Romance Love with a Rapist - Ek Darinde se pyar (Completed)

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Update 39 The state of mind of both after the rape

Uss raat ko Shanaya ne bahot sone ki koshish ki magar nahin so paa rahi thi. Udhar Samir ka wohi haal tha, uss ko thoda ghussa bhi aya ke Shanaya ne phone nahin uthaaya, magar pachtawa usski feelings ko uss raat bahot ziada dominate kar raha tha. Ussko Shanaya ko fir dekhne ki aur usski awaaz sunne ka mann kar raha tha, usske saath rehne ka mann kar raha tha…. Ajeeb si feelings ho rahe the, thoda darr aur thodi dard bhi ho raha tha ussko, soch raha tha ke Shanaya kia so gayi hogi aur keise ghar mein sab kuch sambhala hoga Shanaya ne…..

Raat 3 baje Shanaya karwat badal rahi thi har waqt aur unn lamhon ko yaad karke bahot ro rahi thi har waqt jisss waqt woh chilla kar ussko jaane dene ki biinati kar rahi thi Samir se… apne upar hue balaatkaar ko sochna hi nahin chahti thi, magar keise rok sakti thi apne mann ko jo baar baar ussi drisht ko usske saamne dikha rahi thi…… usska billatna, rona, gidgidana, yehi sab uss ke kaanon mein goonjh rahi thi raat bhar aur khud sehen kiye jaa rahi thi sab kuch…..

Aur Samir khud ko bahot koss raha tha ke woh ladki kitna gidgida rahi thi, kitne minatein kar rahi thi ke ussko jaane de, aur Samir ne kyun usske saath weisa kiya khud ko samaajh nahin paa raha tha Samir…. Jab jab Samir usski Virginity ko sochta usska mann dehek jata aur khud ko baduaein deta Samir ke ussne ek masoom ladki ki izat looti aur ussko barbaad kar diya….. Samir usski rote hue awaaz ki goonjh sun raha tha aur khud zoron se rone laga apne aap ko koste hue;

“Main ne eisa kyun kiya, main eisa keise kar sakta hoon!! Kaun sa shaitaan bus gaya tha mujh mein, ab main keise usski virginity ko lauta paunga, ab main kia karun, uss se maafi mangna bahot kum hai kia karun main!!! Aur woh mujhe maaf bhi nahin karegi kabhi… gar ussko pata chala ke main samaajh ka rakshak hoon, aur mujhe usski rakhsha karni chahiye thi ulta main ne ussko loota to woh kia sochegi….. kitni achchi hai woh ke mujhko vachan diya ke kabhi kissi ko kuch nahin bataegi….. hazaaron mein ek hai woh ladki aur main ne eisi ladki ki izat looti laanat hai mujhpar!! Main eisa darinda keise ban gaya!! Hey Bhagwaan mujhko maaf karo, mujhko sazaa do main kia karun mujhko raasta dikhao….”

Shanaya ke enkhon ke saamne baar baar uss naqabposh aadmi ka chehra nazar ata tha, magar har baar usske enkhen ziada dikhta tha….. Shanaya har baar sochti ke uss ne unn enkhon ko kahin dekha hai, kab dekha hai, kahan dekha hai samajh mein nahin ati thi… raat bhar yaad karne ki koshish karti rahi ke kiskki enkhen weise hein jeise uss balaatkaari ke the magar Shanaya nahin yaad kar paayi….aur Shanaya ko eisa laga firse ke usska unn enkhon se koyi rishta jeisa hai magar keise?? Kyun? Kaun hai woh aadmi, keise aur kab usska chehra dekhungi…. Shanaya khud se sawaal kar rahi thi aur khud ko yeh jawaab bhi diye ussne…. “Nahin nahin mujhe uss se nahin milna usske chehre ko dekhne ke liye ab…. Main ussko zindagi mein kabhi nahin dekhna passand karungi, woh chaahe koyi bhi ho hai to ek darinda, ek gunda….. aur mujhko kissi gunde se kyun milna bhala….. mujhko uss ne ek eisa dard diya jo marte dum tak nahin mitegi, iss nafrat ko main paalungi, iss nafrat ko kabhi nahin mitne dungi main, mera dushman hai woh…..”


Shanaya fir sone ki koshish karne lagi magar har baar sirf woh naqaab wala aadmi usske enkhon ke saamne ajata tha…… aur iss baar Shanaya ne Samir ki zindagi mein guzre dukhon ko socha, aur rone lagi yeh sochke ke ussne kitne dukh jhele hein, kia beeta hoga uss par jab ussne apni patni ko ek ghair mard ke saath dekha tha apne bistar par? Keisi aurat thi woh kyun dhoka diya apne pati ko!!?” Ab samir ke bare mein sochkar Shanaya ro rahi thi apne bare mein nahin….. Woh soch rahi thi kitna zor se chilla kar Samir roya tha jab woh bayaan kar raha tha ghusse mein ke usski patni ne kissi aur mard ke saath talukaat rakhe the…. Uss drisht ko soch kar Shanaya ziada royi……. Aur karib subha 4 baje Shanaya ke peth mein bahot dard hone laga… sehen nahin ho rahi thi ussko woh dard…. Dard uss hisse mein ho raha tha jahan Samir ne andar penetrate kiya tha, ek jalan si bhi ho rahi thi… apna peth dabba kar Shanaaya sone ki koshish kar rahi thi magar dard saha nahin jaa raha tha, rone lagi uss dard ko sehte aur uth kar kuch dard wali goli dhundi pine ko…pee liya fir bhi dard jaari tha….. Shanaya sochne lagi kia pehli baar sex karne se weisa dard hota hai kia sabhi ladkiyon ko? kiss se poochein woh? Ghar mein to kissi se bhi nahin pooch sakti thi keise pata chalega….. jab uthi to thik se chal bhi nahin paa rahi thi….kyun achaanak dard hone laga wahan….. keise bhi karke Shanaya ne computer on kiya aur internet par medical site dhunde aur first time sex ki side effects ko dhundte hue ek page mila jahan gyenecologist ne kissi ko reply kiya tha eisi hi dard ke maamlon mein- aur han dusre pages mein bhi jawaab mile ke han kuch ladkiyon ko ghanton baad bahot dard hota hai pehli penetration ke baad….. aur usska koyi ilaaj nahin hota woh apne aap ruk jaata hai… Shanaya ko tab tassali hui, varna woh bahot ghabra gayi thi ke kahin hospital ya doctor ke paas agar jaana para to gharwalon ko sab pata chal jaega…..

Samir raat bhar Shanaaya ka phone try karta raha halaan ke ussko maloon ho gaya tha ke swith off hai firbhi woh phone kiye jaa raha tha yeh soch kar ke ab ussne switch on kiya hoga…. Har baar maayuss ho jaata fir bhi subha 4 baje tak phone karta raha har 10/15 mins ke baad…….. udhar Jab Shanaya ne computer par internet ke pages check kar liya to apne mobile ko on kiya aur jeise on hua bajne lagi silent mode par hi aur Shanaaya ne dekha wohi unknown number aur ussko pata tha ke wohi naqaabposh hai…… Shanaya ne phone nahin uthaaya magar sochne lagi ke kia woh bhi nahin soya raat bhar? Kia woh bhi eise hi raat guzaar raha hai bina soye……

Ab udhar jab Samir ko pata chala ke Shanaaya ne mobile on kar diya hai to phone karta gaya ek ke baad ek call karta gaya aur 4.30 ko Shanaya ne phone uthaya….. Samir ko bahot chain aur sukoon mila jab Shanaya ne phone uthaya to….. magar Shanaya ne kuch nahin bola, na hello na hi kuch nahin bus sun rahi thi ….. aur Samir akela bolta gaya aur rone laga maafi mangte hue aur Shanaya bhi rone lagi samir ko rote hue sunkar….. Samir usski awaaz sunna chahta tha aur rone ki awaaz sunaayi diya….. Samir ne apne ensoo ponchte hue kaha ; “Kia hua ab tum kyun ro rahi ho? Bolo?”

Shanaya ne kuch nahin bola aur sisakte hue apne ensoowon ko ponch rahi thi aur beehte naak ko bhi…. Samir ne tab kaha

“Mujhe tumhari awaaz bahot passand hai, raat bhar tumhari awaaz goojti rahi mere kaanon mein kuch to bolo nah please…. Yeh to batao ke ghar mein kissi ko koyi shak to nahin hua nah tum par? Keise manage kiya tumne? Kuch to bolo please…. Main abhi tak soya nahin hoon, neendh hi nahin aarahi hai, dil mein bahot dard ho raha hai, bahot hi pachta raha hoon, tum mujhko koyi sazaa do…agar chaaho to main khud police mein jaakar bata deta hoon ke main ne tumhara rape kiya haai aur tab mujhko kum se kum kuch sazaa to milegi, shaayad tab tumko thodi araam milegi agar mujhko 7/10 saal ka jail ho jaega….kia kehti ho jaun ke nahin??!!” Aur Samir fir rone laga yeh sab kehkar…… Shanaya bhi ro rahi thi aur ensoo ponchte hue kaha,

“Tumne jo kiya mere saath woh kaafi nahin hai jo police ko batana chahte ho, tab police mujhse pooch taaj karne aega aur dunya bhar ke logon ko pata chal jaega yeh karna chahte ho ab mere saath?”

Samir ko usski awaaz sunkar ek sukoon mila aur bola,

“Kitni thandak pohnchi mere dilko tumhari awaaz sunkar main bayaan nahin kar sakta…. Tumhari awaaz mein kuch khaas hai jo mere dil ke taron ko chuh jaata hai…tum kia ho? Farishta ho? Pari ho? Aasmaan se aayi koyi apsara ho kia? aur main ne tumhare saath eisa sulook kiya dhitkaar hai mujhpar…. Mujhe marr jaana chahiye…han !! han main apne aap ko maar deta hoon yehi sazaa hai meri….!!” Yeh kehte Samir rone lagaaaaa aur Shanaya ko bahot fikar hua aur boli;

“Sunon nahin please eisa kuch mat karna……. kaayar log khud ko maarte hein tumhari sazaa main sunaati hoon sun rahe ho tum hello!! Hello!!!!”

Samir ne apne hath mein apna revolver le liya tha aur trigger par ungli rakh diya tha woh josh aur ghusse ke saath pachtaawe ka bhi shikaar tha uss waqt aur kuch bhi kar sakta tha…… magar jab Shanaya ki baat sunni to kaha,

“Han sun raha hoon bolo kia sazaa sunati ho tum mujhe kuch bhi manzoor hoga bolo….”

Shanaya boli; “Tumko vachan dena hoga ke tum wohi karogi jo main kehne jaa rahi hoon pehle vachan do aur vachan ka paalan karoge yeh bhi bolo abhi ke abhi!”

Uss waqt Samir ko eisa laga ke Unit mein jeise Vacchchan dene ko superiors kehte hein weise hi koyi aur vachan dene jaa raha hai aur jawaaab diya ke han vachan ka paalan karega….

To Shanaya ne rote hue kaha;

“Tumhari sazaa yeh hai ke tum zinda raho aur zindagi bhar iss pachtaawe ki aag mein jalte raho, apne aap ko koste raho, jo kiya tumne mere saath usski aag mein jhulasste raho, mere dard ka tumko koyi ehsaas nahin mujhpar kia guzri hai yeh tumko pata nahin main keise iss bojh ke saath jiyungi tumko isske bare mein koyi ilm nahin; tumne mere aatma ko rawnda hai; meri rooh ko ghaayal kiya hai to tum khud eise hi zindagi bhar pachtaate raho yehi tumhari sazaa hai jo main deti hoon….. aur tumne vachan diya hai isska paalan karne ki to karo aur bhugto ab!! Aur agar tumne khud khushi kiya to dunya ka sabse bada kaayar kehlaoge samjhe tum??! Hello!!”

Ek lambi sanns lete hue Samir ne kaha, “Thik hai, thik hai zinda rahunga aur sahunga …sehte hi to aya hoon bahot kuch yeh ek aur sahi… seh lunga aur han main bhi vachan ka paalan karta hoon tum fikar mat karo main kaayar nahin hoon…. Shayad tum ne reply nahin kiya hotaa to main kuch kar baithta, magar ab nahin karunga koyi paagalpan…… be fikr raho tum…..”

