Incest Koi To Rok Lo~Pritam.bs~

[Aanand]

Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 042}
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Mai bola “tu yaha kab aur kaise aa gayi. Yadi aayi thi to, fir mujhse pahle kyo nahi mili.”

Keerti boli “mai to sham ki aayi hu aur aate hi sabse pahle tere pas aayi thi. Lekin tune darwaja hi nahi khola.”

Mai bola “wo tu thi.? Mai to samjha ki nimi hai aur tere gusse me maine darwaja nahi khola. Lekin tujhe aawaj to dena chahiye thi.”

Keerti boli “maine socha tu gusse me hai. Isliye bina kuch bole wapas chali gayi thi ki, jab raat ko baat hogi to, tujhse mil lugi.”

Mai bola “jab tu mujhse milne hi aayi thi to, fir phone par itna natak kyo kar rahi thi.”

Keerti boli “wo sab natak nahi tha. Mere man ki bhadas thi. Tune mujhe bahut rulaya hai.”

Mai bola “tune nahi rulaya kya.?”

Keerti boli “par suru to tune kiya tha.”

Mai bola “chal meri galti hai. Lekin tu to mujhe kuch kahne ka mauka hi nahi de rahi thi. Ek to apna mobile band kar ke rakhi thi aur upar se jab chalu karti thi to, mera call bhi nahi utha rahi thi.”

Keerti boli “ab chhod na in baton ko. Koi aur baat kar.”

Mai bola “nahi mujhe janna hai. Tune aisa kyo kiya.”

Keeri boli “mera kisi se baat karne ka man nahi kar raha tha, isliye mobile band karke rakhi thi.”

Mai bola “to fir raat ko kyo chalu kar deti thi.”

Keerti boli “wo mera tujhse baat karne ka time rahta tha. Isliye apne aapko rok nahi pati thi aur mobile chalu kar deti thi.”

Mai bola “chal is se ek baat to pata chal hi gayi ki, tu mujhse baat kiye bina bhi rah sakti hai.”

Keerti boli “bada aaya pata karne wala. Tujhe kya pata ki mai kitna royi hu.”

Mai bola “chal jhuthi. Yadi aisa hi tha to, fir mera call kyo nahi utha rahi thi.”

Keerti boli “wo to mai gusse me thi. Isliye nahi utha rahi thi. Lekin mujhse tere se baat kiye bina nahi raha jata tha. Mai bas phone ko dekh dekh kar roti rahti thi.”

Mai bola “tu mujhse itna jyada pyar karti hai.”

Keerti boli “is se bhi jyada. Ye dekh.”

Ye kah kar usne apna hath dikhaya. Use dekh kar meri aankhon me khushi aur dard dono ke aansu ek sath chhalak pade. Usne apni hatheli par kaat kar mera naam likha tha. Maine uski hatheli ko chuma aur kaha.

Mai bola “ye sab tune kyo kiya. Kitna dard hua hoga. Ye pagalpan karne ki kya jarurat thi.”

Meri is baat ke jabab me keerti ne bada hi ajib sa muh banaya aur bholepan ke sath kaha.

Keerti boli “mujhse tere bina nahi raha ja raha tha aur tu raat bhar phone lagaye ja raha tha. Mujhe apne upar gussa aa raha tha aur tere upar bahut pyar bhi aa raha tha. Jab mujhse nahi saha gaya to, maine apne hath me ye kar liya.”

Mai bola “ye sab karti samay tujhe ye bhi nahi laga ki, mujhe ye sab dekh kar kitna dard hoga.”

Maine bade pyar se uske hathon ko chuma aur use apne seene se chipka liya.

Keerti boli “us samay mere upar pagalpan sawar tha. Mujhe samajh me hi nahi aa raha tha ki, mai kya karu aur kya na karu. Lekin is sab me teri hi galti hai.”

Mai bola “kyo.? Meri galti kyo hai.”

Keerti boli “yadi tu us din meri baat maan leta to, mujhe ye sab karne ki naubat hi nahi aati.”

Mai bola “kaise maan leta. Tab mujhe aehsas hi nahi tha ki, mai tujhe kitna pyar karta hu. Teri do din ki judai ne mujhe aehsas kara diya ki, mai tere bina nahi jee sakta. Ab tu kabhi mujhse door mat jana. Nahi to mai sach me mar jauga.”

Meri baat sunkar, keerti ne mere muh par hath rakh diya aur gusse me kaha.

Keerti boli “fir aisa kabhi mat kahna. Nahi to tujhse pahle mai mar jaugi.”

Mai bola “acha nahi boluga. Magar ek baat bata. Aaj tu apni kis saheli ke yaha gayi thi.”

Keerti boli “nitika ke yaha.”

Mai bola “agar tu nitika ke yaha thi to, fir teri scooty waha kyo nahi dikhi.”

Keerti boli “mujhe malum tha ki, tu mujhe dudte huye jarur nitika ke yaha aayega aur meri scooty ko dekh kar tujhe pata chal jayega ki, mai nitika ke yaha hu. Isliye mai apne sath kamal ko lekar gayi thi. Maine scooty lekar kamal ko mehul ke pas bhej diya tha. Ab ye mat puchhna ki mehul ke yaha to, tu bhi pahuch sakta tha. Tab to tujhe pata chal jata ki mai nitika ke yaha hu.”

Mai bola “nahi puchuga.”

Keerti boli “kyo.?”

Mai bola “kyoki chhoti maa se tujhe pata chal gaya hoga ki, mai mehul ke ghar se hi laut kar aaya hu aur sidhe mausi se milne nikal gaya.”

Meri baat sunkar keerti hasne lagi aur kaha.

Keerti boli “mere sath rahkar tu kitna samajhdar ho gaya hai.”

Aur fir khilkhila kar hasne lagi.

Mai bola “bahut raat ho gayi hai. Ab sona nahi hai kya.?”

Keerti boli “nahi. Kal Tujhe jana hai. Isliye aaj hum saari raat baat karege.”

Mai bola “lekin mujhe to nind aa rahi hai.”

Keerti uth kar baith gayi aur mujhe ungli dikhate huye kaha.

keerti boli “khabardar, jo aaj sone ka naam liya. Aaj na to mai sougi aur na hi tujhe sone dugi.”

Maine apne pair fialaye aur aaram se lette huye kaha.

Mai bola “tujhe jo bolna hai bolti ja. Jab tak mai jaag raha hu. Teri baat ka jabab deta rahuga. Magar so jau to fir mujhe jagaana mat.”

Keerti boli “dekh tu ye acha nahi kar raha hai. Mujhe gussa mat dila. Nahi to mai...”

Mai bola “nahi to tu kya karegi.”

Keerti boli “nahi to mai tera khoon pee jaugi.”

Mai bola “badi aayi khoon peene wali. Apni bakbak band kar aur chup chap so ja. Mujhe subah jaane ki taiyari bhi karna hai.”

Ye kahkar maine apni aankh band kar li. Magar keerti chupchap baithi rahi. Kuch der bad wo fir mujhe manane lagi. Mujhe uska manana acha lag raha tha. Isliye mai chupchap aankh band kiye leta raha aur uske manane ka maja lene laga. Keerti ne mujhe manate huye kaha.

Keerti boli “pls uth ja na. Aisa mat kar. Dekh do din se tu mere pichhe pagal bana ghum raha tha aur jab mai tere pas hu to, tujhe nind aa rahi hai. Ye achi baat nahi hai. uth ja.”

Ye kahkar wo mujhe hilane lagi. Lekin mai chupchap leta uski baton ka maja leta raha. Usne fir mujhe manate huye kaha.

Keerti boli “dekh ab mai aakhri baar bol rahi hu. seedhe tarike se uth ja, nahi to ab acha nahi hoga.”

Fir bhi mai uski baat ko ansuni kar aankh band kar leta raha. Lekin keerti to fir keerti thi. Bhala wo apni baat manaye bina kaha rahne wali thi. Aakhir me usne apni harketon se mujhe apni aankh kholne par majbur kar diya.

Keerti ne apne khule huye baal mere chehre par bikhra diye aur apna chehra mere chehre ke bilkul pas le aayi. Uske baalon ki khushbu ne mujhe madhosh kar diya aur uski aati jati saanso ka aehsas mujhe mere chehre par hone laga. Jisse mujhe ek alag hi sukh ki anubhuti ho raha tha.

Maine aankh kholkar dekha to, wo badi hi katil nigahon se meri hi taraf dekh kar muskura rahi thi. Maine banwati gussa dikhate huye kaha.

Mai bola “ye kya ho raha hai.”

Keerti ne bhi apne chehre ko sikodte huye, darawne chehre banane ke andaj me, apne dono hathon ki ungliyon ko chalate huye kaha.

Keerti boli “tere khoon peene ki taiyari kar rahi hu. Ab tu aankh band karke so ja aur mujhe mera kaam karne de.”

Mujhe uski aankhon ki rangat se samajh me aa gaya ki, uska irada kuch nek nahi hai. Maine baat ko badalne ke liye kaha.

Mai bola “tujhe mujhse baat karna hai to, chal baat karte hai. Lekin ab tu apna ye natak band kar de.”

Keerti boli “sorry. Tune apna faisla badalne, me bahut der kar di hai. Ab mera baat karne ka mood badal chuka hai. Ab to mai sirf tera khoon pikar hi rahugi.”

Mai kuch bolne ke liye apna muh khol kar, kuch bolne hi wala tha ki, mera muh khula ka khula hi rah gaya. Keerti ne apne dono hathon se mera chehra pakad kar, apne naram naram hoth mere hothon par rakh diye.

Keerti ke baalon se mera chehra dhaka hua tha. Wo mere upar jhuki huyi thi aur mere hotho ko chus rahi thi. Ek pal ko to mai hakka bakka rah gaya aur fati fati aankhon se uski is harkat ko dekhta rah gaya.

Magar dusre hi pal uski baalon ki sugandh aur uske komal hothon ke swad se, meri aankhen khud-ba-khud band hoti chali gayi, aur mera hath uske sar par chala gaya. Ab mai bhi uske naram hotho ko chusne laga.

Mai dharti se seedha swarg par pahuch gaya tha. Meri dhadkane tej se bhi tej badti gayi aur maine keerti ki kamar me hath dalkar use apne upar khich liya. Ab keerti mere upar leti thi.

Uske najuk badan ke bhar se meri utejna aur bhi jyada bad chuki thi aur mai use apne sharir se aur bhi majbuti se chipkaye ja raha tha. Dheere dheere mere hath uske boobs par chale gaye aur mai unhe masalne laga.

Hum dono ki utejjna charam par pahuch gayi thi aur saanse tej ho gayi thi. Lekin tabhi achanak hi keerti ne kiss karna band kar diya. Usne apne aapko mujhse chhudaya aur baithte huye apne baal thik karne lagi.

Maine uski taraf dekha to wo apni sanse sambhalne ki koshish kar rahi thi. Maine sawaliya najron se uski taraf dekha aur usne bhi meri taraf dekha. Uska chehra na jane kyo utar gaya tha. Jab wo kuch nahi boli, to maine puchha.

Mai bola “ye achanak tujhe kya ho gaya.? Tera chehra kyo utar gaya.?”

Keerti kuch nahi boli, bas khamoshi se usne apna sar niche jhuka liya. Uski aankhon se aansu bahne lage. Uske aansu dekh kar, mai ghabra gaya. Mai uth kar uske pas baith gaya aur uske aansu pochhte huye kaha.

Mai bola “dekh tu ro mat. Tere dil me jo kuch bhi hai. Tu mujhe saaf saaf bol de. Mai teri kisi baat ka bura nahi manuga. Lekin mai tera is tarah sed rona nahi dekh sakta. Abhi to tu itni achi bhali thi. Fir achanak tujhe ye kya ho gaya.”

Keerti kuch nahi boli, bas khamoshi se niche dekhti rahi. Tab maine fir se kaha.

Mai bola “tujhe meri kasam hai. Tu ye rona band kar aur jo bhi baat hai sach sach bata de.”

Meri kasam sunkar keerti ne apne aansu ponchhe aur kaha.

Keerti boli “mai tere sath jabardati kar rahi hu na.”

Uski baat sunte hi, mujhe hansi aa gayi. Lekin fir maine apni hansi roki aur us se kaha.

Mai bola “haan tu aage bol, fir mai bolta hu.”

Keerti boli “tu ye sab isliye kar raha hai na, kyoki ye meri khushi hai. Tujhe in sab baton se khushi nahi hoti hai. Mai hi har wakt tere sath jabardasti karti rahti hu. Abhi bhi maine hi tujhe jabardati kiss kiya hai.”

Mai bola “tu itni samajhdar hai, fir tere man me aisi faltu ki baten kaise aa jati hai.”

Keerti boli “samajhdar hu. Tabhi dimag me ye baten aati hai. Nahi to teri baton me bahal jati.”

Mai bola “aisa kuch nahi hai. Tune mere sath koi jabardasti nahi ki hai.”

Keerti boli “tu so raha tha aur mai kiss karne lagi. Ab bhala ek ladki ek ladke ko kiss karegi to, wo apne aapko kiss karne se kaise rok payega. Mai yadi kiss nahi karti to, tu so gaya hota. Meri hi jabardasti ke karan tujhe bhi mujhko kiss karna pada, nahi to tera man jara bhi nahi tha.”

Mai bola “tujhe kaise malum ki mera man tujhe kiss karne ka nahi tha.”

Keerti boli “agar hota to tune mujhe kiss kiya hota. Maine tujhe nahi kiya hota ho aur mere pas hone par bhi tujhe nind nahi aa rahi hoti.”

Mai bola “dekh, tu ye sach bol rahi hai ki, mera man tujhe kiss karne ka nahi tha. Magar tune mujhe kiss kiya to, mujhe acha laga. Isme jabardasti wali koi baat nahi thi. Ab rahi mujhe nind aane wali baat to, sun mujhe koi nind nahi aa rahi thi. Wo to mai tujhe tang karne ke liye natak kar raha tha.”

Keerti boli “magar fir bhi ye baat to sahi hai ki, tera man kiss karne ka nahi tha. Yane ki maine tere sath jabardasti ki hai.”

Mai bola “acha ek baat bata. Us din maine tujhe jabardasti kiss kiya tha. Kya tujhe lagta hai ki, us din maine tere sath jabardasti ki thi.”

Keerti boli “teri baat alag hai. Tu mere sath kuch bhi kar le. Mujhe kabhi nahi lagega ki, tune mere sath jabardasti ki hai.”

Mai bola “aisa kyo.”

keerti boli “kyoki mai tujhe pyar karti hu aur tujhe mere upar pura haq hai. Tu jo chahe wo kar sakta hai. Mujhe bura nahi lagega.”

Mai bola “to meri maa. Mai kya karta hu. Mai bhi to tujhe pyar karta hu na. To fir tujhe mujh par pura haq hua ya nahi.”

Meri baat sunkar keerti ne bachon ki tarah masum sa chehra banaya aur apne hoth sikodte huye kaha.

keerti boli “haan. Hua to magar mujhe dar lagta hai.”

Mai bola “ab jab mai tujhe pyar karta hu to, fir ab tujhe kis baat ka dar lagta hai.”

Keerti boli “yahi ki kahi bad me tu mujhse gussa na ho jaye.”

Mai bola “chal, aaj mai tera ye dar bhi nikal deta hu. Aaj mai teri kasam khakar kahta hu ki, mai mar jauga magar kabhi kisi baat par tujhko gussa nahi karuga. Ab to khush.”

Keerti boli “yaad rakhna. Tune meri kasam khayi hai. Yadi tune mujh par gussa kiya to, kasam jhuthi pad jayegi aur mai mar jaugi.”

Mai bola “haan, yaad rakhuga. Ab ye faltu ki bak bak band kar aur chup chap so ja.”

Keerti boli “tujhe sach me nind aa rahi hai.”

Mai bola “nind to nahi aa rahi hai. Magar aise hi baithe baithe baat karte rahege to, subah bhi ho jayegi aur nind bhi nahi aayegi. Isliye aisa kar light band kar de aur let ja. Yu hi baat karte karte, jab nind aane lagegi to, so jayege.”

Keerti boli “thik hai. Mai light band kar deti hu.”

Keerti light band karne uthi. Magar jab wo light band karne ki jagah darwaja kholne lagi to maine puchha.

Mai bola “ab itni raat ko kaha ja rahi hai.”

Keerti boli “are tune to apna night suit pahna hua hai aur kya mai aise hi jeans t-shirt pahan kar so jau. Mujhe bhi to kapde badal lene de.”

Mai bola “thik hai, magar jaldi aana.”

Keerti boli “mai teri tarah nahi hu ki, night suit dala aur bas ho gaya. Mujhe sone se pahle nahane ki aadat hai. Ab nahane aur kapde badalne me jitna time lagta hai, utna to time to mujhe lagega hi.”

Mai bola “to itni der tak kis baat ka intejar kar rahi thi. Ab raat ko 1 baje tujhe nahane ki yaad aa rahi hai. Mai itni der tak akela baitha kya karuga.”

Keerti boli “tu din bhar se isi kamre me band pada hua hai. Soongh kar dekh, tere badan se kitni badbu aa rahi hai. Aisa kar, tu bhi naha le. Kam se kam mujhse kuch to acha sikh le.”

Keerti ki baat sunkar mai apne badan ko sunghne laga aur mujhe aisa karte dekh keerti hasne lagi. Kyoki maine body spray lagaya hua tha aur mere sharir se uski hi khushbu aa rahi thi. Usne mujhe buddhu banaya aur mai ban bhi gaya tha. Isi gusse me maine us se kaha.

