Incest love story-TUNE MERE JANA,KBHI NHI JANA(completed)

[Aashiq]

UPDATE 8

"aarti" ishwar tumhi meri bhi umar lga de , tum hazar sal jiyo, aur har pal khusiyo ke saye me gujare.aaj tumhara b,day hai aur aaj mai tumhare pas nhi hu ,sorry yar tumhe to sab pata hi h ,mai apne mains ke exam me uljha hua hu....,bas ek bar IAS ban jau fir kabhi tumhe akela nhi chhodunga. tumhare liye ek chhota sa gift h,,mujhe pata h tumhe bahut pasand aayeg. chalo khusi khusi apna bday manao and plz don,t miss me much. love u."

aur aarti ke hath me aa jata h wo chhota sa locket. locket heart ke shape ka tha jo do hisso me khul jata ..uske ek taraf sahil ki tasweer lagi thi aur dusri taraf aarti ki

aarti ko sahil par tutkr pyar aata hai, : kitna pyar karte the tum mujhe sahil, shayad jitna is duniya me kisi ne kisi se na kiya hoga,,aur maine badle me tumhe kya diya ..sirf dard ,aansu aur tanhai,,,4 sl ..4 sal maine tumse bat nhi ki aur tumne kabhi vajah nhi puchhi,bahut jyadati ki h maine tumhare sath, lekin ab nahi .....m sab thik kar dungi jan ,,ab mujhe kisi ka dar nhi h ..na parivar ka na samaj ka
"
ek dridh nishay chamak raha tha aarti ki aankho me .


subah sahil ki aankhe thodi der se khulti h ..wo room se bahar aata h to rahul joging se aata dikhai deta h...RAHUL " kaise h SDM sahb "

"abe q subah subah khich raha h ,,aa baith"
dono lawn me lagi chairs par baith jate h. itne bade officer ban jane k bad bhi aaj bhi dono ki dosti me koi formality nhi aayi thi , jan chhidakte thedono ek dusre par .

"achchha ye bata yeladki aur sadi ka kya chakkar h , abe mai jara apni duty me busy o gya aur tune itna kuchh kar diya.achchha kaun h jisne hamre yar ka dil loota ,kab milwa raha h.."
thoda gambhir ho gaya rahul ka chehra;

"wo sab chhod tu sb kuchh bhool kar ja aur aarti ke sath apni trip" enjoy" kar , wapas aane par sab bata dunga"- enjoy par jyada jor diya rahul ne .sahil ne mahsoos to kiya par ignore kar gaya.

"achchha beta ab hamse bhi bate chhupayi ja rhi h ..dekh le anjam bura hoga"
sahil ne pyar bhari dhamki di.
"
nhi yar , tere siwa h hi kaun mera , bas tu wapas aaja ek dam fit and fine hokar fir dher sari bate karni h tujhse.. achha sun ek bat puchhu?"
nhi pahle apni bata ...achchha chal puchh "

jab tu accident ke bad ambulance me tha to tune kaha yar mai jeena nhi chahta ..aur dusri bar jab hosh me aata h to bolta h mujhe bacha le na yar..aisa kya badla gaya tha un teen dino me jabki tu pure time behosh tha " rahul use gahri najaro se dekhte huye puchhta h

"uske aansu" anayas hi sahil ke honto se nikal jata h

saahil chaunk jata h ye kya bol idya usne , par rahul ke chehre par aascharya ke koi bhav nhi thi , bas thi to ek gahri muskurahat.

"mera matlab tha sabke aansu, sabka dard aur sabka payar dekhkar mai emotional ho gya " sahl ne puri kosis ki bat sambhalane ki lekin rahul bhi police officer tha ,sabkuchh jan to wo pahle hi chuka tha bas sahil se kabool karwana chah raha tha . sahil ko gol mol sa jawab dete dekhkar usne abhi use aur kuredna thik nhi samjha

'chal teri flight ka time ho rha h,fata fat taiyar ho ja "

"ok,,aaja andar chalte hai "

Rahul sahil aur aarti ko chhodane airport aaya hota h,ghar ke baki log chahte to the aana par sahil sabko mana kar deta h ,par rahul aata hi h.

"hello sahil m aapse milne aa rhi hu par train late h..plz aap thodi der aur ru jao na " sahil ki bahen renu ka call tha
"
renu 15 min bad meri flight hi ,,tu tension mat le m ab bilkul thi ku ,tu aram se ghar ja mai kuchh dino me waoas aa jaunga"

"mai sabse bahut naraj hu , kya m ghar ka hissa nhi hu,,mujhe kuchh q nhi bataya gaya, jab se mujhe pata chala h ,, tumse milne ko dil tadap gaya h"

"aree yar aisa kuchh nhi h,,tu to sabki ladli h aur mujhe kuchh nhi hoga ....achhcha ab m phon rakhta hu ,,tu sabka khyal rakhna .chal bye "

"ok sahil tu bhi apna khyal rakhna , pahuch kar phone karna , ok ..bye "

"sahil sun , use jayda tang mat karna "

"kyaaaaaaaaa?????? '" vismay se sahil ki aankhe fail gayi.

"abe kuchh nhi majak kar raha tha , chal thik h fir, take care " dono gale milte h ,rahul aarti ko bye bolta h.sahil aarti ke sath andar ki or chal deta h.


sahil pichhe mudlar dekhta h to rahul abhi bhi wahi khada tha ..wo haskar hath hila deta h. rhul bhi hath hilata h aur tab tak dekhta rahta ha jab tak dono uski ankho se ojhal nhi ho jate.

"ja mere dost bhagwan tere hisse me duniya ki har khusi de ..jitni khusiya tune bati h uski dugni khusi tujhe mile. hey ishwar! agr ab bhi sahil ki zindagi me tune khusiyo ke phool na khilaye to bharosa toot jayega mera tere par se . 5 salo ka ye banwas akele bitaya h usne ..bina koi shikwa kiye .. . hamesa chehre par khusi saja kar dusro ki takleefe door karne wale is insan ke dil me kitna dard h ,mai janta hu..bas ab iske aajmaisho ke din khatam kar de . iski fiza ke dino ko bahar ke dino me badal de "
rahul dil hi dil me lakho duaye deta h us insan ko jiska makam sabse uncha tha uske jeevan me .


aarti aur sahil aaj barso bad sath sath chal rahe the .aarti chor najro se sahil ki taraf dekhti h..kitna badal gaya tha wo ab.. sharir se kaisa gathila aur majboot lagne laga tha ..chauda seena , majboot bahe ,aur chamkata hua mastak......lekin chehre par faili mano sadiyo purani udasi...kaisa shokh hua karta tha wo ,,aarti ko dekhte hi uske chehre ka rang badl jata tha ..lekin ab ..rang to ab bhi badal jata tha bas fark itna tha -- pahle wo chehra khil jata tha use dekhkar , ab wo chera bujh jata tha .
"
sahil mai fir tumhe jeet lungi jan, "

aarti mano khud se hi vada karti hu


aarti ka dil aaj bahut khus bhi tha aur thoda udas bhi..khusi is bat ki thi ki wo sahil ke sath thi dukhi is bat ki sahil sath hokar bhi uske sath nhi tha ..wo khus nahi lag rha tha jb bhi aarti uske samne hoti jane q uska chehra udas sa ho jata .

aarti inhi socho me dubi hoti h aur uska dhyan tab tut ta h jab flight me attendent sabko seat belt bandhne ko bolti h aur flight take off karne lagta h..

sahil ke hospital se wapas aane se lekar abhi tak usne aarti se jyada bate nhi ki thi aur na hi aarti ne kosis ki.ek anchahi diwar se ban gayi thi dono ke darmiyan..aarti ko pata tha ye deewar usi k vajah se bani aur use hi ise girana hoga.

"sir, aap kuchh lenge , kuchh thanda _garam ?" kafi khubsurat air hostess ki khubsurat si aavaj par sahil uski or dekhne lagta h, aur kuchh der uspe najre tikaye rakhta h,,jane q??
"jee nahi, thank you "
"your welcome "

" mam aap kuchh lengi"
" nahi " aam taur par sab se pyar se pesh aane wali aarti ka lehja kafi chubhata sa aur gusse wala tha . bechari air hostess chup chap aage badh jati h.


anayas hi sahil ki najre aarti ke chere par chali jati h..gusse me naraj naraj si aarti use behad pyari lagti h.jalan ke bhav saf uske chehre par dikh rahe the .
sahil dusri or muh karke bina muskuraye nahi rah pata is bar.

sachcha prem aisa hi hota , dil jise chahta h fir uska kisi aur ki or dekhna bhi gawara nhi karta . har aashiq ka yhi sapna hota h ki uski mehbooba use isi tarah chahe .
dosto agar aapko lekar aapka pyar bahut possessive hota h to iska sirf ek reason hota hai __ use aapko khone ka dar hota h qki aap uski zindagi ki sabse keemti cheej hote h. premiyo ki jalan payar ka hi dusra roop hota h.


kuchh ghanto ke safar ke bad dono shimla pahuch chuke the . aarti chahti to kisi ko bhi phone karke bula sakti thi kintu wo ab un dono ke sath kisi ko bhi nhi rakhna chahti thi ..wo chahti thi yha bas wo ho aur uska sahil .

aarti 10 min tak kisi se kuchh bat karti h jaise use kuchh samjha rahi ho..aur fir use thanx bol kar phone rakh deti h.

sahil is bich mook darshak bana rahta h..aur aarti use se thodi duri par khadi bat kar rhi thi .bat puri karke wo sahil ke pas aati h " chaliye "

ek taxi wale ko aawaz dekar bulati h wo ..driver sara saman gadi me rakhta h .
" kaha chalna h madam jee.. mera nam chander h .m yaha 10 sal se taxi chala rah hu ,,ek se ek hotel pata h , par aap log newly married lagte ho..hotel thik nhi rahega ,aap kahe to kisi achche resort par le chalu ...yaha to ek se ek honeymoon resort h. aap dono ko apne honeymoon jindagi bhar nhi bhoolega aur na hi ye chander ..bolo le chalo sahab..bas aap order karo jee"' taxi wala kafi batuni tha .

"aye, apne kam se kam rakh aur juban band rakh apni " sahil dant deta h.
aur aarti use adress bata deti hai_" jeevan-vatika"

driver bechara chup chap gadi aage badha deta h..aarti sahil ke sath baithi anjani si khusi me doob jati h..sahil ki aankhe bhari hone lagti h..thodi der bad sahil ko apne kandhe par aarti ka sar mehsus hot h .aarti sahil ke kandhe se sar tikaye ,uske ek baju me apna hath fasayesari duniya ki parsaniyo se door sukun se so rhi thi. sahil apna hath uske sar par rakhna chahta h fir kuchh sochkar wapas hata leta h.fir wahi chi parichit udasi uske hotho par aa jati h.

koi 40 minut ke safar ke bad dono 'jeevan -vatika" pahuch chuke the ..is bich aarti aur sahil me koi bat nhi ho rhi thi
" lo sahb aa gaye " driver ki aavaj par aarti had bada kar sahil se alag ho jati h..sharam ki lali uske galo ke dimple koi aur khubsoorat bana deti h.


jeevan vatika vastav me hi jeevan s paripurna tha ..hare bhare phool, lah lahate paudhe aur bele...kyariyo me lage rang birange phool aur bich bich me aam , amrood .lichi ,anar ke podhe..sahil ko vastav me behad achcha lagta h waha aakr.

tab tak ek 17-18 sal ka ladka daudta hua aata h..
'
kaise ho kishor"

"achcha hu didi , aap kaisi h."
ham bhi thik h ,achcha jaisa kaha tha sari vyavstha ho gyi ?"
"
jee didi aap ke liye kinare wali vatika ka pura garden aur room saf karw diya h ..laiye mai saman le chalta hu"
driver aur kishor saman lekar andar jane lagte h..aarti ki najar sahil par jati h jo wahi thodi door par gulab ke phoolo ko bade pyar se chhu raha tha ...aarti use dekhkar muskura deti h ..

driver saman rakhkar vapas aa chuka tha ..kafi sharminda lag raha tha.use pata tha jeevan vatika ma kaun log aate h..aarti use kiraya deti h ..

"thank you bhaiya "
"u r wlcm madam jee" driver bade adab se kahta h..

"madam jee hame maf kar dijiyega hame nhi maloom tha ki sahab ki tabiyat thik nhi h "
"
ko bat nhi " itne me sahil bhi unke karib aa chuka tha .

" sahb, i m sorry "
sahil bhi uski bate sun chuka tha aur us se thoda prabhavit bhi lag raha tha .

"it's ok"

"sahab, ye hamara number h ..apko kahi bhi jana ho to hamko phone kar dijiyega hm is area me gadi chalat hu"

"chalo thik h," sahil uske hath se parchi lete hua bolta h.

"thanku sahab bhagwan kare aap bahut jaldi thik ho jao aur aap dono ki jodi salamat rahe "

sahil kuchh nahi bolta par ..arti muskurahat hotho par late huye " thanku bhaiya .

 

[Aashiq]

UPDATE 9





jeevanvatika kafi bada bana hua tha . thodi thodi door par bunglow jaise kintu unse chhote ghar bane the aur har 4_5 gharo ke madhya ek bagicha. agr koi ek ghar me rahe to dusre ghar wale se koi matllab bilkul nhi h.

yeh is bat ka dhyan rakhkar banaya gya tha ki jo bhi yha rahe uska kisi dusre se kisi tarah se disturb na ho. generally log apni family ke kisi memebr ke sath hi aate the aur agar aavshyakata hoti to r bhi mil sakte the .

aarti apne college ki sabse achchhi student rahi thi , aur uske colege ke dwara hi yeh chalaya jata tha .. to yha par aarti ki bahut achchhi jan pahchan thi.

room tak pahuchate pahuchate sham ke 5 baj gaye the .sardiyo ka musam hone ke karan andhera ghir aaya tha .
aarti ne jo "ghar" liya tha wo kafi kinare bana hua tha ..second floor par unka sara set up tha . jeevan vatika ki location is tarah ki thi ki aane wala har insan khud ko nature ke bahut karib mehsus karta ...


sahil thik to ho gaya tha lekin abhi bhi kafi kamjori thi .aarti aur sahil ke bich abhi ek deewar thi .dono ek dusre se vaise bilkul bat nhi kar paa rahe the jaise barso pahle karte the - jab wo do jism ek jan hua karte the .

aarti janti thi is deewar ko use hi girana h ..aakhir ye deewar banai bhi to uske hi berukhi ne thi.

sahil washroom se fresh hokar nikla tha jab uski nazar sofe par aadhi leti si aarti par padti h . aarti bahut thak gayi thi aur uski aankh lag gayi thi. aarti ne woolen suit pahena hua tha jiske upar se sweater aur fir overcoat ..ek shawl uske kandhe se jhul rahi thi . gulabi patle hoth , ghani palke ,kali ,lambi ghani julfe jiska kuchh ansh uske choti se nikal kar galo ko choom raha tha... surahidar gardan aur unke niche wo everest ki do chotiya ...uff kisi ka bhi iman dol jaye is pari ko dekhkar.

"huh ..aaj bhi utni hi masoomiyat h is chehre par ..uff ye masoom chehre" sahil ke dil me ek tees si ubharti hai.

"didi chai laya hu"
kishor ki aavaz par aarti hadbada kar uth jati h aur sahil ko khud ko dekhte pakr halka sa muskura deti h...sahil jaise chori karte pakda gya ho is tarah se nazre jhuka leta h .
aarti darvaza kholti h...

" kishor kuchh khane ko nhi laye ho ,,bahut bhookh lagi h par m bolna bhool gayi "

"laya hu didi, mujhe laga hi tha aap log bhukhe honge "
aur ye kahkar wo puri trolly andar kar deta h jis par dher sari cheeje khane ki rakhi thi .

"thank u kishore "
kishore bas muskura kar rah jaata h aur bahar nikal jata h .

aarti chai bana kar sahil ki or badha deti h aur kuchh snakes bhi .sahil chup chap cup pakad leta h .

thank you"" sahil ke muh se nikal jata h .

"ab itni parayi ho gyi hu m"

" m jhuthe sapne nahi dekhta ..sachchai ka samna karna sikh liya h maine "
sahil itna bolkar wha se uthkar jane lagta h ..aarti uska hath pakad leti h .

"plz jao mat m kuchh nhi bolungi agar tum nahi chate to "

sahil tumne sach ka samna abhi kiya hi kaha h ..wo to maine kiya h jan - aarti apne man me ssochati h aur aansu ki do boonde uske galo ko bhigo deti h jinhe wo badi safai se chhupa leti hy

"ek bat pucchu " sahil ne kah
tumhe mujhse ijajat lene ki jarurat h ????
"
ha , kya pata kaun si bat kise buri lag jaye ."
"
puchho"
"
" tum mere liye ye sab q kar rhi ho"

"sahil !!!!!!"
aankhe dab-daba gayi aarti ki..kya sahil mujhse ye sawal nhi kar sakta h. .. kya hamre bich itni doori ho gyi h , kya m ab inki kuchh bhi nahi.

aarti sahil ki aANKHO ME EKTAK DEKHTI H..mano uski nazro se sawal kar rhi ho ki kya ye sawal sach me uske sahil ne puchha tha ..
sahil nazre chura jata h.

"batao na "

"tumhare liye nahi apne lye kar rhi hu, is se jyada mujhse kuchh mat puchhna ."

sahil uth ar dining room me aa jata h aur wahe rakhe bade se sofe par baithkar channel badal kar T.V dekhne lagta h .

aarti sahil ke kapde nikalkr rakhne lagti h...
aur fir kuchh garam kapde lekar sahil ki or chal deti h .

" ye kapde pahen lijiye ..pahado ki sardi rat ko bahut badh jati h " wo kahte huye uske pas jati h .
sahil ke chehre par dard ke bhav the ...aur wo apne mathe ko halka halka daba raha tha .
"kya hua sar dard ho rha h "

sahil chup rahta h.

"chaliye andar yha hawa lag rhi h..m sar daba deti hu "
"nahi mai thik hu"

"sahil agr aapne yahi man liya h ki mai aapki kuchh nhi lagti to thik h ..ek Dr ke nate mera farz h apne patient ki dekh bhal karna ..so plz mera kaha maniye ..aur andar chalye "

sahil ek nazar aarti par dalta h jo bade gusse me lag rhi thi...wo chupp chap kambal lapete andar ki or chal deta hy.

 

[Aashiq]

UPDATE 10





sahil bedroom me rajai ke andar leta hua h ....vaise to bedroom me ek hi bed hota h par aarti ne kahlwa kar ek chhoti charpayi aur rakhwa di thi.

aarti hath me oil ki botle lekar aati h aur sahil ke sirhane baith jati h ... sahil ke gale se lipta hua shawl nikalkar alag rakh deti h...


"aarti rahne do m thik hu"
kitno dino bad sahil ke muh se apna nam suna tha ..aarti ka dil jaise sihar sa jata h .
wo sahil ki bat unsuni karke uske balo me tel lagane lagti h ...


sahil k aankhe ek sunhare sapne ki aas me band hone lagti h..leki bas kuchh seconds ke liye ..achanak wo aamkhe khol deta h ..kahi fir se koi aisa sapna na dekh le ye aankhe jo toote to dil ke har hisse ko tod jaye ..sahil jaise sapne dekhne se darne laga tha .

aarti jaise bina kahe hi sab kuch samjh jati h ..wo sahil ke sar ko halka halksa dabane lagti h...aur sath hi uske balo me hath ferne lagtti h...

sahil ke jehan me atit ki bahut si yade aa rhi thi ...aarti ka bhi wahi hal tha ..leki wo ek dusre kuchh kah nhi rahe the ...achanak kuchh sochate schate aarti ki ungalliya sahil ke balo me rook jati h.

"rook kyu gayi, karo na " sahil jais anjane me bol gya .

aarti firs se hath chalane lagti h..

"tum thak gyi hogi ab rahne do "...sahil utne ki kosis karte huye bolta h..

aarti uska kandha pakdkar wapas use lit deti h..

thodi hi der me sahil ki aankh lag jati h....aarti uthane lagti h ki khane ka order kar de fir sahil ko jagaye ...achanak sahil ke hatho me aarti ki kalai aa jati h.



Aarti pyar se sahil k taraf dekhti h ....wo abhi bhi gahri need me h ...... ek pal ko aarti ko lga tha ki sahil ne ye jan bujh kar kiya h .....par shayad jb wo baithi thi uske pas tabhi uska ek hath to sahil ke sar ki malish kar rha tha aur dusra jane kb sahil ke hatho me aa gye tha ....

Aarti ko thodi mayusi hoti h ....aur sahil par bahut pyar bhi aata h ...wo aahista se apna hath chhudakar sahil ka hath uske seene par rakh deti h .
Rat ke 8.30 baj chuke the ...aarti khane ka order de rhi thi ...

Kuchh der bad kishor khana lekar aata h " didi khana hazir h "
Kishor ki aawaz par darwazi kholti h aarti .

Kishor aarti ko bahut manta tha bilkul badi behan ke jaise ....wo college me rahne wali ladkiya ki chhoti moti saman bhi laya karta tha ..sab use ek naukar ka darza dete lekin aarti use se bahut pyar se pesh aati ....

Kishor apne chhote mote karch ke liye kbhi kbhi aarti se kuchhh udhar paise bhi le leta tha ...
Aarti hi thi jis se wo thodi bahut bate kiya karta tha ....

Didi ? "
" Ha bolo "

"Ye hamare hone wale jeeja ji h kya ??? "

Kishor khane ki sari plate table par lagate huye puchhata h ...qki wo janta tha aarti bahut sidhi sadhi ladki h aur kisi gair mard ke sath ek kamre me rahna ......

"Bahut bolne lga h...bhag ja nhi to pit jayega aaj "

Aarti use pyar bhari ghudki deti h ..kishor ki bat vaise bahut achchhi lagi thi use ...

Kishor muskura deta h ..aur wapas jane ko mudata h .

Sun "
Jee didi ""

Ha wahi h ""
Aarti sharma kar bolti h .

" Bahut achchhi jodi rahegi aap dono ki "
Aarti fir se buri tarah se lja jati h ....

Achchha ab ja tu "

aarti sahil ko jagane ke liye jati hai

"sahil,sahil " do bar bulane ke bad bhi sahil ki need nahi khulati. aarti halke se uske kandhe ko chhukar uthane ki kosis karti h....par sahil nhi utha ta

lagta h sahil bahut gahri need me h" -aarti man me sochati hi ...fir wo uske upar kambal dal deti h aur khud pas me padi hui charpai par late jati h.

aarti ki aankho se need koso dur thi jabki aaj yatra aur uske bad sab saman set karne me wo kafi thak gayi thi...

""sahil kitna badal gaye hai ...pahle kitni shokh aur hasmukh hua karte the ...mujhe aapne purane sahil k wapas lana h chahe iske liye mujhe kuchh bhi karna "'pade..

kya ye sab meri vajah se hua ...kya mai sach me in sabke liye jimmedar hu ????

"kash sahil mai tumhe bata pati us samay , to aaj hm ek dusre se itne door n hote..itne sal ek dusre ke bina na gujarate.....ya fir ....sahayad hm kabhi nhi mil pate...shayad aaj mai jinda hi na hoti..... mujhe shayad tumhe bata dena chahiye tha....lekin mai nahi bta saki jan ...qki...... nahi sahil mai ab wo sab sochana bhi nahi chata ..bahut bhayanak din the wo ...ab mai kabhi wo din yad nhi karna chahti."

aur aarti ki ankho me aaansu aa jate h..

"lekin maine apne zindagi ke sabse khoobsoorat din bhi tumhare sath gujare h ..tumhari vajah se gujare h.....tumne mujhe jindagi ki har khusi di aur maine ????..."

"kash ek bar tum mujhe fir us roop m mil jao...kash wo din fir wapas aa jaye...kash mera wo pyara dost wapas aa jaye......sahil wo nadi ka kinara , wo gaon ka bagicha , wo jharne ki kal kal , wo bachpan ki ladai ...wo roothana wo manana...... tumhare sath bitaya ek ek pal ...sb bahut yad aata h jan....."

aarti ki aankho se jhar jhar aansu bahne lagte h aur wo apne nanihal me bitaye khubsoorat dino ki yado me kho jati hai...........

station se ghar pahuchane ke bad sab log ka milna milana hota h.....
rohan ki nazre apni mausi Renu par chipak jati h...

'gaon ki gori' ye sabd uske muh se nikalte niklate rah jata h...jawani ke dahleez par khadi apni mausi ko wo dekh kar dang tha ..gaon ki ladkiyo me ek khas bat hoti h ..unme ek alhadpan hota h ,,adaye masoomiya se bhari hoti h aur chere par tazgi ki chamak hoti h..

Rohan Renu ke ubharo aur uski sakhti ka anuman uske suit aur uspar pade duppate ke upar se bhi laga leta h...

" mausi ki jawani to jan leva h ...chalo achchha hi h ..gaon me din achchhe bitne wale h " wo man me sochata h.

"mummy mujhe ghumne jana h... khet dekhne h ..."

"beta ab ma to jane se rahi aur teri nani ke ghutano me bhi dard h..nana jee market gaye h ..agr koi jaye to chali ja "

"rohan chal na "

"kheto me kya rakha h , mai nhi ja raha"

rohan to abhi bhi mausi ke husn me hi busy tha . renu ne use apne boobs ko ghurate mahsoos kiya ..parapna bhram samjhkar ignore kar diya tha.

areee tu apne mama ko liva le na..bachpan se to uski ladli rahi h...wo thode na mana karega tumjhe " nani ne kaha.

tabhi sahil kamre me aata h ...

"mama mujhe khet dekhne h ..plzz chalo na mere sath"

"mujhe padhna h "

are chala ja na ..wo kaun sa yha par zindagi bhar rahegi ..fir padhte rahna " nani ne ghudaki lagai ..jabki aarti rone jaisi shakal bana chuki thi.

"thik h chalo "

"renu tu bhi chali ja na "

"nahi didi abhi bahut kam karne h"
"
thik h jao tum dono "

chalo mausi mai aapke sath kithcen ka kam karwat hu ...renu muskura kar rasoi me chali jati h aur sahil aarti ke sath kheto ki or

rohan Renu ke pichhe rasoi me chala jata h ...aur waha rakhe patre par baithkar apne jugad me lag jata h ...
"mausi aap kitna kam karti ho "
jab bhi gaon aata hu aap ko bas kamkarte hi dekhta hu "

" are gaon me to sabhi ladkiya aise hi kam karti h aur fir apne ghar ka kam h "

"vaise ye apka apna ghar to nhi h "

" q, kyu nahi h mera ghar ? "renu thodi tunak kar puchhati h..

"are apak ghar to wo hoga jab aapki sadi hoga aur hamare mausa jee apko le
jayenge doli m "

'dhattt ,,tu kaisi bate karne laga h...didi ko bataungi sab "

" are ..lo...isme kya galat bol dya ...aap to shadi ke layak abhi se lagne lagi ho "

is bar renu sharmAa jati h ..

"hi daiya ...tum shaher ke ladke kitne gande hote ho ...aur koi bat nhi aati tum logo ko "

ab rohan chup ho jata h is dar se kahi bat bigad na jaye ...

REnu is samay aata guth rahi h aur uske kuchh bal jude se nikalakr aage ki or aa rhe the ..wo hath me aata lage hone ki vajah se unhe kandhe se pichhe karne k asfal kosis kar rhi thi..
tabhi rohan aage badhakr uske balo ko pakdakar pichhe kar deta h...uska hoth renu ke gale ke bilkul pas the ..aur achanak se uske hoth renu ke gale se chhu jate h...renu ka pura badan sihar jata h ...pahli bar kisi mard ke hotho ka sparsh hua tha uske komal jism par.

"sorry mausi wo mera pair fisal gya aur balance bigad gya tha ..."

renu nagwari se uski or dekhte huye ..."it's ok''plz tum jao yaha se "

par m to wo ...."

"plz jao abhi "

"thik h jata hu "

"hmmm itni asani se hath nhi aayegi ye kamsin jawani ki haseen moorat ..koi bat nhi baby...ek din khud meri baho me aakar apne husan ko mujhse lutawaogi " rohan bahar sochata hua baher chala jata h..

"kya rohan ne wo jan bujhkar kiya tha ...lekin uski bat sach bhi ho sakti h ..haa wo sach hi bol raha hoga ..itna bura to nhi ho sakta ....hmmm...kya mujhe uska chhuna achha laga ....issss.."

is sawl par khud hi renu confuse si ho jati h.

idhar sahil aur aarti kheto ki or chal dete h ..na jane q sahil ko aarti ke sath chalna bahut achchha lag raha tha ...ladli to wo uski bahut pahle se thi lekin ab wo badi ho gayi thi to sahyad sahil ke man me chhupe pyar ne sharm ka roop le liya tha

" mama, aap itne chup kyu ho"
"nhi to "...dono kheto ke bich bani pag dnadiyo par chalte ja rahe the .

" achchha to m paagal ho j aisa bol rahi hu? "

pagal hu matlab..koi aaj ki pagal h ..tu to bachapan se hi pagal h " sahil bhi ab thoda mood me aane laga tha ..use lagne laga thi ki ye to wahi meri purani aarti h.sahil use chhed raha tha.


achchha .......thik h fir aap mujhse bat mat karna ...koi paglo se bat karta h kya"

aarti bhi tunak kar boli...sahil se naaj uthwana uski purani aadat thi aur sahil bade pyar se uske sare nakhre utha ta tha.

'ha ye bhi bat bhi sahi h..to kitne dino tak bat nhi karenge ?" sahil ne use aur chheda .

aarti is bar tap gayi puri -" hamesa ke liye" aur tunak ke teji se aage badhi..

sahil ne uska najuk kalai tham liya " pagal tu muhse bat nhi karegi to m jee kaise paunga"

aarti ne mudkar sahil ki ankho me dekha...sharm, haya aur dher sara pyar tha un aankho me ...lekin ye pyar lad pyar wala pyar tha ..ek ladki aur ek ladke ke bich ke pyar ka rang kuchh aur hi hota h .

sahil khud nhi janta tha uske muh se ye sabd kaise nikal gaye..wo sharminda sa khada tha jaise koi gunah kar diya..par aarti ka hath nhi chhoda tha abhi ...aarti ko us par bahut pyar aaya

"to fir mujhe itana tang kyo karte ho ..huuu bolo"

"ab nhi karunga ...lekin mujhse aisa kabhi mat ruthna ki kabhi bat na karo"

"aur agar ab aap ko m tang karne lagu to ???" sahil ko serious hote dekh aarti ne thoda sa chhed diya use ..

"'chudail.... mujhe pata tha tu isiliye mujhe khet layi h ,,,,hamesa khud mujhe tang karti h aur fir sara dosh mujhpar hi dal deti h "

aarti kilkhila kar has deti h uski bat par ..aur fir dono hatho me hath dale aage ki or chal dete h.



"mama chalo udhar chalte h " dono hatho me hath dale kheto ke bich ghum rahe the jab aarti ne door dikhai de rahi ek pahadi ki taraf isara kiya.

lekin fir hame der ho jayegi "

"abhi to bahut time h .plzz chalo na"

aur sahil muskura kar ha me sar hilata h ..." thik h chal."

sahil bachpan se h aarti ki har jid puri karta h ...kisis bhi bat par dono ki bahes ho bhi jati to man na sahil ko hi padta ...aarti ke hatho harna mano usk sabse badi jeet hoti thi ...kyoki us jeet se aarti ke chere par jo khilkhilahat aati thi uske liye sahil hazaro har bardasht kar sakta tha .



dono vaose hi ek dusre ka hath pakde do azad panchhiyo ki tarah pahadi ki dusri taraf pahuchh jate h ...pahadi ki god me ek chhoti si nadi pathro ke bich kal kal karti bahti thi ...pani bahut hi saf tha jaisa ki pahadi nadiyo ka hota h ...


aarti nadi ko dekhkar bahut hus hoti h aur daudati hui jakr ek teele par baithkar pairo ko pani me dal deti h ...

"aao na ..dekho pani kitna thanda h "

sahil muskurata hua uske pas jakar khada ho jata h ..

"baith bhi jao m koi kat nhi lungi aapko"

sunsan jagah , pahadiyo ke bich bahti ek pyari si nadi aur ek masoom si akeli ladki ke sath ...sahil ko thoda ajeeb lag raha tha ..

lekin fir bhi wo aarti ki bat mankar uske pas baith jata h ..apne pair pani me dalkar ...

aarti apne pairo se uske pairo ko dhakka deti h ...sahil bhi javabi karwayi karke use thoad sa dhakka de deta h ..is bar aarti use jor ka dhakka deti h ...sahil bhi uske pairo ko pani me hi dusri or dhakelne lagta h ...aarti ka balance bigad jata h aur wah girne lagti h ...

sahil jaldi se lapakar uski kamar me bahe dalkar apni or khichata h aur aarti uske seene se lag jati h...sahil ko apne seene me uski naram ubharo ko ahsas hota h aur sath hi ek galti ka bhi ...wo jaldi se uthkar khada ho jata h

" sorry " sahil bolta h

'kis liye " aarti uski uljhan samjh jati h ..aur muskurate huye puchhati h.


"wo ...wo....kuchh nhi ..chalo chalte h .".



"baitho na thodi der aur " aarti fir jid karti h ..sahl baith jata h leki is bar us se door dusre patthar par.

"mama,aapki koi girlfreind h"
"kyaaaa ????" sahil hairat se uski or dekhta h

"arrrrreeee..aise q react kar rhe ho..ha ya na bas bata do "

"tum ye sab bate karti ho ..kuchh padhne likhne ki bat nhi kar sakti..waise meri ko gf nhi h ..faltu ke kam h ye sab "

"kya hamesa padhai..ab m yaha apni vacation spend karne aayi hu ..fir to jakar padhna h"
sahil bas muskura deta h .

"achcha aapki gf q nhi h "

"'q nahi h matlab ???...bahut sare logo ki nhi hoti ...ye koi voter id ya ration card ho jo hona hi chahiye "
aarti ko hasi aa jati h uske jawab par .

"are mera matlab tha ki koi pasand nhi aayi ya...aap akele rahte ho jabki aapne to college bhi kar liya "

"to college kya gf ke liye jate h ????" aur m akele hi achchha hu "

"achcha aapka koi dost nhi h "

"hai na ...sare class ke hi h ..aksar wo sab mujhse question puchhne ya notes lene ghar par bhi aate hai.. matlab aate the ..ab to college nhi jana "

sahil pahle bade garv se batata h fir thodi udas ho jata h ..vaise ye sach tha sahil ko koi aisa dost nhi tha jo use sach me dost samjhe ...qki sahil padhne me kafi achchha tha to aksar sab us se apna kam nikalwate ..sahil kafi bhola tha ..usi ko dosti samjh leta.

"to fir wo aapke dost kaha huye..wo to bas aapse apna kam nikalwate h...aise dosto aur unki dosti ka kya fayada. "

"chalo wo mujhe apna dost nhi mante to na sahi ..par m to unhe dost manta hu na ...aur dosto ka to kam hi hota apne dost ke kam aana "

sahil apni dhun me bolta jata h .

"aur janti ho jab kisi ko dost man lo ya kisi se payr karo to fir fayada nuksan mt socho ..bas apni dosti nibhate jao .. rishte bahut anmol hote h..aur agar rishto me fayada nuksan aa jaye to fir wo rishte bemol ho jate h "

aarti ek tak sahil ke chehre ko take jati h ...kitni gahri bat kah di thi sahil ne .

 

[Aashiq]

UPDATE 11

Sahil apni hi dhun me bolta chala jata h...
fir achanak aarti ki taraf dekhta h, jo apne galo par hath rakhe uski bato bade dhyan se sun rhi thi ..." oh..sorry ..mai jyada hi lecture de gya...mere dost bh yhi kahte h ki m har bat par lecture deta hu jo unhe bura lgta h"

"lekin mujhe to aapki bate bilkul buri nhi lagi..infact aapne bahut badi bat kah di "

arti ne sahil ki aankho me dekhte huye kaha..

"achcha chalo ab chalte h "

"thik h chaliye "
dono bate karte huye ghar ki taraf lautne lagte h ..sham k andhera har or failne lga tha . gaon ki sham bahut khubsurat hoti h .

raste me gaon ki ek ladki milti h ...

"are sahil ye kaun h" nam tha usak NIdhi, achchhi shakal surat ,badi badi aankhe aur seene par do matwale parvat shikhar , rang thoda swala,lekin kul milakar bahut hi aakrshak .

"aree tumne pahchana nhi ..ye Aarti h ..meri didi ki beti ..aur aarti ye nidhi h ..mere college me padhti h ..tum mil chuki ho par shayad tumnhe yad na ho "

"ha mujhe yad nhi ,,hello nidhi "

"hi ,kaisi ho ...kab aayi tum ..aur idhar kaha se aa rhe the "

wo ye aaj hi aayi..aur fir mai ise apne khet dikhane laya tha "

"hmmm..tabhi to aaj tum bhi dikh gaye ...nhi to tumhe dekhne ko aankhe taras jati h "

nidhi muskurate huye kahti h ..
sahil jhenp jata h.. ."wo hme der ho rhi h ..chal aarti "

aarti ko nidhi se thodi jalan ho rhi thi ya fir us par gussa aa rha tha ...q? shayad khud aarti ko bhi nhi pata tha .

"kya chakkar h mama"

"hey bhagwan...meri ma koi chakkar nhi h ..wo bas aise hi tang karti h ..college me padhti h to kabhi kabhi mil jati h aate jate aur do char bate ho jati ho jati h ...

"mama, bate hi karna sirf , samjhe "

"ab tu muh band rakh nhi to pit jayegi mere se "

"aap maroge mujhe" aarti ne roni si shakal banae ki acting karte huye kaha ..".fir m ro dungi "

sahil bas muskura kar rah jata h .."chal ghar, puri nautanki h tu "

aarti aur sahil ghar pahuchate h . rohan phon par kisi se bat kar rha rha aur baki sare log bahar baithe bate kar rhe the . REnu rasoi me thi.

"aa gya mera bachcha ..aa ja mere pas baith "
nana ne dular se aarti ko apne pas baitha liya . sahil bhi whi padi charpayi par baith gya .

"ab jaldi se koi achchha sa ladka dekh kar mere jeete jee iski sadi kar do " nani ne uske sar par hath ferte huye kaha .

"kya nani abhi to m bachchi hu " aarti ne apna sar unki god me rakhte huye kaha .
sahil ko ye bat kafi buri lagi ..isliye sirf ki aarti ko paraya karne ki bat thi wo ...par wo kuchh nhi bolta aur wha se uthkar chala jata h .