Aur Shanaaya ne apne behte ensoo ponchte hue dhire se kaha;

“Meri mummy jaag gayi hai main aur baat nahin kar sakti ab rakhti hoon aur ab mujhko phone mat karna tum; mera tumse koyi vaasta nahin hai!”

Samir ne kaha, “Ruko ruko sunon, apna naam batati jao please…. Aur kitne din kaam par nahin jaogi? Aur yeh to nahin bataya tumne ke keisi ho? Raat keisi guzri?”

Shanaya ki enkhen bhar aayi ke woh usske bare mein fikarmand bhi tha, magar dil ko mazbut karte hue Shanaya ne kaha;

“tumko kuch mere bare mein jaanne ki koyi zaroorat nahin, mera naam bhi jaane ki koyi zaroorat nahin, apna chehra to chhupate ho aur mere bare mein sab jaanna chahte ho kyun? Kia lagti hoon main tumhara? Koyi rishta nahin mera tumhare saath….” Aur Shanaya ne alfaaz puri nahin kiya ruk gayi… rishta lavz kehkar khud ek soch mein par gayi ke usske saath kyun eisa laga tha ke koyi rishta hai usska rape se pehle……

Samir bola; “Magar tumne kaha tha ke mere saath iss liye aayi thi ke tumko laga tha ke mujhse koyi rishta hai, ab keh rahi ho ke koyi rishta nahin mere saath…..”

Shanaya ne jawaab yeh diya;

“Han main ne kaha tha, magar yeh bhi kaha tha ke agar koyi apna kissi ke saath woh kare jo tumne mere saath kiya to kia beetta hai kissi par…. Yeh kyun bhool gaye tum? Nafrat lavz kum hai issko describe karne ke liye eise feelings hein!!”

Samir: Nafrat? Thik hai magar mujhe tumse bilkool nafrat nahin…. Pehle tha iss liye ke tum ladki ho magar ab sab badal gaya hai main ab kissi bhi ladki ke bare mein eisa nahin sochunga jeise sochta tha main bahot ghalat tha.. mera dimaagh brasht ho gaya tha shaayad uss waqt jab woh sab kiya…. Main main nahin tha…… main khud ko samajh nahin paa raha hoon…. Okay thik hai agar tumko issi mein khushi milti hai to nafrat hi karte raho mujhse kum se kum nafrat ka rishta to hua nah!”

Shanaya ne koyi jawaab nahin diya iss baat kaa, aur Samir ne kaha, “main aaj tumhare office ke paas aunga dekhne ke tum aa rahi ho ke nahin….” To Shanaya ne kaha, “Nahin aa rahi hoon….. main ne kaha tha nah kal? Do din nahin jaungi…. Mera badan tut raha hai, bahot dard ho raha hai chaaron taraf abhi tak soyi nahin hoon din mein shaayad soungi…magar tumko yeh sab kyun bata rahi hoon main?! Chalo jao main ab rakh rahi hoon!! Fir phone mat karna main off kar rahi hoon!!”

To be continued…………

 

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Update 52 The SMS

Woh ek pyar hi hota hai jo nafrat ko mita sakta hai. Bus ek pyar hi mein eisi taqat hai jiss ke zarye insaan bada se bada bhool maaf kar deta hai. Sirf pyar se hi dunya qayam hai, varna nafrat to sab ujaar deti hai. Jahan bhi nafrat ke beej boe gaye wahan viraani aur tabaahi paayi gayi par jahan bhi pyar ne roshni kiye wahan ujala aur sukoon ka manzar nazar aya hamesha se dunya mein. Do dilon mein jab pyar ghar basaata hai to samajhna chahiye ke kia raunak ata hai unn dilon mein aur keise ek dusre ke bhool ko pyar karne wale nazar andaaz karte hue sab bhool jaate hein aur pyar mein tabdil ho jaate hein koyi bhi bhool ya ghalati.

Shanaya to pehle se hi apne par guzre haadse ko dil se nikaal chuki thi par ab, jab ussko pata chal gaya ke wohi insaan jisske liye usska dil pehli baar dhadka tha yeh wohi hai to aur bhi pyar badh gaya aur beete hue haadse aur bhi mitti gayi apne aap. Pyar mein woh ajeeb si taaqat hoti hai jiss se insaan sabhi ghalatiyon ko sach mein dil se nikaal baahar feinkte hein. Maslan ek beti ya beta kissi tarah ka jurm kyun na kare usske maa baap usske liye hazaar jhoot bol sakte hein ussko bachaane ke liye kyun ke weh apne aulaad se behad pyar karte hein. Ek bhai, ek dost koyi bhi ho jisske dil mein ek dusre ke liye pyar ho to woh ek dusre ke eyb ko chhupaate hein aur woh pyar hi hota hai jo ek dusre jo jude rehta hai.

Shanaya ki khushi ka inteha nahin tha. Woh jhoom rahi thi khushi ke mare.usske dil mein ek ajeeb si roshni aur sukoon ne ghar kar liya tha, usske chehre par firse wohi noor nazar ane laga tha. Woh ab dobara khush dikhne lagi thi, Majid bhai se normal baat karne lagi thi kaam se wapas ghar aate waqt. Logon ko ek baar fir wohi Shanaya dikhaayi dene lage.

Waqt jeise nahin guzar rahi thi Shanaaya ke liye, har pal intezaar mein kaatna fir bhi mushkil tha ek ek din gin rahi thi Shanaya ke kab Samir wapas aega. Samir ko sochte hue usske dil mein ab ek alag si kashish hone lagi kyunke ab ussko woh chehra nazar ata tha jissko ussne apne ghar mein chhup chhup kar dekha tha ek saal pehle.

Shanaya har waqt yeh bhi sochti rahi ke ab Samir ka saamna karte hue ussko keisa mehsoos hoga. Usske dil mein itna pyar bhara hua hai ussske liye ke Shanaya sochti rehti thi ke ussko dekhte hi uss se lipat jaegi, ussko zor se apne bahon mein jakregi kissi ke bhi saamne, magar kia assal mein woh yeh sab kar paegi? Yeh sochti rehti thi Shanaya. Kahan par milenge usske lautne ke baad. Kiss waqt pehli mulaakaat hogi? Kaun kissko pehle contact karega? Keise Shanaya ko pata chalega jab Samir wapas aega? Inn sab sawaalon ne Shanaya ke mann ke andar ghar kiye hue the. Aur Shanaya ne yeh bhi socha ke usska number to hai Samir ke paas to ussi ko contact karna hoga wapas aane ke baad varna Shanaya ko pata nahin chalega ke woh agaya ke nahin. Aur agar wapas ane par bhi Samir ne contact nahin kiya to? Yeh ek baat thi jo Shanaya ko ghamgin kar deta tha. Fir bhi Shanaya sirf achchi sochti thi aur khud se kehti thi ke ab sab thik hona chahiye kuch bhi eisi weisi baat nahin hogi…… khud ko Shanaya tassali diya karti thi.

Samir ship par pichli baar wale toofan ko yaad kar raha tha aur upar wale se dua kar raha tha ke iss baar kuch eisa nah ho , koyi bhi rukawat ya pareshani nah ho jo ussko samundar mein ziada din ke liye roke. Firbhi ussko darr tha ke kissi kissam ki rukawat aa sakti hai beech mein, kuch bhi ho sakta hai, Comando unit se naya order jaari ho sakta hai, wahan se kahin aur jaane ka order mil sakta hai, kuch bhi mumkin tha…. Aur yeh sab sochte hue Samir ne bahot gehri vichaar ke baad decide kiya ke yeh kaam chorrdega wapas jaane ke baad. Ussko ab door nahin rehna tha apnon se. Apne ghar walon ko soch raha tha, apne maa baap, baai behen ko bhi yaad kiya aur Shanaya ko bhi….. pehli baar usske Shanaya ko ek biwi ke roop mein socha, aur khud se kaha; “Kia woh mujhse shaadi karna chahegi agar main ne propose kiya to? Kia woh mere uss darindagi ko mwaaf kar degi? Kia yeh mumkin hai? Main kahin kuch had se ziada to nahin chah raha uss se? Eise khayaalaat aa rahe the Samir ke dil – o – dimaagh mein Shanaya ko sochte hue.

Aur baat yeh bhi tha ke uss taraf Shanaya ko sab pata tha ke Samir kaun hai, ke woh usske ghar aya tha ussko dekhne ke liye ek saal pehle, magar Samir ko iss baat ka bilkool ilm nahin tha kyun ke woh to uss ghar mein sirf apne papa ke saath gaya tha jo apne dost se milene gaye the. Uss waqt to Samir ko bilkool pata hi nahin tha ke woh ladki dekhne ke liye lajaaya gaya tha….. yeh to sirf Shanaya ko pata tha…. To jab Samir ko inn sab baton ke bare mein pata chalega to kia guzrega uss par aur kia woh accept kar paega inn sab ko? Kia woh khud ko maaf kar paega? Khud apne nazron mein girr to nahin jaega?

Nahin uss waqt sirf Shanaya hi Samir ko sambhaal paega aur usse pata hona chahiye ke keise karke Samir ko uss bare mein samjhae aur sambhaale.

Do hafte ko guzarne mein bahot hi lamba samaye laga , eisa Shanaya ko mehsoos hua….. ab woh ek mahina jo baaki reh gaya tha Samir ke lautne ka khatm hua aur Shanaya apni mobile ko baar baar dekhne lagi ek din pehle se hi…. Ussska mann kar raha tha Comando unit phone karke poochein ke Samir wapas aya ke nahin…. Bechain thi aur khush bhi, dil bekaraar tha, enkhon mein kissi ko dekhne ki pyas thi aur waqt kate nahin kat raha tha……

Raat ke barah bajne ko tha, Shanaya Samir ke hi khayaalon mein gum, neend ke aghosh mein jaane hi wali thi jab usski mobile ki sms tone baji. Tab Shanaaya ki enkhen needh se bhaari ho rahe the…ussne sms ko padhna nahin chaha….socha Rita hogi kyun ke inn dinon wohi ziada sms kiye jaa rahi thi usse. ek pal ke liye Shanaaya so bhi gayi aur ek sapna jeisa aya ke woh sms Samir ne bheja hai aur jhatpata ke uthi aur mobile ko jaldi se lekar dekha , ek anjaan number dikh raha tha…… sms open kiya aur padha……

“ I am still in the sea some hundreds kms from land, tumse milna chahunga akele jitni jaldi ho sake….. sms ghanton pehle se send karne ko try kar raha hoon network nahin araha tha, ab land ke ziada nazdik hua hoon to send hua umeed hai ke tum tak pohunch gaya yeh wala…. Agar mila to reply karo, main Samir hoon; subha 6 baje tak zameen par pohunch jaunga aur seedhe tumse milne aunga, kia tum kal kaam se leave le sakti ho? Agar han to reply karo, tab bataunga ke kahan tumhara wait karunga.”

To be continued………………

 

[Casinar]

Update 52 The SMS

Woh ek pyar hi hota hai jo nafrat ko mita sakta hai. Bus ek pyar hi mein eisi taqat hai jiss ke zarye insaan bada se bada bhool maaf kar deta hai. Sirf pyar se hi dunya qayam hai, varna nafrat to sab ujaar deti hai. Jahan bhi nafrat ke beej boe gaye wahan viraani aur tabaahi paayi gayi par jahan bhi pyar ne roshni kiye wahan ujala aur sukoon ka manzar nazar aya hamesha se dunya mein. Do dilon mein jab pyar ghar basaata hai to samajhna chahiye ke kia raunak ata hai unn dilon mein aur keise ek dusre ke bhool ko pyar karne wale nazar andaaz karte hue sab bhool jaate hein aur pyar mein tabdil ho jaate hein koyi bhi bhool ya ghalati.