Mai bola “apni achchai apne pas hi rakh. Mujhe nahi nahana. Tujhe jo karna hai, tu kar le. Magar jyada time mat lagana, nahi to mai sach me so jauga.”

Keerti boli “tu sokar to dekh. Ab mai sach me tera khoon pi jaugi.”

Aisa kahte huye wo hansti huyi kamre se bahar nikal gayi. Uske jaane ke bad mai uski kahi baton ko soch kar muskurata raha. Lekin thodi der bad mujhe sach me nind aane lagi.

Maine socha ye abhi fresh hokar aayegi to, kya pata ise kab tak nind aaye aur kahi mujhe nind aa gayi to, ho sakta hai ki, isko bura lag jaye. Is se acha to yahi hai ki, mai bhi naha hi lu. Kam se kam ye aalas to bhag hi jayega. Ye soch kar mai bhi nahane chala gaya.

 

[Aanand]

Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 043}
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Keerti boli “tu din bhar se isi kamre me band pada hua hai. Soongh kar dekh, tere badan se kitni badbu aa rahi hai. Aisa kar, tu bhi naha le. Kam se kam mujhse kuch to acha sikh le.”

Keerti ki baat sunkar mai apne badan ko sunghne laga aur mujhe aisa karte dekh keerti hasne lagi. Kyoki maine body spray lagaya hua tha aur mere sharir se uski hi khushbu aa rahi thi. Usne mujhe buddhu banaya aur mai ban bhi gaya tha. Isi gusse me maine us se kaha.

Mai bola “apni achchai apne pas hi rakh. Mujhe nahi nahana. Tujhe jo karna hai, tu kar le. Magar jyada time mat lagana, nahi to mai sach me so jauga.”

Keerti boli “tu sokar to dekh. Ab mai sach me tera khoon pi jaugi.”

Aisa kahte huye wo hansti huyi kamre se bahar nikal gayi. Uske jaane ke bad mai uski kahi baton ko soch kar muskurata raha. Lekin thodi der bad mujhe sach me nind aane lagi.

Maine socha ye abhi fresh hokar aayegi to, kya pata ise kab tak nind aaye aur kahi mujhe nind aa gayi to, ho sakta hai ki, isko bura lag jaye. Is se acha to yahi hai ki, mai bhi naha hi lu. Kam se kam ye aalas to bhag hi jayega. Ye soch kar mai bhi nahane chala gaya.

Mai naha kar aaya aur apna night suit pahan kar keerti ke aane ka intejar karne laga. Use gaye huye abhi jyada der nahi huyi thi. Mujhe uske jaldi aane ki ummid bhi kam thi. Isliye mai time pass karne ke liye Tv dekhne laga.

Mai abhi Tv dekh hi raha tha ki, tabhi ami nimi ke kamre se, nimi ke rone ki aawaj aane lagi. Maine turant Tv band ki aur bhagte huye ami nimi ke kamre me pahuch gaya.

Nimi ka rona sunkar ami bhi uth kar baith gayi thi aur wo nimi ko chup karane ki koshish kar rahi thi. Lekin nimi thi ki, apne hathon se apni aankh malte huye royi ja rahi thi.

Nimi ke sath aksar hi aisa hota tha ki, wo raat ko yadi koi bura sapna dekh leti thi to, dar kar rona suru kar deti thi. Jab kabhi bhi nimi ke sath aisa hota tha to, fir uske is dar ko door karne ke liye, mujhe uske pass hi sona padta tha.

Nimi ka rona sunkar, keerti bhi nahate se bhagti huyi chali aayi. Us Samay wo sirf ek towel lapeti huyi thi. Magar mera dhyan uski taraf nahi tha. Maine nimi ke pas aakar use apne seene se chipka liya aur usko chup karate huye kaha.

Mai bola “kya hua.? Meri nimmo ne kya fir koi bura sapna dekha hai. Dekh ab dar mat. Mai tere pas hu na.”

Meri baat sunkar nimi chup ho gayi. Magar bahut dari huyi hone ki vajah se so nahi rahi thi. Maine uske sar par pyar se hath ferte huye kaha.

Mai bola “itna kyo dari huyi hai. Tune sapne me aisa kya dekh liya.”

Nimi boli “maine sapne me dekha ki, koi aapko bahut maar raha hai aur aap jor jor se ro rahe ho.”

Mai bola “dekh, mai to tere samne acha bhala baitha hu. Aise sapne kabhi sach nahi hote hai. Tujhe chhoti maa ne kya bataya tha. Jab hume kisi ke baare me koi bura sapna aaye to, samajhna chahiye ki uske sath kuch acha hone wala hai. Aise sapno se darte thodi hai. Sapna acha ho ya bura ho. Sach thode hi hota hai. Ab tu darna band karke, sone ki koshish kar, mai tere pas hi hu.”

Nimi boli “nahi, mai nahi sougi. Mai sougi to fir wahi sapna aa jayega.”

Mai bola “tu darti kyo hai. Mai to tere pas hu na.”

Nimi boli “nahi, mai so jaugi to aap chale jaoge aur wo sapna fir aa jayega.”

Mai bola “mai apni nimmo ko chhod kar kahi nahi jauga. Ab tu dar mat aur so ja.”

Nimi boli “tab aap bhi mere sath soiye.”

Mai bola “thik hai, mai tere pas hi so jata hu. Ab to tu apni aankh band kar sone ki kosish kar.”

Ye kah kar mai nimi ke pas hi bed par pair faila kar baith gaya. Nimi ne mere daayen hath ko apne dono hathon me jakad liya aur fir meri taraf karvat lekar aankh band kar li. Maine ami ko bhi sone ko bola to, wo bhi let gayi.

Fir meri najar keerti par padi. Wo nimi ka rona sunkar sirf towel lapet kar hi aa gayi thi. Magar ye sab dekh kar, wo apne aap ko bhool si chuki thi. Lekin keerti par meri najar padte hi, mai use dekhta rah gaya.

Uske towel lapetne se uske ubharon se lekar uski kamar ke niche tak ka hissa dhaka hua tha. Baki ka uska sara badan sone ki tarah chamak raha tha. Upar se uske geele balon se tapakti, pani ki bunde, yun lag rahi thi, mano ki kaale badlon se moti tapak rahe ho.

Mai use bina palak jhapke dekhe ja raha tha. Aisa nahi tha ki, mai apne jivan me pahli baar kisi ladki ko aisi awastha me dekh raha tha. Riya ko to maine bikini me dekha tha aur uske boobs bhi masal chuka tha.

Magar us samay mere man me use dekh kar sirf sex ki bhavna aayi thi. Lekin keerti ko yun dekh kar bhi mere man me koi buri bhavna nahi thi. Mujhe bas yu lag raha tha ki, mai use yu hi dekhta rahu.

Keerti ne mujhe yu apni taraf ek-tak dekhte huye deha to, usne apne haath ke ishare se pucha “kya hua.?”

Maine bhi apne hathon ke ishare se uski towel ki taraf ishara kar pucha “ye sab kya hai.”

Ye dekh kar uski najar pahli baar khud par padi aur fir wo gusse se mujhe ghurne lagi. Maine uski towel ki taraf ungli dikhate huye hantho ke hi ishare se kaha “is towel me bahut sundar lag rahi ho.”

Meri baat ka matlab samajhte hi usne baayen hath se towel pakad kar, daayen hath se mukka banakar, mujhe marne ka ishara karti huyi, bahar nikal gayi. Mai bhi uski is harkat se muskuraye bina nahi rah saka.

Uske jaane ke bad, maine nimi se apna hath chhudane ki koshish ki to, usne aur jor se mere hath ko jakad liya. Wo abhi soyi nahi thi. Isliye mai apne dusre hath se uske sar par hath ferne laga.

Kuch der bad keerti bhi night suit me aa gayi. Wo ami ki taraf bed par pair faila kar baith gayi. kuch der bad nimi gahri nind me so gayi to, maine keerti se kaha.

Mai bola “tu ab kyo baithi hai. Jakar so ja.”

Keerti boli “jyada ban mat. Nimi so gayi hai. Chal ab hum bhi chal kar sote hai.”

Mai bola “nahi, ye ab raat bhar jaag jaag kar mujhe dekhti rahegi aur yadi mai nahi dikha to, fir dar kar rone lagegi.”

Keerti boli “to kya mai jakar akeli sou.”

Mai bola “kya, tujhe bhi nimi ki tarah akele sone se dar lagta hai.”

Keerti boli “mujhe dar var kuch nahi lagta. Mujhe to tere sath sona hai.”

Mai bola “to ab tu bhi yahi so ja.”

Keerti boli “wo to tu nahi bhi kahega, tab bhi mai yaha se jaane wali nahi hu.”

Mai bola “mai tujhe kyo jaane ko boluga. Mai to chahta hu ki, tu hamesha meri najro ke samne hi rahe.”

Keerti boli “ye faltu ki baat chhod aur ye bata ki aaj tere jaane ki soch kar hi, nimi itna dari huyi hai to, fir kal tere jaane ke bad, ye tere bina kaise rahegi.”

Mai bola “ek to tere gusse me hone ki vajah se, maine 2-3 din dono se thik se baat nahi ki aur ab kal mai ja raha hu. Yahi sab baten soch soch kar mera dil baitha ja raha hai.”

Keerti boli “tu kahe to teri ye chinta mai door kar sakti hu.”

Mai bola “kaise.”

Keerti boli “jab tak tu yaha nahi hai. Tab tak ke liye mai yahi in dono ke pas ruk sakti hu.”

Mai bola “ye to maine socha hi nahi tha. Tune to meri saari chinta door kar di. Ab mai khushi khushi ja sakuga.”

Keerti Boli “na na, chinta door nahi ki. Maine kaha ruk sakti hu. Ye nahi kaha ki ruk jati hu.”

Mai bola “tu kahna kya chati hai.”

Keerti boli “mai sirf ye kahna chahti hu ki, yadi tu chahta hai ki, mai ami nimi ke pas mai ruk jau to, mai aisa kar sakti hu. Magar iske liye tujhe meri do shart manna padegi aur yadi tu unme se ek bhi shart nahi manta hai to, mai nahi yaha nahi rukugi.”

Mai bola “teri kaun si do shart hai.?”

Keerti boli “pahli shart ye hai ki, tu waha jakar mujhe phone karna nahi bhulega aur mujhe mere time par roj phone karega.”

Mai bola “mujhe teri ye shart manjur hai. Ab apni dusri shart bol.”

Keerti boli “dusri shart ye hai ki, kal tu jab tak yaha par hai. Tab tak mujhe har ghante me tujhse ek pappi chahiye.”

Keerti ki ye shart sunkar, maine use gusse me ghurte huye kaha.

Mai bola “ye kaisi behuda shart hai. Mujhe teri ye shart manjur nahi hai. Tu iske badle me apni koi or shart bata.”

Keerti boli “nahi, meri to yahi shart hai aur yadi tujhe ye nahi manna hai to, fir is baat ko yahi par khatam kar de. Maine to tujhse pahle hi kaha tha ki, tujhe meri dono hi shart manna padegi. Meri ek bhi shart puri na hone par, mai yaha nahi rukugi.”

Mai bola “tu to pagalon jaisi baat kar rahi hai. Tujhe malum hai ki, kal mujhe kitni taiyari karna hai. Aise me mai kal apne jaane ki taiyari puri karuga ki, har ghante me tujhe pappi dene ke liye tujhe dudta firuga. Mera har ek ghante me tere samne hona mushkil hai. Fir mai teri ye shart kaise puri kar sakuga.”

Keerti boli “ye sab tu mujh par chhod de. Mai chahe jaise bhi ho har ghante me tujhe, tere samne hi milugi aur yadi mai tere samne hu to, fir chahe jaise bhi ho, tujhe har haal me mujhe pappi dena hi hoga.”

“Haan yadi mai tujhe tere samne nahi milti hu to, tujhe us ghante ki pappi maaf hai. Lekin itna yaad rakhna ki, yadi mere samne hone par bhi, tune mujhe pappi nahi di to, mai samajhugi ki tune meri shart ko nahi mana hai aur fir mai bhi yaha nahi rukugi.”

Keerti ki ye baat sunkar, maine jhunjhlate huye kaha.

Mai bola “ye to tu mujhe blackmail kar rahi hai.”

Keeri boli “ab tu ise jo chahe, wo samajh sakta hai. Lekin yadi tu chahta hai ki, mai yaha par ruku to, tujhe meri ye shart manna hi padegi. Ab aage teri marji.”

Mai bola “ok mujhe teri ye shart bhi manjur hai.”

Meri baat sunkar, keerti ne muskurate kaha.

Keerti boli “good boy, ye huyi na baat, chal ab jaldi se suru kar de.”

Keerti ki ye baat sunte hi, maine chaukte huye kaha.

Mai bola “kya.?”

Keerti boli “pappi dena aur kya.?”

Mai bola “abhi.? Lekin shart to kal se suru hona hai.”

Keerti boli “ye tujhse maine kab kaha ki shart kal se suru hogi. Maine to ye kaha tha ki, kal jab tak tu yaha hai, tab tak tujhe har ghante me pappi dena hai. Tera pappi dene ka samay to, abhi se hi suru hona hai. Ab der mat kar aur jaldi se pappi dekar ek ghante ke liye befikar ho ja.”

Keerti ki is baat ke jabab me maine use apni pareshani batate huye kaha.

Mai bola “yaha ami nimi so rahi hai. Unke samne ye sab karna acha nahi hai.”

Meri ye baat sunkar, keerti ne bura sa muh banate huye kaha.

Keerti boli “are, jab ye so rahi hai to, tu pappi nahi de pa raha hai. Fir kal din me to, sab jagte rahege. Tab sabke samne kaise de payega. Mujhe lagta hai ki, tu is shart ko pura nahi kar payega. Is se to acha yahi hoga ki, hum apni shart, abhi hi khatam kar de.”

Keerti ki is baat ke jabab me maine apni safayi dete huye kaha.

Mai bola “maine kab aisa karne se mana kiya hai. Mai to sirf ye kahna chahta hu ki, tu bahar chal kar pappi le le.”

Keerti boli “nahi, ab to tujhe yahi pappi dena hogi.”

Keerti ki jid ke samne maine bhi apne ghutne tekte huye kaha.

Mai bola “thik hai, jaisi teri marji. Mujhe to isme maja hi maja milne wala hai.”

Ye kah kar, maine hanste huye apne aapko, thoda sa keerti ki taraf jhukaya. Mujhe apni taraf jhukte dekh, keerti ne bhi apne aapko meri taraf jhuka diya aur fir hum dono ke hoth aapas me mil gaye.

Hum dono karib 5 minit tak ek dusre ko hothon ko chuste rahe. Fir keerti ne khud hi kiss ko tod kar, ek lambi si angdayi li aur fir muskurate huye kaha.

Keerti boli “ab is kissy ke bad to, mujhe bahut gahri nind aa rahi hai. Abhi 3 baje hai aur agli kissy ka time 4 baje ka hai. Yadi tu jaagta rahe to, agli kissy bhi kar lena, nahi to subah uthte hi, sabse pahle kissy karna aur uske bad koi kaam karna. Ab mai soti hu. Good night.”

Ye kahkar keerti muskurate huye ami se lipat gayi aur fir usne apni aankh band kar li. Mai nimi ke pas baitha, kabhi ami nimi ko dekhta to, kabhi keerti ko dekhta. Kuch hi der me mujhe keerti bhi gahri nind me soti huyi lagne lagi.

Lekin meri aankhon se aaj na jane kyo nind ruthi huyi si thi. Mai baitha baitha bas ami nimi aur keerti ko dekhe ja raha tha. Mujhe teeno me hi koi khas antar samajh me nahi aa raha tha.

Keerti ami nimi se bahut badi aur samajhdar thi. Lekin uske andar masumiyat bilkul ami nimi ki tarah hi thi. Jo is samay uske chehre se saaf jhalak rahi thi. Uski is masumiyat ne mujhe, mere aur keerti ke bich huyi, kuch der pahle ki ghatna ke baare me, ek baar fir sochne par majbur kar diya tha.

Mai soch raha tha ki, mai jo sab kuch keerti ke sath kar raha hu, kya wo sab kuch uske sath karna sahi hai. Ye baat mere dimag me aate hi, mai pareshan ho utha. Maine aaj jo pal keerti ke sath bitaye the, wo pal ab mujhe achanak hi, humare rishte par gaali se lagne lage the.

Mai soch raha tha ki, ye mai kya kar raha hu. Aakhir keerti bhi to ami nimi ki tarah meri bahan hi hai. Yadi keerti meri sagi mausi ki ladki nahi hai to, ami nimi bhi to meri sagi bahan nahi hai. Jab mai ami nimi ke baare me aisa nahi soch sakta to, fir keerti ke baare me aisa kaise soch sakta hu.

Keerti to masum hai. Mai kahi uski is masumiyat ka fayda to nahi utha raha hu. Yadi wo galti kar bhi rahi hai to, kya mujhe usko rokna nahi chahiye. Mai kyo uski is galti me uska sath de raha hu.

Ye sab baten sochte sochte, mujhe apne aap par ghin aane lagi. Mujhe ab har taraf se mai hi galat najar aa raha tha. Mujhe bas yu lag raha tha ki, mai jo bhi kar raha hu, wo kisi bhi tarah se sahi nahi hai.