"'ha bilkul,,abhi ye bahut chhoti h aur abhi ise bahut padhna h .." nana apni ladli ke bachav me itar aaye .

"thank u nanu"
aarti khus ho gyi .

""are pushpa tujhse ek bat karni thi ..wo sahil ka man aage ki taiyari karne ka h..wo IAS ki taiyari karne ko bol rha h. sudheer ki ( sahil ke bade bhaiya jo ki diploma kar rhe the ) padhai to ho chuki h aur uski job bhi lag gyi h ..par abhi salary jyada nhi h.. IAS ki taiyari gaon se to nhi ho sakti ..ab yha ke halat to tumhe pata hi h ...kya kare.... tumse puchhna chah rha tha "'

"to mama bhi hamare sath dilli chalenge ..simple "

didi ke bolne se pahle hi aarti bol padti h

"papa aarti bilkul thik kah rhi h ...mai abhi us se bat karti h aur ek bar sudheer se bat karna bhi jaruri h "
"beta sudheer se maine bat ki thi ..usne bhi dilli jane ko kaha tha ..lekin wo bol rha tha ki wo alag room lekar rhe ..tumhare yha nhi..mahine ka kharch wo de dega sahil ka ...bas isliliye puchh rha tha ki tum bura na mano "

"nhi papa, sudheer thik kah rha tha ..family me rahkar padh nhi payega ..isme bura man ne ki koi bat nhi h "

"thik h beta fir ek bar us se puchh lo kab jayega "

mama ka sath jane ka sun kar aarti khus ho jati h aur wo daudkar chali jati h sahil ko btane.
bato hi bato me kafi rat ho gyi thi ...
renu ne aakar sabko khane ke liye andar chalne ko kaha ..

sab log khana khae andar chale jate h ..

"kya lajwab khana banaya h sali sahiba aapne "' aarti ke papa ne renu ki tarif ki .".jee chahta h aapki ungliya choom loo"

is smay sare log rasoi me the bas sahil ke mummy papa ko khana baramde me hi de diya gya tha .

"kya jeeja aap bhi na " renu sharma jati h .

"are bhai itna to haq h ..aadhi gharwali ho "

"chup rahiye aap bachcho ko bhi khyal nhi hota ki bade ho rhe h ..mt tang karo meri bholi bhali behan ko "
sahil ki didi ne unhe ghudaki lagayi .

"huh jalim jamana" aarti ke papa bole aur sab has diye ..

sab khana kha rhe the aur renu sabko puchh puchh kar kuchh kuchh de ri thi ...

"jeeja aur kuchh du aapko "

"nhi bas pet bhar gya "

"are mujhe to puchha hi nhi " rohan ne fir apna mission suru kiya ..

"oh sorry , kuchh chahiye tumhe ."

"ha "rohan jo bagal wale room me .t.v ke samne baitha kha rha tha ...

aarti uske pas chali jati h .."kya chahiye rohan "



renu ka dil joro se dhadak rha tha ..use subah ki bate yad aa rhi thi ..

"mausi bata du ..par dogi na "
renu kuchh nhi bolti bas haa me sar hila deti h .....

"pyas lagi h " renu ka chera sharm se lal ho jata h ...
"aur pani aapne diya nhi " rohan hasta hua bolta h ..
abhi layi ..renu bhag jati h wha sa...

renu kafi sedhi sahrmili si ladki h kintu rohan ki bate use achchhi lagne lagi thi .jawani ki dahleez par khadi har ladki ko aisi bat achchhi lagti h ye aur bat h ki duniya samaj ke dar se aur rishto ke bandhan me badhe hone se wo is bat ko kabhi sweekar nhi karti... ..renu ka bhi yhi hal tha ..use kuchh pal ko achchha lagta fir khud se glani hoti ki wo uska apna bhanja h.

sabhi logo ko teen din bat dilli ke liye niklana tha ..rohan ke papa to dusre din hi chale gaye the lekin baki logo ko aaye 6 din ho chuke the .in 6 dino me aarti aur sahil ek dusre ke aur karib aate ja rhe the ..unki nok jhok ab pyar ka rang le rhi thi lekin dono hi anhi is bat se anjan the . whi rohan puri kosis krne ke bavjood renu ke sath apne man ki kuchh nhi kar paaya tha ..ha ab renu use dekhkar thoda sharma jaroor jati aur rohan uske sath hasi majak khul kar karne laga tha ..lekin renu ko apni seemaye pata thi aur wo rohan ko aage nhi badhne deti .

aaj ki din bhi roj ki tarah gujara ..rat ka khana khakar sab log t,v dekh rhe the ...sab logo ke khane ke bad renu apna khana lekar chhat par bane room me chali jati h ..wo yhi soti bhi thi sath me attached bathroom aur ek aur room thaa jisme ek T.V aur uske padhne ki books rakhi thi. ...sahil aur aarti ki nok jhok bhi chal rhi thi.

thodi der bad ..
rohan bolta h " mausi sabko khana khilati h aur mausi ko koi nhi puchhta ,,this is not fair.."

"achchha itni fikar ha to ja tu puchh le apni mausi ko " uski mummy bolti h ..

"haa.. haaa..puchunga hi jab aap log nhi puchhte "

aur sab muskura dete h ..rohan uthkar chat par chala jata h .

"mausi are aapne khana kha liya .. m to aapko puchhne aaya tha ki aur kuchh chahiye " rohan upar pahucha to renu kha kar let hi thi .

"are orhan aao baitho ..nhi m apne khana sahi lekar aati hu . to kam jyada nhi hota " renu uthakar baith jati h ..

"aap leti raho ...m to aise hi mjak kar rha tha..aap thak jati ho na mausi ..kitna kam karti ho aap "
rohan uske bed par us se satkar baith jata h .. ..

"renu thoda pichhe khisak jati h ..are nhi aisi koi bat nhi h .kam hi kya hota h ..bas banana khana."

"rohan, aap bahut achchi ho mausi .".

"achchha ,,kyu achchhi hu mai??? "

"aap padhne me bhi achchhi ho, ghar ke sare am bhi karti ho ,sabka khyal rakhti ho ...aur aap itni khoobsoorat bhi ho ..shahr ki ladkiya to jara si bat par nakhre dikhati h ..lekin aapke andar kitni sadgi h "

renu ko rohan ki muh se apni tarif achchhi lagi thi .".achchha to tumhe shaher ki ladkiya nhi pasand h " renu ne majak kiya .

"mujhe to aap pasand ho " rohan bol hi diya aaj .

"rohan ye kya bol rhe ho ,,,mausi hu mai tummhari "

"meraa ..mt..lab.. tha ki aap jaisi gaon ki ladkiya pasand h ..."

renu kuchh nhi bolti .
rohan jaldi se uske pair pakad leta h ..."mausi plz mummy ko mat bolna ..aap sach me bahut achchhi ho "
rohan renu ke pair pakad gdgdane lagta h ..

"achha baba nhi bolungi ..ab mera pair chhodo " renu ne use pair pakde dekha tomuskurate huye boli.

inhi sab bato me renu rohan ke sharir anjane me hi kafi pas aa gye the ...rohan ne uske pair par hath rakhe rakhe hi apna chera upar uthaya ...renu ke hoth uske hotho ke ekdam kareeb the .



renu ke larajate gulabi rasile hoth rohan ke hotho se bas kuchh cm ki duri par the ...renu rohan ko itna pas dekhkar hadbada jati h ...use kuchh samjh me nhi aa rha tha jaise,,,rohan ko to mano man ki murad mil gyi..usne apne garm sukhe hoth renu ke madhure hotho par rakh diye...RENU ki aankhe band ho gye ..kisi ke bhi hontho ka yah pahle chumban tha un kamsin gulabi pankhudiyo pr...renu ko mano hosh hi na ho ...rohan ke saso ki garm use pighla rahi thi ..salo se bachayi yauvan ki daulat aaj chhalak padi thi ..

rohan renu ke madhur hotho par apne hoth aur jibh pherne laga aur uski jeebh renu ke mukh me ghusne ki kosis karne lgi ...rohan ab thodaa confident ho gya tha aur renu ke sar ko pakadakr use achchi tarah se kiss karne lga ...
renu ke hoth fadfada rhe the ..rohan ke hotho ka mano virodh kar rhe ho..aur rohan unhe ab dhhere dheere chusne kga tha upar se hi .. rohan ne ek hath se renu ke seene ko chhupaye dupatte ko hata diya ..renu ke suit ke gale se jhankti uski safed chuchiya aur unke bich ki gahri ghati rohan ko pagal banaye ja rhi thi ...


rohan ko lga ki renu apne hoth nhi kholegi aur usne apna hath renu ke unnat ubharo par rakh diya aur unhe neeche se hath lagakar sahlane laga mano un bhari santro ko taulne ki kosis kar rha ho ...renu ne abhi tak rohan ka koi sath nhi diya tha lekin virodh bhi nhi kiya tha ..wo mano behoshi ke alam me th ...jawani k dahleez par khadi us sukumari ko mard ke ango ki pahli chhuvan ne madhosh kar diya tha .

sahil uski dono chuchiyo ko bari bari sahla rha h aur sath hi uske komal najuk labo ke shahad ko chatne ki kosis kar rha tha..

rohan se ab bardash nhi ho rha tha usne renu ke chuchiyo ko halka sa dba diya aur renu ke muh se aah ki siski nikal gyi ..rohen ne mauka tada aur apni jeebh uske muh me dal di aur uske hotho ko dba kar chusne lga aur hatho se uski chuchiyo ko rgadana bhi jari rakha .

renu ko ab ye sab achchha lag raha tha aur usne bhi rohan ke sar ko pakadker uske hoth chusne suru kar diya ..dono ki muh ekdam ek dusre se locked the mano ekdusre ke hotho ko kha jana chah rhe ho .

rohan renu ke nipple ko ab halka halka pinch kar rha tha aur uski urojo ko buri tarah se masal rha tha ..renu shayad ab virodh karne ki sthiti me nhi thi ...ek sanskari ladki jisne kabhi isa sochna bhi pap samjh aaj apne hi bhanje ke hatho apna jawani lutwa rhi thi .

rohan ka hath ab dheer dheere ab renu ke pet ko sahla rahe the kintu renu rohan ke balo me hath dale abhi bhi uski jeebh chus rhi thi .
rohan renu ke pet ko sahlata hua apna hath renu ke gol go salwar me kaid bhare huye nitambo par rakh deta h aur unhe sahlane lagta h..
rohan se ab bardash karna muskil ho rha tha ..usne apna hath aage ki or badhaya aur salwr ke upar se hatho ko renu ki " kuwari-kali "ke upar rakhkar muththi me daboch liya.

"nhiiiii" renu rohan se chitkkar dur hat jati h

renu ke liye shayad ye bahot jyada tha ,,use mano hosh aa gya tha ki ye kya kar rhi h wo aur kis ke sath.
rohan ko dekhkar use apni galti ka mano aehsas ho gya ho ..renu phoot phoot kar rone lagti h ...

"maine paap kiya h ...m papin hu ..hey bhgwan mujhe maut de do..main jeene laya nhi hu

"
rohan ke to hosh ud gaye the ..agr koi upar aa gya to kya jawab dunga .

"mausi plz chup ho jao ..koi aa jayega " rohan renu ke kandho ko pakdkar samjhane ki kosis karta h.

"door raho mujhse ..sab tumne kiya h...sab tumhari vajah se hua h "

"mausi i m sorry ...plzz.."
jao yha se "
rohan sar ltka kar whi khada rhta h ...

renu ko lgta h ki sachmuch koi aa gya to bahut bada anarth ho jayega ..
wo siskane lagti h ..aansu lagatar bahe ja rhe the.

"rohan tum jao yha se " wo rohan se gusse me bolti h .

rohan wha se sar jhukaye chala jata h

renu rote huye bistar par let jati h ..aur abhi bhi subak rhi thi ...iske jehan me sari ghatna kisi film ki taarah chal rhi thi aur sath hi sath ek sawal -- "kya sachmuch sab rohan ki hi galti thi "



renu ke man me dwand chal rha tha ...ek taraf use lagta ki nhi jo kuchh hua usme meri koi galti nhi h aur dusri taraf ye bhi ki wo ye sab bardast q karti rahi ...rohan ke hatho ka sparsh use bura laga to usne rohan ko itna aage q badhne diya ..inhi khyalo me uski aankh lag gyi.

subah renu uthi aur fir se apne dialy ke kamo me lag gyi...sahil uthkar kheto par apne papa ke sath chala gya tha ..jabki aarti aur rohan abhi bhi so rhe the..

9.00am ke aas pas sahil kheto se wapas aata h..renu sab logo ko chai aur breakfast de chuki thi aur rohan ko usne aonu ma ke hatho bhijwa diya tha ...wo rohan ka samna nhi karna chah rhi thi aur uske man me abhi bhi whi dwand chal rha tha .

sahil breakfast krke ,nahata ha aur fir ready hone lagta h ...

sahil ki didi : are sahil tu kahi ja rha h ?"

"ha didi wo mujhe university jana h apna certificate niklwane"


"mama, m bhi aapke sath chalungi ,,,sab log to apne kam m lag jate h aur m bore ho jati hu ..plzzzzz"

aarti ne itne pyar se kaha tha ki sahil ko mana karte nhi banta...par wo khud se ha bhi nhi kar sakta tha ..wo chup chap hokar didi ki or dekhne lagta h...


'le ja use bhi , ab wo kaun sa man jayegi mana karne par bhi ...teri ladali h ..har bat uski manta h tu tabhi itni farmaise karti h madm"

didi thoda muskurate huye aarti ko gussa karti h...


"ha ladali to hai ye meri aur hamesa rahegi" sahil bhi muskura deta h ...aarti khusi se uchhal padti h ..thank u mama, u r the best mama in the world"

sahil nsa muskura kar rah jata h ..

rohan aarti aur sahil ko jata dekh man hi man khus hota h



"aarti abhi kitni der lagegi tumhe ..." sahil ne ghadi par nazar dalte huye tisri bar aawaz lagayi .

"aa rhi hu na,, aapne kya itni jaldi macha rakhi h "
''ek ghante lagenge wha pahuchane me ..jayad late hone par bhid bhi badh jati h counter par ...jaldi karo " sahil ne kafi dhary rakhte huye jwab diya ..

aarti kamre me taiyar ho rhi thi ur sahiil bahar uska wait kar rha tha ...

"aarti lagbhag 15 min bad baher niklti h ...sahil us par ek nigah dalta h aur aage badh jata h ...ek to tum ladkiyo ko pta nhi taiyar hone me itna time q lagta h "

"achchha to kya hme ladko jaise bas shirt pant pahnkar nikal jana hota h " aarti ne fauran jawab diya lekin fir apni bat par hi sharm se nazre jhuka liya ...

sahil uski bat ko sunkar chup ho jata h..use pta tha uski aarti ke kahne ko wo matlab nhi tha .. ..aur bike lekar gate par aa jata h ..

"didi hm ja rhe h " sahil gate par se hi aawaz deta h .

"thik h jao aaram se jana aur kisi se ladai jhagda mt karna , bike dhhere chalana"

mummy hm koi bachhe h ..aap bhi na "aarti sahil se pahle hi bol deti h ...

"haa,haa tu to badi sayani h meri ma..jaa ab" didi aarti ki bat par har mankar bolti h ..

aarti ne jeans aur top pahna hua tha ..balo ko khula hi chhoda tha ..jawani ki chanchalta aur alhadhpan se uska khubsurat mukhda jagamaga rha tha ..behad khubsoorat lag rhi thi ..leki aarti ne ye note kiya tha ki sahil kuchh ukhda ukhda sa lag rha tha ...

aarti bike par baith jati h ..dono taraf pair karke ..sahil kafi aage khisak kar baitha tha .

aarti kuchh kuchh bole ja rhi thi lekin sahil hu ha me hi jawab de rha tha ...

aarti ko kafi gussa aa jata h

"nhi sath lana tha to pahle hi bol dete " aarti gusse me boli .
maine kab bola ki mai nhi lana chata tha "

"to fir gussa q ho "
"m q gussa hone lga tumse "

"ha.... haa..mujhse q gussa hoge... mai hu hi kya tumhari ..mujhe nhi jana chalo wapsa mujhe chhodkar joa fir "

hey bhagwan ...tu chahti kya h ..achcha sorry "
nhi fir aap batao ki kya bat h "

aarti wo...wo...wo..""

kya ..bolo bhi ."

"mujhe tumhara gaon me jeans pahn na pasand nhi h..tum nhi janti yha university ka mahol thik nhi hota ...agar kisis ne kuchh bol diya tumhe to m bardasht nhi kar paunga "

aarti ko kuchh pal samjh me nhi aata ki wo khus ho ya udas ..

"sirf isliye ki log comments karte hya fir aapko jeans paahn na hi nhi pasand "

" aarti m koi dakiyanusi khyal ka nhi hu ..lekin mujhe sach me tum paar suit jyada achchaa lagta h ...lekin mere achchha lagne se kuchh nhi hota ...bas jab tum gaon me aaya karo to jeans ghar me hi pahna karo "

"to ye ghar par hi bol dete ..ab mai jeans nhi pahnungi...aur aapse kis ne bol diya ki aapke achchha lagne se koi fark nhi padta ...huu..batao to jara "

"sach me to tumhe fark padta h " sahil ko bahut anjani si khusi ka ahsas hota h ..pahle bar kisi ko uski pasand napsand ki fikar thi

"aur nhi to kya ..." aarti bina jhijhak ke bol deti h ."

aise hi halki fulki bate karte wo university pahuch jate h.

sahil ne us sal apna college top kiya tha ..so usko jan ne wale kafi the..lekin sahil kafi reserve rhne wala banda tha jyada kisi ko lift nhi deta ...aur kuchh use dost bhi aise hi mile jo sirf uska fayada uthate ..

aart ko lekar sahil university ke andar chala jata h ..form bhar kar counter par jma karne ke bad use 2 hr bad aane ko kaha jaat ah ..

sahil aarti ko lekar cantene ki taraf chal deta h ...kafi sare ladko ki nighahe aarti ki taraf uth rha thi..kcuhh use ghoor kar dekhte aur kuchh sahil ki kismat par rask karte ..

sahil ka bas nhi chal rha tha ki ek ek ki aankhe noch le ...wo aarti ko kahi chhupa lena chahta tha ki ko use dekh bhi na paye ..

aarti aur sahil cantene ke andar kakar baith jate h sahil aarti ki pasand ki kuchh cheeje order kar deta h

sahil aarti ke sath cantene me baitha tha lekin use achchha bilkul nhi lag rha tha qki kuchh ladko ki nighahe use chubhti huyi si aarti ke jism par padti dikh hri thi aur anayas hi uska sar aarti ki chehre ki tarf uth jata h jo chowmin khane me msat thi ...aarti kitni khoobsoorat h ..uske dil ke tro ko chhed jati h uski ye soch ..

aarti use apni or dekta dekhkar " kya hua ,,khao na ,,kya dekh rhe ho ? "

"aaan..kuchh nhi " aur sahil bhi isi plate me se khane me lag jarta h ..
wo sahil ko jaldi se jaldi wha se le jana chah rha tha.

" kya mast mal h bhai" unke table ke bagal wale table par baithe ek ladke ke comments sahil ke kano me padte h..uska hath ruk jata h ..

"haye kya hoth h lal lal...kya kismat h spoon ki jo sala andar baher ja rha h ..oh hoye "

"abe sale to abhi hotho tak hi pahucha ...uski neeche ki himalaya ki pahadiya to dekh..jan hi le lengi aaj to ye "


sahil ka khun khaul uth ta h unki bate sun kar ...aarti samjh chuki thi ki ab yha bahut jyada bat bigad jayegi ..wo sahil ka hath pakda leti h jo gusse se khada ho chuka tha

"plzzzz....tumhe merri kasam "

aarti sahil ko jabardasti khich kar wha se le jati h ...sahil ka mood bahut kharab ho chuka tha ...

ab aarti use normal karne ki kosis me lag jati h ..


"jane do mama ...unka yhi kam hi hota h ..har ladki ko dekh kar aise hi bolte honge ..aise logo ke muh nhi lagte.."

"sale har ladki ko dekh kar bole chahe ...tumhe koi bol de ye mai nhi sahung aur tumhe kya ye bat bat par ksasm dene ki aadat pad gyi h ..tumhe q lagta h ki tum kasam dogi aur m man jaunga .."


sahil apna sara gussa us massom ladki par nikal deta h jo use sabse pyari thi ..aarti ki ankho se aansu ki do bunde uske galo par ludhak jate h .sahil aarti ko kabhi nhi dant ta tha ...aarti suki chhed chhad chalti aur fir roothna manana
...jisme jyadatar sahil hi aarti ko manata ..par usne itni buri tarah kabhi use nhi bola tha ..

"sorry ..pata nhi q lagta h ki aap man jaoge meri ksam dene par ...sorry ..ab kabhi apni ksam nhi dungi"
aarti ko rota aur sorry bol ta dekh sahil ka sara gussa gayab h jata h ...

"mai bhi kitna gadha hu ,,ise rula diya .bhala iski kya galti thi ...."sahil man me bahut jyada pachhtane lagta h..

"aarti plz chup ho jao sab log dekh rhe h " aarti apne aansu ponchhti huyi sahil ke sath aage badh jati h . ab dono me bat chit band thi ...aarti naraz thi aur sahil sharminda.

"are sahil aap ...certificate lene aaye h kya ?"sahil is aavaz par mudkar dekhta h ..

"hello shashi , kaisi ho aap ,,,ha usi liye aaya hu..summet nhi aaya h kya "

"aaya h ..common haal me h ..bas aata hi hoga .....ye kaun h? "
shashi nam ki us ladki ne puchha ,aankho me kafi shararat thi.

"ye...meri bhanji h .aarti aur aarti ye h shashi meri classmate ""

aur mai hu summet ..sahil ka classmate, dost......aur apni shashi ka eklauta boyfriend" peeche se aate ladke ne haste huye kaha.

hello,nice to meet u all " aarti ne jabardsti ki muskan chehre par late huye kaha .

"hmmm to sahil jee...bhanji ko university ghuma rhe h ...hm bhi soche itni khubsoorat ladki itne bore bande ke sath ..impossible..ha... ha.. ha.." summet ne tanj karne ke andaz me kaha ..

"sumeet ??" sahil ne thode sakht lahje me kaha . aarti ko uskia sahil ko bor kana bilkul bhi psand nhi aaya tha aur wo janti thi ki sahil ko dost sab sirf matlab ke liye bolte h.

"tu bhi na sumeet ..sahil par to kitni ladkiya apni class ki hi fida thi ...aur yad h apni sonam to sahil ko jee jan se chahti thi ..lekin sahil ne hi kabhi...."
shashi ne sahil ek nagawari ko dekhkar bat adhuri chhod di .

aarti ko jane q behad khusi ka ahsas ho rha tha ab aur sahil par fakr bhi .

"hme niklna chahiye...tum logo ne to apne certificate le liye h ...mujhe abhi lena h ..chal aarti ..exuse me."


sahil sabko bye bolta hua nikal jata h ..counter par uska nam bulaya ja rha tha ..sahil jaldi se jakr apna leaving certificte collect karta h aur aarti ko lekar parking ki or chal padta h .

aarti abhi bhi sahil se thoda naraz thi .wo janti thi ki sahil ne kisi aur ka gusa uspar nikal diya tha lekin jis sahil ne aaj tak uski koi bat nhi tali thi , bachpan se jisko wo pure hak se apna samjhti thi ...aaj usne use buri tarah se dant diya tha... is bat ka use dukh ho rha tha ..wo jab bhi sahil ki or dekhte sahil nazre chura leta ..use pta tha sahil kafi sharmindaa h bas bol nhi pa rha ..lekin wo ek bar sahil ke muh se sun na chah rhi thi.

sahil ki shakhsiyat ka ek aur rang aaj khula tha uspar ..uska majboot character.

sahil ke peeche bike par baithe arti kafi chup thi .

"aarti, naraz ho mujh se "
aarti kuchh nhi bolti ..
wo university se thodi door aur aage aa jate h ..ab bhid bhad kafi kam ho chuki thi aur sahil bhi kafi aaram se bike chala rha tha .

"aarti ..plz kuchh to bolo "
aarti fir bhi chup rhti h ..sahil jan chuka tha ki aarti us se sach me naraz h ..wo bike mod leta h aur pas ke ek khubsoorat park ki or chal deta h.

"ye kaha chal rhe h ...mujhe ghar jana h "

bas thodi der..mere liye ..plzz"

aarti sahil ko mana nhi kar pati..
sahil bike park karta h aur park ki or badh jata h ..kuchh kadam aage badhne ke bad wo dekhta hi aarti abhi whi khadi h ..wo wapas jata h aur uska hath pakad leta h

"..plzz" sahil ne pahli bar is tarah se aarti ka hath pakda tha ..arti apna hath chhuda leti h ..
"thik h ..chaliye "



sahil aarti ko lekar park me pahuchata h..park kafi khubssorat tha par is samy jyada log nhi the wha .sahil aarti ko lekar ek ped ke neeche baith jata h.aarti use ruthi ruthi si kafi pyari lg rhi thi ...ek aisa ruthna jisme ye chahat chhupi hoti h ki koi aap ko manaye aur aap jante h ki wo jarur manayega .
sahil aarti ko ek tak dekhe ja rha tha jabki aarti sar niche kiye huye ghaso ko ukhad rhi thi .

"mera gussa masoom ghaso par q nikal rhi ho " sahil ne use thoda sa aur chhed diya .

aarti ne sar uthakar use ghura lekin boli kuch nhi .

sahil " pta h tum jab naraj ho jati ho to aur bhi khubsoorat lagne lagti ho "

aarti ne hairat se uthe sar uthakar dekha ..sahl ne kabhi uski tarif itne khule lafjo me nhi ki thi ...aur wo to kisi ki bhi sundarta ki tarif nhi karta tha.
aarti ko ab sahil ko chheden me mja aa rha tha .wo janti thi ki sahil use manane ki kosis kar rha h ..wo use satane ke liye fir kuchh nhi bolti ...

"aarti kuchh bolo na ..achchha i m sorry"

"sorry kis bat ki .galti to meri hi thi ..kuchh jyada hi haq samjh liya tha apna aap par....jane q sochati thi apni kasam dungi aur aap man loge mera kaha ..mai hu hi kaun aapki..apko kya fark padta h bhala"

''aarti plz ..aisa to mat kaho .... tumse jyada mai kisi ko "manta " hu kya ...tu to meri gudiya h ...tum janti ho m gusse me tha ..tumhe koi gandi najro dekhe le to mn karta h uski aankhe noch lo ..aur wo kamine ...jane do ..chhodo un sab bato ko ..achchha maf nhi karogi to koi saza de do ..plzz.."


aarti ko sahil ki bato par bahut pyr aa rha tha ..naraz to wo pahle se hi nhi thi qki wo janti thi sahil ne gusse me bol diya tha basss usko sataana tha ...jo wo hamesa karti ..sahil se apne naj uthwana use behad pasand tha ...bachpan se hi wo sahil par apna sabse jyada haq samjhti thi ...kis riste se ???? ye shayd use khud nhi pta tha ...lekin mama_ bhanji ke rishte se to nhi .

"m aapse q naraj hone lagi bhala "

mujhe pta h tum naraz ho ..aur tum ye janti ho na ki mujhe kisi ko manane nhi aata...ab man bhi jao sorry bol rha hu na ..dekho kan pakdkar sorry "
sahil badi masumiyat se kano ko pakad leta h aur yachna bhri aankho se aarti ki or dekhne lagta h .

aarti ko hasi aa jati h aur wo muskura deti h .."thik h par aapko mujhe ice cream khilani padegi "

"abhi hajir h " sahil khus hota hua icecream wale ki taraf badh jata h .

thdi der bad dono icecream kha rhe hote h ..dono ek dusre ke sath baithe the lekin thodi doori thi unke bich me .

mama ek bat puchhu"

"ha puchho "

"wo ladki bol rhi thi kisi sonam nam ki ladki ka aap pr crush tha ...kya usne aap ko propose kiya ???.fir kya aapne use mana kar diya "

"are chhodo wo to aise hi bol rhi thi "

"nhi mujhe batao "

ha mana kar diya tha "

q??"
"
kya matlab q ?? kya ladke kisi ladki ko mana nhi kar sakte "
"

"ha bilkul kar sakte hai ..par kuchh to vajah rhi hogi ...??"

"hmmm...wo meri type ki nhi thi "

oh ooo...aapke type ki nhi thi ...dekhne me to itne bhole lagte ho ..aur ladkiyo ke type ka pta h aapko " aarti ko ek achcha point mil gya tha sahil ko chhedne ka .

"ab tu meri tang mat khich ..tuu mere pichhe pad gayi to maine uhi bol diya tha "

"achcha ..sorry...mama vaise aapki ki type ki ladki kaisi hogi ..matlab kis type ki ldaki aapko psand aayegi "

"tu kya bol rhi h ...kya meri sadi ho rhi h jo tu mujhse meri pasand na psand puchh rhi h " sahil ne harat se aankhe chaudi karte huye puchha .

plzz batao na ..mai kisi ko nhi bolungi ..promise ." aarti badi masoomiyat se bol deti h .

"'koi aisi ladki jo mera sath kabhi na chhode ...mai aaj kya hu kal kya ban paunga ...kya achieve kar paunga ya nhi kar paunga ..in sab bate se jise koi fark na pade .."
--sahil jaise sapno ki duniya me khio jata ha---

"aarti tujhe ek bat bolu.....pata nhi kaise log hote h jo kahte h ki ""break up"" ho gya ...fir kabhi kisi ur ke sath ""patch up"' ho gya ..yar pyar kya koi khel hai jisme har jeet ho ki ek bar har gye to fir se khelo aur jeet jao ..mujhe to ye lagta h ki jo sachha pya karte h wo ek dusre ko puri life pyar karte h chahe kabhi mile chahe na mile ..aur unka pyar kabhi nhi harta ..aur jisne pyar me dhokha de diya wo haar gya ...fie chahe kitni bar bhi pyar ka dawa kar le uska payr kabhi nhi jeet sakta ... pyar to ek bar hi ho saktta h aur usi ek bar me ya to wo haar kar hamesa ke liye mar jata h ya fir jeet kar amar ho jata h ...to fir log aisa q bolte h ?"'

"q ki wo aap jitne achchhe aur sachche nhi hote "

aarti jis par din prtidin sahil ki sakhsiyat apni chhap chhodti ja rhi thi mano uske se hi lahje me bol gayi .

kyaaa??"

"ha mama wo aap jaisa pyar karna nhi jante ...unhe nhi pta hota pyar kya hota h ...mama ???!"

sahil uski aur prasnvachak najro se dekhta h ..."hu??"

"aap bahut achche ho " aarti ne dil ki gahraiyo se sahil ki tarif ki

"tu bhi bahut achchi h " sahil ne bhi use lahje me jawab diya ..\itna bol kar dono chup ho gaye the mano kahne ko kuchh bachha hi na ho .

"aarti chalte h "

"mama aap mere dost banoge...mujhse dosti karoge ???" aarti ne sahil ki aankho me dekhte hiye puchha.
"
"kya ?sach me ..??... kya tumhara bhi koi dost nhi h ???
sahil ko mano yakeen nhi ho rha tha ki aarti kya boli h ..ulte seedhe sawal uski juban se nikal gaye ..

"hai to ..par aap jaisa koi nhi h "

"aarti ek bat bolu tujhse ...mai jaisa lagta hu vaisa nhi hu ...m kosis karta hu bahut majboot dikhne ki lekin m bht emotional hu ...mujhe bhi ek dost ki kami bahut mahsoos hoti h ..lagta tha ki tu hi h wo ..lekin kabhi kah nhi paya ....kabhi ye dosti todogi nhi na??"" sahil kafi bhavuk ho gya tha .

"aaapki kasam kabhi bhi nhi ,,chahe kuchh bhi ho jaye " -aarti ne sahil ka hath apne hatho me le liya mano use bharosa dila rhi ho ki duniya chae idhar ki udhar ho jaye..har koi apka sath chhod de par mai hamesa aapke sath rahung.

sahil ki ankho se aansu abhne lage ..."" thank u aarti ..thank u so mach "

"aap pure pagal ho ..idhar aao " aarti sahil ko apne seene se lga leti h .sahil ko aaj mano duniya bhar ki daulat mil gyi thi ...us pyare se riste ko jo ek mama bhanji ke riste se bahut aage nikal chuka tha aaj ek nam mil gyaa tha , ek nyi pahchan mil gyi thi aur sahil ko "EK DOST " mil gaya tha



sahil aur aarti yuhi thodi der tak gale lage rahe ...

sahil aaj sabkuchh bhol kar aarti ke seene se chipka hua tha ...dil me ek nyi khusi ne janm le liya tha ..aaj uski ladli uski dost ban gyi thi ..ek bharosa sa aa gya tha zindagi me ..

"mama gahr chale " aarti janti thi ki sahil bahut khus h aur khus to wo bhi bahut thi .usne dusri bar sahil se puchha.

"nhi" sahil ne sanchhipt sa jawab diya..aaj use bahut rona aa rha tha ..usi bate jo har kisi ko pravachan ya upadesh si lagti thi aaj life kisi ko is kadar bha gyi thi ..koi aisa tha jise un bato ki , un jajbato ki kadr thi ..koi tha jise uski kadr thi ,,,jise uski dosti ki kadr thi ...har bat use rula rhi thi ..lekin ye khusi ke aansu the.

"aarti , tum aajtak meri gudiya thi ab meri dost ho ..kabhi ye dosti mat todna nhi to...."

"bharosa nhi h mujhpar " aarti ne sahil ke chre ko pakad kar apne samne karte huye puchha .

"huuum..boliye bharosa nhi h apne dost par ..apni dosti par ?" aarti ne uski tasalli karni chi .

"khud se bhi jyada" ..sahil ne kaha aur fir uske gale lag gya.

"achcha utho ,,, chalo ab ghar chalte h "
aarti ne sahil ke balo me hath pherte huye kaha .

sahil ne haa me sar hilaya aur dono uthkar bike tka aa gaye ..sahi ne bike start ki aur aarti baith gayi...sahil ke kandhe par hath rakh kar ..sahil ko apne dil me sukoon sa utarta hua mahsoos hua ..usne bike aage badha di.

 

[Aashiq]

UPDATE 12





aarti sahil ke kandhe par hath rkhkar bike par baithi thi ..sahil ke dil me behad itminan tha ..aaj uska dil bahut khus tha.. wo dheere dheere bike chala rha tha aur aarti se bate bhi kr rha tha . ab use is bat ki bhi khusi thi ki wo aarti ke sath hi delhi jayega .

ghar par sahil aur aarti ke jane ke bad nana-nani market chale gye the aur aarti ki mummy pados ke kisi ghar gayi thi ..rohan kuchh der tk T.V dekhta h fir gahr par kisi ko na dekhkar upar chhat par chal deta h ..

chhat par renu apne kamre me kitabo me sar ghusaye kuchh padh rhi thi ..rohan ko darwaze par dekhkar wo bura sa muh bana leti h par bolti kuchh nhi h .

"mausi abhi bhi naraz ho ...i m sorry " rohan masoom ban ne ki puri acting kar rha tha ..

renu kuchh nhi bolti...

"mausi i m sorry , aap mujhe maf kar do plzz...bas do din hi aur rahna h phir to m chala hi jaunga. ab aapko mujhe aur nhi bardasht karna padega ..jab se aaye aapke liye sar dard ban gya hu ..ab kabhi nhi aaunga .. "
rohan apni dal na galta dekh emotional blackmail par aa jata h .

renu ab bhi kuchh nhi bolti .

"thik h mat maf karo ..chala jata hu m"

"aa jao andar " renu ko uspar dya aa jati h..aakhir sari galti uski hi to nhi thi ...mano wo man hi man khud ko dant ti h .

rohan jakar renu ke pas bistar par baith jata h ...aur jhat se uska hath apne hatho me le leta h ..

"thank u mausi ..thank u so much'...aap bahut achchhi ho "

"ab rahne do maska lagane ko "

haye meri jane teri to mai bina maska lagaye hi lunga .rohan man hi man sochta h .

"nhi mausi sach me...aap nhi janti ki mere dil se kitna bada bojh utar gya...mujhe nhi pta tha ki aap itna naraj ho jaogi itni si bat par .. "

kya matlab itni si bat par .........wo itni si bat thi ????"

renu fir sulag jati h .

"oh sorry ...mausi aap bahut innocent ho .. aap nhi janti na saher me ladkiya kaisi hoti h ..wha to ye aam bat h ..isliye mujhse galti ho gyi .." rohan janta tha ki bhale kuchh der ke liye hi sahi lekin renu ne uska sath to diya hi tha ..isliye wo fir se kosis kar rha tha ..

"mujhe sab pta h saher me bhi achchhi ladkiya hoti h ...jo jaisa hota h usko vaise log hi dikhte h " renu use koi bhav nhi de rhi thi ya fir shayad wo dar rhi thi ...rohan ke hath lagate hi uspar suroor sa chhane lagta tha ye bat wo bhi janti thi ..aur isi vajah se wo rohan ko bikul bhi lift nhi de rhi thi ...par aaj shayad kismat bhi rohan ke sath thi ..

"mausi aap sachme bahut achchhi ho ... aap kitni khubsoorat ho fir bhi itni simple rahti ho ..koi attitude nhi h aapke andar ...aap ki umr ki ladkiya to ab tak kya kya kar leti h .....aur aap kitni sidhi sadhi ho ...bahut kismat wale honge hamare mausa je...m bhi aapki jaisi ladki se hi sadi karunga ,,agr aap meri muasi na hoti to m aapse hi sadi karta..""

rohan apne sare astra sastra se renu ko patane ki kosis kar rha tha ....

"jee nhi ..aisa kuchh nhi h ,,bht sari achchhi ladkiya h sirf m hi nhi..aur kya matlb meri umar tak ...kya kya kar chuki hoti h ladkiya ....????.jaise tumhe bada pta h sabkuchh ""

rohan ki bate renu ko thodi achchhi to lag hi rhi thi ..aakhir wo bhi ek jawan khubsoorat ladki thi ..aur fir tarif kise achchhi nhi lagti.

"sach me mausi ..hmare yha to school ki ladkiya bhi wo sab ...aap samjh hi gyi hogi ..aur sab nhi achchhi hoti ...mujhe to bas aap hi achchhi lagti ho ..sach bol rha hu ...mummy kasam " is bich rohan wapas rnu ka hath pakad chuka tha aur renu ne koi virodh nhi kiya .