Shanaya to pehle se hi apne par guzre haadse ko dil se nikaal chuki thi par ab, jab ussko pata chal gaya ke wohi insaan jisske liye usska dil pehli baar dhadka tha yeh wohi hai to aur bhi pyar badh gaya aur beete hue haadse aur bhi mitti gayi apne aap. Pyar mein woh ajeeb si taaqat hoti hai jiss se insaan sabhi ghalatiyon ko sach mein dil se nikaal baahar feinkte hein. Maslan ek beti ya beta kissi tarah ka jurm kyun na kare usske maa baap usske liye hazaar jhoot bol sakte hein ussko bachaane ke liye kyun ke weh apne aulaad se behad pyar karte hein. Ek bhai, ek dost koyi bhi ho jisske dil mein ek dusre ke liye pyar ho to woh ek dusre ke eyb ko chhupaate hein aur woh pyar hi hota hai jo ek dusre jo jude rehta hai.

Shanaya ki khushi ka inteha nahin tha. Woh jhoom rahi thi khushi ke mare.usske dil mein ek ajeeb si roshni aur sukoon ne ghar kar liya tha, usske chehre par firse wohi noor nazar ane laga tha. Woh ab dobara khush dikhne lagi thi, Majid bhai se normal baat karne lagi thi kaam se wapas ghar aate waqt. Logon ko ek baar fir wohi Shanaya dikhaayi dene lage.

Waqt jeise nahin guzar rahi thi Shanaaya ke liye, har pal intezaar mein kaatna fir bhi mushkil tha ek ek din gin rahi thi Shanaya ke kab Samir wapas aega. Samir ko sochte hue usske dil mein ab ek alag si kashish hone lagi kyunke ab ussko woh chehra nazar ata tha jissko ussne apne ghar mein chhup chhup kar dekha tha ek saal pehle.

Shanaya har waqt yeh bhi sochti rahi ke ab Samir ka saamna karte hue ussko keisa mehsoos hoga. Usske dil mein itna pyar bhara hua hai ussske liye ke Shanaya sochti rehti thi ke ussko dekhte hi uss se lipat jaegi, ussko zor se apne bahon mein jakregi kissi ke bhi saamne, magar kia assal mein woh yeh sab kar paegi? Yeh sochti rehti thi Shanaya. Kahan par milenge usske lautne ke baad. Kiss waqt pehli mulaakaat hogi? Kaun kissko pehle contact karega? Keise Shanaya ko pata chalega jab Samir wapas aega? Inn sab sawaalon ne Shanaya ke mann ke andar ghar kiye hue the. Aur Shanaya ne yeh bhi socha ke usska number to hai Samir ke paas to ussi ko contact karna hoga wapas aane ke baad varna Shanaya ko pata nahin chalega ke woh agaya ke nahin. Aur agar wapas ane par bhi Samir ne contact nahin kiya to? Yeh ek baat thi jo Shanaya ko ghamgin kar deta tha. Fir bhi Shanaya sirf achchi sochti thi aur khud se kehti thi ke ab sab thik hona chahiye kuch bhi eisi weisi baat nahin hogi…… khud ko Shanaya tassali diya karti thi.

Samir ship par pichli baar wale toofan ko yaad kar raha tha aur upar wale se dua kar raha tha ke iss baar kuch eisa nah ho , koyi bhi rukawat ya pareshani nah ho jo ussko samundar mein ziada din ke liye roke. Firbhi ussko darr tha ke kissi kissam ki rukawat aa sakti hai beech mein, kuch bhi ho sakta hai, Comando unit se naya order jaari ho sakta hai, wahan se kahin aur jaane ka order mil sakta hai, kuch bhi mumkin tha…. Aur yeh sab sochte hue Samir ne bahot gehri vichaar ke baad decide kiya ke yeh kaam chorrdega wapas jaane ke baad. Ussko ab door nahin rehna tha apnon se. Apne ghar walon ko soch raha tha, apne maa baap, baai behen ko bhi yaad kiya aur Shanaya ko bhi….. pehli baar usske Shanaya ko ek biwi ke roop mein socha, aur khud se kaha; “Kia woh mujhse shaadi karna chahegi agar main ne propose kiya to? Kia woh mere uss darindagi ko mwaaf kar degi? Kia yeh mumkin hai? Main kahin kuch had se ziada to nahin chah raha uss se? Eise khayaalaat aa rahe the Samir ke dil – o – dimaagh mein Shanaya ko sochte hue.

Aur baat yeh bhi tha ke uss taraf Shanaya ko sab pata tha ke Samir kaun hai, ke woh usske ghar aya tha ussko dekhne ke liye ek saal pehle, magar Samir ko iss baat ka bilkool ilm nahin tha kyun ke woh to uss ghar mein sirf apne papa ke saath gaya tha jo apne dost se milene gaye the. Uss waqt to Samir ko bilkool pata hi nahin tha ke woh ladki dekhne ke liye lajaaya gaya tha….. yeh to sirf Shanaya ko pata tha…. To jab Samir ko inn sab baton ke bare mein pata chalega to kia guzrega uss par aur kia woh accept kar paega inn sab ko? Kia woh khud ko maaf kar paega? Khud apne nazron mein girr to nahin jaega?

Nahin uss waqt sirf Shanaya hi Samir ko sambhaal paega aur usse pata hona chahiye ke keise karke Samir ko uss bare mein samjhae aur sambhaale.

Do hafte ko guzarne mein bahot hi lamba samaye laga , eisa Shanaya ko mehsoos hua….. ab woh ek mahina jo baaki reh gaya tha Samir ke lautne ka khatm hua aur Shanaya apni mobile ko baar baar dekhne lagi ek din pehle se hi…. Ussska mann kar raha tha Comando unit phone karke poochein ke Samir wapas aya ke nahin…. Bechain thi aur khush bhi, dil bekaraar tha, enkhon mein kissi ko dekhne ki pyas thi aur waqt kate nahin kat raha tha……

Raat ke barah bajne ko tha, Shanaya Samir ke hi khayaalon mein gum, neend ke aghosh mein jaane hi wali thi jab usski mobile ki sms tone baji. Tab Shanaaya ki enkhen needh se bhaari ho rahe the…ussne sms ko padhna nahin chaha….socha Rita hogi kyun ke inn dinon wohi ziada sms kiye jaa rahi thi usse. ek pal ke liye Shanaaya so bhi gayi aur ek sapna jeisa aya ke woh sms Samir ne bheja hai aur jhatpata ke uthi aur mobile ko jaldi se lekar dekha , ek anjaan number dikh raha tha…… sms open kiya aur padha……

“ I am still in the sea some hundreds kms from land, tumse milna chahunga akele jitni jaldi ho sake….. sms ghanton pehle se send karne ko try kar raha hoon network nahin araha tha, ab land ke ziada nazdik hua hoon to send hua umeed hai ke tum tak pohunch gaya yeh wala…. Agar mila to reply karo, main Samir hoon; subha 6 baje tak zameen par pohunch jaunga aur seedhe tumse milne aunga, kia tum kal kaam se leave le sakti ho? Agar han to reply karo, tab bataunga ke kahan tumhara wait karunga.”

To be continued……………

 

[Casinar]

Update 54 The Romantic meeting

(Shanaya ne garden mein entry kiya aur ahiste ahiste apni bag ko kaandhe par zor se pakre hue kuch nervous feel karte Samir ke taraf badhne lagi….. Samir ne bhi Shanaya ko ate hue dekh liya aur jaan bujh kar dusri taraf dekhne laga, woh to sochta tha ke Shanaya kahin aur jaakar usske car ko dhundegi….. Magar bilkool chohunk gaya jab Shanaya usske paas aakar bahot zor se ussko apne baahon mein jakar kar apne sar ko usske seene par rakha!!)

Ab aguey………

Samir hakbaka gaya aur usske samajh mein nahin aya ek pal ke liye kia yeh Shanaya hi hai ya koyi aur, jiss tarah zor se Shanaya ne apne bahon ko usske bazu ke niche se apne bahon ko karke ussko jakra tha, Samir ko Shanaya ka chehra bhi nahin dikh raha tha kyun ke Shanaya ne apne chehre ko Samir ke chaati se daba liya tha. Dusre pal Samir ne Shanaya ke kandhe ke upar apne donon hath kiye aur narmi se kaha;

“Ari, tumne to mujhe sach mein surprise kar diya, tumko keise pata chala ke main hoon bina naqaab ke? Hmm batao jaldi main bahot heyraan hoon!”

Shanaya kuch nahin bol rahi thi bus Samir ki dil ki dhadkanon ko sun rahi thi apne kaan ko usske chaati par dabae hue, aur Samir ko chorr bhi nahin rahi thi. Samir ne mushkil se usske chehre ko halke se upar kiya apne haath se (Samir kad mein Shanaya se ooncha tha, to usska sar thik Samir ke chest par tha) so samir ko sar jhuka kar Shanaya ko dekhna pad raha tha, to uss tarah ussne halke se ke chehre ko apne hath se apne chehre ke taraf karte hue baat karna chaha to dekha Shanaya ke enkhon se ensoo beh rahe hein, woh dekh kar Samir pighal gaya aur ussne bhi Shanaya ko zor se apne bahon mein jakar liya aur ab ek do log guzar rahe the thodi door se aur ruk kar unn donon ko dekhne lage…… kissi ne kaha, “sala subha subha romance shuru ho gayi yahan, lagta hai bichde hue mil rahe hein ya raat ko saath guzaarne ka mauka nahin mila!!” to ek aur aadmi ne kaha; “bhai aas paas dekho kahin camera to nahin, lagta hai film ki shooting ho rahi hai yeh donon hero heroine jeise dikh rahe hein, eise chipke hue hein jeise filmon mein hero heroine chipakte hein!!”

Inn ke baton ko Samir aur Shanaya ne nahin suna kyun ke weh log kaafi door the. Aur weise pyar karne wale jab ek dusre ke saath hote hein aur pyar mein doobe hote hein to aas paas kuch dikhaayi bhi nahin deta apne aap mein gum rehte hein pyar karne wale auron ka koyi bhi parwah kabhi nahin hota, ek alag dunya mein muhabat karne wale khoye rehte hein. Yehi haal tha uss waqt Samir aur Shanaya ka. Donon iss dunya se door the, apne aap mein gum the donon aur dunya ki koyi parwah nahin thi uss waqt donon ko. Bus ek baat ka khayaal tha aur woh tha ek dusre ke karib hona, ek dusre ke bahon mein hona, ek dusre ko mehsoos karna.

Kaafi der tak donon ek dusre ko weise jakre khade rahe ek dusre ko gehraayi se mehsoss karte hue, ek dusre ki doorie ko mitaate hue. Samir ne itne zor se Shanaya ko bahon mein dabaya ke Shanaya ki aah nikal gayi, tab Samir ko khayaal aya ke agar itni zor se ussko apne bahon mein jakrega to usski saans phool jaegi, kyunke usska taaqat to mard wala tha aur Shanaya kitni nazuk thi usske taaqat ke aaguey. To Samir ne apne bazu ko dhila karte hue dhire se poocha, “yeh enkhon mein ensoo khushi ke hein ya koyi aur baat hai batao to!”

Shanaya ne ek bacchi ki tarah rote hue kaha, “Tum ne kyun mujhko itna tadpaya, main ne kia bigara tha tumhara, kyun bina mujhe kuch batae ship par chale gaye the, tumko pata nahin tha main idhar keise din guzarungi?”

Jiss tarah se Shanaaya ne rote hue yeh sab kaha Samir ke enkh bhar aaye aur Shanaya ke ensoo bhare gaal ko chumne laga, usske ensoowon ko peene laga aur kaha, “shhhh, meri Shanaya ke enkhon mein yeh ensoo thik nahin lagte, mujhe bilkol napassand hein yeh ensoo, main to tumhari zindagi mein sirf khushian bharna chahta hoon, tumto mujhse milte hi rone lagi!!”

Tab Shanaya ne apne muthi ko band karte hue usske chaati par halke se maarte hue kaha, “tum bahot bure ho, jaan bujhkar mujhko tarpaate ho, mujhe pata hai tumne jaan bujh kar eisa kiya mere saath! You are a naughty boy Samir!”

Aur fir kuch der baad weise hi ek dusre ke bahon mein hi the donon ke Samir ne pucha, “kia tumne office phone karke bata diya ke aaj kaam par nahin arahi ho?” tab Shanaya ne jhat se Samir ko chorra aur apne mobile nikaali apne bag se aur office phone kiya. Samir uss waqt Shanaya ko pyar bhare nazron se observe kar raha tha. Usski chote chote adaon ko apne enkhon mein quaid kar raha tha, bahot hi pyar araaha tha ussko Shanaya par uss waqt, usski har ek movements ko note kar raha tha, woh keise phone leti hai hath mein, kiss tarah se number dial karti hai, usski patli patli nazuk ungliyon ko pyar se dekhta hai, ussski patli awaaz ko mann bhar sun raha tha; bus mann nahhin bhar raha tha aur Samir chahta tha ke Shanaya ko dekhta rahe weise hi.