Keerti meri bahan hai. Mujhe uske sath aisa nahi karna chahiye. Ab bas yahi baat mere dimag me goonj rahi thi aur mujhe ye sab karne ke liye dhikkar rahi thi. Mere andar ki is goonj ko shayad keerti ne sun bhi liya tha.

Wo shayad sirf aankh band karke leti huyi thi ya fir aankh band karke mere sone ke intejar me jaag rahi thi. Lekin jab use mehsus hua ki, mai abhi tak waise ka waisa hi baitha hu to, fri usne achanak hi apni aankh khol di.

Lekin mere chehre par najar padte hi, shayad use meri pareshani ka andaj bhi ho gaya tha. Isliye wo bina kuch kahe, ami ke pas se uth kar, mere pas aa gayi. Usne mere pas aakar, mera hath pakada aur fir mujhe khich kar, mere kamre me lekar aa gayi.

Mere kamre me aane ke bad, usne mujhe bed par baithaya aur khud mere samne jamin par ghutno ke bal baith gayi. Iske bad usne mere dono hathon ko, apne hathon me lete huye, mujhse kaha.

Keerti boli “kya soch raha hai. Abhi to tu acha bhala tha. Fir achanak itna udas kyo ho gaya.”

Keerti ki baat sunkar, maine uske chehre ki taraf dekha. Lekin uske chehre ke bholepan ko dekh kar, meri uska dil dukhane ki himmat nahi huyi. Maine us se apne dil ki asli baat chhupate huye kaha.

Mai bola “mujhe kuch bhi nahi hua. Bas tum sab se kabhi itni door nahi gaya hu na. Isliye thoda sa udas hu.”

Lekin keerti shayad meri pareshani ko samajh rahi thi. Isliye usne meri is baat ko sunkar, mujhe samajhate huye kaha.

Keerti boli “dekh, mujhse jhuth bolne ki koshish mat kar, mai janti hu ki, tu mere aur apne is naye rishte ko lekar udas hai. Yadi tu humare is naye bane rishte se, khush nahi hai to, mai abhi hi is rishte ko khatam kar deti hu.”

“Mujhe is se dard to hoga. Lekin utna dard nahi hoga, jitna dard abhi tujhe yu pareshan hote dekh kar ho raha hai. Mai sab kuch sah sakti hu. Magar teri ye udasi, ye paresani nahi sah sakti hu.”

Keerti ki ye baat sunkar, maine muskurakar, uski is baat ko jhuthlate huye kaha.

Mai bola “jaisa tu soch rahi hai, waisa kuch bhi nahi hai.”

Meri baat sunkar, keerti ne mera hath apne sar par rakhte huye kaha.

Keerti boli “yadi aisa hi hai to, tu yahi baat mere sar par hath rakh kar, meri kasam khakar bol de ki, jaisa mai soch rahi hu, waisa kuch bhi nahi hai.”

Keerti ki ye baat sunkar, mai bebas sa hokar rah gaya. Uski soch galat nahi thi. Lekin mai sach bol kar uska dil dukhana nahi chahta tha. Isliye mai uski baat sunkar, chup hi baitha raha. Mujhe khamosh dekh kar keerti ne fir kaha.

Keerti boli “mai janti hu ki, tu is wakt kya soch raha hai. Lekin tu jo baat aaj soch raha hai. Mai us baat ko barso se sochti aa rahi hu ki, ye sab galat hai. Tu mera bhai hai aur tere sath mera aisa rishta nahi ho sakta hai.”

“Magar mera dil is baat ko kabhi nahi maana hai. Mai use tujhse pyar karne se jitna rokti rahi. Wo tujhe dino din utna hi jyada pyar karne laga. Aakhir me mai apne dil ke hathon haar gayi aur na chahte huye bhi, mai tujhse pyar karne lagi.”

“Duniya mere is pyar ke baare me kya sochegi, mujhe is baat ki jara bhi parwah nahi hai. Mere liye to sirf ye baat mayne rakhti hai ki, tu mere pyar ke baare me kya sochta hai.”

“Ab yadi tu hi mere is pyar ko galat manta hai to, fir aise rishte ko aage badane se koi fayda nahi hai. Hum apne is naye rishte ko, abhi isi wakt, yahi par dafan kar dete hai aur fir se pahle ki taraf rahne lagte hai.”

Ye kahte huye keerti ne apna sar meri god me rakh kar, apna chehra mere hathon me chhupa liya. Lekin mujhe uski aankhon ki nami ka aehsas ho gaya tha. Isliye maine pyar se uske sar par hath ferte huye kaha.

Mai bola “mai tere pyar ko galat nahi manta hu. Lekin ye baat apne dil se kaise nikal du ki, tu meri bahan hai. Bas yahi soch soch kar mujhe lag raha hai ki, mai tere bholepan ka fayda utha raha hu.”

Meri baat sunkar, keerti ne meri taraf dekha aur fir mujhse sawal karte huye kaha.

Keerti boli “tu mera kya fayda utha raha hai. Hum kitne din se ek sath so rahe hai. Lekin tune mujhe kabhi bhi, buri najar se nahi dekha aur na hi mere sath koi galat harkat ki hai. Fir tujhe aisa kyo lagta hai ki, tu mera fayda utha raha hai.”

“Humara pyar riya aur raj ki tarah sirf vasna nahi hai. Jisne unhe ye tak nahi sochne diya ki, wo bhai bahan hokar bhi, ek sarvajanik jagah par kya kar rahe hai. Hum to ek dusre ke sath, kitne din se is band kamre me rah rahe hai. Fir bhi aaj tak humne ek dusre ke kisi ang ko nahi dekha hai. Fir humara pyar galat kaise ho sakta hai.”

Keerti ki is baat ke jabab me maine us se kaha.

Mai bola “mai teri har baat ko manta hu. Lekin tu ye kyo sochti hai ki, riya aur raj ke rishte se hum apni tulna karke, hum apne is rishte ko sahi sabit kar sakte hai.”

Keerti boli “hum galat nahi hai. Isliye hume apne aapko sahi sabit karne ki koi jarurat nahi hai. Humara jo bhi rishta duniya ke samne hai, use badalne ke liye tujhse kaun bol raha hai.”

“Duniya ke samne humara jo rishta hai, use waisa hi rahne de. Lekin jis rishte ko hum dono ne aaj banaya hai, bas hum use aapas me nibhate chalege. Ab tu mujhe ye bata ki, tujhe meri khushi kitni pyari hai.”

Mai bola “apni jaan se bhi jyada.”

Keerti boli “jab tu mujhe apni jaan se bhi jyada pyar karta hai to, fir is baat ko lekar apne dil par koi bojh mat padne de. Fir bhi yadi tere dil par koi bojh padta hai to, tu bas itna sochna ki, tu ye sab sirf meri khushi ke liye kar raha hai.”

“Ab meri khushi ke liye kuch karne par to, tere dil par koi bojh nahi padega na. Meri khushi ke liye kuch karne se to, tujhe khushi hi hogi na. Bolo kya mai kuch galat bol rahi hu.”

Keerti ki ye baat sunkar mere dil ka bojh utar gaya tha aur maine muskurate huye kaha.

Mai bola “nahi, tu bilkul sahi bol rahi hai. Teri khushi ke liye kuch bhi karne se, mujhe khushi hi hogi.”

Meri baat sunkar, keerti muskurati huyi uth kar khadi ho gayi aur fir mera hath pakad kar, mujhe uthane ki koshish karte huye kaha.

Keerti boli “ab yadi tumhare dil ka bojh utar gaya ho to, chalo chal kar, so jate hai. Ab subah ke 4 baj gaye hai.”

Keerti ke muh se 4 bajne ki baat sunkar, maine use pakad kar apni taraf khich liya. Meri is harkat par keerti ne hairani se meri taraf dekhte huye puchha.

Keerti boli “ab kya karne ka irada hai.”

Mai bola “ab 4 baj gaye hai aur teri shart puri karne ka samay ho gaya hai.”

Ye kahte huye, maine keerti ko khich kar apni god me baitha liya aur uske hothon par apne hoth rakh diye. Ye keerti ko mera pahla aisa kiss tha, jisko karne ke bad, mujhe kisi tarah ka koi pachhtawa nahi hona tha aur jise mai apni khushi se kar raha tha.

Hum dono bade shukun ke sath ek dusre ko kiss karne me khoye huye the ki, tabhi hume nimi ke nind me kunmunane ki aawaj sunayi di. Nimi ki aawaj sunte hi, keerti ne kiss toda aur muskurati huyi meri god se uth kar khadi ho gayi.

Mera abhi yaha se jaane ka, man to nahi tha. Lekin nimi ke jagne ke dar se, mai bhi uth kar khada ho gaya aur fir hum dono ami nimi ke pas wapas aa gaye. Ami nimi ke pas aane ke bad, hum dono ek dsure ko dekhte-dekhte gahri nind me kho gaye.

 

[Aanand]

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Keerti ke muh se 4 bajne ki baat sunkar, maine use pakad kar apni taraf khich liya. Meri is harkat par keerti ne hairani se meri taraf dekhte huye puchha.

Keerti boli “ab kya karne ka irada hai.”

Mai bola “ab 4 baj gaye hai aur teri shart puri karne ka samay ho gaya hai.”

Ye kahte huye, maine keerti ko khich kar apni god me baitha liya aur uske hothon par apne hoth rakh diye. Ye keerti ko mera pahla aisa kiss tha, jisko karne ke bad, mujhe kisi tarah ka koi pachhtawa nahi hona tha aur jise mai apni khushi se kar raha tha.

Hum dono bade shukun ke sath ek dusre ko kiss karne me khoye huye the ki, tabhi hume nimi ke nind me kunmunane ki aawaj sunayi di. Nimi ki aawaj sunte hi, keerti ne kiss toda aur muskurati huyi meri god se uth kar khadi ho gayi.

Mera abhi yaha se jaane ka, man to nahi tha. Lekin nimi ke jagne ke dar se, mai bhi uth kar khada ho gaya aur fir hum dono ami nimi ke pas wapas aa gaye. Ami nimi ke pas aane ke bad, hum dono ek dsure ko dekhte-dekhte gahri nind me kho gaye.

Subah meri nind 9 baje keerti ke jagane par khuli. Raat bhar jaagne ki vajah se, mai sabse bad me sokar uth raha tha. Maine aankh kholi to, keerti darwaje ke samne apni kamar par dono hath rakhe khadi muskura rahi thi.

Use dekh kar, maine bhi muskurate huye, us se good morning kiya. Lekin wo abhi bhi waise hi khadi, mujhe dekh kar, bas muskuraye ja rahi thi. Use bina kisi baat ke is tarah muskurate dekh kar, maine kuch hairan hote huye us se kaha.

Mai bola “ye tujhe kya ho gaya.? Tu yu paglon ki tarah bevajah kyo hanse ja rahi hai.”

Meri baat sunkar, keerti ne mujhe gussa dikhate huye kaha.

Keerti boli “tu subah hote hi apni shart bhool gaya.”

Uski is baat ko sunkar, mujhe uski shart yaad aa gayi aur maine uth kar baithte huye us se kaha.

Mai bola “mujhe teri shart yaad hai. Lekin pahle mujhe fresh to ho jaane de.”

Lekin keerti ne meri is baat ko kaatte huye kaha.

Keerti boli “nahi, tab tak to dusre ki baari aa jayegi. Waise bhi abhi mera kuch baasa khane ka mood hai.”

Ye kahte huye, wo mere pas aakar baith gayi. Use apne pas pakar, maine muskurate huye, use apne pas khicha aur use apni god me jhuka kar, apne hoth, uske hothon par rakh kar, uske honthon ko chusne laga.

Mai keerti ko apni god par jhuka kar, usko kiss karne me laga hua tha ki, tabhi mujhe kisi ke teji se upar aane ki aahat huyi aur maine isi ghabrahat me hadbada kar keerti ko chhod diya.

Mere is tarah achanak keerti ko chhod dene se, wo apne aapko sambhal nahi payi aur meri hi god me gir gayi. Ab najara ye tha ki, mai bed par baitha hua tha aur keerti ka sar meri god me rakha hua tha.

Is se pahle ki, wo apne aapko sambhal kar, meri god se uth pati. Uske pahle hi ami mere kamre ma aa gayi. Usne keerti ko meri god me lete dekha to, usne kuch hairan sa hote huye mujhse kaha.

Ami boli “bhaiya didi ko kya hua.? Ye is tarah se aapki god me kyo leti hai.”

Nimi ke achanak aane aur uske sawal se mai hadbada gaya tha. Lekin keerti ne apne aapko sambhal kar, meri god se uthte huye, ami se kaha.

Keerti boli “are mujhe kuch nahi hua. Bas meri aankh me kuch chala gaya tha. Mai wahi punnu se nikalwa rahi thi.”

Keerti ki baat sunkar, ami ne use samjhate huye kaha.

Ami boli “are didi, aankh me kuch chala jaye to, use aise nahi nikalna chahiye. Is se aankh kharab ho sakti hai.”

Ami ki baat sunkar, keerti ne chaukne ka natak karte huye us se kaha.

Keerti boli “to kaise nikalna chahiye.”

Ami boli “use pani daal kar nikalna chahiye. Abhi nikal gaya ya mai nikal kar dikhau.”

Keerti boli “ab to nikal gaya hai. Lekin aage se teri baat ko yaad rakhugi. Ab tu ye bata ki, tujhe maine jo kaam diya tha, tu use chhod kar upar kyo aa gayi.”

Ami boli “mujhe to mummy ne bheja hai ki, 9 baj gaye hai, jakar bhaiya ko utha du.”

Keerti boli “ache se dekh le ki, punnu uth chuka hai. Ab tu jakar wo kaam kar, jo maine tujhe bataya hai.”

Keerti ki baat sunkar, ami ne bura sa muh banate huye keerti se kaha.

Ami boli “khud to aaram se ghoom rahi ho aur apna kaam mujhse karwa rahi ho. Thik hai, mai jati hu.”

Ye kah kar ami chali gayi aur keerti mujhe gusse se ghurne lagi. Mai uske is tarah se ghoorne ka matlab samajh gaya tha. Isliye maine use apni safayi dete huye kaha.

Mai bola “ab mai kya karta. Mujhe kisi ke aane ki aahat huyi to, ghabrahat me maine tujhe chhod diya.”

Keerti boli “chhodna hi tha to, kam se kam mujhe sidha to kar dete. Aise apni god me gira kar, kaun sa bahaduri ka kaam kar diya. Us par jab ami puchh rahi thi to, usko koi jabab bhi nahi de pa rahe the.”

Keerti ko is tarah gussa hote dekh kar, maine usko maska lagate huye kaha.

Mai bola “tune usko itna acha jabba to diya hai. Yadi mai aisa jabab sochne bhi baithta, tab bhi aisa jabab nahi de pata.”

Meri is baat par keerti ne jhutha gussa dikhate huye kaha.

Keerti boli “ab jyada maska lagane ki jarurat nahi hai. Chalo, ab jaldi se uth jao aur 10 baje ke pahle taiyar ho jao.”

Mai uski is baat ka matlab achi tarah se samajh gaya tha. Lekin fir bhi maine usko pareshan karte huye kaha.

Mai bola “ab 10 baje ke pahle kyo taiyar hona hai.”

Meri is baat par keerti ne fir bhanakte huye kaha.

Keerti boli “tumhe ek hi baat kitni baar batana padegi. Meri agli kist wasul karne ka samay 10 baje hai. Isliye 10 baje ke pahle taiyar ho jao aur abki baar aisa koi natak nahi chalega.”

Uski baat sunkar, mai hasne laga aur wo bhi hansti huyi bahar nikal gayi. Uske jaane ke bad mai uth kar apne kamre me aa gaya aur fresh hone chala gaya. Mujhe taiyar hote hote 10 baj gaye.

Ghadi ke 10 bajate hi, keerti nashta lekar mere samne khadi ho gayi. Maine use kiss karke apni shart ko pura kiya aur fir us se baat karte karte nashta karne laga. Usne bataya ki, niche mehul baitha hai aur mujhe jaldi se nashta karke niche aane ko bol kar, wo wapas chali gayi.

Keerti ke jaane ke bad, maine jaldi jaldi nashta kiya aur fir mai niche aa gaya. Mai niche aaya to mehul chhoti maa se baat kar raha tha. Mujhe dekhte hi, wo uth kar khada ho gaya. Use khada hote dekh kar, maine use tokte huye kaha.

Mai bola “abe, tu mujhe dekh kar khada kyo ho raha hai.”

Meri is baat par mehul ne mujhe taana marte huye kaha.

Mehul bola “ab sahab aayege to, naukar chakar ko to uth kar khada hona hi padega.”

Mai bola “ab tujhe kya hua. Itna gussa kyo ho raha hai.”

Mehul bola “tujhe nahi malum ki, mai gussa kyo ho raha hu.”

Mai bola “jab tu kuch batayega nahi to, mujhe kaise pata chalega. Ab kuch bol bhi, kya hua.”

Mehul Bola “kal maine tujhe kitne call kiye. Tune mera phone uthaya kyo nahi tha.”

Mai bola “yaar, kal meri nind lag gayi thi, isliye tera call dekh nahi saka tha.”

Mehul bola “yadi tu kal raat ko jaldi so gaya tha to, fir tujhe abhi 9 baje jagana kyo pad raha hai. Tujhe to khud hi jaldi uth jana chahiye tha.”