"q.?????.m q achchhi lagti u .?????.aisa kya h mujhme ...jao jhuthe kahi ke " renu ne pahli bar sharm se najre jhukate huye kaha.



mera matlab aap swabhav se bhi bahut achchhi hi aur ..."

aur kya???"

jane do ""

"to fir suru ki kya kiya "

"nhi aap bura man jaoge"
bol jo bolna h "

"wo...wo...wo aapka figure bhi abhut achchha h ,,ekdam tight " pahle bat rohan ne juban se boli dusri dil se nikal gayi .
renu sharam ke mare lal ho gyi ..par achchha to laga tha use .

"dekh rohan tu bahut chhota h abhi ..in sab bato par dhyan mat diya kar ..abhi tu padhai kar... samajh rha h na "

renu ko samjh me nhi aa rha tha ki wo kaise react kare ...rohan ki bato se wo thodi garam ho chuki thi ..waise to ye bate normal hi thi par renu jaisi kali ke liye itna hi bahut tha aur fir rohan ki najre lagatar uske boobs ko nihar rhi thi jis se renu aur sharma rhi thi .

"mausi mujhe pta h ....aapki sari bate sahi h ...lekin aapko dekhkar mujhe kuchh kuchh hone..lagta h ..mausi lagta h mujhe aapse pyar ho gya h ".. ROHAN ne apna sabse kargar teer chhoda jo jyadtar kuwari kaliyo ko sahi nishane par hi lagta tha .

rohan samjh rha tha ki ab renu line pe aane lagi h ..uski bato me pahle jaisi tivrta bhi nhi thi aur na hi ab wo use naraz lag rhi thi .

" ye kya bakwas kar rha h ..??? renu jor se chikhi . rohan ne teer chhod diya tha ab result ka wait kar rha tha..

"mausi m janta hu ,,mujhe koi pyar nhi karta ..thik h aap bhi mat karo mera kya h...m kisi ke pyar ke layak i nhi hu "...rohan roni soorat bana kar sar jhukaye baitha rahta h.

aarti use fir samjhane ki koiss karti h

"rohan tu janta h ye possible nhi h ...m teri mausi hu aur tu mujhse bahut chhota h..aisi bate mat kiya kar mujhse ...'

"thik h nhi karunga ..mere dil me jo tha wo bol diya ..maine aapse iske badle me to kuchh nhi manga na..meri kismat hi kharab h ..."

renu bahut asmnjas me pad jati h ..wo rohan ko kaise samjhaye ...


"ohh ..oyiiii maaa....ouchhh...rohan !!!!!!!"
rohan se buri tarah chipak gayi thi renu ..rohan khud nhi samjh nhi paya ki kya hua ...
"rohan jaldi dekh kuchh h meri pith par ...sayad chhipkali h "
renu e kamre me chhipakliya thi aur wo kayi bar chhat par chalte chalte gir jati thi .
rohan ko lga ki ek bar fir baji uske hath me aa gyi h.

"oh...ha mausi chhipakali hi h ..m hata deta hu "
rohan renu ke dupatte ko khich leta h aur usi se chhipakali ko jo ki renu ke kandhe par padi thi .use niche gira deta h..chhipakali shayd mari huyi thi jo jane kaise upar se giri thi leki rohan ki duaye jaroor mil rhi thi use .

renu ki sase abhut tej chal rhi thi ..wo rohan se chipki huyi thi aur rohan uski pith sahla rha tha ..

"rohan chhod mujhe.." rohan use baho me jakde huye sahla rha tha ..renu chhutane ki kosis karti h .

"mausi i really love you ''
nhi ...ye sab galat h ..tum jhooth bol rhe ho ..koi pyar vyar nhi h " renu bol to rhi thi par rohan ke badan ka ahsas use achch lag rha tha .

"nhi mausi sach me ...meri aankho me dekh lo " aur rohan renu ka chera samne karta h .
renu uski aankho me kya dekhti ..wo to sharam ke mare apna chera hi nhi uth rhi thi ..rohan dhhere se ek anguli se uska chera utha ta h aur uske rasile labo ko chum leta h ...renu chah kar bhi use mana nhi kar paa rhi thi ..

"rohan ! do u really love me??"

"ha jan ." renu ko line pe aata dekh rohan ne time wate karna thik nhi samjha aur renu ke mukhde ko apno hatho me lekar uske patle , gulabi labo ki mithas peena suru kar diya. renu abhi bhi uska sath nhi de rhi thi .uske sharir aur man me abhi bhi dwand chal rha tha.



rohan renu ke labo ko buri tarah se chus rha tha ...renu ke hath ab uske kandhe aur balo ko sahla rhe the ...dhhere dheere rennu bhi rohan ke hotho ko chusne lagti h ...10 min tk ek dusre ko chusne ke bad jab dono alag hote h tp dono ki sanse ukhadi si hoti h ..rohan jaha behad khus tha wahi renu sharm se gadi ja rhi thi..

"achcha lga ??? " rohan ne puchha ..renu kuchh nhi boli bas sar jhukaye sharma rhi thi..rohan ne fir use gale se laga liya ..uske balo ko clutch se khol diya aur uske kano ke pas chumne lga ...

"mausi ????"..

""huuun"
kya khati ho jo aapke hoth itne meethe h " wo renu ko chumte chumte huye uske kano me sargoshi karta h .

dhatt...badmash..."

"sach me ....aap ke hotho ne to mere fvourite rasgullo ke ras ko bhi fail kar diya ..."

rohan na kar aisi bateeennnnn"

renu ab apne aap me nhi thi ..jwani ki aag ko bhadka diya tha rohan ke hatho ne .

mai aapko itni der se pyar kar rha hu ...aap bhi karo na ?" rohan ke hath pet ko sahla rhe the . aur hoth uske galo ko chus rhe the..wo renu ke gale se lekar boobs ke upar tk ka har hissa chat rha tha ..renu ke muh se siskari nikal rhi thi ...uske hath rohan ke balo me fir rahe the .

"mujhe nhi aata koi pyar vyar karna ...""

thik h ...m aapko sikha dunga."

rohan mujhe jane de .."
achanak renu bistar se kahdi ho jati h ..jane ka man to tha nhi uska lekin aakhir ladki thi thode to nakhre dikhayegi apne husn ka ..par rohan bhi koi kachchha khiladi nhi tha wo jante the hasinayo ke na ka matlab ha hota h .....

wo bhi jaldi se khada hokar renu ko peeche se apni baho me bhar leta h ... aur apne hoth uske gale par rakhg deta h ..

:kyu itna tadpa rhi ho jan ..plz kar lene do na "

kya kar lene do ha?? "

wahi jo premi band kamre me karte h "

mujhe kya pata kya karte h "

"ha tabhi to m kar ke bata rha hu ..ruko jara darvaza band kar du "

rohan darvaze ki kundi lagakar fir se renu ko daboch leta h ..wo renu ko itni garam kar dena chahta tha ki wo khud apni kamsn jwani usko saup de ...renu ne cotton ka suit aur salwar pahan rakha tha ...dupaat hat jane ke vajah se unnat urojo ke bich ki ghati se chhalakte ras ke pyale rohan ke hotho ko mano nyota de rhe the..

rohan bhi kaha chukne wala tha ..wo lagatar renu ko chus raha tha lekin jyada aage nhi badh rha tha ..wo renu peche se kas kar apni baho me daboche tha aur lagatar apna hotho se uske gale aur galo ko chus raha tha ..renu bas aahe bhar rhi thi ..

mausi ??""

haaa..." renu ne madhoshi me jwab diya..

achchha lag rha h ...???"
hmmmm"

"aur karu ...aage ...???"
rohan renu ko puri tarah khol dena chata tha tak wo khulkar dirty talks kare.

"mujhe nhi pta " rohan samjh jata h ki bat karne se bat nhi baneg ...wo gaon ki sharmili hasina use kabhi khud se aage badhne ko nhi bologi.
so ab use aage badna hi tha...
renu ke boobs ab bahut tight ho chuke the ..rohan uske pet ko sahlata huye apne dono hath uske dono boobs par rakh deta h....


"issshhhhh...rohan nhi plzzzz'"
kya hua mausi??"
rohan ab uske boobs ko dhhere dheere masalne lga tha ...

renu ab aahe bhar rhi thi ..uski sase kafi tez chal rhi thi ..anjane me uska hath apne salwar ke upar se gili ho rhi yoni par chala jata h ...

"ohhh rohN ...plzmt kar na ...ohh maaaa..."
...mausi yhi to jwani ka khel h ......mausi ek bat puchhu .."

renu ko bolta dekh rohan use aur bolne par uksa rha tha ...
"haaaa..ufff.......puchhh"

aapke ye itne tight q h ?? "
"hiiii...mujhe nhi pta,, itna kas kar mat dbao na ...ummmm ..." renu ab mast hoti ja rhi thi ..

mausi .aa kbhi dabati nhi ho kya ...kisi se dabwa liya karo ...bolo na ....isme kya chhupa rakhi ho mausi ???"

rohan apni gandi bato se renu ko aur garam kar rha tha ..


hiiiii..rohan mat kar aisi bate....uiiimaaa..."
batao na mausi ..kabhi kisi ne dabaya h kya...mausi isme kya hota h ?"

roahn sa,mjh chuka tha ab bazi uske hath me h .

nhiii re...ksis ne nhi dabaya ..ohh...achchhha lag rha h ..aur dba naaa....doodh hota h isme "

"mausi kisi pilaogi apn doodh ?"

rohan ab kis dracula ki tarah renu ko chus raha tha aur uske boobs ko masalkar mano seene me dbakar wapsa andar kar dena chah rha tha ..

chuppkar naaa..ohhhh..."
batao na mausi ...mujhe hi pila do ...."

rohan ki nazar aage ki oor jati h ..renu apni yoni ko buri tarah ragad rhi thi ...


"mausi wo meri h ...ap ka to ye h ..dekho kaisa tadap raha h ""

rohan renu ka hath uski yoni par se hatakar apne trouser ke agle hisse par rakh deta hn...uska lund par hath padte hi renu sharma kar hath khichti h ...par rohan uska hath jabardasti uspar rakh deta h ...aur apne hatho ko uske hatho par rakhkar dhere dhere aage pichhe karne lagta h ..

thoda sa ise bhi pyar kar do ...dekho aapke pyar ke liye kitna tadap rha h "

renu ki chehra wasna ki aag me tap kar laal ho chuka tha...wo rohan ke lund ko sahlane lagti h ...rohan ne mauka achhaha dekhkar dhere dhere apna ek hath renu ki jangho se sarkat hua uski yoni par rakh deta h ...

ab rohan renu ki yoni ko sahla rha tha uar sath hi ukse boobs ko bhi masal rha th a...renu rohan ke lund ko aage pichhe karne lagi thi ...

apne boobs aur yoni par sahil ke hatho ka masalan use achchha lag rha tha ..

rohan ab renu ki yoni ko sahlate huye salwar ke upar se hi uske hole me ungli dalne ki kosis kar rha tha ..aur aakhirkar uski kosis kuchh had tak safal hui ...ungali kapdo ke sath thodi si chhed me ghus gayi ..renu tadap uthi

ohhhh....ummm ...rohan ...pllzzzzz...ohhh maaa......""
.
mausi u r so wet ,,,,dekho aapki pussy to puri tyar h ...aur aapke ye santre bhi ...mausi mujhe aapko bahut pyar karna h ..u r so hot ...

aur rohan dherre dhere anguli yoni me chalane lagta h ..joki jyada andar nhi ja rhi thi ...renu mano baukhla si gyi thi is do tarafa hamle se



rohan renu ki yoni ko anguli se kured rha h aur sath hi uske boobs ko ab bedardi se masal bhi rha h ...
renu ka dimag bilkul sunn sa ho gya tha ,,rishte , nate maryada ab kuchh bhi yad nhi tha ...agar kuchh yad tha to bas jism ki aag aur pyas.

rohan samjh chuka tha ki ab renu uska virodh nhi karegi chahe rohan kisi bhi had tak jaye ...renu bhi ab rohan ke lund ko tej tej hilane lagi thi ...

rohan renu ke boobs ke nipple bedardi se masal rha tha ..bich bich me uske pure chuchi ko mutthi me lekar aante ki trah guthne lag jata ....uski badi badi kadak chuchiya dabane ke bad fir vaise hi tan kar khadi ho jati ..aur rohan phir unhe ragad deta ...uski chuchiyo ki motai rihan ke hatho me nhi sama rhi thi ..aur wo mano busse me unhe berahmi se meej rha tha ...

renu ko dard ho rha tha par mja bhi bahut aa rha tha aur renu dard aur wasna ki mili juli aawaze nikal rhi thi.

"ohh,,mausi....aap ke boobs to ekdam mote santre h ..jane kitno ka man ko tadpaya h inhonekitne rasile h ....ek bar mujhe inka ras pila do na ..plzz"

renuko ab ye gandi bate achchhi lag rhi thi par kuchh nhi bolti bas rohan ke lund ko aur tight pakdakar teji se aage pichhe karne lagti h ..uski aankhe band thi aur chhra ekdam lal ho chuka tha ..rohan ki anguli andr tak to nho pahuch rhi thi kintu renu ki yoni ab use aur andr khich rhi thi ...uski tange apne aap phail gyi thi aur rohan teji se usi chhot ko pel rha tha.

"mausi pila do na "

"hiiii,...kyaaaaa"
rohan renu ko aur garam karna chah rha tha ..wo chata tha renu bhi usi ki bhash me dirty talks kare .isi liye wo use uksa rha tha .

"apni santre aur is niche wale ke ras...mausi aapki niche wali pari bhi meri liye dher sara ras nikal rhi h ..plzzz ek bar mere muh me de do ..hiii mausi ...do na ??"

renu itni gandi bate kisi ke muh se pahli bar sun rhi thi ...par use achchhi bhi lag rhi thi .......

"ohhh.rohannn...nhi na ..plzz zz.."

rohan se bhi ab bardasht nhi ho rha tha . usne renu ke salwar ka nada khol diya aur jab tak wo samjh pati uski black colour ki panti bhi niche aa chuki thi ...

"rohan ..nhi ...man jao ..koi aa jayega ...ahhh"

"koi nhi aayega ..meri pyari mausi ..bas 2 minut..plzz...bas ek bar apni chhoti pari ko pyar kar lene do"

rohan renu ko bistar par lita deta h..aur apna bhi pant aur t-shirt nikal kar uske yoni ki pr muh karke uske upar let jata h..renu bhi bahut garam ho chuki thi...ab use is khel me mja aane laga tha aur uske man ke dwand ne ek nya roop le liya tha

..."rohan sach me mujhse pyar karta h ..aur premyo ke bich ye sab hona koi paap nhi h " wo apne man me soch rhi thi ...

jism ki aag jab lagi ho to insan ko us aage ko bujhane ke liye bahut sare bahane mil jate h jo har rishte nate , aur har bat ko bhool kar us aag ko bujhane ke liye jawani ka khel khelte h ...isme renu ka bhi kya dosh??

ab rohan ka muh renu ki yoni par tha aur uderwear me kaid uska lund renu ke chehre par latak rha tha..renu ke yoni ko dekhkar sahil ki hotho se lar tapkne lagati..gaon ki gori ki gori chut ekdam kachchi khilen ke liye taiar kali ki tarah lag rhi thi ....us par ek bhi bal nhi the ..uske dono mulayam hoth bikul chipke huye the ..yoni ke hoth thode mote hone ke vajah se uska chhidra bhi nhi dikh rha tha ..

"sali ne kabhi ungli bhi nhi dali kya isme ..ekdam kori h iski choot to...wah re banane wale kya choot banayh ..aaj to meri kismat khul gayi "
rohan man me soch rha tha .

renu aankhe band kiye aage hone wali kriya ka mano intzar kar rhi thi ..uski nak se takrata rohan ka lund use ajeeb si uljhan me dal rha tha ...use chhune ka man to kar rha tha lekin sankoch ka kida abhi bhi uske man me tha ..

rohan ne renu ke komal pankhudi jaise choot k hotho par apne garam larjate hoth rakh diye ...aahh..kya mast rasile hoth the..rohan ki to mano lotery lag gyi thi

"aah ...ohhh..maaaa" renu sisak padi .

rohan ne bas ek kiss kiya aur apni unguli se uski yoni ki phanko ko ragdane laga ...apne nakhun se halke halke kuredte huye usne dono phanko ko alag kiya aur uski aankhe andar ke lal lal mal ko dekhkar fati rah gayi...

roahn ne apne muh me renu ke left wale phanke ko bhar liya aur ek anguli se dusre phanke ko viprit dsha me faila diya ...

aaahh....ummmm." ..renu sisak uthi ..wo apne pair patak rhi thi, apne sar ko idhar udhar ghuma rhi thi aur uska hah rohan ke balo ko buri tarah noch rhe the . ..uttejana ke mare uska bura hal tha ..

rohan ko renu ki halat ka andaza tha aur ab wo use aur tadpana chahta tha..dono phanko ke khul jane se rohan ko uski choot ko chhota sa hole dikh gya tha ....

sali ne sach me kabhi ek anguli tak nhi peli h is kali me ...sari meri liye hi chhod di h " rohan buri tarah se renu ke ek phankhe ke ras ko nichod rha tha ..

"aah...rohan...ummm...uff..mar jaungi mai...ye kyyaaaa kar rhe ho ...."

rohan to mano aaj uski choot ko kha hi jana chahta tha..ek phanke ko chusne ke bad wo dusre muh me le leta h aur pahle wale ko ungali se pakadakr alag kar deta h..ek angli se wo dono phanko ke bich ki lal ghati ko kured rha tha aur apne nakhun dhansa rha tha usme.. ..

renu ka mare uttejan ke sanse chadh gyi thi ..usne rohan ke lund ko undrewear ke upar se hi pakad liya aur teji se marodne lagi


rohan ko tej dard hua aur uske dant renu ki chhot ke phanko par gad gaye .......

"aaaiii maaa..kutte ..kat kyu rha h ..hiii. maaaaaa...kha jayega kya .????..haiii..uff..chhod mujhe ...aahhh"

ab renu se bardash nhi ho rha tha ..usne bhi faisal kar liya tha ab sabkuchh bhoolkar bas rohan ko muh tod jawab dene ka ..rohan ke underwear ko nikalkar kachh se uske supada muh me bhar kar chusne lagti h ...rohan ne to sapne me bhi nhi socha tha ki renu khud hi aisa kar degi ...iski bhi uttejjana aur badh jati h ..aur wo ek sath apni do ungliya renu ki choot ki gahrai me pel deta h ...

aahh....renu apne muh se rohan ka lund nikalakr buri tarah tadap uthi thi ..

"rohan plzz ...bahut dard kar rhi h ..mere usme kuchh mat karo...aah...aah...ohhhh.maaaaaaa ...plzzz chhod do ..hiiiii"

renu ki ankh se aansu bah rhe the ..bechari khul kr chila bhi nhi sakti thi ki bahar koi sun na le .

rohan ab rukne wala kaha tha ..wo teji se uski chot ko pelne lagta h ..bahut tej uski ungliya renu ki chhot ka mardan kar rhi thi ...

aahh..hiiiii....mausi apki chhot itni tight h ..dekho ungli bhi tni muskil se ja rhi h ...thodi der dalne do nhi to mera lund kaise logi ...ohh.....aaj to aapki chhot ka udghatan hoga mere mote lund se .. bolo karwaogi na .""

renu ko ab koi mja nhi aa rha tha ...use asahniya peeda ho rhi thi ...wo apni kamar chhutane ke liye buri tarah hila rhi thi kintu rohan ne use buri tarah daboch rakha tha ..aur teji se uski chhot pele ja rha tha ..

renu lagatar ro rhi thi .. muhe nhi kuchh karwana...tum jalim ho ..koi dya nhi h tum me ...ahhh....rohan plzz chhod do ...aah...fir kabhi kar lena ...aah...plz...chhod do ....hey bhagwan ..bardash nhi ho rha rohan ......plzz...chhod do."

renu ki aawaz upar wale nepta nhi suni ya nhi lekin bahr bike rukne ki aawaz aayi aur fir sahil aur aarti ki aawaze aane lagi thi .

ROHan ka mood kharab ho chuka tha ...

"in salo ko bhi abhi aana tha ...sali ..thodi der tu bhi apni kachchi choot marwa leti apne pyare mama se..randi.."

rohan abhi bhi renu ki bur me anguli pel rha tha aur use muh se aarti ki liye bhaddi si gali nikal jati h .

"rohan hato ...plzzzzz...mai mar jaungi agr kisi ko pta chala to ..plzzz" renu ne sisakte huye kaha .

rohan ne renu ki choot ko ek jordar kiss kiya aur uski chhot ke ras ko peene laga..darwaje pe dastak huyi .

.".rohan plzzz..chhodo mujhe " ..


renu ka pure sari mano akad gaya aur wo rohan ki pakad dhheeli dekh jaldi se uthakar bhagte huye bathroom me ghus jati h ..darwaje pe lagatar dastak hone lagti h ...



rohan ka mood buri tarah se kharab ho chuka tha ..aur darwaze par lagatar dastak ho rhi thi ...
"kya hero itni der q lgi darwaza kholne me " drwaza khulte hi sahil ne puchha.

mama wo m chhat par tha to aane me der lagi ...mausi shayad washroom me h " rohan ne jwab diya ..

aur tu chhat par kya kar rha tha " aarti ne puchha.

tujhse matlab ??? kuchh bhi karu " rohan ne gusse se kaha , akhir un dono ne uska khel bigad diya tha . aarti ne is samay uske muh lagna thik nhi samjha aur chup ho gyi ..vaise bhi aaj wo kafi khus thi to apna mood kharab nhi karna chahti thi .

idhar washroom me ghusi renu ke man me vicharo ka tufan umad raha tha..


" maine jo kiya wo paap h ....wo mera bhanja h ...aur mujhse kitna chhota bhi ...lekin....wo to mujhse pyar karta h ...usne khud kaha ...aur m bhi to shayad....fir pyar m kuchh galat sahi nhi hota.. pyar to bas pyar hota h "

renu khud ko hi samjha rhi thi ...uske man me rohan ke liye pyar ki kaliya foot rhi thi aur usi yhi rati ratayi lines yad aayi " everything is fair in love n war "...aur ek pyari si muskurahat aa gyi us bhole mukhde par .

.aarti aur sahil bahut thake hone ki vajah se khakr so gaye ...rohan bahar chala gya aur renu wapas apne kamre me ..wo rohan se sharmane lagi thi ...


sham ke karib 6 pm par sahil ki neend khuli ...wo bahar aaya to dekha sare log baithe the..bas renu aur aarti nhi the ...renu apne kamre me sahyad padh rhi ho aur aarti abhi bhi so rhi thi ..

kya beta certificate mil gya ??" pita jee ne puchha ..

ha papa..."

to parso chalna h na ...taiyari kar le " didi boli .

".jee didi"

"beta wo tere bhaiya ka phone aaya tha ..tujhse bat karne ko bol rha tha ..ek bar phone karle " maa ne sahil ko bataya.

"jee...abhi kar leta hu "

sahil phone par dheerj se bat karne lagta h aur bat karte huye wha se thodi door chala jata h ...idhar rohan apna mauka tad kar phir se apne planning m lag jata h ...aakhir kul do din hi bache the uske pas ..lekin ab ek umeed ki kiran use nazar aa rhi thi ...qki aadhi fatah to wo hasil kar hi chuka tha ...


rohan andar renu ko dhundta hua jata h ....

mausi ...kaha ho aap ???"

renu jo ki kitchen me aa chuki thi rat ke khane ke liye,, chauk jati h rohan ki aawaz sunkar ...uska chehra apne aap hi sharm se lala ho jata h ..

..are aap yha ho ..m aapko kab se dhund rha hu "

renu kuchh nhi bolti..wo khadi hokar kuchh utar rhi thi upar se aur rohan jakar pichhe se use baho me bhar leta h aur uske gale par apne hoth rakh deta h ...

hato ....ye kya kar rhe ho ...koi aa jayega ..."

"aapko pyar kar rha hu ..."
renu use hatat te huye fir se apne kam me lag jati h ...

"bade aaye pyar karne wale ...bahut dekhe h maine aise pyar karne wale ..." renu ne muksurate huyw uska man tatolana chaha ..dheere dheere rohan ke pyar par aitabar ho rha tha use ..

"mausi m aapse sach me bahut pyar karta hu ..aap ne agr mera yakeen nhi kiya to m jan de dunga " roahn ne ek aur dav khela.

rohan tum jhuth to nhi bol rhe " renu ne pahli bar uski aankho me aankhe dal kar puchha ...

"nhi jan "...aur rohan fir whi karta h aur is bar hath seedhe uske madmast santro par tha .

"achchha hato koi dekh lega..plzz. """

nhi ..mujhe aapko pyar karna h .."

"achchha dophar me kiya tha na ..ab hat jao..plzzz"

nhi wo to adhura tha ...mujhe pura karna h ...chao pahle aap batao kab pura pyar karenge, tabhi hatunga...aaj rat ko karne dogi bolo...???"" rohan uske boobs dheere dheere sahla rha tha aur uske gale ko chum rha tha

renu ko achchha to bahut lag rha tha ..qki ab use ye paap nhi pyar lag rha tha ...

rohan plzz hato ..koi aa jayega ..thik h kar lena "

"ohhh ....so sweettttt...muaaaaah" rohan ne renu ke hotho ko jor se chus liya ...

"ab hato ..ho gya na "

abhi kaha hua...hoaga to tab jab isme jayega..." rohan ne renu ki yoni ko salwar ke upar se hi apne hatho me bhar ke mano nichod diya ..

aahhh...ummm....besharam kahi ke...lo m hi ja rhi hu " renu ne muskurate huye kaha.

"achchha nhi ...lo m yha baith jata hu ..aap kam karlo ...par rat ko nhi manunga"
....aur rohan pas rakhe takht par baith gya ...



renu bhi usko nazaro ko samne dekhte rahna chahti thi ,,so wo bhi khus ho gyi ...

"mausi aaj ki rat to ....." rohan aakhir kitna sabr karta samne jab aisi kamsin hasina ho to ..

renu ko bhi uski bate ab buri nhi lagti thi ...

kya aaj rat ,,,,hmmm...tum chup chap nhi baith sakte"
renu ne sarmate huye kaha.

tabhi rohan ke phone par " bip" tone baji ..usne phone uthaya aur kuchh type kake reply kiya ..msg aaya tha ...

kiska sms tha " renu ne ouchha .

wo ek friend ka .."

"rohan ye phone lo bhaiya tumse bat karne ko bol rhe h " sahil andar aaya aur phone usko pakdata hua wapas bahar chala gya .

rohan ne apna phone whi rakha aur dusfre phone par bat karne laga...bat bat karte karte wo bahar chala gya ..

renu kam kar rhi thi kitchen me ki fir se rohan ke phone par msg aaya ...uske man me aaya ki kyu na dekha jaye ..

rohan hamesa apne phone par passward laga kar rKhta tha aur kisi ko chhune nhi deta lekin aaj bat karne me wo phone open hi chhodkar bahar chala gya tha .

renu ne phone uthaya ..aur dekha kisi Teena ka msg tha ...msg padhkar uski jais chakkar hi aa gya

" kuchh nhi baby . kya karungi tumhare bina ..tum bhi kitne din ke liye chale gaye ...u know how horny i m right now ..i miss u....i need u ....i need your big cock ..ummm...plz kuchh pics hi bhej do uske "

renu ki ankho se jhar jhar aansu bah rhe the jaise jaise wo rohan ka phone ke folder kholti ja rhi thi uski aankho pe chadha pyar ka parda bhi khulta ja rha tha.

alag alag ..ladkiya ke sath sex ke photo ...kisi me ladki ki yoni me muh dale huye ,kisi me ladki uske lund ko muh me liye huye ....,gande sms, chudai ki bate...........renu ka dil baitha ja rha tha ...

""hey bhagwan ye kya kar baithi m ...kaise us kamine ke dhokhe me aa gayi ...q mujhe uski ye chale samjh me nhi aayi ...maine to ue apna sabkuchh man liya tha aur wo bas mere jism se khelna chah rha tha ...renu phoot phoot kar rone lagi..............uusne rohan ke phone ko deewar par khich ke mara aur whi girkar bilkhane lagi ...rote rote uske man me bahut sare khyal aa rhe the ... sabse jyada glani use khud se ho rhi thi ..apne maa_papa ki ijjat , bhai ka garv , pariwar ki maryada sabluchh dav par lag diya tha uski is harkat ne ...sare sanskaro ki tilanzali de di thi usne ...

use khud se nafarat ho rhi thi ...jo bhawanye kuchh der pahle use pyar ke nam par sab kcuhh jayaz hone ka waham karwa rhi thi unka sthan ab paap aur ghrida jaise vicharo ne le liya tha .

fir ek aisa khyal aaya jis se uski aankho ke aansu rook gaye ..aur aankho me ek nischay dikhne laga --- khud ko khatm karne ka nischay...aatm hatya ka nischaya.

""maine apne mummy papa ki ijjat ko dhool me mila diya ..apne bhai ke sar ko nicha kar diya ..mujh prayaschit karna hoga ...ha meri papo ki yhi saja h aur yhi prayaschit"

renu apne aap ko khatm karne ka poora irada bana chuki thi ...
tabhi usi kise ke andar aane ki aahat aati h..wo sahil tha .."arre rohan kaha h tu "

rohan ko dhundhata hua wo andar aata h aur Renu ko jameen par sar jhukaye baitha dekhkar use lag jata h ki yha kuchh to gad bad hua h ..whi pas me rohan ki tuti mobile ke tukde bhi dikh jate h ...pahle to use lagta h ki renu se mobile tut gya isliye wo ro rhi h ..

aur wo renu ke kandhe par hath rakhkar " renu kya hua behna ???"

renu jo apni socho me khoyi thi sar uthakar dekhti h ..sahil ko samne dekh kar uska dil tadap uth ta h ..wo jor se sahil ke gale lag jati h ............

bhai , m bahut buri hu ..maine tum sabka bharosa tod diya ..mujhe maf kar do plzz...plzzz mujhe maf kar do..."

sahil renu ke balo par hath pherne lagta h aur ab use yakeen ho jata h ki bat kuchh serious h ....

renu, kya hua ...bata mujhe ...tu ro kyu rhi h ..m hu na ...hm sab h na ...tu to jan h ham sab ki ...koi galti kar di ho tune to bhi koi bat nhi.....mai sab thik kar dunga ..bata kya hua ..chup ho ja..tu janti h na m tere aansu nhi dekh sakta ...tera bhai zinda h na pagal bol kya bat h ...aree tu bas us din rona jab mai duniya m na rha ..""

renu apna rona bhoolkar uske hotho par hath rakh deti h ..." tumhe meri umar lag jaye ...tumhe kuchh ho gya to bhala hm sab jee payenge kya..bhagwan har behan ko ko tum jaisi bhai de ...jug jug jiyo mere veer" renu roti ja rhi thi aur apne bhai ko duaye deti ja rhi thi ..

to tu ro q rhi h ...bata mujhe """

"kash m aapko bata sakti ...sorry bhai mujhe maf kar dena ...mere galti ko maf kar dena ..mere bad dil me mere lye nafrat mat rakhna "

renu fir jor jor se rone lagi ...sahil baukhla sa gya ...renu kabhi is kadar toot kar nhi royi thi aur sahil se ab uske aansu bardash nhi ho rhe the ..use laga jaroor kuchh rohan ke sath hua h..

"dekh u chup rah ...plzzz..m bas abhi aaya "

sahil rohan ko dhundhata hua baher nikla...use lag rha tha ki rohan ko jaroor pta hoga qki thodi der pahle jab wo aaya to renu thik thi aur rohan whi par tha ....

renu ne nischay kar liya tha ki use kya karna h aur wo pichhe ke darwaze se nikal padi.

renu reji se nad ki taraf badhi ja rhi thi ...are uske aankho se aansu bahte ja rhe the ..

papa mujhe kitna pyr karte h ...mujhme to mummy ki jan basti h ..aur sahil..mera bhai kitna pyar karta h mujhse ..aaj tak mere samne aane wali har musibat usne jheli...muhe duniya ki buri nazro se bacha kar rakha..aur maine kya kiya...sab vishwas sab bharosa chaknachhor kar diya ...im sorry papa ..aapki rani beti behak gyi thi ..i m sorry ...ab mai aap logo ka samna ni kar paungi ..mujhe maf kar dijiyega.....i m sorry mummy ... "" au aarti phoot phoot kar robne lagti h ..

sahil ke dimag me bahut se khyal aa rhe the ...use lag rha tha ki jaruri kisi ladke ki bat h ...fir us pagal ko aise rone ki kya jaroorat h mujhse bol to sakti h ".......tabhi sahil ke dimag me renu ki wo bat aati h " mujh se nafart mat karna mere bad"

"oh god kahi wo bevkoof...oh shitt...sala rohan bhi pta nhi kaha mar gya ...pahle renu ko dekhta hu ..mujhe wha sse aana hi nhi chahiye tha " sahil ko ab ahsas hot h ki renu kya bol rhi thi aur wo teji se andar ki or bhagta h .

"renu ..renu ..." sahil ko renu kahi nhi dikhti aur ghar ke pichee ki taraf ka darvaza khul hua dikhta h..wo rast kheto se hota hua nadi ki taraf jata tha ..qki gaon me pahle toilet nhi hote the to kheto ki or hi log nitya kriya ke liye jaya karte the ...ye use uddesh se banaya gya tha.. ..

"kahi renu nadi me to nh...????'''hey bhagwan ..nhiii...."".use sara majra samjh me aane laga tha ki renu se koi badi galti ho gyi h aur shayad wo ab us se bhi badi galti karne wali h ..wo teji usi darwaje se baher ki or bhagta h ...

sahil teji se kheto ki or bhaga ja rha tha ...pahle bhi gaon ke kayi logo ne nadi me doobkar aatm hatya ki thi aur ab whi khyal sahil ke man me aane laga tha ..wo poora dam laga kar nadi ki or daudata h ..

"areee..sahil kaha ja rhe ho " nisha jo kheto se wapas aa rhi thi use bahgta dekhkar chila kar puchhti h

.."nisha ek kam karogi ...phone h tumhare pas ..plz mujhe de do ..bad m sab bataunga"nisha uski or apna phone badha deti h ..aage aage nisha ki mummy ja rhi thi isliye wo sahil ke pichhe nhi ja sakti thi ..lekin itna anuman use ho gya tha ki kuchh to gadbad h ..sahil phone lekar fir daudne lagta h ..aur aarti ko call lagata h ...

"hello aarti ..m sahil.. jaldi se nadi ki taraf aa jao ..aur suno apna ek suit lekar aana ..aur kisi ko bhi pta nhi chalna chahiye ..jaldi plzz..."

aarti ke hello bolte hi sahil ne bina use kuchh bolne ka mauka diye hi puri bat bol di ..use pta tha ki agr renu ne whi harkat k hogi jo wo soch rha h to agr wo use bacha bhi liya to aage bahut se swal khade honge aur uska tej dimag kisi computer ki tarah kam kar rha tha.

"hey bhagwan jo m soch rha hu wo kash galat ho ..meri behan aisa nhi kar sakti..use kuchh nhi hone dena .. ..plzzzz "

nadi ke kinare bahut unchi pahadiya thi aur keval kuchh hi jagah aisi thi jaha se pahadiya ko katkar nadi ke ghat bane huye the ..ya to fir pahadiyo par chadh kar nadi ke kinare jaya ja sakta tha jisme bahut time lagna tha ...sahil ke dimag me yhi bat aati h ki agar renu nadi ki taraf gayi hogi to yhui se gyi hogi..aur wo poori shakti se usi or bhagne lagta h.

 

[Aashiq]

UPDATE 13


sahil nadi ke kinare pahuchh chuka tha ..wo renu ka nam lekar chilla rha tha ...

""hey bahgwan plz meri madad karo ...uska dil duba ja rha tha ...renu khi dikh nhi rhi thi ..."kahi maine galti to nhi kar di ..renu kuchh aur to nhi sochkar ghar se nikli ....lekin fir usne aisa q kaha ...."

sahil ki nigahe pani me door door tak renu ko dhhondh rhi thi ..aur achanak renu ka sar pani me se baher aaya ..aur kuchh second me hi fir se wapas ndi ki gahrai me samaa gya ...sahil ka andesha sahi nikla..sahil turant nadi me kood jata h aur renu ki or teji se tairne lagta h....

renu kinare se kuchh door par doob rhi thi ..kabhi upar aa jati fir niche chali jati aur sahil teji se uski or badh rha tha ..sahil suru se gaon me rha tha ...use tairna bahut achchhi tarah aata tha ....jabki renu ek gharelu kism ki ladki thi ..wo kabhi nadi ki or aati bhi nhi thi ...jab wo chhote the tb bhi renu aur sahil jab kabhi papa ke sath nadi par ghumne aate to renu dar ke mare nadi ke pani me pair tk nhi dalti ...use nadi se bahut dar lagta tha ...lekin aaj aatm-glani ki bhawna ne use usi dar me samaa jane ki shakti de di thi ..

sahil kuchh hi chhado me renu ke karib pahuch jata h...renu ab upar nhi aa rhi thi or teji se uska sarir niche ki or ja rha tha ..sahil niche gota lagata h aur renu ke hath uske hatho me aa jate h..sahil renu ke hatho ko pakdar kinare ki or tairne lagta h ...

sahil sharirik roop se samanya hi tha aur renu bhi achhi khasi jawan nav yauwna thi ..sahil ko use khichna kafi muskil ho rha tha lekin aaj uski bahen ki zindagi ka sawal tha aur use bachane ke liye sahil ne apni jan laga di thi ...renu ko pkadakar sahil kinare ki or tair te ja rha tha ..renu ke sharir me kisi bhi prakar ki pratikriya nhi ho rhi thi ...sahil ka man ro rha tha ...".kahi maine apni behan ko ho to nhi diya???? "

"nhi behna, ais mt karna ...tu chali jayegi to meri kalai suni ho jayegi...mai bahut akela ho jaunga ..kisko mai apne college ke kisse sunaunga...kaun mujhe papa ke dant se bachayega...kaun apne hisse ki chheje mujhe khilayegi ...bachpan se jawani tak tujh se bada saharaa nhi rha h koi mera ...wo bachpan ki suhani yade ,dukhbhari yade ban jayengi ...plzz...aisa mat karna ...m vada karta hu chahe tune kuchh bhi kiya ho , chahe teri life m koi bhi prblm ho , m sab thik kar dunga ..koi na koi hal jaroor nikalunga...bas tu mera ye hath mt chhodana...mera sath mat chhodana..."

sahil apne man me sari bate scoh rha tha aur uski aankho se aansu bah rhe the...ab wo pani me khade hokar chal rha tha...wo buri tarah se thak gya tha..kisi tarah se renu ko god me uthaye kinar tak pahuchata h aur use jameen par lita deta h...