Shanaya ne Samir ko dekhte hue mobile ko kaan se laga kar kaha, “Hello, main hoon Shanaya, aaj nahin aa paungi, please message de dena aur ghar par phone mat karna I am not at home, if need be call me on my mobile not on land line okay? Thanks very much.”

Samir: “bus itna hi? Yehi kehna tha aur kaam ho gaya?”

Shanaya: “hmm reception par call kiya wahan se message admins ko chala jaega bus”

Samir: “Aur admins walon ne ghar par tumko phone kiya to?”

Shanaya: “kabhi nahin karte, weh log reception wale ko hi mujhe phone karne ko kahenge agar zaroorat padi to. Aur ussko to main ne bata diya ke ghar par phone nah karein. Tum fikar mat karo kuch nahin hoga. Achchah ab kahan jana hai aaj?”

Samir: “Kahan chalna passand karogi?”

Shanaaya fir se Samir ke gale lagte hue apni pyari awaaz mein boli “jahan tum chaaho, kahin bhi lechalo main chalne ko tayyaar hoon.”

Samir ussko bahon mein bharte hue dhire se kaha, “main wapas uss gadde mein tumhare saath waqt guzaarna chahta hoon, jo kuch hua wahan uss din woh sab mitana chahta hoon kuch yadein hein woh dobara jina chahta hoon….. chalogi?”

Shanaya ne ussko ziada zor se seene se lagaate hue kaha, “hmm main bhi wahin jaana chahti hoon balke yehi kehne wali thi main bhi….”

Aur Samir ne halke se Shanaya ke chehre ko apne hath se upar uthaate hue apne honthon ko Shanaya ke honth se lagaya, Shanaya ne enkhon ko band kar liya aur apne honth ko Samir ke honth se takraane diya…jiss pal donon ke honth ek dusre ke honth se takraae, Shanaya ke jism ke rowan rowan uth gaye aur ussske apni puri taaqat ke saath Samir ko jakarte hue apne aap ko Samir ke hawale kar diya….. to Samir ne aaraam se kiss karte hue Shanaya ke chehre mein dekha ke woh kitni bholi aur pyari lag rahi thi jeise aasmaan se utri hui ek pari jo uss waqt Samir ke bahon mein tha… Samir apne aap ko uss waqt dunya ka sab se khushnaseeb insaan mehsoos kar raha tha ke ek Shanaya jeisei ladki usske bahon mein tha aur woh ussko kiss kar raha tha……

Aur aakhir kuch der baad Samir drive karne laga aur Shanaya ussko dekhte jaa rahi thi, uss din ko yaad karte hue jab woh yeh soch rahi thi ke ussko bakra banaya jaa raha hai…… Shanaya bahot pyar bhare nazron se Samir ko raaste bhar dekhti rahi aur bahot pyar araha tha usse Samir par…… yeh wohi Samir tha jissne usski izat looti thi aaj ussi Samir pe itna pyar araaha tha Shanaya ko….. Apne rapist par itna pyar? keisa pyar tha yeh, sach mein pyar andha hota hai……

To be continued…………….

 

[Casinar]

Update 55 Both back in the field once more

Raaste bhar Shanaya Samir ko nihaarti gayi. Usska mann hi nahin bhar raha tha use dekhte hue. Soch rahi thi kitna bahadur hai, kiss tarah apne jaan par khel kar unn bachchon ko bachaya tha uss building se. Usske bazu ko dekh rahi thi drive karte hue, usske muscles, jab Samir gear badalta tha to kiss tarah usske bazu ke muscles hil rahe the, aur usske bazu ke navz keise dikh rahe the, aur usske chaati jissko Shanaya ne nanga dekha tha uss roz, aaj ek khubsurat Tshirt ke andar chhupa hua tha. Shanaya ka mann kar raha tha usske Tshir ko faar kar feink de….. aur har baar woh usske chaati se lipat jaati thi jab Samir kehte jaa raha tha, “drive kar raha hoon nah, hatto!” fir bhi baar baar Shanaya uss se lipat jaati thi. Bahot hi pyar araha tha ussko Samir pe. Samir bhi baar baar ussko sawaali nazron se dekh raha tha, magar drive kar raha tha iss liye raaste par ziada tawajo karna padh raha tha usse…. Iss liye ziada Shanaya hi Samir ko admire karti jaa rahi thi, usske liye ek sunehra mauka tha apne pyar ko appreciate karne ko aur woh ek pal bhi nahin gawana chahti thi aur usska ji nahin bhar raha tha bilkool uss waqt.


Aakhir weh log uss jagah aa hi gaye. Car ko Samir ne chhupaya har baar ki tarah aur Shanaya usske seene se lipte hue chalne lagi uss ganne ki khet ke taraf. Aur jab wahan aagaye to Shanaya boli, main chal kar nahin jaungi andar tum mujhe utha kar lechalo jeise uss din lae gaye the, tumhare bahon mein mujhe bahot sukoon milta hai” Samir muskuraya aur Shanaya ko ek chote bachche ki tarah utha liya jabke Shanaya ne apni bahon ko usske gale mein daal kar zor se chipak gayi ussske seene se aur Samir badhta gaya ganne ke khet ke andar….. Chalte waqt kayi baar Shanaya ne samir ke gaalon ko chuma, aur Samir ne usski chummy wapas kiye usske gaal ko chumte hue…. Shanaya behad khush dikh rahi thi aur ekdum pyar mein doobi hui thi. Lagta tha ussko donon jahaan mil gayi ho uss waqt.

Gadde ke paas aaye to Samir ne Shanaaya ko utara aur khud pehle niche utra sidhi se…. aur niche se haath ko upar uthaate hue Shanaya ko niche utara….. niche utarte hi Shanaya kuch der charon taraf dekhti rahi, aur apne donon hathon ko apne chehre se lagaa kar kuch sochne lagi, ussko ajeeb feel ho rahi thi, shayad uss roz ki yaad agayi aur kuch dard bhi mehsoos hui ho magar woh uss din ko ab pyar se sochna chahti thi…… sochne lagi ke apne pyar ke saath aaayi thi wahan last time bhi, jo kuch hua tha woh iss liye hua tha ke donon tab anjaan the, Shanaya uss haadse ko ek muhabat ka haadsa jeisa naam dena chahti thi jeise ke miyan biwi mein ek anban hui thi aur miyan ghussa tha to biwi se zor zabardasti kiya tha magar uss mein bhi pyar shaamil tha….. kuch iss tarah se Shanaya uss roz ki rape ko yaad karna chahti thi…. Aur iss liye iss jagah par wapas aayi thi ke uss din wale unn yaadgaron ko pyar mein tabdil kar sake, taake, jo lamhe ab guzaregi iss se unn purane lamhon ko mita sake….Aur Samir ke dil mein to yehi baat thi ussne yeh sab keh bhi diya tha Shanaya se sms ke zarye .

Samir emotional hogaya. Woh khade hue hi Shanaya ko zor se bahon mein lekar rone laga. Shanaya ki jism thartharaane lage ussko uss tarah rote hue dekh kar, woh usska peeth thapthapa rahi thi, aur khud bhi rone lagi poochte hue ke kyun ro raha hai…. Rote hue hi Samir ne kaha,

“Mujhe maaf kardo Shanaya mujhe tumhare saath eisa nahin karna chahiye tha, pata nahin mujh mein kaun sa shaitaan bus gaya tha uss roz, meri samajh mein nahin ata main ne kyun weisa kiya tumhare saath, mujhe maaf kardo, main khud ko maaf nahin kar paa raha hoon, kitna violent tha main uss din, tum kitni minatein kar rahi thi, kitni ro rahi thi magar main fir bhi tumse zabardasti karte jaa raha tha, mujhko maaro Shanaya , mujhko thapad maaro…” Aur apne hath mein Shanaya ke hath se samir khud ke gaal par maarne laga. Fir Shanaya ussko ziada zor se jakarte hue dhire se boli;

“Chup karo please main woh sab bhool chuki hoon usse mat yaad karo, woh sab weise hi hona tha, mujhe tumhare zindagi mein weise hi ana tha, aur shaayad kissi dusri tarike se nahin, bus samajhlo eisi hi hamara milna likha tha….please stop crying, tumko main eise nahin dekh sakti, I love you too much, tum meri jaan se bhi ziada aziz ho mujhe…..”

Kuch der tak donon ek dusre ko weise hi jakre khade rahe ek dusre ke bahon mein kaske. Samir ko tassali hui Shanaya ke baton se aur woh apne jazbaat par kaabu kar paaya. Shanaya ne Majid bhai ki dukaan se chocolates kharide the jo ussne apni bag se nikala aur ek tukra kaat kar munh mein liya aur baaki ko Samir ke munh se lagayaa. Samir ne muskurate hue ek tukra kaata aur munh mein liya fir poocha, “yeh kiss khushi mein?” to Shanaya boli, “yeh hamare iss Milan ki khushi mein munh meetha karne ke liye.”

Aur bahot pyar se samir ne Shanaya ko fir goad mein uthaa kar ussski jagah par bithaya jahan pehli baar rape kiya tha. Shanaya uss jagah ko ghaur se dekha aur apne bahon ko samir ke gale mein daalkar kaha, “tumko pata hai tum kaun ho?”

Hansste hue Samir ne kaha, “han main Samir hoon !”

Shanaaya ne apne naak modte hue kaha, “nahin usske ilawa tum kaun ho, woh main jaanti hoon tum nahin jaante!”

Samir samjha nahin woh kia kehna chahti thi, aur usske chehre mein dekhte hue poocha, “kyun paheliyan bujha rahi ho kia kehna chahti ho?”

Tab Shanaya ne ek pyari muskaan se kaha, “hum donon ko kismat ne bahot pehle mila diya tha magar na tum na main uss waqt ek dusre se milna chahte the….”

Samir heyrani se Shanaya ko dekhte hue kaha; “kia? kia matlab? Main kuch nahin samjha.”

Shanaya: “rehne do waqt ane par sab samajh jaoge, abhi kuch ziada nahin bataungi…… weise ek baat batao, tum mere ghar aoge mere parents se milne?”

Samir: “zaroor aunga tumhara haath mangne apne papa ko lekar aunga. Umeed hai ke tumhare parents accept karenge ek shadi shuda aadmi ke saath tumko mujhe dene ke liye…..”

Shanaya: “usski fikar tum mat karo, main apne papa ko manwa lungi aur woh zaroor nah nahin kahega jab tumhare papa se milega to.”

Samir: “mere papa se milega to? Woh kyun?”

Shanaya ne ek pyari muskaan se kaha; “yehi to raaz ki baat hai aur ek badi surprise dena hai tumko, woh mere ghar par ane se tumko pata chalega, bus tum cool rehna wahan ate hi, kuch gadbad mat karna okay?”

Samir: “ofo kia paheliyan bujha rahi ho tum ab…. Mujhko abhi batao nah I will get prepared then!!”

Shanaya: “abhi bata diya to surprise keise rahega? I want it to be a great surprise for you…. Ussi din ko sab bataungi jab tum mere ghar aoge…..” yeh sab kehte hue Shanaya ne apne haath ko Samir ke Tshirt ke andar karte hue usske chaati par apna haath fer rahi thi usske muscles ko tatolte hue aur kaha, “tum body building bhi karte hi kia Samir?”

Samir Shanaya ke hath par apna hath rakhe hue usski mulaayam patli ungliyon ko apne hoth tak laakar chumte hue jawaaab diya;

“Body building tab karta tha jab main patla sa tha, Comando join karne se pehle… magar group join karne ke baad jitni exercises wahan karta hoon woh body building se kum nahin issi liye sabhi muscles itne sakht hein…..tumko achchah lagta hai eise muscles?”