Mai bola “yaar, baat ye hai ki, raat ko ye nimi achanak rone lagi thi. Jis vajah se meri nind khul gayi thi aur fir mai raat bhar iske pas hi baitha raha. Lekin ab tu ye faltu ki baat chhod aur ye bata ki, teri chalne ki sab taiyari ho gayi ya nahi.”

Mehul bola “meri to saari taiyari ho gayi. Magar yaha aane par pata chala hai ki, abhi tak teri koi taiyari nahi huyi hai.”

Mai bola “mujhe kya taiyari karna. Mujhe to bas apne kapde pack karna hai. Isme mujhe 15 minute ka samay bhi nahi lagega. Tu kahe to mai abhi tere sath chalne ko taiyar hu.”

Mehul bola “nahi, tujhe abhi chalne ki jarurat nahi hai. Lekin 5 baje ke pahle ghar jarur pahuch jana.”

Mai bola “thik hai, mai 5 baje ke pahle ghar pahuch jauga. Ab tera sabse milna ho gaya ho to, tu ja sakta hai.”

Mere muh se jaane ki baat sunkar, mehul ne mujh par bhadakte huye kaha.

Mehul bola “mai kyo jau. Tu ja aur jakar apni taiyari kar.”

Lekin maine uski is baat ko ansuna kar, use pakad kar apne sath bahar le aaya aur fir bahar aane ke bad us se kaha.

Mai bola “tu shilpa se mila.”

Mehul bola “nahi.”

Mai bola “kyo nahi mila. Kya use bataya nahi ki, tu mumbai ja raha hai.”

Mehul bola “maine sab bata diya.”

Mai bola “to kya usne tujhse milne ka nahi bola.”

Mehul Bola “bola tha, magar maine mana kar diya. Maine kah diya ki, jab mai laut kar aauga, tabhi us se miluga.”

Mai bola “kabhi kabhi tu bilkul pagalpan wali harkat karta hai. Agar us se mil lega to, tera kya jayega.”

Mehul bola “yaar mera man, abhi papa ke siwa kahi nahi lag raha.”

Mai bola “dekh, teri baat sahi hai. Lekin ek baar uske baare me bhi soch kar dekh le. Use itne din tere bina rahna hai aur pata nahi, tujhe waha par, us se baat karne ka samay kab mil bhi payega ya nahi mil payega. Isliye use bekar me pareshan karna thik nahi hai. Tu yaha bekar ki baton me apna samay barbad mat kar aur abhi us se jakar mil le.”

Mehul bola “thik hai, tu kahta hai to, mai us se jakar mil leta hu. Tu apni taiyari karke ghar pahuch. Tab tak mai bhi us se mil kar ghar pahuchta hu.”

Itna kah kar mehul chala gaya aur maine wapas aakar apni packing karna suru kar diya. Is sab ke sath sath, mai har ghante par keerti ko kiss bhi deta raha. Mere liye ye kiss karna bhi, ek alag hi tarah ka anubhav tha.

Ye sab yadi kisi aur samay ho raha hota to, shayad mai keerti ko kiss karne ke intejar me baitha rahta. Lekin is samay usko kiss karne ke naam se hi meri haalat patli hoti ja rahi thi.

Aisa nahi tha ki, aisa karke mujhe khushi nahi ho rahi thi. Mujhe use kiss karke bahut khushi ho rahi thi. Magar us se kahin jyada, is baat ka dar bhi lag raha tha ki, hume aisa karte kahin koi dekh na le.

Kyoki ghar me is samay mere jaane ki taiyari chal rahi thi aur sab yaha waha ghumte fir rahe the. Jis vajah se mai keerti se bachta fir raha tha. Lekin wo thi ki, har ghante me, mujhe dhud kar mere samne aa hi jati thi.

Mai abhi apne kamre me hi tha aur lagbhag meri saari packing ho chuki thi. Mai mehul ke ghar jaane ko taiyar ho raha tha. Abhi 3 baje tak to sab kuch thik thak chalta raha aur mujhe keerti ko kiss karne me jyada pareshani nahi huyi.

Lekin ab mere jaane ka samay karib aa gaya tha aur ab ami nimi mere aas pas hi rah rahi thi. Meri jaane ki saari taiyariyan to ho chuki thi. Magar ami nimi ki taiyariyan abhi bhi khatam hone ka naam nahi le rahi thi.

Wo baar baar puchh rahi thi. Bhaiya ye saman rakh liya. Bhaiya wo saman rakh liya. Kahin kuch rakhne ko le aati to, kahin kuch rakhne ko le aati. Mujhe mere deodorent ki khushbu to bahut aa rahi thi. Magar wo kahi dikh nahi raha tha.

Thodi der mai use yaha waha dekhta raha. Lekin jab wo kahi dikhayi nahi diya to, maine ami se puchha.

Mai bola “mera deo idhar hi rakha tha. Lekin ab idhar nahi dikh raha. Tum dono me se kisi ne uthaya to nahi.”

Ami boli “wo to nimi ne spray kar diya.”

Mai bola “kaha.”

Ami boli “Aapke bag se badbu si aa rahi thi to, usne pahle bag par spray kiya aur fir use aapke kamre se bhi badbu aati samajh me aayi to, baki ka aapke room me spray kar diya.”

Ami ki baat sunkar, maine apna sar peette huye us se kaha.

Mai bola “kuch to bacha hoga.”

Meri is baat ke jabab me nimi ne bade hi, bholepan se kaha.

Nimi boli “bhaiya, usme jyada tha hi kaha. Aapke aadhe hi room me ho paya tha. Tabhi to itni kam khusbu aa rahi hai.”

Mai bola “tujhe itna bhi nahi malum ki, room spray aur body spray me antar hota hai. Wo room spray nahi, body spray tha. Jise tune apni body ko chhod kar, sab jagah kar diya.”

Nimi boli “mujhe malum hai, par aapka deo ganda tha. Uski khushbu achi nahi thi. Isliye maine use khatam kar diya. Taki aap acha wala deo le lo.”

Mujhe malum tha ki, chahe kuch bhi ho jaye. Lekin nimi apni galti kabhi nahi manegi. Isliye maine us se bahas na karne me hi apni bhalai samjhi aur mai chup chap taiyar hone laga.

Aisa hi chalte chalte 4 baj gaye aur ab keerti ko aakhiri kiss karne ka samay bhi aa gaya. Lekin ab mere sath ami nimi chipki huyi thi aur keerti 4 bajne ke bad bhi mere samne nahi aayi thi.

Subah se aisa pahli baar ho raha tha ki, mera usko kiss karne ka samay hua ho aur wo samne na aayi ho. Mujhe ye baat kuch ajib si lagi aur maine ami se kaha.

Mai bola “betu, jara dekh kar aa ki, keerti kaha hai aur kya kar rahi hai. Mujhe us se kuch jaruri baat karna hai.”

Meri baat sunkar, ami keerti ko dekhne chali gayi. Thodi der bad usne wapas aakar kaha.

Ami boli “bhaiya, keerti didi to ghar par nahi hai. Wo nitika didi ke ghar gayi hai aur bol kar gayi ki, wo aapse mehul bhaiya ke ghar par hi mil legi.”

Ami ki ye baat sunte hi, mujhe bahut jor ka jhatka laga aur na chahte huye bhi mai tadap utha. Ye tadap keerti ko kiss na kar pane ki nahi thi. Balki ye tadap apne jaane ke pahle, kuch pal keerti ke sath na bita pane ki thi.

Mai sochne par majbur ho gaya ki, keerti ke liye mere jajbaton ki koi aehmiyat nahi hai. Use ye bhi nahi laga ki, mai ja raha hu to, kam se kam mere pas to rahe aur yadi uska jana itna hi jaruri tha to, kam se kam mujhse bol kar to ja sakti thi.

Is se to yahi lagta hai ki, use mere jaane ka jara bhi dukh nahi hai. Is aakhiri samay par keerti ke mere samne na aane se, mujhe bahut bura lag raha tha aur mujhe uski ye harkat jara bhi pasand nahi aayi thi.

Mai man hi man us se naraj tha. Meri is narajgi ne mujhe itna udas kar diya tha ki, yadi koi aur samay hota to, mai apna jana hi taal deta. Lekin abhi aisa kar pana mere liye sambhav hi nahi tha.

Maine beman se apna saman uthaya aur ami nimi ke sath niche aa gaya. Niche aane par chhoti maa bhi taiyar mili. Unne mujhe dekhte hi, driver se mera saman gadi me rakhne kaha.

Chhoti maa aur ami nimi mere sath mehul ke ghar tak ja rahi thi. Saman rakh jaane ke bad hum log mehul ke ghar ke liye nikal liye aur 5 baje ke pahle hi hum mehul ke ghar pahuch gaye.

Waha pahuchte hi, meri najar sabse pahle waha khadi, keerti ki scooty par padi. Jiska matlab tha ki, wo nitika ke ghar se mehul ke yaha aa chuki thi. Lekin ab mera man us se, baat karne ka jara bhi nahi tha.

Mai ami nimi aur chhoti maa ke sath, mehul ke ghar ke andar pahuch gaya. Andar keerti aur nitika milkar aunty ke sath saara saman rakhwa rahi thi. Mujhe dekhte hi, keerti ke chehre par muskurahat aa gayi.

Lekin mai use andekha karte huye, seedha mehul ke kamre me chala gaya. Mehul bhi apna saman pack karne me laga tha. Use abhi bhi saman pack karte dekh, maine us par bhadakte huye kaha.

Mai bola “subah to tu kitna muh chala raha tha ki, teri sab taiyari ho chuki hai. Lekin yaha to abhi tak teri packing hi chal rahi hai.”

Meri baat sunkar, mehul ne apni safayi dete huye kaha.

Mehul bola “abe, meri saari packing pahle hi ho chuki thi. Lekin abhi abhi keerti ne kuch saman lakar diya to, use hi pack kar raha hu.”

Keerti ka naam sunte hi, mera dimag ek baar fir ghoomne laga. Mai sochne laga ki, mere liye to, kuch layi nahi aur pata nahi ise kya lakar diya hai. Are mujhe kuch na bhi deti, tab bhi chal jata. Magar jati samay kam se kam, ek baar khud se milne ka mauka to de deti.

Abhi se jab iska ye haal hai to, mere mumbai chale jaane ke bad to, ye mujhe bilkul hi bhool jayegi. Mai keerti ke baare me ye sab sochne me khoya hua tha aur mujhe is tarah se kahi khoya hua dekh, mehul ne mujhe tokte huye kaha.

Mehul bola “abe, kya khayalon me hi mumbai pahuch gaya hai. Ab bekar me baith kar samay barbad mat kar aur ye saman bahar le chalne me meri madad kar.”

Mai bola “maine apna saman rakhne me khud apni madad ki hai. Tu bhi apni madad khud kar le. Mujhe thoda aaram karne de.”

Mehul bola “chal rahne de. Tere jaise najuk aadmi se ye hoga bhi nahi. Lekin tujhe aate hi aaram ki jarurat kyo pad gayi. Ghar se idhar tak aane me hi tu itna thak gaya hai to, fir teri idhar se mumbai tak ke safar me kya haalat hogi.”

Mehul ke in bekar ke sawalon se maine chidchidate huye kaha.

Mai bola “tu apni faltu ki bakwas band karke, apna kaam karne me man laga. Apni bakwas se mera dimag kharab mat kar aur mujhe aaram karne de.”

Mehul ko mere is tarah se bhadakne ki vajah samajh me nahi aa rahi thi. Isliye usne mujhe pareshan karte huye kaha.

Mehul bola “abe tujhe hua kya hai. Tu to aise bhadak raha hai, jaise koi teri mehbuba ko bhaga kar le gaya ho.”

Mai bola “meri mehbuba ko koi bhaga kar nahi le gaya. Wo khud hi mujhe chhod kar bhag gayi.”

Mehul bola “mujhe lagta hai ki, tu mumbai jaane ke naam se satiya gaya hai. Tu aaram hi kar to acha hai. Warna tu apne sath sath, mera bhi dimag kharab karke rakh dega.”

Itna bol kar mehul khud hi, ek ek karke saman bahar le jaane laga aur mai uske bed par let kar, apne dimag ko shant karne ki koshish karne laga. Lekin mere dimag ko kuch hua hota to, wo shant hota.

Hua to mere dil ko tha aur mera dil keerti ki ek chhoti si baat se itna jyada dukhi ho gaya tha ki, ab mujhe kuch bhi acha nahi lag raha tha. Yaha tak ki keerti ne aate samay mujhe dekh kar, jo muskurahat di thi.

Uski wo muskurahat bhi, ab mujhe mere seene me chubhti huyi si mehsus ho rahi thi. Mujhe keerti ka yu hansna jara bhi sahan nahi hua. Mai to bas yahi maan kar chal raha tha ki, keerti ko mere jaane ka koi dukh nahi hai.

Isme jo thodi bahut kasar baki rah gayi thi, wo mehul ne ye bata kar puri kar di thi ki, keerti uske liye kuch lekar aayi hai. Keerti ki ye baat, mujhe ye sochne par majbur kar rahi thi ki, usko mehul ki fikar to hai. Magar use meri jara bhi fikar nahi hai.

Mujhe is baat ko lekar, mehul se jalan to nahi ho rahi thi. Lekin keerti ka mujhe chhod kar, mehul ki fikar karna, mai sah nahi pa raha tha. Magar abhi shayad mere dil ko aur bhi jalna baki tha.

Kuch hi der bad, keerti ke sath sath shilpa aur nitika mere liye chay lekar room me aayi. Wo teeno aapas me hans hans kar baat kar rahi thi aur unki ye hansi mujhe fir se chubh rahi thi.

Keerti ne mere pas aakar mujhe chay dena chahi to, maine chay peene se mana kar diya. Jiske bad, wo teeno waise hi baat karti huyi, wapas bhi chali gayi. Keerti ki is harkat ne mera gussa aur bhi jyada bada diya.

Mai sochne laga ki, kam se kam ye to puchh sakti thi ki, mai chay kyo nahi pee raha hu. Lekin ise to meri kisi bhi baat ki, koi parwah hi nahi hai. Mai bhi ab mumbai jakar riya ke sath khub masti karuga aur ise phone bhi nahi karuga.

Lekin mere aisa karne se kya hoga. Kya pata mere mumbai jaane ke bad, iske pas khud hi mujhse baat karne ka samay na ho. Aise me mere baat karne ya na karne se ise kya farak padega.

Waise bhi in teen dino me, ise mere se bina baat kiye rahne ki aadat ho gayi hai. Raat ko to mujhe kaise pyar se samjha rahi thi aur ab iske pas, ek baar meri taraf dekhne tak ka samay nahi hai.

Is samay mere man me, keerti ke liye, jo bhi ulta sidha aa raha tha. Mai bas soche ja raha tha aur man hi man keerti ko kose ja raha tha. Mujhe keerti se, apne sath aisa bartaw kiye jaane ki ummid kabhi nahi thi.

Yahi vajah thi ki, keerti ke is bartaw se, mujhe bahut thes pahuchi thi aur mera dil andar hi andar ro raha tha. Mere seene me ek ajib si aag jal rahi thi. Jo mujhe andar hi andar jalaye ja rahi thi. Mujhe aisa lag raha tha, jaise mere seene me dil to hai. Magar us dil me dhadkan nahi hai.

 

[Aanand]

Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 045}
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Mai sochne laga ki, kam se kam ye to puchh sakti thi ki, mai chay kyo nahi pee raha hu. Lekin ise to meri kisi bhi baat ki, koi parwah hi nahi hai. Mai bhi ab mumbai jakar riya ke sath khub masti karuga aur ise phone bhi nahi karuga.

Lekin mere aisa karne se kya hoga. Kya pata mere mumbai jaane ke bad, iske pas khud hi mujhse baat karne ka samay na ho. Aise me mere baat karne ya na karne se ise kya farak padega.

Waise bhi in teen dino me, ise mere se bina baat kiye rahne ki aadat ho gayi hai. Raat ko to mujhe kaise pyar se samjha rahi thi aur ab iske pas, ek baar meri taraf dekhne tak ka samay nahi hai.

Is samay mere man me, keerti ke liye, jo bhi ulta sidha aa raha tha. Mai bas soche ja raha tha aur man hi man keerti ko kose ja raha tha. Mujhe keerti se, apne sath aisa bartaw kiye jaane ki ummid kabhi nahi thi.

Yahi vajah thi ki, keerti ke is bartaw se, mujhe bahut thes pahuchi thi aur mera dil andar hi andar ro raha tha. Mere seene me ek ajib si aag jal rahi thi. Jo mujhe andar hi andar jalaye ja rahi thi. Mujhe aisa lag raha tha, jaise mere seene me dil to hai. Magar us dil me dhadkan nahi hai.

Mai abhi apni inhi socho me gum tha ki, tabhi mere kamre me shilpa aayi. Mai samjha ki, wo yaha kisi kaam se aayi hai. Lekin wo mujhse hi milne aayi thi. Mai bed par leta hua tha.

Lekin use apne pas aate dekh kar, mai uth kar baith gaya. Wo mere pas hi aakar chup chap khadi ho gayi. Use shayad mujhse kuch kahne me jhijhak ho rahi thi. Use is tarah se khada dekh kar, maine us se kaha.

Mai bola “kya hua. Kya tumhe mujhse koi kaam hai.”

Shilpa boli “nahi, mujhe tumse koi kaam nahi hai. Bas tumko sorry aur thanks bolna tha.”

Uski ye baat sunkar, maine thoda chaukte huye us se kaha.