"renu ..!!!! renu,????,,uth ja behan ,...dekh m hu na tere pas.. plzz..ek bar aankhe khol na renu ...uth na renu ..???."

sahil renu ke galo ko thap thapa rha tha aur roye ja rha tha .

"sahil " aarti ne sahil ke kandhe par hath rkha...

sahil aarti ko dekhkar uske seene se lag gya ....""aarti renu ko bolo na uth jaye ...plzzz...aarti plz ... renu ko uthao na ...bolo na mujh se bat kare ...plzzz"

aarti sahil ki halat dekhkar stabdh ho jati h ....Aur gaur se renu ki or dekhti h ...

"renu ko kuchh nhi hua h sahil ...uski sanse chal rhi h ...bas lagta h usne pani bahut sara pee liya h ...tum sambhalo apne aap ko ...""


sahil aarti ki bat sunkar renu ke chere ki or dekhne lagta h ..renu ke ubhar uski tej sanso ke sath upar nichhe ho rhe the ...aarti renu ke pet ko jor jor se dabane lagti h ...renu ke muh se pani baher niklne lagta h ...aise hi kuchh der karne ke bad renu ..dhhere dhhere normal ho jati h aur uski aankhe khul jati h ...

sahil niche uske sar ke pas baith kar renu ki or dekhne lagta h ..uski aankho me abhi bhi aansoo dab daba rhe the ..".mujhe q bacha liya bhai.....mujhe mar jane ---..."

renu ki bat adhuri hi rhi thi ki sahil ka jordar thappad uske galo par padta h aur wo use khichkar apne seene se laga leta h ...aaj zindagi me pahli bar sahil ne apni jan se pyari behan par hath uthaya tha ..bhai behan dono buri tarah bilakh kar ro rhe the ..aur unke pass khadi aarti ki aankhe bhi bhar aati h ...sahil ke liye aur ijjat badh gyi thi uske man me.

"aarti,, isne ne suicide attempt kiya tha ...doob kar marne aayi thi ye yha ...q kar rhi thi tu aisa ..bata ...tune ek bar bhi mere bare me nhi socha...maa ke bare me nhi socha ...papa ki ijjat ke bare me nhi socha ...bol...???"

sahil renu ko seene se lagaye huye rota ja rha tha aur aarti gumsum si un dono ko dekhe ja rhi thi .

" i m sorry bhai ..maf kar do mujhe ...maine bahut sari galtiya ki ...bhool gyi ki mere pas tumhare jaisa bhai h...ek ghana saya h jiski chhav mai puri tarah mahfooz hu ...mujhe maf kar do ..." renu bhi roye ja rhi thi ...

"sahil chalo ghar chale nhi to sab log dundhne lageneg...mai ghar par bol kar aayi hu ki hm sab abhi thodi der me aayenge " aarti ne unka dhyan bant te huye kaha ...

renu , behan, zindagi me kabhi ye galti dubara mat karna...m janta hu tu kitni achhhi h aur koi vajah jarur hogi jo tune itna bada kadam uthaya...lekin tere is kadam se pure pariwar ki maryada kalnkit ho jati ..log tarah tarah ki bate karte ..jo bhi prblm ho tu mujhe bta dena ..m tujh par koi aanch nhi aane dunga ...aur ye bat jb tu chahe atb batan tsasalli se .,m tujhe force nhi karunga ..aur ye bat sirf hum teeno ke bich hi rahegi thik h ????.....sahil ne renu ki peshani chhomte huye puchha .
a renu ne bas ha me sar hila diya ..aaj uske bhai ne uski zindagi me wo mukam hasil kar liya tha jo kbhi aur koi nhi paa sakta tha ...kitni badi bat ko kitne asan tarike se sahil ne sambhal liya tha ..koi aur insan hota to use kosta , sau sawal puchhta leki wo to uska meharban saya tha jisne aaj uski jan aur laj dono bacha li thi .
"tum wha jakr apne kapde badal lo ..vaise bhi andhera kafi ho gya h to kuchh jyada prblm nhi h" aatti ke liye huye kapde dekhkar sahil ne renuko ek teele ki taraf ishara karte huye kaha.

thanku bhai ,, thanku ,,,aaj ke bad upar wale se koi shikwa nhi karungi ...tumhare jaisa bhai usne meri jholi me dal diya aur kya chahung mai .." renu ek bar fir sahil se lipat gyai.

"pagal bahne bhaiyo ko thanx nhi bolti.. unki balaye leti h ...aur tune to itni bar rakshabandhan par meri balaye li h ..abhi to sirf ek bar ka karz utara h "

...sahil ne ab situation ko normal karte huye kaha

"jaa ab..bahut der ho chuki h "
sahil ne renu ko chhodate huye us se kaha .

thodi der bad sahil renu aur aarti ko lekar gahr par pahuch chuka tha ..ghar par kuchh bahane bana ne pade aur kisi ne jyada puchh tachh nhi ki ..qki sahil sath tha aur ghar walo renu aur sahil par aankh band karke bharosa karte the ..

thodi der aaram karne ke bad renu kitchen ki or badhi ...
"
mausi aap baitho m sab kam karti hu " aarti ne use rokte huye kaha ..renu ki tabiyat thik nhi thi usne shukriya ki nazro se aarti ki or dekha aur whi kitchen me baithkar aarti ko kam samjhane lagi..

"mausi agar aap ko koi bat karni ho ...kuchh aisi bat jo aap sahil se na kar sake to aap mujhse kar sakti ho ...kabhi bhi ..agr koi love vagairh ki bat h to aap bta dena ..m sahil se bat kr lungi .""..aarti apne dimag ke ghode daudati huyi boli.

renu ne aarti ki or dekha " thanx aarti...m kabhi tumhe sab kuchh bataungi bas aaj nhi ...kuchh palo ke liye mai bahek gyi thi aur mujhse ek paap ho gya ..mujhe aur kuchh samjh nhi aay aur us paap ke prayaschit ke liye m ek aur paap karne ja rhi thi "

"paap???...anayway chhodo in bato ko mujhe pata h aap bahut samjhdar aur seedhi ho..lekin galti to har insan se ho jati h ab aap sab bhool jao ...'mera sahil ' bahut achha h wo saab kuchh thik kar dega .. "' aarti kisi bade buzurg ki tarah use samjha rhi thi aur renu ke hotho par kafi der bat muskurahat aa gyi ...aarti ki massomiyat par aur uske in sabdo par " mera sahil "

"ha mujhe pta h ...heera h mera bhai " renu ne bhi fakr se kaha.

idhar sahil ke man me sawalo ka tufan chal rha tha ...usne is bat ko is tarah handle kiya taki renu ko glani ka ahsas na ho lekin use lag rha tha ki bat kuchh jyada hi serious thi ..

"rohan sun " kafi de bad usne rohan ko dekha jo ki thoda disturb sa lag rha tha ..

"jee mama"

"tere aur renu ke bich koi ladai hui h kya ??? "

"nhi to ..q mausi ne kuchh kaha???" rohan to shatir khiladi tha ..use pata tha renu kabhi ye bat kisi se nhi kahegi ..

"kuchh nhi aise .. aaj wo thodi disturb thi ...rohan ek bat jan le ..renu meri behan h aur m use apni jan se jyada manta hu ...agar kisi ne bhi life me uske sath koi fareb kiya to m us se uski zindagi ki har khusi chheen lunga ...fir chahe wo koi bhi kyu na ho "

sahil janta tha ki rohan chahe na bataye lekin kuchh to kiya tha usne .


sahil chah kar bhi is samay uspar koi dabav nh dal sakta tha ...wo uski didi ka beta tha aur use sirf shak hi tha ..koi saboot nhi tha uske paas aur na hi use sachhai ka pta tha ....jab tak aarti use kuchh nhi bata deti wo kuchh nhi kar sakta tha ...aur aarti par wo koi dabav nhi dalna chahta tha ..lekin use itni khusi thi ki usne apni behan ko bacha liya tha .

thodi der bad sab log khana kha kar baher baothe the ...renu apne kamre me upar thi aur rohan T.V dekh rha tha ..

kya sahil sari taiyari ho gyiparso hme niklna h " didi ne puchha.

"didi mai aap lOgo ke sath nhi aa rha hu " sahil ki is bat se sabse jyada hairani aarti ko hui thi aur shayad dukh bhi .

sahil ki bat se aarti gaur se uski or dekhne lagti h ....

"q??? abhi tak to tu tyar tha fir ab kya ho gya " didi ne puchha.

"jee wo bhaiya se bat huyi to wo kah rhe the ki pahle mai allahabad kuchh din rahkar taiyari kar lu ...delhi me coaching ka standard bahut high hota h aur m abhi suru karne ja rha hu to mujhe problem hogi ..fir agar jarurat padi to delhi aa jaunga ." sahil ne didi ko dheeraj se huyi bate batayi .

"ab bhai ye to tum log hi behtar janoge ..wha aarti ka bhi admission karan h ...ye medical ki taiyari karna chahti h ..tu chala hota to sabkuchh dekh leta ..kaun si coaching achchhi h kaun si nhi "

"kya mummy aap bhi...m kya koi bachchhi hu ,,,m khud apne kam kar sakti hu..aur isme kaun si badi bat h " aarti ne tunak kar kaha ...

agar koi aur din hota to sahil aarti ko chhedne ke ye mauka kabhi na chhodata aur fir un dono ko ladai suru ho jati ...lekin aaj wo samjh rha tha ki aarti ko bura laga h ...aur achchha to khud use bhi nhi lag rha tha .

sahil chup chap wha se uthakar chala jata h..sahil ka man janta tha ki bhiya ne aisa q kaha ..abhi unki bhi finacial condition itni achchhi nhi thi ki wo delhi jaise mehnge city ka kharch de pate ...wo sab samjhta tha ..aur use bhiaya ki bat sahi bhi lagi thi .lekin wo ye bat kisi ko bol nhi sakta tha..aisi hi rhi thi sahil ki zindagi ---dil me apne ghamo ko chhupaye hamesa hansta muskurata , khuisya bant ta .

renu aur rohan ka aamna samna nh hua tha tab se aur sab logo ko sab kuchh samanya lag rha tha ...kuchh der bate karne ke bad sab log sone ke liye chal diye .


aaj subah bhi roj ki tarah hi thi ..sahil kheto par tha ,maa papa ke sath , renu ghar ke kamo me aur didi yuhi idhar udhar ...rohan ab khud renu ke pas jane ki himmat nhi kar rha tha ..use pta tha ki ab renu ka bharam tut chuka h aur usne mobile me uski sar kARtoot dekh li h .
aur aarti abhi tak soyi huyi .


dopher tak sb log ghar aa chuke the ,,,khana pina khakar sab aaram kar rhe the ..aaj subah se hi aarti sahil ke samne nhi aayi thi ...wo janta tha ki aarti us se naraj h ..lekin wo use manane nhi gya ...kya kah kar mananta ..dil to uska bhi tha uske sath hi jane ka .

sahil kha kar thodi der bistar par leta ki use need aa gyi...aur fir uski aankh khuli jab kisi ne uska kandha pakdakr jor se hilaya..

sahil ne dheere se aankhe kholi...samne aarti khadi thi..

"mujhe ghumne chalna h " aarti muh fulaye bol rhi thi...sahil ko samjh me nhi aaya ki wo hukm de rhi h ya request kar rhi h .

abhi aata hu 5 minut me " sahl bolta hua washroom me ghus gya .

"thodi der aarti aur sahil fir se unhi kheto ki patli pag dandiyo par chale ja rhe the..lekin aaj thode udas se aur ekdusre se thode naraj se .

"kuchh bol nhi sakte ...muh me juban nhi h ??? " aarti ne usko chup chap dekha to aur tap kar boli.

tum bhi to chup ho " sahil ne kaha.

"to aur kya karu ...kl mujhe jana h ..ek bar bhi dil me aaya ki chalo jar kuchh bate kar loo kal chali jayegi ?????...nhi ...mer kya vajood h..tumhe to bas apni kitabo se matalb hota h ..thik h ..ja rhi hu na ab kabhi nhi aaungi .."

sahil ko pta tha aarti naraz h lekin itni naraz ye nhi pta tha ..

use thoda dukh ho rha tha aur thodi si khusi bhi ...

"achchha sorry ... fir q nhi aaogi ...tum nhi aaogi to kya m delhi nhi aa paunga ..bolo? " sahil ne is bar uski aankho me jhankte huye dekha.

bato hi bato me dono nadi ke kinare par pahuch chuke the ..aur ek bade se paththar par baith gye...lekin aaj sahil aarti ke pas baitha tha .

aarti sahil ko delhi jane ke liye force nhi karna chahti thi ..wo chahti thi sahil apna sapna pura kare fir chahe wo delhi rhe ya allahabad.


dono ke bich fir khamosi thi ..is bar khamosi sahil ne todi ..."achcha suno ,, renu ne kuchh bataya tumhe ???? "

"nhi , bas itna kaha ki m behak gyi thi "

chalo jane do ....m us se nhi puchhunga ...wo jab chahegi khud bata degi ...m nhi chahta ki whi bate uske man me ghumti rhe ..waise meri behan kafi samjhdar h ..lein galti to har insan se hoti h ..ab wo kabhi dubara aisi galti nhi karegi , mujhe pura yakeen h ." sahil ne kaha .

hmm...tum allahbd kab jaoge..?? aarti ne puchha .

"kal tum logo ko station chhodata hua whi se nikal jaunga ...nhi to kal se ghar par achcha nhi lagega"

"q ????????, kyu nhi achchha lagega .." aarti ab use tang karne lagi thi... jabki ye to wo bhi janti thi ki shil kya bol rha h .

sahil bhi samjh chuka tha ki ab wo use chidha rhi h ..

"wo ek jungali billi rhti h hamre ghar aur wo kal chali jayegi " sahil ne bhi maje liye .

achchaaaaaaaaa...m jungali billi hu ..aur khud tum kya ho...jungli ullu ??

aarti buri tarah se chidh gyi ,,

"nhi m wo billa hu jiski billi ja rhi h " achanak hi sahil ke muh se nikal gya ..aur fir wo sahrminda hokar niche ki or dekhne lga ...aarti ko hasi aa gyi ..usne sahil ko aur paresan karne ke liye thode kade lahje me puchha ...

"kya bole tum .????..jara fir se to bolna "

sahil ko lga aarti ko sach mr bura lag gya ...

"sorry,,, galti se muh se nikal gya " sahil ne sar jhukaye udas hote huye kaha.

aarti ko uska udas chera dekhkar aur tej hasi aagyi ,...


"mujhe pta h bhodu ram...tumhare muh se galti se hi nikla h ...tum me himmat hi nhi ki jan boojhkar aisa bolo ..wo bhi kisi ladki ko "
aarti ko hasta dekh sahil ki samjh me aa gya ki wo uski tang khich rhi thi ...

":achchha ..to tu mujhe bas tang kar rhi thi ...sadeli si ...m kya darta hu kisi se ..m kisi bhi ladki ko kuchh bhi bol sakta hu samjhi ..aur fir to koi ladki thodi na h "'

achha..kya bole m ladki nhi hu??? ..how dare u??? ..kya hu m fir ..haaa..btao to jara????..."

""are baba mera matlab mere liye ' koi bhi ladki' to nhi ho na ...tu to meri bhanji h ..fir mai tujhe dusri ladkiyo jaisa kaise samjh sakta hu ..matlab aur ladkiyo jaisi ladki nhi h mere liye ...ye bol rha tha " sahil ne ab apn safai pesh ki .

"hmmm..ye to sahi bat h ..achchaa to m sirf aapki bhanji hu????? "


"nhi tu meri pyari si dost h bhi h ..aurrrrrrr.......?"

aur kya " aarti ne gaheri nazro se uski or dekhte huye puchha ..

aur bhi kuchh h tu "

"batao na aur kya ???"

bata du..bura to nhi manegi???"

aarti ne na me sar hilaya ..uska dil jor se dhadak rha tha ..sahil use achchha lagne lga tha ..aur dil ke kisi kone me uske liye dosti se badhkar kisi riste ne janm le liya tha ...lekin shayad aarti ko abhi is bat ka ahsas nhi tha .

"nhi bura man jayegi ..jane de "

"batao..nhi bataoge to jarur bura man jaungi "


"aur..aur...aur tu ek jangli billi h ..ha..ha..ha"

sahil uthakr bhagta hua bola ..use pta tha abki bar aarti use nhi chhodegi .

"youuuuu......how dare u...abhi thik karti hu tumhe ...." aarti teji se uske pichhe bhagi .

sahil pichhe mudmud kar aarti ko chidha rha tha aur bhag rha tha ..aarti lagbhag usko pakdne hi wali thi ki uska pair ek patthar se takraya aur is se pahle uska sar kisi dusre pathar par padta sahil ne use apni baho me tham liya aur dono ek sath jameen par gir pade ....sahil ne aarti ko safe bacha liya tha ...sahil pith ke bal niche jameen par gira tha aur aarti uske baho me kaid thik uske upar ...

cotton ke suit me kaid uske gathe huye dudhiya color ke boobs sahil ki sine me gade huye the ...sahil ne jo se usko baho me jakda hua tha aur aarti ke lab uske labo ke ekdam pas ..itne pas ki dono ko ekdusre ki sanse mahsoos ho rhi thi ..aur aarti ki julfo ki kuchh laten sahil ke chehre par latki huyi thi ..dono mano kisi aur hi duniya me the ..kisi ko kuchh khabar nhi thi ..mano ek lamha tham sa gya tha .dono ek dusre ki aankho me ek tak dekh rhe the ..

aarti ne jane kis bhawna ke aavesh me baehkar apni gulab ki pankhudiya sahil ke labo par rakh di.
sahil aarti ke hotho ki madhur mithas se mantramugdh sa ho jata h ...aarti dhhere se uske hoth ke upar upne hoth ragad deti h ..dono hi anadi the ..dono ke hoth aaj pahli bar kisi dusre ke hotho ko chhu rhe the aur sabse badi bat ki unke man me romance ya sex jaise koi feelings nhi thi ...ye sabkuchh bahut achanak se ho gya tha ..sahil dheere se apna hath aarti ke balo me ferta h aur dhhere se uska sar niche ki or khich leta h ..dono ke hoth puri tarah se ek dusre ke muh ko band kar lete h aur dono ki aankhe band ho gyi thi...dono me se koi kuchh bhi harkat nhi kar rha tha ...karib 2 min bad sahil ki chetna mano wapas aayi ho ...

usne jaldi se aarti ko apne upar se htakar ek taraf kiya aur apne kapde par lagi ret jhadne laga...aarti jmeen par padte hi uth kar khadi ho jati h aur wo bhi apne kapde jhad kar aage badh jati h ...mano sahil ka samna karne ki himmat na ho ...sahil bhi uske pichhe chal deta h ...dono ke hi man me ek hi vichar aa rhe the ...

" wo mere bare m kya scoh rha hoga/ hogi "

dono hi is bat ko jante the ki dosto ke bich shayad ye nhi hota lekin ye bhi sach tha ki kisi ne bhi ye janbujh kar nh kiya tha .

sahil janta tha ki aarti bhale hi sokh, chanchal ho lekin in sab mamlo me bahut seedhi h...aur ab use ye dar lag rha tha ki aarti is bat ko lekar guilty na feel kare ..usi aarti ko is bat ka ahsas dilana tha ki wo aisa bikul nhi sochata ..wo teji se aage badh ta h aur aarti ke bara bar aakar chalne lagta h ...aarti sar jhukaye chalti ja rhi thi ..

sabil ne aarti ka hath pakad liya , aarti whi ruk gyi..

"ye kya kar rhe h aap ..chhodiye mera hath " aarti ruansi hote huye boli..jo ararti thodi der pahle use tum tum bol kar uska sar kha rhi thi ab whi use aap kahkar bat kar rhi thi ..

sahil hath nhi choodata h bas uski or dekhta rahta h ..

"plzz..mama..leave me my hand "

"aarti plzz...ham dono jante h ki wha jo kuchh hua usme kisi ki koi galti nhi h ...mai tum par apne aap se jyada bharosa karta hu ..aur mujhe umeed h i tum bhi agr utna nhi to thoda bharosa to mujh par karti hi ho ...karti ho na??? " sahil uska hath pakde ghutno ke bal baithkar uski aankho me dekhte huye bole ja rha tha aur aarti ko uski ek ek bat apne dil me utarti mahsoos ho rhi thi . .

maine aap ko to kuchh nhi kaha na ??? " aarti ki aankho me aansu bhar aaye the .

"ha tumne mujhe kuchh nhi kaha ..lekin agr tum khud ko guilty samjhogi to mujhe bhi guilty feel hoga ..plz...agr tum mujh par bharosa karti ho to apne aap par bhi bharosa rakho .......hm dono dost h aur puri zindagi rahenge ..insan kabhi kabhi kisi kmjor lamhe ka shikar ho jata h ...lekin iska ye matlab nhi ki wo insan ya wo rishta kalnkit ho gya...rishte kalankit tab ho jate h jab usme wasna ghar kar jaye ...pyar kabhi wasna ka roop nhi leta ....aur pyar har rishte me hota h ...fir chahe wo ghar pariwar ke logo ke liye ho , pati patni ka ho ...lovers ka ho ...ya fir dosto ka ho....agr hmare man me kisi ke liye ijjat h , maan h ,to wo itni chhoti bato se nhi khatm hota .....aarti ishte nibhane ke liye sabsi badi cheej hoti h vishwas, ek dusre ke upar bharosa ...apne kisi bhi rishte me kabhi galatfahmi mat aane do ...tum kuchh aur samjhti rahi aur m kuchh aur ..aur ek din jab tak sachchai ka pta chale tb tak duriya itni badh chuki ho ki ab unhe tay karna mumkin hi na ho ...aarti mujhe tum par aur apne rishte par pura bharosa h ...aur m janta hu ki tumhe bhi h ....h na aarti ???? itna bharosa to h na apni dosti par ?????? "


aarti ke ankho ke aansu jo ab tak thahre the ab motiyo ka roop lekar uske najuk galo ko bhigo rhe the ..

sahil uski aankho ke aansu dekhkar kahda ho jata h aur apne hatho se unhe saf karne lagta h ...

aarti bina kuchh bole uske gale lag jati h .."".thank u ....thank u so much...aap sach me bahut achchhe ho ...thank u for being my freind..."

sahil bi usko apni baho me sama leta h ..aur uske reshmi balo me hath ferta hua use chup karane lagta h ...aarti ko rona ab ruk chuka tha lekin wo u hi sahil se chipke huye subak rhi thi ...

"'ek to ye tum ladkiyo ke aankho me hamesa hi ganga yamuna aabad rahti h ..kuchh hua nhi ki aansu aane suru ...bhagwan jane kaun si supply h water ki jo kabhi khatm hi nhi hoti " sahil ab use normal karne ki kosis kar rha tha ..aur isme use jyada waqt nhi laga..lekin abki bar jo bat aarti ne boli wo sahil ke dil k chhu gayi thi ..aur use laga ye masoom si dikhne wali , natkhat si ladki kitni sachchi h aur kitna pyaraa h iska dil ...

aarti boli ...--" ha hum ladkiya bahut aansu bahati h ...jante ho q???...qki ham tum ladko ke hisse ke aansu bhi apni aankho se baha deti h ...taki tumhari aankho me kabhi aansu na aayen."

sahil ko bahut pyar aaya tha uski is bat par ..lekin ab wo aur emotional nhi hona chah rha tha ...

""ha lekin hm to ladkiyo ki bat kar rhe the na,,,,aur tu to meri jangli billi h na""" sahil ne uske chehre ko gaur se dekhte huye bade srious andaz me kaha..

"aap bahut gande ho ....ha nhi to ...i hate u ..." bolti huyi aarti sahil ke seene par pyar se ghuse marne lagi aur fir dono ladte jhagdte ghar ki or chal diye...

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""tum ne khana nhi khaya abhi???????????"" sahil ki aawaz par aarti atit ki yado se bahar nikal aayi ...ghadi par nazar dali to rt ke 1.30 baj chuke the ...


tum se hi puchh rha hu " use chup dekh kar sahil ne thode gusse se puchhaa.

jjeeeee wo aap so gye the ...maine aapko jagaya nhi ...m abhi garam kar deti hu ""

"to kya tum mere hatho se khati ???????..m sogya tha to tum kha leti...???"'sahil ne nafrat se aarti ko ghudak diya ..aarti ko teer ki tarah uski bate lagi ..uski aankho me aansu aa gye ..

"jee wo maine soch sath me khayenge .......aur aapke khye bina m kaise ...sorryyyyy"" aarti ne teji se apni ankho ko ragda aur andr ki or bhag gyi ..apni aankho ke aansu sahil se chhupane ki nakam kosis ki thi usne.

sahil ko khud par kafi gussa aaya .....""sala m bhi kaisa insan hu ..itni rat tak baithi wo mera wait kar rhi thi aur ab maine use rula diya ...laanat h mujh par""" ...tabhi use apne bite din yad aaye aur ek bar fir vicharo ne palti khayi ...""" ha to thik h na ...kya maine kaha tha wait karne ko ...""" sahil inhi khyalo me uljha hua tha tabhi aarti khana garam karke lakar table par lagane lagi ...sahil dhyan se uski or dekh rha tha ...wo normal dikhne ki kosis to kar rhi thi lekin sahil se kab uski dil ki kaifiyat chhup payi thi jo aaj chhup jati...wo janta tha ki aarti andar ro kar aayi h ....


aarti ne table par uska khana laga diya au aur akar door rrakhi chair par baith gyi.

"ab ye kya h ....tumhe nhi khana h ???" sahil ne puchha ...aarti chup rhi ..

"tumhi se puchh rha hu damn it ..reply me ???"" sahil ne gusse se chikhte huye kaha.

"aap ko kab fikar rhi h meri ???" aarti ne dabdabayi aankho se kaha.

aarti ke is jwab ne sahil ka sara gussa thanda kar diya .. "".kash tumhe pata hota ki tumhari fikar karte karte hi aaj is hal me pahuch gya nu mai " sahil ne apne man me socha aur khana suru kar diya .

dono hi apni kosiso me lage huye the --- aarti apne pyar ko wapas lane ki kosis me aur sahil apne dil me bhare pyar ko chhupane ki kosis me.
aarti ek tak sahil ko dekhe ja rhe thi ...aur sahil yeh dikhawa karte huye khana kha rha tha ki usi aarti ki koi fikar nhi h ...sahil khana khakr wapas apne bistar par chala jata h aur aankhe band karke sone ki kosis karta rahta h ..aarti bhi chup chap uthakar apne bed par aa jati h aur light off kar deti h ...pura kamra night bulb ki dudhiya roshani me nahaya hua tha .

sahil kosis to bahut kar rha tha sone ki lekin need aankho se koso door thi ..rah rah kar yhi bat use bar bar khal rhi thi ki aarti ne khaana nhi khaya..,,, subah se kitni thak gyi h aur ab.... shittt....thodi der aur lete rahne ke bad us se rha nhi jata...aur wo uth jata h ...
aarti jo pas hi pade dusri charpayi par leti thi abhi jag hi rhi thi ...light on hone aur fir bartano ke khatar-patar ki aawaz use aaa rhi thi par wo dusri or muh karke leti thi aur palatkar nhi dekhti ...

"utho ,khana kha lo " aarti ke kano me sahil ki aawaz padi aur mano shahad ghol gyi ho wo bate...

"mai janti hu sahil tum aaj bhi mujhe utna hi chahte ho ...tumhari narazagi jayaz h ...tumne ane upar ye sakhti ki deewar jo bna rakhi h ,use muhe todana h ....uske andar aaj bhi whi sone sa dil h meri jaan ka . mai janti hu .." aarti apne man me sochati hai par uthati nhi h .

"plzz...m janta hu tum jag rhi ho ...ab utho aur kha lo ...muh jaise insan ke liye ya meri vajah se khud ko takleef dene ki koi jaroorat nhi h...ab jab itna sara ahsan kar hi diya h to ek chhota sa aur kar do....plzz"

sahil ki un bato me pyar tha ,dard tha ,tadap thi ,shikayat thi aur sath hi sath bahut sari talkhi bi thi ...aarti ka dil ro utha tha ...wo ab sahil ko paresan nhi karna chahti thi ...wo chup chap utha ti h aur uski aankho me dekhti h ..sahil us se nazre nhi mila pata aur hath me pakda plate uski or badha deta h ...

sahil ke hath se plate lete huye aarti ka hath sahil ke hatho se chhu jata h aur sahil ki nazre chehre ki taraf uth jati h...aarti ki aankh bhar aayi thi ..par ye nhi maloom ki sahil ke pyar par ya uski shikayto par ...sahil aaj bhi aarti ke aansu nhi dekh sakta tha, use bahoot guilty feel hota h ...aisa hi ho rha tha sahil ke sath kuchh dino se...use aarti se lakho shikayate thi ... uski har jyadati use yaad thi ..achanak se sare contact khatm kar lena ,uske samne aane se bachna, uski berukhi ..sabkuchh yad tha use ..lekin jab bhi kabhi aarti ki aankho ke aansu dekhta sab kuchh bhool jata tha .....bas yad rahta to masoom chehra ,wo gahri jeel si kali aankhe aur un ankho me saje wo beshkimti moti.......jinki keemat aarti ki har ""bewafai"" se kahi jayad lagti thi sahil ko .

"sorry !" bas itna hi bolta h sahil aur wapas mud kar apne bistar me ghus jata h ..

subah sahil ki neend aarti ke jagane par khulti h ..wo bade pyar se uske balo me hath ferte huye use jaga rhi thi ..sahil ki aankhe jaise hi khulti h samne aarti ko khubsoorat chehra hota h ..pal bhar ke liye use apna dil hatho se jata mahsoos hota h lekin agle hi pal wo khud ko sambhal leta h aur dhhere se aarti ka hath hata deta h ...
"uthiye abhi hme joging par chalna h, uske bad halka breakfast fir aapko yoga ke liye jana h aur sham ko hm kahi baher chalenge ghumne "
aarti use sare programme samjha rhi thi ...

mujhe nhi kahi jana ..." sahil ne berukhi se kaha.

"sahil plzzz...aap meri galti ki sajaa khud ko mat dijiye ...mai aap ke liye kuchh na sahi to ek doctor aur patient ka rishta hi samjh ljiye hamare bich..." aarti ne shanti se jawab diya.


is bar sahil kuchh nhi bola ..thodi der me dono track suit pahne joging karne ke liye nikal jate h...sahil ke andar abhi bhi kafi kamjori thi aur use kafi dekhbhal ki jaroorat thi .... aarti ne sahil ki har tarah se dekh bhal ki thi lekin sahil use apne kareeb aane ka koi mauka nhi deta tha...koi bahut jaroori bat hoti thi tabhi dono ek dusre se bolte nhi to bas apna routine follow karte....


aarti ki din rat ki dekhbahl rang lane lagi thi aur sahil ke chere par pahle jaise chamak aane lage thi ,,..is jagah ke khule mahaul me sahil kafi comfartable feel kar rha tha ab..ab use kamjori ka ahsa bhi nhi hota tha ..aur ab wo kafi der tak joging karta ..aarti thodi der joging karti fir sahil ko kasarat karte dekhti ...wo ab pahle ki tulna me kafi majboot dikhta tha ... ..sahil ko puri tarah thik dekhkar use apni jeet ka ahsas hone laga tha ..uska sahil tan se to pahle jaisa ho gya th aab uske man ko pahle jaisa karna tha ....unhe yha aaye lagbhag 12 dn ho gaye the ..in 12 dino me un dono me koi khas bat chit nhi huyi thi ..din bhar ek set routine ko follow karna aur sham ko aarti sahil ko kahi ghumne liwa jati ...lekin sahil sahayd aarti ko maf nhi kar paa rha tha aur isilye wo jayada se jayad aart ko avoid hi karna chata tha ..

,,aaj subah bhi wo roj ki tarah usi park me tehal rhe the . jeevn vatika ke andar hi yeh park banaya gya tha ...kafi bada park tha ..kinare kinare par kafi choude road banaye gaye the jiske dono or kyariyo me phool lage the ...bahut sare log wha subah ke waqt tahlte the ...aarti sahil ke sath dheere dheere tahal rhi thi ..

sahil aur us me kuchh bat chit nhi ho rhi thi ...

"hey , aarti ..pahchana???"'

samne se aa rhi do ladkiyo me se ek ne uske pas se niklate samay ruk kar puchha.....
"ummm..sorry yar ..chehre se to lag rha h mili hu bt yad nhi aa rha kha??? "

"are mai aditi , tumhari classmate aarushi ki badi sister ..u remember tum hamre ghar aayi thi ...pryag me ..yaad aaya "


"ooo..haa..haa...kaisi h aap ??.aarushi kaha h aajkl...thik h na ab wo ??"

"ha ..she got mariied .... SOMESH se shadi ki usne ....i hope u know shomesh ..???""..apne ghar h...bikul thik h ab wo ... "

"ohh..thtz so nice ...aap ko ek bat batau somesh use bahut pyar karta tha aur bahut pahle se pyar karta tha ...lekin tab aarushi uske sachche pyar ko pahchan nhi payi thi ..anyway happy ending ..he he...aur bataaye..aap log yha ??? "


"wo use bahut pahle se use bahut pyar karta tha " in sabdo ko sunkar anayas hi sahil ki nazar aarti ki or uth jati h aur dono ki nazre mil jati h ...dono ladkiya gaur se is bat ko dekhti h ..aur kuchh kuchh andaza lagane lagti h .

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""haa..wo mere uncle yha ke chief neurosurgeon ho gye h to hm unhi se milne aaye the ..tum batao .. aur ye kaun h ???- pahli bar ladki ne sahil ki or dhyan diya,,aur aarti se puchhte samay uski aankho me kafi sharart thi jise aarti ne bakhoobi mahsoos kya..

""woo..wo...aap chaliye m aati hu " aarti ne sahil ko whi khada dekhar kaha ..ab wo sahil ke samne bhala kya batati k wo uska kaun h.

achchha to ... tumhare '' wo '' hai??? " ladki ne shararat se aankh nachate huye kaha

"kya didi aap bhi ...aarti sharma jati h "

"achchha achchha jane de ... shadi kar li aur bataya bhi nhi...kya karte h tumhare wo ....aur yha q ???""

"nhi di shadi nhi ki h abhi ....(aarti ko sahil se apni shadi ke bat kafi achchhi lag rhi thi )... jee wo IAS h..inka accident ho gya tha ..ab sab normal to h leki n docotr ne kahi khuli jagah jane ko bola tha to socha yha thik rhega"
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"achchaa kiya dear ..chalo hm chalte h ..shadi par jaroor bulana ..bye dear "

"jaroor didi , bye "

dodno ladkiya agge badh jati h aur aarti bhi teji se chalte huye sahil ke karib aa jati h ..

"meri freind ki sister thi ..." aarti bina puchhe hi sahil ko batane lagti h ..

"uske boy friend ne use dhokha diya tha ..usne suicide attempt kiya tha par hostel ke hi ek ladke ne use bacha liya ..aur un dono ne shadi kar li ...bahut pyar karta tha wo us se " aarti ne sahil ke man ko tatolane ke liye bola .

"""hmm?? pyar karta tha ? pyar ...dosti ..sb dhokha h ..sab sali matlab ki duniya h ...koi pyar vyar nhi hota duniya mai...agr aap ke din achche h to sab aapke dost h , sab aap se pyar karte h aur agr bure din aa gaye to apna saya bhi sath chhod deta h ..agr tum chahti ho ki hamre bich thoda bahut jo kuch bacha h wo bacha rhe to plzzzzz...for god sake ...mujhse dosti .pyar mohbbat in sab ki bate mat kiya karo ..bhaarosa uth gya h mera in sab bato se aur in rishto se .." sahil bolta ja rha tha aur aarti ka dil me uski har bat teer ki tarah chubhti ja rhi thi .

.""pyar karta tha...huuuunnhh..... maine bhi to bahut pyar kiya tha tumse ..kya hua us pyar ka??? ka hua us dosti ka ???? kya maine tumse kabhi uski keemat mangi ??? pyar me koi khwahish ki ??? are mera pyar to nischhal tha ...nishpaap tha ..kya kami thi mere pyar ..maine to kabhi pyar pane ki kosis bhi nhi ki ..bas pyar karta gaya..pyar nibhata gya... ...bahut jyada pyar...apni jaan se jyada pyar ...jaane do aarti ..tumhe bhi koi dosh kyu du .???.....ek hare huye insaan se kyu koi rishta rakhega ....aur us samay to m ek hara hua insaan hi tha ...sab ne chhod diya , to tumne bhi chhod diya ....lekin plz ab dosti ar pyar ka nam mat liya karo mere samne ..tumhare muh se ye bate achchhi nhi lagti...""


sahil ne apne dil ki sari bhadas nikal di aur aarti ke aankho ke aansu mano jam se gaye the ...wo chup chap teji se chalte huye apne room ki or badh gyi ..room me pahuchhate hi wo bathroom me ghus gayi aur buri tarah se tootkar rone lagi..
aarti washroom me bejar hokar roye ja rhi thi ....aisa kyaa kar diya maine sahil ki aapne aaj mujhe itna paraaya kar diya ...aapne mujhse bahut pyar kiya mai janti hu ...lekin maine bhi aap se utna hi pyar kiya h ...aap q nahi samjh paye ??? maine bhi pyar nibhaya h sahil ...mera pyar bhi sachcha h...mera pyar bhi nishpaap hai......maine to khyalo me bhi aap ki siway kisi aur ke bare me nahi socha ......aaj bhi mere dil me wahi pyar wahi ijjat h aapke liye ...maine aapke sath jyadati ki h mai janati hu....lekin ye saja hum dono ne bhugti h ...aap se 5 sal door mai kaise rhi hu sirf mai hi janti hu ...lekin ab nahi rah sakti ...ab nahi rahoongi ...plz sahil ek bar mujhe maf kar do ...plzzzz..maf kar do mujhe ...maf kar do apni aarti ko ..."""

aarti bilakh kar rone lagi ...


udhar baher room me baitha sahil aaj fir apne aap se khafa ho rha tha ....