Shanaya ne uske gaal par ek kiss karte hue han mein sar hillaya. Tab Samir ne Shanaya ko seene se kaske lagaate hue kaha;

“Tum meri zindagi mein pehle kyun nahin aayi Shanaya? Samira ke ane se pehle kyun nahin mili tum mujhe? aaj hum kitne khush hote, yeh sab kuch jo hua nahin hota!!”

Shanaya ne apne haath ko usske munh par rakh kar kaha;

“SSSHHHH, main ne kaha nah hum uss se bhi pehle mil chuke hein magar hum tayaar nahin the shaadi karne ke liye nah tum, nah main; issi liye kismat ne humko iss tarah se milaya! Tumhari koyi dosh nahin humko eise hi milna tha, magar hum donon ek duje ke liye banaye gaye hein!!”

Samir uss waqt Shanaya ke dupate ko nak se lagakar sungh raha tha aur usska ek hath Shanaya ke gaal par ferr rahe the to Shanaya ki iss baat ko sunkar chohunka aur poocha;

“WHAT? Woh keise? Mere kuch samajh mein nahin araha hai yaaar samjhao nah!!”

Shanaya ne thoda sa hansste hue kaha, “Main ne kaha nah mere ghar par ate hi tumko sab pata chal jaega! To thoda sabr karo. Weise tum direct parents ke saath aoge ya ek baar akele mere saath mere ghar aoge tab apne parents ko lekar aoge?”

Samir ne iss baar ussne Shanaya ke gaal ko chumte hue reply kiya: “ Apne parents ke saath aunga to keise tumhare ghar ka pata chalega, ek baar tumhare saath akele zaroor ana padega tab parents ke saath aunga….”

Shanaya ki zor se hanssi chuth gayi aur apne mann mein kaha, ‘tumko mere ghar ka pata already hai!’

Samir: “why did you laugh like this? Kia kaha main ne?”

Shanaya: “eise hi, bus hanssi agayi….”

Samir: “kyun mujhko lagta hai ke tum kuch chupa rahi ho?”

Shanaya ne apne hoth ko danton mein dabate hue kaha; “han chhupa to rahi hoon issi liye kaha na ke surprise karna hai tumko!”

Samir: “tum ladki log kyun itna surpise deti ho ladkon ko? Keise itna kuch chhupaate ho tum log hmm?”

Shanaya: “Achchah aur kitne ladkiyon ne tumko surprise kiya hai hmm batao mujhe to zara?”

Samir: “hey you are jealous? Hmm? Koyi nahin meri behen bhi tumhari tarah hai, bahot surprise karti rehti hai mujhe…bilkool tumhari tarah paheliyan bujhaati hai aur mujhko ullo banati rehti hai aksar!!”

Shanaya: “hihihi, ladke ullo hi hote hein!!hehehe”

Iss baat par Samir ne Shanaya ko gudgudi karte hue usski peth mein ussko, zor se hanssaya aur Shanaya apne aap ko usske gudgudi se bachaate hue niche leth gayi aur Samir ka haath usski chuchiyon par pada aur woh dhire dhire apne haath ko usske jism par ferne laga aur Shanaaya ki siskiyan nikal pade……

To be continued………………….

 

[Casinar]

Update 56 Both Still in the underground

Iss baat par Samir ne Shanaya ko gudgudi karte hue usski peth mein ussko, zor se hanssaya aur Shanaya apne aap ko usske gudgudi se bachaate hue niche leth gayi aur Samir ka haath usski chuchiyon par pada aur woh dhire dhire apne haath ko usske jism par ferne laga aur Shanaaya ki siskiyan nikal pade……

Pichli baar yehi Shanaya chilla rahi thi jab Samir ussko chuh raha tha, magar aaj Shanaya ko koyi eitraaz nahin tha ke samir ka hath usske kissi bhi jism ke hisse ko chhue…. Shanaya hansste hansste khamosh ho gayi aur apne haath ko samir ke haath par dabaate hue usske chehre mein bahot pyar bhare nazron se dekhne lagi…. Samir ka hath usske boobs par tha aur shanaya ka haath samir ke hath ke upar, donon ke nazrein chaar ho rahe the bina ek lavz kahe, ek dusre ke dil ki dhakanon ko mehsoos karte hue Samir ka munh ahiste ahiste Shanaya ke chehre ke nazdeek ane laga, Shanaya bhi dhire dhire apne chehre ko Samir ke taraf badhaane lagi….aur jab shanaya ke honth Samir ke hoth ke bilkool karib agaye to Shanaya ne apne palkon ko jhapka liye, aur donon ke honth takrae..larazte hue…. thoda sa kaampte hue…..

Samir ke jism mein rawani agaya aur ussne Shanaya ko kaske bahon mein bhar liya apne hoth ko usske hoth se chipkaate hue, aur Shanaaya ke bahein bhi Samir ke jism ko zoron se apne jism se laga liye fir kia hona tha donon leyt gaye niche ek dusre ke chumban mein khokar.

Ahiste ahiste kiss karte hue Samir ka haath Shanaya ke jism ko tatolte jaa raha tha chaaron taraf aur samir ne bilkool sapne mein bhi nahin socha tha ke Shanaya usska Tshirt utaregi….. Shanaya kiss karte hue hi Samir ke kamar se lekar apne mulaayam haaton ko samir ke chaati tak ferrte gayi aur Tshirt ko nikal diye fir apne haath ko samir ki chaati par dabaate hue ferti gayi…Shanaya ko samir ka chaati bahot passand tha shaayd, jab Samir ko yaad karti thi nange haalat mein to ziada tarr usska chest hi dikhti thi ussko aur woh ussko bahot passand thi …..

Fir sab ulta hua….. Shanaya ne Samir ko niche kiya aur Samir peeth ke bal niche leth gaya, tab Shanaya Samir ke upar hui aur Samir ke donon panjon mein apne panjon ko lete hue Shanaya ne usske donon haath ko piche kiya, Samir uss waqt apne taaqat ka bilkool istemaal nahin kar raha tha, apne aap ko jeise Shanaya ke hawale kar diya tha ussko karne de raha tha jo woh karna chahti thi…., fir Shanaya Samir ke upar chadh gayi,lagta tha do bache khel rahe hein; aur muskurate hue apne naak aur honth tod mod ke, Samir ki enkhon mein dekhte hue boli,

“Tum ne mera rape kiya tha aaj main tumhara rape karungi!!”

Aur donon bahot zor se hanssne lage….. Shanaya usske upar tha apne donon tangon ko Samir ke kamar par donon taraf karke baithi hui thi aur masti karte hue, full masti ke mood mein jeise mazaak kar rahi thi, aur apne awaaz ko ek mard ki awaaz mein badalte hue Shanaya ne; “Ab kahan bachke jaoge Samir main tumko nahin chorrungi aaj” aur khud hanssne lagi yeh kehkar…… Samir bhi hanss raha tha Shanaya ki iss ada pe fida ho gaya tha aur usske chehre mein thoda ascharya se dekhte jaa raha tha ke iss roop mein to ussne kabhi sapne mein bhi nahin socha tha Shanaya ko…ek bachpana thi uss waqt Shanaya ke andar, jeise bachpan mein khela karte hein weise behave kar rahi thi Shanaya….shayad apne tarike se Samir ko khush karna chahti thi ya usska pyar hi eisa tha ke mazaak mazaak mein aguey badhna tha usse……

Donon hanss to rahe the par Samir ko apne jism par uss tarah se Shanaya ko baithe dekh kar Samir utejna se apne aap par bahot kaabu rakh raha tha, usska mann uchal raha tha kuch karne ko magar Shanaya ko waqt de raha tha apne mauj masti karne ko…… Shanaya uss waqt ek kurti pehni hui thi aur usske janghen ka form Samir ke kamar par donon taraf Samir ko dikh raha tha aur ussne apne donon haath ko ek ek jangh par rakha aur ahiste ahiste ferne laga…fir dhire dhire apne hathon ko jaanghon ke upar karta gaya, jissko Shanaya ne khub feel kiya magar nazarandaz karti gayi….. ek tight jeisi pehni hui thi tangon mein Shanaya ne safed rang ki aur jiss dum Samir ka haath usski upri wale jang ke hisse par reach hua to Shanaya ne apne donon hathon ko samir ke chaati par karte hue zor se dabaya aur apne sar ko usske chaati ke upar rakh diya, gaal ko samir ke chaati par malte hue…..

Usski narm gaal apne chaati par mehsoos karte hue Samir ko bahot achcha laga aur ab Shanaya ne hanssna bolna band kar diya tha, fir apne honton ko Shanaaya ne khud Samir ke chest par ferra haule haule….. fir chumne laga Samir ke chaati ko, ek baar, do baar, teen baar, chaar baar….. chumti gayi, chumti gayi, apne gardan uthakar jhatke se apne baal ko piche kiya fir se chumma Samir ki chaati ko, aur usske gale ko bhi, aur tab dant kaata samir ke gale par, tab Samir ne ussko kaske bahon mein jakar liya aur Shanaya ke gale aur gaal ko woh bhi chummne laga baar baar, fir apne jeeb ko ferra usske gardan par jiss se Shanaya tharthara gayi…..

Badle mein Shanaya ne bhi apna jeeb ferra Samir ke chaati par aur upar usske gale tak ferrti gayi jiss se Samir ke jism mein aag bharak gaye, aur Shanaya ruki nahin ussne munh bhar Samir ke gardan ko liya aur dant kaata uss jagaah, tab Samir apne aap ko rok nahin paaya aur iss baar ussne Shanaya ko, apne ek haath ko usske peeth par karte hue ussko apne upar se niche ghumaaya aur Shanaya ab peeth ke bal niche ho gayi aur Samir usske upar ho gaya…..Donon hanff rahe the aur Shanaya ne muskuraate hue apne honton ko dant mein dabaya aur Samir ke enkhon mein dekhte hue kaaha, “Kia kar rahe ho? Hmm?”

Bina jawaab diye Samir ne usske gaal ko chaata aur apne munh bhar gaal ko liya aur chussna shuru kiya tab Shanaya boli, “laal ho jaega mera gaal sab ko dikhega chorro!!” Samir ne chorrte hue kaha, “tum to itni gori ho ke kahin bhi tumko chusun to laal hi ho jaega……” Tab Shanaya ne kaha, “last time 10 dinon tak tumhare dant ke nishaan reh gaye the mere chaati aur jaanghon par pata hai tumhein?”

Samir yeh sunkar josh mein aya aur usski tight utaarne ko gaya usske tangon ke taraf….. pehle Shanaya ki talwe ko kiss kiya tab dhire se tight ko ugniyon mein lekar khinchna chaha magar nahin nikaal paa raha tha….Shanaya hanssne lagi aur kaha, “eise nahin nikaal paoge isse, tehro main khud nikaalti hoon ulloo!!”

Samir heyraan hua ke keise khud aaj baraabar hissa le rahi thi apne kapde nikaalne ko aur apne jism ko dikhane mein koyi dikat nahin ho rahi Shanaya ko…. Assal mein yeh sab gehra pyar ka natija tha, shanaya bhi Samir se ussi chiz ki chah kar rahi thi jissko Samir ko zaroorat thi…woh thi jismon ka milan pyar se…….

To be continued

 

[Casinar]

Update 57 The sexual encounter with love

Jab Shanaya tight nikaalne lagi baith kar to jun jun woh nikalti gayi Samir usski janghon ko pal pal dekhta gaya aur Shanaya thoda sharmati hui boli, “idhar mat dekho abhi, udhar chehra ghumaon varna nahin nikalungi….” Laaj ab bhi arahi thi Shanaya ko halaan ke apne jism ko khud Samir ke hawale karne jaa rahi thi….. Samir kahan se udhar dekhne wala tha woh to jhat se apne sar ko usske janghon ke beech kiya aur chaatne laga Shanaya ki bhare hue janghon ko halaan ke tight baahar nahin nikli hui thi puri tarah….. Shanaya usski uss harkat se simat gayi aur apne haath ko usske balon mein ferne lagi ek aah nikli usske munh se aur ek hath se baaki ke tight ko nikaal baahar kiya Shanaya ne….. Shanaya khud ko sambhaal nahin paa rahi thi jiss dum Samir ke honth usski panty par gaya….. sisakte hue zor se Samir ke baal ko apne muthi mein liya Shanaya ne aur jism ko seedha karte hue fir leth gayi apne peeth ke bal…. Tab Samir ne position change kiya, apne badan ka nicha wala hisse ko Shanaya ke sar ke taraf kiya aur usska sar Shanaya ke jaanghon par tha…. Shanaya ne tab apne hathon se Samir ke jeans ka belt nikaalne lagi…. Aur kaha, “uss din tum bilkool nange the mere saamne, tumko zara bhi sharam nahin aayi thi besharam kahin ka, aaj main tumko nanga karung hihihi….”