Mai bola “tum thanks kyo kahna chahti ho, ye to mai samajh sakta hu. Lekin tumhare sorry kahne wali baat meri samajh me nahi aayi. Meri najar me to, tumne aisa kuch bhi nahi kiya hai. Jiske liye tumhe sorry bolna pade.”

Meri baat sunkar shilpa ne apna sar jhukate huye kaha.

Shilpa boli “tumhari najar me to nahi. Lekin maine apni najar me bahut galat kiya hai. Mai hamesa tumhare baare me galati sochti rahti thi.”

Mai bola “mujhe abhi bhi kuch samajh me nahi aa raha hai ki, tum kya kahna chahti ho.”

Meri is baat ko sunkar, shilpa ne apni baat ko saaf karet huye kaha.

Shilpa Boli “mai man hi man me, tumhare liye jalan rakhti thi aur mehul ke parivar me tumhare jude rahne ko lekar galat soch rakhti thi.”

Shilpa ki ye baat sunkar, mujhe saari baat samajh me aa gayi aur maine uske man ka bojh kam karte huye kaha.

Mai bola “mai tumhari is jalan ko samajh sakta hu. Lekin ek tarah se ye tumhara hi ghar hai aur is ghar me yadi koi bahar wala apna haq jata kar, tumhare kisi apne ka haq chhinega to, uske liye tumhare man me jalan hona koi buri baat nahi hai. Mujhe to isme koi burai najar nahi aati.”

Shilpa boli “tum chahe kuch bhi kaho, lekin sach ye hi hai ki, us jagah par mai galat thi. Kyoki uncle aunty ne kabhi tumhe mehul se kam nahi samjha aur tumne bhi uncle aunty ko kabhi khud se alag nahi samjha. Mehul bhi tumhe apna bhai hi manta hai.”

“Sirf ek mai hi thi, jo hamesha tumhe bahar wala samajhti thi. Mai hamesha ye hi sochti rahti thi ki, jo haq uncle aunty se mehul ko milna chahiye, wo tum chheen rahe ho. Mehul ke haq par tum daaka daal rahe ho. Lekin aaj mujhe apni is galti ka dil se aehsas ho raha hai ki, mai galat thi.”

Shilpa ki ye baat sunkar, maine muskurate huye kaha.

Mai bola “chalo koi baat nahi. Jo kuch bhi hua, use bhool jao. Lekin ek baat batao ki, aaj achanak tumhe is baat ka aehsas kaise ho gaya.”

Shilpa boli “mehul to jaane se pahle mujhse mlna hi nahi chahta tha. Lekin tumne use jabardasti mujhse milne ke liye bheja. Fir mehul mujhe ghar bhi nahi lana chahta tha. Lekin tumne keerti se mujhe, yaha bulwa kar, mujhe is ghadi me sab ke sath shamil hone ka mauka de diya. Inhi sab baton ne meri tumhare baare me, jo bhi buri soch thi, use khatam kar diya.”

Mai bola “ab to tum mujhe apne parivar ka ek hissa samajhti ho na.”

Shilpa boli “haan.”

Mai bola “to fir is sorry aur thanks ki koi jarurat nahi hai.”

Abhi meri baat puri bhi nahi ho payi thi ki, tabhi keerti andar aa gayi. Usne andar aate hi shilpa se kaha.

Keerti boli “ab yadi tera sorry aur thanks kahna ho gaya ho to, tu jara nitika ke ghar chali ja. Wo taiyar hone gayi hai. Use jara jaldi se taiyar karwa kar le aa. Warna pata chale ki, idhar sabke jaane ka samay bhi ho jaye aur uska taiyar hona bhi na ho paye.”

Keerti ki baat sunkar shilpa bahar jaane lagi. Uske pichhe pichhe keerti bhi darwaje ke bahar tak gayi. Lekin shilpa ke us se door hote hi, wo fauran wapas palti aur mere pas aakar baithte huye kaha.

Keerti boli “mere kiss ka samay ho gaya hai. Jaldi se mera kiss do.”

Mai bola “chal jyada natak mat kar. Maine tera kiss aur tera pyar ache se dekh liya.”

Keerti boli “dekh tu mujhe jo chahe wo bol le. Lekin mere pyar ko kuch mat bolna.”

Mai bola “boluga, ek baar nahi sau baar boluga. Tu yaha se ja.”

Meri baat sunkar, keerti gusse me uthi aur bahar chali gayi. Uske is tarah gussa hokar, jaane se mujhe bura to bahut laga. Lekin fir mai sochne laga ki, yadi mai is se gussa tha to, kya ye mujhe mana nahi sakti thi.

Mai abhi uske baare me jyada kuch soch bhi nahi paya tha ki, tabhi keerti mujhe wapas aati dikhayi di. Use dekhte hi, maine fir se apna muh fula liya. Ab mujhe to us se kuch kahna nahi tha aur kahna to use bhi kuch nahi tha.

Wo tej kadmo se chalti huyi mere pas aayi aur is se pahle ki mai uske is tarah se aane ke baare me kuch soch samajh pata. Us se pahle hi, keerti ne apne us kaam ko anjam de diya, jis kaam ke liye wo wapas aayi thi.

Usne mere pas aate hi, badi berahmi se mere chehre ko pakda aur apne hoth mere hothon par rakh diye. Uski achanak se huyi, is harakat se mai buri tarah se hadbada gaya aur khud ko us se chhudane ki koshish karne laga.

Magar meri saari koshish bekar hi rahi. Wo bahut kaskar mujhe pakde huye thi aur badi bedardi se mere hoth chuse ja rahi thi. Lekin yaha meri haalat is dar se kharab huyi ja rahi thi ki, kahi koi aa na jaye.

Lekin uske kiss me kuch aisa jadu tha ki, kuch hi der me mai apne is dar ko bhool kar, uske kiss ka jabab dene laga. Mujhe uska yu kiss karna bahut acha lag raha tha aur use kiss karte karte mera saara gussa bhi shant ho gaya.

Us samay keerti par kiss karne ka aisa junun sawar tha ki, use kisi ke aa jaane ka jara bhi dar nahi sata raha tha. Lekin maine mauke ki najakat ko samajhte huye, khud ko bade pyar se us se chhudaya aur fir uski aankhon me dekhte huye kaha.

Mai Bola “ye kya pagalpan tha. Yadi abhi koi yaha aa jata to, kya hota.”

Keerti boli “koi aa jata to, meri bala se. Mujhe mera kiss chahiye tha aur wo maine le liya.”

Mai bola “yadi aisi hi kiss wali thi to, iske pahle ka kiss lena kyo bhool gayi. Kya mujhse mil kar nahi aa sakti thi.”

Keerti boli “wo isliye, kyoki mere dimag me kuch aur hi chal raha tha.”

Mai bola “kya chal raha tha.”

Keerti boli “pahle tu bata. Tune kya soch rakha tha.”

Mai bola “maine to yahi socha tha ki, hum ghar me hi ache se ek dusre se mil lege. Ab itni bhid bhad me aise milna thik nahi rahta.”

Keerti boli “mujhe malum tha ki, tu apne jaane ke bahut pahle hi mujhse pichha chhuda lega. Lekin mai tera pichha itni aasani se chhodne wali nahi hu. Mai to tujhse jate jate bhi kiss lugi.”

Mai bola “pagal hai kya. Abhi acha tha ki, koi nahi aaya. Magar ab iske bad kuch mat karna. Jaruri nahi ki har baar koi na aaye.”

Keerti boli “koi kaise aata. Mai sab ko kaam me fasa kar aayi thi aur aage bhi aisa hi hoga.”

Mai bola “aage aisa kuch nahi hoga. Kyoki ab sab humare sath hi honge.”

Keerti boli “tu bhi bachchon wali baat karta hai. Mai aise hi ghar se jaldi nahi nikli thi. Maine sab kuch soch rakha hai. Ab tu jyada sawal mat kar aur chup chap mere sath chal.”

Mai bola “kaha.”

Keerti boli “kaha na, koi sawal mat kar.”

Ye kah kar usne mujhe pakad kar khicha aur mai uth kar uske pichhe pichhe chalne laga. Kamre se bahar aane ke bad, usne aunty se kaha.

Keerti boli “aunty hum log wahi pahuch jayege. Aap log aane me der mat karna.”

Aunty boli “tu humari chinta mat kar, hum log samay par pahuch jayege.”

Mere kuch bhi samajh me nahi aa raha tha. Koi bhi ye nahi puchh raha tha ki, tum log kaha ja rahe ho. Na jaane keerti ne sab logon ko kaun si ghutti ghont kar pila di.

Mujhe bas itna hi samajh me aa raha tha ki, isne jarur in logon ko koi patti pada di hai. Tabhi sab haan haan kiye ja rahe hai aur koi bhi us se kuch sawal nahi kar raha hai.

Mai bina ye jaane ki, hum kaha ja rahe hai, chup chap keerti ke pichhe pichhe chalne laga. Bahar aakar keerti ne mujhse apni scooty chalane ko kaha to, maine scooty start ki aur fir keerti ne baithte huye kaha ki, railway station ki taraf le lo.

Maine bina koi sawal kiye, scooty aage bada di. Mai janna to, chahta tha ki, ye abhi se staion kyo ja rahi hai. Lekin mere sawal karne se wo kahi fir se gussa na karne lage, ye soch kar mai bina kuch puchhe hi scooty chalaye ja raha tha.

Lekin keerti ne staion se thode pahle hi padne wale park ke samne scooty rukwa di aur gaadi park karne ko kahne lagi. Uski ye baat sunkar to, mera dimag hi chakra gaya. Ye dekh kar mujhse bina kuch puchhe na raha gaya aur maine us se kaha.

Mai bola “kya tu sabko waha par ye bol kar aa rahi hai ki, hum yaha park mai baithe milege.”

Keerti boli “tu hamesha buddhu ka buddhu hi rahega. Pahle scooty park karke andar chal, fir mai tujhe sab batati hu.”

Ye bol kar wo park ki tickets lene lagi aur mai gaadi park karne laga. Maine jab tak gaadi park ki wo bhi tickets le aayi thi. Hum log park ke andar aa gaye. andar is samay sabhi jode hi najar aa rahe the aur sab apne apne me mast the.

Keerti aage aage chali ja rahi thi aur mai uske piche piche chal raha tha. Wo park ka chakkar lagaye ja rahi thi. Jab mujh se nahi raha gaya to, maine fir us se kaha.

Mai bola “kya kar rahi hai. Pure park ka chakkar kyon laga rahi hai. Kya yaha par evening walk karwane layi hai.”

Keerti boli “chup chap chalta rah.”

Mai fir se chup chap uske pichhe pichhe chalne laga. Kuch door chalne ke bad, wo ek ped ke pas jakar ruk gayi. Usne wahi baithne ko bola aur fir us ped se tik kar pair faila kar baith gayi.

Mai bhi uske pas hi ped se tik kar baith gaya. Lekin mera baithna aur letna ek barabar hi tha. Mai ped se tik kar, adhleti si awastha me baitha tha aur mere dono ghutne mude huye the. Mujhe yu baitha dekh kar keerti ne gussa karte huye kaha.

Keerti boli “kya aise baitha jata hai.”

Keerti ki baat sunkar, ek baar maine apne aapko dekha aur fir us se kaha.

Mai bola “kyo kya hua. Ache se to baitha hu. Aise baithne se aaram mil raha hai.”

Keerti boli “tujhe aaram karna hai to aise mat kar.”

Mai bola “to kaise karu.”

Keerti boli “wo dekh, waise aaram kiya jata hai.”

Maine us taraf dekha jis taraf keerti ne ungli dikhayi thi. Waha ek ladki ki god me ladka sar rakh kar leta hua tha. Ye dekh kar maine keerti se kaha.

Mai bola “wo to saala pagal hai. Itni sundar ladki samne hai aur wo aaram se aankh bad karke leta hua hai. Mai hota to......”

Itna kah kar mai apni baat kahte kahte ruk gaya. Mujhe meri baat puri na karte dekh, keerti ne kaha.

Keerti boli “ruk kyo gaya. Apni baat ko pura kar, tu hota to, tu kya karta.”

Mai bola “mai hota to.......”

Ye kah kar maine apna baayan hath keerti ki kamar me daal kar, use apne pas khiskaya aur fir apne baanyen hath ko uski baahon ke niche laga kar apni taraf khicha to keerti ki pith mere sine se lag gayi.

Aisa karne se keerti ke pair khud hi duri taraf mud gaye. Maine uske dono pairon ko pakad kar apni taraf ghumaya to keerti ghum kar mere samne aa gayi. Use kuch samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki, mai ye kya kar raha hu.

Lekin jab maine uske kandhon ko pakad kar uski pith ko apne mude huye pairon par tika diya aur dono pairon ko khich kar apne pas kiya to, hum dono ke chehre ek dusre ke samne ho gaye the.

Ab keerti ki pith mere pairo par tiki huyi thi aur hum dono ek dusre ke aamne samne the. Mai use badi gaur se dekhne laga. Keerti meri harkat se hansne lagi aur mai bhi use dekh kar muskura raha tha. Mai pyar se uske baalon me hath ferne laga. Keerti ne hanste huye kaha.

Keerti boli “ye kya tarika tha. Mujhe to pura gol gol ghuma kar rakh diya. Bol nahi sakta tha ki, aise baith ja.”

Mai bola “tu hi to bol rahi thi ki, ruk kyo gaya to, maine kar ke bata diya.”

Meri baat sunkar, wo fir hasne lagi. Maine uske gaalon aur hotho par hath ferte huye kaha.

Mai bola “tu kitni komal hai. Tere ye hoth to aur bhi jyada komal aur rasile hai.”

Keerti boli “bahut baten banana seekh gaya hai. Ja mai tujhse baat nahi karti.”

Ye kahte huye usne apna chehra niche jhuka liya. Maine apne hath se uske chehre ko upar uthaya aur puchha.

Mai bola “ab kya hua. Ab kyo gussa ho rahi hai. Mera aisa karna tujhe acha nahi laga kya.”

Keerti boli “tu kuch bhi kar mujhe bura nahi lagta. Lekin tu jo jara jara si baat par gussa ho jata hai. Ye mujhe jara bhi pasand nahi hai.”

Mai bola “tere liye ye jara si baat hogi. Lekin mere baare me bhi to soch. Mai na jaane kitne din ke liye ja raha hu aur aise me tu aakhiri samay par bina kuch bataye, bina mujhse mili chali gayi to, kya mujhe bura nahi lagega.”

Keerti boli “nahi, mai chahe kuch bhi karu, par tujhe bura nahi lagna chahiye.”

Mai bola “ye kaise ho sakta hai. Mai tere bina ek pal bhi nahi rah sakta hu aur tu mujhe andekha kare, ye to mai sah hi nahi sakta.”

Keerti boli “mai tujhe kaha andekha kar rahi thi. Mai to jo bhi kar rahi thi. Tujhse milne ke liye hi kar rahi thi.”

Mai bola “mujhe bata kar bhi to ye sab kar sakti thi. Kya mai tujhe kuch bhi karne se mana karta hu. Soch agar mai tere sath aisa karta to, tujhe kaisa lagta.”

Keerti boli “dekh, mujhse apni barabri mat kar. Mai ek ladki hu, mera emotional hona chal jayega. Lekin tu ek ladka hai. Tera itna emotional hona nahi chalega.”

Mai bola “ladka hu to kya hua. Kya mere pas dil nahi hai. Kya mujhe dard nahi hota. Badi aayi samjhane wali. Jab kisi din teri in harkaton se mai mar jau, tab baithi baithi meri lash ko samjhati rahna.”

Mai apni dhun me bak hi raha tha ki, tabhi chataaaaaaak ki aawaj se meri bolti band ho gayi aur mere hath apne aap, mere gaal par chale gaye. Ye keerti ke mere gaal par pade tamache ki aawaj thi. Jo usne abhi abhi mere gaal par jad diya tha.

Mai apne gaal par hath rakhe, use ek tak dekhe hi ja raha tha. Magar mere gaal par chanta marne ke sath hi, uski aankh bhi bhar aayi thi. Usne apne bhare huye gale se kaha.

Keerti boli “mai tujhse bol chuki hu. Mere samne kabhi apne marne ki baat mat kiya kar, fir bhi tu baar baar usi baat ko karta hai. Tujhe mujhe rulane me bahut maja aata hai na.”

Magar chot to mere dil par bhi lagi thi. Mai na jaane kitni der uske liye tadpa tha. Mai us sab ko kaise bhool jata, bhale hi usne wo sab meri khushi ke liye hi kiya ho. Maine uska hath apne hath me pakda aur khud uske hathon se apne gaal par thappad marte huye kaha.

Mai bola “tujhe marna hai, tu mujhe aur maar le. Lekin tu marte marte thak jayegi, par mai kahte kahte nahi thakuga ki, ab yadi tune kabhi mere sath aisa kiya. Chahe wo meri khushi ke liye hi kyo na kiya ho. Mai tujhe bina kuch kahne ka mauka diye khud ko khatam kar dunga. Tu nahi janti is 1 ghante me maine tujhe kitna nahi kosa. Man hi man mai kitna jala hu Tujhe is baat ka jara bhi aehsas nahi hai.”

Keerti ki aankhon me abhi bhi aansu the. Lekin unme ab khushi ki chamak thi. Usne apna hath chhudaya aur mujhe apne gale se lagate huye kaha.