.""sala kya jaroorat thi us se shikwa karne ki ...jab 5 sal tak bina kuchh kahe , bina kuchh puchhe mai chup chap sab sahta chala aaya to fir aaj kya jarurat thi ????
aarti mere dil me tumhare liye nafart nahi h ...chahu bhi to tumse nafart nahi kar sakta ...tumhare sath kuchh pal bitane ki tamnna me to mai yha chala aaya...lekin kya karu ..dil ke kisi kone me ek tees si uthati h ...ye sochkar ki kya kiya tha maine aisa jo tumne itani badi saja suna di mujhe ...aur itna haq bhi nahi diya ki ek bar puchh saku ki tumne aisa kyu kiya mere sath .......aur jab ye tees uthati h to mai apne aap me nahi rah pata ..aarti duniya ki aisi koi takat nhi thi jo mujhe tumse alag kar deti lekin jab tumne hi juda hone ka farmaan suna diya to mai kis se ladta ..kis se tumhe chhinta ..tumne to mujhe zahar bhi peen ka hkam diya aur fir na marne ka vada bhi le liya ..tumhi batao mai kya kata ?????...kya karta tumhara sahil..?????........."
sahil ka dil bhari ho aay tha..wo wahi room me kapde change karta h aur jeans t- shirt me baher ki or chal deta h ..

aarti thodi der bad apne aansuo ko sambhalte huye washroom se baher nikalti h ...kamre me har taraf nazar daudati h par use sahil kahi nhi dikhta ...sahil... sahil......... wo aawaz deti h par sahil kahi nhi dikhta . aarti ko sahil ki chinta hone lagti h ...

dopehar ke 1 baj chuke the aur sahil abhi tak laut kar nhi aaya tha ....aarti ke dil me bure bure khyal aa rhe the ...wo janti thi ki sahil ne car ka accident janboojh kar kiya tha...uski shadi ki bat ko sahil bardast nhi kar paya tha aur usne khud ko khatm karne ki kosis ki thi ....aur yhi shanka fir se uske man me aa rhi thi ..kahi sahil fir se waisa koi kadam na utha le ....
breakfast aur lunch dono table par jaise ka taisa laga hua tha ...aarti ne kuchh bhi nahi khaya tha ...aaj wo apne rab se sahil ki salamati ki duayen mang rhi thi ...aur us ki duayen rang layi ...sahil ko andar aat dekh uski jan me jan aayi ....

"kaha gaye the aap " aarti ne zabt karte huye puchha ...sahil pas rakhe sofe par baithe apne shoes ke lays khol raha tha ..aarti ki bato ka koi jawab nahi diya unse...shoes uthakar rakhte samy uski nazr table par jati h jaha lbreakfast aur kunch laga hua pada tha ..saf pata chal rha tha ki use chhuuaa bh nhi gya hai..sahil samjh jata h ii aarti ne subah se kuchh bhi nhi khaya hai ...

mujhe bhookh lagi h ..lunch garam karke lao "
sahil uski bato ko unsuna karta hua washroom ki or badhata hai ..lekin aarti uski raste me aa jati h .


sahil apni nazre dusri or kar leta h .

" hato mere aage se "

"kaha gaye the???? " aarti ne fir se puchha ..

"ek friend ke yha gaya tha "

"mujhe bataa kar nahi ja sakte the "

"maine jaroori nahi samjha tumhe batana"

""ha nahi jaroori hu mai tumhare liye ...tumahri kuchh bhi nahi hu mai ...lekin mere sab kuchh ho tum ...kal bhi sab kuchh the aur aaj bhi sabkuchh ho ...janti hu mai ki mai kuchh nhi hu lekin tumne to gairo par bhi ahsan kiye h ..gair samjh kar hi ek ahsan kar do mujh par ....mujhe apne hatho se mar do ...aise tadpa tadpa kar kyu mar rhe ho ...ek bar me hi mar do ...agr mujhe gunahgar man hi liya hai to saj bhi de do ...jo chaho sajaa de do ...lekin..plzz khud ko itni takleef mat do ...tumhe huyi har takleef par ek maut marti hai tumhari aarti ...tumne to is duniya se jane ki taiyari kar li ...mere bare me socha bhi nahi ......." aarti aaj 5 barso se dabi apni bhawnao ka sagar uske kadmao me udel rhi thi .

."""aap ko hospital me dekhkar kuchh pta hai kitni maute mari hu mai....aapki ek ek dhadakan ke liye lakho mannate mangi h maine ....aap nahi jante sahil ...aap kuchh nahi jante ...kuchh bhi nahi.. .maine aapke sath bewfai nahi ki hai sahil ..maine bhi apna pyar nibhaya hai .....apki aarti bahut majboor thi sahil ..bahoot majboor ..""
aarti jo pahle sahil ka collar pakad kar uski aankho me dekhkr bate kar rhi thi ab uske kadmo me padi huyi bilakh rahi thi ..sahil ke pairo se lipti thi aarti..

sahil mano boot ho gya tha...uska shari jaise sunn ho gya tha ...aarti . jiska ek aansu wo sah nahi paata tha , aaj uske kadmo me padi apni safai de rahi thi ...itna patthar to n tha sahil ..kisi jamane me aarti ko tootkar chaha tha aur sachchi mohaabat itani jaldi bhaal kaise mar jati .

 

[Aashiq]

UPDATE 14


sahil aarti ko apne majboot bajuo me utha kar bistar par baitha deta h aur fir uske aansu ponchhata hai ....pas pada pani gilas me use peene ke liye deta hai aur fir lunch lekar kitchen me chala jata hai.

thodi der bad wo ek bade se plate me kahan lgakar aarti ke bagal me baith jat hai ...

"lo kha lo " sahil apne hath ke nivale ko aarti ke hotho tak le jata hai.

aarti uski aankho me dekhti hai aur fir aarti ki aankho se aansu ki do bunde ludhak jati hai ...

"lo ..plzzz rowo mat ..kha lo ..i m sorry "

"ab kabhi aap aise mujhe chhod kar nahi jaoge na" ..aarti dabadabyi aankho se sahil se puchhati hai .

"ha nahi jaunga ..lo kha lo " aansuo se bhiga masoom chera sahil ki dil ka karar loot rha tha ..."shhh aaj bhi kitne majboor kar dete h mujhe tumhar aansu " sahil ke dil ke kisi kone me ek dard utha .

aarti sahil ke hatho se khane lagti h aur apne hatho se sahil ko khilane lagti h ..sahil thoda jhijhakata hai fir aarti ki khusi ke liye kha leta hai ..

thodi der bad sahil aarti ko bed par litakar uske upar chaddar udha deta hai ..

"tum thoda aaram kar lo mai abhi baher se aat hu "
sahil baher nikal jata h .

bahar ka mausam kuchh bhari sa ho rha tha aur sahil ke dil ka mausam bhi ...


"aarti tum mera dard nahi samjh sakti ...chalo thik h ,, aaj tak maine jo kiya tumhari khusi ke liye kiya hai....ek bar fi se tumhari khusi ke liye khus ho lunga " sahil man me sochane lagta hai ...tabhi uske cell par call aane lagta hai .
rahul ka nam screen par dekhkar sahil ke hotho par muskan aa jati hai.

"kaisa hai meri jaan "
sahil ke call recieve karte hi rahul chahak kar bolta hai.

"ekdam mast yaraa...aur DSP saheb kya hal chal hai ?" sahil hamesa ki tarah rahul se bat karte huye kafi khus tha ...

"abe kyu khich rha hai ..aur bata tu kaisa h ??? ab health thik h "

"ha yar ekdam thik ...achchha sun tu mere wapsi ka ticket kara de ...bahut rest ho gya ..ab govt ko apne sewaye dete hai "

"ok boss ...pahle ek bar aarti se bat karwa uske bad ticket hoga ...nahi to tu bina pura fit huye hi wapas aa jayega "

"chal thik h abhi baher hu ..tu use hi call kar lena "

dono lagbhag 10 min bat karte hai ...fir achanak rahul bota hai..

""chal achcha laga bat karke tujhse ..mujhe to laga kahi tu bhool to nahi gaya..isliye call kiya ""

"yar tujhe kaise bhool sakta hu ..ek tu hi to hai apna..." sahil ne dil se kaha

"nahi mere yar ..koi hai jo tujhe mujhse bhi jyada chahta hai ...bahut jyada ..."

sahil janta to tha ki rahul kis ki bat kar rha tha lekin wo anjaan bante huye bolta hai .."kaun???"

""chal jyada bhola mat ban ...sahil..ek bat bolu ...jab koi chij hamare pas hoti h to hame uski kadar nahi hoti lekin jab wahi chij hamse chhin jati h ya hamse door chali jati h tab hame uski kami ka ahsa hota h ...""

rahul bole ja rha tha aur sahil ki ankho ke samne zindagi ka aayina saf hota ja rha tha ...

""aarti tere liye bahut tadapi hai... ...jab tu hospital me tha to kitni hi rate usne jagte huye aur rote huye gujari ... aisa lgata tha ki teri har dhadkan se uski har dhadkan judi hai ...din rat duaye mangi hai usne teri zindagi ki ......mai janta hu aur maine dekha hai ki zinadagi me tune kitna kuchh bardast kiya hai ..kitna ghut ghut ke jiya hai tu ...aur mai nahi janta ki uska jimmedar kaun hai ...lekin dost har insan ko life second chance jaroor milna chahiye .....apne past ko nazr me rakhkar apna future mat kharab karna ere yar ..bas yhi kahna tha .." rahul ne sahil ki zindagi aur aarti ke samrpan ki tulna kar di thi aaur faisal sahil ke hatho me chhod diya tha .

"thanx " sahil bas itna hi bolta hai aur is se jyada shyad use pta bhi nahi tha ki kya bole ..

sahil bat karte karte kafi door aa gya tha aur aasaman me kale kale badal aa gaye the ....aisa lag rha tha barish kis bhi pal ho jayegi .

thodi der bat kar ke sahil rahul ko bye bolta hai aur wapas room ki or chal deta hai ...

sahil ne aarti ke aankho ke aansuo se majboor hokar khus dikhane ka samjhauta to kar liya tha lekin abhi bhi ajeeb kas- makash me tha ..aarti ko dil se maaf nahi kar paa rha tha ..aur shayad koi bhi na kar pata jab tak use haqiqat ka pta na chal jata .

sahi teji se l wapas aane lagta hai ..barish suru ho chuki thi aur sahil ab bheeg rha tha .

sahil apne room tak pahuchate pahuchate poori tarah se bhig gya tha ...darwaze par ek bar dastak dete hi aarti darwaaza kholti h mano wo usi ka wait kar rhi ho ...

aap bhig kaise gye ?"

wo thoda door nikal gya tha...barish suru ho gyi aur aate aate bhig gya " sahil ne dsuri taraf dekhte huye kahaa.

kya jaroorat thi door jane ki ...badal to dikh rhe the na aasman me ...sardi lag jayegi aapko ...aaiye andar au kapde bada lijiye ..." aarti ke man se mano sara bojh hat gya tha .ab wo sahil ke sath pure adhikar se bat kar rhi thi ...jaise koi premika apne premi ke sath ya koi patni apne pati ke sath karti hai ...lekin sahil abhi bhi us se nazre chura rha tha ..aarti aaj roj se jyada khili khili aur khus lg rhi thi aur uske chehre ki raunak ne uske sundarta me char chand lga diye the.

sahil andar se kapde badal kr aaakr sofe par baith jata hai..aarti hath me towel lekar uska sar se pani pochhane lagti hai ...sahil ko bahut sukoon mil rha tha aarti ko apne pas pakar ...aarti ke liye apne dil me basi chahat ko wo kabhi nahi nikal paya tha lekin jab bhi uske apne karib aate dekhta ya khud uske karib aane ki kosis karta ,aarti ke sitam use yad aa jate aur uske man me fir whi sawal aa jata

" aakhir meri galti kya thi ????????"

aarti bade pyar se sahil ke sar kko pochh rhi thi ...thodi der bad dono baith kar chai ki chuskiya le rhe the ...aarti T.V delh rhi thi aur sahil aarti ko ...aarti ne yellow colour ka full sleeve suit pahna hua tha aur ek bada sa dupaat uske vaksh sthal ko dhake huye tha ...kano me blue gereen jhumke aur gale me ek patli si neckless...sahil ne notice kiya ki aaj is 5 barso ke bad ki mulakat me pahli bar aarti ne ek chhoti si bindi apne mathe par lagayi thi ...aarti nazar lag jane ki had tak pyari lag rhi thi ...sahil uske saundarya me khoya hua sa ektak use hi nihare ja rha tha ...achanak aarti sahil ki or mudkar dekhti h aur sahil ko apni or takta pakar thodi nervous si ho jati h ....

"aise kya dekh rhe h???" aarti sharmate huye puchhati h ..barso bad aaj use sahi ki aankho me pyar nazar aaya tha ...

jwab dene ki bajay sahil jor se chhink deta h...aur fir bahut bari chhinke aati hai aur rat hote hote sahil ko tej bukhar aur common cold pure tarah se jakad chuka tha..

sahil halka phulka khana kha kar apne bed par let jata hai ..aarti bhi kha kar sahil ke pas aa jati ahi....sahil ko saans lene me thodi dikkat ho rhi thi aur fever ki vajah se sar dard bhi ho rha tha ...aarti sahil ki halat se bahut chintit ho jati h ...use sahil ko bhiga hua dekhakr hi aashanka ho gyi thi ki sahil ko sardi lag sakti h aur fir wo ek Dr ban ne wali thi to use itna knowledge to tha hi ..usne sahil ko kuchh medicine diya aur garam oil se sahil ke sar ki massaj karne lagi ..

sahil ki aankhe band thi aur aarti uske sirhane baithi uske sar ki masaj kar rhi thi ...

"mujhe thand lag rhi hai " sahil bolta hai .

barish fir se suru ho chuki thi aur is bar pahle se jayda tej thi ...tej tej hawaye bhi chal rhi thi .....aarti ne pahle hi kuchh kambal manga liye the ..use pta tha ki pahado par barish ke sath barf bari bhi ho jati hai aur fir thand lagti hai ...

aarti ne ek kambal lakar sahil ko udha diya aur fir se sahil ke sar dabane lagi ..

sahil kambal odhane ke bad bhi kaap rha tha lekin dusre kambal ke liye nhi bol rha tha ..use pta tha ki rat me aarti ko bhi kambal ki jaroorat padegi qki thand sach me lag rhi thi ..ha use fever ki vajah se thodi jyada lag rhi thi ...

sahil apne ghutano ko mod kar sar ki or kar leta hai ..arti samjh jati hai ki use abhi bhi thand lag rhi hai ...wo dusra kambal bhi la kar sahil ko udhane lagti hai ..


"nahi rahne do ...tum kya odhogi ???...mai thik hu ..itani bhi thand anhi hai ..."

"chup rahiye aap aur chup chap lete rahiye " aarti ki pyar bhari ghudaki use bahut achchhi lagi thi..bahut dino bad kisi ka itna apnepan se bhare hua pyar mila tha aur sahil kuchh fever ki vajah se aur kuchh aarti ki nazdiki ki vajah se usme khota ja rha tha ...sare shikwe gile mano kahi pichhe chhoot gaye the ..
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sahil chup ho jata hai aur aarti uske sar ki masaj karne lagti hai aur dhhere dheere uske balo me hath pherne lagti ahi...aarti ko lagta ahi ki sahil so gya ahi aur wo uthakar jane lagti hai ...

"thodi der aur karo na ..bahut sukoon mil rha hai "
sahil ki aavaj par aarti ke kadam whi rrok jate hai..aarti ki chre par khusi saf jhalak rhi thi ...barso bad sahil ne pyar se use apne liye kuchh karne ko kaha tha ..nhi to wo ya to khud sabkuchh kar rhi thi ya fir sahil majboori me use bolta ..lekin is bar aisa nhi tha ..

aarti dobara sahil ke pas baith jati hai aur is bar sahil ka sar apne god me rakhkar uske sar ko pyar se sahlane lagti hai aur fir si apni anguliya halki halki uske balo me fene lagti hai ...dono ke dilo me ek sukoon tha....ye lamha dono ko hi kuchh yad kara rha tha ...aise kitne hi lamhe jiye the dono ne lekin wo 5 sal pahle ki bat thi ...sahil ki aankho se aansu ki ek boond uske galo par chhalak jati hai ...aarti uske aansu dekhkar tadap utha ti hai ...
wo apne hatho se uske aansu pochh deti hai ..

" nahi sahil plzz ab aur nahi ...plzz...meri khatir " aarti ki apni khd ki aavaz aansuo me bhigi si lag rhi thi
sahil ki aankhe abhi band thi par ab uska chehra ek dam shant tha ....aarti uske sar me hath fer rhi thi aur sahil dheere dheere need ke aagosh me sama rha tha ...

aarti ko sahil pr behad pyar aa rha tha ....usne apne chehre ko niche late huye sahil ke mathe par ek pyara sa chumban kar diya ...sahil abhi bhi purit arah se need me nahi thi ...lekin wo puri tarah se jagaa hua bhi nhi tha ..kuchh fever ki vajah se aur thodi need ki vajah se bhi ,,use thik se hosh na tha ..lekin aarti ke narm hotho ka sparsh use apne mathe par mahsoos hota hai aur usi kuchh soyi aur kuchh jagi huy si usi halat me wo aarti ko khich kar apni baho me bhar leta hai......

" kahaa chali gayi thi tum mujhe chhodkar ..hummm bolo ..kitna akela ho gya tha mai ..ab nahi jaogi na chhodka r ..ab meri baho me rahogi na ....." aarti sahil ki baho me puri tarah se samaa chuki thi ..wo janti thi ki sahil pure hosh me nahi hai lekin wo fir bhi sahil ko nhi rok rhi thi ...usne khud ko sahil ke baho me pighal jane ke liye chhod diya tha ...sahil ke jism ki garmi , baher hoti dhuandhar barish ,mausam me halki si thand , barso ki doori aur dher sara pyar - sab milkar aarti ko sahil ki baho me bikhar jane ko kah rhe the mano .

is pahle aari kuchh bolti sahil ne apne dahkte lab aarti ke narm mulayam aur najuk galo par rakh diye ..apne dilbar ki judai ke gam me taraste aarti ke pyase jism ko mano barso bad barish ki ek boond naseeb hogyi thi

sahil aarti se chipka hua uske gal par pyar se kiss kar leta hai..aarti ko aaj barso bad sukoon mil rha tha ...wo bhi sahil se chipak jati hai...sahil hosh me puri tarah se nhi tha kintu aarti ki nazdiki use mahsoos ho rhi thi ....

""mai akela bahut thak gya hu aarti ...bahut roya hu mai tumhare liye ....bahut si rate tumhari yad me ro ro ka r gujari hai maine... ab mujhe chhod ke mat jana ... mai tumhare bina jee nhi paunga aarti ...tumhe kisi aur ka hota nhi dekh paunga ...plzz mujhe mat chhod ke jana ....kabhi bhi mat chhod ke jana"" sahil aarti ke seene me sar chhupaye bole ja rha tha... sahil aarti se whi bate bol rha tha jo uske dil me aarti ke liye thi ..jo wo rato ko uski tasweer se bola karta tha ...jo wo uske yad karke rote huye bola karta tha ....tabhi pure hosh me na hone ke bavjood whi bate wo aarti se kah rha tha ....sahil ki ek ek bat se uski tadap pta chal rhi thi ..aarti ka dil kirchi kirchi bikhar rha tha ...wo sahil ko kisi chhote bachche ki tarah apne seene se chipka leti hai ...

'nhi meri jaaan..tumhari aarti ab tumhe chhod kar kabhi nhi jayegi ...bahut door rh liye ham ekdusre se ...tumne meri raho me phool bichhaye aur maine har kadam par kante bichha diye tumhare liye ...lekin ab aur nhi ...chahe kisi ko bhi chhodana pad jaye , chahe kisi bhi had se gujarna pad jaye ..ab mujhe tumse koi zuda nhi kar payega...mai apne sona ko chhodkar kahi nhi jaungi " aarti sahil ke pure chehre ko choomne lagti hai aur jor se uske sar ko apne seene me bheech leti hai mano aaj use puri duniya se chura kar sirf apna banakar apne dil me chhupa lena chahti thi .

sahil aarti ke kamar par apne baju dalkar us se bikul chipak jata hai aur yuhi sar ko uske seene me chhupaye neend ke aagosh me chala jata hai ...aarti sahil ke mathe ko choom leti hai aur use khud me samete huye sone ki kosis me lag jati hai.

subah aarti ki neend pahle khulti hai ...sahil abhi bhi us se chipak kar soya hua tha ...aarti se chipka hua ..uski gale me bahe dalkar usko aise pakde huye mano ab use kabhi bhi khud se alag nhi hone dega , mano wo usne chhod diya to wo us se fir kahi door na chali jaye ...aarti ko sahil par bahut pyar aa rha tha ...wo puri tarah se sahil ki ho jana chahti thi lekin wo janti thi ki abhi is me kuchh samay lagega ....sahil ne rat me jo kaha tha wo neend ki halat me kaha tha aur aarti chahati thi ki ek bar wo pure hosh me us se bol de ki maine tumhe maf kar diya aarti ...wo janti thi isme kuchh samay lagega lekin use bharosa ho chala tha ki ab wo din jyada door nhi h.

aarti ek bar uthana chahti hai ..par uske uthane se sahil bhi jag jata yhi sochakar wo wapa s kambal odhakr sahil se chipak kar biasta par let jati hai ..lagbhag 10 abje sahil ki neend khulti hai ...sahil khud ko aarti ke pas soya hua pakar hadbada kar uth jata hai ..sahil ke chehre par hairani ke bhav the whi aarti ka chehra bikul shant tha ..aarti dhyan se uski aankho me dekh rhi thi mano andaza lagana chah rhi ho ki sahil kya soch rha hai ..aur ye andaja sahil ke chehre se ho rha tha ...uske chehre par sharmindagi ke bhav the ..

good morning ' aarti ne muskura kkar kaha.

good morng" sahil ne sapat lahje me jwab diya aur fir bina uski or dekhe bistar se nikal kar washroom me ghus gya .

sahil kafi halka fulka mahsoos kar rha tha ...aarti ki baho me use badi sukoon ki neend aayi thi ...lekin rat ki sari bate ab dhhere dheere use yad aa rhi thi aur uska man vichalit ho rha tha ...
" kaise mai ek lamhe ke liye itna kamjor pad gya ...jo bat 5 sal me nhi boli thi ab kya jaroorat thi bolne ki ...jee leta kisi tarah ...jab itna sab kuchh sah liya to uska kisi aur ka hona bhi sah leta ...aye uparwale kya khel khel rha h mere sath ..kya chata hu tu mere se...ab jaldi hi mujhe yha se jana hoga ..kuchh din aur uske sath rha to jane kya hoga "" sahil yhi sab sochate huye fresh hokar washroom se baher nikalta hai ..aur joging ke liye jane ko taiyar hota hai ..

"ab aapki tabiyat kaisi hai " aarti use baher aata dekhakr puchhati ahi .

"hmm ..thik hu...woo..wo..rat ko jo kuchh hua uske liye sorry ...actually bukhar ki vajah se mai jane kya anap shanap bol gya "

"koi bat nhi " aarti muskura deti hai ...aur sahil joging ke liye bahar nikalne lagta h aur apna cell phone utha leta h aur baher chala jata hai .

""aaj bhi vaise hi akdoo hain...seedhe se nhi bol sakte ki aarti aaj bhi tum se hi pyar karta hu ...mai bhi dekhti hu ...ekdin aapse bulwa kar rahungi ..dekh lena aap ...janti hu mai aaj bhi aap mujhse hi pyar karte ho ...muh se nhi bolte to kya aaj bhi aapki aarti aapki aankhe padh leti hai " aarti uske jane ke bad sochati hai aur muskura deti hai .

sahil baher nikalte hi rahul ko call karta hai ..

kya DSP saheb hamre aane ka farmaan aay ki nhi abhi ???" rahul ke phone uthate hi sahil pahli bat yhi puchhata hai .

""abe na salaam na dua ye kya tarika hai dosto se bat karne ka ??"" rahul bhi use chhedne ko taiyar hi tha .

""kamine jo puchh rha hu wo bta ???" sahil chidh kar bolta hai ...jise sunkar rahul hasne lagta ahi ..

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"nhi ... aapki doctor ne abhi kuchh aur time maanga hai... kis stage par hai tera ilaaj is samay ...vaise teri doctor jab sath hai to hame chinta karne ki koi jaroorat nhi ??"" rahul ab sahil ke maje le rha tha .

sale tu nhi sudharega .."" sahil bhi ab samjh chuka tha ki wo kya kah rha hai .

thodi der bad wo phone rakh deta hai ...use pta tha ki jab tak aarti nhi kahegi rahul uska ticket nhi karwayega ..aur ab wo yha rukna nhi chahta tha ..sahil ne ek travel agency ke owner ko phone kiya aur kal ke flight ke do tickets book karwayi delhi ke liye .

rahul joging karke laut rha tha ki uske phone par renu ka phone aa gya ..

"kaise ho bhai ...tabiyat thik hai ab...kab aa rhe ho??? "

thik hu renu ...tu kaisi hai ..kl aa rha hu ""

renu se kuchh der bat karke sahil phon rakhta hai aur room ki or chal deta hai .

sahil andar phuchata hai to dekhta hai ki aarti table par breakfast lga rhi thi...sahil par nazar padte hi wo thode gusse me uski or dekhti h ...

aapne kal ki ticket karwayi hai ?"

"ha" sahil ko ascharya hota hai ...ye renu ki bachchi na ..wo apne man me sochta h ki jaroor renu ne aarti ko phone kya hoga .

thik hai ,,,kariye apne man ki mere se puchhna bhi jaroori nhi samjha ...???"' aarti naraz hone lagi .

"office jana jaroori ho rha tha ab " sahil jhoothi safai pesh karta hai ..

thodi der bad sahil kapde change karke breakfast karne table par aata hai ...aarti wha nhi thi aur washroom se pani girne ki aawz aa rhi thi ....aarti washroom me thi .

sahil baith kar nashta krne lagta hai tabhi uska dhyan pas rakhe aarti ke cell phone par jata hai aur wo yu hi use uthakar dekhne lagta hai..sahil aise hi aarti ki call list check karta hai ...uska dimag bahut confuse ho jata hai ...last call rahul ke number se thi aur uske pahle aarti ki kuchh dosto ki call aayi thi ...renu ka nam kahi nhi tha call list me ..

""agar renu ne aarti ko phone nhi kiya tha fir use pta kaise chala...ye to sirf renu ko pta tha ..iska matlab renu ne rahul ko ...aur fir rahul ne aarti ko ...par renu rahul ko kyu batayegi ...unki to bate bhi jyada nhi hoti hongi...kahi rahul aur renu ....o god ...kya sach me.??..nhi nhi ...mai hi galat soch rha hu ...lekin koi ladki to hai rahul ki life m...jab mai hospital me tha tab bhi kai bra phone aate the to rahul ya to cut kar deta ya bad me phone karne ko bolta tha ...to kya rahul ne meri hi behan ke sath ....???? kya rahul ne bhi mujhe dhokha diya ....????aur aarti usne bhi...??? mere bharosa ka kya khub sila diya hai har insan ne meri zindagi me .....lekin renu mere sath aisa nhi kar sakti ..ek bar usne galti ki aur maine aaj tak pucha tak nhi ..nhi nhi wo dubara aisa kuchh nhi karegi ...aur agar aisa hua to mai samjh lunga meri koi behan hi nhi hai ......aur rahul tu ????...mai teri puri history janta hu ...mujhe to lga tha tu sudhar gya ....lekin tu ???...tune achchha nhi kiya rahul...renu behan hai meri jan se jyada pyar karta hu mai use ...agr tune uske sath kuchh ulta sidha .....rahul umeed karta hu ki mera andesha galat hoga ...qki agar ye sahi hua to anjaam achchha nhi hoga ...."' sahil ki muththiya bandh gyi thi aur uska chehra gusse me bhabhak rha tha .

sahil ke man me baht sare sawal aa rhe the ..saath hi uske dil me fir se ek dard utha tha....

""har kadam pr mujhe dhokha kyu mila hai ?? maine to kbhi kisi ka bura nhi chaha ...hamesa yhi kosis ki kki meri vajah se kisi ko dukh na ho ..jitna ho saka dusro ke liye kiya ...fir kyu har insan mera bahrosa tod deta hai..kyu mere hi sath aisa hota hai ???

"renu! agar mera shak sahi hua to aaj ke bad se har rishta tod lunga mai is duniya se ....aur mai bhi sirf apne liye jiyunga ""sahil aaj sachmuch emotionally bahut toot chuka tha .

aarti ko uska udas chehra dekh kar kuchh gadbad hone ki aashanka ho rhi thi par usne kuchh nhi kaha ...waise bhi wo sahil ke wapas jane ke faisle se khus nhi thi lekin wo janti thi ki ab sahil nhi manega ...rat me fir sabkuchh pahle jaisa hi rha bas aaj aarti fir se apne bed par soyi aur sahil apne. aarti ko is bat ki khusi jarur thi ki sahil ko yha aane se swasthya ka labh hua hai aur ab wo lagbhag pahle ki hi tarah fit lagta tha ...in dino me kahi na kahi sahil aur aarti ke bich ki doori bhi kuchh kam jaroor ho gyi thi ....dono ko hi pta chal gya tha ki wo ab bhi ekdusre se hi pyar karte hai ...antar bas itna tha sahil abhi us pyar ko apna bnane ki nhi soch paa rha tha jabki aarti ab us se door kisi hal me nhi hona chahti thi ...sahil ko abhi bhi akeen nhi tha ki aarti kabhi uski ho payegi. aarti ne use khud se 5 sal door rakha ye kasak abhi bhi uske dil me thi .

dusre din aarti aur sahil dophar ke 12 bje tak delhi aa chuke the ...kal sham se lekar aaj delhi pahuchane tak sahil gumsum sa hi tha ...aarti se bahot jyada baten to pahle bhi nhi hui thi lekin us ghatna ke bad se uske chehre par ek aur udasi ka rang aa gya tha .

delhi me aarti ke ghar par is samay uski mummy yani sahil ki didi hi bas thi ...sahil ke jeeja gujarat gaye huye the jabki rohan pune gaya hua tha ...usne bhi apne papa ka hi business sabhal liya tha .

sahil aur aarti ko dekhkar uski didi bahut khus huyi aur sahil ko gale se laga liya ...sahiln ne unke pair chhuye aur sofe par bag rakhkar baith gya ...sahil aarti ya didi ki bato ka hu ha me hi jawab de rha tha ...abhi uske dimag me sirf rahul aur renu ki baten chal rhi thi ...use bar bar lag rha tha ki kahi mai galat to nhi soch rha lekin fir ek aur dhokha milne ki bat se hi sihar jata ...wo bhi us behan se jise jaan se jayada chaha aur us dost se jise bhai ke barabar mana.

sahil thoda thaka hua sa feel kar rha tha so usne bath liya aur fir khana khakar sone jane laga ....



"didi mera wala kamra khali hai ya koi hai usme...???"""

ha ...maine jab tum delhi aaye the tabhi saf karwa diya tha ..jao aaram karo ...mai abhi coffee bhijwa deti hu " didi ne pyar se uski or dekhte huye jwab diya .sahil ko didi par bahut pyar aaya ...aaj bhi didi ko yad hai ki mai khane ke bad coffee pita hu ...

thanx di" sahil jab bahut pyar se bat karta tha to didi ko di bolta tha .

chal pagle didi ko thanku bolta hai ??"
sahil halka sa muskurata hai aur fir apne room ki or badh jata hai .


sahil aaj panch salo bad us room me ja rha tha jaha usne apni zindahi ke sabse achche do sal gujare the .

sahil ka room seconda floor par tha ...scond floor par teen room the ..ek sahil ko diya gya tha jab wo delhi aaya tha aur uske bagal wala room aarti ka tha (( dosto abhi ye sari baten detail me story ke aaage ke parts me aayengi )).aur third room guests ke liye tha ...us se niche ke floor par did jija ka bedroom tha aur do aur room the jisme se ek rohan ka tha aur dusra aise hi common room ki tarah use hota tha .

sahil apne room ka darwaja kholkar andar jata hai ..room achchi tarah se saf kar diya gaya tha ..sahil ko ye dekh kar kafi hairani hoti hai ki aaj bhi room bikul vaisa hi tha jaisa uske padhne ke samay me tha ...do chair ek table ..ek bed aur ek table fan aur ek chhota sa lakadi ka bana hua mandir ....jab sahil yha padhta tha tab kcuhh aur chije thi jaise ki cooler vagairah lekin wo sb hata di gyi thi .sahil room ko dekhkar thoda emotional ho jata hai ....achanak use kuchh yad aata hai ....

sahil teji se aage badhta hai aur bed par bichche bisatr ko ek taraf kar ke bed ke sirhane ki or bani patli si darar me kuchh dhundhane lagta hai ....uski ungali us patle hole me nhi ja paa rhi thi ....usne aas pas dekh...fir manidr me padi machis ki dibbi se ek tili nikalakar us se andar dalkr kuch dhundane lagta hai ...thodi der ki kosis ke bad ek kagaz ka tukda sahil ke hatho me tha aur uski ankho me the aansu............
kagaz ke us chhote se tukde par kuchh panktiya likhi thi ............


""Kachchi Deewar Hoon Thokar Na Lagana Mujh Ko
Apni Nazron Mai Basa Ker Na Giraana Mujh Ko

Tum Ko Aankho Mai Tasawwoor Ki Tarah Rakhti Hoon
Dil Mai Dharkan Ki Tarah Tum Bhi Basana Mujh Ko

Baat Karnay Main Jo Mushkil Ho Tumhein Mehfil May
Main Samajh Jaaongi Nazron Se Bataana Mujh Ko

Waada Utna Hi Karo Jitna Nibha Saktay Ho
Khuwab Pura Jo Na Ho Wo Na Dikhana Mujh Ko

Apne Rishtey Ki Nazaakat Ka Bharam Rakh Lena
Main To mashooq Hoon Deewane Na Banana Mujh Ko.""

ye ghazal aarti ne sahil ke liye likhi thi ...sahil ko aarti ka wo pyar yad aa jata hai ...jan chhidakti thi aarti sahil par ...lekin fir......??????

"kyu kiya aarti tumne aisa ....mujhe to lagta tha ki jitna pyar tum mujhe karti ho utna koi kisi se nahi kar sakta ...apni jan se jyada chahti thi tum mujhe ...aisa kyu kyu kar diya tumne ...tum to kahti thi tum meri aankhe padh leti ho fir in aankho ka dard kyu nahi dikha tumne ...maine to apna har vada nibha diya fir tumne apna vada akyu nhi nibhya.....maine to hamesa tumhe seene se lagakr rakhna chaha fir tumn mujhe thokar kyu laga diya ...????? ""


sahil ko aaj is kamre me wapas aakar aarti ki kahi ek ek bat yad aarhi thi ..aur ek bar fir se aarti ke chahat me bilakh padta hai ..

"".kay ho gya hu mai ...kyu itna kamjor ho gya hu ??? ...aarti mai tumko kahta tha na ki tum bahut roti ho ..dekho aaj mai bhi bahut rota hu ...tum sach kahti thi ...jab tak tum sath thi mai kabhi nahi roya...kaise rota ....mere hisse ke aansu to sach me tum baha leti thi ...lekin ab mai rota hu ....bahut rota hu .....kyu aarti??????? ...kya ab mere aansu tumhari aankho se nhi niklte ...kya ab mai tumhara kuchh nhi lagta ???""

aarti jo abhi abhi us kamre me sahil ki coffee lekar aayi thi. thik sahil ke pichhe khadi thi ...sahil ke hatho me wo kagaz dekhkar sab samjh jati hai...sahil ko is tarah toot ta dekhkar wo bhi tadap uthati h....wo teji se coffe ko table par rakhti hai aur sahil ko apne seene se laga leti hai ...

"nhi sahil ...nhi jan...aaj bhi aap hi mere sab kuchh ho ...kitn bar aapko ye batau ...aaj bhi mai aapki aankhe padh sakti hu ...aapki aankho ka dard padh sakti hu ....mujhe maf kar do ....mai aap ko is tarah tadapta nhi dekh sakti ...thik h ..mai aapko sab bataungi ...sabkuchh batungi ...bas mujhe thoda time de do ...plzzz rowo mat...aapke aansu dekhkar hazaro maut marti hai aapki aarti ..plzz...sona mat rowo ..."" aarti teji se sahil ke aansu ponchh rhi thi aur use apne seene se lagaye bolti ja rhi thi ..


thodi der sahil yuhi aarti se lage khada rhata hai aur fir aarti use sath lekar bed ki or jati ahi aur dono bed par baith jate hai ....

sahil ab dhhere dheere apne aap ko sambhal chuka tha aur aarti ki aankho me dekh rha tha ...ek sawal tha uski nazro me ...

"ha sahil mai aapko sab bataungi ...plz mujhe kuchh time de dijiye...pllzzzz" sahil kuchh nhi bolta bas ha me sar hila deta hai ...

"thik hai ab aap coffee pee lo aur aaram karo " aarti uth kar kahdi ho jati hai ...

""auur sun lijiye -ab kabhi mat royiyega aap ....mai aapko ab kabhi nhi rone dungi ....aap jan ho hamari ...samjhe ....aapki aarti aapke pas hai na ab ....aapke hisse ke aansu bhi bahaa legi ...ab aapko hamse koi nhi alag kar sakta sahil ...koi bhi nhi ..."" aarti ne sahil ke mathe par ek kiss kiya aur baher jane lagi ...ye 5 sal bad pahli bar tha jab aarti ne sahil ko uske pure hosh me hote huye kiss kiya tha .

sahil bhi kahna chahta tha ki aarti mai bhi tumhari ankho me kabhi aansu nhi aane dunga lekin kah nhi pata ..

wo aarti ko bahar jata dekhta rhata hai ..aur coffee khatm karke bistar par let jata hai..sahil us kagaz ko abhi bhi hath me pakde tha ..aur ek tak use dekhe ja rha tha ...5 sal...kitna lamba waqt hota hai ..aur us se do sal pahle ..matlab lagbhag sat sal pahle aaya tha sahil pahli bar dilli ...apni didi ke ghar aur apni aarti ke pas .....sahil ko wo sari bate aur wo din yad aane lagte hai ...jab pahli bar wo yha aay tha ......................