Donon hi mast the uss waqt aur donon ko ek dusre ki garmi ki sakht zaroorat mehsoos hone lagi….. belt nikaalte hi Shanaya ne usska zip niche kiya aur haath ko usske underwear par halke se rakh kar feel kiya…Samir jammke khada ho chukka tha….. apne narm ungliyon se Shanaya ne halke se ussko thaama; underwear ke andar hi tha tab usska mota khada hua samaan… aur Shanaya Sharma gayi aur enkhon ko band kar liya ussko feel karte hue apne haath mein….. Samir ghurra utha yeh kehte hue tarapti awaaz mein….. “nikaalo ussko underwear mein se nah…nikaal kar apne haath mein lekar ussko chumo nah Shanaya, please…..”

Shanaya se nahin ho raha tha bahot Sharma rahi thi woh…. Sirf hath ko usspar rakha hua tha aur udhar samir ke honth Shanaya ke panty pat thik usski yoni par chum raha tha jiss se Shanaya ke jism ke rowan uth gaye the aur woh kaampne lagi thi magar Samir ko rok nahin rahi thi…… Aur Samir ne apne danton se Shanaya ki panty ki elastic ko pakarte hue zara sa khincha…. Jiss se Shanaya ki siskiyan aur badhi aur ussne apne bahon mein Samir ke kamar ko zor se jakar liya aur uss action se Samir ka underwear thik Shanaya ke munh par laga, aur bina jhijhak ke Shanaya ne kiss kiya usske underwear par thik ling ke upar….. bilkool 69 pose ho gaya tha …… Samir ne pose ko aur ziada mazboot karte hue apne donon tangon ko Shanaya ke sar ke donon taraf kiya aur niche usske haath se baaki ke panty nikaal diya…. Aur munh ko Shanaya ke yoni par karte hue halke se apne jeeb ko baahar nikaalte hue yoni ke upri hisse par ek saamp ki jeeb ki tarah ferrne laga…… Shanaaya ne tarapti awaaz mein “uffffff uiiii maaaaaaa” kiya aur iss baar halke se Samir ki underwear ko thoda niche karke usske ling ko chumne lagi….

Uss se Samir aur josh mein aya aur thoda bahot kamar hillate hue lund ko Shanaya ke munh, gaal aur hoth par ragadhne laga…., Shanaya se sehen nahin hua aur Samir ke jeans ko niche jhat se kiya aur underwear ko bhi utaar diya, jiss se Samir ka lund bilkool mota, lamba Shanaya ke enkhon ke saamne agaya…. Shanaya ke liye yeh koyi nayi baat nahin thi, issko ussne dekh liya tha kayi baar pichli baar….to iss baar khud apne aap dekhna chah rahi thi dobara…. Ab Shanaya ki sharm aur laaj doob mare the, ussne apne haath mein lund ko araam se liya aur lund ke upri hisse par halke se apna jeeb ferra…… kyunke wohi action niche usske jism par Samir karte jaa raha tha uss se Shanaya ko badhawa mil rahi thi wohi karne ko Samir ke lund ke saath …jeise jeise Samir niche usski choot par karr raha tha wohi Shanaya usske lund ke saath karti jaa rahi thi….. donon bilkool josh mein agaye the aur Samir ne chussna shuru kiya niche Shanaya ko, to Shanaya nahin hichkichaayi usske lund ko apne munh mein lene se….woh bhi chussne lagi Samir ko……

Aur hona kia tha donon apne aap mein magan the ek dusre ke jism ko chaatte chusste hue aur aakhir mein Samir normal position mein aya Sahanaya ke upar…., Shanaya isska besabri se intezaar kar rahi thi, aur iss baar bade pyar se, muskurate hue Shanaya ne samir ko apne upar accept kiya…… Shanaya ki bahein Samir ke jism par the aur bade pyar se ussne Samir ke gaal ko chumma aur gale ko bhi aur khud apne aap usski donon tange donon taraf ho gaye Samir ko unn ke beech lete hue….. kurti ko nikaal baahar fenka Samir ne aur Shanaya ke nazuk boobs ko apne haath mein masalte hue chuumta gaya fir chussa jiss se Shanaya chilla uthi kasmasate hue, aur usske baad - apne haath se samir ne apne lund ko Shanaya ke choot ke ched se lagaya jo bilkool gili ho chuki thi tab tak, aur araam se andar fisalte hue lund ghuss gaya aur Shanaya enkhen band karte hue “issssssshshshshshsssssshshhh” kiya aur kaske Samir ko bahon mein jakar liya….. Samir ne ahiste ahiste dhaka dena shuru kiya aur usska lund Shanaya ke andar baahar hone laga…..

Shanaya kasmasa rahi thi Samir ke niche, usski jism ko jeise ek raahat mil rahi thi aaj, ek araam mehsoos ho rahi, ek pyas bujh rahi thi…..sukoon ka aalam tha, pyar ka mwaamla tha, hosh nahin the kissi ko uss waqt ke kia ho raha hai bus gum the apne uss jismon ki milan par aur apne aap ko donon uss tarap ko bujhaate hue apne jism ki aag ko boojhaane lage……

Tarapti awaz mein Shanaya ki aah nikalti gayi jab woh Samir ke kandhon par apne danton se nishaan karti gayi josh mein aate hue, apne jism ki gehraayi mein Samir ko mehsoos kar rahi thi aur hosh gawa rahi thi, bekaabu ho gayi thi, ek kisam ki paagalpan mein khoyi hui thi uss insaan ko apne andar dobara lete hue jissne kabhi zabardasti usski jism ko loota tha….aaj baat alag thi , aaj khud apne jism ko Shanaya ne samarpan kiya tha usse apne dil o jaan se, aaj khud Shanaya yeh chahti thi ke Samir ussko puri tarah lein…..

Samir ke dhake ka raftaar badhta gaya aur usske niche Shanaya ki tarap badhti gayi…donon bahot hanff rahe the, Shanaya ki jism ek samp ki tarah reng rahi thi, donon josh ki inteha par aa chuke the donon ek saath uss manzil par pohunch rahe the jiss se jism ke har ek ang ko chain aur sukoon haasil hota hai – donon ek saath ecstasy reach hue aur jiss dum Samnir jhadne hi wala tha Shanaya ki tarapti awaaz zor se nikli “AAAAAAHHHHH SSSSSHSHHSHSHSHSHS SSSAAAAAMIIIIIRRRRRR I LOVEEEEEEE YOU…..UUFFFFFFFF AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!” thik ussi waqt Samir ne apne veerya ko lund se baahar nikaalte hue Shanaya ke jism ke upar pichkaari jeise chorra jiss se Shanaya ka peth se lekar boobs, kamar, yahan tak ke ussske gale par bhi sab latpath kar diya…..

Sirf donon ke hanffne ki awaaz sunaayi de rahi thi uss waqt… Shanaya gehri saans le rahi thi, haffne se usske boobs upar niche ho rahe the, Samir ussnko dekh raha tha…Shanaya Samir ki enkhon ki gehraayi mein jhank rahi thi aur apne bahon ko upar uthakar Shanaya ne Samnir ko apne upar aane ki mang kiya, to Samir usske bahon mein chala gaya, Shanaya ne bahot hi zor se Samir ko bahon mein jakar kar enkhen band kar liye…… donon bilkool nange ek dusre ke upar weise hi pade rahe kaafi der tak………………

Fir achanak do chidye ghuss aaey upar khet mein se, eK male ek female thi aur Male chidya female ka picha kar rahi thi….. aur ek jagah donon ruke to male chidya female ke upar chadh gaya, Donon ne sab dekha aur Samir ne kaha “lo kallo baat, innko bhi yehi jagan mila ishk karne ko….” Tab Shanaya Samir ke gaal par kiss karte hue kaha, “nahin yeh donon jasoos hein aur hamari khabar jaa kar deingue gharwalon ko ke hum donon iss waqt kia kar rahe hein!!” Aur donon hanssne lage….. Aur Samir ne kaha, mere banae hue gadde ko apna ghonsla samajh rakha hai donon ne…..” Aur turant usske dimaagh mein ek baat aya, ussne Shanaya se kaha, “hey hum iss jagah ko ek naam dete hein kia khayaal hai hmmm?” Shanaya ne poocha kia naam? To samir bola “HAMAARA GHONSLA”
To be continued…………

 

[Casinar]

Update 58 Inside “Hamara Ghonsla”

Donon weise hi ek dusre ko bahon mein liye letey rahe kaafi der tak ek dusre ke dil ki dhadkanon ko sunte hue pyar mein doobe. Kuch der baad Shanaya ne kaha ussko wash karna hai kyun ke Samir ne ussko ganda kar diya hai. Paani to bhara rakha hua tha samir ne to ussne kaha “chalo aaj main tumko wash karta hoon.” Shanaya Sharma rahi thi phir bhi raazi hui.

Ek koney mein gaye, donon bilkol nange hi the tab bhi aur Samir ne paani dala Samira par usske gale se lekar niche tak aur beauty soap malne laga usske jism par. Shanaya thoda hichkicha rahi thi, fir bhi Samir ke enkhon mein dekhte hue ussko karne diya jo woh kar raha tha….. muskura rahi thi usske kaandhe par hath rakh kar sambhalte hue. Samir ne jiss tarike se haule haule Shanaya ke jism par sabun malle woh bahot hi erotic lamhe the donon ke liye, samir jeise Shanaya ki jism ki ek ek ang ko taraash raha tha… jab usski boobs par hath malla Samir ne to Shanaya thodi bahot kasmasaayi fir bhi apne aap ko apne mehboob ke hathon ki chuwan se acchah mehsoos kar raha thi. Usski bahot narm aur mulayam chuchiyon par sabun itne ada se Samir ne malaa ke Shanaya ko laga zindagi mein fir kabhi eisi chuwan ya narmi apne jism par nahin mehsoos kar paegi….woh waqt hi ajeeb tha woh lamhe ajeeb the woh mauka aur jagah alag tha. Jeise ek sapnon ki dunya mein thi. Samir usski boobs ko iss kadar dekh raha tha jeise ek nazuk phool ko hath se bahot sambhaal ke narmi aur bahot hi khayaal karte hue apne haathon ko usske upar chala raha tha ke kahin ussko apne sakht haaton se choat nah lage…… fir ahiste ahiste jab Samir ka haath Shanaya ke peth aur kamar par gaye to Samir usski kamar se lekar hip tak ke curves ko nihaarne laga ke kiss tarah upar wale ne uss jism ko banaya hai, ek bahot bade chitrakaar ka kaam tha uss hisaab se uss jism ko weise figure mein dhaalne ko. Ek ek ang tarasha hua tha, measures par banaaya hua tha upar se usska rang aur safedi ki to baat alag hi thi. Ek bhi daagh nahin tha jism par kahin bhi ek til ke ilawa jo peeth par thi. Sabun malte malte Samir ne kayi jagah par Shanaya ki jism ko chuma bade hi pyar se jeise ek komal phool ko bahot sambhaal kar chum raha ho….. Komal, han komal aur nazuk hi the har ek Shanaya ke ang. Jism par sabun malne ke baad jab kaandhe se paani dala to uss paani ko usski jism par niche behte hue dekh kar eisa lag raha tha ke pani bhi uss jsim par theherna chate the har ang ko chum chum kar badan ke har hisse se behte hue…. jab wash de diya to towliya mein khud lepata Shanaya ko Samir ne bade araam se kahin kahin jism ko chumte hue….. Shanaya ko lag raha tha ke aasmaan mein udh rahi hia uss dauraan Jab Samir ussko nehla raha tha……

Jab towel ko Shanaya ke jism par lapet diya to Samir ne Shanaya ko apne goad mein uthaya ek bachche ko jeise lete hei aur chal kar wapas uss jagah jaane laga jahan ishk farmaa rahe the par Shanaya apne bahon ko usske upar daalte hue kaha, “Thehro, ab main kyun tum ko nahin nehla sakti?” muskurate hue Samir ruk gaya aur usske chehre mein dekhte hue kaha, “Tum bhi eisa karna chahti ho?” Shanaya boli, jiss tarah tum mere jism ke har ang ko chahte ho weise hi main bhi tumhare jism ki diwani hoon, to mujhe bhi woh mehsoos karne do jo tum ne kiya…..”