Keerti boli “mai nahi janti thi ki, tu mujhe itna pyar karta hai. Mai kasam khakar kahti hu. Aaj ke bad kabhi aisa nahi karugi. Jo bhi karugi, tujhe bata kar hi karugi. Lekin tu bhi meri kasam khakar bol ki, aaj ke bad tu kabhi marne ki baat nahi karega.”

Mai bola “nahi karuga, kabhi nahi karuga. Lekin tu ache se janti hai ki, mai kitna emotional hu. Mere liye chhoti se chhoti baat bahut badi ho jati hai. Khas kar wo baat jo mere dil se judi ho. Jab maine tujhse kuch nahi kaha tha. Tab mai tere bina nahi rah paya to, fir aaj jab sab kuch tujhe bata diya hai to, fir tere bina kaise rah sakta hu. Kya tujhe ab bhi lagta hai ki mai galat hu.”

Keerti ne badi masumiyat se apne dono kaan pakadte huye kaha.

Keerti boli “sorry baba. Ye dekh maine apne kaan pakad liye, ab to maaf kar de.”

Uski ye harkat dekh kar mai apni hansi nahi rok saka. Maine uske hath uske kaano se alag kar kaha.

Mai bola “chal, ab apni nautanki band kar aur ye bata ki, ye sab kya hai aur tune sabko aisi kya ghhutti pila di. Jo kisi ne bhi tujhse kuch nahi puchha ki, tu kahan ja rahi hai aur ye shilpa wala kya chakkar hai.”

Keerti boli “are bas kar ek hi saans me sab puchhe ja raha hai. Ek ek kar ke, sab batati hu.”

Mai bola “to suru kar.”

Keerti boli “kal jab mai tere ghar aayi to, tere pas aayi thi ki, tujhse mil kar wapas chali jaugi. Magar jab tune darwaja nahi khola to, mai niche hi baithi rahi. Lekin niche nahi aaya to, mausi ne mujhe bataya ki, tu aaj niche nahi aayega aur tune kisi ko bhi kamre me aane se mana kiya hai.”

“Tab maine ghar me bol diya ki, aaj mai mausi ke ghar me hi ruk rahi hu. Raat ko mausa ji ne mujhe tum logon ke reservation tickets diye the. Jo mere pas hai, tere siwa sabko pata tha. Subah jab tu mehul ko lekar bahar aaya tha. Tab mai bhi tere piche aayi thi aur teri baat suni thi.”

“Mujhe tera shilpa ke liye ye sab sochna acha nahi laga. Kyoki mujhe nitika ne bataya tha ki, us din jab tu aunty ke hath se khana kha raha tha to, shilpa ne kya kaha tha. Mai samajh gayi thi ki, uske man me tere liye jalan hai. Mere man me usko tere samne jhukane ka khayal aaya.”

“Lekin tu is sab ke liye kabhi taiyar nahi hota. Isliye maine tujhe nahi bataya. Jab tu niche saman ki pack karne ki taiyari kar raha tha to, tune ami nimi ko bag lene kamre me bheja tha. Tab mai upar apne kamre se aa rahi thi to, dekha ki usne tera pura dio khatam kar diya hai.”

“Fir jab tu upar jakar apna saman pack karne laga. Tab maine nitika ko phone laga kar kaha, dekh shilpa punnu ke baare me kitna galat sochti hai. Aaj punnu ne mehul ko us se milne ke liye bheja hai aur ab mujhe bhej raha hai ki, mai shilpa ko lekar mehul ke ghar aa jau.”

“Tab nitika boli ki, hume shilpa ko sabak sikhana chahiye to, maine kaha punnu gussa karega. Tab nitika boli tu aisa kar use pahle mere ghar lekar aa baki mai sambhal lugi. Iske bad mai mausi se nitika ke yaha jaane ka bol kar, shilpa ke ghar chali gayi.”

“Maine shilpa se kaha ki mujhe tune lene ke liye bheja hai. Kyoki tu chahta hai ki, aise samay par tu mehul ke mummy papa ke pas rahe aur iske bad mai use nitika ke ghar lekar gayi aur fir nitika ne use bahut khari khoti sunayi. Jiske bad use uski galti ka aehsas hua aur wo tujhse mafi mangne ki baat karne lagi.”

“Tab use nitika ne hi kaha ki, tu abhi mehul ke ghar aayega. Hum log tere maafi mangne ka jugad kar denge, baki tere upar hai. Fir hum log mehul ke ghar pahuche aur tere aane ke bad hum logon ne shilpa se tujhse maafi magwane ka saara intejam kiya.

“Iske bad maine aunty se kaha ki, mai tickets ghar par hi bhool aayi hu. Mai punnu ke sath tickets lene ghar ja rahi hu aur unhe lekar sidhe station hi pahuch jaugi. Bas itni si kahani hai.”

Mai bola “to fir tune mehul ko kya lakar diya tha.”

Meri is baat ko sunkar, keerti ki hansi chhut gayi aur usne mujhe chhedte huye kaha.

Keerti boli “kyon, kya tujhe jalan ho rahi hai.”

Mai bola “mujhe kyo jalan hogi. Mai to yu hi puchh raha hu.”

Keerti boli “chal, ab tujhe pareshan nahi karugi. Wo tera dio khatam ho gaya tha. Use kharidne gayi thi to, wahi se powder, cream, face wash, roomal aur mobile recharge coupon le aayi. Nahi to tu waha aise hi ghumta rahta.”

Mai bola “is sab ki kya jarurat thi. Mai waha kaun sa ghumne ja raha hu. Ab yadi aise ban than kar rahuga to, ho sakta hai ki mujhe koi ladki pasand kar le. Fir to teri chhutti hi ho jayegi.”

Keerti boli “maine kab kaha ki, tujhe koi ladki pasand na kare. Mai bhi to yahi chahti hu ki, tu waha ban than ke rahe.”

Mai bola “aur maan le mujhe koi ladki pasand aa gayi. Fir kya karegi.”

Keerti boli “jisme teri khushi hai. Usme meri khushi hai. Lekin mai janti hu ki, aisa nahi hoga.”

Mai bola “ye tu itna yakin se kaise kah sakti hai.”

Keerti boli “jisme ek dusre ke liye viswas nahi hai. Wo kuch bhi ho, par meri najar me pyar nahi hai. Mujhe apne pyar par khud se bhi jyada viswas hai aur fir mai to khud tujh se bol chuki hu ki, tujhe jo bhi ladki pasand ho. Tu us se shadi kar lena. Mujhe koi pareshani nahi. Mujhe sirf tera pyar chahiye aur kuch nahi chahiye.”

Keerti ki baat sunkar maine keerti ko apne pas khincha aur use apni bahon me bhar liya. Hum dono ek dusre ko apni bahon me yu jakadte chale gaye. Jaise ek dusre ke sharir me sama jana chahte ho.

Hum dono bilkul khamosh the. Magar na humari saanse khamosh thi aur na hi humare dil ki dhadkene khamosh thi. Hum ek dusre ki bahon me sab kuch bhool chuke the.

Hum ek dusre me itne sama gaye the ki, keerti ki dhadkano ki badti raftar mujhe aur meri dhadkano ki badti raftar keerti ko sunayi de rahi thi. Jise sunkar hum ek dusre ko aur bhijte ja rahe the aur humari dhadkano ki raftar ke sath sath, humari madhoshi bhi badti ja rahi thi.

 

[Yuvi-60]

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[Aanand]

Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 046}
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Mai bola “ye tu itna yakin se kaise kah sakti hai.”

Keerti boli “jisme ek dusre ke liye viswas nahi hai. Wo kuch bhi ho, par meri najar me pyar nahi hai. Mujhe apne pyar par khud se bhi jyada viswas hai aur fir mai to khud tujh se bol chuki hu ki, tujhe jo bhi ladki pasand ho. Tu us se shadi kar lena. Mujhe koi pareshani nahi. Mujhe sirf tera pyar chahiye aur kuch nahi chahiye.”

Keerti ki baat sunkar maine keerti ko apne pas khincha aur use apni bahon me bhar liya. Hum dono ek dusre ko apni bahon me yu jakadte chale gaye. Jaise ek dusre ke sharir me sama jana chahte ho.

Hum dono bilkul khamosh the. Magar na humari saanse khamosh thi aur na hi humare dil ki dhadkene khamosh thi. Hum ek dusre ki bahon me sab kuch bhool chuke the.

Hum ek dusre me itne sama gaye the ki, keerti ki dhadkano ki badti raftar mujhe aur meri dhadkano ki badti raftar keerti ko sunayi de rahi thi. Jise sunkar hum ek dusre ko aur bhijte ja rahe the aur humari dhadkano ki raftar ke sath sath, humari madhoshi bhi badti ja rahi thi.

Is Madhoshi Ke Aalam Me.. Mai Apne Gaalon Ko.. Keerti Ke Gaalon Se Ragadne Laga.. Uske Baalon Me Se Aane Wali.. Mohak Sungandh.. Aur Uske Badan Ki Mahak.. Meri Naak Ke Andar Sama Kar.. Mujhe Aur Bhi.. Madhosh Kar Rahi Thi..

Mai Apni Naak Ko.. Uski Gardan Par.. Aur Apne Hothon Ko.. Uske Gaalon Par Ragdne Laga.. Keerti Ke Muh Se Unnhhh Unnhhh Ki.. Aawaj Nikal.. Rahi Thi.. Maine Uska Chehra.. Apne Samne Kiya.. Aur Use Dekha.. Uski Aankhe Band Thi.. Us Ke Upar Is Madhoshi Ka Surur.. Bahut Jyada Chadha Hua Tha.. Mai Uske Chehre Ka Bholapan.. Dekhta Hi Rah Gaya..

Jab Keerti Ne.. Mujhe Kuch Karte Nahi Dekha.. Tab Usne Pal Bhar Ke Liye.. Apni Nashili.. Aankhon Ko Khol Kar.. Mujhe Dekha.. Aur Fir Apni Aankhen Band Kar Lee.. Magar Is Ik Pal Me Hi.. Mujhe Uski Aankhon Me.. Ik Alag Hi Nashe Ka Surur Najar Aaya.. Uski Nashili Aankhon Ko Dekh Kar.. Mujhe Bhi Ik Alag Se.. Junun Ne Gher Liya..

Mai Uske Chehre Ko.. Apne Hothon Ke Karib Laya.. Aur Fir Mai.. Apne Hothon Ko.. Uske Gulabi.. Rasile.. Hothon Par Rakh Kar.. Unka Ras Chusne Laga.. Uski Madhoshi Ne.. Mere Is Aehsas Ko.. Aur Bhi Madhur Bana Diya.. Mai Masti Me.. Uske Hoth Chuse Jaa Raha Tha.. Keerti Bhi Madhoshi Ki Halat Me.. Mere Seene Par Hath Fer Rahi Thi..

Mai In Kuch Palon Ke Chumban Se.. Swarg Me Pahuch Gaya Tha.. Keerti Ke Adhron Ka Mardan Karte Karte Bhi.. Mere Andar Ki Pyas Shant Nahi Huyi Thi.. Mere Hath khud Hi.. Uske Kurti Me Chhupe Stano Par Ja Pahuche.. Mai Uske Stano Ko Ahista Ahista.. Apne Hathon Se Masalne Laga..

Mere Aisa Karne Se Keerti Ke Muh Se.. Kamuk Aawajen Nikalne Lagi.. Uski Kamuk Aawajen Sunkar.. Mai Aur Bhi Sakhti Se.. Uske Stano Ko Maslne Laga.. Lekin Vo Mere Hathon Se.. Uske Stano Par.. Kaam-utejak Praharon Ko.. Jyada Der Tak Nahi Sah Payi..

Usne Nashe Ke Surur Ki Halat Me.. Apne Sharir Ka Saara Bhaar.. Meri Bahon Me Chhod Diya.. Aur Is Madhoshi Ki Halat Me.. Kisi Sharabi Ki Tarah.. Meri Bahon Me Jhool Gayi.. Maine Chumban Ko Rok Diya.. Aur Usko Dekha.. Vo Besudh Si Meri Bahon Me Thi..

Ab Mujhse Keerti Ki Ye Madhoshi.. Dekhi Nahi Ja Rahi Thi.. Ya Yu Kaha Jaye Ki.. Uski Aisi Halat Dekh Kar.. Mai Dar Gaya Tha.. Mera Man Vyakul Ho Utha.. Meri Tej Chalti Dhadkane.. Keerti Ka Ye Roop Dekh Kar.. Khud Hi Tham Gayi Thi.. Aisa Kya Ho Gaya Use.. Mai Iske Jabab Se Anjaan Tha..

Mai Nahi Janta Tha Ki.. Ye Kaamdev Ka Chhoda Gaya.. Kaambaan Hai.. Jiski Aag Me Keerti Jal Rahi Thi.. Meri Samajh Me Kuch Nahi Aa Raha Tha.. Maine Use Apni Bahon Me Samet Liya.. Aur Bade Hi Pyar Se.. Uski Pith Par Hath Ferne Laga.. Magar Vo Kuch Nahi Bol Rahi Thi.. Vo Bikul Nidhal See.. Meri Bahon Me Padi Rahi..

Maine Uske Sar Ko Apni God Me Rakha.. Aur Apne Hathon Se.. Uske Gaalon Ko Thapthapane Laga.. Mera Aisa Karne Se.. Keerti Apni Aankhon Ko Kholne Ki koshish Karne Lagi.. Lekin Uski Palken To Hil Rahi Thi.. Par Aankhen Nahi Khul Rahi Thi.. Uske Hoth Aise Fadfada Rahe The.. Jaise Kuch Bolna Chah Rahe Ho.. Magar Bahut Koshish Karne Ke Bad Bhi.. Bol Na Pa Rahe Ho..

Jab Mere Kuch Samajh Na Aaya To.. Mai Bas Pyar Se Uske Baalon Par Hath Ferne Laga.. Mai Andar Hi Andar Khud Se Naraj Bhi Tha.. Kyoki Uski Is Haalat Ka Jimmedar.. Mai Khud Hi Tha.. Magar Man Hi Man.. Bas Uske Jaldi Se Thik Hone Ki Dua Bhi Mang Raha Tha..

Meri Dua Kaam Kar Gayi.. Keerti Ke Hoth Deere Dheere Yun Chalne Lage.. Jaise Ki Vo Bahut Pyasi Ho.. Aur Apne Hothon Se Kuch Chus Rahi Ho.. Use Aisa Karte Dekh Mere Chehre Par Kuch Ronak Aa Gayi.. Maine Use Vapas Apne Sine Se Laga Liya.. Aur Uski Pith Par Bade Dheere Dheere Hath Ferne Laga.. Kuch Der Bad Vo Thik Huyi To.. Usne Mujhe Kas Kar Daboch Liya.. Use Thik Dekh Maine Rahat Ki Sans Lee..

Mai :- “Tujhe Kya Ho Gaya Tha.. Tune To Mujhe Dara Hi Diya Tha.”

Keerti :- “Mujhe Kuch Malum Nahi.. Mujhe Kya Hua Tha.. Bas Itna Yaad Hai Ki.. Mujhe Tum Par Bahut Pyar Aa Raha Tha..”

Mai :- “Chal Ab Chalte Hai.. Bahut Der Ho Gayi Hai..”

Keerti :- “Nahi.. Pahle Mujhe Ik Kissi Chahiye..”

Mai :- “Teri Kissi Ke Chakkar Me Hi.. Ye Sab Hua Hai.. Ab Koi Kissi Issi Nahi..”

Keerti :- “Mujhe Bevakuf Mat Samajh.. Ye Sab Mere Kissi Ke Chakkar Me Nahi.. Balki Teri Galat Harkat Ki Vajah Se Hua Hai..”

Mai :- “Aisi Kya Galat Harkat Ki Maine.. Sirf Kiss Hi To Le Raha Tha..”

Keerti :- “To Sirf Kiss Hi Lena Tha.. Tujhse Inko Dabane Ko Kisne Kaha Tha..”

Mai :- “Mera Man Karta Hai.. Unko Dabane Ka.. Mujhe Acha Lagta Hai.. Isliye Dabata Hoon..”

Keerti :- “Mujhe Dard Hota Hoga.. Tujhe Ye Nahi Lagta..”

Mai :- “Achchha Ab Na To Unhe Dabauga.. Aur Na Hi Tujhe Kiss Karuga.. Ab Tu Chal..”

Keerti :- “Kiss To Tujhe Karna Hoga.. Haan Magar Ab Mai Inhe Tujhko Nahi Dabane Dugi..”

Mai :- “Jao Mai Nahi Karta Kiss.. Kya Kar Legi Tu.. Kya Koi Jabardasti Hai..”

Keerti :- “Bachchu.. Mai Kya Kar Sakti Hoon.. Ye Ab Tu Bhi Dekh Le..”

Keerti Mere Hothon Ko Chumne Aage Badi.. Magar Mai Us Se Bachne Ka Natak Karne Laga.. Usne Mere Dono Hath Pakad Liye.. Aur Apne Hothon Ko.. Mere Hothon Par Rakhne Ki Koshish Karne Lagi.. Lekin Mai Use Aisa.. Na Karne Dene Ke Liye.. Apne Chehre Ko Idhar Udhar Ghumane Laga..

Mere Aisa Karne Se.. Uske Hoth Kabhi Mere Is Gaal Ko Chumte.. To Kabhi Us Gaal Ko Chumte.. Lekin Vo Mere Hothon Ko Nahi Chhom Payi.. Jab Vo Chah Kar Bhi.. Mere Honthon Par.. Kiss Nahi Kar Payi To.. Fir Vo Apne Dono Pair.. Mere Agal Bagal Kar.. Meri God Me Baith Gayi..