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sahil pahli bar delhi aaya tha...wo ghar se jane ke bad 1 year ` allahabad me rah chuka tha aur wha se usne kuchh subjects ki class bhi ki thi ..kuchh dost bhi bane the ...lekin unse bhi matlab sirf class tak hi rha tha ..ha ek achchha aur sachchha dost use mila tha - RAHUL . rahul allahabad ka hi rahne wala tha aur usne khud hi sahil ki taraf dosti ka hath badhaya tha .lekin aaj bhi sahil ke dil me jo jagah aarti ke liye thi wo kisi aur ki nahi thi ...sahil ke allahabad chale jane ke bad aarti se jayada baten nhi ho pati thi ....lekin fir bhi week me ek do bar bat ho jati aur kabhi kabhi messeges bhi kar dete ekdusre ko ...lekin jyadatar baten study se hi related hoti thi ...sahil apni taiyari me lga hua tha aur aarti apni ...aarti ne MBBS ke entrance exam ke liye coaching me admission le liya tha .....

dono ke bich ek underastanding thi ..wo jante the ki un dono ko apna lakshya pana hai to kisi bhi tarah ka diversion nhi aana chahiye ..isliye bhi unki bate km hoti thi..

sahil station se auto karke didi ke ghar ka adress bta deta hai .....may ka end chal rha tha aur garmi puri tarah se apne sabab pr thi ..kuchh hi dino pahle sahil ne civil services PRE ka exam diya tha aur ab use MAINS exam ki taiyari karni thi ..

( dosto yha par mai thodi si additional jankari dena chahung jo ki aage chalkar bhi aawshyak hogi ...CIVIL ser exam 3 tier exam hai PRE, jisme do paper hote hai ,qualify karne ke bad mains jisme 9 subjective paper hote hai aur fr agr mains qualify hua to INTERVIEW ..aur agr kisi bi stage par fail to next year fir se PRE se suru karna padta hai ).

.qki result lagbhag 3 months bad aata hai to sahil ke man me thoda sandeh tha result ko lekar ..aur allahabad me mains ki taiyari ke liye achchhe institute nahi the to use dilli aana pad rha tha ...auto wala sahil ko ghar ke pas lakar utar deta hai ..sahil use paise dekar chalta karta hai ...didi ka ghar kafi bada tha ...two floor ka ghar tha ..samne kafi jagah thi aur pichhe ki taraf ek park tha ..vaise to didi ne bola tha ki kisi ko bhej dungi station par sahil ne mana kar diya tha ...uski aadat thi jitna ho sake apne kam ke liye kisi ko paresan na karna .. train right time aa gyi thi thi aur wo subah ke 9 am tak ghar ke gate par pahuch chuka tha .

sahil gate par pahunch kar ghanti bja deta hai ...

"hiiii.mama ....kasie ho??? wow... kafi smart ho gye ho ..hmmmm"" aarti ne gate kholte hi sahil ko dekhkar chahek kar kaha .

""sach me ??? achchaa hu mai ..tu kaisi hai ...."

"mai bhi ek dam mast hu ...oh god itte bade bade bags kya laye ho inme ??...."""
sahil ke hath me do bade bags the aur ek bada bag usne niche rakha hua tha jise dekhkar aarti gate par hi enquiry suru kar chuki thi .

"na khana na pani ...aate hi iski bakwas suru ho gyi ...dhoop me khada kar diya mere bhai ko ..chal hat yha se "
pichhe se didi ne aakr aarti ki khabar li.

sahil hasne laga aur aarti rutha hua sa muh banakar andar ki or chali gayi ...sahil ne aage badhakr didi ke pair chhuye ...

""dekha kaisa muh bana kar gyi hai ...hey bhagwan kya karungi mai is ladki ...gussa to nak par rakha rahta hai ..didi ne ek bag uthaya aur andar ki or aati huyi boli ..sahil bhi unke pichhe aa gya .

ground floor ek bade se hall ke jaisa hi chhoda gya tha ..wha par ek room bana hua tha ..ek kitchen .ek washroom aur wo bada sa hall jisme ek bada LED T.V laga hua tha ...whi pr ek bed rakha hua tha aur sofa set bhi rakha hua tha ...ek taraf khane ki table lagi huyi thi ...kul milakar ek dining room aur drawing room ka mila jula set up tha ...

sahil ko achcha lagaa tha didi ka ghar ..

"sahil tum upar chalo ...second floor par chale jao..whi washroom me fresh ho lo fir mai nashta aur khana whi bhijwa dungi ..."

"jee didi "

"achcha ye bta in bags me kya hai ...sach me bade bhari lag rhe hai ...""

"sab books hai didi " sahil ne kaha.

hey bhagwan ..itni sari kitabe utha kar la rha hai itni door se ????..bhagwan kare teri mehnat safal ho...thak gya hoga mera bachcha..chalo jaldi se fresh ho jao ...mai bas aati hu ...""

sahil ek bag me se kuchh kapde nikalata hai aur upar ki or chal deta hai...

upa pahuch kar sahil ek room me kapde rakhta ha aur washroom me ghus jata hai ..thodi der bad didi nashta lekar upar hi aa jati hai ..

are aap itna upar le aayi mai whi aa jata ?"

"koi bat nhi beta ...vaise bhi maharani ke liye to roj lana hi hota hai "
sahil haule se muskura deta hai ..

"abhi tum nasta karke aaram karo ..thodi der me khana lati hu "

nhi mai niche hi aa kar khana kha lunga "

"chalo thik hai "
sahil nasta khatm karke room se baher niklta hai ..bagal wale room se use khatar patar ki aawaze aa rhi thi ..sahil us room me dekhne ke liye darwaze se andar jhankta hai ...

""kisi ke room me tank jhank karna achchi bat nhi ""
aarti ne use dekh liya tha aur tunak kar boli .

"ha ha ha...hmmmm ye to sahi bat hai ..par tum kisi ki thodi na ho ..." sahil kahte huye room me ghus gya .

aarti ke room me ek bed tha aur bahut sari kitabe ..chair aur table laga hua tha ...lekin room bahut saf suthara tha .

aarti muh fulaye narazagi ka ijhar kar rhi thi .

sahil thodi der whi baithe rhta hai aur aarti ko dekhta rhata hai ..aarti ab pahle se bhi jayada khubsoorat lag rhi thi ...uska sharir thoda bhar gya tha aur wo ab puri tarah se jawani ke rang me rang gyi thi ...bas ek chij nhi badli thi ..wo thi aarti ka alhadpan aur uska wo bachpanaa.

aise kya dekh rhe ho aap?""
sahil ko apni or dekhta dekhkar aarti ghoorkar puchhati h.

dekh rha hu ki tu bilkul nhi badli "

matlab ???""

""matlab pahle bhi nakchadhi thi aur ab bhi nakchadhi hi hai " sahil ab use chhedne laga tha .

achchha mai nakchadhi hu ...thik h ...bol lo aap nhi ..abhi unhone ne dant diya ab aap ne ....mera to koi h nhi na ...koi meri taraf se to bolta hi nhi na ..."" sahil ko aarti ke bachpane par hasi bhi aa rhi thi aur pyar bhi ..

achchha chal sorry ...meri taraf se bhi aur didi ke taraf se bhi ..dekh kan pakad ke sorry "' aarti ne sahil ko kan pakde dekha tha uska gussa turant thanda ho gya ..aur wo khilkhila ke has padi ...

"he he he..mama aap bhi nhi badle ...pahle bhi mujhse darte the aur ab bhi mujhse darte the ...."

"ek hi to dost hai meri ..agr wo bhi naraz ho gyi to ???...teri dosti ko khone se darta hu isliye tujhse bhi darta hu ""

""ullu ho aap ....koi itni si bat par itna serious hota hai ...mai kya pagal hu jo aap se naaraz ho jaungi ..wo to mai aise hi sabko tang karti hu ...aur dosti kya koi kachcha dhaga hai ki jra se tanaw se toot jayega...aap bhi kya kya sochte ho ..aap sach me ullu ho ....wo jangli ullu ...yad hai aapko na???"'


sahil ko ascharya hota h ki nadan si dikhne wali aarti itni gahrayi se sochati hai ..

"ha yad hai ..aur tu whi jungali billi "" sahil ne bhi hisab pura kiya ...

dono hasne lage us bat ko yad karke ...

""mama aaj bahut dino bad mai khul ke hasi hu" aarti ne sahil se kaha .

kyu ..pahle to tu hamesa hi hasti thi ...koi problem hai ?? ""

""nhi problm nhi hai kuchh...bas yhi study ki tension ...aur pta hai ..aaj mera result aa rha hai AIPMT ka ..uski bhi tension hai ""

koi bat nhi ..result achcha hi aayega ""
i hope so ..." aarti ne kaha .

tabhi didi khana lekar aa gyi ..

tu fir us se gape ladane lagi ...chal beta tu kha le ...tu bhi kha le ""

sorry didi wo mai niche aana bhool gya ..aur didi aap kyu use hamesa dant ti ho ..??""

"are to kaun sa mera dantne ne ka koi asr hota hai us par ...aur ab to tu aa gya hai na ...mai dantungi bhi to tu manaa lega ...tu hi bachapan se manataa aaya hai jab bhi wo ruthati thi gaon me to...ladli jo thahri wo teri ..."

sahil ek nazar aarti ki or dekhta hai jo uski hi or dekhkar muskura rhai thi

 

[Aashiq]

UPDATE 15

sahiil ki mummy apne bête ke kandhe se lagi roye ja rhi thi............kitna struggle kiya tha sahil ne.......govt school me padhan........na koi coaching na tution .........aur fir kheto me bhi papa ke sath hath batana..........kitne hi bar aisa hua tha ki sahil apne school ki fees khud deta.............bachcho ko padhata..........sari umar uske papa apne bhai bahno ko karte rahe aur jab sab ki condition thik ho gaye to sabne unhe chhoda diya.............jo kuchh bhi bacha tha dheeraj ki padhai me lag gya.........sahil sabse chhota tha lekin kabhi koi sukh nhi mil paya use..............na bachpan me na jawani me................ab tak to nhi.,..




“mai tere liye kuchh nhi kar payi mere laal..........mujhe maaf karna beta.........” sahil ki mummy ko aaj apni garibi pe rona aa rha tha.........apne itane kabil bête ke liye kuchh nhi kar payi..........lekin fir bhi wo beta aaj duniya jeetakr apni maa ke kadmo me dal chukka tha...........usne wo kar dikhaya tha jo aas pas ke 50 gaon me kisi ne aaj tak nhi kiya tha...............aur fir apne maa ke gahne chhuda laya tha.................jiski umeed unhone khud bhi chhod di thi.........



“aise mat bole mummy....................aaj mai jo bhi kar paya aap ke aasshirwad se hi kar paya...........kya mujhe nhi pata hai wo halat.,.........mujhe sab yad hai mummy ......aapki kurbani.........papa ki kurbani.................mai kaise bhool sakta hu ...........apno ke liye to sab karte hai .............aapne to dusro ke liye kiya hai............aur dekhiye aaj aapki kurbani rang layi hai...........bas ab kabhi mat royiyega.........kabhi bhi nhi...........” sahil jo khud bhi ro rha tha ...apni maa ko chup kara rha tha..............




“mera bachchaaa....mera laal........” ek maa ki mamta aaj mano phoot padi thi............aaj unhe unka whi 5 sal ka sahil yad aa rha tha jo unki god me baithkar unke aansu ponchhte huye kahata tha....




“maa mat rowo mujhe doodh nhi chahiye ...........bhookh nhi lagi hai mujhe.............”




Sahil ki mummy ne un gahno ki taraf ek bar fir se dekha aur fir se rone lagi.................kais ek ek karke sabkuchh jata rha...........lekin aaj sabkuchh laut aaya tha..........sabkuchh.




“plz........chup ho jao ab.............. .abhi abhi wo aaya hai...........” sahil ke papa ne aage badhkar sahil ke mummy ke kandhe par hath rakha aur unhe samjhate huye bole...............




Sahil bhi maa se alag hua...........aur ek bar juhi ki or dekha ............uski aankhe bhi aansuo se bhari huyi thi.............sahil ne apne aansu ponchhe aur juhi ko bhi ishare me na rone ke liye kaha.................



Sham ho rhi thi lekin garmi hone ke vajah se abhi bhi kafi dhoop thi............din ke 5 baj chuke the aur RENU bhi college se wapas a chuki thi ..........sahil ko dekhakr uske gale se lag gayi...................




Sab bhai bahno me sabse jyada pyar renu aur sahil me hi tha.............renu use se thodi badi to thi lekin hukm hamesa sahil ka hi chalta tha.........aur wo hi bada banta rahta ............renu ye samjhti thi aur use achchha bhi lagta tha............



“kaisa h mera bhai...........ab to collector ban gya hai...........” renu ne uske bal bigadte huye kaha......sahil aur renu baramde me baithe the,............ek hi charpayi par............renu college se aate hi uske pas hi rook gayi.........baki sab log andar the................juhi washroom me naha rhi thi............




“thik hu meri bahanaaaa......... .ha collector to ban gya tera bhai.........tu bata kaisi hai.........”




“ thik hu.......aur jis din se tere result ki news suni hai us din se to kuchh jyyada hi achchhi hu....pata hai pure gaon me charche hai.......aur college me bhi...........tu to star ban gya mere hero............” renu bahut khus thi .........



Sahil bas muskura kar rah gya.........tabhi parda hatakar andar se juhi bahar aa gyi.............



Dhuli-dhuli si, khili khili si...........chhuyi -muyi si , pyari si juhi........badi-badi neeli aankhe, kale lambe bal ...............makhan me chutki bhar sindur mila hua gora sa rang, aur sabse khoobsoorat ---uske lala-lal pyare phadkte se hoth............kisi pari ki jaise khoobsoorat..........yelow colour ke cotton ke suit m wo husn ki mallika kisi ko bhi pagal kar dene ki had tak khoobsoorat lag rhi thi..........RENU ek pal ko use dekhti hi rah gayi jabki renu khud bhi bahut khoobsurat thi...............



“sahilllllllllllllllll !!!!!!!!!! ...tune shadi kar li........bina bataye?????????.........lekni yar bhabhi hain badi khoobsoorat.........” RENU bade hairat ka ijahar karte huye boli,,,ab ye to whi jane ki sachmuch hairan thi ya bas nautanki kar rhi thi...........



JUHI ne nazre juhka li sharm ke mare aur wapas andar bahg gayi........sharm se uske gal lal ho gaye..........the .....kitna achcha lagaa tha use wo sabd...” BHABHI”


Sahil ne renu ke kan pakad liye ...



”renu ki bachchi ...........tujhe to mai abhi thik karta hu.......wo dost hai meri........tu kuchh bhi bolne se pahle kabhi sochati bhi hai..........kya soch rhi hogi wo................hainnnnnnnnnn” sahil ne dheere se uske kan kheenche.......


“mummy........aah........achcha sorry............plz yar chhod na..........mummy dekh lo isko...........” renu jor jor se aawaze lagane lagi ........mummy andar se bahar aa gyi............sath me papa bhi........



“ye dekho in dono ka.........aate hi suru ho gaye............sahil chhod use...bade ho gaye ho ab tum dono........aur tune hi kuchh kiya hoga....” unhone renu ko kaha...........

mummy ko itane dino bad apne bachcho ka pyar dekhkar bahut khusi ho rhi thi aur ek ghudki dono ko de dali.


Sahil ne renu ko chhod diya......renu uthi aur mummy ke pichhe jakar khadi ho gayi..........


“kya kiya hai tune .......” mummy ne muskurate huye kaha,..........


“maine kuchh nhi kiya........basssss...yhi kaha ki.......” renu ek pal ko rook gayi aur papa ki or dekha...


“bol ,kya kaha........”maa ne fir se kaha.


“kiii..ki......bhabhi to bahut khoobsoorat laya hai mera bhai........batao kya galat kaha.........” renu ne mummy ke pichh se thoda sa nikalte huye kaha...........


“mummy .....dekh loo ise....... bas dost hai wo meri.....” sahil bola.........

“are koi bat nhi bhai....abhi bhabhi nhi bani hain to kya..... ban jayengi ........mai hu na ........tu tension mat le..........” renu to aaj pure mood me thi use tang karne ke............


Papa dheere se muskura diye aur mummy muh par hath rakhkar hasne lagi.........



“ chudail.......mummy dekh lo ise............rook ja tu.............aaj gayi tu mere hatho se.......”sahil ne jab kahi se madad ki umeed nhi dekhi to juhi ki or lapaka................aur wo titali ki tarah udate huye dusre darwaje se andar bhag gayi.......sahil wahi bahar rook gaya...........usne pichhe mudakar dekha.........



Mummy papa dono usi ki or dekh rhe the...........aur halke se muskuara bhi rhe the...........sahil bahut confuse ho rha tha bechara............


“kyaaaaaaaaaaaa huaaa???? ” usne hath uthakr puchhte huye kaha.....


“beta.......vaise juhi mujhe bhi bahut pasand hai..........tu kahe to....... ” mummy ne kaha.




“ mummy, wo bas dost hai meriiiiiiiiii...........kabhi gaon nhi gayi thi bas ghumne aayi hai mere sath...........aap sab pagal kar doge mujhe ............mai ja rha hu bahar ghumne ...........” sahil bolta hua bahar nikal gaya........





Parde ke pichhe kahdi juhi sari baten sun rhi thi aur pyar se muskura bhi rhi thi............ek umeed ki kiran uske man me jal rhi thi..........sahil ka pariwar use bahut achcha laga tha....................use lag hi nhi raha tha ki wo bas kuchh ghante pahle hi aayi hai wha...............wo garib the lekin dilo me pyar bahut tha.....apnapan bahut tha............wo sab bahut tha unke pas jo juhi ko kam mila tha.............




Sahil ki aakhiri bat par use thoda sa dukh hua...........




“sahil, aapke sath sirf goomne to nhi aayi hu.....aapke sath ke liye aayi hu....aapke pas rahne ke liye aayi hu...............kab samjhoge aap mere dil ki bat......kab meri nigaho ki chahat aapki nigahe padh payengi............kahi bahut der na ho jaye sahil...plzzzzzzzzzzzzz.” juhi apne aap se bol rhi thi ..........


Ab yhi dekhna tha ki juhi ka payr sahil kab pahchanta hai ya fir shayad kabhi nhi............

Sham hote hote sahil ke ghar par badhai dene walo ka taanta lag gya tha.............gaon ke sarpanch se lekar Tahsildar aur Thanedar tak sare log aaye the.........sahil ke papa ka seena garv se chauda ho gya ........”har maa baap ko aisi aulad mile” har bar unke dil se yahi dua nikalti apne bête ke liye..............


Juhi ko sahil ke ghar aaye teen din ho gaye the...........aur use pata bhi nhi chala kab wo teen din beet gye ....roj kam se kam do bar baba ya abbu me se kisi na kisi ka phone jaroora aa jata.............ek do bar ghar ke aur logo se bhi baten ki unhone............juhi ko ek bhara poora pariwar mil gya tha...............aur uske man me ek hi khyal aata .............kashhh ye ghar hamesa ke liye mera ghar ho jaye......................kashhhhhhh.




Har Roj ek nayi masti hoti....sahil kabhi kabhi udas dikhta tha........lekin ghar par aakar uski udasi thodi kam jaroora ho gyi thi...............


“hello sahil...RAHUL bol rha hu.................kaisa hai........” rahul ka phone aaya tha......

“mast hu yar tu kaisa hai......”


“mi bhi thik hu..ghar par pahuch gya tu..........”


“Haa yar.......aur tu ???????.......” sahil ne puchha


“mai bhi....achchha sun...allahabad aa na....purani yaden taja karenge .........sath ghumenege...........”



“nhi is bar tu aa.....sale mai kitni bar aaya hu tere ghar...... tu kabhi nhi aata...........?” sahil ne shikawa kiya.....



“thik h meri jaaan.......mai hi aata hu.........adress bhej de............abhi niklata hu...........” rahul ne turant kaha.



Ok......chal aaram se aana........” sahil ne kaha aur rahul ko msg kar diya.........



“Kaun aa rha hai sahil..........” renu ,jo abhi abhi bahar aayi thi keval itana hi sun payi ki koi aa rha hai.......



“rahul..............jab tu Allahabad gayi thi to us se mili thi na...........jisne tera admission karwaya tha........whi...”


“ohh....haan......” Renu ne kaha aur andar chali gayi..........juhi bhi whi thi ..........usne renu ko andar jate dekha.........jane kyo use laga ki renu ke chehre par ek sharmli si muskurahat aa gyi.........




Aur wade ke mutabik sham tak RAHUL sahil ke ghar par pahuch chukka tha.........jane kyu bar bar juhi ko lagataa ki RENU ki aankhe use hi dhundati aur uske samne jakar thoda sa sharmati bhi thi .....lekin juhi jyada dhyan nhi deti..........RAHUL bhi kayi bar isi kosis me rahta ki akele me renu se mulakat ho....pata nhi juhi ka bharam tha ya sach...........




ghar ke sab log , wo dono dost aur pyari si juhi........poora mahol ban gya tha...........juhi kabhi is tarah ke mahol me rahi nhi thi .....lekin use ye bhara poora pariwar bahut hi achcha lag rha tha ..........kab din hota aur kab rat kuchh pata nahi chalta............gaon me sabko pta tha ki wo bhi IAS hi hai..........gaon wale bhi bahut ijjat karte..........aur kahi kahi gaon ke ladke peeth pichhe uski khoobsoorati ke kaseede bhi padhte............jiski aawaz jane anjane us tak ek do bar pahuch hi jati...........lekin itani kisi ki himmat nhi thi ki samne se comment kar de...............




Juhi ko hasi aa jati unki baten sun kar aur thoda sa achchaa bhi lagta..........




Sham ko khana banta to juhi bhi whi rahti ......mummy aur renu ke sath kuchh kuchh karti rahti ........unke lakh mana karne ke bad bhi........usne to kabhi ye sab dekha hi nhi tha.........ghar par bas naukaro ka sath rha tha.....ya phir ek budhe baba ka...........juhi ko mano zindagi mil gayi thi....hasti khilkhilati, renu se chhed chhad karti.........renu se kafi achhi dosti ho gayi thi.............juhi bhi shararte karna sikh gayi thi....................renu se ladti jhagdti aur mummy se apne laad uthawati ...........bas jab bhi akele me sahil se samna ho jata to aankho me ek sharm si aa jati......aur wo khoobsoorat ghaneri palke jhuk jati aur wo narm njuk se lab laraj jate.




Sahil ka ghar purane jamane ka tha....... to ghar me bich me ek bada sa aangan tha jo ki khula hi tha........sab log sham ko ek sath udhar hi baithte......



Aaj ghar par bhutta ( maize or corn) laye the papa aur sahil aur RAHUL dono use bhoon rhe tha......jabki pados me ek shadi hone ki vajah se juhi aur renu apne hatho me mehandi lagaye baithi thi...........



Mummy juhi ke balo me tel laga rhi thi..........juhi bade pyar se sahil ko dekh rhi thi.........IAS officer ban jane ke bad bhi sahil me bachcho jaisi masoomiyat thi,,,koi aatitude nhi tha uske andar .........sada sa , sachcha sa......



Thodi der bad sab log bhutte kha rhe the.........



Mummy andar baithe apne hatho se juhi ko bhutte bade pyar se khila rhi thi renu bhi whi thi...............Juhi unki aankho me dekhne lagi aur uski aankhe bhar aayi.................


“kya hua beta........” mummy ne bade pyar se uske sar par hath pherte huye puchha.......


”ghar ki yad aa rhi hai kya”


“nhi aunty...................” juhi ka gala bhar aaya....


“fir kya hua mere bachche ko..........”


“Aunty mujhe ammi nhi yad hai........jab me bahut chhoti thi tabhi khuda ko pyari ho gayi......lekin lagta hai aapke jaisi hi rahi hongi.........” juhi ne kaha aur unke god me sar rakh diya.........


“tu meri beti hi to hai.......sabse chhoti beti...........udas nhi hote beta.....mai hu na........tera jab bhi man kare tu chale aana mere pas............ “
Juhi ne god me sar rakhe rakhe hi aankhe band kar li.........


“jee aunty mai jaroor aaungi.,”


“mummy kitna achchha hota na agr juhi aur sahil ki shadi ho jati.............phir juhi kabhi yha se nhi jati.............” renu ki suyi abhi tak whi ataki thi.........aur shayad use juhi bahut achchhi bhi lagi thi.....kise achchhi na lagti juhi .........wo thi hi itani pyari..........



“haa...beta ....lekin sab kuchh jo ham sochate hai wo kaha hota hai.......”mummy ne kuchh sochate huye kaha,.


Juhi ka dil jor se dhadka......uske man me aaya ki abhi kah de ki haa.......mujhe yhi rok lijiye..... ..mujhe nhi jana......lekin wo kah na saki..........


Sham ko shadi me juhi aur renu bad me pahuche .........sahil aur rahul pahle hi ja chuke the...........


Aaj juhi ne lahnga pahna tha.....aur renu ne bhi...........aaj juhi pure dil se taiyar huyi thi....apne mahbbob ke liye..........


Aaj wo kisi apsara se kam nhi lag rhi thi........kano me gol gol se jhumke, hotho pe halki si lipstic aur gale me ek patli si chain..............green colour ke lahnge me uska kamsin husn kitno ki aankho ko chaka chaundh kar gya tha......kitno ke hi dil par bijriyaan girii thi.................lekin wo sitamgar nhi dikha tha jiske liye usne ye shingar kiya tha........poori sadi me juhi ki aankhe bas sahil ko dhoondh rhi thi...........



Aur fir jab wo dikha......phone par kisi se baten karta hua......to juhi ka dil hatho se jata lgaa use .......sahil bhi bikul shahzada lag rha tha...........



Green colour ke three piece suit me wo mukkammal mardanagi ka malik lag rha tha............juhi ko sachmuch bahut pyar aa rha tha aur chalta hua sahil uske pas hi aa gya........ sahil ko aate dekh renu whi thodi door par khadi apni saheliyo ki or badh gayii..........shayd juhi aur sahil ko tanhayi ka mauka dene ke liye.......


“achchhi lag rhi ho “ sahil ne bade pyar se kaha.....juhi ke dil me jaise guitar baj utha..........par use abhi thoda chhedana tha..........


“bas achchhi.........” usne muh banate huye kaha....

“bahut achchhi..............” sahil ne kaha.

“ kya sahil.....aapko to tarif karne bhi nhi aata” juhi ne tunak kar kaha...

“achcha ..........phir kaise karte hai tarif............”sahil ne muskurate huye puchha.



Juhi ka dil dhakk se rah gya.........kitna payar lagta tha sahil muskurata hua.........wo apne socho ke bhawar me doobi use dekhe ja rhi thi......tabhi....


“mai batata hu tariff kaise karte hai........”ye rahul bhi galat waqt par pahuch gya tha..........


“to juhi jee.........aap itani khoobsoorat lag rhi hai..............”


“Nhi nhi plz.......wo to mai aise hi bol rhi thi............” juhi ne sharmate huye jaldi se kaha.........

“bhai tu hi tariff kar...............inko hamari tarif karna pasand nhi...ye to tum uh se hi sun na chahti hai............” rahul ne kaha aur muskurate huye udhar chal diya jidhr renu khadi thi..........balaa ki khoobsoorat lag rhi thi wo bhi........



Sahil aur juhi chupchap khade the...........juhi sahil ko dekh rhi thi aur sahil idhar udhar.............


Thodi der me stage par programme suru ho gya.........dulha dulhan stage par baithe the...................juhi aur sahil dono ki hi aankho me ek sapna tha...........




Juhi ki aankho me wo stage tha ......... dulha bana hua sahil tha aur dulhan bani wo khud thi..........lekin sahil ke sapno ki dulhan juhi nhi thi..........aaj bhi uski dulhan to shayd wo “ bewafa “ hi thi.......
sahil ne stage ki or dekhte dekhte apne aankho me bhar aaye aansuo ko saf kiya aur dusri or chal diya.......juhi whi khadi ki khadi rah gayi.........sahil ki aankho ke aansu us se bahut kuchh kah gaye the.........




“Kaise kar sakte ho aap itna pyar us se jisne aapko jeene layak bhi nhi chhoda.......kaise sahil...........kaise hoti hai itani shiddat is muhabbat me sahil?????............mai bhi aapse aisi hi muhabbat karoongi sahil ..........aapse hi to sikha hai muhabbta karna....... ” Aur juhi ki aankhe bhi bhar aayi.........ab uske samne na shadi ka stage tha na dulha aur na dulhan.......na koi sapna......sooni sooni viran aankhe......




Kuchh der bad ek bar fir renu juhi ko jabardasti khane ke stall par khich layi....sab log whi the........mummy ,papa, sahil ,rahul.....aur gaon ki kuchh aauraten jo sahil ki mummy ko ghere unse kuchh kuchh bol rhi thi...........aakhir ab unka beta IAS tha...........


“ye renu ke sath kaun hai sahil ki mummy??????” ek ne kaha.




“ lagta hai beta bahu bhi pasand kar laya hai..........waise hai bahut khoobsorat.....bikul chand ka tukada......” doosari boli.......
“ bahut achchhi jodi hai dono ki....” teesri boli
“are nhi.........wo to sath me hi padhte the aur bas ye gaon ghoomna chahti thi..........waise hai bikul mere beti jaisi hi.........” mummy ne bade pyar se uske sar par hath rakh diya...........



Juhi ko ab ye baten dukh de rahi thi........uski aankho ke sapne toot rahe the aur wo toote huye sapne aankho me chubhane lage the ..................usne jaldi se kuchh kuchh khaya aur wapas aa gayi.........



(“mai kya karu sahil......... kya karu mai..........aapke siwa mujhe kuchh nhi soojhta.........aapke ishq me diwani huyi jaa rhi hu......dil us chaand ki khwahish karne lagaa hai jo mera nhi hai ........kya karu mai..........kaise aapko batau........kaise sahil ......kaise.....” juhi darwaza band karke bilakh rhi thi aur sahil bahar khadaa sun rha tha........uska dil bhi tadap rha tha.)




Juhi apne dil ki bat sahil ko bol nhi paa rhi thi.........shayad iski vajah yhi thi ki use pata tha ki jawab kya hoga.........use sahil ki aankho me aaj bhi aarti ka aks naza aata tha........Aaj bhi muhbbat ki bat par sahil tadap uthata tha.........jab tak juhi ijahar na kar rhi thi tab tak kam se kam ek bharam to tha na ki shayad sahil use haa kah de, shayad sahil kabhi laut aaye, shayd sahil ko kabhi uski muhbbat ka bhi ahsaas ho jaye..................lekin agar wo bharam bhi toot jaye to........fir to shayad ye sanso ki dor bhi toot jati..........




“Aur fir ham kuchh dino bad gaon se wapas aa gaye aur fir sahil chale gaye.............apni training par.....aur mai apni training par ..” -
Aarti ko batate batate juhi ka gala bhar aaya aur uski aankho se aansu bahne lage................



“Tumne sahil ko bataya nhi ki tum us se muhabbat karti ho........” Aarti ne puchha.



“sahil ko shayad pata tha......... jab hum gaon se wapas aaye to aane ke teen din bad sahil apni training par jane wale the.........maine soch liya tha ki ek bar jaroor bolungi, ek bar jaroor kosis karoongi..sahil ko jane nhi doongi khud se door....... lekin jis sham ko maine bolne ka socha tha usi sham ko sahil ne mujhe ek letter diya.......” juhi jaise sapne ki duniya me thi.........wo bolti rahi aur apne purse se nikal kar ek kagaz ka tukda aarti ki or badha diya...............
“us din se lekar aaj tak mai is kagaz ke tukde ko apne seene se lagaye baithi hu.........ek jhooti umeed ki aas me ...........aapse kya chhupana lijiye..........yhi meri muhabbat ki kul jama punji hai.aur kuchh nhi aaya mere hath........” aarti ne wo letter le liya aur padhne lagi.......





“PYARI JUHI,

Dil me bahut si baten hai jo kahna chahta hu...........lekin jab bahut kuchh kahne ko ho to aksar juban sath nhi deti........isiliye is kagaj ke tukde ka sahara lena pad rha hai........maf karna......

Bachpan me kahniya suna karta tha...........pariyo ki ,rajao ki, rajkumaro ki........achcha lagta tha...........in kahniyo me sapne hote the..........kuchh adhoore adhoore, kuchh poore..........aur kuchh aise jinhe poore Karen ke liye koi farishta aata .......koi pari aati..........aur wo sapne poore ho jate.........kisi ke sapne ka rajkumar use mil jata,kisi ko rajkumari aur kisi ke man ki murad poori ho jati...............
Mai bhi inhi sapno ki duniya me jeene laga............maine bhi sapne dekhe aur mere sapne me bhi rajkuamri thi.........mere sapno ki rajkumari.........kuchh pane ka bhi sapna tha........jaise jaise bada hota gya ye sab jhooth lagne laga....lekin sapne abhi bhi bade nhi huye shayad aur abhi bhi sachche lagte............meri rajkumari mujhe miilti,mujhse baten karti mujhe pyar karti..............aur mai khus ho jata......bahut jyada khus........ kabhi kisi aur ki jaroorat mahssos hi nhi hoti...........uske sath hasta ,rota. Roothat,use manata.......mera sabkuchh thi meri rajkumari.



Lekin fir wo rooth gayi.........meri rajkumari mujhse rooth gayi..........mai rota raha ....use rokataa raha............apni khata puchhataa raha.............us se mafi mangta raha............lekin wo chali gayi..............aur mai mano sapne se jag gaya..........aur jab sapne se jaga to meri hatheli bikul khali thi.........kuchh nhi tha mere pass..........na koi rajkumari thi ..........naman me koi murad thi.........aur na koi mera apnaa tha mere pas ...........meri zindagi me kuchh nhi bach tha .........bachi thi to bas ek kali rat........bahut lambi rat.........aur un toote huye sapno ke chand tukde........jo meri aankho me us rajkumari ki yad bankar chubhate the............mai rota tha us kali rat me.........aur mujhe apne aansuo ko bahane ke liye ek kandhe ka sahar tak nhi milta tha .............pahle mujhe sapne jhoote lagte the ab mujhe duniya jhoothi lagti thi.............lekin jane kyu kabhi wo rajkumari jhoothi nhi lagi.......jane kyu...........????? kabhi bhi nhi.


Mere man me bas yhi aata ki zindagi ki ye saja aur kitani lambi hai.........kab mai is duniya ke mele se niklunga.........mai ek tinke ki tarah se hi tootne laga......bikharne laga........maut ki duayen maangne laga.........



Lekin fir meri kahani me bhi ek Pari aayi..........sabke sapne me aati thi meri zindagi me aayi...........shayad us se mera dard dekha nhi gya tabhi jannat se utar kar mere pas chali aayi...............
Usne mujhe ek bar fir se samet liya..........mai reza-reza bikhra tha usne ek katra-katra mujhe sameta..........
Mere sapne me naye rang bharne lagi aur mujhe apni baho ka sahara de diya..........mai jab bhi tootne wala hota wo mujhe apne seene se laga leti.......aur mai rota ........bahut rota ..........lekin usne mere aansuo ko pee liya.........mere hisse ke gham usne apne seene se laga liye..............us pari ne mujhe fir se jinda kar diya.........aur meri murad mujhe de di............usne sirf mujhe diyaa.......kabhi mujhse kuchh liya nhi........aur mai bhala use kya de pata........wo to thi hi pari,jisne is dharti par kadam hi bas dene ke liye rakha tha..........


Juhi, muhabbat ke bahut se rang hote hai......bahut se roop hote hai.......aur jo sabse gahra rang hota hai wo IBADAT hota hai..............mai bhi us pari ki ibadat karta hu.........jee chahta hai uske kadmo me apna sar rakh du aur sari zindagi aise hi bita du..........lekin juhi kya ye sahi hoga,...........??????????


Meri rajkumari ne mujhe dhokha diya...........lekin ye dil aaj bhi usi ki yad me dhadkta hai.......aaj bhi dil ke har tukde me uski ek tasweer hai.........fir mai kaise us pari ke kadmo ki dhool banu........kya mai apni pari ko dhokha du juhi........kya mai ye paap karu............ ??????



Meri pari tum ho juhi.........tum hi ho mere sapno ko poora karne wali wo pari.........Mujhse ye paap nhi hoga juhi........mujhse ye paap mat karne ko kahna.


Agar tum ye jaan maang lo to tumhari kasam ek pal me tumhare kadmo me rakh dunga.........lekin is dil ka kya karu jo aaj bhi use yad karta hai...................kya karu juhi tumhi batao???.



MAI shayd is layak nhi hu ki tumhare pairo ki dhool bhi ban saku...............tumhara mukam bahut unchaa hai meri nazro me...........us khuda se bhi uncha..........fir mai tumhare bare me kabhi koi paap kaise sochu ..............aur ye paap hoaga aagr mai tumhe apne dil ki sachchai nhi batau to.


Juhi wo meri pahli muhbbat hai......mai use bhool nhi pata..........kya karu in aankho ko aur kuchh dikhta hi nhi......... lekin tum meri devi ho jiski mai zindagi bhar apne man mandir me rakhkar pooja karunga.......jiski ibadat karunga.



Juhi mujhe poora bharosa hai ki jab bhi jindagi me ladkhaunga ye meharban bahe mujhe tham lengi...........aur ise bahrose ke dam par aaj ye sachchayi byaan kar rha hu.........kyuki mujhe pata hai ki meri pari mere jism ke har hisse ki aawaz sunti hai , samjhti hai ........ to fir wo jaroor meri rooh ki is aawaj ko samjhegi.


Mai janta hu ki jo mai tumse maang rha hu wo bahut jyada hai.........aur uske badle me mai tumhe kuchh nhi de rha..........lekin juhi mai kya de sakta hu tumhe.......dil apna raha nhi..........ek jaan hai, jab chahe maang lena.

---TUMHARA BADNASEEB SAHIL.



Letter khatm ho chukka tha aur aarti ke chehre par chattano si sakhti thi............



“Sahil se bat hoti hai......?” aarti ne juhi se puchha...


“ha kabhi kabhi.....lekin idhar bahut lamba time ho gya...............kayi bar phone kiya lekin unhone ne nahi uthaya...sahyad nayi nayi posting hai to time nhi milta hoga.............” juhi ne dheere se kaha.


Aarti ko samjh me aa gya ki juhi ko sahil ke accident ki bat nhi pata hai..........


“juhi meri shadi tay ho gayi thi aur sahil ko pata chala to.........” aarti ne dheeme se kaha.......


