jindabad, unke liye to pura airport bhi khali karana, koi badi baat nahi hai.”
Nikki ki baat sunkar, mai ye to samajh gaya tha ki, seeru didi ne fir apna koi dimag chalaya hai. Isliye maine hairan hote huye nikki se kaha.
Mai bola “mai kuch samajha nahi, seeru didi ne kya aur kyo kiya.”
Meri is baat par nikki ne muskurate huye kaha.
Nikki boli “ye sab un ne mere kahne par kiya hai. Mai chahti thi ki, tum dono shukun se mil sako. Isliye maine seeru didi se sabko yaha se gayab karne ko kaha aur un ne palak jhapakte hi sabko yaha se gayab kar diya.”
Nikki ki baat sunkar, meri bhi hansi chhut gayi. Tabhi flight ki ghoshna sun kar, baki sab bhi humare pas wapas aane lage. Sabko aate dekh kar, maine udas man se priya se kaha.
Mai bola “mera flight pakadne ka samay ho gaya aur ab mujhe jana hoga. Lekin tum apni tabiyat ko lekar jara bhi laparwahi mat karna aur apni tabiyat ka pura khayal rakhna.”
Meri is baat ke jabab me priya ne bhi muskurate huye kaha.
Priya boli “yadi tum yaha se aise muh latka kar jaoge to, jarur meri tabiyat kharab ho jayegi. Yadi tum meri tabiyat ko acha dekhna chahte ho to, hanste hanste yaha se jao.”
Priya ki baat sunkar, mai muskurane ki koshish karne laga. Lekin aise samay me mere liye rone se kahin jyada mushkil kaam muskurana tha. Lekin fir bhi maine muskurate huye, priya ki baat ki haami bhar di.
Tabhi sab mere pas aa gaye aur mai sabse ek baar fir gale mil kar vida lene laga. Mai jis se bhi milta, wo mujhe aate rahne aur apna khayal rakhne ke liye kah raha tha. Sab se vida lene ke bad hum apni flight ki taraf bad gaye.
Lekin jate jate achanak mujhe aisa laga, jaise ki mai kuch bhool gaya hu. Ye khayal mere dimag me aate hi, mai jate jate ruk gaya aur wapas priya ke pas aane laga.
Sab meri is harkat ko hairani se dekhne lage. Lekin mai apne jeb me yaha waha kuch talash karte wapas priya ke pas aaya aur us se kaha.
Mai bola “mujhe lagta hai ki, mai koi jaruri chij bhool gaya hu.”
Meri baat sunkar, priya kuch soch me pad gayi. Lekin nikki ne fauran kaha.
Nikki boli “haan, wo seeru didi logon ke gift dena tha. Wo hum ghar me hi bhool aaye hai.”
Nikki ki baat sunkar, maine kaha.
Mai bola “nahi, wo nahi, gift ka to priya ne mujhse kaha tha ki, wo khud jakar seeru didi logon ko ye gift dekar aayegi. Mujhe lagta hai ki, mai kuch aur bhool gaya hu.”
Meri is baat ko sunkar, priya ne mujhse kaha.
Priya boli “tum is baat ko lekar pareshan mat ho. Mai ghar jakar, tumhare kamre me ek baar fir se dekh loogi. Yadi udhar kuch milta hai to, mai apne pas sambhal kar rakh lugi. Ab tum befikar hokar apne ghar jao.”
Nikki ne bhi priya ki baat me haan me haan milayi. Lekin mujhe abhi bhi aisa hi mehsus ho raha tha, jaise ki mai apni koi bahut hi keemti chij bhool kar ja raha hu. Magar dimag par bahut jor dene ke bad bhi, mujhe yaad nahi aa rahi thi ki, mai kya bhool kar ja raha hu.
Isi ulkhan ke sath mai wapas apni flight ki taraf jaane laga. Mai jate jate bhi sabko palat palat kar dekh raha tha. Jaha humare jaane se sabki aankhon me nami thi, wahi priya ke chehre par ek feeki si muskurahat thi.
Na jaane kaisa patthar dil tha uska, jo usne apni aankh se ek aansu bhi nahi tapakne diya. Lekin uski is muskurahat ke pichhe chhupe dard ko mai achi tarah se samajh raha tha.
Mai janta tha ki, mere jaane ke bad, uska kya haal hone wala hai. Is baat ko sochte hi, uski muskurahat ko dekh kar, mere aansu nikal aaye. Mai uski isi dard bhari muskan ko dekhte dekhte, uski aankhon se ojhal ho gaya.
Kuch hi der me mai apni flight par aakar baith gaya. Lekin abhi bhi priya ki muskan mujhe dard de rahi thi aur maine apni seat par aate hi, fafak kar rona suru kar diya.
Mujhe rote dekh kar, mohini aunty mujhe samjhane lagi. Mai ek aisa anokha banda tha. Jo apne ghar se yaha aati samay to roya hi tha aur ab yaha se apne ghar wapas jati samay bhi ro raha tha.
Meri aankhon me shikha didi se lekar neha tak, har kisi ka chehra ghoom raha tha. Lekin jo chehra mujhe sabse jyada dard de raha tha, wo priya ka chehra tha. Kyoki sabne apne aansu aur apne dard ko mere samne jahir kar diya tha.
Lekin priya kisi patthar ke but ki tarah, mere samne har pal sirf muskurati rahi thi. Uski is samay bilkul wo hi haalat thi, jo mere ghar se nikalte samay keerti ki haalat thi. Lekin iske bad bhi dono ki haalat me bahut farak tha.
Kyoki keerti ko mujhse door hote samay is baat ki tasalli thi ki, mai kuch din bad, uske pas wapas aa jauga. Lekin priya mujhse door hote samay, ye bhi nahi janti thi ki, ab iske bad wo mujhe, fir se dobara kab dekh payegi ya nahi.
Shayad dono ke bich ke isi farak ne, priya ke mere samne na rone ke irade ko itna jyada majbut bana diya tha ki, wo mere samne kisi patthar ke but ki tarah, har pal sirf muskurati rahi thi.
Lekin ab uski yahi muskurahat mujhe bahut jyada dard pahucha rahi thi. Aaj jitna dard lekar, mai apne ghar wapas ja raha tha. Itna dard to mujhe apne ghar se door hote huye bhi mehsus nahi hua tha.