Uske Bad Usne Apne Dono Hathon Se.. Mere Hath Pakde Pakde.. Aur Apne Gaalon Ko.. Mere Gaalon Se Sata Diya.. Aur Dheere Dheere Apne Hothon Ko.. Mere Hothon Ki Taraf Badane Lagi.. Aakhir Me Jeet Keerti Ki Hi Huyi.. Usne Apne Hoth.. Mere Hothon Par Rakh Diye.. Aur Unhe Chusne Lagi..

Kuch Der Bad Mai Bhi.. Uske Hothon Ko Chusne Laga.. Ab Hum dono Ik Dusre Ko Pakde.. Bas Chume Ja Rahe The.. Hum Bahut Der Tak.. Yoon Hi Ik Dusre Ko Kiss Karte Rahe.. Aur Fir Ye Hashin Lamha.. Meri Jindagi Ka.. Vo Yadgaar Lamha Ban Gaya.. Jo Hamesha Ke Liye.. Meri Aankhon Me.. Kaid Hokar Rah Gaya..

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Mere hothon par kiss kar lene ke bad, keerti hansne lagi. Maine use jhutha gussa dikhate huye kaha.

Mai bola “tu abhi yaha baithi hansti rah. Bad me jab sab log tujhse tickets ke baare me puchege, tab kya karegi.”

Keerti boli “tu to sach me buddhu ka buddhu hi hai. Are mai sach me tickets thodi bhooli hu. Tickets to meri scooty me rakhi hai.”

Mai bola “tab to tune train bhi yahi bulwa li hogi, ya fir uske liye hume station jana hoga.”

Keerti boli “mai kab station chalne se mana kar rahi hu. Tu hi yaha aaram se baitha bekar ki baat kar raha hai. Mai to kab se chalne ke liye kah rahi hu.”

Keerti ki ye baat sunkar, mai gusse se uski taraf dekhne laga. Wo mujhe is tarah gusse me ghurte dekh kar, khilkhila kar hansti huyi uth kar khadi ho gayi aur mera hath pakad kar mujhe bhi uthane lagi.

Uski is harkat par mujhe bhi hansi aa gayi aur mai bhi uth kar khada ho gaya. Iske bad, hum log park se station ke liye nikal liye. Hum station pahuche to, sab log pahle hi station pahuch chuke the.

Bas hum dono hi sabse aakhiri me aa rahe the. Lekin humare waha pahuchne par hume waha, humari train ka kahin koi namo nishan najar nahi aaya. Ye dekh kar maine mehul se puchha.

Mai bola “kya hua.? Tu to kah raha tha ki, train ka time 6 baje ka hai. Fir train abhi tak kyo nahi lagi.”

Mehul bola “train ka time 7 baje ka hai. Mujhe malum nahi tha ki, train ka time table badal chuka hai.”

Keerti boli “maine bhi abhi hi ticket par dekha. Tab mujhe pata chala ki, train ka time 7 baje ka hai.”

Ye kahte huye usne mehul ko tickets pakda diye. Lekin uski baat sunkar mai uski taraf dekhne laga. Mujhe apni taraf ghurte dekh kar, keerti ne pahle sabko dekha ki kisi ka dhyan uski taraf to nahi hai. Fir jab use yakin ho gaya ki, koi use nahi dekh raha to, usne muskurate huye dheere se mujhe aankh maar di. Uski is harkat se mujhe bhi hansi aa gayi. Iske bad usne sab se kaha.

Keerti boli “aap log baitho. Hum canteen se chay lekar aate hai.”

Fir wo bina kisi ke jabab ko sune hi, mera hath khichte huye, mujhe waha se apne sath le aayi. Waha se kuch door aane ke bad maine keerti se kaha.

Mai bola “to tujhe pahle se malum tha ki, train ka time 7 baje ka hai.”

Keerti boli “malum tha, tabhi to tere sath itni der tak park me baithi rahi. Nahi to, tujhe pahle hi yaha lekar na aa jati.”

Mai bola “par in sabko kyo nahi bataya.”

Keerti boli “yadi bata deti to, ho sakta tha ki, mai tere sath itna wakt hi na bita pati.”

Mai bola “to tune sabko jaanbujh kar pareshan kiya hai.”

Keerti boli “tere jaane ke bad jo pareshani mujhe hone wali hai. Uske samne to in logon ki, ye pareshani kuch bhi nahi hai. Ab jab mai pareshan hone wali hu to, thoda sa inko pareshan kar lene se kya ho gaya.”

Mai bola “tu kabhi nahi sudhar sakti.”

Keerti boli “tu sach me chahta hai ki mai sudhar jau.”

Keerti ki is baat par mai sirf muskura kar rah gaya. Lekin jab mai kuch nahi bola to, usne mujhse fir se puchha.

Keerti boli “bol na, kya tu sach me chahta hai ki, mai sudhar jau.”

Mai bola “nahi, tu jaisi hai, mere liye waisi hi achi hai.”

Meri baat sunkar keerti hasne lagi. Kuch der bad hum log chay lekar, wapas sabke pas aa gaye. Lekin sabko chay dene ke bad, keerti mujhe fir dusri taraf khich kar le aayi. Uski is harkat par maine use tokte huye kaha.

Mai bola “ye kya kar rahi hai. Sab dekh rahe hai na.”

Keerti boli “kya mai tujhe pakad kar kiss kar rahi hu. Jo tujhe sabke dekhne ka dar lag raha hai. Wo log dekhege bhi to, yahi kahege ki, dekh lo, dono bhai bahan me kitna pyar hai.”

Mai bola “kya bakwas kar rahi hai. Dobara mere samne aisi baat mat karna.”

Keerti boli “acha baba, nahi karugi. Lekin ab tu apna muh mat fula lena. Nahi to, mai ro ro kar pagal ho jaugi.”

Mai bola “chal thik hai. Lekin ab hume sab ke sath hi chal kar khade hona chahiye.”

Keerti boli “nahi, jab tak train nahi aa jati. Tu mere pas se ek pal ke liye bhi nahi hilega. Jise baat karni hogi, wo yahi aakar kar lega.”

Mai bola “itni der mere sath akeli rahi, fir bhi tera dil nahi bhara.”

Keerti boli “dil bharne ki baat hi mat kar. Yadi mera bas chalta to, mai tere sath sath hi mumbai chali jati.”

Mai bola “man to mera bhi tujhse dur jaane ka nahi hai. Lekin kya karu, jana bhi to jaruri hai.”

Keerti boli “jyada emotional mat ho. Mai to majak kar rahi thi. Ab tere jaane se mujhe bhi kuch din aaram mil jayega. Ab mujhe roj roj tujhe pareshan karne ke tarike nahi dudna padege. Is dimag ko bhi to, kabhi kabhi kaam se aaram dena chahiye.”

Mai bola “to tujhe mere jaane se khushi ho rahi hai na.”

Keerti boli “khushi to nahi ho rahi hai. Magar dukh bhi nahi ho raha hai. Ab tu jaane se pahle jaane ki baat karna band kar, nahi to mai sach me ro dungi.”

Ye baat kahte kahte, uski aankhon me sach much hi aansu jhilmilane lage. Uski ye haalat dekh kar, meri aankhon me bhi nami chhane lagi aur maine apne chehre ko dusri taraf ghuma liya.

Kuch der tak hum dono me se koi bhi, ek dusre se kuch nahi bola. Lekin fir keerti ne mujhe udas dekh kar, meri udasi ko door karne, muskurate huye kaha.

Keerti boli “acha ye bata. Tu mere liye mumbai se kya layega.”

Mai bola “tu bol, tujhe kya chahiye.”

Keerti boli “mai kya bolu. Mai mumbai thodi gayi hu. Jo mujhe malum ho ki, mumbai me kya alag milta hai.”

Mai bola “gaya to mai bhi nahi hu. Fir bhi tere liye waha se koi achi si cheej le aauga. Lekin iske badle tujhe mera ek kaam karna padega.”

Keerti boli “tu kuch na bhi laye. Tab bhi mai tera kaam kar dugi. Tu bata, kya kaam karna hai.”

Mai bola “badi aayi, bina kuch liye kaam karne wali. Bhool gayi ki, tune ghar me rukne ke liye kitni shart rakhi hai.”

Keerti boli “tujhe kya lagta hai ki, tu yadi meri shart nahi manta to, kya mai ghar me nahi rukti. Mai ghar me sirf apni sharton ki vajah se ruk rahi hu.”

Mai bola “nahi, mujhe aisa kuch bhi nahi lagta. Mai janta hu ki, ye sab sirf teri shararat thi aur mai bhi teri in shararat ka maja hi le raha tha.”

Keerti boli “to fir apna kaam bata. Mujhe kya kaam karna hai.”

Mai bola “jab tak mai wapas na aa jau. Tujhe meri jaan ka khayal rakhna hai. Use samay par khilna, pilana, sulana hai aur kabhi rone nahi dena hai.”

Keerti boli “kise.? Nimi ko.?”

Mai bola “nahi, tujhko.”

Meri ye baat sunte hi, keerti ki aankhon me aansu aa gaye aur wo bina kisi ki parwah kiye, mere seene se lipat kar rone lagi. Is baar maine bhi kisi ki koi parwah nahi ki aur use apni bahon me bhar kar, uske sar par hath ferte huye, use chup karane laga.

Lekin tabhi keerti ko mujhse lipat kar, rote dekh kar, chhoti maa humare pas aa gayi. Unne keerti ke sar par hath ferte huye us se kaha.

Chhoti maa boli “pagli, roti kyo hai. Kuch dino ki hi to baat hai.”

Magar chhoti maa ke aisa kahne ka keerti par ulta hi asar pada. Abhi tak jaha uski aankhon me aansu jhilmila rahe the. Wahi ab aansuon ki nadiya bah nikli. Tab tak baki log bhi humare pas aa gaye.

Aunty ne aakar keerti ko mere seene se alag kiya aur apne seene se laga liya. Fir un ne uske sar par hath ferte huye, use samajhate huye kaha.

Aunty boli “are beti, din bhar se to tu hum sab ko samjha rahi thi aur ab khud na samajh ban rahi hai. Aaj ye sab kuch jo bhi ho pa raha hai. Us sab ki vajah tu hi to hai. Yadi tu na hoti to, shayad ye sab bhi na ho pata. Tu to hum sab ki takat hai, himmat hai. Yadi tu hi aisa karegi to, fir soch baki sab ka kya hoga.”

Aunty ki baton ko sunkar, keerti ne rona band kar diya aur wo puri tarah se shant ho chuki thi. Lekin ab uske chehre ki muskurahat gayab ho chuki thi. Uska chehra kisi patthar ki tarah sakht ho gaya tha.

Jiska karan shayad waha sab ki maujudgi thi. Lekin uski aankhon me aansuon ki jhilmilahat abhi bhi saaf najar aa rahi thi. Jinhe dekh kar saaf samajh me aa raha tha ki, wo bahut koshish karke, unhe bahne se rok pa rahi hai.

Iske bad keerti ek kinare jakar jo baithi to, fir udhar se uthi nahi. Use dekh dekh kar mera bhi dil ro raha tha. Lekin mai chah kar bhi kuch kar nahi saka. Mai use samjhata bhi to kaise. Jab mai khud apne aapko hi nahi samjha pa raha tha.

Mai uske pas hi jakar khada ho gaya. Na usne kuch bola aur na hi maine kuch bola. Kuch der bad train aa gayi. Sab train me saman rakhne lage. Lekin mai wahi patthar ka but bane khada raha.

Jab keerti ne mujhe waha se hilte nahi dekha to, usne apne dono hath apne chehre par fere aur ek jhatke me uth kar khadi ho gayi. Fir usne mera hath pakadte huye mujhse kaha.

Keerti boli “chalo train aa gayi hai, chal kar train me baitho. Mai bilkul thik hu.”

Mai bola “mera kaam yaad hai na. Mera kaam jarur pura karna.”

Meri baat sunkar, usne haan me sar hilaya aur fir mujhe pakad kar train ke pas le aayi. Maine chhoti maa aur aunty ke pair chhuye aur train me chad gaya. Kuch hi der bad humari train chhut gayi.

Sab hume jate dekh kar hath hilane lage. Mai bhi sabko dekh kar, tab tak hath hilata raha, jab tak ki sab meri najron se ojhal ho nahi ho gaye. Sabke meri najron se ojhal ho jaane ke bad bhi, mai kafi der tak, wahi khade train ko apne shahar se bahar jate dekhta raha.

Meri aankhon me baar baar chhoti maa, aunty, ami, nimi, shilpa, nitika ka chehra aa raha tha. Jo hume waha chhodne aaye the. Magar jaha jakar meri najar ruk ja rahi thi. Wo keerti ka chehra tha. Jo mujhe baar baar udas kar ja raha tha. Mujhe lag raha tha ki, mai abhi train se utar kar, wapas uske pas pahuch jau.

 

[Aanand]

Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 047}
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Jab keerti ne mujhe waha se hilte nahi dekha to, usne apne dono hath apne chehre par fere aur ek jhatke me uth kar khadi ho gayi. Fir usne mera hath pakadte huye mujhse kaha.

Keerti boli “chalo train aa gayi hai, chal kar train me baitho. Mai bilkul thik hu.”

Mai bola “mera kaam yaad hai na. Mera kaam jarur pura karna.”

Meri baat sunkar, usne haan me sar hilaya aur fir mujhe pakad kar train ke pas le aayi. Maine chhoti maa aur aunty ke pair chhuye aur train me chad gaya. Kuch hi der bad humari train chhut gayi.

Sab hume jate dekh kar hath hilane lage. Mai bhi sabko dekh kar, tab tak hath hilata raha, jab tak ki sab meri najron se ojhal ho nahi ho gaye. Sabke meri najron se ojhal ho jaane ke bad bhi, mai kafi der tak, wahi khade train ko apne shahar se bahar jate dekhta raha.

Meri aankhon me baar baar chhoti maa, aunty, ami, nimi, shilpa, nitika ka chehra aa raha tha. Jo hume waha chhodne aaye the. Magar jaha jakar meri najar ruk ja rahi thi. Wo keerti ka chehra tha. Jo mujhe baar baar udas kar ja raha tha. Mujhe lag raha tha ki, mai abhi train se utar kar, wapas uske pas pahuch jau.

Sabke sath sath keerti ne bhi mujhe hath hila kar vidai di thi. Us samay uske hothon par muskan thi. Lekin uski is muskan ke pichhe chhupe dard ko uski, bujhi huyi aankhen kah rahi thi. Jin me chhayi aansuon ki nami mujhe abhi tak mehsus ho rahi thi.

Meri train raftar pakad chuki thi aur mai gate par hi khade khade apni aankhon ke samne se gujarte apne shahar ki galiyon, makano aur logon ko dekh raha tha. Ye sab dekh kar mujhe lag raha tha ki, ye sab mera hai, jo mujhse chhut raha hai.

Mai bai isi soch me gum tha aur fir mere shahar ke galiyon, makano aur logon ko chhod kar train khet, khaliaano aur bade bade maidanon se gujarne lagi. Mera shahar ab bahut pichhe chhut chuka tha.

Mera udas man ab aur bhi jyada udas ho gaya tha. Is bich mehul mujhe do teen baar bulane aaya. Lekin mai kahta raha, tu chal mai aata hu. Mai apne shahar ki seema se bahar nikalne ke pahle, khud ko udhar se hatane ki takat hi nahi juta pa raha tha.

Magar ab to mere shahar ki seema bhi pichhe chhut chuki thi. Fir bhi mai na jaane kis janjeer se bandha khud ko waha se alag nahi kar pa raha tha. Mujhe waha khade ek ghante se jyada ka samay ho chuka tha. Mehul fir mere pas aakar kaha.

Mehul bola “tu kab tak yu hi khada rahega. Mujhe malum hai ki, tu pahli baar sabse door ho raha hai. Isliye tujhe acha nahi lag raha. Lekin pahli pahli baar sabse door hone me aisa hi lagta hai. Ab chal aur chal kar humare sath baith.”

Mai bola “tu chal, mai abhi aata hu.”

Mehul bola “mai pichhle ek ghante me tujhse ye baat 10 baar sun chuka hu. Ab mai teri ek bhi nahi sunuga. Tu chal mere sath.”

Mai bola “tujhe yadi meri itni hi firkar hai to, tu bhi mere sath idhar hi khada ho ja. Mujhe kyo waha bula raha hai.”

Mehul bola “abe, tu fir bahki bahki baat karne laga. Mai to isliye bol raha hu ki, ab agla station aane wala hai. Log chadege utrege to, tere khade rahne se unhe pareshani hogi.”

Mai bola “chal thik hai, agla staiton aane de. Mai alag ho jauga.”

Mehul bola “jaisi teri marji. Tere ko samjhana keerti ke siwa kisi ke bas ki baat nahi hai. Mai to chala, tu jab khada khada thak jaye to, aa jana.”

Ye bol kar mehul to chala gaya. Magar jate jate mere jale me namak chhidak gaya. Mai fir keerti ke baare me sochne laga ki, ab wo kya kar rahi hogi. Uska udas chehra ab thik hua hoga ya nahi.

Tabhi agla station aa gaya. Mai train se niche utar kar platfarm par aa gaya. Thodi der bad mehul bhi train se utar aaya. Usne chay ka puchha to, maine mana kar diya. Fir wo apne aur uncle ke liye chay lekar wapas train me chad gaya.