Ab Shanaya ki baari thi. Nanga Samir baith gaya niche aur Shanaya ne bhi paani dala samir ke gardnn ke upar se niche tak…. Aur jab Shanaya ki baari aayi sabun malne ko to to Samir ke chaati par shuru kiya, yeh Samir ki body ki sab se ziada pasanjida jagah tha Shanaya ke liye, woh usski chest ko behad chahti thi… Samir ki chaati ek body builder ki chaati ki tarah tha, donon taraf ke do ubhre hue bhaag muscles ke saath itne sakht aur solid dikhte the ke Shanaya uss par sar rakh kar zindagi guzaar dena passand karti. Apne mulaayam hathon se waahan sabun malte malte Shanaya bade pyar se uss chaati ko dekhte jaa rahi thi aur kabhi kabhaar Samir ke enkhon mein dekh rahi thi ke woh keisa mehsoos kar raha hai. Samir ka jism sakht tha, charon taraf usske navz dikh rahe the, har jagah muscles ubhre hue the aur Shanaya ko ek mard ke jism par apne haath ko chalaate bahot achchah mehsoos ho raha tha….. ussne peeth par towliya lapeta hua tha jo ussko disturb kar rahi to Shanaya ne towliya nikaal diya aur bilkool nangi hokar nanga Samir ko nehlaati gayi….. jab baari aayi usske niche hisse ko dhone ki, to Shanaya ne kaha, “ab apne tangon ko ek taraf karo , kia mujhe kehna chahiye? Lagta hai ek bache ko nehla rahi hoon, shayad apna bacha hoga to eise hi nehlana padega hihihihi!!” Samir ne apne tangein donon taraf kiya aur Shanaya ke chehre mein pyar se dekhta gaya, aur jiss waqt Shanaya ka hath usske lund ko chua to Samir ka khada hogaya, to Shanaya ne hansste hue kaha, “Mujhe pura yakeen tha ke yehi hoga, tum issko sambhaal nahin sakte kia?” Samir bola, “yeh koyi sambhaalne ki chiz hai jab tum issko haath laga rahi ho to? Yeh to apne aap uth gaya main kia karun?” khilkhilate huwe Shanaya ne apne dono hathon mein sabun malke lund ko donon hathon se masalne lagi dhote hue….. Ab sabun laga hua tha uss par Shanaya hath mal rahi thi uss par to Samir se keise sambhala jaata…. Shanaya bhi uss tarah se apne hathon ko chala rahi thi bilkool jeise mooth maarte waqt chalaya jaata hai….. yeh to Shanaya ko pata hi nahin ta ke keise ladke mooth maarte hein to woh anjaan weise hi apne haathon ko lund par chala rahi thi sabun mallte hue aur Samir jamke bilkool tanna hua khada ho gaya tha aur woh apne aap par kabu nahin kar paa raha tha….. kar bhi kia paata ussi waqt wahin mitti par Shanaya ko baahon mein liya aur patak diya ussko niche aur chadh gaya uss par ussko paagalon ki tarah kiss karte hue….. Shanaya bhi apne aap ko nahin rok paayi aur bhar liya Samir ko bahon mein kiss ko respond karte hue…..donon lotne lage wahin mitti par aur kichad mein ghul milgaye pyar karte hue……

Ek baar fir sambhog hua. Jitna naha dhula kar saaf hue the uss se dus guna ziada maile ho gaye donon kyun ke paani se mila hua mitti kichad bankar donon ke jism par charon taraf lage hue the lagta tha ek dal dal se nikal kar aye hein donon….. donon ke badan par har jagag mitti lage hue the aur ek dusre ko bahoon mein jakre donon zor zor se haffte hanffte hanssne lage sambhog ke baad…… Aur thodi der baad ek baar fir se nahana pada donon ko ek saath…… Samir ne uss jagah ko kuch iss tarah soch samajh ke banaya tha ke paani nahin thehre wahan, uss jagah par, uss koney mein ek gehra gadda bhi khuda hua tha jisske andar paani simat jaate the….. to nahane ke kuch der baad sab paani zameen ke andar chale gaye…..

Saaf hokar donon ek hi towlia mein wapas apne jagah par gaye aur araam kiye ek dusre ko bahon mein liye….. donon letey hue the aur pata nahin kab donon ko neend aagayi aur ghanton bhar gehre neendh mein sote rahe donon. Woh nazara dekhne layak tha do premi nange ek dusre ko bahon mein jakre gehri neend mein sote hue to aasmaan se utre Adam aur Hawa lag rahe the!!! Kia nazara tha wah!!!

Jab enkhen khuli Shanaya ki to shaam ke 4 baj chuke the. Shanaya ghabraayi aur Samir ko uthaya. Tab lag raha tha ek patni apne pati ko subha kaam par jaane ke liye jagah rahi hai. Samir enkhon ko mallte hue utha aur kaha, “kia hua?” Shanaya kapde pehen rahi thi aur kaha, “4 baj gaye humein ab nikalna chahiye Samir nahin to ghar jaate jaate late ho jaegi, chalo jaldi kapde pehno aur niklo yahan se ab!!”

Samir tayaar hua, aur nikalne se pehle Shanaya ko bahon mein lekar kiss kiya aur kaha, “yahan se jaane ko ab mann nahin kaar raha hai Shanaya! Jee karta hai zindagi bhar hum issi jagah uss dunya se door yunhi ek dusre ke saath rahe marte dum tak.” Shanaya ne bade pyar se usske gaal ko chumte hue kaha, “mann to mera bhi eisa hi kar raha hai magar ek aur dunya hai jiss mein humko wapas jaana hai, fikar mat karo hum fir apne iss ghonsle mein wapas zaroor aeinge, I promise, I love this place it is our love nest!”

Car drive karte hue Samir Shanaya ko aaj usske ghar chodne jaa raha tha yeh donon mein tey hue jaate waqt. Samir ko pata nahin tha ke kiss ke ghar jaa raha hai. Ussko pata nahin the ke woh uss ghar mein pehle jaa chukka hai. Shanaya ne ussko pehle hi bata diya ke ussko ek surprise degi apne ghar pohunchte waqt. Par pehle Shanaya ne kaha Majid bhai ke dukaan par rukeinge aur ussko Samir se milaegi.

Manzil karib arahi thi, Majid bhai ke dukaan ane hi wala tha aur Samir ne kaha, “Tum idhar rehti ho? Mere papa ka ek dost ka ghar hai idhar kahin…..”

To be continued………………

 

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Update 59 At Aditi’s place, Samir in mental turmoil

Shanaya ne kaha, “ruko, ruko yahin, tum to aguey chale aye thoda piche lo uss dukaan ke paas park karo, who Majid bhai hai ussi se milawana hai tumhein, chalo usske dukaan ke andar baat karte hein ….. Stop! Han thik hai yahin rehne do aur ao andar!” Samir ne thoda reverse liya aur Majid bhai ke dukan ke paas car ko park kiya aur Shanaya pehle nikli car se.

Uss waqt mamool ke jeise gali mein har mod par log khade the group mein aur jeise car gali ke andar ghussa tabhi se log car ke andar dekhne lage kyun ke ek nayi car thi uss mohalle mein aur bahot sare logon ne Shanaya ko driver ke paas baithe hue dekha bhi. Kuch naujawaan the ek group mein chawdahe par unn mein ekaat the jo kuch saal pehle Shanaya se flirt karne ki koshish kar rahe the, sab ne dekha to unnke beech batein hui. Jiss waqt car Majid bhai ke dukaan ke paas ruka to wahan par bhi kuch naujawaan Shanaya ke umr ke hi maujood the jo donon ko dekh rahe the bahot heyraaani se.

Yeh pehli baar thi ke Shanaya ek car mein ghar wapas aayi thi. Bahot sare ladke to uss waqt Shanaya ko walk karte hue ghar wapas ane ka intezaar karte hein aur ussko nihaarte hein jab woh bus stop se chal kar ghar wapas jaate hein har shaam ko. To iss shaam ko sab ke sab bahot keyraan the aur hakbakae dekh rahe the. Jab Shanaya Samir ka haath pakar kar Majid bhai ke dukaan ke andar lejaane laga to unn ladkon ke beech yeh baatein hui;

Ek ne kaha: “Kamaal hai yaar, Shanaya ka bhi boyfriend ho gaya?!”

Dusre ne kaha: “hmmm to tu kia samajhta tha ke iss zamane mein ladkiyan akeli waqt bitate hein?”

Teesre ne kaha: “hoga koyi usske saath kaam karne wala….. usski body dekh yaar, Jeans aur Tshirt mein hai, Tshirt chipka hua hai usske chaati par, usske basu dekh, Salman jeisa body wala hai baap re hero lag raha yeh to!!”

Pehle wala ne fir kaha: “Sala main samajhta tha ke Shanaya bahot achchi ladki hai, kitni masoom aur achchi dikhti hai yaar!!”

Dusre ne fir kaha: “Kyun ussko kissi ko passand karne ki haq nahin hai kia? kitne dinon tak akeli rahegi, kissi na kissi ko usske zindagi mein ana to tha, agar tujhko woh nahin mil paayi to ab woh tere liye buri ladki ban gayi?”

To pehle wale ne kaha; “Nahin yeh baat nahin hai yaar, mera matlab tha main ne nahin socha tha Shanaya iss type ke love ke chakkar mein padegi, main hamesha sochta tha ke arranged marriage hogi isski hamare traditional tarike se pariwaar ladka dekhega aur yeh wahin shadi karegi jahan isske parents chahenge…. Apne aap kissi ke saath aegi yeh nahin socha tha main ne kyunke yeh to kissi ko bhi ghanss nahin daalti thi!!”

Ek aur ladka tha ek aur koney mein jiss ko jalan ho rahi thi kyun ke woh aas lagae baitha the ek na ek din woh Shanaya ko zaroor paa lega….. ussko to rone ka mann kar raha tha, uss ne kabhi bhi nahin socha tha ek din Shanaya ko kissi mard ke saath dekhega woh…… khair uss din bahot saare dil tute uss mohalle mein jahan Shanaya rehti thi!

Ab Majid bhai ne jab dekha ke ek car ruki usske dukaan ke saamne to khade hokar dekhne lage aur jab Shanaya baahar nikli to woh khush aur bahot heyraan bhi hua kyun ke uss ne bhi kabhi nahin socha tha kabhi Shanaya ko kissi ke saath car mein aate dekhega!

Shanaya ne khushi se hansste hue Majid bhai ko Samir se milaya aur kaha;

“Majid chacha, main ne kaha tha nah ke ek mahine baad aap ko jawaab dungi to yeh hai mera jawaab aur mera passand.”

Majid bhai ne khushi khushi Samir se haath milaakar ussko gale se lagaya. Bahot hi khush tha woh aur Shanaya ko badhaayi diye. Shanaya ne kaha, “Ab aap ko papa se baat karna hai hamare bare mein, weise main abhi Samir ko ghar hi leja rahi hoon unn se milwane ko par baad mein aap baat karna agar kuch hua to okay?”

Majid bhai ne kaha; “Kuch nahin hoga beta, kuch bhi nahin hoga aur hona bhi nahin chahiye. Tum donon khush raho main bahot hi khush hoon tumhare liye Shanaya beta, jao apne papa se milado iss naujawaan ko.”