“to kya........bolo.” juhi ka dil dhakk se rah gya.......


“to sahil ne shayad ......shayad suicide attempt ...................” aarti ki bat adhoori rah gayi........juhi ka jordar thappad uske galo ko lal kar gya............

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“you bitch !!!!! ............kaisa hai mera sahil .......agar mere sahil ko kuchh ho gya to mai jan le lungi teri...........mujhe pata tha teri muhabbat mere sahil ko chheen legi......are kuchh to taras khaya hota us devta par jisne tujh jaisi bewafa se itani muhbbat ki............” juhi ne zindagi me pahli bar kisi par hath uthaya tha aur fir farsh par gir kar jo jor se rone lagi..........
“kaha hai mera sahil ............kaha hai mera sahill ........mujhe abhi jana hai unke paas..................sahil kaha ho aap............plz aisa nhi karna jaan.........apni pari ko chhodakr nhi jana...mai kaise jyungi sahil,....plz..........” juhi boori tarah se ro rhi thi lekin aarti ki aankh se ek aansu tak na nikla...........


“wo thik hai.............biikul thik ..........ye bahut purani bat hai ........ab wo bulkul thik hai......” aarti ne use samjhana chaha.



“kamini hath mat lagana mujhe......chali ja yha se.........chali ja nhi to mai tumhe shoot kar dungi.......get out..............” juhi garzati huyi boli.........aur usne daraz me se pistol nikal li...........aarti chupchap mudi aur darwaze ki or badh gayi............


Darwaze ke pas pahuch kar mudi...............


“juhi dua karoongi ki tumhe tumhari muhbbat mil jaye” aarti ne kaha.


“aur mai dua karoongi ki tu muhabbat ki ek boond ke liye tarase............kabhi pyar ka ek katraa naseeb na ho tujhe” juhi ne rote huye behad nafart se kaha........aarti ki aankh se pahli bar ek aansu tapaka aur wo bahar nikal gayi.


Juhi usi tarah se bilakh bilakh kar ro rhi thi............ usne apna phone nikala aur number dial karne lagi.


Muhbbat ka takraw ho gya tha...........pata nhi ek aur muhbbat se ya fir ek bewafa se.....

Juhi buri tarah se bilakh rhi thi..............usne rahul ka number milaya aur sahil ka address liya.....Rahul ne bhi use bataya ki sahil bikul thik hai............juhi ke dil ko kuchh sukoon to mila lekin ab bina sahil se mile us se raha nhi ja rha tha .............wo bhi tab jab ki sahil whi delhi me hi tha...........sahil to abhi bhi aarti ke ghar par hi tha.......rahul ne use aarti ke ghar ka address de diya..................



“Aarti,mai to tumse badi muhabbat se mili..........apne andar ke gusse ko peekar mili tumse........keval ek aas me ............badi chah thi tumse milne ki............ek bar dekhna chahti thi ki kaun hai wo ladki jiski muhbbat me sahil jaisa mukamal sakhs itna toot gyaa..........socha tha kuchh to tum me bat hogi jo sahil is kadar deewane hai tumhara.........lekin juhi tum to nafarat ke layak bhi nhi ho..............muhbbat to bahut badi bat hai..........i hate u..........duniya me sabse jyada nafarat karti hu mai tumse................ ” juhi gadi me baithi thi .....driver gadi chala rha tha aur juhi apne man me aarti ko kose jaa rhi thi.................wo apne sahil se milne ja rhi thi................





Idhar aarti juhi ke office se nikli.............chuchap gadi me baithi aur driving karne lagi..........kuchh door aakr usne gadi roki .............aur foot foot kar rone lagi.



“juhi mai itani buri nhi hu...................mai majboor thi................” uska hath apne galo par pahuch gya jaha abhi bhi juhi ke thappad ki lali thi............ Aarti aage ko jhuki huyi ro rhi thi.



Aarti bahut der tak roti rahi...............aur fir apne aansu pochhe....ghar par phone karke mummy ko kuchh bola aur chuchap ghar ki or chal padi...............


Juhi aarti ke ghar pahuchi.........uski mummy ne darwaza khola..........

“namste ....mera nam juhi hai.......sahil se milna hai........”


“jee namste,mai sahil ki didi......aaiye.........” didi ne kaha........juhi ke man me bahut nafarat thi in sab logo ke liye.........BHAI , behan aur muhabbat ...........sabne uske sahil ko akela chhod diya tha..wo bhi tab jab wo har raha tha.....jab use apno ki sabse jyada jaroorat thi. .............juhi ne jyada kuchh kaha nhi aur chuchap andar aa gyi............agar aaj sahil yha na hota to wo kabhi yha na aati.........in sab logo ki shakl se nafart si ho gyi thi use........



“aap baithe mai kuchh thanda - garam lati hu.........sahil ko abhi bula deti hu............”didi kahti huyi mudi hi thi ki juhi boli...........



“jee koi jaroorat nhi hai...........mai bas sahil se milne aayi hu.........aur vaise bhi mujhe koi shauk nhi h gairo ke ghar...........” juhi ne bahut control kar liya apne gusse par.........


Didi chup rahi...........kuchh jaise bolne ko tha nhi unke pas..............


“kaha hai sahil ,,,mai unke kamre me hi jakar mil leti hu...............” juhi ne kaha.


“Third floor par hai room aaye aap mai le chalti..............”ek bar fir se didi ki bat adhoori rah gayi...........


“jee koi jaroorat nhi hai.........m chali jaungi...............” juhi boli aur seedhiyo se chadhte huye upar chali gayi...


Didi ko bahut beijjati mahsoos ho rhi thi.............lekin wo kuchh nhi boli.........bas aanchal se apne aankh me aaye ek aansu ko ponchhane lagi.....................aarti darwaze par khadi sabkuchh sun chuki thi................wo aage badhi aur apni maa ke gale se lag gayi..............


“I m sorry mummy....meri vajah se aapko itani insult sahni padi ......sabkuchh sun na pad rha hai.............mai bahut buri hu na mummy,,” aarti maa ke gale lage lage rone lagi.......


“nhi meri bachchi............tu to jan hai meri................aisa mat bol..........” mummy ne pyar se uska matha chhom liya.



“sahil” juhi ki koyal se aawaz sahil ke kano me padi...........sahil jo ki abhi abhi leta tha bistar par juhi ko dekhakr behad khus hua............


“juhi.......tum........what a pleasant surprise.........” sahil ne uthkar use gale se laga liya............juhi jor se us se chipak gayi............lagbhag ek sal bad mil rhe the wo ekdusre se..............juhi ke dil ko jaise sukoon aa gya .............


Aur fir wo alag hokar ek sath baith gaye bed par...............


“aapka accident hua tha..........hai na......aur mujhe batana jaroori nhi samjha aapne..........haan kyu batayenge........., mai kaun hoti hu.........juhi to koi hai hi nhi na aapki.............” lakh jabt karne ke bad bhi juhi ki aankhe dabdabaa gayi.............


“nhi juhi..........ye kaise soch liya tumne......tumhi to ek ho jise maine kabhi batane ki jaroorat nhi samjhi ki tum meri kya ho...........juhi soory yar...............maf kar do.......plz........” sahil ne uska hath apne hath me le liya.........


“rahne dijiye.....aapko kya pata kya beeti hai mere dil par ye sunkar.......aap to bas................”


“juhi ...tumhe kaise pata chala.......” sahil ko samjh me nhi aaya.


“kaise bhi pata chale.............aapko kya.............”juhi thodi naraz naraz si bahut pyari lag rhi thi.............


“sorry bola na yar......manta hu bahut badi galti ho gyi..........ab maf kar do ...... plz batao na .........kaise pata chalaa tumhe..............” sahil bola.


“aaj aarti aayi thi mujhse milne.............”juhi ne dhamaaka kiya.


“what? Uff ye ladki......kuchh kaha to nhi na usne tumhe.......” sahil bola.


“uske pas kya tha kahne ko............kaha to maine sabkuchh...........sahil aapne to kaha tha ki aap yha fir kabhi nhi aayenge ..............” juhi ne puchha.


“ha juhi ...kuchh mahine pahle ek din mummy ka phone aaya.............did ki tabiyat kharab thi wo admit thi........... ...aur us samy mai delhi me hi tha................mai mummy ko mana nhi kar paya........aur fir yha chala aaya...............tabse kabhi kabhi aa jata hu...........” sahil bola.



“aap ka accident kaise hua tha sahil..............” juhi boli...........aur badi gahri nazro se use dekhne lagi...........



“pata nhi .......koi sharabi tha shayad jisne thok diya.....chhodo na..........” sahil ne talna chaha.



“aapne suicide attempt kiya tha na???” juhi ki aankh ek bar fir se bhar aayi..........



“nhii to..........kk...k...kaun kaun bola...” sahil ke juban ki ladkhadahat se hi pata chal rha tha ki wo thik se jhooth nhi bol paa rha.........


“sahil meri kasam .....sach sach boliye...............” juhi ki aankhe chhalak padi.


Sahil chuchap sar jhukaye baitha rha...kya bolta........


“plzzzzz” juhi ab bas ro dene ko thi


“kya karta juhi...............wo kisi aur ki ho rhi thi..............mai kya karta.....kaise dekhta use kisi aur ka hote............bachpan se lekar jawani tak aur kuchh sujha hi nhi uske siwa........sabkuchh janta hu... lekin ye dil kuchh nhi samjhata.............kya karta juhi...........” sahil ki aankhe bhi bhar aayi.....


“ aur mai kaun hu sahil...........????? ..........kaun hu mai aapki.........” juhi ke aansu ab uske galo par bahne lage the lekin uske chehre par patthar ke jaisi sakhti thi........



“juhi ye kya.........” sahil ne apne hath se uske aansu ponchhne chahe......aur juhi ne uska hath jhatak diya..........


“aaj mujhe jawab chahiye sahil........mai kya lagti hu aapki...........kaun hu mai sahil .......” juhi ek kadam se pichhe hatate huye boli...........

“tum ye kya kah rhi ho....tum ...tum meri pari..........” sahil ki bat adhoori rah gayi..........



“nhi.........nhiiiiiiiiiiii.......nahi hu mai koi pari..........koi pari nhi hu mai sahil.......mai ek masoom si aam ladki hu.......... jiske seene me bhi ek dil hai aur us dil me aapki tasweer hai...........mai pari nhi hu..........aapne mujhe pari bana diya.........kya mila mujhe pari bankar........haan.......bataiye........aapne mujh se hamesa ke liye door jane ki taiyari kar li aur mujhse ke bar bhi kuchh nhi puchha ........kabhi aapke dil me ye khyal aaya ki juhi bhi koi hai.......kaise jeeti mai.?????..........kya karti mai agar aapko kuchh ho jata.............kya karti mai sahil.......... .kya karti............” juhi farshpar gir kar apna chehra apne dono hatho me chhupakar rone lagi.......



Sahil ki aankhe bhi bhar aayi.................


Usne juhi ke kandhe par hath rakha..........jise juhi ne jahtak diya.......



“ mai pari nhi hu sahil.......... mai ek aam si ladki hu...mere andar bhi dil hai .,..kabhi socha aapne ki mai bhi pyar kar sakti hu............aapne mujhe pari bana diya aur mera sabkuchh mujhse chheen liya........meri muhabbat ,mere armaan ,mere sapne....sabkuchh cheen liya.......




“.aap khudgarz ho sahil............. aapne sirf apne bare me socha apni muhabbat ke bare me socha.........jiye to apni muhbbat ke liye aur ab apni muhbbat ke liye marne chale the........meri muhabbat ka kya ...........??????? kabhi socha aapne..............mai bhi muhhabt karti hu sahil.............bahut muhbbat karti hu..............meri muhabbat ki koi keemat kyu nhi hai sahil...... .... aapne meri muhbbat ka gala ghont diya..............ek mauka tak nhi diya mujhe apne pyar ke ijahhar karne ka..........” aaj juhi bol rhi thi aur sahil sun rha tha ............har jagah use apni hi galti nazar aa rhi thi.........har jagah.........




“aapne to apni muhbbat ke gham me marne ka faisal kar liya aur mai.......??????? mai kya kar payi..........mujhe to muhbbat ki ek boond tak naseeb nhi huyi..........sahil aajtak mai chup thi sirf is liye kyuki mujhe thoda sa yakeen tha ki shayad aapki muhbbat me sachchayi ho...........shayad aapki muhbbat aapko mil jaye...........shayad wo aapke pas laut aayee...............lekin wo to muhabbat ke kabil hi nhi hai.............” juhi siskiyo ke bich bole ja rhi thi......aaj use koi nhi rok sakta tha..........bahut dino se dil me daba drd aaj bahar nikal rha tha...............



Sahil ko juhi ki halat par bahut dukh ho rha tha..........aur iska jimmedar bhi shayad wo khud tha....... lekin juhi ki aakhiri bat ”ki wo to muhbbat ke kabil hi nhi hai” shayd use achchi nhi lagi.........




”juhi plz......aage kuchh mat bolo.....plz..........” sahil use chup karana chah rha tha.......



“aapko sun na hoga ............aaj aapko sab kuchh sun na hoga...........aapki aarti muhbbat ke kabil nhi hai sahil.....usne to kisi aur ke sang jindagi zeene ke sapne dekh liye...............kisi aur ki ho jana chahti thi wo.........kaha gayi aapki aarti ki muhbbat sahil............bada yakeen tha na aapko uski muhbbat par...........boliye sahil ,kaha hai aapke bachpan ki muhabbat..........”




Sahil chuchap sun rha tha..............kisi bahut apne ke hatho hara tha bolta bhi to kya.........



“sahil , muhabbat ka ek rang wo bhi hota hai jisme ek dulhan ke hatho me mehandi ki jagah uske mahboob ka khoon hota hai...........aur aapki muhabbat????.......are aapki muhbbat ne to aapko kuchh diya hi nhi ......aapse aapki zindagi tak chheen leni chahi...............aur agr aap ab bhi apni sachchi muhabbat ko pahchan na paye .........to bas yhi kahungi ki aap bahut badnaseeb ho sahil........aarti se bhi jayada badnaeeb..........”



Juhi mudkar wapas bahar jane lagi...............ek bar bhari huyi aankho se mudkar tanha tanha se baithe sahil ko dekha...........ek bar fir se dil tadap utha juhi ka......



“ sahil aaj bhi aapke pas apna koi nhi hai.........aaj bhi aap akele ho.........juhi aapki hai aur aapki rahegi ........zindagi ke kisi bhi padav par agr kisi aapne ki jaroorat pad jaye to bas ek aawaz laga dena, aapki juhi hamesa aapka intzaar karti milegi.........khuda hafiz sahil ”


Juhi apne aansuo ko ponchhati teji se bahar nikal gayi.............




Aarti bahar darwaje par khadi mil gayi ......shayad sabkuchh sun liya tha usne..........juhi ne ek nafarat bhari nigah us par dali............



“agr mere sahil ko kuchh bhi ho gya na..............to tumhe koi nhi bacha payega mujhse” aarti sun kar rah gayi.



“ maaf karna jan..........aaj tumhari juhi ne tumhara dil dukhaya.....lekin kya karu mai....tumahri aankho se wo muhabbat ka jhootha parda hatana chahti hu jisne tumhe andha kar diya hai............mere sahil ki hifazat karna mere khuda” juhi apni gadi me baithi abhi bhi ro rhi thi.




Aarti ne chuchap juhi ko bat ko sun liya apne aansu ponchhe aur room ke andar chali agyi.......kamre ke farsh par bed se laga baitha sahil ............aansu uski aankho se bah kar farsh par gir rhe the.........aur wo chuchap apne dono hatheliyo ko dekh rha tha...............



Ek aisa hara hua zuari jisne zindagi bhar jua khela aur aaj dono hatheliya khali............aise apni hatheliyo ko nihar rha tha, jaise abhi abhi kuchh bahut keemati fisal sa gya un hatheliyo se..........




Sahil ki halat par aarti ko bahut dukh ho rha tha.............uska jee chah rha tha ki abhi kahi doob kar jaan de de...............wo dhhere se sahil ke pas gayi aur uske kandhe par hath rakh diya..............sahil ne sar uthkar uski or dekha aur uske pairo ko pakadkar lipat gaya...............aarti ki to jaise jan hi nikal gayi...........
“ye aap ky kar rhe hai sahil....plz............” aur wo niche baith gayi ...........sahil ne jor se use pakad liya aur jor jor se tadap tadap kar rone laga...............




“aarti mujhe meri muhabbat lauta do....plzzzz..............aisa kya galat kar diya maine jo ye sajaa mil rhi hai........har koi kahta hai ki meri muhbbat jhoothi hai.......sab kahte hai ki mai pagal hu ............maine kya galat kiya......sirf muhabbat hi to ki ............ab agar us muhbbat ne mujhe apne layak nhi samjha to mai kya karu,.............agar usne mujhe chhod doiya to mai kya karu............aagr mera dil aaj bhi uske liye dhadakta hai to mai kyaa karu ............mai kya karu aarti.............maine to aaj tak sirf pyar nibhaya hai....fir mai galat kaise hu aarti......?????? ”




Sahil aarti ke gale se lage roye ja rha tha aur uske aansuo ke sath sath uske lab bhi shayd ro rhe the aaj...........aarti ki aankhe bilkul sookh chuki thi shayad ek aansu tak nhi nikal rha tha..........lekin sahil ka har “kyu” uske dil me teer ki tarah chubh rha tha..........




“ wo juhi kahti hai ki meri aarti muhabbat ke layak nhi hai.......lekin mujhe agar aaj bhi uske siwa kuchh nhi nazar aata to mai kya karu............agar aaj bhi un aankho ke aansu mujhse bardasht nhi hote to mai kya karu..............sab kahte hai ki meri aarti mujhe dhokha de rhi hai.........meri aarti bewafa hai.....mai kaise maan lu...........plz aartiiiiii ..........sabko bata do ki meri aarti bewafa nhi hai...............bata do ki aaj bhi wo mujhse muhbbat karti hai...... tumhare sahil ki muhbbat haar rhi hai aarti.......use haarane mat do..........meri muhbbat ka bharam rakh lo aarti.......plz meri muhaabt ka bharam rakh lo”




sahil aarti se lipate huye ro rha tha aur aarti uske balo me hath pherti chuchap baithi thi.....uske chehre par chattan ke jaisi dridhta thi............jane kyu aarti sachmuch ek patthar ki moorat si ban gayi thi jiske andar na koi khusi dikh rhi thi aur na koi gham..........sahil ke itane bilakhne par bhi uske aankh se ek aansu nhi nikla tha ab tak.





“ Sahil ek din tumhe ahsaas hoga ki tumne kya muhabbat ki aur hamne kya muhabbat ki” aarti ne apne dil me socha aur aankho ke kinare par chale aaye ek aansu ko chupke se apne dupatte ke pallu se ponchh liya........mano kisi ko pata chal gya to qayamat aa jayegi.......




Par agar qayamat aani hogi to aayegi hi kaun rok sakta hai use..........aur sahil ki muhabbat me itani shiddat thi ki agar use “ bewafayi” mili to qayamat to nischit hi thi...........ab to bas itan hi dekhna tha ki sahil ka pyar jeet ta hai ya aarti ki “ bewafayi”.

 

[Aashiq]

UPDATE 16


SAHIL ko apni god me chhupaye juhi ka dil bhi bahut bhari ho gya tha...........aaj usne faisla kar l iya tha ki wo sahil ko sabkuch sach sach bata degi..............aur shayad use pata bhi tha ki sahil ka fiasla kya hoga.................

“sahil” usne dheere se pukara.....


Sahil ko rona ab ruk chukka tha usne sar uthakar aarti ko dekha.............


“aaj mai tumhe bta ti hu ki maine aisa kyu kiya..............mai janti hu ki jo kuchh maine kiya wo mafi ke layak nhi hai...........ye bhi janti hu ki meri vajah se tumhari zindagi tabah ho gyi, ........... mai ye bhi janti hu ki tumne bahut dard sahaa hai.............aur sahil ab mere aaj ye kahne ya na kahne se koi fark un baton par nhi padega..............na tumhari zindagi ki wo dardannak raten mai mita paungi na wo dard bhare aansu ponchh paungi........lekin ek bar tumhe batana chahati hu............”


Sahil uthkar baith gya......aur aarti ke chehre ki or aise dekhne laga jaise aaj uski
zindagi ki parikshaa ka result aane wala ho..................aaj faisalaa hona tha ki uski muhbbat ki shiddat me kitna asar tha..........aaj faisal hona tha ki uski aarti bewafa thi ya ba-wafa


AARTI ne bolna suru kiya..............


“mere councilling se thik pahle aap ghar gaye the ........... hai aapko.........” aarti ne kaha..........


Sahil ne bas haa me sar hila diya.............


aarti fir aage bataane lagi...................



“usi din bade mama (DHEERAJ ) yha aaye the , rohan bhi aaya tha.......aur mere Tau ke yha party thi.............tau-tayi ki marriage aaniversary thi.......... bade mama waise bhi jab aate the to Tayi ke yha jaroor jate the...............aur tayi bhi unhe bahut manti thi...........ham sab sham ko lagbhag 7 baje unke ghar pahuche.............sab log bade pyar se mile...........TAU,TAI AUR UNKI BETI VARSHA...........mehmaan bahut jyada nhi the..............bas kuchh bahut karibi log hi the...........kul milakar 10-15 log....


Der rat Sab log kha peekar baithkar baten kar rhe the..........


Sab log the bas VARSHA nhi thi...........



Kuchh der bad bade mama bhi uthkar kahi chale gaye .............hm sab baithe baten karte rahe............



Tabi tau ke phone par varsha ki kisi friend ka phone aa gya............aur tau use bat karwane ka bol kar phone lekar andar chale gaye varsha ko doondhate huye.....................


Thdi der hi samay bita tha ki andar se jor jor se gali dene ki aawaze aane lagi...........Tau kisi ko mar rhe the aur jor jor se galiya de rhe the.............mai mummy ,papa ,rohan sab bhagte huye andar gaye.............


Tau bade mama ko thappad mare ja rhe the..............papa ne jakar unka hath pakad liya.........


“bhai sahib ,ye kya hai.........aapne hath kaise uthaya.............”


“hat ja sale, bahenchod..........salo tum sab ne mujhe badnam karne ke lye is se ye sab karwaya hai na.......aaj ise jan se mar dunga...........puchh kya kar rha tha meri beti ke sath...........” TAU ka chehra gusse se laal tha....



varsha whi khadi aansu baha rhi thi......tau ne un dono ko kisi aapattijanak sthiti {sex karte huye} me dekh liya tha..........”dheeraj kya ye sach hai ,”papa ne puchha.......


bade mama kuchh nhi bole..........

“dheeraj bol na ye jhooth hai.......” mummy rote huye boli...


“didi ham pyar karte hai ek dusre se....”bade mama bole hi the.....



“hat randi....maine apni aankho se dekha hai.......tum sab ab natak mat karo.....salo maine apni beti ki shadi tay ki thi aur is bahnchod ki bhi to tay thi.....fir puchh ki kya kar rha tha yha...........sala mere hi ghar me meri beti ko..............abhi batata hu............ “ TAU gusse se andar gaye......shayad apni pistol lene


“varsha ye kya ho rha hai ........tu kuchh bolti kyu nhi...........” tayi ne kaha...


“mummy .........ye jabardasti kar rhe the.......” varsha boli, uske chehre se saf lag rha tha ki wo jooth bol rhi hai..........aur uska character to vaise bhi sabko pata tha...........lekin usne bat bigdti dekhi to palat gayi........aur aaj to koi bhi aisa nhi tha jo uski bat ka bharosa nhi karta,..........



Dheeraj mama ka chehra ek dam fakk pad gya varsha ki bat sunkar............unke sath to ye hona hi tha.......unhone bhi to kisi ko dhoka diya tha ....unhe dhokhe ke siwa kya milta...........unki shadi tay thi aur unhone kisi aur ke sath..............


Bahut drama hua wha .......lekin mai sab nhi batanaa chahti..........


Tau ko sabne kisi tarah se pakad kar ek kamre me band kiya aur hm wha se bahar nikle.......papa ki aankho me maine pahli bar aansu dekhe the..............wo bahut jyada gusse me the us din...............


Kisi tarah se hm ghar pahuche ...............mama bhi sath me the..........mummy unhe jabardasti le aayi.......unhe dar tha ki kahi wo kuchh aisa vaisa na kar le ...............shayad isiliye akele nhi jane diya unhe..............


Ghar pahuchane par us se bhi bada hangama hua................


Papa bahut gusse me the...........aur wo sara gussa nikla mummy par aur mujh par..........


“Sali .......tum sab bhai-bahno ka khun hi ganda hai...........nikal ja tu abhi mere ghar se ......apne bhai ko liva le............aur ja yha se...........”papa mummy par cheekh rhe the.......


Mummy bas roye ja rhi thi..........


“jeeja didi ko kuchh mat kahe...plz.....sari galti meri............”bade mama ki bat aadhi hi nikli thi.....


“chup sale.........kamien.....tu abhi nikal mere ghar se........aur agar kabhi “ TUM DONO BHAI” me se koi bhi mere ghar ...aaya to goli mar dunga........sale tere jaisa hi tera bhai bhi hoga na.......kya pata wo sala meri beti ko.........tum sab ki nazar gandi hai........ sale aaj teri vajah se mai itna jalil hua hu.......nhi to sala kisi ki majaal nhi thi ki koi meri family ke character par unagali uthaye,...........nikal ja sale..........” papa dahaad rhe the aur har koi chuchap khada tha.............


Dheeraj mama chale gaye.........rat ke ek baj rhe the..............mummy ro rhi thi aur papa ka gussa kam nhi ho rha tha............



“tu bhi nikal ja...............tu bhi to usi ki behan hai.............nikal ja..” papa mummy ko bol rhe the.

Mai aage badhi aur papa ke pairo se lipat gayi............

“papa jane do na plz............mummy ki kya galti ........plz papa” mai jor se unke pairo se lipti ro rhi thi..........


Papa kuchh nhi bol rhe the............


Thodi der bad unhone mujhe uthaya...........


“chup ho ja beta..........” mai papa ke gale se lag gayi aur jor jor se rone lagi......


“Mummy chali jayengi to mai kaise rahungi papa........plz papa..........”


“thik hai aarti, mai janta hu iski koi galti nhi hai..........sorry.............lekin is ghar me un dono me se koi nhi aayega..............kabhi bhi............agar sahil bhi kabhi yha aa gya to mai pata nhi kya karunga..........mujhe khud nhi pata ...........aur tum us se door rahna............kabhi uski or aankh uthakar bhi mat dekhna...............wo achcha nhi hai beta......wo bhi isi kameene ke jaisa hoga....to bhaut bholi hai meri bachchi............wo tere sath...........tu samajh rhi hai na...........aakhir isi kamine ka bhai hai na...........aur agr kabhi us se mili to samajh lena ki bina baap ki ho gyi ho......” aur papa itna kahte kahte ruk gaye.......



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Aarti apni bat kah kar chup ho gyi thi aur sahil uski taraf aise dekh rha tha ki jaise abhi kuchh aur kahegi wo..............jaise sahil ki khata batayegi....................jaise koi aur safai pesh karegi .....lekin aarti chup rhi...........


“fir....?? uske bad..........” sahil ne beyakeeni se kaha........



“uske bad kyaa......aap delhi aaye .....mummy ne aap ko kuchh nhi bataya.......kyuki us samay papa ghar par nhi the...... aur maine aap se doori bana ne ki kosis..........” aarti ki bat poori nhi ho payi thi ki sahil cheekh pada............



“aur tumne faisla kar liya ki tum mujhe chhod dogi...........tumne ye man liya ki mera khoon ganda hai.......tumne ye man liya ki mai apne bhai jaisa hu...........tumne man liya aarti............” sahil ki aankhe bhar aayi.............aarti aage badhi uske kanhde par hath rakh diya............


Sahil ne uska hath jhatak diya..........aur uski aankhe aaj ek bar fir se barasane lagi...............



“tumne maan liya aarti...........tumne man liya...........aur ek mai hu............sari duniya kahti rahi ki tumne mujhe dhokha diya, tum bewafa ho.........sab kuchh sahaa maine............kitni raten tanha tumhari yad me roya..........tumhare liye roya......khuda se tumhare pyar ki bheekh mangi............lekin maine nhi mana aarti..........kabhi nhi maana.......shayad jubaan se kabhi nikal bhi gya ki tum bewafa ho..........lekin mere dil ne kabhi nhi mana..........maine kabhi nhi maana.........par tumne maan liya......??????????.....”

“tumne maan liya ki mere pyar me vasanaa hai........tumne maan liya ki mere pyar me tumhare jism ki chahat hai...........tumne man liya ki meri nazro me hawas hai...........nhi aartiiiiiiiiiiii.........nhiiiiiiiii..........are tum to meri zindagi thi, maine to kabhi tumhare siwa kuchh socha hi nhi..............meri to saanse isi aas me chalti rahi ki meri aarti bewafa nhi ho sakti............bachpan se lekar jawani tak kisi aur ladki ki or kabhi pyar ki nazar se dekha tak nhi.........lekin tumhe mere pyar par aitabar hi nhi aaya...........tumhari muhabbat bahut kamjor nikli aarti , jo halat ke in mamooli thapedo se toot gayi...........”


“aarti meri galti kaha hai isme............????....kya khata hai meri ..............????? ek bar bhi tumne nhi socha.........aarti meri muhbbat aaj se 5 sal pahle nhi hari thi.......aaj haar gayi............” sahil niche gir pada aur bejar hokar bilkhane laga..........


Aarti ki aankhe abhi bhi bikool sukhi thi...........pattharr ki ho gyi thi shayad aarti..................usne sahil ko chup karane ke liye ek bar fir se uske kandhe par hath rakhna chaha...........sahul ne uska hath jhatak diya...........sahil ki aankhe ekdam laal thi ...........


“nhiiiiiiiiiii........chhuna mat mujhe...........juhi sahi kahti thi aarti............tum muhbbat ke laayak nhi ho.......nhi ho tum muhbbat ke layak........... BEWAFA HO TUM ... BEWAFA.........are tum to nafarat ke layak bhi nhi ho.........aur ek mai hu....huhn.... jaan tak dene chala tha tumhare liye.............ek “BEWAFA” ke liye..........”


“aarti mai ja rha hu.........hamesa hamesa ke liye...ab kabhi laut kar tumhare dar par nhi aaunga............aur haan....... is bharam me mat rahna ki sahil ab bhi tum par mar mitega, fir se apni zindagi daaw par laga dega..............meri zindagi bahut keemti hai.........tum jaisi kisi “BEWAFA” par lutane ke liye nhi........”



“jao kar lo apni shadi ,ban jau kisi aur ki..........fir use bhi barbad kar dena.......fir kisi aur ki banna......aur fir use......” sahil mano kise nashe ke se aalam me bol rha tha........


“sahil” aarti ko bura lag rha tha.....



“kya hua bura lag rha hai........haan...........sachchi bat aise hi buri lagti hai.........aarti mai sochta tha ki mai badnasseb hounga agar mujh tum na mili to.......lekin mai khusnaseeb hu aarti..........badnasseb to wo hai jiski zindagi me tum shamil hone ja rhi ho...................ek aakhiri bat jate jate kah rha hu............mujhe koi gham nhi hai............ kyuki maine use khoya hai jo kabhi meri thi hi nhi, lekin tumne use khoya hai jo sirf tumhara tha !!!!! sirf tumhara......”


aakhiri lafz bolte bolte sahil ki aankh thodi si nam ho gyi par is bar wo roya nhi aur wo uthakr teji se bahar nikal gaya.



“sab kuchh sahi kaha sahil......mai BEWAFA hu.............bas itanaa yakeen karna mujh par........ki maine kabhi ye nhi chaha tha , kabhi ye nhi socha tha ki tum jan dene ki kosis karoge.........kabhi nhi sahil......kabhi bhi nhi............ye maine kabhi nhi chaha.” aarti ne kaha aur chauchap uthkar apne room me jakar andar se darwaza band kar liya.



Sahil apne bag pack karke bahar nikal rha tha ......aarti uske samne nhi aayi thi aur wo chahta bhi nhi tha..............


Sahil niche hall me aa gya tha..didi bhi sath me thi.......... ........aur sabse kamaal ki bat to ye thi ki didi ne ek bar bhi us se achanak jane ki vajah nhi puchhi..........na use rookne ke liye kaha............wo bas nikal hi rha tha ki tabhi uske jeeja anadar aate huye dikhe.........aaj kayi salo ke bad unka samnaa ho rha tha..........hospital me accident ke bad wo the lekin tab sahil thik nhi tha.........uske bad se jyadatar unse samnaa nhi hua tha.........ek pal ko sahil ko thoda sa dar laga...........fir usne soch liya ki ab kya dar........... jo apna tha wo to kho hi diya.........



Lekin fir wo hua jiski sahil ko jara bhi umeed nhi thi..................jara si bhi nhi.

Sahil whi khada ho gya apne jeeja ji ko aate dekhkar.............jeeja bhi uske bikul pass pahuchakar khade ho gaye.....................

Sahil ne jhuk kar unke pair chhuye to unhone uthakar use gale se laga liya............

“kaha jane ki taiayari hai” unhone bade apne pan se puchha.



Wah ri duniya !! kya khub matlabi aur swarthy logo ki duniya hai ye..............kal tak mera khoon ganda tha aur aaj mai itna apna ho gya..............sirf isliye ki ab mai ek hara hua insaan nhi hu..........kyuki ab mai ek IAS officer hu... .........sahil apne man me soche jar ha tha aur uske dil ki nafarat badhti ja rhi thi.............


“jee...bas nikal rha hu..........lucknow ja rha hu.........join karna hu duty “ sahil ne bina man ke jawab diya..............


“are yar itande din bad mile ho...............thodi der to mere sath bhi rah lo............chalo kal chale jana.....” jeeja ne uske kandhe par hath rakhte huye kaha.


“nhii jeeja .........jaroori hai ...........kafi time ho gya..........”


“whi to kah rha hu kafi time ho gya...........mere sath tumhe rahe.......chalo aaj ruk jao kal chale jana.........” jeeja ne uske hath se suitcase lete huye kaha.



Sahil ab bikul nhi jana chahta tha wapas...........aarti ka samn a ek bar wo fir se nhi karna chahata tha...........lekin jeeja itane apne pan se kah rhe the ki wo mana bhi nhi kar paa rha tha.......itana jahar ugala tha unhone uske khilaf,lekin fir bhi,,,,,,,,,,,...yhi to zindagi me sahil nhi kar pata tha........usne bina man se hi sahil lekin apne kadam ek bar fir se ghar ki taraf wapas mod liye.



“tum bas do minute baitho mai abhi fresh hokar aata hu......” jeeja use baithte dekhkar bole aur washroom me ghus gaye......didi bhi kuchh bnanane ke liye kitchen me chali gayi.........



Sahil whi baitha is ghar ki daro deewar ko nihar raha tha........aur uske dil me dard ki ek lahar uth jati thi...........aise hi baithe baithe use pata nhi chala ki kab aarti bhi wha aakar baith gayi........uski thik bagal me.............



“sahil” uske muh se apna nam sunkar sahil ne uske chehre ki or dekho..............bikul sapaat chehra , koi emotions nhi,............... koi dekhe to pata na chale ki wo khus hai, dukhi hai ya fir naraz hai.................sahil ko bhi kuchh pata nhi chala.....aur chalta bhi to shayad ab use koi fark nhi padne wala tha..........


“juhi se pyar karte ho.............?...” aarti ne badi himmat juta kar kaha.



Sahil kuchh nhi bola aur nafarat se dusri taraf nazre ghuma li...............



“ wo to aapko bahut chahti hai.............kya aap nhi...” aarti bahut darte darte bat kar rhi thi aur jane kyu kar rhi thi.............abhi to itana kuchh sunaya tha use sahil ne.........



“plz sahil, kuchh to boliye ........kya aap use pyar nhi..............” aari ki bat adhoori rah gayi........



“shut up ..........just shut up............pyar jaise pakh sabd ko apni juban par lakar ganda mat karo................aur juhi............hummmm........uska nam bhi lene layak nhi ho tum.......uske pairo ki dhool ke barabar bhi nhi.............tum kya jano juhi kya hai............mai use pyar karta hu ya nhi, iska tumse koi vasta nhi........lekin mai uski ibadat karta hu,,,,,,poojta hu mai use,......pari hai juhi,jo dusro ke sapne sajanaa janti hai, sabkuchh lutana janti hai............dusro ki khusi ke liye jeeti hai wo............” sahil bahut nafart ki nigah aarti par dalta hua bola.........



“kya is ibadat me muhabbat bhi shamil hai sahil...?” aarti apni har beijjati bardasht karte huye bahut shant bhav se bat kiye ja rhi thi.



“muhabbat ??????............hunh....ek bar m uhabbat karke dekh li..........jis se ki usko bhi dekh liya.........koi muhabbat nhi hoti duniya me.............sab kuchh sirf matalab hota hai.......sirf aur sirf apna swaarth............aur plz tum aur kuchh mat poochhana.............tumse bat karna bhi ek sajja lagti hai ab mujhe.............” sahil bahut gusse me tha lekin apni aawaz dba kar bol rha tha...........jaise koi funfkaar rha ho.



Aarti ne kuchh nhi kaha.......bas ek gahri saans li aur chuchap baithi rahi.........tabhi didi hath me tray lekar andar aa gayi...............chai,kuchh snacks aur kuchh aur nashte ki cheeje thi usme...............



Sahil ne chehra uthakar dekha unki or..............aankho ke kinare geele ho gaye the unke.............shayad unhone sahil ka jawab sun liya tha..........unhone jaldi se tray rakha aur sabse nazre bachate huye apni aankhe ponchh dali..............lekin sahil ki tej nazro se wo bach na payi.............wo kuchh nhi bola............is samay itani nafarat bhar gayi thi uske andar ki use kisi ke aansuo ki koi parwah nhi thi...............



5 sal bahut samay hota hai..........5 sal bina kuchh kahe, bina kisi shikawe- shikayat ke usne aarti ka intazaar kiya tha........sab kuchh harte huye bhi usne apni muhbbat ka daman nhi chhoda tha......apni muhabbat ka bhrosa nhi tootne diya tha.............apne dil me uski muhbbat ka chirag jalaye rakha tha............lekin aaj us chirag ne hi uske dil me hi aag lga diya tha aur us aag me muhbbat ka har sapna , har umeed jalkar rakh ho gayi thi.