Tabhi mera mobile bajne laga. Maine dekha keerti ka phone aa raha tha. Maine turant call uthate huye kaha.

Mai bola “tu ghar pahuch gayi.”

Keerti boli “mai to kab ki ghar pahuch gayi hu. Tujhe call laga rahi thi. Lekin tera call hi nahi lag raha tha. Shayad network nahi mil raha tha.”

Mai bola “haan aisa hi hoga. Train me tha na, isliye network nahi mil rahe honge. Abhi ek station aaya hai, tabhi network mila hoga.”

Keerti boli “tune kuch khaya piya ya nahi.”

Mai bola “nahi, mera man nahi hai.”

Keerti boli “tu itna udas kyo hai. Dekh, tu jis kaam ke liye ja raha hai, sirf uski fikar kar, tujhe yaha kisi ke baare me chinta karne ki koi jarurat nahi hai. Tune bola hai na ki, mai teri jaan ka khayal rakhu to, mai teri jaan ka khayal rakh rahi hu. Magar tu yadi meri jaan ko is tarah udas rakhega to, fir mai bhi teri jaan ko khush nahi rakh sakugi.”

Mai bola “nahi, aisa mat karna. Mai teri jaan ka ab pura khayal rakhuga. Lekin tu meri jaan ko jara bhi udas mat hone dena. Warna mai yaha kuch bhi nahi kar pauga.”

Keerti boli “ab raste par aaya na. Ab bekar ki baat karna band kar aur jaldi se kuch kha le.”

Mai bola “abhi bhukh nahi hai, bad me kha lunga.”

Keerti boli “tu fir suru ho gaya na. Dekh yadi tu kuch nahi khayega to, mai bhi kuch nahi khaugi. Ab ye tere upar hai ki, mai kuch khau ya na khau.”

Mai bola “tu bekar ki jid kar rahi hai. Mujhe sach me bhukh nahi hai. Jaise hi mujhe bhukh lagegi, mai kha luga. Magar tu bekar me khana pina band mat karna. Tujhe to malum hai ki, mai der se khana khata hu.”

Keerti boli “mujhe sab malum hai. Lekin jab tak tu mere samne nahi hai. Tab tak tujhe jaldi khana khana padega. Tabhi mai khana khaugi. Ab tujhe malum hai ki, yaha sab raat ko 9:30 baje ke bad khana khane baithte hai. Isliye ab se tu 9:30 baje ke pahle khana khayega aur fir mujhe batayega ki, tune khana kha liya hai. Tabhi mai khana khaugi.”

Mai bola “par tu samajhti kyon nahi hai. Abhi mai train me hu aur yaha signal bhi nahi mil rahe hai. Aise me yadi mai chahu bhi to, tujhe call nahi kar sakta. Ab yadi mai khana kha bhi leta hu to, tujhe kaise batauga ki maine khana kha liya hai. Mai 9:30 baje ke pahle khana jarur kha luga. Lekin tu mere batane tak rukne ki jid mat kar.”

Keerti boli “thik hai, lekin abhi tu station par hai to, ek cup chay lekar, mere samne pi le. Tabhi mera dil kuch khane ka karega. Nahi to mai chahte huye bhi kuch nahi kha paugi.”

Mai bola “thik hai.”

Ye bol kar maine turant ek tee-stal se ek cup chay li aur keerti se baat karte huye chay peene laga.

Keerti boli “dekh, tu yaha kisi ki bhi chinta mat karna aur mere baare me bhi jyada soch kar pareshan mat hona. Tera jab bhi mujhse baat karne ka man ho, tu mujhe call kar lena. Mai apna mobile hamesha hi apne pas rakhugi.”

Mai bola “acha, jab mera man tujhse baat karne ka hoga to, mai to tujhe call kar lun aur tera man mujhe mujhse baat karne ka nahi hoga. Kya tujhe meri yaad nahi aayegi.”

Keerti boli “yaad to aayegi aur man bhi bahut hoga. Lekin ab tere sath hamesha mehul aur uncle honge. Mujhe kya pata ki, tu kab akela hai aur kab nahi hai. Isliye ab mai call nahi karugi. Jab tujhe time mile, tu khud call kar lena. Lekin raat me ek baar jarur call kar lena.”

Mai bola “tu call na karke, mujhse pichha chhudana chahti hai.”

Keerti boli “tujhse pichha chhudana chahti to, tujhe call karne ko mana karti. Mai to tujhe jab chahe tab call karne ki chhut de rahi hu. Jab tera call na uthau, tab bolna ki mai pichha chhudana chahti hu.”

Mai bola “to iska matlab to, ye hua ki, tune mera pichha chhod diya. Ab mai jo chahu, wo kar sakta hu. Mujhe tera koi dar nahi hoga.”

Keerti boli “tujhe jyada uchhalne ki jarurat nahi hai. Maine sirf ye kaha hai ki, mai call nahi karugi. Lekin iska matlab ye nahi hai ki, mai tera pichha itni aasani se chhod dungi. Mai sirf call hi to nahi kar sakti. Lekin Sms karne se to mujhe koi nahi rok sakta. Mai tujhe Sms karke pareshan karti rahugi aur ek pal ke liye bhi ye nahi bhulne dugi ki, tere sath mai judi huyi hu.”

Mai bola “thik hai, mai bhi yahi chahta hu ki, tu mujhe 24 ghante pareshan karti rahe. Lekin ab call rakh, kyoki yellwo signal ho chuka hai aur train chhutne wali hai.”

Keerti boli “thik hai, par tu yaad se samay par khana kha lena aur yadi raat ko call kar sake to, call bhi laga lena. Ab jaldi se ek pyari se pappi de, taki mai phone rakh saku.”

Mai bola “ye meri jaan ke pyare pyare hothon par, meri pyari si kissi, muuuhhhhh.”

Keerti boli “ye meri jaan ke hothon par muuuuuuuuhhhhhh.”

Iske bad keerti ne call rakh diya aur meri saari udasi is call ke sath hi samapt ho gayi. Mere dil aur dimag ka saara tanav mit gaya. Tab tak train ka green signal bhi ho gaya aur mai wapas train me chad gaya. Mere chadte hi train ek baar fir chal padi.

Ab mai har tanav se mukt hokar, mehul aur uncle ke pas baitha unse baat kar raha tha. Baat karte karte kafi samay ho chuka tha. Kuch der bad keerti ka Sms aa gaya. Maine pahle time dekha to 9:00 baj chuka tha. Maine Sms khola.

Keerti ka Sms “Udas Lamho Ka Bhi Na Koi Malaal Rakhna.
Tufaano Me Bhi Apna Hausla Sambhal Rakhna.
Mere Liye Shart Ae Jindgani Ho Tum.
Isi Khatir Hi Sahi Khud Ka Khayal Rakhna.”

Keerti ka Sms padkar mujhe bahut khushi mahsus huyi. Mai bhi use aisa hi koi Sms karna chahta tha. Lekin mujhe shayari ka shauk kabhi tha hi nahi. Mere koi aise khas dost bhi nahi the, jo mujhe shayari bhejte.

Doston ke naam par sirf ek mehul hi tha, jisne mujhe ek do baar shayari wala Sms bheja bhi to, maine use gussa kar diya tha ki, mujhe faltu me koi shayari na bheja kare. Mujhe ye sab pad kar gussa aata hai.

Uske bad se mehul ne bhi mujhe shayari wale Sms bhejna band kar diye the. Magar jab se keerti ke pas mobile aaya tha, tab se wo jab bhi mujhe Sms karti thi. Shayari me hi apne dil ki baat kaha karti thi.

Lekin maine kabhi use koi Sms nahi kiya tha aur yadi kabhi kiya bhi tha to, seedhe seedhe lafjo me apni baat kah di thi. Magar aaj meri use call na laga pane ki majburi ne, mujhe Sms karne ke liye majbur kar diya tha.

Mera man uski shayari ka jabab shayari me hi dene ko kar raha tha. Maine apne mobile ke saare Sms dekhe ki, shayad koi shayari wala Sms ho. Magar keerti ke Sms ke siwa kisi ke bhi Sms me shayari nahi thi.

Tab mere samne ek hi rasta bacha tha aur maine wahi rasta chuna. Maine mehul se uska mobile liya aur unke pas se uthkar apni wali berth par jakar let gaya. Maine mehul ke mobile ke Sms dekhe aur mujhe ek achi shayari bhi mil gayi.

Maine us shayari me kuch fer badal kiya aur fir apne mobile me type karke, use keerti ko bhej diya.

Mera Sms “Dil Se Tumhari Yaad Ko Juda To Nahi Kiya.
Rakha Jo Tumko Yaad Koi Bura To Nahi Kiya.
Hum To Kar Rahe Hai Tumhari Jaan Ki Hifajat.
Tumne Humari Jaan Ko Khafa To Nahi Kiya.”

Maine Sms bhej to diya, par kuch ajib sa lag raha tha. Kyoki aaj se pahle kabhi maine, use is tarah ka Sms nahi kiya tha. Mai ye janne ke liye betab tha ki, keerti ko mera Sms kaisa laga hoga aur kya wo meri shayari ka matlab samajh gayi hogi.

Mai uske Sms ka intejar kar hi raha tha ki, uska Sms bhi aa gaya. Maine turant uska Sms khola aur padne laga.

Keerti ka Sms “oye balle balle. Haye maar diya re jaan tumne.
Mera to man disco karne ka kar raha hai.
Dekho mai sach me disco kar rahi hu.”

“It's the time to disco
Samjho jara tum isko
It's the time to disco.”

Uska Sms padkar mujhe aisa mehsus hua, jaise ki wo sach me mere samne nach rahi ho aur ye soch kar mere chehre par uski harkaton ke baare me soch kar muskurahat aa gayi. Tabhi uska dusra Sms bhi aa gaya. Mai use bhi padne laga.

Keerti ka Sms “Jaan aaj sach me tumne mera dil khush kar diya.
Tum samne nahi ho, nahi to tumhe ek jadu ki jhappi deti.
Ab jadu ki jhappi nahi de sakti hu to kya hua.
Ye lo ek jadu ki pyari si pappi muuuhhhhhhh.”

“Lo jaan maine to tumhara muh mitha kara diya.
Magar tum abhi tak meri jaan ko bhuka rakhe ho.
Dekho 9:15 baj gaya, ab jaldi se khana kha lo na.
Plsssssss plsssssss plsssssss. ab koi msg nahi.
Ab basssss khanaaaaa khanaaaaa khanaaaaa.”

Keerti ka ye Sms bhi padkar mujhe bahut khushi huyi. Mujhe in dono baton me ek khas baat ye bhi najar aayi ki, aaj pahli baar uski baton me mere liye, tu ki jagah tum aur jaan aa raha tha.

Ye achi baat thi ya buri mai nahi janta tha. Lekin ab mujhe uski har baat par pyar aa raha tha aur shayad yahi vajah thi ki, mai uski har baat sar jhuka kar manta ja raha tha.

Abhi bhi maine yahi kiya. Mai apni berth se uth kar mehul aur uncle ke pas aa kar baith gaya aur maine uncle se kaha.

Mai bola “uncle 9:15 baj gaya hai. Ab hume khana kha lena chahiye.”

Mehul bola “lekin tu to der se khana khata hai, fir aaj tujhe itni jaldi bhukh kaise lag aayi.”

Mai bola “wo isliye, kyoki aaj mai din me ache se khana nahi kha paya tha. Tujhe nahi khana hai to, tu mat kha. Mai aur uncle kha lete hai.”

Mehul bola “abe, mujhe to kab se bhukh lagi hai. Mai to tere liye baitha tha. Mujhe teri tarah der se khane ki buri aadat nahi hai. Mujhe to 8 bajte hi bhukh lagne lagti hai.”

Mehul ki baten sunkar uncle ne mehul ko chup karaya aur use khana nikalne ko bola. Mehul ne khana nikala aur hum log khana khane lage. Lekin mai baar baar ghadi me time bhi dekh raha tha. Ise dekh kar mehul ne kaha.

Mehul bola “tu seedhe khana kyo nahi kha raha. Ye baar baar ghadi kyo dekh raha hai. Ab hume kal se pahle kahi nahi utarna hai aur na hi hum station par hai ki humari gaadi chhut rahi hai. Ye baar baar time dekhna band kar aur chup chap khana kha.”

Mehul ki baat sunkar maine use ghoor kar dekha to, wo hansne laga. Magar uncle hum dono ko hi dekh rahe the. Isliye mai chup chap khana khane laga. Yadi aur koi samay hota ya fir uncle na hote to, mai usko jarur ek do to jama hi deta. Lekin us samay maine chupchap khana khane me hi apni bhalai samjhi.

Maine jaldi jaldi khana khaya aur fir se mehul ka mobile lekar apni berth par jakar baith gaya. Maine ek shayari dhudi aur usme fer badal karke apne mobile se keerti ko bhej di.

Mera Sms “Yaad Aane Wale Yaad Aaye Ja Rahe Hai.
Khayalon Me Wo Humare Chhaye Ja Rahe Hai.
Humne To Vada Apna Kar Diya Hai Pura.
Ab Unke Intejar Me Palke Bichhaye Ja Rahe Hai.”

Mere Sms ke kafi der bad tak jab keerti ka Sms nahi aaya. Tab mai samajh gaya ki, wo abhi khana khane sab ke sath baith chuki hai. Mai bhi ab fursat hi tha to, mai mehul ke mobile ki achi achi shayari apne mobile me save karne laga.

Ye sab karte karte mujhe to, wakt ka kuch pata hi nahi chala. Magar jab mehul ne mujhse kaha ki, wo ab so raha hai to, maine time dekha. Ab raat ke 11:15 baj chuke the. Maine mehul ko uska mobile diya aur mai bhi let gaya.

Mai samajh gaya ki, ho na ho uske Sms na aane me nimi ka hi koi hanth hoga. Wo mere bina aaj se pahle kabhi nahi rahi thi. Ye baat dimag me aate hi, mera man nimi se baat karne ke liye machalne laga. Maine jaise hi call karne ke liye mobile hath me liya, waise hi keerti ka Sms aa gaya.

Keerti ka Sms “Yaadon Me Jo Apni Humko Basaye Hai.
Khayalon Me Jinke Hum Hi Hum Chhaye Hai.
Ae Khuda Pura Ho Un Aankhon Ka Har Sapna.
Jo Humare Intejar Me Apni Palke Bichhaye Hai.”

Maine Sms padne ke bad, turant hi keerti ko call laga diya. Kuch der bad keerti ne call uthaya.

Mai bola “kya hua. Kya nimi pareshan kar rahi hai.”

Keerti boli “haan, badi mushkil me usko abhi sulaya hai. Jab se upar aayi thi, bas roye ja rahi thi. Kah rahi thi ki, mujhe bhaiya ke pas jana hai. Maine tumhe call lagane ki bhi bahut koshish ki thi. Magar tumhara call bhi nahi lag raha tha.”

Mai bola “fir kaise soyi.”

Keerti boli “mai aur ami use bahlate rahe. Tab jakar bahut der bad wo soyi hai.”

Mai bola “use mere kamre me le jati. Wo udhar aaram se so jati.”

Keerti boli “humne wahi to kiya hai. Use tumhare kamre me lekar aaye aur fir tumhari baton se bahlakar use sula diya.”

Mai bola “ye ladki bhi bilkul tumhari tarah hi hai. Ek pal bhi mujhse door nahi rah sakti.”

Keerti boli “tumhe to khush hona chahiye ki. tumhe itna chahne wale, ek nahi, balki do do log hai.”

Mai bola “khush to hu, par un se door hone ka dukh bhi to hota hai.”

Keerti boli “chalo, ab jyada dukh mat karo. Bas kuch din ki hi to baat hai. Ye din bhi dekhte dekhte hi nikal jayege. Ye batao ki khana kha liya na.”

Mai bola “haan, khana bhi kha liya aur dawai bhi kha li.”

Keerti boli “dawai.? Kyo tumhe kya hua.”

Mai bola “mujhe kuch nahi hua. Mai us dawai ki baat kar raha hu, jo tune apne Sms me bheji thi.”

Keerti boli “tum bahut badmash hote ja rahe ho.”

Mai bola “aur tu bahut sharif hoti ja rahi hai.”

Keerti boli “wo to mai suru se hi hu.”

Mai bola “to mai bhi suru se hi badmash hu.”

Bas isi tarah humari ek dusre se baat chalti rahi. Bich bich me network na milne se humari baat band ho jati aur network milte hi fir se humari baat suru ho jati. Ye silsila raat ko 1 baje tak chalta raha. Iske bad hum, ek dusre ko good night kah kar so gaye.

Dusre din humari din bhar Sms se baat hoti rahi aur bich bich me mai call bhi lagata raha. Us din bhi humari der raat tak baat hoti rahi. Fir agle din 11 baje hum log mumbai pahuch gaye.

Mumbai station par raj aur riya hume lene ke liye aaye the. Nitika ne phone karke unhe bata diya tha ki, hum log kis gaadi se aa rahe hai. Un dono ne hum logon se humara haal chal puchha aur fir humse apne ghar chalne ki jid karne lage.

Humne un se kisi hotel me rukne ki baat kah kar, unke ghar jaane se mana kiya. Magar wo dono hume kisi hotel me rukne dene ke liye taiyar nahi the. Aakhir me hume unke ghar chalne ke liye taiyar hona hi pada. Hum log taxi me, raj aur riya ke sath, unke ghar ke liye nikal pade.