Wahan se jab Shanaya aur Samir nikle aur jab Shanaya ke ghar ke paas aaye to Samir ka dil zoron se dhadka kyun ke yeh wohi ghar tha jahan Samir ke papa ka dost rehta tha…… Samir ki bolti band thi kuch der aur woh Shanayha ke chehre mein bahot heyraani aur gambhirta se dekhne laga…… Shanaya muskurate hue ussko dekh rahi thi aur kaha “ab chalo bhi!!” Samir car se nikla aur uss makaan ko dekhta raha….yaad kar raha tha kia issi ghar mein aya tha apne papa ke saath….fir wapas mudhkar Shanaya ko dekha bahot heyraani se aur usske chehre mein uss heyraani aur pareshaani ko dekh kar Shanaya thodi ghabraayi aur Samir ke bazu ko pakar kar apne bazu mein cross kiya aur dhire se kaha; “yehi surprise dena tha tumko, han tum iss ghar mein aa chuke ho Samir, main tumko uss din se jaanti hoon jab tum iss ghar mein aae thi uss din apne papa ke saath!!”

Yeh sunkar Samir ko bilkool khushi nahin hui, woh naraaz hua aur ghusse mein Shanaya se poocha, “eisa kyun kiya tumne mere saath? Kia saabit karna chahti ho tum?..... Agar tum mujhko pehle se jaanti ho to yeh sab naatak kar rahi tum mere saath?”

Shanaya ne bilkool nahin socha tha ke iss baat par Samir naraaz hoga…. Shanaya samhjhana chahti thi usse ke woh usss roz ussi ko dekhne ke liye aya tha magar iss se pehle ke woh kuch kehti Samir wapas car mein baith gaya aur start kiya…. Shanaya ghabraayi aur usska chehra utar gaya, woh Samir ko rok rahi thi magar Samir ne reverse gear lagaya aur piche dekhte hue car ko reverse le raha tha….Shanaaya baahar se car ke saath daud rahi thi Samir se baat karrte hue, “Ruko Samir tumko abhi bahot kuch batana baaki hai suno to eise mat jao please mere papa se to mil lo, please ruko Samir……” Magar Samir ne apne door wale shishe ko upar kar liya aur wapas door tak chala gaya aur car ko mudh liya wapas jaane ko….. Shanaya rone lagi fir daud kar car ke paas gayi, shishe ko thoka kyun ke car ko rukna pada saamne ek van ruka hua tha iss liye….. rote hue Shanaya boli, “Please ruk jao Samir tumko mere pyar ka vaasta….” Magar Samnir car ka shisha niche nahin kar raha tha aur apne saamne dekh raha tha Shanaya ko nahi, usske jabde hill rahe the ghusse mein dant peeste hue, fir Shanaya ne behte hue ensoowon ke dhaar se aur sisakte hue kaha, “Tumko hamare ghonsle ka vaasta ruk jao Samir tumko bahot kuch batana baaki hai jaan ruk jao please main marr jaungi agar tum eise wapas chale gae to…please ruk jao nah!!”

Saamne jo Van ruka hua tha woh jaane lage to Samir ki car bhi thodi si aaguey gayi aur Shanaya ne rote hue hi zor se kaha, “Samir uss roz tumhare papa ne tumko mujhe dekhne ke liye yahan laye the magar tumko kuch nahin pata tha Samir hum ek dusre ke liye banae gaye hein Samir ab to ruk jao please!!!”

Yeh sunkar Samir ne brake lagaya aur mudhkar Shanaya ko dekha…….

To be continued……………

 

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Update 60 Samir with Shanaya at her home

Saamne jo Van ruka hua tha woh jaane lage to Samir ki car bhi thodi si aaguey gayi aur Shanaya ne rote hue hi zor se kaha, “Samir uss roz tumhare papa ne tumko mujhe dekhne ke liye yahan laye the magar tumko kuch nahin pata tha Samir hum ek dusre ke liye banae gaye hein Samir ab to ruk jao please!!!”

Yeh sunkar Samir ne brake lagaya aur mudhkar Shanaya ko dekha…….

Ab aguey.....

Brake lagakar, apne darwaze ka shisha niche kiya to Shanaya ke gaal par ensoo behte hue dekh kar Samir ne pehle kaha, “Tamasha mat karo log dekh rahe hein, come in, udhar se ao andar!”

Shanaya apne gaal ponchte hue uss taraf ke darwaze se andar baithi Samir ke bagal wale seat par aur apne chehre ko hathon mein lete hue sar jhuka kar aur bhi rone lagi. Samir ne firse kaha, “Log dekh rahe hein main ne kaha nah, why the hell are you crying now?”

To Shanaya ne rote hue hi kaha, “tum mujhe chorr ke jaa rahe the? Bus itni si baat pe? Itne haseen pal hum ne guzare din mein aur abhi itni si baat par itna ghussa Samir kyun?”

Samir ka chehra ab bhi bahot gambhir tha aur usska jabda ab bhi chal raha tha aur kaha, “kia kaha tumne abhi ke mujhe tumko dekhne ke liye mere papa ne tumhare ghar laya tha uss din? Kia yeh sach hai? Agar han to kyun tum nahin aayi thi mere saamne aur kyun mere papa ne mujhko nahin bataya tha ke woh kiss maqsad se yaha laya hai mujhe?”

Shanaya ka rona tab bandh hua aur badi narmi se kaha; “Samir tum abhi bahot ghusse mein ho, main jo bhi kahungi tum nahin samjhoge, ek bahot hi nazuk mauka tha woh; ab ghar jao, araam karo, jab achcha feel karoge tab mujhko call karna , ya kal milna fir tumko sab thik se samjhaungi.”

Samir: “Tum mujhko nahin samajh rahi ho ke mujhpar kia beet rahi hai….socho ke mujhko ko keisa laga jab mujhe yeh pata chala ke main ne apne papa ke dost ki beti ka rape kiya tha!!! Yeh baat mere zehen mein ek teer ki tarah chubha jab tum ne kaha ke main apne papa ke saath yahin par aya tha, turant mujhe sirf ye yaad aaya ke main ne tumhara rape kiya tha…… main apne aap ko koss raha hon, dard ho raha hai mujhe, main apne aap se sharminda hoon, apne aap par ghussa hoon, main tumse door iss liye bhaag raha tha ke khud ko pehchaan sakun…takliff ho rahi hai mujhe ke yeh main ne kia kar diya!! Kahin door jaa raha tha kissi sunsaan jagah par jahan apne aap se sawaal karun….. main tumse ghussa nahin hoon Shanaya!! Main to apne aap ko maaf nahin kar paa raha hoon ab!!! Mujhe kia pata tha ke jiss ghar mein jaa raha hoon wahan pehle aaa chukka hoon, sharmindagi mehsoos ho rahi hai mujhe!! Apne ap ko maarne ko ji kar raha hai mujhe!!!” Yeh last line kehte kehte Samir ke enkh bhar aae aur sar jhukaya to kitne boond ensoo tapak gaye niche aur Shanaya se dekha nahin gaya woh jhat se Samir ko apne bahon mein zorse jakar liya usske sar sehlate hue aur khud rote hue.

Donon premee ro rahe the. Donon ek dusre ke dard bant rahe the, apne taklifon ko ensoowon mein baha rahe the. Aur himmat jutate hue Shanaya ne apna chera saaf kiya aur apne komal hathon ko Samir ke gaal par ferrte hue kaha;

“Tum mujhse bahot pyar karte ho nah? Hmm? To sunon, main uss baat ko ab bilkool bhool gayi hoon, tum bhi bhool jao aur unn lamhon ko yaad karo jo aaj hum ne wahan bitaya, kitne khush the hum donon aaj wahan, apne ghonsle mein…… pichli baar wale sab haadse mit gaye aaj wale pyar bhare lamhon se. aaj humne mitti daal diye pichle wale hue baat par. Main to issi liye aaj wahan jaane ke liye raazi hui thi taake uss roz ke sabhi hue waakiyaat ko mita sakun, yehi vajah thi ke main aaj itne ghul mil gayi thi tumhare saath woh sab karne ke liye jo hum ne aaj wahan par kiya, sabhi pichle waqt ki guzre dard ko bilkool mitane gaye the hum, aur hum kaamyaab bhi hue, sab uss din wale dard mit gaye aur tamaam khushian wapas agaye Samir, to tum kyun ab bhi yaad kar rahe ho uss din ke haadse ko? Bhool jao, sab bhool jao woh hamare milan ka ek bahana tha bus……Ab chalo, ghar chalo papa se milkar ghar jana. Please chalo nah jaan, meri khatir yahan tak aye ho to chalo nah!”

Samir ko Shanaya ke baton se bahot araam mila aur sochne laga ke kitni achchi batein karti hai usski Shanaya, kitni samajhdaar hai ye nazuk si ladki. Aur Samir gaya Shanaya ke ghar.

Shanaya khush hui aur ghar aate hi apni mummy ko bulaya aur Samir ko introduce karte hue kaha, “Mummy yeh hai mera passand, aap ko meri shadi ki jaldi hai nah to yehi banega mera dulha aap ka hone wala damaad!” yeh kehkar Shanaya Sharma gayi aur usski choti behen aakar uss se lipat gayi ussko chedte hue.

Shanaya ki maa bahot heyraan hui aur usske samajh meinn nahin araha tha ke kia Karen, kia jawaab dein aur kiss se kia baat Karen!!! Shanaya ne apne papa ko dhunda to maa ne kaha ke woh to aaj der se wapas aega ussne phone kiya tha ke raat ko 9 baje tak ghar aega!! Matlab Samir ka uss se milna mumkin nahin tha aaj!! Shanaya udaas ho gayi. Magar apni maa ko sab baat bata diya ke yeh woh ladka hai jo ussko dekhne ke liye ek baar aya tha apne papa ke saath. Maa ko yaad aayi baat aur yeh bhi yaad agayi ke Samir ki shaadi mein gayi thi to yehi pehla sawaal kiya ussne, “Magar beta tumhari to shaadi ho gayi……..” jaldi se Shanaya ne apni mummy ki baat ko beech mein rokte hue kaha, “mummy innke woh shaadi tut gayi kab ke, kyun ke innka milan to mere saath hona tha, woh shaadi ek ghalati thi!”

Magar maa to maa hoti hai aur woh boli; “Shadiyan eise nahin tutte hein beta, shaadi ek eisa bandhan hai jissko nibhana hota hai….kyun shaadi tuti beta, kia tum donon ke vajah se to nahin? Agar eisi baat hai to bahot ghalat baat hai…..” Tab Samir ne jawaab diya, “Nahin maa ji. Meri shaadi to Shanaya se milne se bahot pehle tut chuki thi….bahot lambi kahani hai….” Aur turant Shanaya ne kaha; “mummy main baad mein aapko sab samjha dungi ke innke shaadi kyun aur keise tuti okay ab yeh sawaal karna band karo aap!!”

Kuch der baad Samir ne kaha ke ab ussko apne flat nahin apne ghar jana hai apne mummy papa ke paas aur door ka safar hai to ussko ab nikalna chahiye, fir kabhi Shanaya ke papa se milne aega. Shanaya to nahin chahti thi ke samir jae magar majboor thi ussko wapas jana hi tha. Shaam dhal chuke the, andhera hone laga tha, suraj dhal chukka tha. Aur fir Shanaya aur usski choti behen Samir ko baahar usske car tak chorrne nikle….. Samir aur Shanaya ek dusre ke haath pakre hue the….aur Shanaya ne apni choti behen ko dekha, to choti boli, “ok ok main samajh gayi aap donon ke beech main kabaab mein haddi hoon to jaa rahi hoon tum log kiss viss karlo akele mein!!” woh yeh kehkar chali gayi aur yeh donon hanssne lage….

Andhera tha, door gali ke bijli ke khambe wale bulb se thodi si roshni arahi thi unn donon par… aur Shanaya ne Samir ko bahon mein bhar liya zor se aur khud apne honton ko usske honton se lagaya aur donon ek lambe meethe kiss mein doob gaye…… aur ahiste se Samir ne car ko khola aur Shanaya ko andar khinch liya, woh uss par girr gayi aur donon jism ek dusre se chipke hue, Shanaya ki chaati Samir ke chaati par chipki hui, usske boobs beech mein kuchalti jaa rahi thi jab donon ke hath ek dusre ke jism par ferr rahe the kiss karte hue…… jee to karta tha ek baar aur sambhog Karen magar namumkin tha to Samir ne ijazat liye jaane ke liye aur aakhir car start kiya, shanaya baahar udaas ussko dekhti rahi wave karte hue aur ahiste ahiste Samir ki car door raaste mein gum ho gayi……

To be continued