Thodi der bad sahil aur jeeja baithkar chay pee rhe the...........sahil unse bhi naraz tha,,bahut naraz lekin kuchh kah nhi rha tha...............wo to mano sari duniya se hi naraz tha.....



“sahil,inassan zindagi me kabhi kabhi kuchh aisa kar deta hai ya kuchh aisa kho deta hai jisko kabhi wapas nhi laya ja sakta..............jiski bharpayi kabhi nhi ho sakti...........maine bhi kuchh aisi hi galtiya ki hai apne past me..........” jeeja bade dheere dheere bol rhe the........sharmindagi ka ek rang unke chehre se jhalak rha tha,


Sahil ne kuchh nhi kaha bas unki or dekhta raha...kya unke chehre ki sharmindagi sahil ko uske wo din lauta sakti thi jo usne tanha ro ro kar gujare the...........nhi........



“mai kabhi itani himmat nhi juta paunga ki apni galtiyo ko bayan karu .......lekin agr ho sake to mujhe maaf kar dena............” aaj usne jeeja ki aankho me pahli bar aansu dekhe the......


Sahil kuchh nhi bol rha tha................itan bada nuksaan hua tha uska , kaise maf kar deta wo...........


Sahil whi baitha rha ...........jeeja bhi baithe the lekin koi khas bat-cheet nhi ho rhi thi...............



Sahil ka phone ghanghanaa utha............

Juhi ka phone tha............



“sahil , wo.... .wo..........babaa.........aap jaldi se aa jao sahil plz............”



“juhi kaha ho tum .......ro kyu rhi ho .....mai abhi aata hu..............chup raho rowo mat .......mai abhi pahuchata hu..........” sahil ko juhi ki aawaz ke bich uski siskiyan sunai de rhi thi


“sahil aap jaldi aa jao mai bahut akeli hu ............abbu bhi yha nhi hai........baba ki tabiyat bahut kharab hai................”


“mai abhi aaya juhi.......achhha wha kisi ko phone do............”


Juhi ne ek ward boy ka phone thamaa diya .............sahil ne whi pas me pade paper par address note kiya hospital ka aur turant nikal pada.............


“sahil mai bhi chalta hu.........” jeeja bole.



“nhi aap rahne de............abhi aaye hai.......mai dekh lunga.........” sahil bas itna hi bola.


“gadi le jao sahil...........jaldi hoga.....” jeeja ne chabhi uski or badhate huye kaha.......sahil ek pal ko thithaka fir gadi ki chabhi tham li.........


Sahil ghar se nikal chuka tha............


Thodi der bad wo city hospital pahucha aur teji se us ward ki taraf badh gya..........



Juhi bahar corridor me bathi thi jabki baba andar the aur shayad so rhe the.........dawa ke asar se........jaise hi usne sahil ko dekha bhagti huyi uske seene se lag gayi aur phoot phoot kar rone lagi..............



“chup ho jaye juhi......mai aa gya hu na ......plz chup ho jao.......khan baba ko kuchh nhi hoga...........” sahil use apne seene se lagaye lagaye uske sar ko sahlate huye use chup karane ki kosis karne laga........juhi abhi bhi bahut masoom thi ...........usne kabhi ye sab situation dekhi nhi thi........aur achanak baba ki tabiyat kharab hone se wo bahut dar gayi thi .....sahil ki baho ka saharaa pakar uska dil tadap utha aur wo rone lagi thi.........


Thodi der me doctor se bhi sahil ki bat huyi .....unhone bataya ki baba ki halat stable hai aur shayad kal tak discharge ho jaye agar aaj raat me thik rahte hai to.............



Sahil bahar se kuchh khane ko laya,,,,,jabardasti usne juhi ko thoda sa khilaya aur khud bhi khaya....rat ke 9 baj gaye the...........sahil ne lakh kosis ki par juhi use aur baba ko chhodakar ghar jane ko raji nhi huyi........aur dono baba ke room ke bahar baithe rahe........



“sahil baba thik ho jayenge na......?????? .” juhi bachpan se hi apne baba se bahut attached thi, uski koi bhi farmayish hoti aur baba muh se nikalte ke sath hi poori kar deti.............ab unhe khone ka dar juhi ko satane laga tha.,



“ha juhi,bilkul thik ho jayenge........” sahil ne bade pyar se kaha.


“sahil wo aaj subah jo kuchh kaha maine ......uske liye sorry.........” juhi ne badi masoomiyat se apne hatho ko apne kan se laga liya.



Sahil ko bahut pyar aa rha tha us par...........



“pagal ho tum poori............sorry kis bat ki..........aur aise bhi koi sory kahte hai kya ” sahil ne halka se muskurate huye kaha.



“ha jinhe hum muhbbat karte hai unse ........” juhi ke muh se achanak nikal gaya aur fir usne apni nazre juhka li.


Sahil ke dil me kisi ka chehara ghoom gaya..........wo bhi to aise ho sorry bolta tha apni aarti ko manane ke liye..........aur fir usne apne sar ko jhataka.....us bewafa se ab kya rishta.


“thank u sahil ....” juhi ne dheere se kaha.......



“tum pagal ho.....poori pagal.........ye kya kabhi sorry ,kabhi thank u......juhi tum mere liye in sab bato se bahut upar ho............bahut jyada upar.........kabhi sorry mat bolna aur kabhi thank u bhi nahi............samjhi............” sahil ne uski aankho me ektak dekhte huye kaha.............aur juhi bas halka sa muskura kar rah gayi.............



Rat ke 11 baj gaye the aur sahil chupchap baitha apne khyalo ki duniya me gum tha.........juhi uske ek baju ko apne hatho me liye huye us se chipki thi aur apna sar sahil ke kandhe par rakhe so rahi thi...................sahil ki nazar uske masoom chehre ki or barbas hi chali gayi............aur aaj zindagi me pahli bar na chahtte huye bhi aarti ko kisi se compare kar rha tha.......kyuki aaj tak kabhi usne aarti ki tulna kisi se ki hi nhi thi........aaj tak to uske liye aarti har shakh se se upar thi..............bahut upar.



Lekin aaj wo compare kar rha tha..............”AARTI Vs JUHI”




‘aarti ki muhbbat ,ek dhoka......juhi ki muhabbat ek kurabni.............juhi ne mujhe tab bhi pyar kiya jabki use pata tha ki mere pass kuchh nhi hai........use pata tha ki mai aaj bhi kisi aur ko chahta hu...........use pata tha ki mai har baji har chukka hu...........lekin fir bhi usne mera hath tham liya......mujhe bikharne nhi diya...........itani pak muhabbat hai juhi ki.........”



Aaj sahil ko juhi aarti se milo aage khadi dikh rhi thi.............aur aarti aur uski muhbbat “bewafayi” ke daldal me fasi kahi bahut pichhe chhootti nazar aa rhi thi............bahut jyada pichhe..........



“tumne sahi kaha tha juhi........... agar ab bhi mai apni sachchi muhbbat ko nhi pahchan paya to mai bahut badnaseeb hounga.............lekin kya mai tumhe wo muhabbat de paunga......” sahil ne ek bar apne aap se sawal kiya aur bina jawab ka intzar kiya juhi ke mathe ko pyar se choom liya aur use apne aap me samet kar khud bhi us se lag kar aankhe band kar li.


Sahil ne aankhe band kar li aur shayad palak jhapakte hi ek neend ka jhoka aa gya.........................




“kya hua sahil...........sari kasme ,sare wade,,,wo sari muhabbat ki badi badi baten.....kya hua un sabka...........tumne to kaha tha ki muhbbat sirf ek bar hoti hai ......fir kya hua....dusri bar kaise ho gayi sahil..........muhbbat ek bar hoti hai aur fir wo ya to haar jati hai ya jeet jati hai.......yad hai, tumhi ne kahi thi na ye bat.......to kya hua......tumhari muhbbat har gayi kya sahil...........ha ha ha........muhbbat karna aasan hai, kahna ki tumse muhbbat hai , aur bhi aasan hai............lekin muhbbat nibhana nhi aasaan hai.........jane do sahil tumse na hogi ye muhbbat......” sahil ne jhat se aankhe khol di.....aisa laga jaise aarti uski muhbbat ka majak uda rhi hai, has rhi hai usi muhabbat par.......




“nhiiiiiiii” sahil ke munh se ghuti ghuti si chikh nikali..........juhi chaunk kar uth gayi...........



“Kya hua sahil aap thik hai na” usne hairat se sahil ki or dekhte huye kaha..........



Sahil ne ha me sar hilaya.....



“bas kuchh baten aisi hoti hai jo kabhi peechha nhi chhodati.......kabhi yaden bankar aur kabhi sapne banakr darati hai..........” sahil ne khoye khoye se andaz me kaha............



“mai samjhti hu sahillllll......sab thik ho jayega.......mai hu na.........” juhi ne pyar se kaha aur sahil ne apna sar uske kandhe par rakh diya..........



Baba ko subah discharge kar diya gya tha.............sahil juhi ke sath uske ghar aa gya .......baba ko chhodkar wapas lucknow ke liye nikal rha tha.........



“sahil kuchh din rook jao.....ek bar baba poori tarah se thik ho jao fir aap chale jana nhi rokungi..........ya fir jaise hi abbu aa jaye...........

Sahil ne ek bar uski or dekha..............



“Thik hai.........mai dekhta hu......apni chhuti extend karwani hogi mujhe..........”sahil ne kaha.......



“yha se ho jayegi ya jana hi padega..........” juhi ne kaha.



“mai dekhta hu shayad ho jaye......rahul se bat karta hu............achchha mai kahi ja rha hu isi chakkar me ....koi jaroorat ho to phone kar dena...............” sahil ne kaha.......juhi bas haa me sar hilakar rah gayi...........



Sahil bahar nikla hi tha ki jeeja ka phone aa gya.........usne beman se phone uthaya.........


“haa sahil ....kaise hain ab wo............”


“jee ,thik hai,ghar par aa gye hai............”


“tum rukoge ya jana hai...”


“jee abhi dekhta hu....shayd rukunga.....”


“kaha ho is waqt........”


“abhi to bahar aaya hu .............sham tak juhi key yha pahuchunga” sahil har bat ka sankchhipt sa jawab de rha tha............



Aur fir thodi si bat karke phone cut kar diya....




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Door bell bahut der se baj rhi thi............juhi ne jaldi jaldi jate huye darwaza khola samne aarti khadi thi............udas si ,bujhi bujhi si, hari hari si aarti.................



“kya chahiye” usko dekhte huye juhi ne badi nafarat se kaha.



Aarti ne bilkul bhi aisa nhi show hone diya ki use zara sa bhi bura laga hai uski bat ka.............



“andar aa sakti hu....???????...thodi der bat karungi fir chali jaungi.............” aarti ne dheere se kaha.............



“jee to nhi chahta ki tumhe apne ghar me aane du.........lekin sahil jaise shakhs ne muhbbat ki hai tumse.........isliye majboor hu ,mna nhi kar sakti..........” juhi jo har kisi se bahut narmi se bat karte thi , aarti ke samne aate hi mano shole ugalane lagti..............wo darwaza chhodkar hat gayi aur aarti ko andar aane diya.............



Aarti juhi ke room me bathi thi..........bed ke thik pas me sahil ki ek khobsoorat si tasweer rakhi thi........pahle ki aarti hoti to ye bahut jalaane wali bat hoti , juhi se ladayi bhi ho jati shayad.........lekin ab wo aarti thi hi nhi.....kahi nhi.......


Usne juhi ki aankho me dekha......siway nafart ke kuchh nhi tha uski liye.........



“bolo jo bolna hai....mere pas itna faltu time nhi hai ki tum jaisi ladki par barbad karu...........” juhi ne ek aur teer chhoda..........jo aarti ko bahut andar tak laga lekin wo in sab ko bardasht karne ke liye taiyar hokar aayi thi............



jab bhi juhi aarti ko dekhti thi use wo rota bilkhata, toota hua sahil yad aa jata tha......... aaj bhi uska wo ro ro kar kahna ki “ juhi mujhe uski yad aati hai......juhi use bolo na ki wapas aa jaye............” ........aaj bhi use yad tha .....sab kuchh yad........aur fir nafart ki siway kuchh nhi aata tha uske dil me aarti ke liye...........



“juhi maine sahil ka hath us samay chhod diya jab use meri sabse jayda jaroorat thi............vajah chahe jo bhi rhi ho ................”aarti itna hi bol payi.........



“nhi aaj tumhe wo vajah mujhe batani hogi............nhi to mujhe aur kuchh nhi sun na............” juhi ne sahi mauka dekhkar kaha......



“thik hai batati hu..........” aur aarti ne wahi sari story juhi ko bata di jo usne sahil ko batayi thi...........


Uski bat sunkar juhi ka chehra thoda shant sa dikhne laga........wo ek ladki thi ......shayad aarti ki majboori ko jyada ache se samjh sakti thi.........



“aarti ..fir bhi tumne jo kiya wo galat tha............poori tarah se galat..........agar sahil ko kuchh ho jata to.............” juhi ne pahli bar thodi narmi se kaha.



“janti hu.........meri galti ki koi mafi nhi hai..........lekin mera vishwas karo maine kabhi ye nhi socha ki sahil apni jaan dene ki kosis karenge.....ye bat us samay mere jehan me nhi aayi.........shayad mujhe sahil ko sab bata dena chahiye tha...............”aur aarti kuchh kahte kahte achanak ruk gayi............



“janti ho insan ko sabse jyada dukh kab hota hai.......... tab jab “ wo shahs” uski baho me apni muhabbat ke liye ro rha ho , jise wo sabse jyada pyar karti ho........haa aarti.........mai bhi sahil se bahut muhbbat karti hu.....aur meri baho me sahil tumharre liye rote the.....mera dil har bar tutkar bikhar jata tha.........”



Juhi bolti chali gayi............




“sahil ne tumse baut gahri muhabbat ki hai aarti.......kaun karta hai itni muhbbat .......sahil jaise shakhs pe to hazaro ladkiya mar mite............maine bhi sahil ko jee jan se chaha lekin unhone kabhi ek bar bhi muhabbat ki nazar se dekha tak nhi .............kyuki wo sirf tumse muhabbat karte the............itna sab kuchh hone ke bad bhi , kabhi unke muh se ek lafz tumhare khilaf nhi suna maine........kbahi tumhe koi dosh nhi diya unhone................wo aaj bhi sirf tumse muhabbat karte hai...........laut jao unke pas ho sake to..........” juhi ne apne dil par patthar rakh kar kaha.



“nhi jjuhi ...........ab wo mujhse muhbbat nhi karte........ab hamare raste alag hai......mai kahi aur shadi kar rhi hu, apni marzi se ..........” aarti ne jabardast kosis ki apne aansuo ko control karne ki aur wo safal bhi ho gayi.



Juhi ne ek taras bhari nazar us par dali.............kahi aur shadi apni marzi se............???????/uski kuchh samjh me nhi aa rha tha .....aarti ki juban kuchh kah rhi thi aur uski aankhe kuchh aur.........



“mujhe samjh me nhi aa rha ki tumhe khusnaseeb samjhu, jise sahil jaisa muhbbat karne wala shkahs mila -ya badnseeb jise us muhbbat ki kadar hi nhi thi...........”





“juhi, meri galti bahut badi hai.....aur mai koi safayi bhi nhi dena chahti hu........” aarti boli.


“bas ek vinti hai tumse...........”aarti ne thoda sa ruk kar kaha........



Juhi kuchh nhi boli............



“ sahil tumhe pari kahte hai.....sabki wish pariyaan poori kati hai........ek meri bhi kar do........sahil ki muhabbat ban jao........sahil ko itna pyar dena ki use kabhi kisi ki yad hi na aaye,,,,,,,,,..bas yahi kahne aayi thi ........” aarti ne kaha aur turant uthakr pichhe mudakr jane lagi..........



Aarti darwaze ke pas jakar mudi..........



“ unhe bahut khus rakhna juhi.........jo pyar main na de saki tum dena.......bahut masoom hai mera sahil...apne sahil ko tumhare hatho me saup kar ja rhi hu..........kabhi use hurt mat karna........mere sahil ka khyal rakhna juhi..........” aarti ne kaha, usne chehre par kuchh nhi aane diya lekin uska dil ro rha tha.........cheekh cheekh kar.


Juhi ko uska “mera sahil” kahna achcha nhi laga........shadi kisi aur se aur haq abhi bhi sahil par......


“mera sahil.......????????” na chahte huye bhi uske lafjo me tanj aa gya,



“sorry, tumhara sahil ...........sirf tumhara sahil........ab kabhi nhi kahungi mera sahil........apne sahil ka khyal rakhna juhi......” aarti ne kaha aur teji se bahar nikal gayi.




Juhi ko khusi nhi ho rhi thi......jane kyu use lag rha tha ki kuchh galat ho rha hai....kuchh bahut jayada galat..........kal sahil uske pas nhi tha is liye khus nhi tha, aaj sahil uske pas tha fir bhi wo khus nhi thi..........jane kyu use aisa lag rha tha ki usne sahil ko paya nhi hai.........chheen liya hai.



Aarti apne gadi me baithi aur itani der se ruke aansuo ko aur na rok saki...............buri tarah se cheekh cheekh kar rone lagi..............aaj usne kya khoya tha sirf whi janti thi...



Jane kaun sa mod lene wali thi ye chahato ki dastaan.........na sahil khus tha, na juhi khus thi aur na hi aarti khus thi...........kya diya tha un sabki muhabbat ne unhe ???????......sirf aur sirf aansu.............



Kya fyada aisi muhabbat ka??????????????????????????

Juhi ko ek anjaane se dukh ka ahsaas ho rha tha...........aarti ke wo sabd ki “ mere sahil ka khyal rakhna” ...use bahut dukh de rhe the............


“aisa kya ho gya ki aarti kisi aur se shadi kar rhi hai..........mana ki uski ek majboori thi jab wo sahil se door huyi ...........lekin ab..........ab to sab kuchh thik ho jana chahiye............sahil to use ab bhi utna hi chahte hai.............ya ho sakta hai wo bat sunkar ab sahil ke dil me muhbaat na rhi ho..............” juhi apni hi socho ke bhawar me doobti chali ja rhi thi...............
Use kuchh samjh me nhi aa rha tha.................



Sham ke 6 baj chuke the aur sahil juhi ke pas wapas aa gya tha...............baba ki tabiyat kafi had tak sambhal chuki thi aur sarfaraz sahib do din bad aane wale the...................


Rat ka khana khakar juhi ne baba ko dawaye di aur fir unke room me unhe pahuchakar sahil ke sath dining room me baith gayi..............



Sahil kisi gahri soch me dooba tha............dono sofe par ek sath baithe television par nazre jamaye the ......lekin sahil ka dhyan kahi aur hi tha............juhi uske bikul pas baithi thi.................usne sahil ke chehre ki or dekha........................


“kya hua sahil...............aap kuchh soch rhe ho............” juhi ne badi muhabbat se uska hath apne hatho me le liya.



“aaww...haan.........wo ..............juhi usne mujhe kuchh bataya............” sahil bola.



“kisne ? “ juhi janti thi fir bhi usne puchha.



“aarti ne............”


“kya bataya............?????.” juhi ne fir puchha.


Sahil ne whi sari baten bata di....................



Juhi ko sab pta to tha hi lekin usne kuchh nhi kaha..............usne nhi bataya ki aarti aaj uske pas aayi thi.........




“tumhi batao juhi......isme meri galti kaha hai............jo galti maine nhi ki uski sajaa fir mujhe kyu ???????????............4 sal ki aisi sajaa jo mere saanse tak mujhse chheen leti, agar tumhari ye meharbaan bahen mujhe tham na leti...........thank u juhi..........” sahil ne uski aankho me badi muhabbat se dekhte huye kaha............



Juhi ki samjh me nhi aa rha tha ki kaun galat hai aur kaun sahi.............



“sahil kya pata koi aur bat rhi ho .......jo usne na batayi ho.............”juhi ne apne dil ki bat kah di...........ek kosis to karna banta tha aarti ke liye.



Sahil khamosh rha is bar.......




Sahil ne apna sar juhi ke kandhe par tika diya.................”



“mai bahut thak gya hu juhi............bahut thak gya hu mai.............” usne dheere se kaha aur aankhe band kar li...........



Juhi abhi bhi khamosh thi bas apne hatho se halke halke sahil ke balo me hath pherte huye sochti ja rhi thi..............


Aur thodi der bad sahil aur juhi dono apne apne kamre me neend ke aghosh me samaa gaye.



“sahil ek bar kal chalenge ham aartii ke yha.......sabse puchhenge ......kya pata aur koi bat bhi ho.............” subah juhi ne chay peete huye sahil se kaha...........kitna pyara dil tha juhi ka...jis sakhs ko itana chahti thi sue bhi khone ko taiyar thi........bas isliye ki aarti ki muhbaat agar sachchi ho to fir use hi mil jaye sahil.



Sahil kuchh nhi bol rha tha..........lekin uski aankho me sahmati thi.



“ thik h ...jaisa tum kaho........juhi mai do din bad yha se chala jaunga........kal uncle bhi aa jayenge aur ab baba ki tabiyat bhi thik hai.......chalo aaj kuchh shopping kar lete hai.............mummy ke liye kuchh le lunga...............fir lucknow se hi gaon chala jaunga kuchh din ke liye......... jaise hi time milega..” sahil sham ko juhi ke sath baitha tha ,jab use kahi bahar jane ka mood hua aur wo bol pada.



“thik h.......mai bas do minut me aati hu...............” juhi ne dheere se kaha.......sahil ke chale jane ka sunkar uska man udas ho gya........lekin wo kuchh boli nhi.



Yu to aarti use bol kar gayi thi ki sahil ko wo pyar de, use apnaa banaa le........lekin juhi ki himmat nhi ho rhi thi.....jene kyu bar bar dil me aata ki kisi ko dukh pahucha rhi hai, kisi se kuchh chheen rhi hai.......aur juhi to pari thi.......usne to dena sikha tha..........fir wo kisi se kaise kuchh chheen leti.



Thodi der bad juhi sahil ke sath market ko nikal gayi.



Juhi aur sahil ek mall me ghoom rhe the........sahil ka dil ghar par bhi nhi lag rha th isi liye wo yha aaya tha ..........lekin ab use lag rha tha ki yha aana bhi bekar hi hai.........uska man nhi lag rha tha kahi.


Sahil juhi ko lekar ek kapdo ke showroom me ghus gya aur mummy ke liye kuchh sadiya select karne laga..........



“aarti...! wo dekh sahil “ whi kuchh doori par dusre counter par aarti apni mummy aur kuchh ladkiyon ke sath baithe kuchh kapde dekh rhi thi .............jab uski ek friend ki nazar sahil par padi aur wo dheere se aarti ke kan me boli.



Aarti ki nazar sahil par padi ..........khus to nhi lag rha tha sahil.........uske chehre par ek gahri udasi ka saya tha,,,,,,aarti ne apni nazre hata li uske chehre se..............aur saamne rakhe dher sare lahngo me hath pherne lagi...........


“kya bhaiya, aapke pas kuchh latest ho to dikhau nhi to hum ja rhe hai.............” aarti ke sath wali ek ladki boli.



“are kya bat kar rhi hai madam ...........ye green wala dekhiye.........ekdam jabardast item hai............abhi mangaya hai...........” salesman bola.


Aarti ne wo wala joda uthaya aur apne sar par pallu rakh kar sabko dikhane lagi.............



“wah madam ......khuda kasam bahut khubsoorat lag rhi hai aap......ekdam dulhan........” salesman is bar khusi me aakar shayad jyada hi tej bol gya..........aur thodi hi door par khade sahil aur juhi ki nazre us or uth gayi.....................



Sahil juhi ko dekhta hi rah gyi...........sachmuch bahut khubsoorat lag rhi thi wo...............aur bahut khus bhi........



“Sahil , aari ” juhi ne kaha.........


“hummm .............dekh rha hu...........” sahil behad udas lahje me bola.



“kya kar rhe hai wo log” juhi ne ek bevkoofi wala sawal kiya.



“apne shadi ki shopping kar rhi hai..........” sahil ki aankhe bhar aayi ye bolte bolte............



Juhi ne ek bar uske chehre ki or dekha.........aur dheere se uska hath apne hatho me le liya.......jabki aarti unki or nhi dekh rhi thi...............aur badal badal kar lahnge apne sar par rakh kar check kar rhi thi.............aur badi khusi khusi sabko dikha rhi thi........”kaisi lag rhi hu”



“chalo juhi .........” sahil bahar ki or nikalta hua bola.



Juhi kuchh samjh nhi pa rhi thi ki kya kare,,,,,,,,,,


“juhi plzz...chalo yha se.........”sahil cheekhte huye bola..........sabki nazre udhar uth gai aur juhi sahil ke sath bahar nikal gayi.............



Poore raste sahil ne juhi se koi bat nhi ki..........uska chehre par ek sakhti thi......... na koi dard tha , na koi aansu..........



Sahil juhi ke sath khana kha kar baith tha........dono me jyada kuchh baten nhi ho rhi thi..........



“sahil , “ juhi ne dhhhere se uska kandha hilaya..........



“umm........haaaaan..”sahil jaise kisi khwab se jag gya.



“mai hamesa tumhare sath rahungi..............” juhi ke man me jane kyu yhi bat aa gyi..


Sahil kuchh nhi bola...................


“juhi mai bhi hamesa tumhare sath rahunga,.....hamesa...........” sahil ne bas itana hi kaha.




Juhi ki himmat nhi pad rhi thi ki aarti ki koi bat kare................aur shayad ab bat karne ko kuchh bacha bhi nhi tha.............



“juhi ek vada karogi............” sahil ne kaha.



“boliye........” juhi boli.



“mummy papa ke bad, ek tum hi ho jise mai ab apna manta hu............tum kabhi aarti se mat milna ......mujhe achcha nhi lagega............tumhe meri kasam ............” ye kya bol diya tha sahil ne...........juhi ka muh khula ka khula rah gya...........



“nahi milungi sahil....” juhi ne uske chehre ko apne dono hatho me bhar liya aur sahil uske gale lag kar rone laga............sari sakhti toot kar un aansuo me bah gayi...........uff ye muhbbat kiyna majboor kar deti hai insan ko.


Dusre din sarfaraz sahib aa gaye aur sahil chala gya wapas lucknow..............apni duty par........dil ka dard ab bahut jyada badh gya tha ........dilli me aur rukta to jane kya ho jata............


Lagbhag ek hafte ho gaye the sahil ko aaye........aaj didi ka phone aaya tha.......sahil ne bujhe man se phone utha liya.........



“ sahil,kaisa hai beta.......” aaj didi ki aawaz me sahil ko na jane kyu pahle wala pyar lag rha tha........aur jab bhi kuchh use pahle jaisa yad aata uski aankhe bhar aati.......



“thik hu didi, aap kaisi hai............” sahil ko unki aawz bahut udas udas si lag rhi thi............


“mai bhi thik hu...........wo..wo..wo.beta...........”didi kuchh kahna chah rhi thi par kah nhi paa rhi thi.......


“jee kahe...........”



“beta ...wo.....aarti ki shadi ki date pad gayi hai ......to...wo......mai chahti thi ki tum aa jao...........sab jaldi jaldi me hua hai.......ladke wale simple tarike se karna chah rhe the to.....isiliye kisi ko bhi nhi bulaya............25 ko hai.......10 din rah gaye hai........” didi ne mano darte darte kaha...........


Sahil ko laga kisi ne uske seene me khanjar mar diya..........”aarti ki shadi”.......meri aarti ki shadi ......



Sahil ne phone kat diiya aur farsh par gir kar rone laga............



“kya kar diya tumne aarti......?? maine kabhi nhi socha tha ki tum kisi aur ki ho kar bhi jee logi.......kya huye wo bade bade vade........kahaan gayi wo kasme........tumne to kaha thi ki tumhari doli sirf mere nam ki uthegi.......kya hua un baton ka aarti..........kya karunga mai tumhare bad..........” sahil ki sari narazagi ,aur aarti ki sari bewfayi , abhi kahi door door tak nazar nhi aa rhi thi.......... abhi to bas sahil ka dard tha jo use tadpa rha tha..........wo bachpan ki muhabbat use rula rhi thi .........aarti ka kisi aur ka ho jane ka ahsaas ,use kho dene ka ahsaas......sahil bardasht nhi kar pa rha tha............. aaj fir se wo bachcho ki tarah bilakh rha tha........


wo rota rha ..........didi ka phone bar bar aa rha tha lekin wo utha nhi rha tha......bas sisak-siasak kar roye ja rha tha............


Bahut der tak rota rha..........aur jab sambhala to ek bar fir dil par dimag hawi hota chala gya........usne apne aanssu ponchh dale..........




”thik hai aarti mai tumhari khusi ke bich kabhi nhi aaya ,to ab bhi nhi aaunga............jaa “bewafa” khus rahna”



Usne phone uthaya aur didi ko call lagaya......



“jee didi , mai jaroor aaunga...........” sahil ne bas itana hi kaha aur phone rakh diya........



whi pas me rakhe sofe par baith gya.......is se pahle wo kuchh aur soch pata bahar pahra de rhe guard ne aa kar kaha...........



“sir koi madam aayi hai....bahar baithaya hai.....juhi nam bata rhi hai.............”



“abe tum pagal ho kya......juhi ko bahar bithaya hai..............” sahil ek pal ko sab kuchh bhool gya...........aur daudat hua bahar nikala.


Bechara guard kya jane kaun hai juhi...........



“are juhi tum...........what a pleasant surprise.......ek phone nhi kar sakti thi..............” sahil ne use gale se lagate huye kaha........bahar khade gaurds ko dekh kar juhi thoda sharma gyi.



Sahil ko bhi feel hua............



“aao andar chalo “ sahil fir bhi uska hath pakde use andar le aaya.



“ab batao kaise aana hua........” sahil ne jabardasti ki muskurahat apne hotho par lane ki kosis ki.


“aise hi .......aapki bahut yad aa rhi thi so chali aayi............aa nhi sakti hu kya mai???” juhi ne bade haq se kaha.



“kaisi baten karti ho juhi........sahil ka sab kuchh tumhara hi to hai...........” sahil ne kaha.



“sabkuchh?????? Soch lijiye..... fir mukar mat jayega apni bat se ” juhi ne thodi sharara t se kaha.........sahil ke chehre ka rang badal gya...........uske dil ki udasi chehre par aa gyi.............




“chhodo ye baten....baba kaise hai.........” sahil ne poori koisis ki apne dard ko chhupane ki lekin juhi to uski rag rag se wakif thi..............



Tabhi sahil ka cook ,jo ki sare kam bhi karta tha ghar ke ,unke liye chay lekar aaya..........samne rakhe table par chai aur kuchh khane ki chije rakhkar wapas mud gya.............



“lo chay.....ha batao na kaise ha khan baba” sahil dar rha tha ki juhi puchhegi fir se ........uski uadasi ki vajah.


“thik hain.....par kabhi kabhi bahut serious ho jate hai..............aajkl abbu ghar par hai to maine socha kyu na mai hi thoda ghoom lu..............hamesa wo ghumte hai............” juhi sahil ki aankho me dekhte huye halka sa muskura kar boli.


“achchha kiya chali aayi.....kal tumhe lucknow ghumata hu..........”sahil bola.


“sahil ek bat batau, abhi bhi aap mujhse kuchh chhupa nhi sakte............bataiye kya bat hai........” juhi se ab bardasht nhi hua.



“jab kuchh nhi chhupa pata to pooch kyu rahi ho........khud hi jan lo....” sahil ne badi berukhi se kaha.....shayad use juhi ki bat achchhi nhi lagi.



“achchha sorry baba, ab bata do...........itana to mujhe pata hai ki kuchh bat jaroor hai..........aapki aankhe bata rhi hai............” juhi ne bade pyar se kaha.



Sahil kuchh nhi bola..........



“plz sahil..........” juhi ne uska hath apne hatho me lete huye kaha.



“uski shadi hai 25 ko, did ne mujhe bulaya hai...” sahil ne bas itna hi kaha aur chup ho gya.



“wo to hame pata hi hai ki uski shadi tay ho gayi hai.................” juhi ne kaha....



Fir thodi der chup rahi, sahil bhi chup rha................


“aap abhi bhi use chahte ho na sahil.........” juhi ki aankhe bhar aayi..........




“nhiiiiiiii.............. us bewafa ko ???????........nhi juhi.......bikul nhi............maine itanaa kuchh saha........sabkuchh bardast kiya......lekin kabhi us ki muhabbat par shak nhi kiya......lekin usne meri muhabbat par shak kiya...........uske papa ne kaha aur wo man gayi...........mera bhai vahshi tha to usme mera kya kusoor tha.........ek bar mujhe bol ke to dekhti khusi khusi uski zindagi se chala jata.......... leki usne mujhe kuchh nhi kaha .....bas chuchap apna daman mere hath se chhuda liya.......aur kisi aur ki hone ka faisla kar liya..........mai ab kaha hu uski zindagi me juhi.....????....mai kabhi tha, kyuki tab use meri zaroorat thi.........ab nhi hai.......jis muhbabat par usko aitbar hi nhi rha us muhbbat ki kadar kya hogi use............” sahil bolte bolte ruk gya..........ab uski aankho me aansu nhi the.........gussaa tha, nafarat thi.......



“mai jaunga uski shadi me ......jaroor jaunga......mujhe koi fark nhi padta .......” sahil ne nafarat se kaha



Juhi samjh rhi thi uski nafrat ki vajah .....aur jo halat usne sahil ki dekhi thi, us sochkar use sahil ki nafart zayaj bhi lagti thi...............


“nhi sahil..........aap wha nhi jaoge..............plz........” juhi ne kaha.



“nhi juhi mai jaunga..........jaroor jaunga............”


“kya milega aap ko wha jakar.............” juhi ne kaha.



“kuchh nhi milega.......bas us bewafa ko dikhane jaunga ki mujhe koi fark nhi padta.............mar nhi jaunga mai agar wo kisi aur se shadi kar legi to................yhi batane jaunga use...........mai jaroor jaunga.............” sahil ka chehra nafart ki aag me bhabhak rha tha.



“nhi sahil plzzz............aap nhi jaoge ............aapko meri kasam ...........agar juhi aapki life me kahi exist karti hai to aap plz mat jana.............plzzz .” juhi ne apne sar uske pairo par rakh diya.......



“juhi ??????? ye kya kar rhi ho............” sahil ek dam sann ho gya aur uthkar sofe se khada ho gya......



Juhi ne sar uthakar bheegi aankho se uski or dekha.........juhi ki aankho me ek iltiza thi...........sahil ne use uthaakar apne seene se laga liya.......



“nhi jaunga juhi..............nhi jaunga........tumne ye kya kaha.........ki agr juhi kahi exist karti h meri life me ?........... are Is juhi ki vajjah se hi to aaj mai jinda hu............pari ho tum meri......tum ek bar kah kar to dekho, tumhare liye mai jan de.........” juhi ne jaldi se apna hath uske muh par rakh diya.........



“plz........akbhi aisi baten mat karna aap..........” juhi ne kaha aur fir uske seene se lag gayi.



Sahil ne uske mathe ko choom liya....



“nhi jaunga juhi ...........nhi jaunga mai.”



Juhi ek din ruk kar fir wapas delhi chali gayi...........lekin sahil ne wada kar diya ki wo nhi jayega aarti ki shadi me.....juhi ki kasam kaise tod deta.????



VISHAL nam tha us ladke ka..........ji se aarti ki shadi fix huyi thi.....dekhne me smart ..achchhi kad kathi..gora rang...... wo aarti ke sath ek garden me baitha tha is samay ...............doctor tha profession se.



“aarti kal mujh se tumhare chhote mama sahil milne aaye the.........sab puchh rhe the ..............kya karte ho , family me kaun kaun kaun hai........papa kya karte hai.....” VISHAL ne kaha.



Aarti ki dil jor se dhadak utha......uski aankhe vishal ke chehre se hat gayi..... wo dusri or dekhne lagi aur uski aankhe bhar aayi.............



“ I m sorry sahil” usne apne dil me kaha aur uthkar dusre or chal di...............ek aansu palko ke por se tapak kar un hari hari ghaso me kahi gum ho gya.



Dheere dheere kuchh mahine beet gaye.............. Sahil ki aarti kisi aur ki ho gayi thi ............aur sahil nafarat ki chingari apne dil me liye ek patthar banta chala gya..........jise na ab kisi ke aansu nhi pighla pate the aur na khud uski aankho me kabhi aansu aate the. Ab Wo bas nafarat karne laga tha ....bahut nafarat ....har kisi se nafarat.




Sahil na kahi phone karta na kisi se bat..........bas chuchap apne farz ko nibhata chalaa ja rha tha...............sari nafarat aur sara gussa dil me liye wo safalta ki nayi bulandiya chadhta ja rha tha......apni honesty aur strictness ke liye kafi famous ho gya tha wo. Pure department ki shan banta gya sahil.




Lekin is duniya se apne liye sare nata tod liye the usne ........kabhi kabhi didi ka phon aa jata ,juhi lagbhag roj phone karti thi.............rahul bhi dusre teesre din phone kar deta tha.........lekin sahil ka ab kisi se bhi bat karne ka man nhi karta..........wo khud kisi ko bhi phone nhi karta tha...........jaise duniya me use kuchh apne liye dikhta hi nhi tha...............





Aarti ka phone kbhi nhi aaya ........aur sahil ise uski bewfai ka ek aur rang samjhkar us se aur jyada nafarat karne laga tha..................juhi jab bhi sahil se milti kuchh pal ke liye sahil khus ho jata ...........lekin jane kyu aaj bhi juhi ko lagata ki sahil aarti se nafarat karne ki sirf kosis karta hai.......... nafarat kar nhi pata............aaj bhi use aarti se jalan hoti thi .........wo sahil ke pas na hokar bhi , uske pas lagti thi............bhale hi sahil kabhi uska jikar nhi karta tha...bahle hi uske jikar par nafarat se muh fer leta tha.




Jane kyu use lagta ki sahil ko ab bhi aarti ke laut aane ka intzar hai...........aaj bhi use sahil ki aankho me aarti ke liye dard dikhta .......kabhi wo dard uski bewafai ka lagta aur kabhi use khone ka........Juhi ne bhi soch liya thi ki wo bhi muhabbat sahil ke jaise hi karegi .......wo bhi apni muhabbat ke laut aane ka intzaar karegi......chahe ye intzar sari umar hi kyu na karna pade..........

 

[Rahul]

wonderfull updates bahut hi imosnol story hai yaar jab bhi padhta ankhon me aansu aa jate